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i am Exhausted
#rambling#Specifically; exhausted with not being able to eat#like. More than four things#It's exhausting watching other people eat and enjoy themselves while I have to carefully manage everything I put in my body#Or else feel horribly ill#And sometimes I feel ill anyway! Because screw me I guess!#I'm supposed to be *healing* but I don't *feel* like I'm healing#I have this concept like in the future I'll be healed and okay again but at the same time I can't comprehend things changing#Every day I'm fighting for my freaking life#And as I continue to be sick and I am not working I'm watching my bank account go down and wondering if I'm just a loser and a coward#who can't handle being an adult#I'm sad this evening
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got an impulse to animate a little
#art#animation#drawing#western#cowboy#ocs#honeybee#grimm#yarrow#looked in my animation tag like when was the last time. i posted anything there. four years ago#animation is like. i know enough about it to probably be semi-competent at it if i tried but it is not a medium in which#i feel any real call to express my ideas in. like i'm more interested in implying motion and movement in a static image#than actually creating said motion#plus if i feel the need to draw the same shit over and over i'll usually just make a comic hgkflhd#but! it's fun to play with in short little six-frame things that keep my attention#my art
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Practicing drawing Gwen while experimenting with brushes
#across the spiderverse#atsv#spider man: across the spider verse#gwen stacy#atsv gwen#miles morales#I finally have more than one thing to post so I’m able to queue like four posts#prepare for more ship art but this time….. lesbians…….
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When the youngest sibling becomes the oldest :)
Q&A (as asked by my sister and me to myself)
Q: Why is Time wearing his kokiri clothes while everyone else is just in smaller versions of their regular outfits?
A: Time came prepared for a situation exactly like this. shrunken or not child him is not wearing that armor (i didnt want to draw it)
Q: Why is Wind lecturing Legend?
A: He tried to grab a fire rod
Q: Why are they all children except for Wind?
A: I thought it would be funny. Maybe a wizzrobe did it. Maybe blue stalfos from oracle of ages showed up. Maybe there was an incident with Purah's de-aging rune. Who knows I'm just the artist here
#linked universe#lu fanart#lu sky#lu wild#lu hyrule#lu wind#lu twilight#lu legend#lu time#lu warriors#lu four#lu chain#soo many characters to tag..#my art#almost forgot that. that tags important.#anyways tags done now i can talk. this is one of the most ambitious things i have drawn in a while#had a lot of fun drawing this! children are fun to draw. they r all very silly.#fun fact i sketched this out on new years i think. around then. middle of the night. very vague sketch its very funny to look at#i havent worked with this much color in forever...ive been doing pen sketches for so long#and then mostly monochromatic pencil for months for school before that...its so hard color is so hard.#anyways i like sky in the background. baby four is my favorite part though and is has been through this whole thing#i do also like baby twilight. speaking of which if the wip i posted ends up with more notes than this i am going to be upset.#anyways up also . shout out to winds hand the one thats up it took me one million years. but it looks good#directors note warriors was supposed to have a hand visible in a fist but i gave up on that. baby hands are easy though its just blobs#in the vague shape of a hand.#id in alt text#if anythings wrong with the designs um i only looked at reference a little.
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LIKE OH MY GOD Eddie told Buck there was no one else in this world he trusted with his son more than him when he had known him for one (1) year and Buck had JUST lost his son in a TSUNAMI and he MEANT IT and then Buck tried to DIG HIM OUT from under 40 FEET OF MUD with his BARE HANDS and then Eddie’s BLOOD was in BUCK’S MOUTH because he was shot right in front of him and Buck pulled him to safety with ONE HAND and then Eddie asked him if HE was HURT and when he woke up he told him he put him in his will as his son’s legal guardian A YEAR AGO and then Buck DIED and Eddie literally RESTARTED HIS HEART like how can you not feel insane about them how is anyone normal about this how do THEY think this is normal what!!! the fuck!!!!!
#AND THIS IS ONLY LIKE THE FOUR ABSOLUTE MOST INSANE THINGS LIKE THE OTHER SMALLER INSANE THINGS CUMULATIVELY ADD UP TO MORE THAN THIS!!!#sorry. sorry. I’m losing my mind.#buddie
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why does it always gotta be "oh im a communist but not like those marxists leninists-" we had this debate. in the 1800s. in fact marx AND lenin wrote about it: you are either for some nebulous idea of communal living that gets you nowhere OR you realize that you have to start from the current material conditions, and organize, and the organization has to be centralized for it to work and you have to study a lot and also act in group because going to protests on your own is just perpetuating an individualist ideology. they were saying marx was outdated in 1915!! guess what happened two years later. like you can incorporate all you want from feminism and queer theory and even anarchy but at the end of it all. only one line of action can bring about revolution, has revolution as its objective and has in fact done so before. it's marxism leninism. you have just been conditioned to think it's outdated so you wouldn't use the only weapon that actually works! people cant afford to eat and the west's quest to maintain economic hegemony is pushing us into ww3 and you will not use the concepts of plusvalue, imperialism, and political party, why? because the ruling class told you identity politics are more modern?
#new flatmate more liberal than expected. I'll take it#excuse the wall of text I didn't tell her all that because it would lead nowhere i decided to just keep talking to her and use no labels#for what im talking about#it usually works to trap the more radical rlements into agreeing w you#devastating tho#'yeah im a militant'#for what?#'oh i just go to things'#thats. thats not.... that#and she even likes the best the worst occupied place in the city. we have like four of those she likes the only one with a clown school#politics
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(having a thought) yknow i always think abt that moment where X says he gets invited to a lot of parties actually. considering his nature you'd almost think he isn't that social bc they're quite meek and docile but the thing is. a lot of characters like X because they are very friendly too. so it's interesting to me that X stays with Four despite them being fairly mean, when clearly other characters like them a lot. it wouldn't be hard for X to make new friends because pretty much everyone who they meet likes them. so... why do they stick around? sure, loyalty is probably one reason. but I almost wonder if X is drawn to Four for being someone who doesn't immediately treat them like this sweet, soft character.... Four is willing to be blunt towards them when no one else really will because of the way they view X. and I think that's part of the reason why X stays. Four's confidence is something they are trying to learn from and is something they slowly do gain more of.
and that goes for Four as well. X is everything Four struggles to be. both of them inspire the other to try and change and grow. they are both learning from each other and becoming more like the other as the show continues on. okay im done having thoughts now
#fun fact im actually not like. that into fourx but i feel like i read them better and see more potential in them than some fourx shippers#like when i see ppl talk about why they like the ship they never point out the things that i think would be pretty big points to talk abt?#i mean could just be the fact this is a large fandom or smth or like. theres a lot of kids ig that wouldnt really read into stuff#idk#i like to think about them a lot because ppl like to say four has “bad writing” but i think people just aren't reading the show well enough#four's writing is subtle in some areas it's blink and you'll miss it kind of#but its not bad writing. it just gives you more to think about#but i am also biased as i am Four so.#anyways#i will always and forever like them best as QPRs#fourx#bfb fourx#bfb#four bfb#x bfb
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#wow i managed to speed run this november wip just because his bday is near#also my braind said the worst thing when the sun is set so i guess i need more sun#bc the way i liked how the shirt looks under the sun is way better than what i thought last night lmao#some of you guessed right that this is santiago#those four months could have gone better lmao but at least this piece is finished :D#thank you for everything#embrodery#embroidery#embroider#oscar isaac#happy birthday old man#god i love him#santiago garcia#triple frontier
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Finally getting around to making little dress-up dolls for my trolls ocs :) It's a super fun and easy way of figuring out their individual styles! For Jive's alt outfit I wanted to lean into more of a funk influence!
Speakeasy
Blip
Hepcat
#rainyart#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls oc#trolls world tour#blue velvet#idk how much i like his alt fit now that i've finished the four bandmates but tbh i don't quite see that as a bad thing?#it's not something he'd wear normally i kinda imagined it more as like an au outfit he'd wear if he actually were funk rather than jazz
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"It's dark and lonely. Where did I go wrong?" Day Two of @byler-week! Now it's Mike's turn for the standard, but not-so-standard (but just equally as devastating) angst. Will it get better tomorrow? Stay tuned to find out!
Today's Prompts were: Light, Paranormal, Communicating, Green/Purple Color Scheme
Part One
#cadetart#I really wanted to experiment with a style that A. suited Mike and B. experiment with the lasso tool on Clip Studio#and I am pleasantly surprised at how it turned out!#I used to use Procreate and I'm sorry Procreate users...#the lasso tool... isn't the best...#BUT IT STILL RULES THO LOL#also shirtgate reference in pages three and four??? more likely than you may think ;-)#don't wanna spoil ALL the symbolism...#but I love shirtgate so I had to shout it out in the tags :-)#byler#bylerweek#bylerweek2024#byler nation#byler fanart#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#shirtgate
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I love Epic The Musical very dearly but I do wish just a little bit that we’d gotten to watch Telemachus’s antics in Pylos. His gay awakening(?) over Pesistratus? Athena disguised as an old man?? Nestor and Menelaus?! HELEN! He really has a bewildering time away from Ithaca lol
#epic the musical#the odyssey#Telemachus#does he have friends on Ithaca?#I mean other than the family dog and Eumaios who is old enough to be his dad?#because assuming he kind of doesn’t#it’s really funny that he finally meets somebody his own age who doesn’t want to marry his mom and kill him#and is utterly enthralled#also it is funny to me how much more well adjusted epic!telemachus is than odyssey!telemachus#the bar is LOW#but like… at least epic!Telemachus doesn’t get into screaming matches with his mom and spend like four book oscillating wildly between#‘my dad is definitely dead and everybody should give up all hope RIGHT NOW’ and#‘I’m going on a whole adventure to learn more about my dad because maybe he’s alive actually’#get a hold of yourself Telemachus!#ALSO he doesn’t tell his mom he’s leaving in the odyssey#and he *does* try to justify it but come on. that’s an act of Incredible Stupidity#the sort of thing only a painfully ill-adjusted barely-adult would do#sigh.
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woe mundane monopoly headcanons be upon ye
follow for more of modern au hua cheng’s outfits
#mostly completed this a month ago and then procrastinated the final touches until now lmao#its. so low quality. i also switched to a new brush for lineart and now this is kinda 🥴#i wanted to draw my modern au designs :3#fun facts:#hua cheng has a glass eye but he still covers it with his bangs#modern HC shops at prada btw#MQ is described as looking more like a civil god than a martial one so he has a goth academia type thing going on#FX wears sports team shirts everywhere sorry#mu qing’s mug has 3 different level markers#“fuck off” “i can hear you i just dont care” and “ok what were you saying?”#i think mu qing would hate that sort of mug but feng xin and xie lian keep giving them to him#apologies to anyone who doesnt know the rules of monopoly this is incomprehensible without previous knowledge#so: do i believe these four would actually voluntarily hang out post canon#yes actually. fxmq and hua cheng mutually tolerate each other for xie lians sake#imo after like a LONG time hc could actually be friendly towards fx (in book 2 fx admits how courageous hong hong’er is) or mq (bitch2bitch#but i dont think thatll happen there is way too much resentment that goes both ways#remember that theyve canonically fought multiple times ‼️#tgcf#art#tian guan ci fu#天官赐福#heaven official’s blessing#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#fengqing#feng xin#mu qing#xianle trio#my art
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tumblr is the only place i can post about all of my random and unconnected interests and not get burned at the stake by some algorithm or something
#i love going from reblogging kingdom hearts to school spirits to tangled to the very occasional glee post#funniest thing is that out of all four of those main interests i have#glee is by far the strongest#and yet i hardly post about it#i think theres more gleeks on twt and tiktok than there is on here and i dont like using either of those platforms#but theres a good amount of school spirits kingdom heats and tangled fans on tumblr#so ive been chilling here a lot recently#strawb says
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Honestly? Good anime imo! I really enjoyed Aileen. I enjoyed Claude. I enjoyed Isaac and Keith and Rachel and Almond and Ribbon. I enjoyed Belzebuth and the flock of ducks (Walt/Kyle/Auguste) and Jasper.
#i'm the villainess so i'm taming the final boss#aileen lauren d'autriche#hey so i love her and that show was really cute#i really enjoyed the interactions and despite the huge cast for a 12 episode show i was endeared to most of them#however im also just incredibly biased to liking side characters so you can have a small role and i love you#but i really enjoyed how things that happened in like episode 3 for instance w keith were resolved#BUT in a later episode he brings it up again and how he still felt guilty#and i just really like that while people do bad things it shows motives and stuff#and those that deserve forgiveness (keith) can get it even though it isnt like... full redemption cause he still holds it against himself#and then those that are undeserving get to go to prison in ep12#im on an otome kick lately bc i havent been able to game much due to low energy#but i managed to do some otome-ing#so then i was also like yeah time to watch an otome isekai bc im living up to my outed at work weeb life#get you a villainess who can cross dress for four episodes and dress up like a duck and kick butt#technically there is more of her boysona in more than the 4 but there are just like#5-8 she presents as a boy For The Plot#sorry this show has actually absorbed all my brain for a couple days if im honest#also i have like zero energy and probably will have low energy for the week bc holidays stress me out even tho#we do not really celebrate much at my house and its really casual#its just so much busier on the roads and driving is exhausting
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their autism clashes so hard (so do their traumas <3)
#if u want context I'll give it lol#fs#four swords#blue link#vio link#they're so cute#it was greens idea#red just took the photo!#<3 <3 <3#four swords manga#fs art#my art#four swords art#fs vio#fs blue#aren't they precious ?#(one of them has bitten the other)#who did it? who knows but shadow was ecstatic#someone may have thrown a dictionary at the other 2 “teach them a lesson since all the reading they did apparently wasn't helping!”#<3#they ended up with blue and purple bruises all over<3#oh we love accidentally triggering each other and vio throwing the first punch and getting into a genuine real fight after weeks of passive#aggression and building discontempt!#I love them ur honor#dw they make up <3#in the most stupid way possible <3#why'd they get into the figith?#well I'm gonna be real I have a whole thing with dialogue and trauma lmao but i need to actually organize it to post:')#more like a storytelling thing than a fanfic thing#probably later tonight I'll start posting since I'm a bit busy
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I used to have a really hard time bringing up the fact that I graduated from high school a year late without feeling the need to explain why and insisting that it wasn't my fault while simultaneously kicking myself for how much I sounded like I was just making excuses for something I should take responsibility for.
Then I watched Dimension 20's "The Seven" and suddenly I could simply say that I was a super senior.
The first time I heard the phrase "super senior" was in reference to Antiope Jones, a Black girl who had been held back a year after getting kidnapped and imprisoned by members of a fundamentalist cult, and like, girl, same.
So, since then, instead of anxiously spinning out any time I tried to tell a personal high school anecdote, I could just say I was a super senior, and then my brain would auto complete that statement with "like Antiope Jones" and I'd feel good about myself because Antiope Jones Is That Bitch.
That's what the problem had been the whole time. I wasn't worried about how other people would perceive me; I had been struggling with how I perceived myself.
Thanks, Aabria.
#representation matters#especially absolutely batshit and (hopefully) unintentional representation because bitch what the fuck#antiope jones#aabria iyengar#dimension 20 the seven#dimension 20#WARNING: Religious trauma/parental neglect/trauma-induced mental illness beyond this point!#no I'm serious I wasn't joking about the whole identifying with getting kidnapped and imprisoned by fundamentalists thing#shit's fucked; you have been warned#ok so I didn't get kidnapped but I did spend my entire childhood cloistered against my will by my fundamentalist parents#I was home-schooled from grades K-8 and then went to Christian online school from grades 9-11#homeschooling isn't neglectful but my neglectful parents wouldn't have been able to isolate me without it#by grade 11 my mental health had deteriorated so much that I spent most of my time in bed dissociating and stopped doing any schoolwork#my parents correctly assumed the isolation was finally getting to me and enrolled me in a local private Christian school for grade 12#it should have taken me more than a year to complete all my grade 12 classes + a handful of incomplete grade 11 classes & a grade 10 class#but as it turns out I am in fact also That Bitch and did it all in one academic year#I still genuinely thought I was lazy until quarantine showed me that EVERYONE gets fucked up after years of social isolation (wild huh)#Tags! Now with MORE BONUS TRAUMA! (brace yourself haha; Teeth CW)#it's important to me that Antiope is tall because the effects of the isolation and neglect were so pervasive that they stunted my growth#I'm of reasonable height for an adult at first glance (5'3) but I would have been a hell of a lot closer to 6'2 that's for damn sure#if you stare at me for too long I start to look like an animated scale model of a much taller person (because I kinda am lol)#everything about me is teensy except for my absolutely massive teeth#I had to get four extracted because they couldn't all fit#not wisdom teeth just four straight up regular healthy adult teeth had to be extracted due to a painful lack of space for teeth that big#I'm not sure if my teeth are the only thing that grew to normal size or if they're extra big because of some other pituitary fuckery#and yeah being tiny isn't that weird but people have always made a big deal about just how weirdly tiny I am#like kids younger than me used to carry me around like a doll#and now decades later I've learned about Psychosocial Short Stature and it all makes sense haha oop#anyways#told you shit's fucked
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