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i am Exhausted
#rambling#Specifically; exhausted with not being able to eat#like. More than four things#It's exhausting watching other people eat and enjoy themselves while I have to carefully manage everything I put in my body#Or else feel horribly ill#And sometimes I feel ill anyway! Because screw me I guess!#I'm supposed to be *healing* but I don't *feel* like I'm healing#I have this concept like in the future I'll be healed and okay again but at the same time I can't comprehend things changing#Every day I'm fighting for my freaking life#And as I continue to be sick and I am not working I'm watching my bank account go down and wondering if I'm just a loser and a coward#who can't handle being an adult#I'm sad this evening
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got an impulse to animate a little
#art#animation#drawing#western#cowboy#ocs#honeybee#grimm#yarrow#looked in my animation tag like when was the last time. i posted anything there. four years ago#animation is like. i know enough about it to probably be semi-competent at it if i tried but it is not a medium in which#i feel any real call to express my ideas in. like i'm more interested in implying motion and movement in a static image#than actually creating said motion#plus if i feel the need to draw the same shit over and over i'll usually just make a comic hgkflhd#but! it's fun to play with in short little six-frame things that keep my attention#my art
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While I do think using the four sword causes some bad physical/mental side effects, I ultimately think that the biggest drawback ends up being that none of Four’s colours ever do what he wants unless it’s a life or death situation. Four has a lot of work so he decides to spilt to get everything done on time. It does not go well.
Red and Blue both run on emotions so they immediately get distracted by whatever’s more interesting and leave. Red might eventually get back on track (if he remembers) but there’s still a 50/50 chance that he goes “oh but I don’t wanna do that now.. hope the others do it for me! <3”. Blue’s better at remembering but if the conditions for doing The Task are slightly Off it’s going to make him want to rip his own hair out so he just calls it quits. Green and Vio are more likely to actually get stuff done but the second someone asks Green for a favour he’s gone. He’ll end up spending the entire day running around delivering pastries or something cause people keep asking him for things and hes incapable of refusing. Vio will spend thirty minutes coming up with some sort of convoluted loophole to avoid The Task before disappearing into the woods for the next three days. He could’ve completed The Task in those same thirty minutes but he just didn’t feel like doing it in the moment. Four eventually reforms and literally nothing had been done. The real reason he keeps the four sword a secret from the chain is because he’s embarrassed about the fact that all the colours are literally so fucking stupid on their own
#linked universe#lu four#Lu colours#Lu colors#putting both spellings cause I’m not american but that’s the tag usually used and I’ll die if it’s not organized#this could technically classify as only a FS post but eh#Four’s in the brain so he’s going on the post#it wouldn’t be. impossible for him to get stuff done when spilt#it would just be very very hard. We have to balance it out or he’s too powerful#people also need to acknowledge that Red’s a little shit more often#dude saw Blue frozen in ice and made two jokes before his new fairy friend was like UNFREEZE HIM DICKHEAD#red would no give a shit if his goofing off caused Four problems in the future#that’s sort of what I mean when I say that him and Blue are all about emotions#those two only think about how they’re feeling in the moment rather than how they’ll feel in the future#which is why they won’t do stuff that they consider boring#Green and Vio actually think about how things will affect them in the future which is why they’re better at getting stuff done but also#they’re both Link so yeah it’s not going to go well#Vio knows that not doing things will have consequences but he has a chronic case of not giving a fuck so#anyway im rambling. they’re all useless. send post
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deandra reynolds, actress
#AHH. AFTER LIKE FOUR HOURS ITS DONE#thinking about dee wanting to be an actress and how that could be because she wants to be someone other than who she is#maybe not a better person but someone who's more successful. more well liked#i wanted to explore her concept of herself as both someone extremely insecure and prone to failure who at the same time views herself as#someone who's way better than everyone else#she wants things to be about her but she also tends to fail when put in the spotlight#augh. i love her#my art#its always sunny in philadelphia#iasip#dee reynolds
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Practicing drawing Gwen while experimenting with brushes
#across the spiderverse#atsv#spider man: across the spider verse#gwen stacy#atsv gwen#miles morales#I finally have more than one thing to post so I’m able to queue like four posts#prepare for more ship art but this time….. lesbians…��.
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When the youngest sibling becomes the oldest :)
Q&A (as asked by my sister and me to myself)
Q: Why is Time wearing his kokiri clothes while everyone else is just in smaller versions of their regular outfits?
A: Time came prepared for a situation exactly like this. shrunken or not child him is not wearing that armor (i didnt want to draw it)
Q: Why is Wind lecturing Legend?
A: He tried to grab a fire rod
Q: Why are they all children except for Wind?
A: I thought it would be funny. Maybe a wizzrobe did it. Maybe blue stalfos from oracle of ages showed up. Maybe there was an incident with Purah's de-aging rune. Who knows I'm just the artist here
#linked universe#lu fanart#lu sky#lu wild#lu hyrule#lu wind#lu twilight#lu legend#lu time#lu warriors#lu four#lu chain#soo many characters to tag..#my art#almost forgot that. that tags important.#anyways tags done now i can talk. this is one of the most ambitious things i have drawn in a while#had a lot of fun drawing this! children are fun to draw. they r all very silly.#fun fact i sketched this out on new years i think. around then. middle of the night. very vague sketch its very funny to look at#i havent worked with this much color in forever...ive been doing pen sketches for so long#and then mostly monochromatic pencil for months for school before that...its so hard color is so hard.#anyways i like sky in the background. baby four is my favorite part though and is has been through this whole thing#i do also like baby twilight. speaking of which if the wip i posted ends up with more notes than this i am going to be upset.#anyways up also . shout out to winds hand the one thats up it took me one million years. but it looks good#directors note warriors was supposed to have a hand visible in a fist but i gave up on that. baby hands are easy though its just blobs#in the vague shape of a hand.#id in alt text#if anythings wrong with the designs um i only looked at reference a little.
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Me: *wondering where I get my obsessive fan side bc I grew up with my maternal side of the family, and not as much the paternal side*
My Paternal Tio:
Me: Oh yeah, okay. That makes sense
#he's even more obsessed with Batman than I am actually#two of the smaller cars the batman picture (bought) qnd loghter are gofts from me#we once spent like four hours of a party creating a family tree. only made it up to the late 1800s but still. we gotta do more#we always just go on and on about SOMETHING lol#he gave me m2 red 68 ford mustang (tou car still in its package) yesterday (one year off my dream car) and I'm obssessed.#he's tried stealing some of my records#we'll go on random tangents about mexican and/or usa history#we also have the same agreesive love language and sesnse of humor#this 50 year old man will yap your ear off about any given topic#his wife (my tia) also has an entire shelf filled with her own i trests#he once tried gifting me his old playboy collection. i almost said yes but declined because ew ion know what's been done with it#a lot of the things in the video or other parts of his collections are years or even decades older than i am#gonna have to start hitting the gym so when he passes i can fist fight his son for rights to his collection
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LIKE OH MY GOD Eddie told Buck there was no one else in this world he trusted with his son more than him when he had known him for one (1) year and Buck had JUST lost his son in a TSUNAMI and he MEANT IT and then Buck tried to DIG HIM OUT from under 40 FEET OF MUD with his BARE HANDS and then Eddie’s BLOOD was in BUCK’S MOUTH because he was shot right in front of him and Buck pulled him to safety with ONE HAND and then Eddie asked him if HE was HURT and when he woke up he told him he put him in his will as his son’s legal guardian A YEAR AGO and then Buck DIED and Eddie literally RESTARTED HIS HEART like how can you not feel insane about them how is anyone normal about this how do THEY think this is normal what!!! the fuck!!!!!
#AND THIS IS ONLY LIKE THE FOUR ABSOLUTE MOST INSANE THINGS LIKE THE OTHER SMALLER INSANE THINGS CUMULATIVELY ADD UP TO MORE THAN THIS!!!#sorry. sorry. I’m losing my mind.#buddie
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"It's dark and lonely. Where did I go wrong?" Day Two of @byler-week! Now it's Mike's turn for the standard, but not-so-standard (but just equally as devastating) angst. Will it get better tomorrow? Stay tuned to find out!
Today's Prompts were: Light, Paranormal, Communicating, Green/Purple Color Scheme
Part One
#cadetart#I really wanted to experiment with a style that A. suited Mike and B. experiment with the lasso tool on Clip Studio#and I am pleasantly surprised at how it turned out!#I used to use Procreate and I'm sorry Procreate users...#the lasso tool... isn't the best...#BUT IT STILL RULES THO LOL#also shirtgate reference in pages three and four??? more likely than you may think ;-)#don't wanna spoil ALL the symbolism...#but I love shirtgate so I had to shout it out in the tags :-)#byler#bylerweek#bylerweek2024#byler nation#byler fanart#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#shirtgate
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I love the mad scientist au, i humbly beg for more
OKAY OKAY OKAY!!!! Now, where were we... Okay so Lan Wangji is possibly going through the many stages of both gay realisation and also dealing with pain beyond the average person's comprehension considering that he was just dragged by an already injured leg into what would have been his death. Would have. If not for this impossibly confusing, confirmed psychopath literally prying open the jaw of a huge, man-eating monster to save his life. And then carrying him to safety on his back as though he too was not injury. Now all he can do is stare emptily as Wei Wuxian walks around the cave they have taken refuge in, a fire crackling nearby and the sound of the man of the hour muttering to himself as he sizes up different pieces of wood.
Lan Wangji would ask what the hell happened back there, but he's currently trying not to think too much both because he cannot breathe from the agony. (Also because every time he closes his eyes, all he can see is Wei Wuxian looking down at him with those strangely mesmerising eyes, muscles straining and the light from a nearby fire falling over his face-) Next thing he knows, Wei Wuxian is kneeling beside him and nattering on about how his leg is "really fucked up, actually!" while reaching out to pull Lan Wangji's pant leg up. Of course, his natural reaction is to grab the man's hand because seeing each others' calves is something that only happens at least three months into courting surely!
There's a pretty similar interaction to canon with Lan Wangji actually losing his fucking mind with everything that Wei Wuxian is doing to him, times ten because he can't be gay about medically treated by a Wen!! It's Not Allowed. Then Wei Wuxian makes a joke like "but of course you're scandalised by my bare chest, I bet anyone who shows off even their wrists get cut down by the Lan, don't they?" This is of course not the first comment he's made in this fashion, and Lan Wangji is too tired to care about propriety as he's like "why do you keep saying things like that?" Wei Wuxian looks at him weird and goes "because the Lans are overly traditional lunatics who suppress other ideologies and kill anyone who disagree with them???"
Cue a moment of silence where they're both just staring at each other as each and every time Jin Zixuan was like 'I swear they're like brainwashed or something' only to be met with scepticism flashes in his mind. He, very calmly, is like "what about the other sects?" and sits there as this man describes twisted versions of the sects (all of them seemingly carrying an aspect of the Wen within them, intriguingly). He's drafting an apology to Jin Zixuan for not believing him. "And the Wen told you this?" "Uhh, duh? Who else would tell me the truth??" It could almost be regarded as a joke if it weren't for how sincere Wei Wuxian sounds, how sincere he looks as he stares right back at him.
Lan Wangji doesn't really want to unpack all of this right now - a secret, bitter part of him is telling him that it doesn't matter if the man (teenager, just like him) didn't know, because he still killed all those people for his experiments - but he needs to talk about the Lan Sect to someone. His home has just been burned to the ground. He's grasping for any sense of comfort he can find trapped in a cave with a Wen and a monster. He tells Wei Wuxian that his home isn't like that and ignores the boy's scoffs of "sure it isn't" as he starts (in short, succinct phrases) describing what his home is like. What his life is - was like, before the fire. He doesn't even know if Wei Wuxian is listening to him.
Meanwhile, Wei Wuxian is listening to this Lan speak of his home like it is this peaceful place built upon serenity and rules, organisation that exists only as a form of comfort for those within the sect. A romantic backstory of a monk falling in love and creating his own sect because of it. It's nothing like the picture he had had painted for him, one of a sect thick with suppression and fear, control gained through threat of death, no chance to change and grow with shackles pulling one down. The Lan is surely, surely lying to him, but he speaks with such conviction that it is hard not to believe even just a little. It's not real of course, it can't be real. What would it mean if it was?
It's nothing for Wei Wuxian to dwell on. He stands up, frowning to himself at the sight of the other boy looking so sickly and pale - the food that the disciples were given wasn't conductive for health according to Wen Qing, and it shows. Lan Wangji doesn't ask where he's going, opening one of his eyes to watch him leave after closing them at some point in the silence of the cave. Wei Wuxian needs to go - he needs to think, and find some logic in Lan Wangji's words (after all, there is truth in every good lie). Or, better yet, he needs to plan for Xue Yang (and perhaps the other Wen) eventually coming back for him. It would do no good to have him come face to face with a monster in his attempts to save him, and Wei Wuxian needs to take his mind off things.
The only logical thing to do is to kill the monster!
#mad scientist wei wuxian au#I need to specify right here right now#Wei Wuxian is NOT unbrainwashed at all#it's like the very very beginnings of thinking “maybe something isn't right”#it's more logical to assume that someone is lying rather than question your whole belief system#the thing that sticks with Wei Wuxian is the quiet sincerity in Lan Wangji's voice#he speaks of his home as if it's all natural#and one of the precepts of the Lan is not to lie#so if a Lan were to lie it would be very obvious#but who knows#also WEI WUXIAN SLAUGHTERING THE XUANWU ANYONE???#He's going to be SO covered in blood#Lan Wangji's going to be so normal about it don't even worry about it#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mo dao zu shi#mxtx mdzs#mdzs au#mdzs#wei wuxian#wei ying#lan wangji#lan zhan#wangxian#jin zixuan#xue yang#four's asks
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why does it always gotta be "oh im a communist but not like those marxists leninists-" we had this debate. in the 1800s. in fact marx AND lenin wrote about it: you are either for some nebulous idea of communal living that gets you nowhere OR you realize that you have to start from the current material conditions, and organize, and the organization has to be centralized for it to work and you have to study a lot and also act in group because going to protests on your own is just perpetuating an individualist ideology. they were saying marx was outdated in 1915!! guess what happened two years later. like you can incorporate all you want from feminism and queer theory and even anarchy but at the end of it all. only one line of action can bring about revolution, has revolution as its objective and has in fact done so before. it's marxism leninism. you have just been conditioned to think it's outdated so you wouldn't use the only weapon that actually works! people cant afford to eat and the west's quest to maintain economic hegemony is pushing us into ww3 and you will not use the concepts of plusvalue, imperialism, and political party, why? because the ruling class told you identity politics are more modern?
#new flatmate more liberal than expected. I'll take it#excuse the wall of text I didn't tell her all that because it would lead nowhere i decided to just keep talking to her and use no labels#for what im talking about#it usually works to trap the more radical rlements into agreeing w you#devastating tho#'yeah im a militant'#for what?#'oh i just go to things'#thats. thats not.... that#and she even likes the best the worst occupied place in the city. we have like four of those she likes the only one with a clown school#politics
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(having a thought) yknow i always think abt that moment where X says he gets invited to a lot of parties actually. considering his nature you'd almost think he isn't that social bc they're quite meek and docile but the thing is. a lot of characters like X because they are very friendly too. so it's interesting to me that X stays with Four despite them being fairly mean, when clearly other characters like them a lot. it wouldn't be hard for X to make new friends because pretty much everyone who they meet likes them. so... why do they stick around? sure, loyalty is probably one reason. but I almost wonder if X is drawn to Four for being someone who doesn't immediately treat them like this sweet, soft character.... Four is willing to be blunt towards them when no one else really will because of the way they view X. and I think that's part of the reason why X stays. Four's confidence is something they are trying to learn from and is something they slowly do gain more of.
and that goes for Four as well. X is everything Four struggles to be. both of them inspire the other to try and change and grow. they are both learning from each other and becoming more like the other as the show continues on. okay im done having thoughts now
#fun fact im actually not like. that into fourx but i feel like i read them better and see more potential in them than some fourx shippers#like when i see ppl talk about why they like the ship they never point out the things that i think would be pretty big points to talk abt?#i mean could just be the fact this is a large fandom or smth or like. theres a lot of kids ig that wouldnt really read into stuff#idk#i like to think about them a lot because ppl like to say four has “bad writing” but i think people just aren't reading the show well enough#four's writing is subtle in some areas it's blink and you'll miss it kind of#but its not bad writing. it just gives you more to think about#but i am also biased as i am Four so.#anyways#i will always and forever like them best as QPRs#fourx#bfb fourx#bfb#four bfb#x bfb
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I used to have a really hard time bringing up the fact that I graduated from high school a year late without feeling the need to explain why and insisting that it wasn't my fault while simultaneously kicking myself for how much I sounded like I was just making excuses for something I should take responsibility for.
Then I watched Dimension 20's "The Seven" and suddenly I could simply say that I was a super senior.
The first time I heard the phrase "super senior" was in reference to Antiope Jones, a Black girl who had been held back a year after getting kidnapped and imprisoned by members of a fundamentalist cult, and like, girl, same.
So, since then, instead of anxiously spinning out any time I tried to tell a personal high school anecdote, I could just say I was a super senior, and then my brain would auto complete that statement with "like Antiope Jones" and I'd feel good about myself because Antiope Jones Is That Bitch.
That's what the problem had been the whole time. I wasn't worried about how other people would perceive me; I had been struggling with how I perceived myself.
Thanks, Aabria.
#representation matters#especially absolutely batshit and (hopefully) unintentional representation because bitch what the fuck#antiope jones#aabria iyengar#dimension 20 the seven#dimension 20#WARNING: Religious trauma/parental neglect/trauma-induced mental illness beyond this point!#no I'm serious I wasn't joking about the whole identifying with getting kidnapped and imprisoned by fundamentalists thing#shit's fucked; you have been warned#ok so I didn't get kidnapped but I did spend my entire childhood cloistered against my will by my fundamentalist parents#I was home-schooled from grades K-8 and then went to Christian online school from grades 9-11#homeschooling isn't neglectful but my neglectful parents wouldn't have been able to isolate me without it#by grade 11 my mental health had deteriorated so much that I spent most of my time in bed dissociating and stopped doing any schoolwork#my parents correctly assumed the isolation was finally getting to me and enrolled me in a local private Christian school for grade 12#it should have taken me more than a year to complete all my grade 12 classes + a handful of incomplete grade 11 classes & a grade 10 class#but as it turns out I am in fact also That Bitch and did it all in one academic year#I still genuinely thought I was lazy until quarantine showed me that EVERYONE gets fucked up after years of social isolation (wild huh)#Tags! Now with MORE BONUS TRAUMA! (brace yourself haha; Teeth CW)#it's important to me that Antiope is tall because the effects of the isolation and neglect were so pervasive that they stunted my growth#I'm of reasonable height for an adult at first glance (5'3) but I would have been a hell of a lot closer to 6'2 that's for damn sure#if you stare at me for too long I start to look like an animated scale model of a much taller person (because I kinda am lol)#everything about me is teensy except for my absolutely massive teeth#I had to get four extracted because they couldn't all fit#not wisdom teeth just four straight up regular healthy adult teeth had to be extracted due to a painful lack of space for teeth that big#I'm not sure if my teeth are the only thing that grew to normal size or if they're extra big because of some other pituitary fuckery#and yeah being tiny isn't that weird but people have always made a big deal about just how weirdly tiny I am#like kids younger than me used to carry me around like a doll#and now decades later I've learned about Psychosocial Short Stature and it all makes sense haha oop#anyways#told you shit's fucked
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#wow i managed to speed run this november wip just because his bday is near#also my braind said the worst thing when the sun is set so i guess i need more sun#bc the way i liked how the shirt looks under the sun is way better than what i thought last night lmao#some of you guessed right that this is santiago#those four months could have gone better lmao but at least this piece is finished :D#thank you for everything#embrodery#embroidery#embroider#oscar isaac#happy birthday old man#god i love him#santiago garcia#triple frontier
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Finally getting around to making little dress-up dolls for my trolls ocs :) It's a super fun and easy way of figuring out their individual styles! For Jive's alt outfit I wanted to lean into more of a funk influence!
Speakeasy
Blip
Hepcat
#rainyart#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls oc#trolls world tour#blue velvet#idk how much i like his alt fit now that i've finished the four bandmates but tbh i don't quite see that as a bad thing?#it's not something he'd wear normally i kinda imagined it more as like an au outfit he'd wear if he actually were funk rather than jazz
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I love Epic The Musical very dearly but I do wish just a little bit that we’d gotten to watch Telemachus’s antics in Pylos. His gay awakening(?) over Pesistratus? Athena disguised as an old man?? Nestor and Menelaus?! HELEN! He really has a bewildering time away from Ithaca lol
#epic the musical#the odyssey#Telemachus#does he have friends on Ithaca?#I mean other than the family dog and Eumaios who is old enough to be his dad?#because assuming he kind of doesn’t#it’s really funny that he finally meets somebody his own age who doesn’t want to marry his mom and kill him#and is utterly enthralled#also it is funny to me how much more well adjusted epic!telemachus is than odyssey!telemachus#the bar is LOW#but like… at least epic!Telemachus doesn’t get into screaming matches with his mom and spend like four book oscillating wildly between#‘my dad is definitely dead and everybody should give up all hope RIGHT NOW’ and#‘I’m going on a whole adventure to learn more about my dad because maybe he’s alive actually’#get a hold of yourself Telemachus!#ALSO he doesn’t tell his mom he’s leaving in the odyssey#and he *does* try to justify it but come on. that’s an act of Incredible Stupidity#the sort of thing only a painfully ill-adjusted barely-adult would do#sigh.
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