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Note : I've seen my fair share of manipulative, violent, obsessive, overprotective and delusional yanderes that isn't aware of their mental illness, mostly gaslighting themselves into thinking that what they're doing is for the good of their lover and that they're normal.
But... What if they were aware of said symptoms? What if someone liked them because of the facade that they showed them? That someone being their 'senpai' in yandere simulator language. What if... They told said 'senpai' to leave them alone and that they don't want them hurt?
Well, this is my take on that !! Though... The yandere still wants you to love them and accept them for who they are even after everything.
I don't like how this turned out so I might rewrite it soon.
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under the cut: addiction, obsession, control, toxic relationship, begging (receiving), yandere themes, mention of ripping out an organ, just sicko stuff, police, tons of mood swings, mention of abuse, and not proofread.
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Meeting Aware!Yandere was just by coincidence; they were sweet and kind, quick with judgment, basically independent, and overall, not annoying! Just your cup of tea.
Growing closer together as the weeks passed, you were basically smitten with them. Both of you being oblivious to each other's advances, it took some months to sort out your feelings.
Whenever you talk with either the opposite or the same gender, they'd get jealous, tugging at the end of your shirt to get your attention solely to them. You find it cute whenever they glare at others, but your friends think otherwise.
You defend them, of course, but you couldn't help but notice odd behaviors from them. They had to get your attention most of the time, or else they'd be sulking and looking pitiful.
They'd particularly beg you to live with them, saying that they'd take care of everything and that you didn't have to do anything. It's only been a month since you two have been dating, so you declined it. You notice their face twist into annoyance for a split second, or you were just imagining things.
Due to your guilt of refusing their most sincere plea of you living with them, you let them control you somewhat. They were joyous with the news, pampering you with affection throughout the day.
It first started off light, but as time passed, they became more controlling, limiting you on what you do, even to what you wear every day. They'd have to always check your phone daily; if not, they'd be extremely inconsolable.
Your friends tried talking to you about Aware!Yandere's unhealthy behavior, but you just shrugged at them, telling them that it isn't *that* bad and that they shouldn't sweat about it. They just sighed, telling you to be careful and to think it through.
Aware!Yandere's behavior got out of control when you slept over a friend's house without consulting them. Your phone was out of battery before you knew it. You also didn't expect to have to stay a night at a friend's.
When you met with Aware!Yandere, they were fuming in anger and worry. They yelled at you, grabbing your arms and holding them tightly as words began to flow like a fountain from their mouth, words that you can barely comprehend with how quick they were talking.
Their hands were gripping too tight and you try to pry them off, making Aware!Yandere to doubt you. On a fleeting second their hands left your arms, you felt a slap hit you. You were too shocked, too surprised to react. They grabbed your collar, tears streaming down their face while they yelled about how good they've been for you, how much they have done for you, how they only want to keep you safe, and-
Everything went silent, except for the ringing in your ears. Your eyes landed on their face, lips quivering and a downcast gaze. Their hands fell limp on their sides as they took a step back and back some more before they trip.
By instinct, you ran up to them to help, but you stopped on your tracks as they stared at their hands in horror and at your aching cheek. They bit their lower lip, drawing blood as they began sobbing uncontrollably.
You got on your knees, wrapping your arms around them as they cried on your shoulder, hands clutching on the back of your shirt. Apologies and promises of not doing it again leave their lips in a repeated mantra.
After that happened, Aware!Yandere started to distance themselves from you. When you tried talking to them, they'd brush you off and ignore you. You didn't know what to do. You knew what they did was wrong, but the lingering sense of your love for them is still there.
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You groan into your hand, feeling bumped as Aware!Yandere continues to ignore you. You went to your friends for advice, and here you were, crying your heart out to them.
"Stop whining about Aware!Yandere, it'll do you no good." You nodded at your friend's words, but you still couldn't stop thinking about them. "I know, I know... But my mind always wanders off to them. I don't know what to do."
You were distressed, mind swirling with thoughts of them, how you'd try to make it up to them, if anything would work out even if you did try, or— Your thoughts were cut short when one of your friends chimmed in. "Let's just corner Aware!Yandere tomorrow so that you two can talk it out."
Everyone's heads twist in your friend's direction, looking at them as if they just said the most detestable thing to ever be spoken. Still, it was worth a shot. The next morning, the plan was set into stone, and they tracked down Aware!Yandere's whereabouts and cornered them.
Your friends dragged them into a room where you were, pushing Aware!Yandere in and closing the door after. They stared at you with panic, knowing where this was going.
They turned around, grabbing the door handle and trying to twist it open. "It's useless. I won't let you out until you tell me what's going on." They heaved, head turning slightly towards your approaching figure.
They took a step back each time you got closer to them. They were shaking, looking at you with a scared expression. Once they felt the wall touch their back, they wanted to run away, but you trapped them, caging them in with your arms and body.
They can't run away now. "You don't know what you're getting yourself into." "That's why I'm here to talk to you. Please, talk to me." You felt your sight growing blurry, eyes glistening with tears as you tried to suppress spilling everything that you're feeling to them.
"This... This is also hard for me." Their confession was a whisper. They couldn't bear to look at you as they spoke. "You should run away from me. You're way too good. I can't keep controlling and abusing you."
"When? When have you abused me, Aware!Yandere?" They shook their head, squeezing their eyes shut. "Please don't act like you're actually oblivious. I know that you must hate me because of what I do. The only reason you accepted my feelings was so that you can have something to laugh with your friends about-"
Your arms wrapped around them into a tight embrace. They let out a yelp at the sudden contact. You could feel their pulse quicken and their skin turn warmer within seconds. "Is that how you feel about me..?"
"No... That's what I think you should feel." They pushed you away from them, which you reluctantly do. Their hands cup your face, looking at you with a lovesick grin and manic eyes. "You don't know how much I love you, dear."
"I want you all to myself; I want your world to revolve around me like how mine does around you," their thumb brushes against your bottom lip as they lick their own. "I want to control you, possess you, you to be mine, mine, mine, mine..."
Your breath hitched as you registered their words. "I'm sick in the head. I'm not fit for you. Oh the perfect you.... I hurt you yet you still seek me out. How am I so lucky to have met you..?"
"I want your heart." One of their hands slides down to your check, just resting above your beating heart. "I want to tear out your heart and preserve it. I want every inch of you, I can't leave without you, I- I need you."
They pushed you to the ground with a loud thump, as they were rambling on and on about how much they want and need you, your friends slammed the door open, running up to you both and prying Aware!Yandere off of you.
"Darling? Dear? I- I'm so sorry! Please take me back, love me! You can't do this to me. Please don't run from me..." They began thrashing around as they struggle to get your friends off of them. "Sweetie, please! This isn't fair. This is your fault- LET ME GO."
Thoughts get jumbled in your head. Everything makes more sense now and doesn't at the same time. What to do? You don't know what to do. Your eyes drag along towards their retreating figure as blairs of sirens can be heard right outside.
Red and blue flash across the room through the windows as you watch Aware!Yandere get dragged outside. One last departure sentence before they could step foot outside was "runrunrun."
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Run, baby, run, run for your life ❤️
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"I ran faster than the shadows today! I think they’re afraid of me now. 😈"
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“i always thought it would be easy, to get you out my mind, i think i found a new addiction, and it feels so right. run, baby, run; run for your life, i‘ma tear out your heart, it‘ll always be mine, run, baby, run; run for your life, gonna tear out your heart, it‘ll always be mine.”
— runrunrun; dutch melrose
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YAMATO – One Piece – G.E.M. Run! Run! Run!
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The Warbred stationed at the outpost are tasked with running patrols and helping to turn away threats. The twins are the scouts, with incredible stamina and speed. They run further than any other Warbred, and scout out further. If a threat does attack their outpost, the Twins are the ones who are to rush that information back to the Capitol, as they can make the run in as little as a day without tiring, while the other Warbred would take longer. They generally keep their section of Reinvari's border secure and keep out unwanted intrusions by the kingdom commonly referred to as the Gladiator Kingdom, one of Reinvari's enemies.
Not much happens where they are, though they have suffered a few losses. The twins, Ariki and Areto, in fact, were sent as replacements for two Warbred who died a few years before; Khiran and Raela. Khiran is for sure dead, though they aren't so sure about Raela. No body was found, and Zardra is very hopeful that Raela is out there somewhere and will find her way back to them. Because the twins are new to the Outpost, it took the others a bit to warm up to them, but they have settled in nicely. They're still the lowest ranking members of the Squad. With the shortage on food, the twins are working on trying to hunt. They may be fast, but they aren't very good at hunting, and aren't the best at making sharp turns.
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45° Dall'Arno alla Verru'a Cascina (Pi) 🇮🇹 Una corsa con tante salite... ma quanti panorami bellissimi 🤩 🇬🇧 A run with many climbs but ... how many beautiful views 🤩 #runninglife #runningitalia #runners #runboy #runhappyteam #runfitted #runninglifeinspiration #runnerscommunity #runnersworld #runrunrun #runway #runningforlife #runitfast #runing #runitup #runislife #runinspired #runitfast #runaway #runaddict #runalways #runbikerun #runboyrun #runbike #runchat #runcoach #runcommute #runclub #marcoboschi #runcrew (presso Cascina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpsEN5FI5cd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Hello Weekend 🙌! #runner #tgif #friday #weekend #nightrun #evening #runrunrun #runners #runitfast #loveit #running #runningman #laufen #jogging #fitness #healthy #like4like #training #sports #fitfam #passion #instagood #instagram #run #likesforlike #runmotivation #runhappy #love (hier: Schopfheim) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn7vczJLn7q/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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run baby run run for your life ima tear out your heart it'll always be mine
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Oh Father, please, please, forgive all my sins The water is way too deep, the deep end is where I live. Father, please, there's blood all over these sheets The Devil is in the mirror, he's staring right over me. I always thought it would be easy To get you out my mind I think I found a new addiction And it feels so right.
Run, baby, run, run for your life I'ma tear out your heart, it'll always be mine. Run, baby, run, run for your life Gonna tear out your heart, it'll always be mine. Oh, there she go, losing my head Say you'll love me to death, 'cause I will. Oh, there she go, show me you care Say you'll always be there 'cause I will. Oh Father, please, please, don't waste any time The sirens are turning red, I found a whole another vice. Father, please, she's perfect in your design She's covered in Saint Laurent, you've shown me the holy light. I always thought it would be easy To get you out my mind I think I found a new addiction It feels so right. Run, baby, run, run for your life I'ma tear out your heart, it'll always be mine. Run, baby, run, run for your life Gonna tear out your heart, it'll always be mine. Oh, there she go, losing my head Say you'll love me to death, 'cause I will. Oh, there she go, show me you care Say you'll always be there 'cause I will. Run, baby, run (run, run...) Run, baby, run (run, run...)
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How Running Changed My Life
#How Running Changed My Life#run#runner#running#runhappy#runningmotivation#runners#runbts#runrunrun#runningcommunity#runnersofinstagram
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thank you all 🥺
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Step up, lace up, and run towards greatness!🌍🏃♂️ Happy World Athletics Day to all the athletes, dreamers, and achievers out there. . 👉Follow: @k3ias_indore Visit: www.k3ias.com
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10yrs ago I actually had the guts to make and post little music vids such as this... well damn!!! idk wtf happened to me but i kinda want that old me back...
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