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ass? boobs? dude, a girl who tells me that she's proud of me

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I wish i was interesting enough for someone to love me to the point of obsessively posting about me

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I am good. I am loved.

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they don’t make baddies like this in games anymore

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i'm sorry for being dumb, i'm sorry for being pathetic, i'm sorry for being ugly, i'm sorry for being ME, if i could be anyone else, trust me i would be anyone but me

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I have a thing to get to but had to get this out real quick

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okay back from the thing

-it doesn't actually have to be a negative emotion, I have trouble-causing maladaptive responses to positive ones too

-maladaptive responses usually served the purpose of keeping you safe in a tough situation, or were the only response modeled for you, or both, so they're not Inherently Bad they're just not useful in the context of a healthy relationship

-this is a useful thing to keep in mind if you have a bad track record with relationships and therefore come up against a lot of thoughts like "no one likes the real me/my real feelings" and "I am unloveable". it's not your self or your natural feelings that are the issue, it's the way you've learned to behave in response to them (again, because you had to or you don't know any other way!). which sucks, but the good news is you can unlearn those things and practice new behaviors.

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I wanna be nestled into someone and sleepily cuddling them so bad u don’t even know

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yanderes that stalk you and ask about your day anyway as if they haven't been with u from the get go

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stop ignoring yourself. fix your posture, get a fresh haircut, drink water, take care of your skin, eat food that gives you energy, declutter your space, take time to rest, workout, do mindful meditation, fix your sleep schedule. when you feel/look good, you do good. invest in yourself, put the effort you deserve.

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quick!! dont think about your f/o grabbing you by the collar of your shirt and pulling you into a kiss!! don't imagine how soft their lips are or how long it takes for you to pull away from eachother!!! DEFINITELY don't imagine them softly teasing how flushed you look after you finally do pull away!!! dont you dare imagine them calling you cute because of it!!!!!! dont do it!!!!!!!

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event: partner (plus its own) posting about their hauls feeling: slightly angry, jealous, bitter reason: am literally not capable of making ends meet right now, they usually are barely able to as well reasonable? no, they still deserve nice stuff (kill me)

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person: are you okay?

me, digging my own grave: what makes you say that

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   ∧ __ ∧ （｀•ω• )づ__∧ （つ　 / ( •ω•。)   しーＪ  (nnノ) pat pat

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christmas felt different then

“…it’s just a part of growing up I guess…”

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colour game: blue, orange, purple (/nf), and a hug for the road

AW YOU'RE LITERALLY AMAZING I WOULD BURY YOU WITH LIKES AND LOVE IF YOU WEREN'T ANONYMOUS

(yes I'm pretty okay, as okay as I can be on a Sunday 😬)