#rm journal

[btsjournal]

## monster

˗ˏˋ ↳ rm

[lavenderlemonade03]

People like the other one I made a lot so here is :

The Moth Diet

Moths are more standoffish than Butterflies. Moth are easily distracted by the bright and shiny.

Why eat when you can play video games and drink sf energy drinks and soda.

RULES:

Keep a mostly liquid diet as well with this one but lean into the more savory side.

Drinks should be soda or energy drinks. Sf apple juice with cinnamon as a nice treat or a coffee with low fat milk and pie spice.

Soups should be warm in temp and color. No need to show off so much. People revel in our natural colors.

While the Butterflies munch on fruit, you as a moth should lean toward lower sugar and eat more veggies.

Baked oat muffins are wonderful for hitting protein and fiber goals if you find yourself wanting substance.

A moth should dress in neutral tones.

Be reserved and elegant. Show of your cute without drawing everyone's attention.

@honeysugarfree

[lottiestudying]

30.05.2024—moments from the psych ward

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1. my bed in the emergency department, waiting to be admitted

2. sunset on hospital grounds

3. the main foyer of the psych ward

4. front of the psych ward where we sit and 💨

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sharing these to provide more insight into what being in a psych ward is like. breakfast is at 8.30, lunch 1.30, and dinner 5.30. i see the psychiatrist twice a week, nurses (both male and female, from a variety of racial backgrounds. there are also some student nurses) take care of us at other times. they take blood pressure and heart rate every morning. meds are at 8pm and 8am (for those with morning meds). hope this was interesting 🤍✨ take care of yourselves

[littlebunnywinter]

Journaling and drawing is really therapeutic :}

(even if I make messed up shit like this lol)

[ghettomealspo]

Enough is never enough you can always go lower

[wohseokjin]

RPWP digital journal spread

[jacksonleavesthe0nly138472]

does anyone else find it weird when the author was making the journals, he didn't cut himself with that damn knife 😳

[straykisses220]

For you… yes, you

Don’t give up. You’re good enough. You’re literally so beautiful in my eyes. Beautiful in the way the sun kisses the trees in the summer mornings. I know that’s hard to accept sometimes- for I understand how you feel. I understand you.

I’ll be here for you always, I will never leave you. As long as your heart swells and eyes glitter, mine will for you… and for that you’re not a burden.

life is beauty… you are life.

Do you not believe you are as beautiful as life itself? Do you not feel the skin melting towards your bones, do you not feel the warmth of your eyelids when you blink? You are living, so aren’t you as beautiful as life?

Think of the warmth of a needed hug. About the rain pouring down your face. Of the calmness you feel when you glare towardsthe clouds in the blue and gray skies.

I know it hurts a lot. And I know that sometimes it doesn’t even hurt. That sometimes your soul feels drained of that life you so are.

I think of you. Everyday. You run across my mind like it’s a field of sunsets and warm flowers. It gives me joy to see your real smile. The way your eyes squint and your cheeks get pink. I love your eyes, I could stare at them all eternity if I could. For when I look into your eyes, I see that life you hide.

You’re beautiful, and I know you can’t see that, not yet. I wish you could see yourself in my eyes. I love how warm you are. And I love how happy you make me.

So no, don’t give up. The world would feel too bitter without you. I love you.

[pamplemoussemnl]

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[sofarraway]

RM Indigo No. 2 charms for my Traveler's Notebooks

[seoul-bros]

Wall Street Journal - BTS The Innovators Issue 2020

[btsjournal]

## still life

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[curledupinmyarmchair]

March 25 2024

cw $3lf h@rm, bl♾️d

new collage :3

[a-dreamersjournal]

16th January 2023, 8:10 PM.

If I can rip my skin off of my bones, I would. If I can shatter, burn myself to ashes right here and now, I would. I don't like that my hands are shaking, that my breath is coming out all ragged, I can't feel my legs, my body, I can't do anything about it. Just take me home please. Somewhere where I'll finally know peace. Please. I'm so sick and tired of this game, this life. I can't, do this. I don't want to. This is so unfair, so unfair. Why, just why again. I'm so numb, I can't do anything about it. I need a safe place to fall, to finally... Let go. Of everything. Everyone. This feels so suffocating. So suffocating. I just want to breathe freely. Or stop breathing at all. I wish I was dead. I wish I took that final step few days ago, why am I being like this to Myself I have no idea. But that's exactly how I feel like. Anyone who loves me wouldn't want me to suffer. So just....i want this suffering to end. How much longer? How much. No. Why again. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It has to be. Please let it all be okay. Who am I even pleading at this point, I don't know.

I want to destroy myself. I don't want to feel this misery and pain anymore. Just. Let it all be over please. I don't even have the courage to end it all myself. Please let me be free. Please. Let me go. Let me go. My legs my arms my mind my lungs my heart my soul every fucking part of me is so tired. They want to give up. I want to give up.

I want to shred myself into pieces. I want to leave. I want to go. Anywhere but here. It's hurting. Its hurting so much. I don't want to cry. I can't cry. I just can't. It feels so....painful. Excruciating pain. Endless. That's all I can feel. That's all I ever feel. This.. I just want-

I don't wanna lose myself again. I'm so so scared. I can't do this anymore and I'm so tired and so scared. So fucking scared. I don't wanna go back, I don't want to lose myself. I can't handle the same pain again. Please. Please I don't wanna lose myself. I don't. I can't do this anymore. I'm so scared, so scared. Shaking of my hand and numbness of my legs is scaring me. It is so... Terrifying. I am scared and in so much pain.

I want to draw blood. My blood. Just to feel that I'm alive. My voice is shaking so bad, the effort it takes to even get a word out is exhausting me so much, making my throat hurt. I feel so helpless.

It's hurting. I Cannot make it.

[oneaugustevent]

The gravity of the damage to the Titanic is apparent, but the important point is that she did not sink.

excerpt from an editorial of the April 16th, 1912 edition of The Wall Street Journal

[putridement]

i’m grieving our love ;

you’re maybe not dead,

but something died that day.