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I was watching shrek 2 and the plot is kind a lot like a curse for true love
hello!!
ACTUALLY??? DAMN I HAVE TO RE-WATCH SHREK 2 LMAO
i love how that was your first though while watching shrek 2
#ur thought process is so real#i didnt die guys#i just#ran out of brain things#yk#stephanie needs to put out more info and updates#like#i need to know#i also have been busy with performing lately#tbona#ouabh#jacks prince of hearts#evajacks#the ballad of never after#evangeline fox#jacks x evangeline#caraval#books#stephanie garber#acftl#a curse for true love#ask#acftl asks#a curse for true love ask
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..likeā¦constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho donāt take me seriously Iām not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#heās trusting Jazz. itās.#also it totally wasnāt me googling ābelieving and trusting nuance difference in englishā#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he canāt believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldnāt fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#Iām so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didnāt make me feel like itās truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didnāt do quite the same#but thisš. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldnāt be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you donāt have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? Itās a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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an AU of an AU that I like to call "why is this mouse acquainted with the ten year old i left comatose centuries in the past and also why is he no longer ten"
#shoutouts to cookie bc this would 100% not be a thing without the convo we had during stream a couple days ago skjlsdkjlh#brain keeping the spirit of 'having drinks by the town's fountain' alive#it's what ephemer woulda wanted#also can you tell the fountain wide shot was the last thing i drew lmfao its 7am i ran out of steam#takes place like. five minutes after the original (crash) landing in scala imageā but likeā if ven was also there#so soon after the gummiship's still there LMAO#might edit in more tags later but rn i'm gonna sleeeeeep#kh#kingdom hearts#kh brain#kh mickey#kh ventus#my art
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for @hamartia-grander ās fic Another Time š§”
this scene in the epilogue got me š i love them.
#Itās funny cause I had been working on this sketch a couple of weeks ago and got distracted. then I read your epilogue and was like OH SHIT#that opening scene was so cute and i remembered i had this sketch so i ran to tweak it to fit#it was fate š#or we shared a brainwave āØ#itās not exact to the scene of course š
#but same feels and vibes I hope#serennedy#serennedy fanart#leon kennedy#luis serra navarro#resident evil 4#resident evil fanart#your fic was soooo good and Iām absolutely in love with it!#canāt wait for the next thing š¤©#and again.. might not be the same looks you had in mind ( i could not for the life of me remember if Leon was blonde)#but its the brain image I got in mind#a little grown out blonde lol#and they mightāve been wearing clothes lol#but Leon with stubble.. here for it
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Nimona AU where Ballister and Nimona do leave the kingdom and go over the wall to find a new safe home. Years pass. The kingdom is more paranoid than ever because the queen killer and the monster were never caught and could presumably still live among them or return to cause more chaos.
The director decides one day that they need to take the fight to the monsters, strike first before they are stricken again. Knights are sent out beyond the wall to search the surrounding land and burn down the woods in order to āsmoke the monsters out.ā Destroying everything, trying to fight a monster that was never even there.
During one of these instances, Ambrosius and Ballister finally see each other again face to face for the first time in years since that fateful interaction at the institution. Theyāve both changed, physically at least; Ambrosiusā hair is longer, Balās got some more grey streaks and a new arm upgrade. But underneath all of that theyāre still the same, still got that lingering hurt and romantic feelings. Nimona is still the same as ever and hasnāt aged a day.
(Also idea that maybe thereās other small communities and people living outside the wall that Bal and Nimona ended up quietly settling down in. People who are far more open minded and accepting of others, and who are more concerned about the walled off kingdom with guns pointing at them than this nice guy and his cool daughter. Thatās their neighbor and theyāre not gonna let some knights storm in and cause trouble for him.)
#nimona#this au is an excuse for many things: ambrosius with long hair. dad balister and nimona out living their lives in peace in the woods.#you ran away from your past but uh oh your past caught up with you and is uprooting your new life#meeting your ex again after many years with things left unsaid and unfinished and you yearn to reconnect but donāt know how#just had this au rotating in my brain donāt mind me#I just had to throw all this somewhere *throws this at you and runs*
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spending some more time chewing on the concept of byleth and edelgard constantly writing each other lettersāboth while one of them is off traveling and also when they're both at home and seeing each other every day. there's one on the emperor's desk in her study; one in byleth's storage locker in the barracks; one left on a pillow or slipped into a pocket or tucked into a book the other is reading.
the emperor is interrupted during a big meeting by a page delivering a "most crucial missive from the commander." she unseals it in front of everyone and it's a crude drawing of a smiley face that says "hello i love you"
edelgard would write these excessively verbose things, very heavy on the poetry and flowery language. there are a couple paragraphs of updates and then page after page after page of "i love you"s and "i miss you"s communicated in ten thousand different and increasingly grandiloquent ways. byleth has learned to bring a dictionary along on her trips so she can decode all the sesquipedalian nightmare terms edelgard uses to tell her she's pretty. most letters start and end with an implied threat that if anyone other than byleth reads it or finds out how soft the emperor is, there will be hell to pay, but it doesn't stop her from proceeding to go ham on the romantic sappiness.
meanwhile byleth's letters are. pretty straight and to the point. she's keeping her posted about the weather, about this dog that she met, about a cool tree she saw, and transcribing direct quotes and best wishes from their friends. but she also includes little mementos she picked up or shiny things she found (she's like a crow with pretty rocks, shells, and baubles), and presses flowers that she thinks edelgard will like, and attempts to sketch things she wishes edelgard got to see with her. it's painfully obvious that byleth will never have an artistic career, but edelgard adores every single drawing all the same.
(hubert made a suggestion to have the emperor and her adviser use different seals or envelopes for their personal and official correspondence. this was accepted as reasonable. several months later, edelgard found out he made the suggestion after the third instance in which he'd been doing his secretarial duties and responding to the emperor's mail, only to find the message from the emperor's adviser did not, in fact, contain the woman's latest report on the situation in fhirdiad or fodlan's locket, but a rather lurid list of her intentions for the emperor upon returning home to enbarr. one contained a diagram. hubert did not examine it.)
edelgard, who hoards every paper she's ever had reason to touch and who has a (frankly, pathological) filing system for everything in her life, has a special container for byleth's letters that is under lock and key. byleth, who lived out of a rucksack for most of her life and constantly had to consider carry weight when vetting her few belongings, doesn't really know how to... have... things. she struggled with toting around all this paper for a while, but couldn't bear to toss out even the simplest "meet me at 4pm for the council meeting" message. she had to make peace with the concept of using a drawer for something like long-term storage and frequently checks to make sure they're all still there.
both of them keep their favorite ones in the back of their respective journals and act like they're not so extremely, terminally soft on each other.
#sterge.rtf#edeleth#fe3h#fire emblem#fire emblem three houses#edelgard von hresvelg#byleth eisner#byleth x edelgard#them girls. y'know?#maybe i'll write something with this at some point. mostly i just think it's cute to shitpost about#i have them on the brain today#because i'm putting off solving a problem i ran into on a wip#and also putting off an annoying worldbuilding thing i have to sort out for a Different story i'm working on#so here you are. more fluffy nonsense about them girls.
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I combined footage from my Detektiv Conan Blu-ray with audio from my Case Closed FUNimation DVD and made an HD English dub clip compilation for Episodes 57-58, "The Holmes Freak Murder Case."
#detective conan#case closed#video#funimation english dub script#i wasn't actually gonna post this video to tumblr because it's so long (because i have a lot of feelings about this case!)#but folks on discord liked it and i'm all about my funi dub propaganda so why not right?#the dub script here is just so fun--and does so well at making the dialogue *work* and sound natural in english#and has so much flavor! it does arguably too much in terms of creative liberties but things like#'can i really trust what a kid saw?' of the sub translation compared to 'and what were you smoking before you ran out there?' in the dub#are much more enjoyable to me#(other fun phrasings: 'the one who's always hangin' around you guys' (sub) vs. 'the little-bitty one with the great big brain!' (dub))#(and 'of course not! the reason i applied for this tour was 'cuz i thought i might find kudo' (sub))#(vs. 'who me? no no no. actually i signed up because i was hoping to run into jimmy here. but i guess i'm out of luck' (dub))#(and so many more! this script just has so much character)#and while it is a shame that the dub eliminated heiji's accent i do like the changed line ('i know it's you!')#'cause you've met shinichi *once* heiji lol#but yeah this is a fun case! i'm really happy to have finally hd'd the funi dub for it :')#one of my favorite things about the funi dub is that jerry jewell (shinichi's va) voices conan's thoughts#and it's so nice to hear *shinichi* and heiji deducting together (and the way they finish each other's thoughts and vibe... it gets to me)
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Quick compilation to show that I'm, for all intents and purposes, still alive in one way or another, hi š³
#ore no kao#you know it's been a bad few weeks when my queue ran out lol#sorry for being a bit MIA--it has been a week (plural)#work's been semi-stressful until i got mostly caught up last week and also started helping with a thing or two#so brain bandwidth had been running low for most of that š
#cheekily cheery that it's the weekend hehe; gorging on a calzone and hawaiian slice as i type#[also re-watched Young Royals going into S3 and finished it last week and that was an overall solid finale]#keeping up with my jogs and even doing sunset ones has been nice with it getting warmer out; helpful for not fully losing it mentally lol#hope people are doing well! š#fun fact: reading 'for all intensive purposes' drives me up a wall
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Grief and anger hand in hand
Dust belongs to Ask-Dusttale Deathās Doorstep (this band AU) belongs to me
Lyrics from I Am My Own Muse by Fall Out Boy
#Hehe. lore and such#Very very happy with this one I tried some different stuff and I think it worked well#Armageddon art#deathās doorstep#dust sans#dust!sans#dusttale sans#Undertale AU#sans AU#AU sans#utmv#Murder sans#This is when heās in high school. Right after his brother died#I could write something more in depth but I am Tired#essentially heās got a lotta shit going on and he#impulsively ran out to his garage and destroyed his guitar right there#cause so much was out of his control and he fucking hated it#And he was mad at too many things. And he was going through it he wasnāt thinking#idk how to explain it without it sounding stupid my brain is half dead /nsrs#also this. Like I said. Takes place several years before the āmainā plot of the DD stuff#so I know this guitar looks like the one I usually draw him with#and thatās cause I fucked up with my last highschool-era piece and gave him the same guitar as the present#so letās say he destroys this one first. Goes through two more. Then eventually ends up with another that looks just like this one#idk if that made sense. Hopefully#OKAY shutting up now my bad#Eye strain#tw eye strain#cw eye strain
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I DO like the idea of Greygold managing to 'speedrun' friendship. Though, I wonder how they're break the whole "New Game Plus" thing to the party?
If the team hasn't made a fuss about early-squid Greygold, or killing their 'doppelganger', or why they know so much, too much even, at any point, I think Greyg+ would just straight up tell them they're from an alternate reality/time-traveler and shouldn't be here. Given how everyone's been abducted by aliens and said spaceship has the ability to fly into hell, a space-and-time-travelling-gone-wrong companion doesn't seem too far-fetched as everyone else's crazy backstory.
but if they do make a fuss with everything prior to the truth, Grey+ ain't tell them jack. About to play their own version of 'mysterious weirdo with a secret' on the team.
#Greyg+ is the companion with the 'yeah sure why not; that might as well have happened' backstory#I think the only reason Greyg didn't just instantly share their memories with the team#is that they don't know how repeat realities work#having 'What if it broke their brain showing them a time they've yet to experience' fears#and 'and maybe never will experience now that I'm doing things differently so why should I tell them' fears#But sorry bud; couldn't think of a silly this time; might've finally ran out of sillies for that au
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Sometimes your Mental Illnessā¢ is kicking your ass and all you can do is offer the first hot, non-leftover meal you managed to prep in the day at 10:30 pm to Apollo & ask for help getting to *and* getting through your appointment tomorrow and that's okay
#the first thing i offered over the past two or three days b/c OOH boy this depression has HANDS#gonna be talking to my psychiatrist about changing meds b/c i think i've finally developed a tolerance to mine & im already on the high dose#so i dont really want to up it any more than it already has been (which is what she suggested last appointment)#i usually at least offer at hot meals but i didnt have the energy for that even#it doesnt help that im recovering from a big work presentation where i ran tech (aka keeping the powerpoints & other visual aids running)#all. day. which *i* offered to do but that doesnt make it any less tiring#...i also think i forgot to offer something to hermes that i was meaning to. gonna have to do that#i *was* planning on doing a tarot check-in on friday but uh. im definitely not in the right emotional headspace for that atm#gonna have to wait for when i can do more than lie in bed all day#listen to your body & brain folks. it's okay if all your energy has to go into riding something out#& you dont have the energy for all the rituals/prayers/offerings/etc that you usually do#coriander says#helpol#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#hellenic community#apollo#my post#mental health cw#depression cw#ive been offering the steam from hot meals to hestia too ofc b/c. you know. first & last#it felt weird not mentioning that somewhere#i *do* offer to just her or to her 'and all the deathless gods of olympus' too
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#ran out of tags LOLLLL#and then .at least on fords end . be able to witness the moment of collapse . in which all his ārighteousā feelings r sucked out like a#vacuum or some star collapsing on itself bc not only is he like . having to come to terms w his own flaws#and the insidious like . stomach churning guilt associated w that but also the panic and fear (realized#w the portal or bills deception) into looking outwards and having that silent āohā moment where its like yeah#thats why he left . why wouldnt he#GRAAAAA LIKE I WANT DESTRUCTIONNN I WANT THINGS 2 FALL DOWN SO HE CAN FINALLY REBUILDDD#let me innnššššš„let me in to the self reflection those thirty yearsšššš„š„š„š„š„#who did you meet that reminded you of himmšššwho wronged u in similar ways who gave u a reason to be betterrr whoo what did you see#and when you finally came back what did u FEEEL .. and dont lie and say there wasnt that wisp of nostalgia laced arnd ur heart#girlā¦..talk to me focus on me u know me u know these things#stanford pines#gravity falls#sry for taggingn these i need it for my own blog i prmmy i need to reference this . i will#ok im back bc i read fords end snd i want to rip my hair out bc fiddleford has such good ācollapseā imagery too#like we liteally got the soc of the blind eye videos . HIS DOCUMENTSRYYY#oohhhits rly over for us (me) now (and stanford and fiddleford.and stanley bc i feel bad excluding himš)#only talking ab ford bc i need a reason to connect it to stan bc im sick in tbe brain and i need the familial conflict aspect too#but fidds .. ur misery does not go unnoticed by me ā¼ļø#anyways. ik i said idc if they didnt get back together but the beauty of multiplicity is also liking the idea#HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHlike whenb im over the conflict im like dude they went through so much tgether it must be nice to find urself in the#familiarity again. uugughh.AUUUH./
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ive talked before about how being in the NWP helped hajime gain confidence because he forgot he was a Reserve student but also i like how that lowkey worked on Nagito too. like this man did Not care about the reserve course and then met this guy and assumed he was an Ultimate and was like āwhat strong hope!!! you must have an amazing talentā like no buddy thatās a regular guy i think you just have a crush on him
I THINK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIMEEEEEEE
#ask#chsp#i just ran out of media analysis spoons i think (brain short circuited) but ur literally so right#fascinates me how they both fall for the reserve course thing being important again all over despite not realizing that they#already disproved it#like hajime was a valued member of the group already and everyone komaeda esp truly loved him#and then the reserve thing is revealed and both hajime and komaeda fall for it again !!!! bc of their biases !!!!#itās so fascinating. and god just like me fr
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i don't even like video games so why have i been playing Red Dead 2 for the past eight hours gay
#i think me brain likes the Reward of successfully one hit killing things with a bow and arrow#i was born in the wrong generation (should've been a hunter gatherer)#i dont even care about the story!!! the tutorial / first chapter was tedious as fuck!#im only completing missions to unlock things so that i can Keep Fucking Around!!!#also my horse's name is wizard and if anything happens to her im killing everyone in this game#thankfully when the fuckin. asshole odriscolls Ambushed me i was riding a backup horse i'd just tamed#so THAT one died instead of my darling wizard. but still. cmon#she was a gorgeous buckskin... her name was gonna be Egg... i was on my way to the stable to name her...#BUT YEAH I DONT EVEN LIKE THIS GAME ALL THAT MUCH WHY CANT I STOP PLAYING#maybe my brain is like 'oh my god finally something New. something other than the same shit we've been doing'#killin turkeys and deer#i tracked an elk into a train tunnel AND HIT IT!!#but it didnt die!!! and ran out!!! and then i couldnt find it!!! cmon!!#this game is so infuriating Why Cant I Stop#absolutely unprompted#though i have been thoroughly entertaining myself with my own antics#'i want to be nice to people š„ŗ'#ten seconds later im killing a man i couldve easily saved purely bc there were no witnesses around <3#well! he would'a talked! i got a camp to protect and provide for!#oh ok yeah i also think my brain likes being able to be a rugged western man w a beard#riding horses and Providing in a slutty little outfit i picked out#most of the game is Such A Drag (as my darling shikamaru would say)#but there are some good bits. addicting bits. sigh#like the allure of open world. optional story. yeah <3#no rules <3
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Ink October day twenty-nine: Wilder
To bewilder; to perplex.
Comparative form of wild: more wild.
#tears of the kingdom#loz totk#totk#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#legend of zelda tears of the kingdom#totk link#blue boi draws#ink october 2023#ink October 2023 day 29#I have extremely conflicted feelings about this game that I think boil down to: I donāt dislike it but it did disappoint me#like there are a lot of things about it but the things I dislike are loud in a way that makes them hard to ignore#there are also a lot of tiny nitpicking things I dislike about it that I feel bad about because they are probably insignificant or cases of#people having different taste in things. like the bombs I miss my remote destination bombs :( but also the mechanics that replace them are#really fun. I actually think most of the mechanics and puzzles are really good (I probably have more fun in Zonai shrines then sheikah#on average) I also think expanding to the sky and underground was really smart and good. I think most of my issues are with the story#they did Zelda so dirty. sooooooo dirty. the three good things they did with her are 1 gave her good parental figures 2 cut her hair#3 tURNED HER INTO A FUCKING DRAGON. A WYRM. A CREATURE.#thatās probably my favourite main story thing besides maybe the companions and also Tulin#I love Teba the fact that his son is featured heavily and is done so good in this game is amazing.#also revali being basically never mentioned was really good. fuck you revali#love the Zonai HATE them founding Hyrule (or well rauru)#love the designs dragon goat people love good dad to Zelda the king can go fuck himself#the thing about me is I hate ācolonial the divine right of kings and monarchies so much. the kingdom of Hyrule stinks of these things#botw to me was in part a story of a monarchy failing. the king and the system failed Zelda failed Link and failed their kingdom.#I knew that more then likely they would be rebuilding the kingdom in the sequel but oh my gods does the addition of the politics of Hyrules#founding make it worse. there are so many people who have explained in detail this but right now my brain is justā¦ GAH#*banging my head against the wall* can we PLEASE acknowledge the flaws of the Hylian royalty Iām not even asking for them to be discrowned#at this point I just want anything that isnāt this glorifying shit. and it sucks because I like Sonia!!! I like Minaru!!!#ran out of tags but I need you to know I am fucking vibrating about this
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drove the farm truck to therapy and walmart and got gas by myself for the first time which was weirdly a source of anxiety for me. please clap
#the way there was really bad i felt like i was going to drive off the road for no reason but then my brain glucose ran out after therapy#(havent eaten all day) and it made me very stupid and decreased my anxiety and overthinking so it was fine#i dont like driving that thing but i'm glad i did it#me
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