#pure thrill

[bunni-blurbs]

Pure Pt 3

Carly: Throwing her arms around Mark's neck, she planted a passionate kiss on his lips, His tongue begging to explore her mouth. Her body was humming the more he deepened his search to light her passion. Pulling away, so tomorrow, right?! Yes, it came out all lusty and hungry for more. Rubbing the lip gloss off his lips and giving him another quick kiss before beginning to walk back to the barn. Are you not staying for the party? No baby tomorrow night isn’t going to prepare itself; he spoke softly as he brushed the hair from her face. It's going to be special, party hard enough tonight for the both of us. You bet she yelled as she swung open the barn's doors screaming, LETS PARTY BITCHES!!!! She overheard his chuckle! Looking over her shoulder she said, eat your fucking heart out!

  Pulling the doors close, she allowed her mind to slip into the rhythm of the music as she slowly began moving her hips to the beat! This was it, the last big party, one last night filled with dancing, laughter, and of course CHUG CHUG CHUG!!! Just one last night of pure fun! She wanted to change for him, wanted to make sure what happened that night, never happens again, she couldn’t afford to lose him ever again. It would break her heart, just when the gripping sadness threatened to reach her eyes, she was bumped around by the moving crowd. Yelling PARTY!!!! PARTY!!! PARTY!!! The sadness loosened its grip on her heart, as she returned to the last night of being Miss Life of the Party, Carly.

Mark: I need a table for two for tomorrow night, 8 o'clock or 8:30 if you have it, the voice on the other in of the phone sounded like an overworked, stressed-out woman, but she got him all booked up. With that done, he was a few steps closer to planning the perfect do-over date. But there was one surprise he wanted to give her in the worse way, and she was gonna enjoy every inch, she can bet her next orgasm on that! Fuck it! I want to start my day with her sooner than later, he said with a smile. Grabbing his keys off the table and heading for the door. A little car side, pick up to help prove to her, this time he was serious... To be honest, this day may go in reverse order, because waiting until the end of the night, just was off the table at this point. This was a long time coming!

*After Party*

Carly: She looked at the barn doors and she could see sunlight starting to creep into the cracks in the wood. It was almost 6 am and today was the day. Everyone had gone home by then so there she stood alone, for a brief second fear creep up her spine, but she had been here a thousand times before. But somehow in this dead silence, she could hear the countless nights of partying, laughter, dancing, and tragedy that played out in the very location. The memories seemed bigger than the barn or her heart could even hold. So here, would be where she finally just left the past and this place behind.  Grabbing a large garbage bag, she began picking up all the cups, bottles, and other trash but then she heard the barn doors crack slightly. A tiny rush of fear and excitement hit her all at once, pushing past the small internal funeral she was having in her mind, for the life she once knew.

She turned with a smile, hoping to see Mark's delicious tall build standing behind her. A look of horror crossed over her face, and a pitfall took place of what was once her stomach as her eyes widen. Billy, what are you doing here?! And why do you have that?! Her voice strained to come out of her throat... That tiny jolt of fear was replaced, with fear that ran deep enough to kill...

Billy: Scratching his head with the barrel of the gun in his right hand, he began a slow evil laugh, borderline crazy uncontrollable laughter. Well well well, little miss life of the party Carly, you dated me, to just go right back to that bitch boy, Mark?! He was walking towards her slowly, the gun pointed right at her, and he could see her hands shaking from the distance across the barn. You really thought that I was just gonna let you go?! After I waited, 3 FUCKING years for you to ditch that guy, even after I cut the brakes that night, who would have thought that your dumbass would be the one that wouldn’t wear your seatbelt. At first, he just wanted to scare her, but the more he watched the two of them get even closer, the more rage took over and he slowly began to lose sight of himself. to the point, he just confessed a secret he was supposed to take to his grave! Well, they're graves because they would be together not them!  

She opened her mouth to plead with him, SHUTUP CARLY THE TIME FOR YOU TO TALK IS OVER. Placing the gun to her temple, what does he have that I don’t huh?! You would give up partying for this zero?! What was he doing, this was going way too far, but it was like he couldn't stop as if something else was controlling him. Fueled by rage and rejection he pushed a bit further into no return. Fuck you she screamed which shook him back to his plot for revenge. Carly, he walked out without a scratch! You ruined.... the click of the safety being removed from the gun seemed to silence her talking as he spoke slowly and very quietly, say anything else, and I will hurt you more than he ever could. He saw her swallow hard as tears streamed down her face. At least I will have this over him, I will be the one to cause you more pain than you can handle! So, keep testing your limits, CARLY!

After one year of dating him, you were so much better than me, but you know what I realized? You don’t even know who you want to be, you just don’t want to be alone, and you used me as a jump-off! The second choice, I have let people treat me like shit my whole life, but another female will not hurt me again! He was screaming next to her ear and began to panic, walking back and forward. Just calm down.....He cock back the barrel on the gun and aimed for her shoulder, the sound of her scream filled the barn, I told you if you spoke again, I would hurt you right?! His eyes burned with dark intent, Carly does that hurt? Are you gonna be, okay?! Questions, you never asked me when you were dancing out my life again! He was waving the gun around as he spoke, rage pumping through his veins, and then boom! A brief moment of pure silence passed between them as their eyes meet.

 He dropped the gun, tears filling his eyes as he rushed to her. Carly NO, CARLY PLEASE, NO, I'M SORRY!!!! SOMEONE HELP ME?! HELP ME PLEASE! I DIDN’T MEAN TO!!! OH MY GOD. His hand was pressed to her neck to stop the blood from gushing from the shot wound. He shot her shoulder barely just a flesh womb, but this oh my god this, was fatal! He was losing her in the worse way! By his own hands! Why? Why couldn't he just calm down?!

Carly: Tears filled her eyes, the pain felt like fire burning her skin, and she could feel her body going into shock. Mark....please....help....me. She felt the pressure on her neck suddenly stop. You would call for him still in your last moments?! You fucking bitch, he said as he stood up, goodbye life of the party Carly. He turned and just walked away, her vision was beginning to get blurry, and her eyes were closing. She knew today she was giving up the life of the party but God, she didn't want to give up Carly...

Mark: Pulling up to that old barn. He turned the car off, this was a hell of a night, and she is going to need help cleaning. Wait, is that Billy? Why is?! His knee would regret this, but he ran for the first time in a while, didn’t trust the knee anymore. He saw blood on the barn doors, when he pushed the doors open, he almost started hyperventilating as he screamed for help. Rushing to her side, oh my god Carly, no, Carly, please baby, please, I love you, just open your eyes, you have to!!!

  His hands and clothes were covered in her blood from holding her close to his chest. Trying to keep pressure on her neck, as he sobbed uncontrollably just begging for her to come back for them, for her, for their future, just fight CARLY FIGHT! I love you, followed by a cough that made blood come from her mouth. I'm not gonna make it Mark. His body was stiff, and she spoke again you know it's true, give me your hand. He took her hand, Carly our life, our future, our plans?! I know but tell me about our perfect day, please? Car... No tears Mark, I want to remember what this day could have been! Her voice getting weaker, I want to remember you smiling. Tears escaped the corners of her eyes as she gripped his hand tighter and closed her eyes to imagine their day together.

  Mark closed his eyes, gripping her hand tighter in his and kissing her forehead softly. I was coming to help you clean up, maybe take you home so you can change, a day date for frozen yogurt, followed up by a walk on the beach, take you to that little fruit stand to pick out fruit for later, then I made dinner plans for us, he choked on the words as pain boiled over in his heart. Coughing followed by too much blood and then her last words; sounds like the sweetest day, I wish I could...And then she was gone, he was screaming as sirens echoed in the background.

  Another shot was fired, and pain burned in the middle of his lower back. Gripping his back and looking over his shoulder, BILLY YOU FUCKING DID THIS?! YOU FUCKING KIL, the words got caught in his throat. Now no one gets the girl, an evil laugh came from deep within him, and a dark place formed in Mark's mind. He was attacking Billy before he could even stop himself. He was beating him and beating him, police rushed in pulling the two apart. HE KILLED HER, HE FUCKING MURDERED HER IN COLD BLOOD, YOU JEALOUS FUCKER!!! I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!!!! YOU TOOK HER FROM ME?! WHY BILLY WHY?! He was crying on his knees as they wheeled her out in that black fucking bag, sir let us get you fixed up.

  Fueled by rage he had forgotten about the bullet that barely missed his spine; he knew that was Billy's intent for shooting him in the back. They took his statement on the way to the hospital and arrested billy on the spot. But nothing and he meant nothing could bring his baby back. A week later, He sat for an hour in all the places that he wanted to take her. He ended up at her grave late that evening to just visit her. Kneeling down to place the flower he got for her he finally spoke, how am I supposed to keep going without you, rain touched his forehead but only a single drop at first...It felt like a kiss from Carly, from the heavens as he wept softly. It was always you. You lit up my whole world, always the life of my party and always the beat that my heart could sing to. Kissing her headstone as the rain showered him and for a second, it felt like the night he won her back. And for just a minute, a tiny minute, he could feel her hand in his again. I'll never forget....pure love...

[wheredidalltheusersgo]

RIP melone you would have loved playing subnautica

[sunnykeysmash]

I think they should bring back Mac calling Dennis "Den" but only as a passive aggressive thing when Mac's angry

[jemmo]

i finally got the time to watch love is better the second time around and im not at all shocked that im obsessed with the adult second chance at love jbl - have you met me.

but it also needs to be known that shiraishi is my beloved, the actor plays this role so perfectly and i want my bitchy sad gay to find true love

[sidesteppostinghours]

pulps law is that whenever i get insane enough about something, i will inevitably attempt to make a persona 5 au, regardless of whether or not i am successful at it.

[simplydnp]

put on my big girl pants and sent an email. then took them off bc i am soo. sleeby tired.

[lilacthebooklover]

Psst, hey lilac

Just wanted to let you in on something../silly

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HKHFJKHJKDK YOUR ART IS SO AMAZING AND WONDERFUL <333 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING IT WITH ME!!! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE FINISHED DRAWING!! <3<3

[diredeliverance]

Really love how pathetic Gortash's boss fight is tbh. Like damn the guy really is nothing but shadows on the wall propping himself up to look big. All the terror was in the way he warped the world around him, and now that you've stripped that away, there's hardly anything left. And looking at the notes around too- you can see so clearly how he relies on watching others to build his plans and is already preparing to bury their contributions in the myth of his own genius. It's not like he isn't smart or capable or he achieved nothing himself, I just can't get over what a small, small man he is in the end when you see his fingerprints everywhere in the city.

[thrill-seeker-vn]

[bunni-blurbs]

Pure Pt 2

*Present Day*

Carly: She was standing there stunned in the rain, she couldn’t tell the difference between her tears and the rain falling gently on her exposed face. Flashbacks creep into her head. They dated for a year before the accident happened and stayed together 3 years after that. Hugging herself in hopes to keep the painful memories from boiling over, no matter how tightly she wrapped her arms around herself the memories busted in like rushing water, breaking through an old dam, and it all came back to her.

 *Past Memories*

Carly: Party PARTY PARTY!!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO!!!! I thought I would find you here dancing! Mark baby, I'm glad you found me, take me home and do dirty things to me, tonight is the night! They were grinning and smooching in the corner all night that night. She couldn't take it anymore, she had to have him love her body tonight! The party was beginning to thin out, so they stayed to watch the first of the snowfall. We better get going before it gets bad, my car has 4-wheel drive, and I'm sober enough to get us at least to my house. It's only a 30 min drive verse an hour's drive to get you home Mark said. Sure, just let me call my mom and let her know. Okay, mom okay!!! yesss, ugh, gross! Bye mom, yes, I love you too! My mom is so gross sometimes she chuckled as they got into the car and began the drive to Mark's house. She didn't put on her seat belt, in the snow, with a half-sober person, taking selfies and music blasting, God what the fuck was she thinking?! The next moments were a blur, she only remembers screaming Mark oh my god, oh my god, I love you, and please don’t let me die! The car flipped 4 times before landing on the ground, wheels in the air, her spine was jacked, she broke 3 ribs, her wrist was broken, and she was unconscious. But she wouldn't be aware of the severity of her injury until after she woke up in the hospital. The pain was so bad that she passed out.

Later, Mark came to see me in my hospital room, he had completely shattered his knee and his sports career was done. I would have chronic back pain for the rest of my life, so my dream of becoming a dancer was gone. We stayed together but we blamed each other for everything, we hated each other for the poor decisions we both made that night.

  *Present Day*

Carly: She finally spoke aloud, I'm sorry, she cupped his head in her arms speaking barely above a whisper It was a freak accident, we made stupid choices, and we paid for them. We should have just stayed at the barn for the night, I just wanted you so bad, I didn’t want to wait, so it was my fault you even drove in the first place. But I started going to therapy, it taught me that dreams come in multiple forms. I can still have my dream; it just won't look like how I pictured it at first. That same thing goes for you! I know that now, 3 years too late his voice trailed off into what sounded like defeat. All I remember before the nothingness is telling you, I love you and I didn’t want to die. And you know why?! Because I want that life you always promised me. High school sweethearts, married, kids, a big bright future, travel, and I still want that. If you do....

*Present Day*

Mark: He still had his arms wrapped around her legs, as she held him close. This was the first time she had expressed her feelings openly to him. She hid a lot behind her anger and silence. It was something that he admired and disliked about her all at the same time. She wasn’t easy to read so when she needed him sometimes, he just couldn’t tell. I still want you, and I still need you in my life forever. She spoke softly, I want that too! He scooped her up into a kiss and the warmest embrace. She kissed him back and for the first time ever his heart swelled with more love than he thought possible. The music still blasting from the barn, it was like the heavens had smiled on them as he heard their song play. "Happier" by "Marshmellow & Bastille", dance with me, he held his hand out for her and she took his hand.

  The rain had slowed but it didn’t stop completely, so they danced among the rain, the moon, and the stars. Mark, for a while I felt anything but happier. Well, that just means I have to try harder! She pulled back from their gentle sway to the music to say, I didn't mean it like that! Pulling her back into the dance, all roads have to lead me back to the best thing in my life! Leaving feather kisses along her forehead as he spoke between kisses, I may share a tragic moment in time with you, but it should not have changed the way I loved you! Because you are my world, and I won't lose you ever again. This embrace, this moment, this love is mine and yours to share, he sealed it with a kiss on her beautiful lips. The wind swirled around them as the music painted this moment as a forever image in his mind. This is even more tenderness and forgiveness than he ever thought that he deserved. But he was so happy that this moment included him again, finally...

Carly the life of the party, I need a private party for two because it's some things this so-called good boy needs to show you. Just to let you know I plan to rock your world over and over and over again! Until you give up, he whispered in her ear as his hands slid over her bottom. So good boy, you think you have a little bad in you? Please, as if, she scoffed with a tiny chuckle. He smirked, oh I'm worse than a little bad Miss. Carly! Especially after almost 4 years of still wanting every bit of you every day. Rehab lasted for almost 2 years for the both of us, then a weird year of adjustment that didn’t take, and 1 year of just not being with you. I got a lot of making up and proving to you just how bad this boy can be. Just be ready, enjoy your party tonight because tomorrow, you are all mine, every inch of you! She squeezed him in one of those tight hugs that he missed so much, Promise?! Yes, my love!

[reanimatorprologueandmaintitle]

Just got the chance to show off that I knew the word “defenestration” to my family. I feel like that kid when they received a trivia question about the ends of shoelaces. I have peaked in life I shall only go downhill from here on.

[lonestardust]

how my supposed to live laugh love in these conditions (being mere hours away from 4x04) 🫠

[winter-tospring]

Give him every award

[whitehartlane]

SOUTH KOREA V HAITI FT 2-1 81' Jang Selgi

[tyrramint]

Me when I take the literal most perfect reference picture ever

[girlbob-boypants]

Yeah my laptop is very much at the end of its life.