#pmdd thoughts

[dragonheartstring360]

i just feel it so much and it’s too much to keep inside, but I have nowhere to put it and there’s nowhere for it go except back inside me

[faerie-hideaway]

My brain when the PMDD hits:

" Haha Oops all hormones"

Then, later on...

"actually, gimme that back...bitch"

[nothingleftinmylungsforyou]

“Do you think forever gets sick of itself?”

“What do you mean?”

“The back and forth and up and down over and under and over and under. A suffocating proposal of the inside out until someone gets so sick of coughing it’s orange blood up in the sink — then, do you think it could it stop repeating?”

“Forever doesn’t mean here and now — nothing is forever. Nothing is infinite, nothing is vast. Forever can get sick of itself, sure —but nothing ever will.”

Movies I Hope I’ll Write One Day When I Learn How To Focus And Stop Dangling My Throat Off The Edges Of Old Buildings (Ruiner)

[desultory-suggestions]

If your periods/menstrual cycle correlate with

- Depressive Episodes

- Self Harm

- Suicidal Thoughts

- Severe or Increased Anxiety

- Sudden or Intense Mood Changes

Please consider asking your medical practitioner about Premenstrual dysphoric disorder. I had no idea that the emotions I was feeling were beyond the regular levels. I was always told by media that periods made you irrational, emotional, and even depressed. While it is true that many of us who menstruate will have those side effects, they should not ever be severe. If they cause you significant distress you may be struggling with something different. I found out only after my periods were stopped by testosterone that I was never supposed to suffer that much. If you may be experiencing this speak up, you aren’t alone and you have options!

[pmdd-and-it-showz]

[annemarieyeretzian]

dorian saying “I’ve never seen her out of control. what was that?” and ashton asking “you know that weird little voice in your head that sometimes tells you to fuck your entire life up, hurt everybody you know, and just toss everything out of the window? just every now and then, you get that weird little voice?” and dorian saying “sure.” in the tone of someone who has not ever had even one (1) intrusive thought and ashton saying “hers is actually a person. she’s–” and orym finishing “haunted.” and dorian saying “oh.” and ashton adding “by something that wants to hurt her, and hurt us, and is very convincing.”

[lifewithchronicpain]

She worked days as a software engineer and nights as a part-time cellist, filling her free hours with inline skating and gardening and long talks with friends. But a few days a month, Lint’s mood would tank. Panic attacks came on suddenly. Suicidal thoughts did, too.

She had been diagnosed with anxiety and depression, but Lint, 34, who splits her time between St. Petersburg, Florida, and Tulsa, Oklahoma, struggled to understand her experience, a rift so extreme she felt like two different people.

“When I felt better, it was like I was looking back at the experience of someone else, and that was incredibly confusing,” Lint said.

Then, in 2022, clarity pierced through. Her symptoms, she realized, were cyclical. Lint recognized a pattern in something her doctors hadn’t considered: her period. (Read more at link)

I have this, it’s why I’m on the depo shot. I don’t get my period and therefore I do not get suicidal thoughts before it. Please talk to your doctor or gynecologist if this sounds like you.

[e-mptyflowerfields]

I’m so tired of my own emotions

[youarealwaysenough]

Pmdd sucks ass because how are you gonna tell people "my period makes me want to kill myself" and you're not joking

[riddlingabout]

where's my energy

who stole it?

[humanconditionpoetry]

Earth's Voice

Hello Y'all, I got a new poem for you. Sorry if I have not been in as much as I have been in the past few days. I kind of been out of it(in general), trying to regain back some momentum.

That said, I have a simple poem that I hope many of you will like. No, I have not forgotten about Illusions(Expectations vs. Reality), it is coming soon. I am just little typed out of writing, but it is in the editing stage.

That said....enjoy this simple nature poem.

Thanks for understanding and Hope you all have a great day!

Earth's Voice:

I hear the voice of nature in the trees.

It echos within me.

I am Scared to leave...

Nature's pleasant sounds....

are gone by Humans resound.

"Suddenly, I do not smell, hear, feel, taste or even see"

Is this the cast out of paradise like Eve?

Garden's, Flower and Trees lush...

Disappearing in a Rush.

Barren Lands...

Was this parts of God's Plan?

Or was it the Design of Man?

"It Matters not, Now"

The Earth's Singing constructs a vow

"Save me Now or Share your Name , along with others on the ground..."

This too is also a allowed.

"Save What was once so profound...."

"Don't let greed win another round"

I leave to save the Earth's Key...

Nature, her every beating heartbeat.

Nature preceded Civilization.... Civilization with no restraints or connections, ends Nature.

[rabbitindisguise]

Me: so can we like, yeet the ovaries? Health wise? 👀

The nurse practitioner: yes, we can yeet the ovaries

Me, being normal about it:

[biteofboredom]

Intro post

he/they gay idk my name yet call me whatever

mentally ill! woo! (sarcasm). i talk about it on here. if you don't want to read it, i recommend not scrolling through my blog.

binge ed safe space bc lord knows there aren't enough of those in the world

not bothering with a dni list because they never stop anybody, but don't be a bigot. i like an argument and am not afraid to hit you with a reasonable point of view.

[solitaireships]

I remembered Plushie Dreadfuls exist and lowkey I want these

[macabrecravings]

how do people with periods do anything. how do you guys go to work. do you guys not hurt so excruciatingly bad that ur immobile for a few days. yall just power thru???

this is going to be tmi but like my main premenstrual symptoms are sh urges 😀 ??? i could be mentally well, living my best life and then suddenly im Spiraling and irritated and depressed and i have no idea why until a week or a few days later and im like ouhhhhh . ya. period...

whats up with that!!!!!!!! And does anyone else??? get it ???? i always feel so weird talking about menstruation cause nobody ever talks about it and i feel so lonely sometimes LMAO i feel like my experiences are not normal even tho like So much of the population experiences it ? but not to the degree i do? idk if im just dramatic or ??

[lonelyandlostintime]

No one ever exceeds or breaks my expectations.. all I get is disappointment, I never learn.