#pmdd thoughts
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i just feel it so much and it’s too much to keep inside, but I have nowhere to put it and there’s nowhere for it go except back inside me
#personal#pmdd#living with pmdd#actually pmdd#fuck pmdd#pmdd is a bitch#pmdd thoughts#grief#pmdd is just grief in a body#this is one of the worst episodes i’ve ever had#and idk if i’m gonna make it through this time#actually cptsd#living with cptsd#cptsd vent#tw cptsd#autistic meltdown#overstimulated
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My brain when the PMDD hits:
" Haha Oops all hormones"
Then, later on...
"actually, gimme that back...bitch"
#pmdd#premenstrual dysphoric disorder#pmdd thoughts#fuck pms#fuck pmdd#autism#women with autism#funny#humor#meme#funny memes
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I can’t tell if I’m being irrationally irritated (period is coming so the PMDD is brewing and I’m aware of it the same way one is aware of the telltale heart thumping out a maddening rhythm beneath the floorboards, growing louder with every beat) or if someone is being a genuine dickhead right now so I’m just watching the chat scroll by waiting to see if someone else says something.
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actually just gonna take better care of myself than I did last year. thats it thats the resolution
#healing#rants & reflections#autistic thoughts#cptsd healing#self care#autistic self care#self love#taking up space#fear of being perceived#cptsd things#bpd mood#cluster b positivity#bpd positivity#npd safe#aspd safe#autistic borderline#bpd system#audhd things#chronic illness community#undiagnosed chronic illness#chronic pain problems#new years resolution#mental health tips#late diagnosed autistic#self diagnosis is valid#autistic trauma#csa survivor#bpd thoughts#borderline vent#fuck pmdd
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#actually pmdd#meme therapy#black women#jesus#living with pmdd#pmdd#coping memes#survival#meme coping#stream of thoughts
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dorian saying “I’ve never seen her out of control. what was that?” and ashton asking “you know that weird little voice in your head that sometimes tells you to fuck your entire life up, hurt everybody you know, and just toss everything out of the window? just every now and then, you get that weird little voice?” and dorian saying “sure.” in the tone of someone who has not ever had even one (1) intrusive thought and ashton saying “hers is actually a person. she’s–” and orym finishing “haunted.” and dorian saying “oh.” and ashton adding “by something that wants to hurt her, and hurt us, and is very convincing.”
#I say this with all love but as a bitch with ocd and pmdd it must be nice not to have intrusive thoughts living like this is exhausting#relatable#annemarie watches critical role#critical role#dorian storm#dorian#ashton greymoore#ashton#delilah briarwood#orym of the air ashari#orym#bell's hells#shadows new and old#c3e96
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I’m so tired of my own emotions
#I’m so fucking drained I need a break#bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#borderline personality disorder#pms#pmdd
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sorry for the vent post earlier (now deleted), I'm just going through it heavy today.
#also i am still unmedicated and PMDD-ing (harder than usual *due* to not having my meds)#so yeah#sorry if i made anyone uncomfortable or feel like they had done anything wrong. it's just my brain bullshit#and that's not fair of me to do. you're all wonderful and i think that's why these thoughts hit harder#just don't want to disappoint anybody or overstay my welcome anywhere#anyways yeah just wanted to follow up since it was kinda shitty to post and not contextualize anything#i love u gamers and meow meows /gen
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is there like pills you can take for PMS or whatever the fuck can numb the mood swings that happen before your menstruation starts? i want to relapse badly but if this is cause im going on my period soon im going to hang myself.
#pms#premenstrual syndrome#pmdd#low self confidence#period#low self everything#low self image#low self worth#vent#vent post#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#self h@rm#tw sh related#tw sui ideation
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One day they'll get bored that you never get better
#bpd#borderline personality disorder#borderline#self destruction#self h@rm#pmdd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#hate myself
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where's my energy
who stole it?
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Earth's Voice
Hello Y'all, I got a new poem for you. Sorry if I have not been in as much as I have been in the past few days. I kind of been out of it(in general), trying to regain back some momentum.
That said, I have a simple poem that I hope many of you will like. No, I have not forgotten about Illusions(Expectations vs. Reality), it is coming soon. I am just little typed out of writing, but it is in the editing stage.
That said....enjoy this simple nature poem.
Thanks for understanding and Hope you all have a great day!
Earth's Voice:
I hear the voice of nature in the trees.
It echos within me.
I am Scared to leave...
Nature's pleasant sounds....
are gone by Humans resound.
"Suddenly, I do not smell, hear, feel, taste or even see"
Is this the cast out of paradise like Eve?
Garden's, Flower and Trees lush...
Disappearing in a Rush.
Barren Lands...
Was this parts of God's Plan?
Or was it the Design of Man?
"It Matters not, Now"
The Earth's Singing constructs a vow
"Save me Now or Share your Name , along with others on the ground..."
This too is also a allowed.
"Save What was once so profound...."
"Don't let greed win another round"
I leave to save the Earth's Key...
Nature, her every beating heartbeat.
Nature preceded Civilization.... Civilization with no restraints or connections, ends Nature.
#spilled thoughts#human condition#spilled writing#writers on tumblr#poetry#creative writing#poets on tumblr#spilled ink#artists on tumblr#poem#minecraft#ao3#dead poets society#original poem#writers and poets#nature#earth#writeblr#writers of tumblr#writerscommunity#writer stuff#writers#burned out#tired#mentally tired#anxitey#pmdd#thank you
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do any of u guys know anything abt abilify… my psych wants me to try it but im just wary of all prescription psych meds
#she diagnosed me with bipolar 2#but idk how much of it is actually bipolar and how much of it is pmdd/hormonal#anyways thoughts???
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Me: so can we like, yeet the ovaries? Health wise? 👀
The nurse practitioner: yes, we can yeet the ovaries
Me, being normal about it:
#personal#gender#dysphoria#needed to ask because pmdd is related to menstruation#but supplemental estrogen doesn't have progesterone in it#and it's the second one that it is rhe bastard#so now not only can i use surgery to avoid unwanted pregnancy i can also permanently remove the risk of pmdd#endometriosis is also possible#which is bad because endometriosis BUT it could explain my random ileus in 2021#and surgery can improve the situation#thankfully my symptoms basically stopped after i started testosterone so like i never really thought about it#until the pending AAAAA that is possibly losing hormones
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I remembered Plushie Dreadfuls exist and lowkey I want these




#my posts#idk for sure if i have ocd and don’t want to like. co-opt it if it’s not official#but also my reasoning behind that lowkey might also be ocd thought processes so 😶#they’re also possibly making restless leg syndrome and pmdd ones so#i want them. but also don’t want to explain them to my mom#in order it’s ocd asexuality masking and insomnia
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how do people with periods do anything. how do you guys go to work. do you guys not hurt so excruciatingly bad that ur immobile for a few days. yall just power thru???
this is going to be tmi but like my main premenstrual symptoms are sh urges 😀 ??? i could be mentally well, living my best life and then suddenly im Spiraling and irritated and depressed and i have no idea why until a week or a few days later and im like ouhhhhh . ya. period...
whats up with that!!!!!!!! And does anyone else??? get it ???? i always feel so weird talking about menstruation cause nobody ever talks about it and i feel so lonely sometimes LMAO i feel like my experiences are not normal even tho like So much of the population experiences it ? but not to the degree i do? idk if im just dramatic or ??
#tw menstruation#utc is more in depth stuff I Do Not Talk Aboiut#buts been eating at me and i would like to bare my soul for a second i guess#do i have pmdd lol#delete later#haunting’s thoughts💋🖤
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