#pmdd thoughts

[dragonheartstring360]

i just feel it so much and it’s too much to keep inside, but I have nowhere to put it and there’s nowhere for it go except back inside me

[faerie-hideaway]

My brain when the PMDD hits:

" Haha Oops all hormones"

Then, later on...

"actually, gimme that back...bitch"

[desultory-suggestions]

If your periods/menstrual cycle correlate with

- Depressive Episodes

- Self Harm

- Suicidal Thoughts

- Severe or Increased Anxiety

- Sudden or Intense Mood Changes

Please consider asking your medical practitioner about Premenstrual dysphoric disorder. I had no idea that the emotions I was feeling were beyond the regular levels. I was always told by media that periods made you irrational, emotional, and even depressed. While it is true that many of us who menstruate will have those side effects, they should not ever be severe. If they cause you significant distress you may be struggling with something different. I found out only after my periods were stopped by testosterone that I was never supposed to suffer that much. If you may be experiencing this speak up, you aren’t alone and you have options!

[pmdd-and-it-showz]

[annemarieyeretzian]

dorian saying “I’ve never seen her out of control. what was that?” and ashton asking “you know that weird little voice in your head that sometimes tells you to fuck your entire life up, hurt everybody you know, and just toss everything out of the window? just every now and then, you get that weird little voice?” and dorian saying “sure.” in the tone of someone who has not ever had even one (1) intrusive thought and ashton saying “hers is actually a person. she’s–” and orym finishing “haunted.” and dorian saying “oh.” and ashton adding “by something that wants to hurt her, and hurt us, and is very convincing.”

[lifewithchronicpain]

She worked days as a software engineer and nights as a part-time cellist, filling her free hours with inline skating and gardening and long talks with friends. But a few days a month, Lint’s mood would tank. Panic attacks came on suddenly. Suicidal thoughts did, too.

She had been diagnosed with anxiety and depression, but Lint, 34, who splits her time between St. Petersburg, Florida, and Tulsa, Oklahoma, struggled to understand her experience, a rift so extreme she felt like two different people.

“When I felt better, it was like I was looking back at the experience of someone else, and that was incredibly confusing,” Lint said.

Then, in 2022, clarity pierced through. Her symptoms, she realized, were cyclical. Lint recognized a pattern in something her doctors hadn’t considered: her period. (Read more at link)

I have this, it’s why I’m on the depo shot. I don’t get my period and therefore I do not get suicidal thoughts before it. Please talk to your doctor or gynecologist if this sounds like you.

[e-mptyflowerfields]

I’m so tired of my own emotions

[elkkiel]

sorry for the vent post earlier (now deleted), I'm just going through it heavy today.

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

actually just gonna take better care of myself than I did last year. thats it thats the resolution

[youarealwaysenough]

Pmdd sucks ass because how are you gonna tell people "my period makes me want to kill myself" and you're not joking

[helgethas]

tw // period mention, allusions to suicide + self harm

to my fellow selfshippers with pmdd:

your f/o loves you so much. they would do anything to help you get through any bad periods you might be dealing with.

they would be especially protective of you during this sensitive time of the month. if you asked, they would put away any sharp objects to keep you safe. they would bring out your safety plan, or if you don't have one, they'd help you make one, paying special attention to recognizing your triggers and finding what helps your unbearable mood swings feel more tolerable. personally, it helps me to visualize my future and look at comforting pictures to reinforce those goals, so imagine your f/o doing something like that with you-- if it helps, of course.

they wouldn't feel burdened by your intense emotions. they would try to remain in-tune with how you feel-- at least to the best of their ability. if you track your cycles, they would try to get involved, pointing out when you might start experiencing severe symptoms and helping you plan accordingly. they'd give you attention if you need it, and they'd give you space if that's what you prefer.

if you said something you don't mean, they wouldn't take it personally. they would gently accept your apologies and, if you're like me and you need these reminders, they would reassure you that your dark thoughts, your outbursts, your nightmares-- your symptoms-- do not define you.

on a lighter note, they would supply you with everything you need to satisfy your cravings and soothe your cramps. to them, your pmdd doesn't make you a worse person than any other period-haver. they would be glad to stick with you through the bad and the good. they love every part of you, not just those that they deem "easier to deal with." ♡

(pro/comship please do not interact. non-pmdders are free to reblog, but please do not derail the subject of this post!)

[maryaizm]

One day they'll get bored that you never get better

[riddlingabout]

where's my energy

who stole it?

[zxlofttt]

I WANNA RIP OUT MY UTERUS RAHBAHGAHVSYSYVSHVABYXSsw

[amanyxia]

Get sober they said.

You'll live a happy, fulfilling life, they preached.

Yeah well, being sober so far has made me way too aware of the pain in my body.

Making it difficult to stay positive and do anything I wish to do.

My brain and body both screaming in unison,

Fighting with no end in sight.

It makes me want to claw my insides out just to find some relief.

Could I discard this body and get a new one instead with my sobriety?

God, what'd I'd do if I could smoke a fat bowl in a hot bath right now.

Instead, I guess I'll just settle with the bath.

[humanconditionpoetry]

Earth's Voice

Hello Y'all, I got a new poem for you. Sorry if I have not been in as much as I have been in the past few days. I kind of been out of it(in general), trying to regain back some momentum.

That said, I have a simple poem that I hope many of you will like. No, I have not forgotten about Illusions(Expectations vs. Reality), it is coming soon. I am just little typed out of writing, but it is in the editing stage.

That said....enjoy this simple nature poem.

Thanks for understanding and Hope you all have a great day!

Earth's Voice:

I hear the voice of nature in the trees.

It echos within me.

I am Scared to leave...

Nature's pleasant sounds....

are gone by Humans resound.

"Suddenly, I do not smell, hear, feel, taste or even see"

Is this the cast out of paradise like Eve?

Garden's, Flower and Trees lush...

Disappearing in a Rush.

Barren Lands...

Was this parts of God's Plan?

Or was it the Design of Man?

"It Matters not, Now"

The Earth's Singing constructs a vow

"Save me Now or Share your Name , along with others on the ground..."

This too is also a allowed.

"Save What was once so profound...."

"Don't let greed win another round"

I leave to save the Earth's Key...

Nature, her every beating heartbeat.

Nature preceded Civilization.... Civilization with no restraints or connections, ends Nature.