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chainsawseesaw · 3 months ago

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Guys I wanna finish writing lady and the vamp so bad but the autism says I need to meet my writing goal for this month first before I can

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gutsfics · 2 months ago

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FINALLY I DRAW SOMETHING!!!!!!!

some Joseph, both young (around 1980 i'd say, when he was traveling w Stan a few years before the portal incident) and old (~2017, now an art teacher at Westchester High). i like to think the first one is a picture Stan took of him while they were traveling and the second one is his staff photo at WH. the more things change the more they stay the same. i might give em backgrounds and foregrounds to look like that

he's had that jacket since the 70s. real leather will last you.

no glasses alts + the first sketch below

#[holding him in my hands like a tiny baby bird]#idk if hes hiding something on his neck. he might be. those neck covers just happened. probably less embarrassing than Ford's tattoos thoug #also im not super interested in “what if Stan had a romance partner who helped him run the shack” type Stan/oc buuuuuuuut #unfortunately i am not immune to old man yaoi and have been thinking “ok BUT what if Jojo helped Stan run the shack” during this rewatch #i think theyre not super open about their relationship so Dipper & Mabel have no idea until the manotaur ep when Mabel realizes “woah......#“Grunkle Stan do you have a crush on Grunkle Jojo???”#[Joseph so called Grunkle Jojo bc “we've known each other long enough hes basically family”]#anyway Mabel tries to “fix Stan up” to help him ask him out & Jojo is fully aware its happening and says nothing bc Funny #they do tell her and Dipper at the end of the day bc since she went through all that trouble trying to set em up they should know #plus kids these days tend to be a lot nicer about gay people sometimes #also good: Jojo giving Stan A Look every time he's shitty or sexist but otherwise not caring about any other morally dubious/bad thing #like Jojo can excuse regular tax fraud/stealing/scamming people but he draws the line at almost getting Waddles eaten by a dinosaur #hes the worlds most “not my circus not my monkeys” moral compass #hes said that before. and Dipper points out that it IS his circus bc he helps run the shack #to which he responds “hah. yeah :)” bc he helps do the fraud and scams <3 #fuck i have to draw that as a comic or fake screenshots or something #anyway im not planning on focusing on a Mr's Mysteries AU but i may talk about it occasionally #ANYWAY ANYWAY i wanna talk about him i love talking about him send some asks let me talk about him <3 #oc: Joseph van Dyke

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veradune · 5 months ago

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Just spent a week in a hut in the woods with six other people and I was pretty much done with the experience on day two due to one woman bringing the drama (I knew she would but I didn't warn anyone because I figured hey I probably contributed to our past conflicts hahahaaaa)

She legit almost lit the hut on fire, I woke up in a pitch black smoke filled top bunk at 1am so that was cool 🙃

Even at the best of times group backcountry trips tend to leave me non-functional for a few days due to sheer introverted burnout. But throw in a very ugly PMDD attack on day four of the trip, coming back to discover that my first and only car was totaled in a minor parking failure PLUS the usual upcoming birthday anxiety and I'm pretty wrecked over here.

#snuggling with missy while binging the bear had been my remaining thread of sanity today #im fucking exhausted #birthdays continue to stress me out socially because im shit at planning and generally feel like im bothering people #plus its a holiday so ill probably be doing good to get one fb message from my aunt #personal #tbd probably

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sysig · 9 months ago

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A hero is only as good as his weapons, so make ‘em count (Patreon)

#Doodles #Original #Another idea smol and I are working on together :D Been a bit!#She came up with the concept on this one and I fell in love with it <3 She's very cool hehe #If you're familiar with the game Minit it has Something of a similar premise - not the same strict time pressure but yes on the time loop #Y'ever notice how in some games it seems like the wandering trader or traveling shop seems to come upon you rather than the other way around #:3c Hm ♪ Wonder how they'd know where you were gonna be :3c #The crux is that you play as the weapons shop owner and you're responsible for supplying the hero and his team with weapons!#Except the BBEG has gotten wise to how the hero keeps defeating him and it sick of it - so the shop owner is cursed to be in a time loop!#I love the concept <3 It sounds so fun to play in and there's still plenty of room to think about the mechanics and how it would be played #As well as the art design! :D #We threw around some character concepts - she's really into Baldur's Gate 3 at the moment so of course they had some influence in hers hehe #Only got the starting party for the moment but there are plans for a full team of 4 plus the shopkeep >:3c And various other NPCs lol #A lot of the gameplay would basically boil down to being a bartering simulator hehe ♪#Very RPG trade-this-for-that style quests - under a time limit! Hehe #Since it's the type of game that pretty much requires replaying sections time-loop-style it's all about how quickly you can trial and error #And then hightail it to where you need to be lol #I think we were also tossing around a nap mechanic to skip right to the time loop reset in case you mess up a run haha #I gotta get back to Majora's Mask at some point I swear #We still have a good bit of concept work to do on the art side of things - she's also been really into pixel art lately and I love pixel art #I also managed to pick up a full release of one of the RPGMakers :D So that's an exciting possibility!#I haven't learned most of its ins and outs yet but I do know About importing custom assets at the very least >:3c #Same with Novelty and I haven't done that yet either lol - all in due time! I hope!!

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kevinsdsy · 5 months ago

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thinking about all the inboxes i’ve gotten but not yet gotten around to reply to pls i swear i’m not ignoring y’all i’m just waiting to get around to them IM JUST A GIRL

#this is mostly about the song analyses #like i swear im still planning to do them #but since the EUROS started i’ve been basically glued to the tv #plus i had to deal w my thesis which is hopefully done now tho #and someone asked me what i think of what the tojans are majoring in #and i promise im getting around to that too #its in the drafts i just have to work it out #so yeah

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toriliashine · 11 days ago

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summary of mouthwashing i guess

people r in space, they dont think theyre getting back anytime soon

man1 rapes woman

woman tells man2 [captain of their team] of the rape

man2 does practically nothing

man1 realises theyre actually getting back to earth soon and tries to kill woman he raped to escape consequences

no weapon

man1 decides to just kill everyone on the ship

man1 crashes ship, via man2

man1 gets rid of man2 the captain by rendering him paralyzed , like REALLYYY paralyzed

fucked up poetic justice! man2 that excused rapist man1 is now at his sadistic mercy! victim [and rest of team] in return, does nothing whilst man1 is being abused helped

man1 slowly drives people insane or renders them immobile so other team members kill them for him, whilst he claims he has 'no blood on his hands' [he/man1 is the one that crashed the ship in the first place btw]

btw! turns out their important cargo was just a lot of mouthwash lol. they dont really. take that great

man1 manipulates other people to death or frenzies and drives HIMSELF insane to make it seem like he's the hero to really not face what he's done

man1 goes insane and has a cannibal party with dead teammates, carries man2 that ignored his crimes and enabled him in the first place over the dead teamates

man1 puts [the REALLY PARALYZED] man2 in cryo chamber

man2 will either die in it due to really bad paralysis wounds or wake up even more fucked up and die soon after oof

man1 kills self

man1 was delusional to the end, giving himself an easy out

man2, paralysed, watched it all to the end too

#mouthwashing if curly just beat jimmys ass and put him in confinement once he found out about the rape: * a page long story*#mind you im just trying to summarise a playthrough of it im not great at horror games like #at all #and i dont plan on really getting into the mw fandom dkasjdnasjk #but its been EVERYWHEREEE #and i just caved n watched a streamer i like play it fwjbsfiuk #plus jimmy saying curly didnt earn the title of captain?? lmaoo #curly thought he was covering his friend and future plans and jimmy was like wow this dude let a fucking rapist go what an idiot! i wonder #what else i can get away with #thus- bleh #i think that and all his coverups just deteriorated jimmy sense of curly being captain skjnkjsd #do u think jimmy became a more fucked up form of curly as he was 'captain'#ramblings

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bsaka7 · 1 month ago

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pressed bc was on my run today such a perfect day having a great time nice and easy but my HR was high enough that i actually started feeling it and was feeling so off that i stopped at 4 and walked the rest of the way home.... I probably overdid it a little bit yesterday (run + bike) given i did run a half at probably 85% effort on saturday and the marathon 2.5weeks ago but rlly I've been feeling totally fine!!!! but i also don't rlly want to mess up my recovery or comeback or whatever so obvi good to take it easy.... Anyway I'm gonna go rake leaves to appreciate the fall weather but everyone just know i am IRRITATED BY THIS!!!!!!! I just wanna run around!!!!!!!!!!

#it's not like im trying to do speedwork or anything #Ok also can I say I don't understand when ppl r like. U should do most of ur training in z2 #If i ran most of my miles in z2 I would be bored out of my fucking skull and also running soooo slow #I think my HR zones have always been like. A little bit high tho. Idk I don't do HR training and I know watches have drift #Tetrapod runs #I said I'd chillax on the running blogging post marathon but now im like well I might register for this one next June #Which means I gotta figure out my offseason plan bc i really do not feel diminished desire to run LOL I want to run MORE!!!!!!#But anyway might start doing plates at the y.... Might try and swim a little more bc i liked that for my tri #Hope we get proper snow this winter so I can XC SKI!!!!#also for the record i took 8 days no running post marathon then like ran 2x the week before half #And then 4mi day before half then half #And since then I've taken 2 days off and 3 days ET....#Idk in my head I was like oh I'm kinda trying to reverse the taper in terms of mileage #But gotta be chiller than that....its just how I feel.....#Also tbf i kinda want my base daily mileage to be 5 not 3 so I don't rlly want to drop down to running 3s like I was.... A year n change ag #Oh my other guess is slight dehydration #My mom might say I'm not eating enough but I am eating like the same as always and proper fueling has never rlly been an issue #So i don't think its that..... Probably a lil dehydrated and then still race recovery #Ah. The body. on the plus side this pair of jeans I love fits way better than they ever have before

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dullahandyke · 1 year ago

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Anyway needless to say, college is showing me a whole slew of people who are using laptops in school for the first time and they're so bad at it. They're so bad at taking notes too. They're so bad at everything

#im a hater today but its helping. ill get a caramel shortcake and thatll help more #ANYWAY STOP TAKING DOWN THE TEXT ON THE POWERPOINTS VERBATIM!!!!!!!!#THEYRE UP ON CANVAS PAY ATTENTION TO THE LECTURER INSTEAD!!!#(im haterposting instead of listening but im keeping an ear out. theyre defining bildungsromans rn)#their typing speeds are so slow and for most i would assume its inexperience #in which case i ask why are you switching to a laptop instead of using a notebook!!!!!#plus they mistreat their laptops so badly. so full of bloatware. some of them are even mac users #(honestly idk that much abt macs specifically. maybe theyre gr8. but i hate and kill apple)#give your laptops to me ill treat them right.... ill feed them ill clean up after them....#and you just know that tech disasters are gonna befall so many of them bcos tech skills are on a downslope #like i dont look it bcos i tote around the same 2 notebooks and take like 3 bullet points max of notes per lecture #but ive been using a laptop for school going on 7 years i know my shit!!!#and theyre heavy to carry around and generally only worth it if you plan on doing a LOT of typing #which for ordinary lectures im not!!!! im not taking down every word on the powerpoint like a dipshit!!!#if i bring my laptop im either planning on writing some essay shit or not paying attention during class #anyway thats my little rant. its alright im allowed

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confused-spood · 3 months ago

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Where else am I gonna rant if not to a group of random strangers that barely know me, right? So ofc I'm gonna rant here cuz these people have no idea who tf I am.

....turns out I have no words to explain how I'm feeling right now so I offer this emoji instead: 😔

#so i went to this 18th birthday aka debut of my friend and tbh its the first debut ive ever been to and i was rly looking forward to it #plan was to enjoy with my friends and all and i was also planning to get some ideas for my own debut whoch is two weeks after hers #tbh my debut is the bday that ive been looking forward to for basically my whole life cuz the other important ages i did absolutely nothing #for my first bday i was literally in the hospital so nothing there. in my seventh bday i cant even remember what happened. we went swimming?#so the 18th is what i always dreamt of. ive already told my moms this a couple hundred times and ive already thought out how i want it to go #then at the party i observed everything and i realized a lot of things. firstly that shit is expensive. while we used to have the money #no we dont and thats all just in the past now. second thing which i find the most disturbing is the amount of people #the debutante invites the special people in their life and while yes i do have those i dont think they can even reach the proper number #and also i rly cant see myself in that position yknow? being the center of atteaction with people telling you nice stuff abt how they like u #so thats made me quite sad that the bday ive always wanted is never gonna be mine. my biggest TOTGA...#at this point i just wanna spend my whole 18th wallowing in self pity and sadness. while i know my friends love me i dont rly think they #love me to the point of throwing me a lil party of our own like we did earlier this year to ine of our friends. im the spare friend i guess #and plus when i got home my paretns arent even talking to me or looking my way if not scolding me or getting mad at me #well IM SORRY i also didnt want to get stuck in the fckin road for A WHOLE HOUR while waiting for a ride home #and IM SORRY that im just wearing jeans to a debut. this is my frist fucking time going to a debut so how tf would i know???#plus a lot of people were just wearing casual so wtf 😒#all in all im sad and i want to go die

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came0dust · 2 years ago

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im getting better at painting with color variation and with less reliance on my sketch which is something ive been wanting to really work on for a while. thank you vash

(alts and process under the cut)

#my art #digital painting #timelapse #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #csp #looking at this again a few hours after finishing it i found things i didnt like but for how fast i did it? and how far i got? hell yeah #this could be it. this could be the year when it all clicks and im just like slamming out piece after piece and theyre like. Finished #i plan to do a bunch of gesture drawing soon bc i have Definitely been drawing a lot of heads in a void but you know? im gonna take it slow #anyways fun fact: the coat was not originally in the plans #when i started blocking in colors i just had the shirt in mind. i threw the coat in later basically just because 'why not'#plus its fun to shade for. i love putting some blue in the green <- thought tristamp vash's eyes were green for much too long

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raksh-writes · 1 year ago

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Im a pent-up ball of pure stress and restlessness (like chest-tight and heart pounding type of stress) and I have 0 idea what to do with myself, because anytime I want to try and go distract myself with Something my anxiety spikes and my brain goes "!!! NO!!! DANGER!!! LOOK OUT FOR DANGER!!!" so I guess I'll just spend the day pacing the house and refreshing the same 3 pages on repeat, huh...