#please stop hating the poor

[delhi-transport-corporation]

Finally have some time to post, and I will start off by cursing DTIDC, Fuck you a lot for incorporating anti homeless infrastructure into the Dhaula Kuan bus stop (only place I had noticed it at so far) DTC bus stops might be falling apart, and may just be sign posts, but they are not actively malicious like you, I hope you take one up the ass.

P.S. NDMC thank you at least for not incorporating these design patterns, but please use a better font on the bus stop numbers, it looks ugly, learn only that from DTIDC. They have good looking signage

[ridibulous]

everyone's able to be affected by transmisogyny dipshit it came free with your fucking (inter)sexist and queerphobic society /ref

[sweetreveriee]

Ugly crying over Miraculous London special

[crippled-peeper]

i dont want to trample on ur emotions/right to be upset at people getting mad at you for not wanting to be called smth, but like. idk the way youre talking about DID is really weird and rubs me the wrong way.

you have every right to be upset at the people in ur inbox calling you heinous shit, but you dont have to attack (online) DID culture because of these people. it's reading very fakeclaim-y

I don’t think you would recognize sarcasm if it punched you in the face

[wrylu]

idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny

aka my average day as of now

[ratatatastic]

not a single braincell to be found amongst them not a single damn one

[evansbby]

.

[m00ngbin]

Every time I see an out of state license plate on the back of the car that's causing ridiculous amounts of traffic in my town I go ballistic very quietly

[cloudcountry]

there is no way the ikevamp guys are being such assholes in jean's route i must be dreaming

[palaceoftears]

Ruyi should let go of the loss of her children for the 'biggest picture' but oh god forgive you have to let go of your disgusting obsession over a girl that could be your granddaughter...

I think this arc is the creepiest thing that has happened in the show yet.

[acutabovetherest]

Poverty is the gun to my head. Chronic pain and mental anguish are my bullets. I barely have to pull the fucking trigger.

[musical-chick-13]

Fandom be normal about bi women challenge (impossible. apparently.)

[hecksupremechips]

Btw I’ve started playing the funny stars and time game. The the one about the loopty loop and the white diamond ass shit

[brokenyouth]

trying to feel better by telling myself that my crush possibly overhearing me telling someone that i don't hate him i just talk about him bc it's fun to gossip or whatever bc i was trying to downplay and hide how much i actually do like him is mr darcy coded actually

[floral-hex]

Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.

Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑

God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…

[barris-ftw]

I’ve only just found the treasure that is the works of the author, Once_More_With_Feeling, and as I am currently enraptured, the only thing I have come to tell you today is to go read their works. Make haste. Chop chop.