#mentally i’m fucked
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Beep beep 🥲
#988suihotline#988blr#clearly i’m mentally ill bro#mentally I’m fucked#sui ideation#su1c1d3#please end me#i hate it here#suiiiicide#depression memes#deathcore#tw sad#depressing post#sewer slide#suicid3#suicudal#beep beep Richie#sad queer#sadcore#depressing life#i wanna die#shblr is toxic as fuck#shblr
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If I were Dan and Phil I would never hard launch because it’s so embarrassing that we were right. Like what do you mean you were so in love a bunch of thirteen year old’s clocked it? I would never give that satisfaction.
#no but really I’m always shocked when people are like I can’t believe the fan girls were right#hello?????#dailybooth? early tweets? he smells like warm??? uma thurman watched me have sex with a uma thurman poster next to Phil’s bed? vday video?#he smells like warm#that’s the plan#interrupted by fireworks - phil#the week I spent with Phil >>>>>>>#the lube in their suitcase in Australia (?) (please tell me y’all remember that)#they spent fucking Christmas together like every year#I don’t bring my bestie to Christmas and family vacations😭#that’s just off the top of my head#like yeah us 13 year olds were batshit insane with tons of undiagnosed mental illness but it wasn’t rocket science to figure it out#will this get me cancelled?#rae’s rambles#dan and phil#phan
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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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For though I must consume meat at the cost of a life, I add their soul to mine to live on eating their fat and muscle 💖
#forever a memory and though they are food#I hope they exist for as long as I do#anorexia was a shit show to go through medically when I was 5#cause of my broken chin and all that stuff#mentally I’m fucked
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mᥡ ძᥱᥲrᥣᥡ ᥣ᥆᥎ᥱძ gһ᥆s𝗍.
#girlblogging#lana del rey#girly thoughts#girl blogger#girl interrupted#girlblogger#hell is a teenage girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#black swan#divine feminine#just like me#fem#i’m just a girl in the world#light feminine#girlcore#femcel#mentally fucked
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I’m fucking miserable and I have no fucking idea how to fix it cause everything feels impossible
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the fact that i can’t headcanon percy, jason, thalia, and annabeth all being one big family
percy and annabeth are gonna get married, jason and percy are like brothers, thalia and annabeth are basically sisters, and jason and thalia are actual siblings. jason and annabeth are all nerdy and traumatized together, and percy and thalia are the equivalent of “i’d die for you but you’re not borrowing by dagger”
think about them all having thanksgiving and christmas together?
oh wait you can’t because rick is a little BITCH and decided that my little sweet precious jason needed to die
dammit rick
#IM MENTALLY DOING CPR ON JASON#AND ITS NOT FUCKING WORKING#SOMEONE GET THE PADDLES#they’re on a little red cart titled RICK WHAT THE FUCK#anyway#i’m not well#jason grace#percy jackson#annabeth chase#thalia grace#percabeth#i love jason grace#pjo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson and the olympians#spoiler alert#toa spoilers
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I usually get addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact that I exist
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#depressing life#sad thoughts#self h@rm#i'm sad#im sorry#suic1de#quotes#trauma#i’m so tired#tired#mentally exhausted#mentally fucked#mental health#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destruction#sexualassault#sadnees#su1c1d3#su1cide#su1c1dal
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Can’t wait for this shit to end
#depressing life#depressing shit#i want to diiieeee#i want to disappear#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw sui ideation#end it already#suic1de#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#kill my thoughts#mental exhaustion#venting#vent#i’m so tired#i’m done
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date idea: take me to the closest lake and drown me
#actually tho cuz my life is fucking cursed and i want it to end pls n thanks <3#bpd shitposting#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#tw sui mention#sui ideation#passive suicide#i’m not doing well#(don’t report just block if u have an issue w my content)
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Basically my goal has become to stay alive long enough for something else to take me out so I don’t hurt my friends and family extra with su!cide.
I make rules for myself like I’m not allowed to catch the bus when I’m on my period, if it’s really late at night & im exhausted or on a loved one’s birthday or holiday. This is an effort to extend my life. Even if I do end up catching the bus eventually at least I would have given my loved ones more time with me.
It’s really really hard to stay alive. I have been making preparations just in case. I want to die so that I don’t have to suffer anymore. Life has been difficult. The world is cruel. Everything hurts. And I am too sensitive for this place. But I’m still here.
#sui ideation#su1c1d3#988suihotline#988blr#suiiiicide#i hate it here#please end me#i should be euthanized#clearly i’m mentally ill bro#mentally i’m fucked#shblr is toxic as fuck#shblr#this is a depression vent blog#poverty#sad gay shit#and still fighting#depressingblog#suiicide#suicudal#tw sad#depressing post#chronic pain#homophobia#deathcore#i’m so sad#sad queer#i want the pain to stop#life is pain#the world is so cruel#i just want the pain to stop
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I’m obsessed with these two having completely different emotional journeys on the same fucking relationship.
Shout out to this post that gave me such intense brainworms I dropped everything to draw this.
#one piece#shuggy#buggy the clown#red haired shanks#these two be the whole spectrum of Taylor swift and I’m LIVING FOR IT#obsessed with buggy and his long-ass mental list of reasons he should not let Shanks fuck him and giving in cause he’s too far gone#vs. Shanks who is just YEARNING and IN LOVE
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at first i was like why didn’t they make the sex flashback with shannon clearly a flashback like the others in the episode and then i realized that it wasn’t a flashback eddie’s just actively rewriting his relationship with shannon while eating lunch with his girlfriend and plotting to cheat on her with the random woman he met at a boutique that slightly resembles his dead wife who did in fact ask him for a divorce before she died but eddie’s not gonna remember that detail rn is he
#al talks#911 spoilers#i was like this show thinks i’m dumb but i KNOW that eddie’s room didn’t look like that while shannon was alive#and the show said yeah that’s the fucking point and you are dumb#😔 tea#eddie was like. this is the life i could have had with shannon if she hadn’t died and i’d been Better#obviously if i pursue this with kim i can rewrite the past and get a second chance#because im mentally well and that makes sense :) good job eddie :)#BROTHER. ITS NOT REAL.
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Always go back to this one fic where atsushi’s stuck in a time loop and the only way to escape it is for him to kill himself but the ADA keep stopping him and it makes me physically ill but I can’t stop myself from going back to reread it
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Manchmal ist ein Rückzug nötig, um Herz und Seele zu schützen.
#depressiv#borderline personality disorder#gebrochenes herz#sadgirl#gedanken die nicht enden#liebe#sad thoughts#zitate#liebes zitat#liebeskummer#actually mentally ill#mental illness#mental health#borderline blog#you broke my fucking heart#i’m sorry#heart been broke so many times#sorry for being depressing#you broke my heart#trennung#ich denke an dich#ich hab angst#ich hasse es#ich vermisse dich#ich kann nicht mehr#wieso ich dich mag#träumen#hoffnugslos#hoffen#tw depressing thoughts
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cuz character sheets are my favey and i’m rly excited for s2 ‼️🖤🤜💥🫦
#caitvi#arctober#obsessed with Vi’s rhea ripley era#i can’t get over how vi is back in her prison mentality#she’s sleeping in those bandages her poor ribs#it makes sense from a storytelling perspective - she doesn’t care and is grieving/ punishing herself#bind safely kids 🙃#i drew her hallucinating her cupcake in the ring cuz i love me some good old fashioned angsty yearning#arcane s2#i’m so ready to be all the way fucked up by this shooowwwww
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