#pd-ts

[borderline-culture-is]

PD-TS with BPD traits culture is being both relieved and nervous that your "narc abuse" friend has probably seen your post about hating Cluster B stereotypes. Because, on one hand, she now probably knows I didn't delete my Tumblr and just have her blocked, but on the other hand, she knows that I'm never backing down from Cluster B solidarity (pw NPD/HPD/ASPD ily /p).

Still keeping her blocked tho so she doesn't see my tags stating that I have PD-TS within Cluster B. Now I'm feeling tempted to block her again or unblock her and start following her like my finicky self again xD

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[neopronouns]

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pd-ts with aspd and npd traits flag for anon!

tags: @mad-pride | dni link

[littletissueghosts]

PD-TS with BPD Traits

Hey, uh, I made a flag for people who have PD-TS with BPD traits. This flag is inclusive of informed self-diagnosis but not of "transBPD" in the context of transID communities.

[Image ID: A flag with seven straight horizontal lines of roughly equal width. The center stripe is medium grey, and the two stripes outside of it are white. The top two stripes are a light blue/purple and a brighter blue, with the lighter stripe closest to the center. The bottom two stripes are a light grey-pink and a brighter pinkish red, with the lighter stripe closest to the center.]

[sassy-man-apocalypse]

I tried sleeping earlier and was hit by a revelation

pd is about understanding morals and letting other people help you

bitb is about letting go of the past

riptide is about the difficulties and challenges of figuring out where you're meant to be and making your own decisions

ts is about giving yourself chances even past your flaws and learning how to be better for yourself and the people around you

apothy is about learning how to accept yourself the way you are and making peace with your individuality

Thabks for comign o my tedtalk itslike. 5am I'm tired I havent slept

[gilliontidestriderchampionoftheu]

bunch of random jrwi sketches :3

reminder my commissions are open :D

[clownfire]

Question to JRWI Fans who've watched the other campaigns: Which series do you consider the best written, versus which one is your personal favourite?

[d1g1tald1saster]

Freaks!! I love them!

Pt 2

BITB spoilers under cut

[vocaloidgender]

PD-TS (Personality Disorder Trait Specified) awareness flag

What is PD-TS: This disorder can manifest in many ways, such as: The person having a lot of personality disorders, not having enough traits of personality disorders to be diagnosed specifically, or having a personality disorder that doesn't fit with current diagnostics of existing personality disorders.

In the past the DSM has had (and now removed) similar diagnoses such as PDNOS (Personality disorder not otherwise specified).

Please note that there is not much readily available information about PD-TS, it is incredibly under researched.

Color meanings: I decided to do a rainbow(ish) color pattern to represent the spectrum of personality disorders PD-TS can encompass. However, the colors are slightly muted and mismatched as the experiences with this disorder are upsetting and confusing. Each color does not have a specific meaning.

Symbol meaning: The symbol is a multipointed star, it shows the many ways in which this disorder can manifest for many people.

The second symbol used in these flags is the general PD symbol by delphientropy

Who can use this flag? Anyone who has PD-TS or is questioning having PD-TS (and those without for icon/headcanon reasons), although I will say that transid this flag is not for you.

Other flags: I am aware of an existing PD-TS flag, so consider this an alternative rather than an original. The flag can be found here and was made by neopronouns.

Tagging: @radiomogai @pdsarchive and @mad-pride

Symbols are under the cut!

Here is a plain version of the symbol used! It was found here as a free stock photo

[nolongerphantom]

I wanna share my rant from a bit ago.

Try to guess the subject if the rant before reaching the last paragraph (8th paragraph, under the cut), most of you will fail.

If you look at Anxiety vs Paranoia, its very different.

Anxiety & depression can make you feel like everyone hates you, but you deserve it

Paranoia, however, causes you to think everyone wants to hurt you, and they're wrong for it, so you become overprotective.

Paranoia can cause you to be mean and even attack others before they do the same. It can often be confused for Narcissistic Personality Disorder in a lot of cases, because you may seem like you think you're better than everyone, when in reality you are just certain everyone is trying to hurt you.

Anxiety is your natural fight or flight response, your impulse, your stress, and usually, your need to "be better". When paired with disordered depression, it become disordered too, and make you an overthinker. It can cause you to feel worthless and like everyone thinks you're worthless. It can cause you to misread situations. It make you seem lazy or tired all the time. It can make you feel like a detective (unlike paranoia, which makes you feel like a famous criminal on the run).

Paranoia is usually rooted in an anxiety disorder paired with delusions (or Paranoid Personality Disorder)

While Anxiety is just part of everyone. And disordered anxiety is usually a sign of general mental health issues.

[did you guess the subject yet? No? Take a moment before you open it.]

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So in conclusion, Roman has PPD (and NOT NPD), and Virgil just has an anxiety disorder.

[it's Sanders Sides, like everything else in my life]

[collecting-stories]

King of my Heart - Jay Halstead

Request: Hi! Can i request King Of My Heart with Jay Halstead?❤️ 

A/N: I just really like the idea of Jay with like a firefighter s/o. I think I've written like two other fics with him and a firefighter s/o, pretend they're all interconnected lol.

TS Anthology Series | One Chicago Masterlist

...is this the end of all the endings?...

Dating with your schedule was not easy. Finding time to actually connect with people outside of work was next to impossible, especially since you’d taken on some paramedicine shifts for Sylvie on your days off from the Firehouse.

While you were trying not to rush into things or make any assumptions about whether dating was the correct term, you’d been spending a lot of time with Jay in recent weeks. You’d volunteered to help at a city garden that Trudy helped organize and he’d been there too and you’d both sort of clicked (at least that’s how you described it to Stella later on because you were too hesitant to admit that Jay had pretty much stuck to your side that whole day and asked you for drinks immediately after).  

“I just don’t wanna like...move too fast.” You explained, pulling your shirt over your head and fixing your hair, “like, okay...what if it’s just supposed to be like a casual thing and I make it this big thing in my head that it isn’t? Then I feel stupid and I can never show my face when he’s around.��� 

“Listen, if it’s casual, he’s the one who should feel stupid. You’re a total catch,” Stella replied, always ready to be your cheerleader when you were feeling insecure about something. “You are a total badass, you’re on Squad. You don’t need some guy and he’s lucky you’re giving him the time of day.” 

“I wouldn’t go that far.” 

“I would!” Stella insisted, “you don’t need him, don’t feel like you need validation or something.” 

“I don’t. I’ll admit I’m okay single but, it is kinda nice having someone...I don’t know, want to put in the effort after a long shift. I mean, it’s not like we have easy jobs.” You replied, grabbing your duffel from the bench and slinging it over your shoulder. “I guess I just want some clarification. Are we dating? Is he thinking this could be something more serious? Is he even looking for something more serious?” 

“Are you?” She deadpanned as you both made your way out of the locker room. Most of the other third shift had left already but Stella had hung back with you while you showered, mostly to listen to you have a mini-crisis over your budding relationship with Jay.  

“I feel like I could be.” You shrugged, “that sounds stupid but like, sometimes I just look at him and think like, yeah I could do this every day of my life. That’s really fucking scary Stella...like...” 

You trailed off as you made it out onto the driveway and saw Jay’s pickup parked out front. He was standing there on the passenger side, leaning against the truck and when he saw you he smiled. Stella nudged your ribs playfully before giving you a silent wave goodbye and heading to her car.  

“Hey,” you called out as you got closer, “don’t you have work?”  

“Caught a double yesterday, just got off like an hour ago.” Jay replied, “Figured if you don’t have plans this morning you might wanna get breakfast?”  

“Oh my god yes, I’m starving,” you said, letting Jay take the bag off your shoulder and toss it in the back of his truck. “Herrmann has a new candidate and he offered to make dinner last night-” you shuddered and Jay laughed. 

“That bad?” 

“Terrible! And we ended up getting a call anyway so basically...no dinner.” 

Jay shot you a sympathetic look over middle console, “Shit baby, I’m sorry.” 

You felt yourself warm up at the sound of him calling you baby. You weren’t much for pet names but somehow hearing the word out of Jay’s mouth squashed all the worries you’d been keeping close to your chest.  

- 

“Jay!” You whispered, trying not to laugh and draw anyone’s attention, though most everyone in the house was asleep at this hour. Aside from Herrmann who had gotten stuck on night shift and was currently trying to keep his eyes open to reruns of Lets Make a Deal in the common room. He had ears like a hawk though and you knew he’d come snooping if he heard commotion. “We’re gonna get in trouble.” 

Jay smiled against your neck, placing another kiss there before responding, “I don’t work here so technically...” 

“Well don’t get me in trouble then!” You replied, unable to stop a laugh from escaping this time as you bumped into the washing machine.  

It was nearly one in the morning when Jay had shown up at the firehouse, texting you and telling you to let him in the back door. He’d just gotten off work and you still had six more hours on shift but it was officially your six month anniversary and he was surprisingly sentimental. Although you weren’t sure that making out in the laundry room like two horny teenagers was exactly sentimental.  

You didn’t get much time to consider anything at all because the siren went off, the overhead voice alerting the firehouse, “Truck 81, Engine 51, Squad 3, Ambulance 61.” 

“I have to go,” you insisted, pulling away, “Jay, I have to go.”  

“I know, I know.” He let go of you, stepping away so you could head out to the apparatus. He followed behind you, careful to stay out of the way, stopping at the Squad table. 

“I knew I heard something!” Herrmann laughed, walking through the double doors with Ritter, “Sneaking around the firehouse like a couple a kids!”  

You did your best to ignore Herrmann as you geared up, stealing one more kiss from Jay, “I’ll see you after shift?” 

“Yeah, I’ll pick you up.” 

“Get in the rig lovebird!” Tony called out the window and you rolled your eyes before climbing up into the back with him and Capp.  

You couldn’t resist a last glance out the window as you pulled out into the street, Jay standing there with his hands in his pockets, watching you and grinning. By the time you got to the fire, you’d be clear headed and ready to work but until then, you’d let yourself be a little lovestruck.  

[rexferg]

so, you’re telling me that hailey, who didn’t take off her ring for the presumably months that jay didn’t answer his phone (not even when she found out he applied for an extension from his supervisor!), who never once talked shit on his name, who leaves him messages telling him she understands, who encapsulated their apartment from the time her husband left, who said “miss you, love you” maybe 24 hours before, just decided to take off her ring on her own accord and we’re supposed to believe that? that’s the storyline they think we’ll buy into? it’s not an honorable memory for jay halstead because jay halstead would never do that. it’s a shitty take on a couple who fought tooth and nail to be together when they were put through the ringer. two characters that stood by each other’s sides, brought each other out from the dark time and time again both as partners, friends, boyfriend and girlfriend, and husband and wife who were summed up to both doing something as an act of self preservation when their only form of actually self preservation in the shithole that is intelligence was ALWAYS EACH OTHER! hailey should have never been put in the position she’s in, but sadly, with the way the writing has been going for her all season… she’s a ghost of who she is at the core. she can’t just endure trauma after trauma and be expected to be okay at the end of it all. especially when the people she has in their life either 1) can’t be bothered to care about her at all (looking at the team who has known her for years tbh because what the fuck?) or 2) continuously abuse her vulnerability as a means to wear her down. the latter of which hank voight does all the time. he’s either scolding her or pretending like he cares, all in the name of achieving a certain outcome. sometimes both at the same time. last night was a perfect example. the hailey that sits and drinks with him and apparently takes relationship advice isn’t OUR hailey. it’s not the hailey who was pissed that this man was dragging her husband down with him like he also tried to do to her. so, who is this version of hailey upton aside from someone who thinks they deserve the pain they keep putting her through? how did “i swear to you that we’re going to get through this because you’re the love of my life” turn into ignoring phone calls and never coming home and “miss you, love you” turn into hailey taking off her ring? it’s a joke. it’s pain for the sake of pain. there’s no light that comes from any of this. it’s not growth or healing or digging yourself out from the dirt. it’s inexcusably bad writing.

tracy deserves better. jesse deserves better. hailey and jay, both as characters and as the couple we all know and love, deserve better. my heart hurts for them. and for us.

[borderline-culture-is]

PD-TS with BPD traits culture is meeting someone with BPD and wanting to tell them because omg hiii fellow(?) cluster b, but also knowing that you wouldn't be able to handle another rejection from your mom if she found out because you already cried WAY too much when she told you that she told me that an entirely different diagnosis was not the "answer you were looking for." I know she thinks I don't have a PD, but I still believe I do, yet if she told me I didn't have a PD, then the self-doubting would start again even though I wouldn't actually agree with her because I hate it when people trust themselves over me about my own internal experiences-

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[neopronouns]

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pd-ts with dpd and avpd traits flag for @teddyhearts!

tags: @mad-pride | dni link

[littletissueghosts]

fuck people who make "y*ndere" content about stuff clearly intended to be about being Cluster B or BPD in a non-fetishy way. Y'all already have so much. Let us have our bit.

[clownfire]

Okay okay okay... quick WoD Prime Defenders AU

The New Haven Defenders is a rag-tag hunter group founded by the humans Jade Ngô and Xavier Gonzales, later recruiting former wrestler Alan June. As well as... well let's call them 'controversial hires' within the hunter community; the reckless but well meaning werewolf Dakota Damascus of the Cole pack, William Wisp - the clanless vampire looking for a cure, and Vyncent Sol, a young man who hears the voices of avenging angels, who imbue him with supernatural abilities that rival those of the monsters they task him to slay.

Recently the group have taken in two victims of a Tzimitze elder, Summer Dileo and Doug Hudson, who they are in many ways stuck with, as living masquerade breeches.