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Why am I such a fuck up?
All I ever do is fuck things up. My life, my friendships, any relationship I had in the past. Something is wrong with me, I'm a curse.
#mental health awareness#mental health#fake friends#no one likes me#no one wants me#all alone#blog#fake people#emo songs#songs#whats wrong with me#such a fuck up#mentally fucked up#unstable#self hate#i ruin everything#loser#pathetic loser#stupid#waste of space#loner#the mistake#everyone's burden
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mmmmmmm not feeling good today
#nothing like disappointing & frustrating the person who's usually v patient & understanding with you#to really make you feel like a pathetic and useless waste of space 🙃#can't function like a normal person can't do simple things what is even the fucking POINT of you#might've just fucked my ability to do anything at all today. just to add insult to injury.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#personal cw#negative cw
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i dont have a point to living anymore
im just an annoyance to my friends.
hell thats if they could even call me that
they hate me.
they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate m they hate me.
i dont know what to do about it anymlre
they hate me.
its justified
but i cant change it
everything is only getting worse
everything is only going to get worse
why am i so stupid
why would i ever think they loved me
why would i ever think they liked me
why am i such an awful person
why dont they just tell me to fucking kill myself already
why am i waiting
why
why.
#j’s a bloody mess#im forgettable.#im no one.#i never will be either.#so then whats the point right?#why even bother trying#no one would care#no one would actually care#hell no one would notice#maybe once after two weeks at most#it wouldnt matter#itd be for the better if i did#i'm a waste of space and resources#everyone would be better off without me#the only thing stopping me is my own selfishness#its disgusting.#why cant i try to do something good for at least once in my pathetic life
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oh I haven't felt this level of hopelessness in years
what even is the point. wanna throw out all the useless crap I've amassed over the years, the clothes, the cds, the dvds, the books, the plushies, the electronics, the art supplies, the piles of sketchbooks, just go out into the forest and die
#feeling so small and alone. just a little kid who wants his mama#but i never really had a mama. sure have a mother but she's never been there for me emotionally#I've always been a bother a burden an embarrassment. unloved. no support beyond a place to live and food on the table#i shouldve never been born#stupid useless pathetic waste of space
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I'm sorry I am stressful, and I am lazy, and I don't look after things properly, and I leave things in places they shouldn't be, and for not being happier, and for not bringing more income to have less worries, and for not being very pretty, and for not doing my hair/makeup all the time, and for not being slimmer, and for eating all the time, and for wearing the same clothes all the time, and for not having things organized or prepared, and for not being serious, and not being more understanding, and for not doing as much as I can to make things better, and for not being a better person, and for being so sensitive/emotional, and for not being more fun, and for being kind of a loser in life, and for procrastinating everything, and for not being more successful, and for not making you proud, and for not having many skills, and for not being more independent, and for everything in general.........
I'm surprised that anyone even bothers to stay around me and my dwindling, chaotic, pathetic life.
#why am i like this#i ruin everything#failure#anxious and overwhelmed#i wish i was better#why does this always happen#i hate my body#not worth it#not pretty enough#why do you stay#im pathetic#chaotic thoughts#im a burden#i want to disappear#anxiety#depression#empty space#story of my life#waste of time
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#I'm literally never going to own a home of my own#I'm going to live and die in the same house as my parents and I'm never going to have my own space to call my own#to make my own or to spread out and have my own space#People wonder why I don't feel like a fucking adult#and I can tell them plain as day that it's because I live at home with no job and all I do all day is draw read and look at fucking#fictional shit all day#sure I work on the property but so fucking what#I'm still just wasting away at home with no life no friends nothing to do#I dont want to volunteer anywhere because it's only hard labor shit and I cant physically do those things#and the only other volunteer shit around me is church stuff and I will NOT be helping any churches anywhere fucking ever for anyone#idk#I try to meet people and I have nothing to talk about#everyone else seems to be having their own lives with shit going on and multiple social circles and here I am unable to even string togethe#more than two sentences because it usually only takes that long to get to “so what do you do?” and I have to figure out a way to explain#that I'm living at home with no job no friends and no life in a way that doesn't look fucking pathetic as fuck#I'm not well educated so I just fall behind in most conversation#I can't contribute so whats the fucking point#The only people I have to talk to are my parents because what else am I gonna do? I can't keep complaining to you guys all the time#not like it's going to change anything#if anything it will just make people avoid me more for always being a fucking downer all the time#my parents vaguely get my frustration but they can't do anything#not like we have money or connections of any kind so there's no 'setting me up' with other people my age#honestly I just wish the fucking internet would go away#maybe then more people would get out of their houses and go outside and meet people#idk i'm just fucking done with everything#I'm so numb and so tired and so lonely and I don't know what it is I want because every time I meet someone knew it's like I can't get clos#I don't feel ready for a relationship but I also feel like I'm fucking wasting away alone by myself and I really crave closeness#but I'm also not a dating person#I'm not here to waste another 5 years to someone just fucking around#i want a life time relationship
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I’ve reached the point in fucked families where my mom has put an 6,7,8 yr old me as the reason for all the fuckedness. I’m still laughing in joe Biden face lol. I haven’t even had any stimulants drink or drug. Just took it stone cold sober as a gofer. A lot has happened in the past hr after I was doing spring Sunday cleaning before a new season cause I’m trying I’m fucking trying for what my g omggg ommmddd. What a sad parental end for a sad only child who they should’ve never had. Ah well it is what it is Que sera sera I’m numb in the stunned and institutionalized way. All I have is my mind now I guess. I pray I don’t lose it, I pray I use it the way I want to need to. The Hand of God, don’t come undone.
Welp Monday work and appointments and bill paying and budget crunching and caregiving for capable mother drugs and hopefully some fun.
#paybillsanddie
#insert evil eye emoji in ocd threes#shoutout everything everywhere all at once#tragic#pathetic#sad#gas lit to diarrhea mush and a cowardice piece of shit#happy Father’s Day mom#2024#am I a decent human being? waste of space? in the way luggage?
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wow how fuckin stupid of me to think i was capable of doing something as simple as a fucking bead bracelet, something that like seven year old children are capable of making. is there anything in this world i can’t fuck up?
#it's been so long since i've made any meaningful kind of art at all#apparently even this is beyond me. wow. feeling truly like a pathetic waste of space right now#negative -
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here's an idea. Hal coming back Wrong from a mission, angrier than he's ever been, but also dipping dangerously deeper and deeper into self hate, and everyone's giving him space thinking that's what he needs but he takes it the wrong way.
except for Guy. Guy who is always there to make him angry and realize what an asshole he's being. and Guy who holds Hal in his arms when Hal tries to fight him, holds him tight until Hal stops trying to punch him and just sags in Guy's arms and shakes.
Hal holds onto Guy too then, burying his face in Guy's shoulder and inhaling deeply as he shakes. and Guy stays and stays and stays, waiting for Hal, and that certainty that he'll always be there is what helps Hal the most.
#blob post#guyhal#thinking how through everything Guy is always There. always having hope and faith in Hal#even at their worst. Guy never gives up on him#like how in the 90s they're at each other's throats but Guy is like why are you like this why are you wasting your potential why do you#want to be alone! why are you so pathetic! etc etc etc#and then when Hal is in space saying ah. finally. alone at last. and Guy comes barrelling in with no grace and says HEY DIDYA MISS ME#yeah
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The best Glee season 4 moment will forever be Santana’s roast of Sam in Diva right before she completely demolishes him. Not that he’s even worthy of singing a duet with someone on her level
#Santana said the truth that everyone knows he’s mediocre and pathetic#his impressions suck#anti-Sam Evans#he’s unfunny#literally the biggest waste of space character#actually mediocre is being too generous#I wish he never became a character I stg imagine how much better Glee would be
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I wish I was peak active when everyone else is peak active.
#why tf do i have to be 5 hiurs late for everything#commenting on posts that are three convos late and 7 hours ago is kinda weird.#annoying. late.#the sorrowful sour mood time of the week is approaching so i should just crawl into my hole and stop being a bother and useless#already a bit of a waste of space in this house. shouldnt be the same online see.#im 99% sure the reason i havent ended it all already is bc even in death id be an inconvenience. but bigger.#so i say alive and pathetic and a bit of a less inconvenience but not bc i want to.#nemos thoughts
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baby steps too big. need something smaller
#i honestly feel so fucking pathetic#like I know productivity doesnt define your worth. but. idk I am literally just wasting space at this point#egg talks
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My favoritism is Obvious
Tfw I spent all the rest of my money buying bow upgrades for The Boy
In an entirely predictable move, I'm pretty sure he's my favorite
#speculation nation#engage spoilers/#he's like a mix of my favs from two other games. felix and takumi lol#he even looks like felix. though his personality couldnt be more different lmfaoo#but that same sort of Little Brother Syndrome that both felix and takumi have...#never feeling like they can surpass their elder brother.. feeling Jealousy about it... & other feelings for felix but this aint about him#combine felix's appearance with takumi's bow skill (& slightly more pathetic mannerisms) and U get alcryst#alcryst is so... sopping wet pathetic. the absolute most pathetic boy in existence#putting himself down CONSTANTLY. extreme sense of inferiority to his Model Crown Prince brother#alcryst keeps making comments about being a waste of space and i wanna take him by the shoulders and tell him#YOU ARE AN AMAZING ARCHER. BEST IN MY ARMY. INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT MEMBER. I LOVE YOU.#he looks So cool when he's not literally prostrating himself for unknowingly shooting at the divine dragon. lmao#but yea he's everything i love in a fictional character. Angsty boy with elder sibling issues. apparently that's a constant for my favs#also I HAD HIM WITH LIEF. IT WAS SUCH A GOOD COMBO. BUT THEN THEY TOOK MY RINGS AWAY 😠😠😠😠#dont worry alcryst i'll get ur emblem ring back. at some point...#also between the upgrades and engraving on the killer bow. it now has a 67% crit rate#which is kind of INSANE. this is a bow of Fuck You#i love having archers that are a death sentence.#even better is that with 'canter' he can go up. one-shot someone. then dart back behind the line#he's got a decent defense but at the end of the day he's an archer. a glass canon. GOD i love him so much#both as a unit and as a character. sopping wet tissue of a boy. i love him
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i wish i didn’t wake up :)
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I don't know why but I just feel sad 🥺
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#anon thank you for your msg I read it and I fully empathise with you#I just don’t want to post stuff abt the haters as to not validate them and draw them#to this safe space I want to protect#something I would love to put to all those people is:#could they even imagine achieving a micro inch of what Scott did in his career#could they even imagine breaking a sweat trying to become the best at something#could they deal with the heart break he and T felt not only hard losses#but building their relationship up from nothing when it seemed all was lost#I know this shit gets talked about and it makes me want to scream#they aren’t gonna stop because they are pathetic losers with not heart or empathy#and they can continue shouting into the void with their hate#because TS are going to continue living their best lives#both in the continuing partnership and friendship#*their#and with the other people in their lives who love and cherish them#thats what matters to them#and it’s what matters to me that there is a space to leave and appreciate everything that’s amazing and inspiring about them#*love#I wish myself and we who actually love them didn’t have to share this space with disgusting vial wastes of humanity#all I can say is do you best to ignore all that crap coz the less attention they get the more#likely they will move on to something actually worth criticising#this is a space for love and appreciation and it will always be that way ❤️🩹#also I just so happened to be watching a game show and the question was about the phrase:#‘cowards die many times before their deaths’#just thought that was fitting for this matter 😌
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