#pathetic waste of space

[sp00kysk3lly]

Why am I such a fuck up?

All I ever do is fuck things up. My life, my friendships, any relationship I had in the past. Something is wrong with me, I'm a curse.

[byanyan]

mmmmmmm not feeling good today

[somebody-crying-on-the-phone]

I feel like everything I say is a waste of peoples time.

~ Like nobody fucking cares what you have to say so shut your fucking mouth ~

[robinsnest2111]

oh I haven't felt this level of hopelessness in years

what even is the point. wanna throw out all the useless crap I've amassed over the years, the clothes, the cds, the dvds, the books, the plushies, the electronics, the art supplies, the piles of sketchbooks, just go out into the forest and die

[xthefaultisminex]

I'm sorry I am stressful, and I am lazy, and I don't look after things properly, and I leave things in places they shouldn't be, and for not being happier, and for not bringing more income to have less worries, and for not being very pretty, and for not doing my hair/makeup all the time, and for not being slimmer, and for eating all the time, and for wearing the same clothes all the time, and for not having things organized or prepared, and for not being serious, and not being more understanding, and for not doing as much as I can to make things better, and for not being a better person, and for being so sensitive/emotional, and for not being more fun, and for being kind of a loser in life, and for procrastinating everything, and for not being more successful, and for not making you proud, and for not having many skills, and for not being more independent, and for everything in general.........

I'm surprised that anyone even bothers to stay around me and my dwindling, chaotic, pathetic life.

[thediktatortot]

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[bayrad]

Fandoms are some of the worst forms of communities on the internet, but the Tolkien fandom is by far one of the worst out there.

[subtlesolitude-tailoredtaste]

I’ve reached the point in fucked families where my mom has put an 6,7,8 yr old me as the reason for all the fuckedness. I’m still laughing in joe Biden face lol. I haven’t even had any stimulants drink or drug. Just took it stone cold sober as a gofer. A lot has happened in the past hr after I was doing spring Sunday cleaning before a new season cause I’m trying I’m fucking trying for what my g omggg ommmddd. What a sad parental end for a sad only child who they should’ve never had. Ah well it is what it is Que sera sera I’m numb in the stunned and institutionalized way. All I have is my mind now I guess. I pray I don’t lose it, I pray I use it the way I want to need to. The Hand of God, don’t come undone.

Welp Monday work and appointments and bill paying and budget crunching and caregiving for capable mother drugs and hopefully some fun.

#paybillsanddie

[kamek]

wow how fuckin stupid of me to think i was capable of doing something as simple as a fucking bead bracelet, something that like seven year old children are capable of making. is there anything in this world i can’t fuck up?

[wajjs]

here's an idea. Hal coming back Wrong from a mission, angrier than he's ever been, but also dipping dangerously deeper and deeper into self hate, and everyone's giving him space thinking that's what he needs but he takes it the wrong way.

except for Guy. Guy who is always there to make him angry and realize what an asshole he's being. and Guy who holds Hal in his arms when Hal tries to fight him, holds him tight until Hal stops trying to punch him and just sags in Guy's arms and shakes.

Hal holds onto Guy too then, burying his face in Guy's shoulder and inhaling deeply as he shakes. and Guy stays and stays and stays, waiting for Hal, and that certainty that he'll always be there is what helps Hal the most.

[sohemotional]

The best Glee season 4 moment will forever be Santana’s roast of Sam in Diva right before she completely demolishes him. Not that he’s even worthy of singing a duet with someone on her level

[sanguinewolves]

yk she may be the favorite but at least i dont get my insults word for word from my father.

[bluebellhairpin]

I wish I was peak active when everyone else is peak active.

[eggthew]

baby steps too big. need something smaller

[orcelito]

My favoritism is Obvious

Tfw I spent all the rest of my money buying bow upgrades for The Boy

In an entirely predictable move, I'm pretty sure he's my favorite

[pessimisticprincess]

i wish i didn’t wake up :)