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massiveloserfemcel · 10 days ago

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sp00kysk3lly · 2 years ago

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Why am I such a fuck up?

All I ever do is fuck things up. My life, my friendships, any relationship I had in the past. Something is wrong with me, I'm a curse.

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byanyan · 4 months ago

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mmmmmmm not feeling good today

#nothing like disappointing & frustrating the person who's usually v patient & understanding with you #to really make you feel like a pathetic and useless waste of space 🙃#can't function like a normal person can't do simple things what is even the fucking POINT of you #might've just fucked my ability to do anything at all today. just to add insult to injury.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#personal cw #negative cw

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nightmare8-420 · 2 months ago

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i dont have a point to living anymore

im just an annoyance to my friends.

hell thats if they could even call me that

they hate me.

they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate m they hate me.

i dont know what to do about it anymlre

they hate me.

its justified

but i cant change it

everything is only getting worse

everything is only going to get worse

why am i so stupid

why would i ever think they loved me

why would i ever think they liked me

why am i such an awful person

why dont they just tell me to fucking kill myself already

why am i waiting

why

why.

#j’s a bloody mess #im forgettable.#im no one.#i never will be either.#so then whats the point right?#why even bother trying #no one would care #no one would actually care #hell no one would notice #maybe once after two weeks at most #it wouldnt matter #itd be for the better if i did #i'm a waste of space and resources #everyone would be better off without me #the only thing stopping me is my own selfishness #its disgusting.#why cant i try to do something good for at least once in my pathetic life

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robinsnest2111 · 3 months ago

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oh I haven't felt this level of hopelessness in years

what even is the point. wanna throw out all the useless crap I've amassed over the years, the clothes, the cds, the dvds, the books, the plushies, the electronics, the art supplies, the piles of sketchbooks, just go out into the forest and die

#feeling so small and alone. just a little kid who wants his mama #but i never really had a mama. sure have a mother but she's never been there for me emotionally #I've always been a bother a burden an embarrassment. unloved. no support beyond a place to live and food on the table #i shouldve never been born #stupid useless pathetic waste of space

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xthefaultisminex · 2 years ago

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I'm sorry I am stressful, and I am lazy, and I don't look after things properly, and I leave things in places they shouldn't be, and for not being happier, and for not bringing more income to have less worries, and for not being very pretty, and for not doing my hair/makeup all the time, and for not being slimmer, and for eating all the time, and for wearing the same clothes all the time, and for not having things organized or prepared, and for not being serious, and not being more understanding, and for not doing as much as I can to make things better, and for not being a better person, and for being so sensitive/emotional, and for not being more fun, and for being kind of a loser in life, and for procrastinating everything, and for not being more successful, and for not making you proud, and for not having many skills, and for not being more independent, and for everything in general.........

I'm surprised that anyone even bothers to stay around me and my dwindling, chaotic, pathetic life.

#why am i like this #i ruin everything #failure #anxious and overwhelmed #i wish i was better #why does this always happen #i hate my body #not worth it #not pretty enough #why do you stay #im pathetic #chaotic thoughts #im a burden #i want to disappear #anxiety #depression #empty space #story of my life #waste of time

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thediktatortot · 1 year ago

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#I'm literally never going to own a home of my own #I'm going to live and die in the same house as my parents and I'm never going to have my own space to call my own #to make my own or to spread out and have my own space #People wonder why I don't feel like a fucking adult #and I can tell them plain as day that it's because I live at home with no job and all I do all day is draw read and look at fucking #fictional shit all day #sure I work on the property but so fucking what #I'm still just wasting away at home with no life no friends nothing to do #I dont want to volunteer anywhere because it's only hard labor shit and I cant physically do those things #and the only other volunteer shit around me is church stuff and I will NOT be helping any churches anywhere fucking ever for anyone #idk #I try to meet people and I have nothing to talk about #everyone else seems to be having their own lives with shit going on and multiple social circles and here I am unable to even string togethe #more than two sentences because it usually only takes that long to get to “so what do you do?” and I have to figure out a way to explain #that I'm living at home with no job no friends and no life in a way that doesn't look fucking pathetic as fuck #I'm not well educated so I just fall behind in most conversation #I can't contribute so whats the fucking point #The only people I have to talk to are my parents because what else am I gonna do? I can't keep complaining to you guys all the time #not like it's going to change anything #if anything it will just make people avoid me more for always being a fucking downer all the time #my parents vaguely get my frustration but they can't do anything #not like we have money or connections of any kind so there's no 'setting me up' with other people my age #honestly I just wish the fucking internet would go away #maybe then more people would get out of their houses and go outside and meet people #idk i'm just fucking done with everything #I'm so numb and so tired and so lonely and I don't know what it is I want because every time I meet someone knew it's like I can't get clos #I don't feel ready for a relationship but I also feel like I'm fucking wasting away alone by myself and I really crave closeness #but I'm also not a dating person #I'm not here to waste another 5 years to someone just fucking around #i want a life time relationship

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subtlesolitude-tailoredtaste · 8 months ago

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I’ve reached the point in fucked families where my mom has put an 6,7,8 yr old me as the reason for all the fuckedness. I’m still laughing in joe Biden face lol. I haven’t even had any stimulants drink or drug. Just took it stone cold sober as a gofer. A lot has happened in the past hr after I was doing spring Sunday cleaning before a new season cause I’m trying I’m fucking trying for what my g omggg ommmddd. What a sad parental end for a sad only child who they should’ve never had. Ah well it is what it is Que sera sera I’m numb in the stunned and institutionalized way. All I have is my mind now I guess. I pray I don’t lose it, I pray I use it the way I want to need to. The Hand of God, don’t come undone.

Welp Monday work and appointments and bill paying and budget crunching and caregiving for capable mother drugs and hopefully some fun.

#paybillsanddie

#insert evil eye emoji in ocd threes #shoutout everything everywhere all at once #tragic #pathetic #sad #gas lit to diarrhea mush and a cowardice piece of shit #happy Father’s Day mom #2024 #am I a decent human being? waste of space? in the way luggage?

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kamek · 1 year ago

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wow how fuckin stupid of me to think i was capable of doing something as simple as a fucking bead bracelet, something that like seven year old children are capable of making. is there anything in this world i can’t fuck up?

#it's been so long since i've made any meaningful kind of art at all #apparently even this is beyond me. wow. feeling truly like a pathetic waste of space right now #negative -

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bluebellhairpin · 2 years ago

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I wish I was peak active when everyone else is peak active.

#why tf do i have to be 5 hiurs late for everything #commenting on posts that are three convos late and 7 hours ago is kinda weird.#annoying. late.#the sorrowful sour mood time of the week is approaching so i should just crawl into my hole and stop being a bother and useless #already a bit of a waste of space in this house. shouldnt be the same online see.#im 99% sure the reason i havent ended it all already is bc even in death id be an inconvenience. but bigger.#so i say alive and pathetic and a bit of a less inconvenience but not bc i want to.#nemos thoughts

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eggthew · 2 years ago

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baby steps too big. need something smaller

#i honestly feel so fucking pathetic #like I know productivity doesnt define your worth. but. idk I am literally just wasting space at this point #egg talks

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orcelito · 2 years ago

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My favoritism is Obvious

Tfw I spent all the rest of my money buying bow upgrades for The Boy

In an entirely predictable move, I'm pretty sure he's my favorite

#speculation nation #engage spoilers/#he's like a mix of my favs from two other games. felix and takumi lol #he even looks like felix. though his personality couldnt be more different lmfaoo #but that same sort of Little Brother Syndrome that both felix and takumi have...#never feeling like they can surpass their elder brother.. feeling Jealousy about it... & other feelings for felix but this aint about him #combine felix's appearance with takumi's bow skill (& slightly more pathetic mannerisms) and U get alcryst #alcryst is so... sopping wet pathetic. the absolute most pathetic boy in existence #putting himself down CONSTANTLY. extreme sense of inferiority to his Model Crown Prince brother #alcryst keeps making comments about being a waste of space and i wanna take him by the shoulders and tell him #YOU ARE AN AMAZING ARCHER. BEST IN MY ARMY. INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT MEMBER. I LOVE YOU.#he looks So cool when he's not literally prostrating himself for unknowingly shooting at the divine dragon. lmao #but yea he's everything i love in a fictional character. Angsty boy with elder sibling issues. apparently that's a constant for my favs #also I HAD HIM WITH LIEF. IT WAS SUCH A GOOD COMBO. BUT THEN THEY TOOK MY RINGS AWAY 😠😠😠😠#dont worry alcryst i'll get ur emblem ring back. at some point...#also between the upgrades and engraving on the killer bow. it now has a 67% crit rate #which is kind of INSANE. this is a bow of Fuck You #i love having archers that are a death sentence.#even better is that with 'canter' he can go up. one-shot someone. then dart back behind the line #he's got a decent defense but at the end of the day he's an archer. a glass canon. GOD i love him so much #both as a unit and as a character. sopping wet tissue of a boy. i love him

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pessimisticprincess · 2 years ago

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i wish i didn’t wake up :)

#stupid pathetic waste of space who ruins everything #i just don’t even understand myself

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feeling-some-type-of-gayyy · 2 years ago

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I don't know why but I just feel sad 🥺

#personal #sad #lonely #idk #talking shit #pathetic #loser #waste of space

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horrificvibe · 26 days ago

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Seeing a lot of “my authoritarian government is better than your authoritarian government” motherfuckers on my home page right now. I don’t care how much I hate America I am not going to sell my soul and become a commie cock sucker throat tickling the scrotum of Xi Jinping and the CCP just because a stupid app was banned. Fuck off you dirty ass musty tankie.

#god you're pathetic #dumb as rocks #waste of space and air

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demigirl-demigod · 2 months ago

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I’m so sick of being the only fucking person in this family who has their shit together

#my sister just texted me to tell me that our mom is having a full breakdown about Christmas #bc my grandma #her mom #had surgery a few weeks ago and needs help with everything #and my mom’s sister stayed for a week and then fucked off to her second home 2 hours away #even though she’s retired and literally has no obligation to be there #and both of her sons #who are my cousins #are fucking useless despite being nearly twice my age #like they barely can even take care of themselves #bc my aunt and grandma do everything for them #and my dad is a useless waste of space human being #im not even going to get into that #my sister is probably trying to help but she honestly can barely take care of herself too #despite being almost 21 #my brother more or less has his shit together but unfortunately he is 17 #and suffering from the very real diseases of being 17 #also my mom has no confidence in her ability to take initiative or adult despite being in her 50s #so like I’m not surprised she’s having a breakdown #im just upset that I’m probably going to have to go rescue them all again #I was supposed to have this week off to relax before going there for the holidays #but now idk if that will happen #all of these adults who are more than twice my age and none of them can do shit #it’s just pathetic that they have to call the 25 year old grandchild to come save their asses bc they can’t function #vent #vent post #rant #oldest daughter

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