#oughhhh this is going on my wall

[antikr1sta]

'samu.. stop looking at me like that >:(

im falling behind on exam assignments and just suffering in general but at least there's mackerel T~T

[smiley-maize]

We're super happy to introduce you and your noodles to some quality enrichment toys! Your girl looks like she's having the time of her life!

And in awe from the fanart too!!! You captured his silly smile and shiny eyes so we'll I'm in love 💖

Baby girl loves her baby toys. She and her sister have fun looping through more than one at a time, now that they are longer.

[scalpelsister]

dark justiciar shadowheart is genuinely so interesting to me as like... a facet to her character. like it really hammers home how desperate she is for shar's love and affection (+ the validation and love from other worshipers of shar). like in a lot of ways I get that it seems shocking to others / some fans because it really does contradict some of the morals we see her express BUT imo that just speaks to the level of desperation she feels. her comments on how shar "must" love her for her to survive the shadowcursed lands, or the bit where she talks about shar nurturing her and loving her and sounds... almost more like shes trying to convince herself more than shes trying to convince you. theres a bit about other sharrans not thinking she had earned her name, and of course the mother superior not thinking she was ready / worthy of being a dark justiciar. like shes just so completely desperate to feel unconditionally and securely loved, and to earn the approval of others that shes entirely willing to injure herself in the process (as well as.... the people who actually love her, of course).

not to mention that mechanically, afaik, she can only end up there if shes encouraged to by the player. ie... she needs to know someone else approves.

[autisticfishlizard]

VIV WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME OH MY GOD OUGHHGGGGBAUGHGAGHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAGVSBDUHUHHUHHHHBBBBHRFHBGFVBDHDBDBXBJXJDHDHJSJ THAT WAS SO MUCH TO UNPACK HURGHHHH

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

The secret to good school is good funding. One day, I dream of a world where all schools have options for their children. Personally, I think it's pretty important for that sort of thing to start out early. See if you're actually into that think BEFORE you're 100k in debt and hating your life.

My area has some awesome architecture. One time, I wanted to do a project on it, and my teacher said it was too complicated. I cried, like genuinely left that class, found a place to sit down, and just cried. The buildings were pretty, and I wanted to talk about them. I really do love the amount of thought put into those buildings. The people who made them are dead, but their art is still there. A bunch of dudes 100 years ago sat down and designed this theater. Then more came in and built it. And here I am, sitting there.

Architecture is so awesome in the way that it's interactive. It can survive longer than any human.

definitely!! being able to explore interests before you gotta choose one for your career is soso important i rlly wish i got to try out some more shit before i had to settle on smth

also sameee my city has a lot of old architecture (especially my school. some of the buildings are falling apart but they're very old and very pretty) and im like just in awe of it like architecture is an art but it's more than an art because unlike a lot of art it's not just something to look at it's somewhere someone lives or works or goes with friends and makes memories like a lot of art doesnt have a practical function but architecture does and it serves as a setting for so much of people's lives and that's really impactful and so awesome because there's architecture everywhere and it's all so beautiful *dreamy sigh*

also sucks that ur teacher sucked i hate when teachers/profs won't let you do projects on what ur passionate abt like passion is the basis of learning why aren't u supporting that....

[venomgender]

my actual new years resolution js to read + finish the orv novel so i can stop being scared of spoilers

[liinos]

Need a major life upheaval this shit can't go on 😭😭😭

[gu6chan]

positive vagueposting anon if u see this just know im not ignoring you but have read that so many times im still in shock and have been trying to formulate some kind of coherent response to that for most of the day because while i was expecting peak i evidentially was not prepared for it. anon, holy shit

[koifsssh]

MY HKNEST REACITINNAHAAAAAAAAAAAA

A Dreamer among the stars...

heheee couldn't resist drawing @koifsssh little guyyyy. Rainy, ohhhh Rainy my beloved...He's just a guy (he lives in my heart you guys I love him sm)

[carmendeiact2whenplz]

I'm going to sound a little schizo here but hear me out:

The anemo gnosis venti gave signora is fake, and we will be returning to mondstadt at some point in the story

My reason for saying this is in the scene where venti has the gnosis taken is around the gnosis there's this weird windy pattern that is almost identical to the animation around the holy lyre when he "fixes" it. Suspicious, no?

My second reason for this is signora has the only example of a gnosis actually being held physically instead of the weird floating thing they normally do.

There's some other small reasons (venti is SO sus)(I do not buy the weakest archon crap) but this is already getting long so I'll just move on to why I think we will return to mondstadt

There are a few mentions of the travellers story finishing where it began, but those aren't the point rn

The main thing I think is due to what I just said about the gnosis being fake, and mondstadts proximity to snezhnaya being a good location to either return there briefly before snezhnaya, or have something going on after then.

The thing that really massively hits the nail on the head for me tho is that mondstadts archon quests are actually referred to as the prologue, which strongly hints to me that we are not done with mondstadt. Especially since it's currently smallest on the map, I wouldn't rule out the idea of maybe a map expansion of some kind, and even more so considering how much suspicious lore there is around mondstat like omg with the hexenzirkel being related to imaginarium theater, old mondstadt, mare jivari, and venti likely being related to istaroth, weird shit with durin, I swear there's so much weird shit going on omg

Also (this part is getting insanely copium now) this might also explain why there's no second venti story quest so far

What if they're holding off because they have other information they want to release about him or about mondstadt or any of that? This is majorrr copium but think abt it fr

Sorry for filling your inbox with this wall of text but oughhhh I am so normal about this (lying) and you seem like you'd find it interesting

I have very good news for you :) You aren’t the only one with these theories, in fact there are countless others who share the same theories about venti- other than the part about signora holding the gnosis physically only for the anemo gnosis (which is some really interesting information that I will be rotating), i’ve heard everything multiple times

Venti (and mondstadt as a whole) is extremely suspicious and I’m glad to see so many others who hope the same. Surely hoyo is saving venti’s second story quest for later, where the information in it will have a bigger impact on the lore. (do not look at my username /j)

I greatly appreciate the wall of text, thank you so much (and if you aren’t in it already, I would recommend to join the Old Mondstadt server linked in my pinned post, it’s more about specifically Venti’s backstory but it is still a venti-based server for people to theorize about him :)

[nani-nonny]

dialogue 5 !! that one is so oughhhh it just gives me Vibes yknow ?? /pos

Oh! Mwehehehe…

I’ve got an idea!

DMD snippet with Future Leo and Little Leon :D

5. “Here, lean on me. I can carry you.”

Leo leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he tries to catch his breath. The elder slider watches as Leon collapses against the wall, falling limp to his knees and holding his side.

Leo takes a step forward, concern etching his expression but Leon raises a hand to stop him.

Leon’s brows are furrowed with annoyance and childishly turns away from Leo. He winces painfully when he turns and holds onto his side tighter.

Leo learns from his mistake and doesn’t step forward. This time, he asks, “Did you get hurt?”

Leon pouts slightly and turns even more from Leo to lift his hand to assess the damage. Some light bleeding has spilled onto his palm but nothing too alarming. He sighs and presses his hand back onto his wound.

They had been running after Leon made it his mission to “get Future Me out of the spider’s lair”. A lot of tricks and traps were created by Leon to distract from his attempt at stealing Leo from the arena. Long story short, things didn’t go off exactly how he wanted. Big Mama wasn’t keen on allowing Leon to kidnap her prized champion. But Leon wasn’t going to leave the Nexus empty-handed.

So, knowing Leon wasn’t going to let it go easily, Leo “escaped” with the younger.

But Leo wasn’t expecting Big Mama to release the big guns and announce his escape to the entirety of the city with promise of a “grand prize” for his capture.

Seeing Leon’s wound, he’s already regretting giving into the younger’s stubbornness.

But he can’t stay regretful for long as he catches the sound of footsteps nearby. He didn’t expect them to catch up so soon…

“They’re getting close, can you stand?” Leo asks as he looks left and right.

Leon’s brows furrow deeper but he braces his free hand on the wall to attempt at standing. He winces again and falls to his knee. He curses under his breath and groans as he leans his head back on the wall.

Leo watches Leon with a raised brow, but keeping his attention to their surroundings.

And when Leon finally makes eye contact with the elder slider, he releases another groan.

“Stop!—looking at me. I get it. It was stupid. You always tell me not to come to the arena, that you’re okay being Big Mama’s champ. I shouldn’t have tried to ‘save’ you when you didn’t need saving.”

Leo nods in agreement but doesn’t stop Leon.

“I just hate that you keep going back there. You always come back to the lair all bruised and bloody. And then I have to patch you up. She barely gives you breaks to heal. And then you keep acting like it doesn’t hurt while you’re being our teacher. It’s like… it’s like seeing Dad trying so hard to do everything all over again.”

Leo doesn’t have anything to say to that.

But Leon continues even then, “Sometimes I think that I’d rather you stay at home and just watch TV all day and night. Ignore us and sit around in a pile of sadness like your own pity party. But then I remember Dad in his depressive episodes… and I don’t want that for you too. Then I get to thinking I don’t know what I want from you.”

Leon swallows nervously and suddenly hesitates with his words. His mouth opens and closes when he thinks he knows what to say, but doesn’t say it. Then he winces again when he takes a deep breath, checking his hand to see more blood has seeped out the wound.

In a small voice, he asks aloud, “Do I want you to act like Dad or our teacher?”

Leo notices the distant footsteps pick up their pace and it makes him wonder if they caught a trail they must have left behind. He doesn’t have time to talk this out with Leon, he knows this, but he can’t ignore it.

“I’m sorry,” Leo apologizes.

Leon rolls his eyes, “I don’t want an apology.”

“But you know I’ll be back in the arena the next time she calls. She’s my—,” Leo tries to explain but Leon cuts him off again.

“I know. She’s your mom. You got your mom back. I know… but I don’t like it. April’s mom doesn’t let her get hurt like Big Mama lets you. Big Mama’s just taking advantage of you.”

Leon is quick to raise his free hand in surrender to add, “I know, don’t insult Mama. Whatever.”

Leo stays silent. He knows the younger won’t ever understand his relationship with Big Mama. No matter how many times he tries to explain it, it won’t ever solidify in Leon’s mind how Big Mama became a mother to him.

But when the hurried footsteps get too close for comfort, Leo knows he really cant afford to talk about this here and now.

The elder slider reaches his hand out for Leon, “Get on my back, you can’t run with that wound.”

Leon slaps Leo’s hand away and pouts, “I don’t want it.”

“They’re coming,” Leo warns Leon but the younger is stubborn.

“Just go back to the arena with them. I’ll get home by myself,” Leon responds indifferently.

Leo looks down at the teen, knowing that this is a newfound immaturity that he hasn’t seen yet. Instead of forcing Leon, he kneels beside the teen and says, “Here, lean on me. I can carry you.”

Leon stares at the elder’s side, watching Leo’s open arm that awaits him. And after a few seconds, he complies by shifting to lean on Leo. “I don’t need your help,” he stubbornly says.

“I know. But I do,” Leo admits as he throws an arm over the younger’s shoulders and lets Leon lean on him as they rise to their feet together.

Without a second to react, Leo scoops the younger’s legs in a princess carry and turns on his heel in one swift motion. He immediately breaks into a sprint, running as fast as he can with Leon in his arms to create distance between them and their pursuers.

Leon yelps and instinctively abandons his wound to hold the elder’s head. “Wha—liar! You’re an old liar!”

“I know. But I care more about your health than the truth,” Leo admits again.

[rustyelias]

OUGHHHH I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP BEFORE THR BIRD IN MY WALLS WAKES UP

[mx-yip-yip-hooary]

i hope u dont mind the ask bc ur tags opened more cans of worms and i cannot reblog this one post 50 times kdjfhgkdhg

this close,,,,,,, god,,,,,,,,,,,, on reread the Enemy of the Story arc hits so much fucking worse because that was the time he WANTED to live and that too he wanted to live with THEM, he wanted an ending where everyone was happy and alive and he could finally picture himself there too. he could've sacrificed himself all over again but this time he actually tried,,, even collaborated with yjh,,, he TRIED,,, he was ready to go to the epilogue TOGETHER

but then the subway doors opened and he saw a young boy sitting on a bench......... and he couldn't forgive him. all that progress shattered because the guilt drove him insane,,, he could've found a compromise w the fourth wall, maybe. there were other options. but he didnt want the other options. he wanted to atone. OUGHHHH MY CATHOLIC GUILT-RIDDEN BABYGIRL

"MY CATHOLIC GUILT-RIDDEN BABY GIRL" why is this one of the most accurate statements ever made about kdj

AND YOU GET IT. YOU GET IT.

he wanted to live,, he forgave himself (kinda. as much as he can.) but he just couldn't forgive the boy on the bench. he was LITERALLY confronted with his inner child and wanted to kill him im

FUCK i just. ough.

he forgave a part of him. but he couldn't forgive himself, entirely. wait shit is this why he goddamn split im going to give myself a concussion

look im high on caffeine and its 4am. my brain is just turned into mush that occasionally begins breaking out in sobs when presented with kim dokja. however if his fuckin inability to forgive all parts of himself is the reason why he split himself im going to jump out of a window /j

[boygirlctommy]

i cant just sit here stewing alone you have to imagine the animatic with me for cclingyduo featuring the song everywhere, everything by noah kahan. alternatively: ctommy animatic to the view between villages by noah kahan. its making me crazy.

OH MY GOD i just listened to everywhere, everything and god that is so cclingy... "its been a long year" Yeah You Could Say That. "til our finger decompose, keep my hand in yours" they dont call them the clingy duo for nothing <3 ok but the pre-chorus as lmanberg, the first half of the chorus as the red festival, and the second half as nov 16th? oh god then the second verse as new lmanberg/ the exile conflict.. "we'll write out the end on our palms dear/ then forget to read" :( the "we cried oh" in the pre-chorus as their fight in the community house rubble.... the first half of the chorus as them banding together to rally the smp members against dream and techno.. the second half being doomsday.. do you ever think about how tommy always calls out to tubbo during battles, always tells him to stay close. do you ever think about how tubbo tried to take a firework for tommy on doomsday. how he found tommys 'your tubbo' compass in the crater and just. stared for a moment. and then the very last chorus as them on the bench again, watching the sunset..... geaughhgh im going to be losing it about this song for the rest of forever i think. how do you see it going? like whats your version of the animatic for this song? :]

OH THERES A SECOND ONE HANG ON. LONG FREEKING POST INCOMING MY BAD. the title alone is giving "tommyinnit from a bunch of different places/ nowhere in particular" vibes <3 oughhhh... okay.... alright.... no yeah im fine....... to me this feels like around the time of the finale, when tommy was like addicted to invis pots. "feel the rush of my blood, im seventeen again/ i am not scared of death, ive got dreams again" OKAY. ALRIGHT. YEAH. OKAY. i can see this in my head as like flashbacks of early smp/lmanberg era tommy running around the server, with match cuts to current tommy walking around, retracing his steps as if thatll make things how they were back then, but all he really sees is how scarred and empty the server is now. "im over the bridge/ a minute from home but i feel so far from it" LITERALLY to get to lmanberg from tommys house the path was a bridge, ending in that giant staircase.. a minute from home being the original walls and van in the distance, i feel so far from it being the crater... "the death of my dog" REST IN PEACE HENRY WE'LL NEVER FORGET YOU </3 "im angry again" i never used to be this angry... "the things that i lost here, the people i knew/ they got me surrounded for a mile or two" did noah kahan write this song about ctommy. he could only have done this on purpose. theres simply no other explanation. these songs are so good oml....

[saltlickmp3]

002 for Crowley from good omens? if you want/im not too late and someone's beaten me to it

OMG THANK YOUUUUUUUUUU hehe no no one else has asked yet <3

how i feel about this character -

where to even begin??? he means so much to me, like i love him so much and also admire him greatly but also can see when he's doing Not The Healthiest and oughhhh i think i understand what he's doing and why he does things & i sort of find him relatable in kinda of... not major ways?? like i've said this before but he's like a massive dork trying to be cool which is definitely something i can relate to, & the whole standing-outside-the-bookshop-waiting-for-aziraphale in the final fifteen, that is something i would do. - & HIS GENDERRRR and i love his funny little things, his collection of Soul Music in the book, the bullet-hole stickers in the bentley window, how he finds Thee Most Ridiculous outfits to wear and pulls it off flawlessly no one questions a thing, asks Aziraphale to come look at a graveyard in the middle of the night with him, let Zira have his deserts, follows him around the neighbourhood on errands, goes to the movies by himself when he's sulking, drives through a wall of hellfire even though half an hour earlier he was going to presumably teleport to alpha centauri, and all his little moments in the book that just make me love him so so so so much and oh dear that's a long sentence isn't it. lots of love for the man(or otherwise)-shaped being. yeah. hehe

all the people i ship romantically with this character -

can literally only be Aziraphale there is no one else

non-romantic otp for this character -

ngl i think Crowley & Beelzebub were good friends as some point & i think that gets overlooked a bit BUT Crowley and Muriel :D Crowley is very Cool Older Sibling in a way that complements Muriel perfectly

unpopular opinion -

i think the 'oh he has snake eyes he can't see that stars' hc is very dumb and bad. ofc he can see the stars what are you talking about just cos david can't see through contacts & dark glasses IN THE BOOK IT SPECIFICALLy says that demon can see really well in the dark. i think people just like the angst of that one but honestly i think it doesn't add anything to the story & the guys been through enough you don't need to keep piling on additional angst & trauma yknow

otp -

as mentioned before can literally only be Aziraphale, there is no chance of this guy ever having feelings for anyone else hehe

crossover ship (making this platonically)-

i think he'd have great fun with Donna Noble from doctor who. not just because david tennant character but THINK ABOUT IT. Donna is snarky in a loving way and won't take any shit but will always have a laugh and has so much love to give and is so funny & they're both a liiitle bit bitchy in an endearing way & Crowley would LOVE that, they'd be great together oughhhhhhh i just thought of this while i was reading the question this has never occured to me before but Donna & Crowley would be so much fun together heheeeee

headcanon fact -

my headcanon for Crowley is that he smoked for a really long time, long thin cigarettes, for the Aesthetics and general Cool Person Vibes, but also because it's yknow a vice & is bad for you but people like it & do it anyways. (and not ad for him cos a. demon and b. can;t get sick) he'd sit there in a seductive cloud of smoke as Aziraphale pointedly coughed and complained about the smell of smoke getting into the books. he only gave it up when you stopped being able to smoke in restaurants.

also (it's technically canon and i wrote a little fic about this but anyways) i think Crowley does like reading & does read books but he really likes the kind of books Aziraphale thinks are Beneath Him, like fantasy & sci fi & spy novels, same as he likes sitcoms.

look at her she's so silly hehe <33

[xserpx]

Leo🦁 for the blorbo bingo!

Thank you so much for sending me this ask 😆! And just to be extra obnoxiously self-indulgent I'm gonna ascribe each square I picked to a specific chapter in the Age of Madness trilogy! 🦁❤️:

OUGHHHH *disintegrates into dust*: "Jurand looked up and their eyes met, and Leo froze, his breath held, his face tingling." The Same Side, TWOC.

Blorbo from my special interest: "Leo bared his teeth, squelching forward through mud battered and mashed by countless boots advancing and retreating, advancing and retreating. The fighting had been fiercest here. Bodies everywhere. Bodies from both sides. Men still and men still moving, crawling, crying, pawing at the ground, pawing at themselves. Leo stepped between them, stepped over them, teeth clenched, head throbbing, pushing on towards the bridge." Settle This Like Men, ALH.

Putting them thru the horrors: "‘I’m fine,’ said Leo, weakly shaking the man off. Fine. Broken, defeated, in constant agony, with a useless arm and an amputated leg, convicted of treason and already on the gallows. Fine." A Footnote to History, TTWP.

I HATE YOU: "Before the Great Change it would’ve been him asking whether they should do something. Bursting through that door in some self-indulgent, self-defeating puke of gallantry. But then he used to be a reckless, soft-hearted fool." Love, Hate, Fear, TWOC.

Fandom is so mean to them 💔: "‘Are you sure?’ asked Brock. ‘I have three-score flatbows with a different opinion.’" The Sentence, TWOC.

Explodes them with my mind (affectionate): "‘No, no, it’s the small cutlery, Leo.’" Common Ground, TTWP.

Gay infinity: "They’d touched each other a thousand times. They’d wrestled and sparred and hugged. But there was something different about that touch. More than one old friend supporting another. Far more. Jurand’s hand didn’t just rest there. It squeezed, ever so lightly, and Leo felt a strange need to tilt his head and press his cheek against it. Take that hand and hold it to his face, to his heart, to his mouth." Grown Up, TTWP.

Bouncing off the walls: "‘Cheer up.’ Leo hugged him roughly with one arm, looking back to the building. The one lit window. ‘There are plenty of ladies for all of us.’ Though he couldn’t think of any close to Savine dan Glokta’s class. ‘Plenty of ladies,’ Jurand echoed, gloomily." A Bit About Courage, ALH.

Killing them with hammers: "Now they huddled in close. United by a common enemy, and a shared purpose, and a righteous cause. Just talk, of course, fuelled by Leo’s frustration, and jealousy, and the pain in his leg. Just talk, perhaps, but dangerous, still. Exciting, still. Just talk, wasn’t it? But with each word said it became more thrillingly real." Future Treason, Past Affairs, TTWP.

Bestie it's not funny anymore get therapy: "They’d both stabbed him in the back while they stabbed each other in the face, yet somehow they could glide away friends, ruling the gardens, loved by all, while he was left nursing unhealable wounds, hated and feared and alone." Good Times, TWOC.

Free Space: "As handsome a crowd of young heroes as you could hope to find. What a painting they’d make! Maybe Leo would get one commissioned. Who’d know an artist?" Young Heroes, ALH.

Babygirl 💖 (has committed horrific atrocities): "‘They love the fire,’ said Leo, tugging his jacket smooth, then turning away. ‘They can have the fire.’" Purity, TWOC.

HGGHHGHHJKGHJURTGEHJM etc: "He wanted to say it all. To puke up his resentments. He had his mouth open to do it. But why bother? The past isn’t made of facts, not really, just stories people tell to make themselves feel better. To make themselves look better." Not For the Prizes, TWOC.

Smacking the floor: "What he wanted to do more than anything was lurch into Jurand’s arms and never let go of him." Different This Time, TWOC.

Rotating in my brain like a rotisserie chicken: "He hated Styria, hated Sipani, hated Cardotti’s, hated this degenerate excuse for a king most of all. He raised his chin, trying to look haughtily down his nose, but his eyes kept being drawn to that trail of dark hair from Jappo’s navel into the not entirely concealing shadows of his gown…" All Tastes, No Judgements, TTWP.

The fandom doesn't know them like I do: "‘We both know you’re not a fool, Leo. For whose benefit are you pretending to be one?’" Where The Fight's Hottest, ALH.

pls talk to me about them I promise I'll be normal :))): "‘You can call me treacherous. Call me ruthless. But ask who I learned it from.’" The Villain, TWOC.

Explodes them with my mind (derogatory): "‘Goes to show,’ he grunted, ‘you have to be your own hero.’" Redemption, TWOC.

Tearing them apart with my teeth: "A representative from the Angland delegation was plucking at the hem of Leo’s jacket in an effort to pull him down, but Leo angrily slapped his hand away. ‘Sit down, you bloody fool,’ Savine forced through gritted teeth, gripping the rail of the gallery. But the Young Lion would not sit down." The King's Justice, TTWP.

Tucking them into bed and kissing them on the forehead 💖: "Tits. Men talked a lot about tits. So Leo did, too. Nudge in the ribs, look at the cargo she’s carrying. But if he was entirely honest, he didn’t really understand the appeal. To Leo, tits were just… there." The Lion and the Wolf, ALH.