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antikr1sta · 4 months ago
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'samu.. stop looking at me like that >:(
im falling behind on exam assignments and just suffering in general but at least there's mackerel T~T
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smiley-maize · 5 months ago
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We're super happy to introduce you and your noodles to some quality enrichment toys! Your girl looks like she's having the time of her life!
And in awe from the fanart too!!! You captured his silly smile and shiny eyes so we'll I'm in love 💖
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Baby girl loves her baby toys. She and her sister have fun looping through more than one at a time, now that they are longer.
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scalpelsister · 2 years ago
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dark justiciar shadowheart is genuinely so interesting to me as like... a facet to her character. like it really hammers home how desperate she is for shar's love and affection (+ the validation and love from other worshipers of shar). like in a lot of ways I get that it seems shocking to others / some fans because it really does contradict some of the morals we see her express BUT imo that just speaks to the level of desperation she feels. her comments on how shar "must" love her for her to survive the shadowcursed lands, or the bit where she talks about shar nurturing her and loving her and sounds... almost more like shes trying to convince herself more than shes trying to convince you. theres a bit about other sharrans not thinking she had earned her name, and of course the mother superior not thinking she was ready / worthy of being a dark justiciar. like shes just so completely desperate to feel unconditionally and securely loved, and to earn the approval of others that shes entirely willing to injure herself in the process (as well as.... the people who actually love her, of course).
not to mention that mechanically, afaik, she can only end up there if shes encouraged to by the player. ie... she needs to know someone else approves.
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autisticfishlizard · 4 months ago
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VIV WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME OH MY GOD OUGHHGGGGBAUGHGAGHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAGVSBDUHUHHUHHHHBBBBHRFHBGFVBDHDBDBXBJXJDHDHJSJ THAT WAS SO MUCH TO UNPACK HURGHHHH
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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 5 months ago
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The secret to good school is good funding. One day, I dream of a world where all schools have options for their children. Personally, I think it's pretty important for that sort of thing to start out early. See if you're actually into that think BEFORE you're 100k in debt and hating your life.
My area has some awesome architecture. One time, I wanted to do a project on it, and my teacher said it was too complicated. I cried, like genuinely left that class, found a place to sit down, and just cried. The buildings were pretty, and I wanted to talk about them. I really do love the amount of thought put into those buildings. The people who made them are dead, but their art is still there. A bunch of dudes 100 years ago sat down and designed this theater. Then more came in and built it. And here I am, sitting there.
Architecture is so awesome in the way that it's interactive. It can survive longer than any human.
definitely!! being able to explore interests before you gotta choose one for your career is soso important i rlly wish i got to try out some more shit before i had to settle on smth
also sameee my city has a lot of old architecture (especially my school. some of the buildings are falling apart but they're very old and very pretty) and im like just in awe of it like architecture is an art but it's more than an art because unlike a lot of art it's not just something to look at it's somewhere someone lives or works or goes with friends and makes memories like a lot of art doesnt have a practical function but architecture does and it serves as a setting for so much of people's lives and that's really impactful and so awesome because there's architecture everywhere and it's all so beautiful *dreamy sigh*
also sucks that ur teacher sucked i hate when teachers/profs won't let you do projects on what ur passionate abt like passion is the basis of learning why aren't u supporting that....
#ask#i love architecture buildings r so pretty my school especially like i hate school but im like so scared to have to leave campus and all my#favorite buildings like i think buildings are unique as an art bc they have a sense of nostalgia that a lot of other art forms dont and they#hold a lot of memories and like there's so much variety esp in cities like the way different buildings work off each other is sp beautiful#and like the scale pf buildings make them so impressive like esp if youve watched them get built like buildings just feel so powerful#theyre made of so many little parts that come together and they can be changed and made new and they can be a beautiful facade for ppl to#look at and they can be filled with ppl's lives and ugh i love buildings i love architecture#like literally our city has quite a few nice buildings that ive had to have ppl drag me away from staring at them and everytime i go to#[redacted city] that has So many different architecture styles like im chatting during the whole time im there about the new modern styles#that are being built and the more established areas w old townhouses and how they play off each other and abt the placement of certain#buildings at key points for how they affect the skyline or how the heights of some buildings are used to draw more attention to certain#areas and ough. also hadnt been mentioned yet but i am also the same way abt landscaping i go oughh oughh fhe color choices for the bushes#against the bricks oughhhhh the way they framed the yard the way the garden plays off of yhe suttounfung buildings oughh#im kinda like that abt everything though if something can be framed as an art im like drooling and banging my head against the wall and#going oughhhh can u see the vision i see the vision everyone come snd look at this and see what the artist was intending to achieve w this#it is my horrible beautiful whimsical heart that makes me yhis way
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venomgender · 4 months ago
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my actual new years resolution js to read + finish the orv novel so i can stop being scared of spoilers
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liinos · 8 months ago
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Need a major life upheaval this shit can't go on 😭😭😭
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gu6chan · 10 months ago
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positive vagueposting anon if u see this just know im not ignoring you but have read that so many times im still in shock and have been trying to formulate some kind of coherent response to that for most of the day because while i was expecting peak i evidentially was not prepared for it. anon, holy shit
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koifsssh · 2 years ago
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MY HKNEST REACITINNAHAAAAAAAAAAAA
A Dreamer among the stars...
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heheee couldn't resist drawing @koifsssh little guyyyy. Rainy, ohhhh Rainy my beloved...He's just a guy (he lives in my heart you guys I love him sm)
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dilf-luvr-4evr · 3 months ago
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Husband! & Dad!Arthur Morgan headcanons!! idk about this but some people seemed to love the one where reader is pregnant so 👉🏼👈🏼 thank you!!! <3
no warnings, just fluff, mentions of Christianity, f!Reader
from the way he talked to the bath girls, it seems like he’s someone who’d talk to you about how hard his day has been :( he secretly likes to be babied fr!!!
might not be used to having someone listen to him yap at first with his “alright, I’ll shut up now.” But you INSIST on hearing his crazy stories and he smiles, tries to keep going even though he feels bad.
that was the beginning of the relationship. Now he goes straight home to you all, “honey, you would never believe-” and you could tell the gossip is gonna be juicy.
Arthur “loyal” Morgan getting blackout drunk and rejecting you because he’s married. I need him desperately.
“You must have a feller,” he smirks, eyes half lidded and his ‘r’s all slurred.
“Mhm, I do. A very handsome one too,” you played along.
“I got a beautiful wife m’self,” he smiles wide, leaning forward and almost falling. “I’d marry you if I didn’t.”
though you aren’t religious, you tell Arthur that you end up quite lucky in life because you were christened as a baby. You asked him if your baby could go through christening as well, wanting them to have a good start in life with protection from God.
he was still paying off his bounties at the time. Seeing his fate in the past, he decided to agree.
“What the hell, why not,” he said, surprising you. “As long as it ain’t done by Swanson.” He needs all the luck he could get.
HIM AS A GIRL DAD OUGHHHH
I feel like he gets these spontaneous outbursts sometimes? He can be a lil grumpy but his baby daughter would definitely soften that.
imagine him suddenly getting angry at something she did and she starts crying :( it would ABSOLUTELY break his heart and he’d panic every time :(((
“I’m sorry alright? I’m sorry baby girl..” “y’know I didn’t mean that right?” “Please stop crying darlin’ :(”
might also make her cry from his awful, terrible teasing and his stupid “oh c’mon, I’m just messin’ with ya!” He’s so mean sometimes booo
speaking of mean, I just know he’d be the sassiest, judgiest, snarkiest man when his daughter brings home a partner. Imagine the Kieran treatment…………
maybe not if it’s a girlfriend. If it’s a boyfriend? Poor guy will have to prove himself good enough for Arthur’s baby!!!
don’t worry, he’ll soften up when he remembers how he used to be treated by Mary’s dad HAHA
the Morgan house probably has lots of pets! I don’t think he would mind the strays that you and the kids just randomly bring home.
he’d just call them “girl” or “boy” (boah!) and you’d have to fix him or all of them comes over at the same time.
he probably draws his family a lot or takes pictures!!! All of his family’s photos on the walls, by his bedside table, in his journal for when he travels :(((((((
he would only travel when he needs to! Gets very anxious and worried and tries to go home as quick as possible even if it means not sleeping :(
he can sleep later in your arms for as long as you’d let him anyway!!! (Secretly a small spoon sometimes, deal with it)
the biggest sigh of relief when he hears his family welcoming him, when he sees them running to him, when he feels them hugging him (I’m sobbing)
from how the girls at camp make him take them somewhere or get them things, you can tell he’s probably gonna be such a pushover for his little family omg
you can ask him to do the craziest things you could think of (he’s done much worse anyway!!!) but this time his payment is just one “please?” And he would do just about anything for his family :(
he’d never admit it — not even to himself — but your smiles are more rewarding than any money he’s ever received <3
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thank you for reading!! 🫶🏼
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quackmiffy · 9 days ago
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alex lowkey putting you in ur place like fff
i’m actually kicking my feet oughhhh like just imagine alex backing you up against the wall after your latest bratty comment, a slight smirk on his face as he settles his hands on your hips, “you should settle down a little, you’re being so grumpy, baby.”
and you’re trying to retort with your arms crossed, but he just ‘tsks’ and unfolds them himself, “don’t take that tone with me, babe. you know i don’t like when you pout,” his finger flicking at your plush lip.
imagining alex who gets fed up and actually pins you to the wall, “go on, make another comment, baby. oh, what’s that? you don’t want to anymore? yeah, ‘cause you know i’ll just fuck the words right out of you, and that’s what you really want, isn’t it?”
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carmendeiact2whenplz · 4 months ago
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I'm going to sound a little schizo here but hear me out:
The anemo gnosis venti gave signora is fake, and we will be returning to mondstadt at some point in the story
My reason for saying this is in the scene where venti has the gnosis taken is around the gnosis there's this weird windy pattern that is almost identical to the animation around the holy lyre when he "fixes" it. Suspicious, no?
My second reason for this is signora has the only example of a gnosis actually being held physically instead of the weird floating thing they normally do.
There's some other small reasons (venti is SO sus)(I do not buy the weakest archon crap) but this is already getting long so I'll just move on to why I think we will return to mondstadt
There are a few mentions of the travellers story finishing where it began, but those aren't the point rn
The main thing I think is due to what I just said about the gnosis being fake, and mondstadts proximity to snezhnaya being a good location to either return there briefly before snezhnaya, or have something going on after then.
The thing that really massively hits the nail on the head for me tho is that mondstadts archon quests are actually referred to as the prologue, which strongly hints to me that we are not done with mondstadt. Especially since it's currently smallest on the map, I wouldn't rule out the idea of maybe a map expansion of some kind, and even more so considering how much suspicious lore there is around mondstat like omg with the hexenzirkel being related to imaginarium theater, old mondstadt, mare jivari, and venti likely being related to istaroth, weird shit with durin, I swear there's so much weird shit going on omg
Also (this part is getting insanely copium now) this might also explain why there's no second venti story quest so far
What if they're holding off because they have other information they want to release about him or about mondstadt or any of that? This is majorrr copium but think abt it fr
Sorry for filling your inbox with this wall of text but oughhhh I am so normal about this (lying) and you seem like you'd find it interesting
I have very good news for you :) You aren’t the only one with these theories, in fact there are countless others who share the same theories about venti- other than the part about signora holding the gnosis physically only for the anemo gnosis (which is some really interesting information that I will be rotating), i’ve heard everything multiple times
Venti (and mondstadt as a whole) is extremely suspicious and I’m glad to see so many others who hope the same. Surely hoyo is saving venti’s second story quest for later, where the information in it will have a bigger impact on the lore. (do not look at my username /j)
I greatly appreciate the wall of text, thank you so much (and if you aren’t in it already, I would recommend to join the Old Mondstadt server linked in my pinned post, it’s more about specifically Venti’s backstory but it is still a venti-based server for people to theorize about him :)
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callsign-relic · 2 months ago
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relic i can see why u were so excited for me to watch the next few episodes and i also see why season 1 was WAY less memorable than this season because holy FUCK. i was NOT PREPARED !!!! for any of this!
episodes 9, 10 and 11 here!!
S2 EP9 (36)
Code of Hero... who is this ep going to be focusing on 👀
typing while the dramatics of earth animals go on: probably not SB, because. he had last ep. MAYBE introducing new character but also..... HEY WAIT WE NEVER SAW WHAT DINOBOT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING LAST EP... 
yesssSSSS!! DINOBOT EPISODE!!
oh!! OH!!!! THIS IS IT theres the Dinoclone pelt on his wall!!! WOW that was a LONG time ago. anyway you told me to tell u when it happened! here :]
its also kinda thematically appropriate if the ep is focused on "code of hero" because his righteousness/code of conduct was smth that came up in the fight w Dinobot and his clone... 
I really love how cinematic these shots are holy shiiiit
what was he doing... because uhhhhh that. looked a while lot like the pose in which you would uh... commit seppuku.
THE EXPLOSION IS MOVING INTO THE FUTURE...? 
AND THATS HOW CYBERTRON WILL FIND THEM?!?!?!
Rattrap :( 
ohhhhhhhhhhh....... Rattrap is lashing out because he was hurt by dinobots betrayal.... AUGH
OH NO DINOBOT MONOLOGUE AGAIN (/lh) 
AHAHSHRBRNNGKRNGMEBFKGBGEL i love his monologues BUT ALSO ITS EXTREMELY UNDERMINED BY THE IMAGE OF "AN ELEVATOR DESCENDING, REVEALING A DINOSAUR HOLDING A GUN" Hrjtkfhdkfndk
Dinobot is going after Rampage and Megatron!!!
oh i like the transition being the antelope/pronghorn. hanging about near Dinobot then next u see one in the web...
"ahhhh~ Dinner is served! [nasty noises]" i love Tarantulas so much hes such a freak.
OAUAIIKRHFJF DINOBOT SURPRISE!!!!!! im even more appreciative of that transition now <3 
there goes dinner :C
AHRKFOEKMWBFKENFKE HES RIDING?? TARANTULAS?????
genuinely this is such an underused thing in tf media. let them ride each other around more its fucking hilarious
shdjfkdjekfnfkdjsk BIG DINOSAUR MEGS SCARING ALL THE. uh. i assume these are what will become humans.
oh the Lore................ 
Rampage :( 
MOUNTAIN GONE!!!!!!! OH
*oh...* the future CAN be changed 👀👀 ohohoho hoooooOOOO
IS HE PLANNING ON TRYING TO WIPE OUT HUMANITY BEFORE IT CAN EVEN BEGIN...
oh my god !!!
YES get squarshed Tarantulas!!!! LMAO
i have favs where im like I NEED NOTHING BAD TO EVER HAPPEN TO YOU AND FOR LIFE TO BE GREAT ALL THE TIME (Silverbolt) and others where im like YESSSS CRUSH THEM Again !! (Tarantulas) 
"my choices are my own... and how ironic, for now i find... i have no choice at all"
ITS SO CINEMATIC IM GONNA CRY /pos
its so cool. FUCK THATS COOL
oughhhh,,, Dinobot gets to be SO so so cool this ep
hey we also get an interior cannon shot from rampage like the one we got w Megatrons mouth. also really good.
AHRKFOFJSKSB HE STUFFED WASPINATOR INTO RAMPAGES CANNON HEHEJEKFG
the musical beats are so so so delightful
worst weirdo has arrived. (QS) "dont bother gettin up, ill just ah, kick you while you're down :)"
OUGHHGH... DINOBOT,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
DINOBOT,,,!!!!!!!!!! YOUR WARNINGS!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO DONT TELL ME DIES THIS EP NOOOO
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
"you were weakened before you started, dinobot. weakened by... compassion." fucking sick as hell
FINAL WARNING,, AOAIUUGH
HE GOT THE DISC- 
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHB
Fuck hold on i gotta take a sec i cant fuxking see through my TEARS EXCUSE ME
AUGHGHHGDHHHHFHH,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
rattrap and dinobot are still bantering,, ahhhrhhhhrhh
HEYM. HEY. EHY DINOBOT YOU DONT GET TO HAMLET ON ME AGAIN. I RECOGNISE THAT FUCKUNG LINE YOU CANT DOOOO THIS TO ME
"and the rest is silence" THATS THE LAST WORDS HAMLET SPEAKS BEFORE DYING DINOBOT NO
his spark...................
AUUUUUUUUAUIUHHAHHHHHGBFBBBVDB IM CRYINGGGGG
oh my god. he gave humans tools/weapons.
dinobot :((((((((((
I HAD TI TAKE A DAY TO RECOVER BUT RWADING MY NOTES AGAIN MAKES ME SO SADDD i wasnt prepared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Episode title... Transmutate :0
I started properly paying attention to the episode titles and now i can't stop its so fun i love trying to piece things together 
what. the fuck is Megatron splicing into his veins while hes sleepin.
Rampage's spark!!
OHO hes gonna try for it!!!
OH GOD I JUST REALISED THAT THE THING HOLDIN HIS SPARK HAS SPIKES IN IT. that's even worse and really good what the fuck
earthquake...
silverbolt not findinf rattraps puns funny is fantastic shfjfbsj,, does he just not think theyr funny or does he Not Get It.
?!?!? Cheetor saved rattrap but WHAT happened 
OH NO THEYVE BEEN BURIED(
Pod!!!!!!!!!!! POD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UAIDOFKFJDK POD...
RAMPAGE!!!
fuuuuuuuuuuuck fuck his voice is so good i love it ohuuikkwjkgmmnngmmfnm,,, im,, hjrnmnrejh,,
OHH?!?! silverbolts almost outta commissio-
GREAT AUNT ARCEE? RATTRAP?
:000000000 NEW CHARACTER...
Oohhahhhh??? Transmutate....!!
Rampage... hes so soft w them... even though he wants them to follow in his footsteps (violence) hes so. hrgh,,,
Megatrons floating head again.
oughh THE WAY THEY ANIMATE TRANSMUTATE... so cool. they look so unnatural and janky but its really really good
:000 🥺 :(( dont be mean to them... 
Transmutate cannot transform...
HRJSKAHFKS??? HE GAVE THEM AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK
Rampage,, hes cunning,,,, and smart,,, and cool,,,,,,,,,,
SILVERBOLLLT NOOO
:00000... this is so fascinating... 
transmutate ily,,
awwwh..... silverbolt standing up for them 🥺🥺🥺
rampage!!!!!! AHH
i!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BURSTS INTO TEARS A SECOND TIME!!
TRANSMUTATEEEEEEE NOOO
rampage and silverbolt,, in this moment we are brothers... hhhrhhgrgh......
I DONT HAVE WORDSSS FOR THIS EP TJEY MADE ME GET SO ATTACHED TO A CHARACTER THAT SHOWS UP FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES THEN DIES IM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH
i was not prepared x2!!!! AHH,, doubly devastated.
S2 EP11 (38)
AOUGH this ones a multiparter... The Agenda :0
OHH theyll be detecting the explosion soon!!
WHERED RHINOX GET A PARTY BLOWER
rattrap???? "the servin bots are walkin around minus their torso plates if you know what i mean" HEKAHFKFHE?? whyd he look towards Cheetor and lower his voice. is Cheetor too young for this???????? HOW OLD IS CHEETOR. 
RHDJDKDJSK OKAY NVM HES BABY. SIX LASERS. is this the mech equivalent of Six Flags... he just wants to go to an amusement park
Blackarachnia on screen! GAMBLE? what is Megatron gambling on...
ARE SILVERBOLT AND BLACKARACHNIA GOING TO HAVE A DATE
!!!!! they ARE??!?
"you could be reprogrammed" oh yeah how romantic.
OH THEY KISSING????!?!?!
>:0 the blast hit a Predacon outpost...
who the fuck. are these
THAT RENEGADE... Megatron...........
FASCINATING lore. also RIP the Predacon Alliance still wants to take over and they aren't alerting the Maximals...
who is on their way!! who are they sending !!
RATTRAP. AGSKSDKHDSKDHK???? "scoutin the enemy... find any new positions?"
they really could say anything in cartoons back tgen <3 
FUCK!! battle time again!!
everyone is so MEAN to rattrap. stinkyyy man
!!!!!!
whos THIS!!
MYSTERIOUS STRANGER 
OHHHHHHH???? theyre undetectable...
FORMER DECEPTICON...
im trying to think of characters that exist that have this power 
WAIT. 
IS THIS RAVAGE????
IT IS ?????????????????????????
genuinely more surprised that i got this right than surprised by the reveal itself
BUT SERIOUSLY RAVAGE ????
WHYS HE RUSSIAN
whats BA doing...
tarantulas .... hes shootin off somewhere too...
AW POOR CHEETOR
Gasp.... silverbolt cant shoot his gf :(
awhhhh.......
OHHHHHH?!!!?! Ravage ARRESTED Megatron
i'll send the next 2 when i wake up tmr hopefully this isnt too long lol. I FINISHED THE SEASON (!!!) and im YELLING the entire time!! i thought i knew cliffhangers BUT THESE ARE CLIFFHANGERS.
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AAAHHHHFHFJF YEEESSS!!!!!! These are some of my all time favorite episodes in the whole series so I’m so excited to have read your thoughts on them finally :D
AUGHH CODE OF HERO….. Dinobot :( fun fact— the reason this episode looks so cinematic is because it is the only episode in the entire series to actually have proper storyboards made before animation started. Normally when they make an episode the animators just got the scripts/recorded lines and could animate the characters however they wanted (given the direction of the story ofc), but they actually did proper storyboards this time because they knew this was a very important episode, and they wanted to do it justice.
OTHER FUN FACT! I have a physical copy of said storyboards :3c the very first originals were auctioned away years ago, but someone on eBay somehow got a copy and made a physical version that they sold and I purchased :D it includes wonderful faces such as. These
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TRANSMUTATEEEE…. MY BABY. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. Lemme just share this bit from tfwiki:
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So I personally like to refer to Transmutate as “she” but ofc anyone can do whatever they want :D Transmutate she/it icon (/hj /silly)
And YES…. THE AGENDA!!! This arc is crazy I can’t wait to see your thoughts on it. RAVAGE!!! I LOVE how they bring back “older” characters. I know you already finished the season by the time you sent this in but I wanna say more when I actually see the things you said for the next episodes HEHEHE
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nani-nonny · 8 months ago
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dialogue 5 !! that one is so oughhhh it just gives me Vibes yknow ?? /pos
Oh! Mwehehehe…
I’ve got an idea!
DMD snippet with Future Leo and Little Leon :D
5. “Here, lean on me. I can carry you.”
Leo leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he tries to catch his breath. The elder slider watches as Leon collapses against the wall, falling limp to his knees and holding his side.
Leo takes a step forward, concern etching his expression but Leon raises a hand to stop him.
Leon’s brows are furrowed with annoyance and childishly turns away from Leo. He winces painfully when he turns and holds onto his side tighter.
Leo learns from his mistake and doesn’t step forward. This time, he asks, “Did you get hurt?”
Leon pouts slightly and turns even more from Leo to lift his hand to assess the damage. Some light bleeding has spilled onto his palm but nothing too alarming. He sighs and presses his hand back onto his wound.
They had been running after Leon made it his mission to “get Future Me out of the spider’s lair”. A lot of tricks and traps were created by Leon to distract from his attempt at stealing Leo from the arena. Long story short, things didn’t go off exactly how he wanted. Big Mama wasn’t keen on allowing Leon to kidnap her prized champion. But Leon wasn’t going to leave the Nexus empty-handed.
So, knowing Leon wasn’t going to let it go easily, Leo “escaped” with the younger.
But Leo wasn’t expecting Big Mama to release the big guns and announce his escape to the entirety of the city with promise of a “grand prize” for his capture.
Seeing Leon’s wound, he’s already regretting giving into the younger’s stubbornness.
But he can’t stay regretful for long as he catches the sound of footsteps nearby. He didn’t expect them to catch up so soon…
“They’re getting close, can you stand?” Leo asks as he looks left and right.
Leon’s brows furrow deeper but he braces his free hand on the wall to attempt at standing. He winces again and falls to his knee. He curses under his breath and groans as he leans his head back on the wall.
Leo watches Leon with a raised brow, but keeping his attention to their surroundings.
And when Leon finally makes eye contact with the elder slider, he releases another groan.
“Stop!—looking at me. I get it. It was stupid. You always tell me not to come to the arena, that you’re okay being Big Mama’s champ. I shouldn’t have tried to ‘save’ you when you didn’t need saving.”
Leo nods in agreement but doesn’t stop Leon.
“I just hate that you keep going back there. You always come back to the lair all bruised and bloody. And then I have to patch you up. She barely gives you breaks to heal. And then you keep acting like it doesn’t hurt while you’re being our teacher. It’s like… it’s like seeing Dad trying so hard to do everything all over again.”
Leo doesn’t have anything to say to that.
But Leon continues even then, “Sometimes I think that I’d rather you stay at home and just watch TV all day and night. Ignore us and sit around in a pile of sadness like your own pity party. But then I remember Dad in his depressive episodes… and I don’t want that for you too. Then I get to thinking I don’t know what I want from you.”
Leon swallows nervously and suddenly hesitates with his words. His mouth opens and closes when he thinks he knows what to say, but doesn’t say it. Then he winces again when he takes a deep breath, checking his hand to see more blood has seeped out the wound.
In a small voice, he asks aloud, “Do I want you to act like Dad or our teacher?”
Leo notices the distant footsteps pick up their pace and it makes him wonder if they caught a trail they must have left behind. He doesn’t have time to talk this out with Leon, he knows this, but he can’t ignore it.
“I’m sorry,” Leo apologizes.
Leon rolls his eyes, “I don’t want an apology.”
“But you know I’ll be back in the arena the next time she calls. She’s my—,” Leo tries to explain but Leon cuts him off again.
“I know. She’s your mom. You got your mom back. I know… but I don’t like it. April’s mom doesn’t let her get hurt like Big Mama lets you. Big Mama’s just taking advantage of you.”
Leon is quick to raise his free hand in surrender to add, “I know, don’t insult Mama. Whatever.”
Leo stays silent. He knows the younger won’t ever understand his relationship with Big Mama. No matter how many times he tries to explain it, it won’t ever solidify in Leon’s mind how Big Mama became a mother to him.
But when the hurried footsteps get too close for comfort, Leo knows he really cant afford to talk about this here and now.
The elder slider reaches his hand out for Leon, “Get on my back, you can’t run with that wound.”
Leon slaps Leo’s hand away and pouts, “I don’t want it.”
“They’re coming,” Leo warns Leon but the younger is stubborn.
“Just go back to the arena with them. I’ll get home by myself,” Leon responds indifferently.
Leo looks down at the teen, knowing that this is a newfound immaturity that he hasn’t seen yet. Instead of forcing Leon, he kneels beside the teen and says, “Here, lean on me. I can carry you.”
Leon stares at the elder’s side, watching Leo’s open arm that awaits him. And after a few seconds, he complies by shifting to lean on Leo. “I don’t need your help,” he stubbornly says.
“I know. But I do,” Leo admits as he throws an arm over the younger’s shoulders and lets Leon lean on him as they rise to their feet together.
Without a second to react, Leo scoops the younger’s legs in a princess carry and turns on his heel in one swift motion. He immediately breaks into a sprint, running as fast as he can with Leon in his arms to create distance between them and their pursuers.
Leon yelps and instinctively abandons his wound to hold the elder’s head. “Wha—liar! You’re an old liar!”
“I know. But I care more about your health than the truth,” Leo admits again.
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rustyelias · 9 months ago
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OUGHHHH I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP BEFORE THR BIRD IN MY WALLS WAKES UP
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boygirlctommy · 6 months ago
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i cant just sit here stewing alone you have to imagine the animatic with me for cclingyduo featuring the song everywhere, everything by noah kahan. alternatively: ctommy animatic to the view between villages by noah kahan. its making me crazy.
OH MY GOD i just listened to everywhere, everything and god that is so cclingy... "its been a long year" Yeah You Could Say That. "til our finger decompose, keep my hand in yours" they dont call them the clingy duo for nothing <3 ok but the pre-chorus as lmanberg, the first half of the chorus as the red festival, and the second half as nov 16th? oh god then the second verse as new lmanberg/ the exile conflict.. "we'll write out the end on our palms dear/ then forget to read" :( the "we cried oh" in the pre-chorus as their fight in the community house rubble.... the first half of the chorus as them banding together to rally the smp members against dream and techno.. the second half being doomsday.. do you ever think about how tommy always calls out to tubbo during battles, always tells him to stay close. do you ever think about how tubbo tried to take a firework for tommy on doomsday. how he found tommys 'your tubbo' compass in the crater and just. stared for a moment. and then the very last chorus as them on the bench again, watching the sunset..... geaughhgh im going to be losing it about this song for the rest of forever i think. how do you see it going? like whats your version of the animatic for this song? :]
OH THERES A SECOND ONE HANG ON. LONG FREEKING POST INCOMING MY BAD. the title alone is giving "tommyinnit from a bunch of different places/ nowhere in particular" vibes <3 oughhhh... okay.... alright.... no yeah im fine....... to me this feels like around the time of the finale, when tommy was like addicted to invis pots. "feel the rush of my blood, im seventeen again/ i am not scared of death, ive got dreams again" OKAY. ALRIGHT. YEAH. OKAY. i can see this in my head as like flashbacks of early smp/lmanberg era tommy running around the server, with match cuts to current tommy walking around, retracing his steps as if thatll make things how they were back then, but all he really sees is how scarred and empty the server is now. "im over the bridge/ a minute from home but i feel so far from it" LITERALLY to get to lmanberg from tommys house the path was a bridge, ending in that giant staircase.. a minute from home being the original walls and van in the distance, i feel so far from it being the crater... "the death of my dog" REST IN PEACE HENRY WE'LL NEVER FORGET YOU </3 "im angry again" i never used to be this angry... "the things that i lost here, the people i knew/ they got me surrounded for a mile or two" did noah kahan write this song about ctommy. he could only have done this on purpose. theres simply no other explanation. these songs are so good oml....
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