#or just suffer miserably you know?
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Here's a very masochistic idea, what if I sketch my favourite scenes from every chapter of TFS?
#could be a good way to fight my anxiety or something lol#personal rant#interactive fiction#if: the fernweh saga#hg the fernweh saga#or just suffer miserably you know?
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I drew something based on this idea I had from earlier!
I'm pretty sure mephisto is his song, not Aqua's...
I think we should try dunking him into the sea, I'm serious... good guy or not, he's REALLY CURSED. Anyhow, I feel someone's bound to fall into these waters soon, whether it be him or Aqua
#oshi no ko#aqua hoshino#hikaru kamiki#oshi no ko spoilers#hikaai#might be aqua who falls in.. anyhow his name is aqua and we never see him being so associated with the waters#doodle#I hope.. it does have some meaning to it#spoilers#why is this guy's life so miserable?? it's just.. so weird how things turn out to be so unfortunate for him. he couldn't have wanted it#he's clearly suffering from all the things that's been happening to you you know?? it's the curse from that black star!!
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The Blight family are so interesting IN THEORY. In execution they are....😬
#i dont mean that like. theyre flawed characters#i LOVE flawed characters. nothing i love more than seeing some messy toxic bitches do messy toxic bitch things#i love the exploration of unhealthy family dynamics#i love the trope of a rich shiny perfect family who are secretly fucked up and miserable#i love the kind of characters that environment creates#whether it be gaslighting gatekeeping girlbossing assholes#or people who are desperately trying to be good. or to break away from the role theyve been forced into#or people who are in a little more of a grey area. people who have a good side and a shitty side#its all fun and interesting#the problem with the blights is their characterization is just so....clunky. sloppy. not very good#alador amity and the twins all suffer from inconsistent writing#alador is a complex case to delve into. and you dont wanna listen to me dissecting him#so ill just say that he could have been handled better#ironically Odalia is the most consistently written character of them all#shes very surface level evil. shes not very interesting#I enjoy Odalia. I think she's funny in just how unapologetically shitty she is#and her VA gives such an entertaining performance#but she is like. Hollow. There is nothing going on with her other than abusive mom and capitalist#but by god at least she knows what shes about
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reading the novel, i love how blatantly indulgent of the juniors lan wangji is. when he was their age, he was duelling wei wuxian over broken rules and lived his life by behaving as precisely as what was expected of him, and now as an adult, he's basically letting the juniors do whatever they want as long as it isn't unsafe and generally letting the kids act like kids
which leaves wei wuxian to have to be the one playing bad cop. wei "has never followed anyone else's rules in his life" "bane of lan qiren's existence" "public enemy number one" wuxian has to be the one being like "oh my god don't burn money on someone else's doorstep, don't you know that's rude. you kids need to focus on your studies more, why isn't anyone teaching you anything useful, do i have to do everything myself around here"
#mdzs#it's really cute tbh#and not at all what you'd expect from a surface level impression of them#lwj has spent so much of his life being restrained and basically never got to be a kid#so he's so indulgent of these kids so they don't have to grow up miserable like he did#meanwhile wei wuxian was very unrestrained and then suffered because of it#so he's like you kids need to learn how to do things properly or else you are going to be Killed#they make a good teacher duo tbh#I love how much wwx seems to enjoy teaching them#I just love the bit when they're burning money on someone's yard#and wwx is like ''aren't you going to tell them to stop??''#and lwj is like ''you do it''#and so wwx is the one to go over and scold them#can you imagine being the lan juniors#you go to the mo estate and meet this guy who is notoriously gay and insane#who messes with your spiritual tools and sics some corpses on each other#and then he's hanging off of your esteemed hanguang-jun#who as far as you know has never had any friends#except this guy apparently#and then suddenly hanguang-jun is parading the notoriously insane guy around with his sacred forehead ribbon around his wrists#and the notoriously insane guy is very seriously scolding you for not knowing more about ghosts and is definitely doing necromancy#while hanguang-jun makes heart eyes at him#what would you even do with that
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you're gonna be ok, kid
don't tag as ship
#adventure time#fionna and cake#fern the human#twos art#digital art#you dont understand fern as a character makes me so emotional#his life was so fucking miserable. he was constantly suffering or distressed or being used#he didnt know a single moment of peace in his entire life up until only a few minutes before Dying#and we go to fionna and cake and. hes Okay. hes living a normal life seemingly unburdened by all the problems of ooo#shes seemingly got very little wrong besides nightmares Of That Past Life and its just.#even if your life was miserable the universe still loves you. there is a world where you can be ok. there is a world where you are happy#even if it seems impossible you are not doomed. fern might be with dj flame!!! she is loved!!! she isnt alone anymore#isnt it so lovely that even if it isnt Home Universe Fern there is still a world where he gets to be at least happier than what was
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Looks like that video is about a month & a half after The Trade and trevors broken ankle 😣
re: this video… anon 😭 i had suspicions but it is so much worse to have them confirmed that really was like. trevor’s first Public Appearance without jamie AND post-broken ankle which is traumatic in and of itself no wonder every beat reporter was like ‘oh yeah trevor’s just devastated’
wouldn’t you be miserable too if your best friend just got traded and your body betrayed you and what if it was maybe all your fault!!!
#bestie thank you so much for fact-checking me 🙏🙏🥰🥰 i love when y’all come in my inbox & answer the questions i yell into the void of my tag#we are Suffering about trevor TOGETHER in this house. if i scrolled all the way to the bottom of my drafts i think i could find even more#heartbreaking content from before The Trade but we don’t need to suffer that much otherwise the penguin cup of tea is really irish coffee#confirms ALL of my theories about miserable trevor leaning into mason for comfort because in some universes that’s THEIR boyfriend who left#liv in the replies#trevor zegras#mason mctavish#need to go lay on the floor about this one folks. do you think trevor said he would only do it if mason came if he could sit next to mason#right at the end where people were rushing out not stopping to talk tired by the end of the line and not even thinking just to guarantee he#wouldn’t get asked anything because he still has a hard time believing it’s real he keeps thinking jamie’ll be there especially w/his ankle#i’m sure he doesn’t have a great time with stairs so he probably will nap on the couch sometimes and that moment right when he first wakes#up to the bang of the door and he doesn’t quite know he’s awake yet and he thinks it’s jamie coming in? heartbreaker right there bud. sorry#ALSO because I can’t say it and leave it alone I almost put that last bit strictly in the tags but like. there’s gotta be some part of#trevor that knows it’s nothing to do with him but still naïvely believes that if he’d maybe been there if he hadn’t been injured things#could have worked out differently if he’d been there and it’s his fault his ankle broke and do you remember all the interviews jamie gave#about how you never think you’ll be traded and how strange it is to be moving and now i need you to take that naïveté times 1000 for trevor#who of course he never even pictures jamie leaving they were building the core together!!! why would they ever get rid of him!! and if only#trevor had been there to show how important jamie was. what would he have done? literally nothing but that does not stop the emotional guil#from enveloping trevor like a rain cloud and making him sit in mason’s apartment with ice cream bowl in hand. holistic treatment l
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I am willing to admit that I used to be a massive fucking music snob. like really annoying about it. and getting over that shit, admitting that popular music actually IS good and fun. upbeat and silly lyrics ARE good and fun. that this arbitrary "guilty pleasure" bullshit is simply bullshit. and liking things that are lesser known/popular doesn't fuckin equal moral superiority. has in fact made me a happier and less annoying person.
#if my 18yo self knew i ate sabrina carpenter up like it's fucking breakfast lunch and dinner they would be so disappointed LMAOOO#i'm sure there was a hefty sprinkling of internalised misogyny about it too#anyway. i'm sure a lot of it is just Getting Older#but considering the fact that i know personally a number of people my age and older that still suffer from:#“my music taste is inherently better and i am inherently superior bc i don't listen to popular music or know how to have fun”#is quite astounding#like. it's not that deep and you do just come across miserable and annoying#sincerely someone who used to be like that#what IS cool is having a diverse music taste and knowing how to have a good fucking time#like OBVS music is subjective. but this is about performative music snobs#personal
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I have a "what if" question and angsty thoughts 😭
What if Satoru let Yura go back in Chapter 21? Where would they be now?
I blame the song "What if I Never Get Over You" by Lady A, playing rn as I type this.. it's making me feel things 😭
oh no, not more angst lmaooo
...But since we're here, let me think about it |・ω・`)
In a way, I don't think Satoru would ever be able to fully let her go tbh. At that point, it might have been possible that he would be led to believe that she just didn't want to be with him anymore, so he might try to respect her wishes, keeping his distance from her like he thought she wanted. But you bet he would be piiiiiining so hard after her, even as his heart would be completely broken at the thought that she didn't want him anymore. A dark few months would ensue after that, with both of them staying away from each other while being equally sad and miserable because of course they still love each other so much, but the lack of communication is real between the two (ʃᵕ̩̩ ᵕ̩̩)
And then a few things might happen: option A, someone close to them would get fed up with things and try to set the record straight between them, maybe Shoko or Tsumiki (why am I now picturing Tsumiki parent trapping them somehow lmao). Or option B, in that it would get too much for Satoru and he himself would eventually cave, showing up at Yura's doorstep and begging her to take him back. Like, full-on begging, 'I can't live without you' sort of thing, kinda like what he said to her in chapter 21 after they fell apart in front of each other, but more dramatic--because at this point, a lot more time would have passed, so their emotional wounds would be much deeper now than they were in chapter 21.
I do think they would eventually make their way back to each other again, because that's just how they are. It would definitely be more painful tho, and that's not even getting into JJK canon of it all getting in the way ╰(ɵ̥̥ ˑ̫ ɵ̥̥ ╰)
#basically it would be a lot more pain and suffering but they're meant to be so it would get all good at some point#but also there's a reason i didn't write it this way lmao let them be happy!#anyway why would only tsumiki be trying to get them back together you may ask#that's because megumi would be so incredibly mad at satoru that it would take him a loooot of convincing#to join tsumiki at parent trapping the two#he might be persuaded tho bc he knows that yura is miserable without satoru and megumi just wants his mama to be happy#asks#satoyura
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The amount of people younger than 20 who have like, no idea how computers work is so distressing where I work. What do you mean you don’t know how to send an email, you’re an adult
#19 and younger people and people in the 50s and up have been genuinely miserable to assist with tech#it’s not 100% their fault but ohhhh my god#after dealing with it every day I’m just…you were failed#and so I must suffer#so many people under 20 also don’t seem to know their addresss????? what is that#how do you not know where you live ????#prawn posts
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didn't realize how bad my environment affected my mental state until i left it . ... november has been suspiciously nice to me and I've been having less thoughts abt how little I matter and wow. I've been like having more collective good days than I've had like all year.
#january me wouldve been sobbing their eyes out like oh my god whst do u mean u left and nothing happened#what do you mean#but . i feel my needs r taken csre of here#crazy right i barely know anybody and yet ive felt more loved than i have all year its making me emotional#and damnit i am not goinf to cry over mh lunch at work. no sir#people think about me. like actually. i am a presence people notice and oh wow.#even when i was jhst a fucking emoji i was . Thought of. isnf that insane?#people ca n just pop into my inbox and go hi buddy whats up. ahhhh?#maybe i will cry lol#im not sure tjis is a negative vent but it is certainly charged wkth something so#tw vent#micetalk#gahhh i dont offer anything and people continue to be around me anyways i dont have to be basically a pet to be loved#so weid#so weird so so so weird#very good for hslping ease my borderline things of just makinf myself miserable if it meant i was easy enough.#gahhhhh...#i thought this wouldve been the most soul crushing potentially years kf mh life and yet.#all that suffering. all the worst is behind me.#word#Word!!!!
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hotd never fails to disappoint
#w h a t#t h e#f u c k#this fandom also really sucks :/#i’ll never understand how certain team green fans can claim to love alicent and helaena and yet unironically support the side of the war#that very much wants to continue perpetuating patriarchal violence and control#aka the very thing that’s made both these female characters so very miserable#why is it so difficult for people to understand that rhaenyra becoming queen and reigning in her own right for some good long years#would force an ideological shift and would open a discussion that had been closed for a long time in westeros#alicent has suffered from the patriarchy but she also continues the cycle w/ her treatment of her children#please just please understand that you do not have to like team black nor do you have to like team black characters#but trying to justify aegon usurping rhaenyra is nonsense and completely unjustifiable no matter how hard you try to twist the situation#and please don’t try to take some centrist ‘team smallfolk stance’ bc that stance is simply one ppl take to shift the topic away#from the patriarchy and how denying a woman her legal inheritance tore the realm apart#‘but andal tradition’ bleh ‘why should the targs be ruling’ bleh ‘the small folk suffer more’ bleh ‘the dragons are nukes’ bleh#these are all red herrings meant to divert away from the main topic & are usually used by ppl to justify their support of team green#supporting the team that wishes for the continuation of the cycle is wrong#i support team black bc this is a break in the cycle and opens a discussion that westeros has needed for thousands of years#the social change would be slow but at least there’d be change!#<-of course we know this discussion didn’t rly open bc rhaenyra didn’t have a peaceful transfer of power and later died way too early on#but even tho she died so early a character in the main books series is using the precedent she set to support her own claim! (arianne)#anti team green#asoiaf fandom critical#anti alicent stans#anti aegon ii stans#pro team black#pro rhaenyra targaryen#hotd#house of the dragon#anti hotd
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I have a theory Akutagawa doesn't have any illness and just made up his lungs disease in the heat of the moment
#I mean not really but. BUT. like seriously what was the point of revealing that in that moment???#It was really meaningless like all he said was all acting to begin with right?#Why did he feel the need to make himself so vulnerable in front of Atsushi??????#So like. either author went “ah there was actually this plot point I need to close up before Akutagawa dies–#otherwise all the hints I've left because of it here and there will have been gone to waste” or...#Or he just made it up to live his dramatic sickly Victorian boy dream moment at its fullest#If anything that would explain why he doesn't suffer for it in Beast#(I mean. beyond the other reasonable explanation that it is. you know. result of Dazai's abuse)#He was there and he thought “how can I make Atsushi's life as miserable as possible even after I'm dead? Oh of course-#by making myself so pathetic he won't help but regret for every time he hurt / misjudged / misunderstood me for the rest of his life”#Bruh#bsd#bungou stray dogs#ryūnosuke akutagawa#bsd ch 87#bsd ch 84-88#mine#q.#05/09/22
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I spent FOUR DAYS in an E.R bed because there were NO beds open anywhere in the hospital proper. I get discharged after a week of being dangerously dehydrated despite the constant heavy duty electrolytes being pumped into my veins round the clock and in the third worst pain of my life, only to watch on the news at home a report about the days-long wait times in hospitals and hear that the reporters have the audacity to wonder why hospitals are overcrowded again
It's covid. Stop being wilful idiots
#covid 19#i am so lucky got an e.r bed after only five hours#I've been in the e.r lobby for EIGHTEEN HOURS before giving up and going home in the past#glad they realized how bad off i was this time#it was/still is norovirus#I'm immunocompromised so it was genuinely on the verge of being life threatening#and a week after discharge I'm still very very sick with it i can just tolerate food and oral fluids now. couldn't before#were my immune system functional it would have been a three day miserable inconvenience at most#but I'm not and because some jackass handling my takeout didn't wash their hands I'm suffering for weeks#and i don't know when I'll actually be over it#anyway the governments' responses to covid turned people into idiots who take basic hygeine into a political stance#btw at this point if you're not masking you're actively a eugenicist whether you'll cop to that or not#i don't care if you call yourself a leftist either you're just as bad as the trumpers if you're an anti-masker#I'm tired of coddling your feelings if you're putting disabled lives in a lethal situation#sorry i don't make the rules
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Yo...could I get some comfort up in this Tumblr? The thing I was telling myself not to die before seeing out didn't pan out and I am....sad to say the least.
#personal#when you're living to see your dreams fulfilled and you cant make any progress anywhere#no matter how hard you push or what you try#I'm all out of optimism and I've been running on empty for everything else too#its been an incredibly rough year and i just wanted one really good thing out of it#and at this point i really don't know what the use in not giving up even is#i dont value life intrinsically#i dont want to continue existing if its just to suffer in new and more intense ways#some people just get to be miserable their whole lives through#ive seen it plenty enough to know#if i cant at least make headway on the only thing i exist to do#the fuck is the point....#sorry I'm not dealing well
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sorry not sorry are any other ex-catholics just fucking loving the pure schadenfreude that's going on rn? oh my spiteful little heart couldn't be more giddy.
#it's all just so *chef's kiss*#i wish i still had a facebook#i wanna watch all of the transphobic tradcaths ive had to suffer with in my life fucking implode#ex catholic#if you're one of the people mad at the pope right now i hope you know i am directly laughing at you in the most mean spirited & petty way#cope and seethe#see this is what i mean when i call myself a miserable bastard in my pinned post
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Sorry just remembered like over ten years ago my sister tried to play Oppression Olympics™ between Sasuke and Neji, claiming Sasuke's had a harder life and like yeah his entire family was killed and his brother made him watch it and that sucks.
Neji's family literally owns him.
Look I don't want to compare them or anything, and having to watch your family die is, objectively awful, but being actively kept as a slave by your own family is also an objectively awful thing lol
#Naruto#Neji Hyuga#Sasuke Uchiha#and like also Sasuke lives in pain from what happened because he actively chooses to let it consume him#that's like a major character flaw of his#it's literally his entire motivation for joining Orochimaru#like losing his family and being forced to watch was a one-time event that Sasuke *actively* refuses to move on from#(two-time if you count the time he at twelve years old picked a fight with Itachi and thought he'd win for some reason)#Neji however lives suffering because he quite literally has no choice#Neji doesn't have a choice in being a slave that's just what his life is#I'm not trying to claim that one has it worse than the other#but I feel like that context is also pertinent#yes I've been kind of bitter about this for over 10 years lol#but I will *never* get over my sister's ''oh well what does *Neji* have to be miserable about?'' comment#it's like ''he's literally a slave boo'' lol#there were other characters she was comparing him too at the time but Sasuke was the big one haha#trash king rambles#actually you know what I'll say it#compared to basically every other ''tragic backstory'' character in the series#Sasuke's is actually pretty tame#yeah he lost his family but at least pretty much everyone still loves him#Kimimaro was raised in a cage and then also watched his entire family die#Gaara's dad tried to assassinate him several times and his entire village despised him#Naruto was treated like a literal monster by basically the entire village and he also has no family#Sasuke's just the most dramatic of the Trauma Orphans™ honestly like get over it lol
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