#okay maybe FIFTEEN
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“God why do I feel so stressed and tired all the time?”
*has 15 different things going on at once, none of which are related
#okay maybe FIFTEEN#but I’m working on my own research project#while also being in 3 films#while also volunteering at a museum and an archive#while also creating and selling my artwork#while also helping my friend with his research project#while also trying to get these fiction pieces out there#while ALSO trying to work out the logistics of getting a motorised sledge across the country without a car#(tbf that’s easy — assemble at chosen point and disassemble for transport)#while also trying to make sure I have things like food. and rent money. and that I eat the food. and pay the rent money#I feel like a squirrel in a blender#LETS FUCKING GO WE BALL AT DAWN#I blame Antarctic history for at least 1/3 of the reasons I’m so all over the place#the rest is 100% on me#(oh Christ u just remembered the two auditions I’ve been called back for AAAAAAH)#I also need to sign up to do some HEMA courses since it’s been a while. and I need to keep that up to date#and my first aid certificate…. fuck me#I just wanna play the banjo and smoke bad cigarettes and badly flirt with butch ladies
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black pean [forceps] season 2 fucked me up :')
like, I'm going to be thinking about this still they posted on instagram forever, and I haven't even started on the cher juno letter
#im never going to recover from the cher juno letter oh my god#anyway thrilled to report that i burst into tears and cried like a fucking baby all the way through the last fifteen minutes of the#final episode like okay!!! OKAY!!!!!! im fine. aughhh. AUGHHH (head in hands)#ブラックペアン#black forceps#black pean#black pean spoilers#idk i dont usually spoiler tag when the show has been out for a minute if you want to avoid it everything related to it i personally#just use the main tag to blacklist. maybe black pean s2 is a better tag for how i organize this blog
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fun fact! contrary to popular belief, the “Final Fifteen” is actually a misnomer, considering the fact that it’s consumed the last five fuckign months of my singular, finite life :)
#and i wouldn’t have it any other way#(okay maybe a little less intense cause I have shit to do but still. love this fandom hehe)#good omens#crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#aziracrow#aziraphale#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#gomens#gomens 2#david tennant#Michael sheen#shitpost#final fifteen#no nightingales#good omens shitpost#(technically I follow a religion that believes in reincarnation but this is funnier for the joke lol)
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Dear silm fandom, concerning Fandom meta. Might be provocative for some.
‘The silm fandom is misogynistic’ ‘Feanorian fans are misunderstanding the characters’ ‘Silm fans hate Elwing’ And so on.
Can we stop? Your opinions are not better if you like feanorians. Your opinions are not better if you like peredhil. This is not black and white. I won’t argue ‘not all silm fans’, because I recognise that we have problems. But condescension will not fix them. Thank you.
#Okay#I tried to keep this post as neutral and concise as I could#Because I’m having a lot of thoughts about it#and I’m going to get very opinionated in the tags.#I am sick of feeling hated by online strangers because they think I’m a misogynist#or they think I haven’t read the text#Or they think I’m not as clever#not as understanding as they are#Yes#I am fifteen.#Maybe you do understand the text more than me.#or maybe we both have valid opinions and you can stop telling me I belong in a category that isn’t mine.#I like celegorm#i accept that Celegorm has done vile things#i am still compelled by his character#I am not fucking reading him wrong#I am trying so hard to read him right#People will say ‘I am a feanorian stan but-‘ and proceed to insult all feanorian stans#Be nice#please stop acting all high and mighty#and I get it! It’s hard!#it’s hard to have opinions and be kind about them#Because not everyone’s opinions are the same#But for god’s sake you better think so hard about what you’re saying before you post it#because you sound like you are ignoring fandom discourse and the concept of ‘morally grey’ because of woke#And I know the very things I’m saying are exactly what I’m trying to stop#But I would like some counter-representation out there#I would like some honest conversation that doesn’t involve immediate side-taking#I also love arguing#i am also very hot-headed
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remembering george daniel and matty healy know theres fanfiction written about them and breaking into a cold sweat .
#YOU SHOULDNT KNOW THAT#NO#GO AWAY NO#i dont like this#please its the way George speaks hes like a teenage girl i cant explain it#like me when i was fifteen walking into school and going like OH MY GOD. DID YOU HEAR..#like. thats how he did it and i cant deal with it#AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY (in a good way)#no hes like. the way he was all :((( i dont wanna hurt anyones feelings........:(( like okay......... maybe STOP KNOWING WHAT IT IS#im gonna explode like genuinely the day any of them mention it again im deactivating immediately#blah blah!#the 1975#george daniel#matty healy
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Fun fact
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This made me ship Byler and it made me go to Byler tumblr 😀✌🏾
#it was like 2-3 years ago#i was like 14 okay#don’t blame me#maybe I was fifteen#anyway#Highschool sweathearts >>>#love this song#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#lmao#melanie martinez#Youtube
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so has anyone else experienced Thoughts about this blurb in dùrians desc or do i just need to be neutered
#eprocto#fell back into stupid cookie game and goddamnit. God damnit man#how dare you write this shit about fuckin junkřat cookie#like. okay Image for your mind#hes into it. like he feels good hes doing his horrible little giggle#literally hotboxing the train car hes in and he Loves it#i want to assign someone to be w him in this kinda scenario but like. Who#i need him to be shamelessly into it in front of somebody who plays along#especially if it can be like. them commenting on him in a top way and hes just a shameless bottom abt it#like riding their thigh with a smile while making it reek and being sorta praised for it#im so im So fucking normal. theres like fifteen characters rn and none feel Right#maybe i just need more story bullshit n ill see him and get ideas or sumn#anyways. Yeah i want that thing to start rippin ass#and i Need. to at least inflict this concept onto others for consideration
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"You fornicated with a mind flayer!"
okay but i also banged a devil, an incubus, and a druid in the shape of a cave bear, like, don't get up your butt about it dude
#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate spoilers#weirdly having sex with the mind flayer was the thing that made me trust it less#which led to me freeing you orpheus#so maybe be cool about it for just fifteen minutes okay
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I keep forgetting I can't seem to get the current version of xkit to work on my new laptop and going to do stuff that it let me do fjldksafjdlsaj
#text post#im p sure the mutual marker thing was a feature w/them bc i'm missing them on everyone that#as far as I know I was still a mutual with#then again I did drop like. fifteen followers over the last week#but that usually happens whenever I start actually posting my personal thoughts on my personal blog lmao#have also gotten a few messages both politely and not so politely asking me to essentially shut the fuck up re: my personal posts#idk what to tell y'all on that bc like. i have a lot of folks I follow n' enjoy who post just as much /even more than me re: personal stuff#I think im just particularly irritating even when I'm trying really hard not to be and try to edit my posts down/keep them under readmores#but im trying to be better#not trying hard enough tho apparently and this tag essay probably won't help but. idk.#i think we're all allowed to be as irritating/post as much personal stuff as we want on our blogs#but i also think im still operating uselessly on how tumblr was a few years ago. ppl don't like that anymore it seems#and that's okay but I gotta work on catching up to that and do better#anyway. it's possible i did lose most of my mutuals and tbh it's not a big deal it's just a lot of ppl at once like. damn.#makes me wonder what the last straw was just out of curiosity#bc if that's really what happened then im down to like. maybe three or four mutuals left and it hasn't been that low since I first started#on here back in like. tail end of hs beginning of college#I also keep missing the quick reblog feature which was my fave but. someday I will figure out why xkit isn't working for me#and i will fix it. at a time when im not sick and feeling cruddy lol
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i love spending hours trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with my computer just so i can go 'eh whatever' and put it off for future ds to deal with
#its still running ill just pray that bsod was a fluke and wait for it to do it again#and then again#and enough times for me to be forced to admit that okay yeah maybe this is a problem#and only then will i spend the 70 bucks/fifteen minutes of work itll take to fix it#this is an incredibly productive and helpful way of handling tech problems trust me im an IT major#me.txt
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This school is a SHITSHOW WHAT THE FUCK
#pkmn irl#rotomblr#pokeblogging#dash commentary#WHAT DO YOU MEAN NO TEACHER INVOLVEMENT#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE KIDS RUN IT THEMSELVES#I DON'T CARE THAT THEY'RE PRODIGIES THEY'RE LIKE FIFTEEN WHAT THE FUCL#I. Okay. Okay!!! I can try and do what I can. I can open my doors and I can let kids come to me with complaints. And I can... TRY pass them#to the actual teachers. Or maybe set up a stress corner. Or something
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missed chance in mha to show the trials and tribulations of the remedial course group just for Bakugo and Todoroki to immediately get charged with vigilantism because they decimated a guy just a few hours before the licensing paperwork was fully processed
#i demand a filler episode where its just a court case#inko is the lawyer and she treats it like a hobby because shes got so much free time#but rest assured she has fifteen awards stuffed under the sofa#and then they have to gather a bunch of witnesses to vouch for bakugo and todorokis character#and they put their all into it but its just COMPLETLEY failing to convince the judge and jury that they didnt mean it#bonus points if Aizawa is vouching for them too#and hes like these kids didnt mean it theyre top students they would never and everyone is like oh wow okay maybe youre right#but then the prosecution lawyer comes up to ask him some follow up questions and hes like#‘nice story by the way didnt you collude with vigilantes numerous times throughout your career?’#and aizawa is like FUCK because he knew this would happen#lawyer proceeds to show images of vigilantes blatantly being vigilantes and Aizawa just chilling next to them or even worse being friendly#then maybe the judge pulls up evidence but literally neither of them can explain it cuz turns out camie created a bunch of bs illusions#but hey you dont see her in the stands sooo#also the entire time Bakugo is trying to throw todoroki under the bus for the entire thing and Todoroki indirectly helps him#but because his dad is endeavor and also The Universe it just ends up backfiring on Bakugo#also endgame bakudeku idk how but itll happen#bakudeku undercurrents the ENTIRE time#thank you thats all#mha#mha fic#bnha fic#mha bakugou#mha todoroki
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Just watched the new doctor who episodes and I fricking LOVE Fifteen!
#yes he's only had like ten minutes of screen time but i love him okay#i can tell already#the second thing he did was hug his past self#he's already the doctor to me#sometimes it takes a bit to click but fifteen did right off the bat#and i love his accent it's so good#did you know he's scottish? rwandan-scottish more specifically but now i want to hear gatwa's real accent because surely this isn't it?#it doesn't sound scottish. i can hear the rwandan influence but it doesn't sound scottish.#or maybe I'm just a terrible judge of accents i swear they all blend together after a while#sometimes I'll hear a british accent and not notice it doesn't match mine#i think I've spent too long around other accents and sometimes they don't register anymore. they're just normal.
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checks watch like oh guess it’s time for my monthly “is medieval studies right because greek is right there” breakdown
#reed.txt#i'm going through it especially with this odyssey musical and the two new iliad translations and i'm just#gnawing on table legs#i need to get back to my iliad poetry project maybe that'll help get this to knock it the fuck off#the thing keeping me from greek is the INTENSIVE language learning i would have to undergo but also...........#i would like to write fifteen thousand words on the homeric works............#i dunno i keep thinking about how. i have more solid ideas for a thesis outside of medieval studies.#except for medieval studies i could get knee deep in the divine comedy so like. u know.#ANYWAY. yeah. here we are. yet again. pain and suffering.#also medieval studies. i could work with the manuscripts like i want to.#greek i feel like i would be relegated to academia which isn't BAD but i don't. know it that's entirely what i want.#it's been a Rough couple of days okay we're just. i am just sitting here.
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I bet the JL has a “how fucked are we” metric that’s literally just how many of Bruce’s kids are there.
Like if he pulls up to the alien invasion or whatever with just Robin, then everything’s fine. More than fine, actually, because Bruce feels comfortable enough to bring his eight year old along for the ride. This battle will take approximately fifteen minutes and they’ll all get shawarma after. Not fucked in the slightest.
But if Red Robin shows up too… hmm, okay, this is getting somewhat serious. Tim is one of Bruce’s most trusted partners; he’s the smart Robin, the tactician, the loyal one, and so if Batman brought him along then it means he’s at least a little bit worried about shit hitting the fan and wants one his advisors around. But the combined brain power of Bruce and Tim is pretty much unmatched (DC plot armor for the win), so everything will be fine, basically. Superman might take a hit, but everything’s going to be fine. Just keep calm and you’ll all make it home in time to Door Dash some Panda Express before it closes. So not that fucked.
It starts to get serious after that. When Signal and Spoiler roll up the scene, shit has definitely hit the fan. Batman’s worried enough to call in reinforcements and he’s probably doubting the League’s ability to listen/obey his orders, so he needs a backup plan in case things go really south. But with Signal’s abilities and Steph’s superpower of turning anything into a joke, chances are you’ll be okay. Maybe impaled or something, but okay. But still, fucked.
When Nightwing shows, the JL knows it’s starting to get dicey out on the field. See, Nightwing’s got his own team, his own issues—the fact that he set that all aside to help out his dad is cause for concern. On a scale from 1-10, they are at a 7. Above moderately fucked.
And… oh God. Black Bat? Most of the time the JL doesn’t even see her, but once she makes herself known and starts fighting alongside her siblings, they all start to silently freak out. Black Bat is a fucking machine and if she’s breaking a sweat trying to fight the Big Bad, things are definitely not going to go well. They start praying that Batman figures something out. They freak out. They are intrinsically fucked.
But God Forbid you catch sight of the Red Hood. The prodigal son is a legitimate killer, and if Batman’s letting him blow out brains then the JL knows he’s desperate. And a desperate Batman is not good. At all. They are definitely fucked.
#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily#dick grayson#batfamily headcannons#jason todd#tim drake#justice league#Clark Kent#damian wayne#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#cassandra cain headcannons#duke thomas#bamf batfamily#batman family#batfam#batman comics
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lena raine infinite amethyst unlocks a secret emotion and every time it plays in the game I have to stop everything I’m doing and stare off at the horizon until it’s over and then somehow try to be normal again having experienced that
#it’s like#it was beautiful#it was so so beautiful and amazing and perfect#but now it’s over#and that’s okay too#and its ending will be beautiful as well#and maybe it needs to end. maybe the ending is the best thing that can happen#and though it may be sad in a way it’s the right thing#I don’t know#this sounds like I’m talking about something specific but#I’ve had it on loop for the last fifteen minutes and right now I’m experiencing an emotion#that’s like if bittersweet was actually just the mundane face of something eldritch and beyond human comprehension#it’s almost midnight I should not be permitted to think about my emotions#emi talks#emi writes#i guess#wrote this entire post in the middle of the night including tags and found it in my drafts today#didn’t actually remember writing it#oh well you all get to see it now
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