#melanie martinez

[doja365]

Crybaby(Prologue)

All on your own. Masterlist TW- Mentions of bullying, neglect

Alone.

If I had to describe myself in one way it would always be alone. If I ask a million people the same question every day the answer will always be the same.

My parents never wanted me, but who would? I enjoy the quietness for a while until I received a letter that I would now be the daughter of Bruce Wayne. I had to change my name for this.

'Eurus Pirate Wayne.'

I got the middle name 'Pirate', because the last thing I remember from the orphanage was playing with pirates. I hated princesses, yet I always wanted to be them. They are perfect, always smiling, and has a picture-perfect family.

But look at me. I always cry, my body is as flat as a pancake, and I don't even have anything remotely close to a family. I only had Alfred as a father figure in my life and as a mother-figure I had Selina, but she rarely comes here. And when she does, she'd always bring me my favourite fruit snacks.

I have it much worse in school. The first day I was in school, I had to present myself to the classroom. But when some one said, "Gosh, she's so ugly eww.", I ran to the bathroom and cried. A few years after that I always get bullied for being a nerd, I mean, I enjoy history what's wrong with that?

Wayne doesn't even try to acknowledge my existence, every time I get home with a black eye, or a bloody nose, I always had Alfred tend to my wounds. I had been named, the schools 'Crybaby'. There is nothing wrong with being emotional.

Every year for the past 13 years I've stayed there, I had the worst birthdays, Christmases, New Years, and recitals only giving me awards but not a family.

I had always wanted to give them gifts but they either crush it or ignore it. I always cry myself to sleep knowing that they didn't appreciate my effort, and they don't try to give me a gift.

Once I bought Dick a sweater that he always wanted. For Jason it was a leather jacket, for Damian, a chain necklace with a robin charm on it. For Tim, it was the Sherlock Holmes book, first edition. I had fixed the necklace Cassandra broke, bought dresses for Barbara and Stephanie. And for Bruce, I fixed his father's broken watch.

What did I do wrong?

Am I a bad person?

Am I not special?

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A/N: I finally started it yayyyyy

Taglist

@lunayaps, @not-aya, @iluvcatzz, @vanessa-boo, @ivyrose9194,@thesehandsarerated-e

[walking-rotting-trash]

ֶָ֢ ּ ֶָ֢.^᪲᪲᪲excited to meet my creators ^ּ᪲᪲᪲ ֶֶָָּ֢֢ ֶָ֢.

[pro-zac-queen]

[secretdoll332]

[cloned-sheep97]

Oh you're a queer kid? what's your fav music artist? and don't say...

will wood

will wood and the tapeworms

Tally hall

Miracle musical

mitski

jackstuber

joe hawley

that handsome devil

chonny jash

tom leher

ghost and pals

maretu

6arelyhuman

odetari

penelope scott

rio romeo

cuarteto de nos

riki musso

santiago tavella

laufey

taylor swift

radiohead

marina

weezer

the beatles

tv girl

billie ellish

milk in the microwave

bo burnham

fish in a birdcage

toby fox

lemon demon

sarah and the safe word

asteria

artic monkeys

they might be giants

my chemical romance

green day

gorillaz

ado

melanie martinez

the strokes

evanecense

glass animals

soddiken

the scary jokes

whatever Your favorite martian was smoking

tyler, the creator

the crane wives

the living tombstone

cavetown

mindless self indulgance

the orion experience

hamilton (yeah ik its a musical)

heathers (yeah ik its a musical x2)

ride the cyclone (YEAH IK ITS A MUSICAL x3)

steam powered giraffe

kiuko (i dont remember how its spelled)

21 pilots

Sir Chloe

hazbin hotel soundtrack

paparrapa the rapper soundtrack

sonic soundtrack

or the omori soundtrack

edit: just to make clear that i don't know every queer band on existence

[the-sp0tless-mind]

[lace4ngel]

i luv blythe dolls

[cup1dsdaughter]

the feminine urge to run away from my small town and never come back

[lolitalucia]

my favorite era of architecture ♡

[ssavaart]

On Being Invisible...

I posted a Short yesterday about joining the Cara app and then suddenly feeling "invisible" again.

I did this because... as artists... we bare our soul to the world every time we make art and put it out there for all to see.

It's an incredibly brave thing we do and it leaves us feeling REALLY vulnerable and alone if no one sees it.

I know I have over 3 million subscribers across my socials and I have been blessed with more praise and love than anyone deserves.

And I am eternally thankful for it (though I still don't believe I'm worthy of it).

BUT.... all it takes is for a new app like Cara to come out and suddenly... I'm that invisible, shy, and insecure kid from high school all over again.

And... I wanted to share that vulnerable feeling because I know that we ALL have that. We all feel invisible sometimes.

Making art is a very brave thing we do. And even someone with millions of followers and 5 decades of experience feels that insecurity. That anxiety.

You are not alone.

I'm there with you.

Let's be brave together.

Sending Big Hugs from the Hobbit Hole. ♥♥♥

Scott

[doja365]

Crybaby M.S

Summary- Another adopted child of Bruce, no matter how much love Alfred has given you, you couldn't stop the dam that's threatening to burst in your eyes. You've been emotionally abused inside, yet remained untouchable in school. They call me crybaby, but I don't fucking care. I'll laugh through my tears.

Chapters

Prologue (All on your own) ...

Imagines

(None yet) ...

Aesthetic

(Part 1) ...

Face Claims

(None yet) ...

Taglist

@lunayaps, @not-aya, @iluvcatzz, @vanessa-boo, @ivyrose9194,@thesehandsarerated-e

[morphinebite]

you can be alice, i’ll be the mad hatter

[wanderlustfawn]

[jellymerit]

There are two flavors of white teenager

[dangeroustaintedflawed]

i want blood, guts and angel cake

i’m gonna puke it anyway ౨ৎ⋆˚｡♱⋆ ‎ ‎