#ok. silence now. no more of this

[arsenicflame]

every time i get to ride a high i think 'oh maybe i can try and do this' and inevitably a couple days later i crash and burn and get reminded of exactly why i was thinking that way in the first place

[jesuis-assez]

↠ Tim & Lucy scenes ↳ 5x10 - The List

[madamemiz]

you have a hard time vocalizing after work sometimes, but he talks plenty for the both of you

[arkiwii]

very sad still see the saria/silence divorce headcanon still going around

have you ever tried to consider that they never dated before lone trail because it would be unrealistic with the timeline and the events and also because it would be overshadowing the actual truth of why they couldn't get along

[silusvesuius]

this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑

[fusionsprunt]

Hunter what the FUCK-

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[cheerfullycatholic]

Who's gonna get whacked by the snowstorm? It's supposed to get me the next two days and I'm kinda excited tbh 👀

ARE Y'ALL PREPARED?!

[ded-inside-anonymous]

Still water:

- boo bad

- stagnant

- probably going to kill you

- hey! Why are you drinking the microorganisms home?!

- probably not clear

- makes me nervous

Flowing water:

- ehh

- I mean less likely to kill you

- so that's a plus

- makes pretty sound

- could be a problem if you feel like you need to pee

- still drinking micro organisms home tho

- apparently tastes very good from what people say

- extra fresh I guess??

Frozen water:

- 10/10

- the best

- ice has fantastic cronch

- we all know chick fil a ice is superior

- but wait wait wait, what's better than chick fil a ice?

- SNOW

- 1000000/10

- texture is peak

- so yummy

- why can't snow be available for eating more readily?

- I only get it in winter???

- such a scam

- I need summer snow

- probably eating microorganisms home

- ... probably eating microorganisms

- geez I hope it doesn't hurt them

- stomach acid probably hurts them

- aww now I'm sad

- but I need water to not die

- this is very unfortunate

- ...snow is still the best

- but now I'm also sad

[wolfeyedwitch]

Me: *experiences unpleasant things from People Being Crazy*

My inner whump writer: *takes notes about the feelings for more accurate future writing*

[kaisollisto]

camlil silence (i trace the silence with my lips for any part of you)

Lilith presses into her back pushing her cheek into the training mat. She can feel the frustration rolling off of Lilith in waves but it doesn't deter her. Lilith's mad, she's always mad but this feels like desperation. Camila can taste the dew in the air, she doesn't need to turn around to know, she can feel the animosity.

Lilith has something to get off her chest but something won't let her. Camila can feel a shift, a knot in Lilith's chest has tightened and she finds her opening. She slips out from underneath her using her small frame to her advantage.

Lilith's grip had faltered and Camila knows it, she slams her digging her limbs between the shoulder blades of her broad back. Camila's not strong, at least not strong enough as Lilith but she knows what feels tender, what bruises easily, what hurts.

(Lilith brushes her fingers gently down her arms, it raises goosebumps on her skin but Camila has to focus. Lilith is prattling on about wrists and their field of mobility and Camila misses her. She doesn't think about what Lilith did today and why her shoulders are tense. She doesn't think about the furrow in her brow or the paleness of her skin. She doesn't think about much other than the light filtering through the room. It softens the angular cheekbones in her face, it whispers a memory of a smile Lilith had given her wholeheartedly another time.

It's always disarmed Camila how soft Lilith smiles. Her teeth poke out from her lips symmetrically and Cam needs to know if there's any more facets to her smile. A crooked grin? A chewed lip? The questions hold a home inside of her clawing and shaking her to her core.

Camila knows how Lilith gets her scars, each one has their tells. There's a constriction in her throat every time she looks too hard. Some of them scar so bad Camila doesn't have to guess what happened. She watches the way Lilith carries herself after long missions. A jaw twisted too tight, scabs in her hands, a twitch in her eyebrow, she knows her. (But she still can't figure out how to lift the corner of Lilith's mouth with a quip).

It speaks volumes, her smiles, her scars, her mannerisms, layers of who she used to be, who she could be and Camila knows how to process information. She just doesn't know what to do with it, it sits in cabinets, in hard drives, in the absence of Lilith. She needs to break it all down, she needs to do something with it, she's just not sure what.

Lilith is complex, she's always contradicting herself in the face of emotions. That's what Camila likes about her, she's unpredictable especially when she smiles. She doesn't see it often but once or twice she catches something predatory.

She wants to see more of it, hints of it, the absence of it, a shy lip, a bold snarl, a swallowed smile, she's selfish and she wants more.

Lilith had swatted her across her forehead when she had finally noticed she wasn't paying attention. It had devolved into a harmless argument and had startled Camila, in her yearning she had missed Lilith once again.)

Even now Camila's mind drifts which leaves her flipped on her back. Lilith's forearm pins her chest against the mat and Lilith's eyes are cold. She flickers back and forth between frustration and fear. Camila recognizes the turmoil, a heavy burden that has been hefted on Lilith from birth.

Lilith doesn't want to talk about it and Camila knows it but her lips tingle, she itches to reach past her, down deep into her and touch her. Grab her hand and tell her she will be okay. To shield her, to hold her like others have done before

(and Camila has never been good at letting things go.)

But she can't, the words get lodged in her throat and she fears. She is no stranger to doubt, she knows doubt, (in dark nights, in hushed prayer sessions, in broken bones and swollen lips). Camila isn't strong enough but it's so much easier to be strong when it's her.

She grabs Lilith, (she can feel herself lingering on the jut of her forearm, the muscles are tight and she can't let herself get lost in familiarity,) the material of her shirt feels soft. Her hands screw up against the material bunching them up, Lilith's going to grumble at her for the wrinkles, and yanks her down.

Lilith can sense her predictability and jerks her head to the side narrowly avoiding a head on collision. Camila feels her hiss tickle her ear but she pays it no mind as her hand falls on the left side of her face and plants a soft kiss on her cheekbone. The skin bends to her touch and her cheekbone has never felt softer.

She doesn't dare to go further but she longs for it, she can feel an inky memory ghosting her skin but her treacherous thumb anchors her to the present as it lingers on the fold of the corner of her mouth. She doesn't press down just skims lightly. She can feel the soft hairs of her face and it's different yet the same as always. It's still Lilith but if she lingers she can feel scarred tissue.

Camila's huffing, the only sound between them and if she were braver she would give Lilith another kiss, a kiss dappled underneath her lashes. (The softest part of Camila reaching for the softest part of Lilith.) Her hand twitches on instinct to press up and kiss her again but she holds still. She can feel Lilith's gaze boring into her but she's not ready for what answer lies in her face. She skirts around the slopes of her face, taking in the contours of her skin. They're unfit for a warrior, a fighter like Lilith, Lilith whom's only mistake was being born to a lineage.

(And Camila can understand Lilith's anger, can feel a familiarity with it. They shouldn't be here, fighting, hurting, and dying.)

She is pinned at the mercy of Lilith but that's just who Camila is. She's drawn to the hunt, the danger and she wants to be devoured by her. But most importantly she wants her, she wants Lilith so deeply that any part of her fills some depraved part of her.

And Lilith answers, she presses their lips together in a hunger Camila has missed. She lurks at the edges of her lips teasing her, taunting her. Her teeth scrape against every corner of her lips and she gets lost in it. It douses her on fire, scratching angry Lilith biting into her face, searching for the same depraved thing inside of her.

It's hot and messy and Lilith is whimpering into her mouth, a pathetic sad noise that breaks Camila's heart. It keens between them and Camila does her best to hold it with her lips. She presses harder into Lilith swallowing everything she has to give and it's enough. Her hands wander hurriedly on her, in places she couldn't touch before: the underside of her ribs, the fat of her stomach, the dips in between her shoulder blades.

She debates pulling back to hug her, hold her, to kiss her, to burrow into her, there's too much to do and so little time. She feels Lilith push away from her, her fingers fold delicately over the shape of her mouth. They trace her lips as Lilith heaves inches away from her face and Camila has to swallow the urge to taste them. She's content to feel as the fingers flex and move across her face.

She presses her fingers against Lilith's cheek and she knows that something's changed for them, for the better.

[funfactory]

Do you think there's any chance Fromis could continue as a group?

i'm certainly hoping they can continue as a group but i honestly have no idea what their chances are... i don't really know how easy it is for an entire group to get picked up by a new label, but it's certainly not impossible bc it's happened to other groups before so..??

i'm trying not to get my hopes up too high, but i DO think that everyone acting like they're for sure done for/disbanding after this is jumping the gun a little lmao. all we know for sure right now is that they're leaving pledis, and that fact on its own is actually a good thing bc pledis sucks

we sadly won't know for sure what's going to happen until their contracts are officially up and they can post about their future activities, but at the very least the girls have been on social media saying pretty hopeful things (saerom saying "trust me and wait", jiheon basically saying it'll be different in the future but it's not the end, saerom saying don't send her off bc she's not going anywhere) so we have that

i'm kind of rambling beyond the answer to ur question but basically, yes i think there's a chance. it may or may not be a very big chance but it's happened before so who can say for sure it won't happen to them too u know

[medicinemane]

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

You have... very very very very very very very very smart people you know, and they're say something that not only isn't true, but literally is as opposite of the truth as it's possible to be... and you'll... gently inform them "hey, it's actually a bit more like this" and then they just kinda... go on saying literally the exact same thing

I'm not sure if it's just that... I often feel like I must be very bad at communicating, or people must just not notice/ignore a lot of what I say, but... I don't know

Like dearest friend, you've said something as absurd as... I don't know, it's hard to say without saying it, but honest to god about as absurd as saying the United States was a part of the USSR, that level of completely getting it backwards

...and it just doesn't seem to matter when I try to explain it... I legit don't even know if you read what I said

Really end up feeling like I'm going nuts sometimes

[badcountryofficial]

honestly genuinely sometimes you need to get ur heart broken. like. it's healthy, it's good. it's learning and growth. some ppl need to get theirs broken a bit more. myself included

[friday-answers]

Ok, I love this podcast, like, very much. But one request, can each episode have a "clearer audio" version like you did with the first video?? It's just a bit easier for me to understand without having to read the transcript while I'm listening :] (Sorry if this sounds rude or anything ajaja)

no this isn't rude at all don't be silly!!

essentially what happened was this -

in the first episode, i used this voice fx which was called like 'transmission' or something at around 15/100 which basically created all that noisy, static-y, broken radio sounds that also muffles my voice a lot. i really like the style of it, but after people coming to me and discussing this sound, i realised yeah! maybe not the best.

so in episode 2, i didn't use it at all..... good move, so ep 2 should be a clear audio too, i'd hope, as it was edited just like the clearer audio ver. of ep 1.

but then i got bold again for ep 3, decided that yes maybe 15/100 was too much but what about 1/100...! just a smidge!

... yeah that voice fx goes a long way it's honestly quite impressive

yes i can absolutely upload a clearer audio version of episode 3, and i NOW 100% mark my words will continue to edit the episodes this way from now on T-T

[orcelito]

ok i am actually so very angry and there's literally nothing i can do to fix it. life keeps going on. she might even be happy. and fuck dude, i'll make sure im happy too, i was a fully developed person before she was in my life and i'll continue to be one without her. but God Damn, the fact that she can just do something so blatantly awful and unfair to me and then run off without any actual repercussions is just so fucking rankling to me.

like perhaps she feels guilty. she said she did when it was all going down. but it was just something she "needed to do". so obviously she didn't feel guilty enough or she wouldnt have done it like that lmaoooo

i really did deserve to have a good solid yell at her. but unfortunately, by the time i did see her in person i just wanted her out of my fucking life. so. no yelling was done, unfortunately.

[llesbianwrites]

take my hand and come with me to. a world with the most fuckass characters you’ve ever seen. Sparkling cast list includes

1. failed nepo baby that should be wasting away again in margaritaville but is instead learning about the power of friendship. sad !

2. fell in with the wrong crowd then fell in love with food and cooking as an escape. food is her love language etc etc but get the fuck out of her kitchen her ass is NOT sharing counter space

3. cant let go of the past so i drag it with me personified (its killing her)

4. i choose to be kind i choose to be good i choose love and hope and joy (eye twitching so hard people are starting to worry)

5. I Was A Ritualistic Sacrifice and All I Got Was Survivors Guilt. And Also This Sickass Scar

6. little miss took operation (the game) too seriously as a kid (she wants to dissect you so bad!!!!!!!)

7. im the only normal one here! (<- WRONG !)