#i respect your sacrifice
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Still water:
- boo bad
- stagnant
- probably going to kill you
- hey! Why are you drinking the microorganisms home?!
- probably not clear
- makes me nervous
Flowing water:
- ehh
- I mean less likely to kill you
- so that's a plus
- makes pretty sound
- could be a problem if you feel like you need to pee
- still drinking micro organisms home tho
- apparently tastes very good from what people say
- extra fresh I guess??
Frozen water:
- 10/10
- the best
- ice has fantastic cronch
- we all know chick fil a ice is superior
- but wait wait wait, what's better than chick fil a ice?
- SNOW
- 1000000/10
- texture is peak
- so yummy
- why can't snow be available for eating more readily?
- I only get it in winter???
- such a scam
- I need summer snow
- probably eating microorganisms home
- ... probably eating microorganisms
- geez I hope it doesn't hurt them
- stomach acid probably hurts them
- aww now I'm sad
- but I need water to not die
- this is very unfortunate
- ...snow is still the best
- but now I'm also sad
#water#ice#snow#moving water#still water#stagnant water#microorganisms#big sad#snow is the best#stomach acid#eats the snow#yummy#random stuff#random thoughts#thoughts#dumb thoughts#why?#i talked too long and now im sad#i literally go outside and pick up clean looking snow and eat it while i walk#...poor microorganisms#i feel bad im eating them#the waterslide to death#at least theu have fun ride before they die?#maybe they are more resilient that i think and yheu will be ok#i hope so#poor babies#just trying to live their life#unfortunately i must live too#i respect your sacrifice#a moment of silence for the microorganisms
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WYLL to an ILLITHID TAV: Have you been... comfortable in the Undercity? Is there anything more I can bring you?
#.txt#baldur's gate 3#wyll#wyll ravengard#tav#wyll x tav#artemis entreri#illithid tav#bg3 spoilers#bg3edit#gamingedit#*#just realized i never giffed this before so... yeah.#keeping your illithid lover alive as respect for their immense sacrifice despite the danger they pose and the danger they're in from others#while having to grapple with your conscience as you offer them sustenance#and in the end delegating that decision to someone else so you won't have to deal with the guilt of it on your shoulders#romance<3
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I will say that y’all gotta lay off my girl Jiang Yanli 😭 She may have done a few small questionable things in life *cough*the wedding dress*cough* but saving Wei Wuxian was not one of them. She only died because she intentionally gave her life to save Wei Wuxian. She used up the last of her strength to shove him, a fully grown man, out the path of a sword trying to backstab him. She saw it coming when nobody else did and chose to save him. It was her choice. Don’t take that away from her by calling her impulsive or acting like “if only she had time to think,” she would have chosen differently. If one Jiang was gonna give themself to Wei Wuxian wholeheartedly, it was gonna be the one who publicly claimed him as her brother. Cause that’s what real family does.
#mdzs#if you wouldn’t sacrifice yourself to save *your* baby brother#that sounds like a you problem#but jyl is different#i doubt in the strongest terms that she would regret her actions#if she was resurrected i can guarantee she’d stand on business behind her actions#her only regret would likely be that her son was left to be raised by two psychopaths#but saving her didi? not even an option for regret in her mind#better put some RESPECT on my girl’s name 😤
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Macaque would be happy if his final death was due to wukong turning around.
Macaque main motive is that he wants to be important to wukong, friend or foe, he wants to matter to him. I truly feel that in canon, macaque is less mad about his death, and more mad that in the end he was nothing to wukong. Season 5 he hears indirectly wukong trusts him, he matters to him, and he jumps to the rescue. So yeah, having evidence in the end that he matters, would comfort him.
yes, it would comfort him, but Macky is also way too aware of the other relationships Wukong has compared to their own. he would be comforted by the fact that he is still someone Wukong would fight for and turn back to, but by s5, Macky recognizes and respects Wukong's relationship with MK
#possibly contrasting how he didn't respect swk's relationship with the pilgrims in jttw#in my mind: i see mack's anger from the sacrifice not being a 'oh you trade your life NOW' but rather a 'there are OTHERS out there for you#he appreciates it truly#and he is way too self aware to understand how much this means to him and swk#but also he's of the attitude that this should not be about him#does this make sense?#i know this concept is laser focused on shadowpeach#but i feel like there should still be an acknowledgment of mk because of how close he is to swk#like in s5 mac gave swk an opening to trade HIS life in mk's stead#while everyone else was grieving mk. mac was grieving swk#idk i'm sorry if this is derailing from the concept#shadowpeach#asks#lmk#lmk sun wukong#lmk six eared macaque
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Hannigram is literally just Eat Your Young x Too Sweet
#talk to me about how the Hozier songs about the circle of gluttony are perfect for them#Willingness to sacrifice for consumption#references to jonathan swift#“’overindulgence on worldly pleasures’#the contrast between two individuals encouraging them to change for better or for worse#also the fact that Hannibal himself is a fan of Dante#he would respect all the references in Hozier’s music even if I don’t think he’d listen to it#I could go on#hannibal#will graham#hannibal lecter#hannibal 2013#nbc hannibal#hannigram#murder husbands#hozier#too sweet#eat your young
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oh my god I'm so tired of this Eurovision shit. it's an apolitical event. it was literally created to be something peaceful the participating countries can engage in together. it hasn't allowed the contestants to make political statements historically. y'all didn't care when Ukraine was being invaded and none of the performers were allowed to protest. y'all didn't care last year when Azerbaijan was invading Armenia and the performers weren't allowed to protest (y'all didn't care that Azerbaijan invaded Armenia, ie. the country they waged a genocide in, period). please stop cosplaying activism and learn how to do it in real life, and effectively.
how much are you parroting the things you see people get up in arms about online and how much are you listening to actual Palestinian human beings in Gaza? you think boycotting Eurovision is going to make a ceasefire happen? y'all can't even listen to Palestinians enough to stop supporting Hamas when they don't. you look foolish. and that harms Palestinian liberation efforts. you know, the thing you're supposed to be fighting for instead of posturing from the comfort of your tumblr account.
It's exhausting watching people claw so desperately for personal catharsis and label it activism to try and justify it. you just want to justify hating things and not feel bad about it.
-an actual activist
#sorry not sorry I'm so absolutely sick of this inane bullshit#it does NOTHING#I know no one's going to reblog this#because no one wants to get yelled at online and get anon hate#and that's some bullshit in itself because we all know none of these people have any actual respect for others on this hellshite#I don't blame anyone who doesn't want to speak up#most of the people going off about it have never watched Eurovision and weren't going to anyway#thank you for your sacrifice
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Been seeing way less people talk about shit republicans are doing in their quest to demonize democrats (shut up for five minutes, this post ain't about them and I already know why you're mad at them, I am too). And I don't think people are taking the fact that republicans will have majority in EVERY branch of government seriously come January 2025. Anything that gets passed has to go through them, whether democrats help or not. So maybe try remembering you have two feet to step on two necks. Just some food for thought.
#people who want to be seen as so woke they let the right off the hook completely because they're too focused on infighting 🤪#yes you are very smart and very worldly. the worldliest even. how does that help us#I feel like nobody else is as worried about republican majority in every part of government is#“You live in a blue state you'll be fine” unfortunately I suffer from caring about other people disease#politics#election 2024#us politics#And with all due respect I don't want to hear about how the community will protect each other unless you have a specific plan in place#I'm willing to help however I can but some vauge wet dream of a revolution someone else will start is about as helpful to me as...#an actual wet dream#less then actually. at least the wet dream could make me feel good.#current events have lead me to believe change can be brought on by the people but not without planning and not without sacrifice#It takes understanding what it would mean to sacrifice whom#Like imagine if the Claims Adjuster was black. Nothing else changes he's just black#He would be written off as a ghetto hoodlum (despite still being rich and educated (assuming Mangione is the guy))#there are times the people affected the most have to take a stand and a time that hurts more than it helps#are you willing to make that choice? be that sacrifice?#you want revolution? revolution is ugly. so either accept that or find another way#anyway I'm rambling#tl;dr stop letting your anger at democrats completely distract you from republicans and the nonsense they're pulling.#ESPECIALLY now that they have all ths power
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i can hardly put into words how grateful i am to have regained the use of my brain in the past 6 months or so. before that, i struggled with terrible brain fog that persisted for years, making me feel i had a fishbowl popped on top of my head 24/7. i spent what limited brainpower i had trying to root out a cause from my diet. but it turns out that the culprit was a lethal combination of unhealed childhood trauma, as well as the stress and chronic insomnia from being in a relationship with a neglectful and inconsistent partner.
did you know that stress and trauma physically shrink your hippocampus (responsible for learning, memory) and increase the size of your amygdala (responsible for survival and fear responses)? my hippocampus must have been the size of a fucking pea, and my amygdala a baseball. i was basically a feral cat.
since quite literally fleeing that situation, i've been militant about therapy and taking care of myself: exercise, eating right, 8 hours of sleep per night without exception, and keeping my stress low. contrary to all the advice i've ever received before my current therapist, aside from occasional socializing with my extremely small circle of family and friends (whom i love dearly and who've all really rallied to support me through the shitstorm my life was earlier this year), i've fully indulged my love of solitude and being a homebody.
that, instead of shaming myself and pushing myself to be social when i don't feel like it, which is often. my mother used to do that plenty when i was a kid, because as a giant extrovert herself, it pained and disappointed her greatly to have a daughter who preferred to read in her room all day. i've finally learned how to decouple my inner voice from hers and it has brought me the freedom to just...be who i am.
throughout all this i started noticing that i'd wake up with a clear brain, once in a while. it'd come and go at first, but now, as long as i keep to the regimen of caring for myself like i am my first priority, a concept apparently completely foreign to me up until recently, the clarity is here most days. i'll have an occasionally foggy day, but it's usually easy to trace the cause to shit sleep or food.
the ability to not feel like i'm existing behind 2 inches of foggy glass day in and day out is everything to me. to understand people as they're talking to me. to not have to read a sentence 10 times over to glean its meaning. to enjoy learning again. this used to bring me so much pain and sadness, feeling like i'd lost the use of what i consider to be my greatest asset, feeling like i'm stupid when i know i'm not. i have a bachelor's degree in business with straight As to prove it!
having to go through it and knowing that certain people in my life were not taking me seriously and thinking that i was just being lazy and unambitious. it made me want to fucking scream. but i never lost hope that just like most problems, there was a solution. i was just not seeing it. i needed a different perspective.
i'm currently taking an online chemistry class just for fun. next up is going to be "astronomy: exploring time and space", then probably a cyber security intro class and some data science classes to refresh what i learned in university. i'm having fun learning again!!!! i am quite literally crying writing this, because while i always remained hopeful, there was a small part of me that was scared that this would just be my life from now on. i'm so fucking grateful.
#personal#this is what happens when you truly honor your own needs for the first time maybe ever#because unfortunately nobody is going to do it for you#it's not anyone's job first off but even if it was#nobody knows you like you do#caring for yourself like it's your number one job in life will unlock levels you didn't even know existed for yourself#as someone who was always taught to put others first it was the key i was missing#i used to be barraged with an inner voice of shame whenever i put myself first#telling myself i was selfish and shitty and a terrible human being#like why??? for wanting to stay home? for not wanting to go to lame christmas parties with lame people?#i'm starting to learn that the happiest people in life do whatever the fuck they want to do. without guilt or shame.#the line to narcissism is a thin one and as someone raised by a narcissist i am always cognizant of it#bc caring for myself often feels like narcissism to me#especially as the two narcissists i was abused by projected hardcore and accused me of being one constantly#somehow i thought ruthless self-sacrifice was the path to ensuring i didn't become one#so i put up with heinous shit that normal people with an ounce of self-respect would never dream of tolerating#i know that the fact that i am even capable of self-reflection and accountability means i'm not one#so i'm charging ahead into putting myself first without guilt. i know myself better than anyone on earth#and i know that hurting people is something i try very hard to avoid in general and always have#protip only narcissists will try to convince you that caring for yourself is narcissistic. bc it goes against their agenda.#how did i end up here lmao i said i've figured out the brain fog but adhd has no cure and baby! i'm unmedicated.
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tumblr centrist liberals stop acting like voting is the most influential and important political activity you can participate in challenge
#me donating to mutual aid posts on tumblr and donating esims to people in gaza has done worlds more influence than any vote i ever did#people who risk their lives in protests do more than voting#i firmly believe that#this isnt a Voting is Pointless post this is Voting is the Barest Minimum#voting is easy. when there’s no outside barriers its so fucking easy.#you fill in a card and call it a day. its easy to feel like you made a difference when all you did is fill in some dots.#yall barely even follow up on who you vote for or even Care if the people you vote for fail you#its the perfect thing for weak liberals to attach to#treat it like the be all end all with activism and you have the easiest get out of real political action card#no need to get your hands dirty if you did all you needed to#as someone who DOES vote. voting is the easiest political thing i engage with. everything else is a risk. or at least a sacrifice.#voting is barely anything to me. i dont feel like i do Anything with it. but donating. making political art. THATS something. thats REAL.#i would go to big protests if i lived somewhere with them#like i understand. wanting voting to be enough. im a heavily depressed bitch who feels like they cant engage with anything big or important#i know tumblr is full of those types. yall dont want to do anything. yall dont want to be uncomfortable or upset or anything negative.#personal comfort above all else. thats what tumblr is. thats what centrist liberals are. there’s no real desire to break out-#of the comfort zone or status quo respectively. yall are scared to get Involved. and i am too. but with how current events are going…#i can see that i don’t want to be that anymore. i know i need to be more than that. its hard and risky but i Need to.#and so do yall. yall NEED to engage with activism outside of voting. or you’re doing nothing.#txt
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Yesterday was the first time I actually had Wynne tell me about the spirit possessing her in origins <//3. I have played this game three times, this is my fourth run and somehow I never triggered it since I never bring her anywhere help. Anyways I love my possessed half dead grandma or whatever
#dragon age#crow rambles#aviae and wynne have an odd dynamic where like#aviae highly respects her advice and enjoys her company#but hates the circles and all they stand for with a passion#generally she tries not to pick fights about it but sometimes they have spats about it#also i think the contrast between wynne and Morrigan as your main mages is SO fascinating#idk what their banter is like but just going off their idea of how the warden should go about grey wardening is fascinating#wynne's whole thing is she thinks grey wardens should sacrifice all to be a hero. that they have a duty to more than just themselves#and that sacrifice is inevitable. while she doesnt know about the archdemon sacrifice needed everything about the way she talks about#wardens hints that she would deem it necessary.#meanwhile morrigan's whole thing is being selfish. she wants the warden to live to fight for what they want#even if she doesnt like the warden her act still stems from selfishness and a desire for the warden to do the same#idk i think theyre neat mirrors and ive never seen anyone talk about it <//3
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I respect your right…
… To interpret this honestly incredibly vague character writing/story telling in this way. I respect it.
You're wrong, but I respect it.
#Firebird Randomness#not gonna tag the game bc I ain't kicking THAT hornet nest#but listen I am team Adam did nothing wrong#well no okay I am team Adam is a person who has failings and whose entirely life has been trying do well w/ massive consequences#Raven was already predisposed to obsessive behaviour we have no evidence either way that he 'used' her#she was clearly struggling w/ the truth anyway#and if he could just control the other Naytiba why not steer them off Eve more he wanted her to live#he's clearly panicking when she falls in the fight w/ Tachy#but basically it's literally a stalker behaviour to become obsessive about someone who was even perceived as being mildly kind to you#and then convincing yourself they're sending secret messages when they're not hell even fandoms do it we know who I mean#I think Adam's failure there was just not realising how messed up Raven had become possibly bc he was absorbed in research#he was willing to sacrifice himself or this not send proxies to fight like a certain AI#he makes it clear he means no harm to Lily by giving her the hyper cell to help Xion regardless of what happens#like yes in the actual game/writing there's way too much left ambiguous#it's a she said he said when there should be some evidence one way or the other if they wanted to go that way#so I respect your right#I respect your right to not thinking critically about anything and take it all at face value#which is exactly what the evil satellite would want#oh my gods full circle you are not immune to propaganda
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how i’m holding up after watching the beginning of the end for the first time and seeing discord’s speech to twilight
#sid speaks#horseposting#twicord#they’re so. hrrrgghh#the evolution of their relationship over the course of the series is so gorgeous#you can see her getting more comfortable with him & ribbing him back#because she’s come to understand discord being annoying is just his love language#and he respects her. he wants to succeed.#can’t remember the name of the ep that came after that with him in it but when he called her ‘your majesty’#i legitimately almost started crying LMAO#why does nobody talk about twicord. oh my god they make my heart ache#HIS SUPPOSED SACRIFICE FOR HER MADE HER BRAVE. POUNDS MY FISTS ON THE FLOOR.
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actually, you know what ? im glad my ex gf ghosted me, i dodged a bullet it seems
#this was two years ago and just a few months ago i started getting over it#on the one hand yeah it fucking SUCKS i wish i had had some type of warning instead of radio silence suddently from one day to the other#on the other i was ready to move to texas (me: poc queer fem presenting nd bitch) and was looking seriously jobs over there#and like- i fucking HATE the usa but she was really scared about leaving the states to come to europe- so i was willingly to travel there to#be with her and not put her through that (ive been traveling since childhood so im used to it- but she has certain mental stuff going on and#taking her away from her family and her childhood city was going to be really tough- of course i'd sacrifice my life for hers)#and like im so sorry to everybody who is stuck in the usa right now bcs ur country is treating yall so poorly i feel genuinely bad#but as someone who was planninh to work over there as a teacher..... IM SO FUCKING GLAD I DONT HAVE TO SET FOOT THERE 😭#every single thing i hear about the education system there seems hellish- as well as the teachers' conditions and wages#like over here its not all rainbows and flowers but at least i dont have to worry about school shootings or getting fired for recommending#books from a banned list 💀#ESPECIALLY as a poc latino queer linguistics and literature teacher- i'd love to talk to students about a big range of things- i cannot#imagine having to censor myself or dance around a subject becs “kids are too dumb to understand queerness” “youre trying to groom them”#“dont brainwash em you commie” like ma'am im trying to help your child develop basic empathy and respect for those who dont look like them#like i hear some serious worrying stuff from teachers over there i hope u guys are holding up somehow 😭😭😭#anyways idk how the phrase in english goes but in spanish we say cuando dios cierra una puerta- abre una ventana#(<- trying to look for the positive in getting ghosted by the girl of their dreams)#its fine guys anyways#yeah that was the first LD relationship ive ever had- never trying that again#also i found out im arospec so im definitely not getting into a romantic relationship lmfaoooooo#only QPRs for me now if anything lol#vanya strawberry flavored
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I have very few unshakable convictions about the Targaryen family (that's a lie, I have many) BUT my main 2 are:
1. Every baby named Aegon after the conqueror carries bad juju. The uncrowded, the II and the III with the dance, Aegon IV being a shitty shitty man, the Vth and Summerhall.
2. The name Visenya was SO cursed after Rhaenyra that no one else ever used it again and there's good reason for that. IT'S CURSED TOO.
The OG Aegon and Visenya cursed their names and you can't convince me otherwise
#Visenya and Aegon cursed their names#I stand by this#no one can convince me otherwise#aegon targaryen#visenya targaryen#the only one who didn't do it was Rhaenys and I RESPECT HER#house of the dragon#game of thrones#hotd#these are thoughts that happen when I think about the fic#'oh please give Rhaenyra the Visenya the show took' is nice and all but ITS A CURSED THOUGHT#Also even if I didn't name the kid Visenya what would I name her#keysmash for your Targaryen name??? Too many vowels game#Aearaea#there boom#it's pronounced Jessica ofc#I amuse myself 💁♀️#duty and sacrifice#Duty and Sacrifice (A History of Rhaenyra the Blessed by Archmaester Gyldayn)
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It's only 2:43 pm and I've already exceeded my post limit on this blessed Throwing Him Thursday. Continue on the good throw, soldier! 🫡
ON IT BRAVE THROWING HIM THURSDAY SOLDIER o7
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starsceam and begeta
#theres an overlap here. something something the transgender egotist seeks a perfect body but cannot escape the weakness of the mind#being haunted by the echo of your nice guy rival who epitomizes your fears and failures#vegetas burial / stscs confession. the sacrifice. vegeta v frieza and shockwave v stsc#all the god/devil/saviour/destroyer symbolism#if windblade was well written i would say something about her here. SAD.#the way they chase power but the actual craving is for respect. the vanity. the delusions of grandeur.
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