#i firmly believe that

[cherishsscene]

Just finished reading Heaven Official’s Blessing and FUCKKK I never would’ve thought this story that I started impulsively following would make me so emotional and fill me with so much inspiration. I’M NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME FROM NOW ON AND I’M GLAD. Mutuals PLEASE UNDERSTAND MY LOVE FOR THIS SERIES AND HUALIAN AS A COUPLE!!!❤️

[cinamun]

Sounds for tonight's photoshop session

Heavier on the dialogue tomorrow but most importantly, heavy on the vibes as per usual.

Also? I just learned that PS elements has dark mode... just not my version. Is Cin gonna pay for a newer version so her eyes don't implode? Maybe. Maybe not.

[ro-sham-no]

an excerpt from "road music" - richard siken

dean has spent his whole life waiting for the love that he continually, habitually, involuntarily extends to be truly requited; waiting for his love to be truly returned to its fullest extent. it hasn't happened, he knows this. he'll never admit it.

first, he waited on john, the man he devoted his whole life to from the tender age of four. his drill sergeant, his field commander, his father. dean spent years waiting for him, this man who is so many different things to him, to notice his wanton devotion.

then, as he grew older, dean waited on Sam. his Sammy, his baby (-brother, his baby brother, because Sam isn't his baby, not really, though the admission leaves a bitter taste in his mouth). his Sam. his to cherish, his to love and hold and care for. dean waits and waits for Sam to grow up and return this overwhelming affection that has consumed him whole.

he thinks it might actually be happening for a while. during those blissful years where nothing pleases Sam more than hanging out with his big brother, no matter what they end up doing. as long as they're together, Sam's happy. dean didn't know life could be like this- happy, content. not constantly chasing after something he can't define.

but then dean drops out of school to focus on hunting, at their dad's behest (will you notice me now, daddy? please, daddy, please-). he drops out, and Sam - inexplicably, without reason or cause (not any that dean can see, anyway) - he drifts away. he starts fights with dean & john constantly now; yelling or throwing fists or fuming in silent mutiny more often than not, these days. the resulting disapproval from john, not just of Sam but also of dean, is crushing. despite dean's own bewilderment, john blames him for Sam's misbehavior. says that he should have better control of his little brother (his brother-son, his best friend, his confidant, his lov-), nevermind that Sam is john's son, too.

the two most important - the two only - people in his life, at odds with each other, and subsequently at odds with him. upset, with him. their affection, love, devotion, care- all gone; it was his fault, somehow. 

dean didn't think it was possible to physically feel your heart break into pieces. he was wrong.

the night Sammy leaves for stanford, dean swears he feels his heart disintegrate entirely. it turns to ash inside his ribs with a burning ache that leaves him clutching with both hands at the spot it used to reside in, vomiting the remnants into the grass on the side of the road after Sam's bus pulls away. it leaves a niche in his chest where a heart would fit perfectly

and he thinks if he could just maneuver one (anyone's- john's- Sam's) into place---

well then, game over.

[deevotee]

been reading the one piece manga and the differences between it and black butler is kind of funny to me

like in one piece people will curse openly with even luffy saying "what the fuck?" all the time, but people dont die (in my reading so far) they simply get their spirits and dreams taken down and thats enough to put them out of commission

meanwhile in kuro there are graphic scenes of dead bodies and sexual assault but there has been a single fuck in the entire series (in my reading so far) despite multiple characters having the personality that would make sense for them to cuss all the time

[coyoxxtl]

tumblr centrist liberals stop acting like voting is the most influential and important political activity you can participate in challenge

[mx-metronome]

-in a vc with a good friend, helping him on his moth voyage-

-relives Polite Scholar, giant ghost tree grows in cutscene, moth starts climbing up the tree to reach winged light instead of flying-

Moth friend: “The tree make ice sounds when you walk on it!! :O”

Me, a veteran of 2.5 years, having never even KNOWN or TRIED that:

[mausarchive]

humans are meant to lay in bed awhile after they wake up and think and rest. we are not supposed to get up right away

[shotmrmiller]

sex pollen trope where you're the one affected, having been exposed to some dense gas while on an op that felt like harsh sandpaper across your throat and lungs, and now you're a feverish mess on some ratty cot in a safe house and with only ghost as company, it's miserable, as the saying goes.

hair sticking to your sweaty skin, plastered onto your forehead and neck, every swallow feeling like you've got a mouthful of sand, your fluttering pulse wild and deafening in your ears, and the throbbing ache deep in your core, the blistering heat right below your navel— it'd only been uncomfortable in the beginning, the faint throbbing incredibly familiar, but the more you ignored it, the worse it got.

and now you're here, with arousal sticking your underwear to your pussy, unable to do anything about it because your lieutenant is seated in a corner that lets him have both you and the front door within his line of sight. a quick, discreet rub under your clothes is not an option.

someone put you out of your foggy misery.

"squirmin' like a worm on a 'ook isn't gonna help." his staring doesn't either, yet he does it anyway.

"got to make sure ya aren't dyin' on me." you want to snap that you don't think proof of life is on the darkened stain between your legs, the retort pressed behind clenched teeth but another thick wave of bestial need rolls over you and god, you're about to shove your hand into your underwear, propriety be damned—

"best you don't do tha'." why the fuck not? "you'll only get relief for a moment 'fore it comes back twofold." he says as if he's reading off the morning paper and not watching you fight tooth and nail to not fuck yourself against the pillow your head is on. (soap's offer to be friends with benefits is only looking better by the hour.)

you hastily decide that it'll be better than nothing. you'll just have to rub your pussy raw until this drug runs its course and you're telling him to piss off or don't, but you've had enough. you're stuck here with him anyway, no flight home until the morn and you're not about to spend it writhing around.

"if tha's wha' you want," ghost bites his gloves off, spitting them out onto the ground before curling his hands around your ankles and dragging you toward him. "i will help." your entire world narrows down to the feel of him touching your skin, his fingers searing as they hook into the waistband of your pants, and you almost kick him in the mouth trying to get them off faster.

"but 'm not fuckin' you." the bite of disappointment is quickly forgotten, his breath warm against your slick pussy, and after three quick glides of his tongue over your pearl, your orgasm crests, pulse after pulse of pleasure so potent it stung.

in less than a minute you're burning again, need thrumming through you and with the heady push and drag of his middle finger over your sensitive nerves, curling in you until he can fit two, three—

you're lost.

(ghost telling you that he's not doing anything else because if he's going to fuck you then you're going to remember it falls on ringing ears.)

[froody]

Look. I’m going to be honest with you. Adopting that hard anti-plastic surgery stance while trans people’s lives and right to transition is at stake is absolutely horrendous timing. Knock it off.

[turtletoria]

i wanted to try drawing older Mabel and Dipper !

[puppyeared]

who is your favorite AA character? 👁️👁️

ziska… I hope capcom brings her back someday

[glassiskies]

in which aziraphale reverts to old habits, crowley is outraged, and they still do not talk about it

[munsons-mutiny]

One of my favorite trope for Steddie is Steve hunting down Eddie when the kids join Hellfire and giving him a long list of dos and donts.

At first Eddie thinks he’s just being a prick, and worried he’s going to turn the nerds into freaks like him. Especially when he says not to mention drugs in front of Dustin.

But then he starts pulling out lists of monsters that can’t be in campaigns. And like what??? Why can’t he use demagorgons? They were gonna be in the next combat! He’s tempted to ignore the warnings, in fact he’s all set to, but something about Steve’s face when he was laying it all out haunts him. Something so deadly serious about it. So first he decides to test the waters to see if he’s full of shit.

When the session starts, he makes a throwaway comment, “you’re acting like there’s a mindflayer around the corner.”

All the kids freeze but Wheeler especially looks like he’s going to be sick. He even grabs at the bracelet around his wrist. The one he always said his best friend made him before he moved.

Eddie curses himself for even trying to test it out after that, and immediately bullshits the whole session so he can scrap any hint of demogorgans from the campaign.

After that session he drives straight to Harringtons house and demands they go over all the things he can’t include again, in detail, while he takes notes.

He doesn’t know what’s going on with these freshmen, but he knows trauma when he sees it and well he’d gotten attached to the gremlins.

When he leaves that night, he thinks Steve is looking at him with approval. Like he trusts him with their well-being now.

[standfortheangels]

Okay. As frustrated as I am and as much as I still feel I should be protesting... The Tumblr staff/Devs/execs have made it pretty clear that they couldn't care less about customer feedback, so.. I guess there's not much point in going entirely silent on here. They probably wouldn't even notice anyway, and obviously the reams and reams of posts loudly hating the new changes are not making any impact.

Still not quite sure about stopping it entirely, so I think I will still continue to queue up protest posts, but.. I think I might as well throw the normal stuff back in too, kinda have a mix going? I don't Want to seem as though I'm over it and going back to normal. I'm not over it. At all. You can only have your feelings ignored so much before something snaps, and I definitely snapped with this latest move.

So.... I have signed up for a couple different places. I'm now on Dreamwidth (not sure that it's for me, but we'll see), Pillowfort, and I'll be adding one or two more very soon.

Not sharing my names on these places right now because I'm not fully set up yet, but once I am, I'll post those and add them to my pinned post too.

For a while I'm going to try being active to some extent on everything, get a feel for how it all works before I jump in with both feet. Then once I know which site or sites I like best.. I guess I'll figure it out from there. We'll see how much staff have annoyed me by then. -_-

[torisprlng]

THE ACOLYTE | 1X08: EPISODE 8

We make a great team.

[sofipitch]

Underrated Abigail Pent moment is when she said if you can't explain something in simple terms then you don't actually know it. Our anti-elitest queen. Not being in her field does NOT get you out of hearing about her dissertation