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my friends, @solivagantingrebel @losersimonriley please feel free to add to my hear me out cake. no real people allowed.
we're having a sleepover rn camus, let's have fun
heavy on the inyuyasha
heavy on the kyoya
childhood crushes right there. im always attracted to the smart characters and the stoic calm characters 😩
handy manny has a hot guy voice, i will not elaborate
harvey is my loyal anxious husband
and layton needs to solve no puzzle to get in these pants, im open. the hat stays on
thoughts? comments? concerns??
#DM me for the canva link if you want it#oh my god im actually dying#this is the third time ive had to post it cause tumblr is acting weird af right now#if anyone has seen this post three times#no you haven't#ohshc#kyoya ootori#inyuyasha#professor layton#hershel layton#stardew harvey#i doubt handy manny has a fandom here 😅#im not tagging that#op
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Do you think if the trolls all came back, like everything in the main comic did happen and they were alive again. Do you think Feferi would actually forgive Eridan? Or want to even be his friend after everything? I don't personally like the erisol and fefertasprite interaction…felt rushed…..so I just wanted to know your opinion if things were different! :)
Yeah, I think they would be! Feferi is one of the trolls who takes dying the least badly (relentless optimism) and Eridan does genuinely feel bad, which means a lot when it's Eridan. I think she really is genuine when she says she wants them to be friends and also that she's really not the type of person to hold a grudge, and like... death is SUPER cheap in Homestuck, it's really not the horrific, irredeemable, irreperable damage that it is IRL - and if you're talking about (Feferi) and (Eridan), then they're both dead (and irrelevent) now, so the score is kind of even.
In general, the fandom - I mean, people in general, really - tend to have difficulty divorcing themselves from other people. We tend to assume that the people and characters they like will hold similar opinions to themselves. This is how people who like Karkat and don't like Eridan can mentally gloss over or even block out their clear, close friendship, or how people who dislike Cronus can end up overlooking that Meenah actually takes his opinion seriously and unironically defends his wizard thing. Feferi really isn't mad at Eridan or upset about dying the way we probably would be, because she's friends with the horrorterrors, relentlessly cheerful, comfortable with death in general, and death is also just not really that big of a deal in this setting. "I'm really sorry about that, that was shitty of me" is honestly probably all the apology she needs, especially if they came back to life anyway.
#i dunno in general the fandom loves to blow stuff up#and make it all way way angstier than it needs to be or was even shown to be#by all accounts feferi takes dying really well#im sure shes still not STOKED to be eridan's friend again but out of all her faults#holding long unreasonable grudges isnt really one of them#(that's a kanaya thing actually)#eridan's always gonna be an annoying pest to her in large doses but i think she basically thinks of him as a friend#also eridan responds to problems overwhelmingly with Fight#so this idea that eridan will be forever mopey and angsty also doesnt ring true to his character#if anything i can see him becoming annoying again because now he won't stop fucking apologizing#like bro chill its fine already oh my god why is everyt)(ing suc)( a PRODUCTION wit)( you#because thats the last point too like#homestuck always returns to humor#hussie even says in the book commentary that homestuck is lighthearted and comedic at its core#that it keeps returning to that as a touchstone#even during its tensest moments like murderstuck theres just constant funnies and gags#so i just end up going kinda :/ when an interpretation is purely maudlin or cathartic#like its more homestuck when its funny and characters treating murder with the same gravitas as irl#not only doesnt make sense in universe where death is cheap - ESPECIALLY for trolls#but also just doesn't really feel very homestuck to me#but that is 100% personal taste so if you like that stuff by all means keep enjoying it lol#you just arent going to get uber angst from me u_u
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"I quit my job and became the Princess Bride"✨ Have you read this romance novel? 😇
#twsb#when the third wheel strikes back#섭남파업#서브 남주가 파업하면 생기는 일#cedric riester#christelle de sarnez#jesse venetiaan#<--finally... tagging an art w only him and not also the tag jung yeseo... KDBSJ#its actually him this time#IM FINISHED AAAH#this was just... a practice... but it took longer than expected (but at the same time still p short? only 2 days#i didnt color it v detailed but oh my god#coloring on procreate is a fking pain#the shitty excuse for a fillbucket that doesnt even use accurate colors... drives me insane#MY EYES HURT#red eyes white clothes cedric.... who are you#(also christelle w sky blue eyes... pushes them more to the aqua/teal direction to differentiate them more#jesse without ahoge... the ahoge is yeseo's thing <3#my art#RIP jesse but also thank u for dying(?) so cedyeschris can be a thing yaaay😚#did u guys notice that i didnt give cedric orange highlights like i always do too...#its weird looking at him... technically ur the same person but... who r u...#QPB
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This is how I cope
#πa art#homestuck fanart#homestuck#gamzee makara#equius zahhak#homestuck spoilers#<-i supposeeee. even though this is not canon at all#i wish he got to at least try to fight back.... i really wish...#the idea of nep dying first haunts me everyday#in seek the highblood eq says he doesnt know what hed be without nep#and god i wish we got to see it#eq is my fav troll which is crazy since he was made to lose apparently#i dont like how gamzee came out but oh well!#<- he's meant to be dodging but i dont know if thats legible as it is#JUMPSCARE! not fnaf the hs!!!!!! wow#dear mutuals. my art acc isnt actually legally bound to the other blorbos thats just my brain#dear mutuals. seek the highblood did something to me#never shouldave smoked that homestuck now im at seek the highblood#Im like ten million years late to homestuck and im so sad..... my favorite troll.......
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It's not a date.
But if I don't hold your hand I'll die...
So don't read too much into it.
#actually canon they have to be in contact or zagan can't breathe#its so good.... i need to make their comic so bad please oh god please i can feel it happening im dying#i have tl draw them more its the only cure nooooooo....#my art#digital art#ocs#my ocs#we were legion#zagan#luciel#mermaid#demon#drawing
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When no one responds to my art within ten minutes of me sending it. So you all want me to die is that it?
#/j but also. oh my god pay attention to me compliment me please im dying out here !!!#npd#actually npd#cluster b#listen to mee :3
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Demyx (my beloved)
#kingdom hearts#demyx#honestly is there an organization member i dont like? not really tbh#ok i lied maybe one but even then i find him fascinating so even he gets a pass#demyx being such a good boy who doesnt actually care for fighting then having the whole kh3 thing#where he has the yellow eyes but still just helps the good team vaguely then dips out of the entire game#where did he go and why .... what secrets do you hold young man#i should replay kh3 cause there are things i think i remember but idk for sure#like wasnt there actually a scene where hes just... been benched for being bad at being bad or smth#i really remember a scene where either he says or someone else is like oh yeah he got benched lol#like why does he have to be so funny yet get so little screen time im dying squirtle#though for the record him just handing a mannequin to even and saying peace out for the rest of the game WAS hilarious#this is me living the best time line where not only does demyx just dip and never get mentioned from anyone#but also in an otome i played theres a route where my fave guy just also dips early on#and then in the very end some other LI asks another LI what happened to him btw like where did he go#and the another LI was like oh my god i forgot about him idk man#my favorites just making an appearance and leaving is really funny to me#these tags got super long bc im very stressed and now devoting brain power to vgs in order to not cry
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what do you fucking mean that's how charlie dies. THAT'S HOW CHARLIE DIES??? i mean i know the show has a penchant for killing off every character who's not a winchester brother or an angel of thursday but good god. what the fuck. charlie was such a good and enjoyable recurring character, and she had such a fandom impact that i've seen, and she's only around for THREE SEASONS?? (sidebar: it's amazing she has the presence she does for only being around for a couple episodes in the long run!) but: was this necessary? and she just dies offscreen after her skills are utilized to progress the plot of decoding the book of the damned?? oh my god. what in the actual fuck. i'm finding myself getting genuinely very upset at her death. she did not fucking deserve that. and i can absolutely see why the fan response to her death is what it is now. completely fucking unjustified and throwaway and useless.
#theo.txt#spn#charlie#spn spoilers#spn 10x21#almost none of the women who've gotten fridged on this show have deserved it but still#good god this one made me especially angry#why do you use this character for a plot point and then ship her off somewhere. to oz or to the afterlife. so often?#she was such a cool character with a good story that i enjoyed and related to and THIS is what they did with her?? and from my perusing she#doesn't even really come back like bobby occasionally does?? and his death. while devastating to me as somebody who really liked him. still#felt WAY better than this#sorry i ended that episode with my jaw on the fucking FLOOR oh my god. /neg#what did she have to die for? where is that post about female characters dying so male characters can feel sad but it's a gifset of all the#bullshit ass deaths of women on supernatural#i love the show fucking obviously but jesus h christ.#but also you know what. having the context that i have. still a fucked up thing to say but i see why dean says That to sam now during#charlie's funeral. it IS an interesting look into how they respond to the other one violating their wishes/freedoms and into their larger#dynamic actually! but thats not what this post is really about#wow. i am actually livid. poor fucking charlie.#if she was like a sister to the winchesters how about you bring her back huh? how about you revive her? jesus christ#i wonder what her heaven is like. i hope its dnd and movie night with the girls#i took a little break mid-typing this to see if i was just being insane and angry but no the super wiki has a whole section about the fan#outrage at charlie's death and the discussions it furthered about the show's misogynistic tendencies#and you know what? good!#ok anyway. im going to go browse charlie art and feel abnormal now.#supernatural#charlie bradbury
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upset because every time I see tiktok about j**nsa getting viral/more popular, I think about the possibility of people loving jonarya if only show was more like a books
#jonarya#needleheart#jonrya#im thinking about people using that scene when Jon talking with Arya on the balcony#or her peperring jon with kisses#oh oh! or if they didnt cut of that moment of 'and no mater what. dont tell sansa!#or if they didnt cut of the "sometimes different roads lead to the same caste' or whatever was that sentence of Jon's#or maybe letting characters in the show say out loud some of their thoughts about each other#like imagine we would get Arya in that green dress and Gendry compliments her#and she says 'Jon used to call me pretty'#or maybe Jon speaking with Sam and maybe Sam says 'think about something relaxing for once' and Jon's voice softens and#my little sister... I used to mess her hair. and we often speak in unison. we always knew what the other was thinking'#OR if they actually made Jon & Arya's renuing about Jon and Arya#without adding the topic of S**sa and Arya protecting her#like imagine Jon would mess up her hair AFTER ALL THESE TIME again and call her pretty AGAIN#and arya would say her worriees like 'but my hair are short and i look like a boy even more than before' and jon would smile softly#and hug her tighly his face in her hair and 'you will always be pretty in my eyes little sister'#like please so many things editors would be able to work with#and viewers to actually see how deeply they are important to each other#LIKE BRO#we could have so much more...#and i said that all accepting that the show would still go with S**nsa going ro R**say and not Jeyne#but god imagine if they went with book version Jon actually dying for Arya asdfghj
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I fear the list of long, potentially dangerous things I frequently imagine happening just so i dont have to go to work tomorrow may not be Normal and Cool
#jaytp#im fine like im not gonna Do anything#but also oh my god. imagine i didnt have to wake up at 530 tomorrow morning for my shift#imagine red cup day wasnt thursday and i didnt already feel like im dying just thinking about it#anyway.#maybe i should email my therapist actually lmaooo brb
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my cousins being annoying
i am in a cramped car
she needs to shut the fuck up
i wanna go home
OH MY FUCKING GOD
#sorry gang i think i may be dying#OH MY GOD SHUT UP#actually fucking kill me pls#im done man#SHUT UP#PLEASE
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"Imagine being thirty and getting called emo" Snap, that's the direction you're headed at.
I'M NOT EVEN EMO
#snap chats#RUDE#i just went into the unhealthiest coughing fit after typing that why the fuck my body trying to call me a liar im NOT#oh my fucking god im dying hang on. i gttta thr wup#ok anyways. TAHTS NOT EVEN ME#speaking of actual emo bitches tho i have another text post to make
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Finally drawn all of my fankids with Rex! 🥺💖💖 It took me a while to get them just right, but I think I've got them looking how I want and WHO I want them to look like!!
From left to right we have the oldest, Kaiza! Quinn, and his twin sister Kiara in the bottom left and finally Mirri the Rodian me and Rex somehow found ourselves adopting x3 I love them all very much and I have SO much lore thought out for them and even arcs going through the Rebels series!! Mainly for Kaiza and Quinn, the others are unfortunately not as developed yet but they will be soon, for now I'm just glad I can show them off hehe!
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#fankids#self ship fankids#💙 oh captain my captain 💙#PLEASE ASK ME ABOUT THEM IM DYING#i tried to post them a while ago actually and the formatting got all fucked and i couldn't fix it#and i lost a LOT of text and got discouraged adfghjk#so im posting again with less text. adds to the mystery anyway 🥲🥲🥲#god i really wanna draw AND write about them more tho!!#IM TELLING YOU I HAVE MULTITUDES THOUGHT UP ABOUT THEM#YOU MUST KNOW AND LOVE THEM#im currently picking away at a sweet little fic#kinda a glimpse into the domestic bliss rex and i shared for a while raising these buggers#hopefully i finish it soon!! and im able to draw smth to go with it#so yeah HERE TAKE THESE KIDS#ive been meaning to show u guys for ages#like a mama cat leading u to her kitten den
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me: ohhh maybe ill be able to leave early bc its the weekend then i can chill and do some extra studying ^7^
the new guy who is a little too eager to teach a student: 🤭
#NGL IM A LITTLE SAD BC THIS IS MY LAST DAY HERE AND I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOOOO#he wound up being one of my fave doctors to work with tbh idjdjsjs#hes just extremely talkative and me being low energy i was just aaaaaaa is too much#but hes honestly nice and very forward so maybe thats why it was easy to open up jfndndjdjs#but like we had such a nice conversation and it felt nice to hear some stuff ive been through from a senior :')#i think esp cuz of my wittle breakdown yesterday gjdjdjs but yeah#he also just said like 'oh thank god i have a student then i can actually focus on what im doing' so it was a win win fjdjdjs#he was cool.... joked around a lot which i was like ?! but genuinely very neat djfjdjs#im so sad tho since he usually works on a different site + im leaving to a different ward :(#but anyways.#oh he also just straight up went ITS SO ISOLATING WORKING IN HERE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A FRIEND#and im just sjdjsjdkskkssks bro...#anyways it was a very weird experience but he was cool jdjdjdd#too much energy tho i think im dying sjfnsjs#work logs#snow speaks
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btw similar to the whole "if you try adderall at a party and it calms you down, get an adhd test" thing, if at some point in your life you try microdosing shrooms with a friend and end up feeling like a functional person for the first time in your life, get tested for depression. like yeah hallucinogens come with elation so youre probably gonna have some "this is the best ive ever felt in my life" vibes regardless, but like. if that in and of itself feels like finally breathing in for the first time in years, thats for sure a sign that something is up with your ability to process serotonin most of the time. feeling better than ever before should be a nice bonus, not a crushing weight off your chest
#fun fact there are currently multiple ongoing studies vis a vis the effectiveness of psilocybin on depression#both on its own and as a companion to ssris#psylocybin targets the 5ht2a serotonin receptors which wikipedia tells me are more numerous in the brains of those with depression#so like. if you spend most of your life feeling like your brain is an aquarium with a leak in it and serotonin is the water and your default#state is 'slightly damp gravel grinding painfully against itself' thats ummm not normal 👍#and on the flipside of that if you have depression that no other med has worked for and know a guy. its 1000% worth it#origibberish#also i say 'wikipedia tells me' as if i just looked it up but that all comes from a long night of spite filled research after i asked my#psychiatrist if we could use the fact that psylocybin worked for me as a basis to like. narrow down which legal antidepressant#might work instead of basically just throwing darts at a board every time#and after several minutes explaining to her that i was not just asking her to prescribe me shrooms but in a legal way she went#'ohhhh yeah no unfortunately theres been no research into that‚ yeah.... sorry......:)'#which. as far as 'lies you come up with on the spot to avoid having to say i dont know' go‚ that is. maybe the worst one to pick#like. 'no‚ thats not an option'? alright fine maybe theres some internal rules or something who knows#'theres no research' though just. immediately tanks any and all credibility 100% even on its own but considering the subject matter?#youre telling me. that humans. the famously curious species that researches fucking Everything. and also Loves playing with drugs. when#trying to figure out how to make drugs that make brains feel good. would not start with the drugs they already knew made brains feel good.#youre telling me that not one (1) singular scientist tried shrooms and went 'oh my god wait. i dont feel like im dying for the first time#ever. holy fuck i need to study this'#complete misplay. absolutely legendary fumble. there were so many ways to fuck it up and somehow you found the worst. congratulations#om the other hand though. really was an excellent setup for the punchline that is the voicemail i have from them saying she'd been fired LOL#they didnt say what for specifically but yknow. based on my own experiences i certainly have theories jebfksbfk#it was annoying in the moment but at the end of the day i have shrooms and she doesnt have the job so. whos laughing now emily KSBFKSBFKDN#this is what i mean though like. rn i feel fine. not on top of the world‚ not like a god#just. fine. i just dont feel like shit. i feel like i can do stuff if i want to‚ or chill peacefully and have it actually be. relaxing.#i dont feel like gravel right now‚ i feel like a person.#and god what a fucking relief it is#really i guess the moral overall is that if at any point you react to trying a new drug the same way an addict craving a hit for days would#then there maybe is something up with your brain chemistry because that means your default state of existence is comparable to that#of withdrawal. a famously shit experience
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bruh I finally get over my debilitating anxiety about donating to gaza related fundraisers because theres so many ppl that need help and idk where to begin and i never feel like my money is helping at all and the
fucking website won't load 8D
#and im having a really serious convo with a friend aboput like....life and capitalism-facilitated existential dread#while watching funney minecraft video#like im a bit buzzed sorry but what the fuck is going on here.#bruh I gotta do the DISHES#BRUH I HAVE WORK TMR#i had to tell my friend 'hey this isn't helping me at all actually its really depressing me' I feel like im dying. ok#cuz she's like 'well thats just the name of the game and we gotta do our best to survive!!!' and im like 3 seconds away from telling her im#fucking depressed and want to die#wow ok lets see#alcohol#how do I fuckingtag the#oh#suicidal ideation#i know thats a really strong phrase#but like just to be sure#folks im fine this is just like. uh#personable#oh god she replied#fun fact we follow each other on here and im under the impression she hasn't been on tumblr since forever but literally maybe shes just lur#-king and can see all this idek#maybe she knows im an it/its furry with a masc name online looooool#i feel like we're soooo close to getting into a fight rn and thats scary bro shes my oldest friend we've never fucking fought before
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