#npd theme

[queersrus]

Npd/Narcissus theme

[npd/narcissus theme]

including narcissus from greek myth as well as anything related to the narcissus flower and npd.

tagging @clusterrune, @narcissist-hoarding

(nick)names:

narc, narci, narcis/narciss, narcisse, narcissa/narcisa, narcisso/narciso, narcet/narcett/narcette, narcetta, narcetto, narcel/narcell/narcelle, narcella, narcello, narcin/narcine, narcina, narcino, narcissus, narcissi, narcissist, narcissisa, narca, narcisset/narcissett/narcissette, narcissetta, narcissetto, narcissel/narcissell/narcisselle, narcissella, narcissello, narcissin/narcissine, narcissina, narcissino, narcissisti, narcissista, NP, ND, nargis, narkissos, narciso, narcyz, narkas, nargiza, narges, narcaf, narcas, narce, narcel, narcie, narcia, narciz, narco, narzy mirror, mirra/miraa/mira, mirrora, mirrorer, Major reflect, reflector, reflecta, reflection, Royal daf/daff, daffy/daffi/daffie, daffo, daffodil jon/john, jonqui, jonquil po/poe, poet, poeti, poetic, poeticus, phea, phae, pheasant, pink, pinki/pinkie/pinky, pinks, pinkster, Prince, Princess, Princex, Prinze eye fin/finn, find, finder, findern lil, lili/lilli/lily/lilly/lillie/lilie, Liriope taz, taze, tazet/tazett/tazette, tazeta/tazetta, thespiae King Cephissus queen, queeny/queenie

surnames:

Narcisse, Narcissa, Narcissi/Narcisi, Narcissist, Narcett, Narcissisa, Narciso/Narcizo, Narci, Narca, Narcis, Narcy Myrror/Mirror, Mirrored Reflector/Reflecter Daffodil Jonquil Poet, Poeticus, Pheasant, Pink, Pinkster Eye(s) Find/Finde, Finder, Findern Lily, Liriope Tazetta Cephissus

1st p prns: i/me/my/mine/myself

ni/nar/narci/narcine/narcself ni/narc/narcs/narcself ni/nar/nargi/nargine/nargisself mi/mirr/mirro/mirrine/mirrorself ri/re/reflec/reflectine/reflectionself di/daff/daffi/daffine/daffodilself ji/jo/jon/jonquine/jonquilself pi/poe/poet/poetine/poetself phi/phea/pheas/pheasine/pheasantself pi/pink/pinks/pinkine/pinkself eye/ee/ey/eyine/eyeself fi/fe/find/fine/findself li/lil/lily/liline/lilyself ti/taz/tazets/tazine/tazettaself

2nd p prns: you/your/yours/yourself

no/narc/narcs/narcself no/nar/nargis/nargiself mo/mirror/mirrors/mirrorself ro/reflector/reflectors/reflectorself do/daffor/daffors/daffodilself jo/jonquir/jonquirs/jonquirself po/poeter/poeters/poeterself pho/pheasar/pheasars/pheasantself po/pinkster/pinksters/pinksterself eyo/eyer/eyers/eyerself fo/finder/finders/findernself lo/liler/lilers/lilyself to/tazer/tazers/tazerself

3rd p prns: they/them/theirs/themself

narc/narcs, np/npd, npd/npds, np/d, n/pd, narc/narcissist, narcissist/narcissists, narcissist/narcissistic, narci/ssist, narci/ssistic, narcissus/poeticus, nar/nargis, narg/nargis, nargi/nargis, nargis/nargis', narcissus/tazetta, narcissus/jonquil mir/mirror, mirr/or, mir/ror, mirror/mirrors, mirror/mirrored, mirror/mirroring reflect/reflects, reflect/reflection, reflect/reflector, reflect/reflected, reflect/reflecting, re/flect daff/daffodil, daffodil/daffodils, daffo/dil jon/quil, jon/jonquil, jonquil/jonquils po/et, poet/poets, poeti/cus, poet/poeticus, poeticus/poeticus, phea/sant, pheasant/pheasants, pheasant/eye, pink/ster, pink/pinkster, pink/pinks, pinkster/pinksters, pinkster/lily fi/findern, find/ern, finder/findern, findern/findernself, findern/flower lil/lily, lily/lilys, lil/y, li/ly taz/tazetta, taze/tazetta, tazetta/tazettas, taz/etta

titles:

the narc, the narcissist, the narcissistic, the one with npd, the npd haver, the one who adores themself/their reflection, the mirror gazer, the one who gazes into the mirror/their reflection, the self-admirer, the flower, the daffodil, the jonquil, the poet, the peots daffodil, the poets jonquil, the poets narcissus, the nargis, the pheasant, the pheasants eye, the findern, the findern(s) flower, the pinkster, the pinkster(s) lily, the lily, the tazetta, the narcissus tazetta, the narcissus jonquil, the (x) of Cephissus, the (x) of Liriope

(prn) who is narcissistic, (prn) who has npd, (prn) who has grandiose delusions/delusions of grandeur, (prn) who loves their reflection, (prn) who loves daffodils, (prn) who loves jonquils, (prn) who loves the nargis, (prn) who loves the pheasants eye, (prn) who loves the findern flower, (prn) who loves the pinkster lily, (prn) who was born to Cephissus, (prn) who was born to Liriope

[mimiscoiningcafe]

Space NPD - Someone who has NPD and heavily associates with space, of any kind!

Attack for @coinfight on @neopronouns!!

For 7 points (5 base + 2 non-gender term!!)

[corporatecoinings]

Cluster B dragon terms + flags

[Cluster B dragon terms + flags]

Cluster B dragon

A term for those that are dragons that are cluster B and/or have multiple cluster B disorders; or those that are cluster B and/or have multiple cluster B disorders and are dragons.

(Exclusive for those that are cluster B. we cannot stop transids from using this term but its highly discouraged.)

ASPD dragon / dragon ASPD

A term for those that are dragons with ASPD, or those that have ASPD that are dragons.

(Exclusive for those that have ASPD. we cannot stop 'transaspds' from using this term but its highly discouraged.)

BPD dragon / dragon BPD

A term for those that are dragons with BPD, or those that have BPD that are dragons.

(Exclusive for those that have BPD. we cannot stop 'transbpds' from using this term but its highly discouraged.)

HPD dragon / dragon HPD

A term for those that are dragons with HPD, or those that have HPD that are dragons.

(Exclusive for those that have HPD. we cannot stop 'transhpds' from using this term but its highly discouraged.)

NPD dragon / dragon NPD

A term for those that are dragons with NPD, or those that have NPD that are dragons.

(Exclusive for those that have NPD. we cannot stop 'transnpds' from using this term but its highly discouraged.)

All terms coined by Syntax

if these already exist consider them alternative flags.

as stated in the post, we indeed cant stop transids from using these; however it is discouraged still. but if you make a alternative for yourselves some credit is appreciated. (we dont mind if we're either tagged with @ or no @ before this blog's user)

cluster b reference

aspd reference

bpd reference

hpd reference

npd reference

dragon symbol

tagging | @radiomogai , @clusterbarchive , @bpdarchive , @npdarchive , @tearsofthedragon

(feel free to comment for removal, just tagging those i thought would want to be tagged)

[Nemesis protects this blog! we are pro-endo, anti-radqueer, anti-transid, and anti-proship, but our labels are for everybody; unless we specify a specific reason as to why what we have coined is exclusive in the post. please dont come here with ill intention, we are not afraid to block!]

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Cluster B culture is wanting to be physically attacked for the rush. (sorry if this is way too weird)

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[narcopathyfiles]

hello my name is lior and this is my Very Scary blog where i talk about my twisted evil disorders. mostly aspd, npd and maybe ocd but there might be others.

！ this blog is a safe space for people with any and all mental illnesses. it is not safe for narc/borderline/etc abuse believers though, or bigots of any kind.

i'd rather not interact with endo systems or pro-contact paraphilics but i will simply block anyone like that.

will tag triggers as much as i can. feel free to send asks and stuff. extra info under the cut if you want.

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i'm not currently in any treatment and may never be. i'm not "anti recovery" or anything like that but i've been in the system from age 8 to 19 and it has made it clear it does not gaf about the wellbeing of people like me.

i have also been diagnosed with conduct disorder as a minor and have at least cluster a (stpd/szpd?) traits if not something comborbid. not really looking into it now though.

chronically ill and technically count as physically disabled but i have college so idrc about that rn.

i support well researched self diagnosis. there's a lot of genuine academic text and evaluation tests out there.

i'm not american and my native language does not have a concept of slurs so i might misuse less well known terms sometimes. just give me a heads up if i do it and i'll stop.

that's all i can think about idk. i like to play and draw.

[eclaire-went-bam]

morals are so confusing sometimes. it's not like i'm trying to do anything malicious, it just doesn't occur to me that most people see these things as bad — to me, some things are just kind of a means to an end and if nobody gets genuinely hurt idrc ??

if i let someone borrow something and they're not giving it back, i don't really see anything wrong with telling a lie about the importance of that item to guilt trip someone into giving it back (eg, so & so gave this to me before they died & it's rlly important to me so i really would appreciate it if i got this back soon ...). not because i want to go outta my way to make someone feel bad, but that's just how i view the world. they are probably maliciously keeping my stuff, so just talking to them wouldn't be enough. so why shouldn't i?

i don't see an issue in hacking into my parents email so i can get the verification code for a family streaming service, it takes me a really long time for it to click that actually People Don't Like Someone Going Thru Their Private Stuff even though i'm not trying to find anything but the verification email

type of things that i don't really realise could genuinely upset someone until i think about it a lot and ask someone for their opinion. i could realistically just ask and communicate better, but i often fall into the pit on never relying on anybody to do something when i put a task in their hands. that will only end up hurting or disappointing me.

oftentimes in trying to watch my own back and keep myself safe from nonexistent problems, i somehow create them

[headmate-ideas]

persecutor based off of fire. specifically a bpd and npd holder as well, and his fire gets larger the angrier he gets.

he/him too :)

🔥 HEADMATE TEMPLATE 🕯️

✦ Name(s): Abrimax, Abe, Joe ✦ Pronouns: he/him, it/its, x/xs/xself ✦ Species: demon ✦ Age: ageless adult ✦ Role(s): anger holder, BPD holder, NPD holder, persecutor ✦ Labels: bisexual, agender ✦ Xenos: fire, knives, storms ✦ Interests/likes: demonology, candles, horror movies ✦ Dislikes: being ignored ✦ Music taste: doom metal, darksynth, classic rock ✦ Aesthetic(s): devilcore, art deco, expressionism ✦ Kins: Rottweilers, great white sharks, rats ✦ Emoji proxy: 🔥🕯️ ✦ Details:

Abrimax is a fire demon who has a light fire burning around him at all times. The fire burns at a low level most of the time, but it grows as he gets angrier, sometimes becoming quite intense. He has BPD and NPD and is particularly susceptible to mood swings, chronic emptiness, low empathy, and intolerance for boredom. Abrimax is also a persecutor whose main dysfunctional behavior is getting the system into conflicts, arguments, or anything that would bring negative attention to themselves. He also causes conflicts between members of his own system.

[These can be edited and changed as needed, and headmates will almost definitely not turn out EXACTLY as described.]

[forgetfulpriestess]

POV: you have religious trauma and someone tries to forcefully convert you

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is having actual nightmares almost every night that no one cares about you, no one cares what you have to say, everyone's speaking over you & insulting you and making you feel so worthless and alone that you wake up genuinely angry and depressed and need validation immediately

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[abysshydra]

Another NPD holder with royal theme? It's more likely that you think

[gaystims]

If this blog suddenly gets a vocaloid themed makeover it was fun being a Ranpo NPD truther with ya'll 🫡

[queersrus]

Mermaid Theme

[mermaid theme]

includes sirens, selkies and other fishfolk as well as general water dieties.

if you see duplicates let me know

(Nick)Names:

loralei/lorelei/loralei/loelai/lorelay/loralay/loreley/loraley/lorelie/loralie, lake, loch, limniad, lara, leucothea, lamia, leucosia, ligia, ligeia, laume, llyr, lir, limnade, leiminide sire, siren/syren, shiren/shyren, sel, selk, selki/selkie/selky, sea, seara, searsia, sirena/syrena, sjokona/siokona, sireno, styx, stheno, scylla, segeta, sequana, souconna, sirona, sinnan, saga, sjora, shoopiltee mer, merma, marmay/mermei/mermai/mermey, mermaid/mermaide/mermade, mermi/mermie/mermy, mermist, mermista, merman, mermen, mermaiden, mermix, melusine, melyzin, melusna, mel, merwif, meremenn, meer, merrow, marina, meermin/meerminne, min, meri. minne, merimin, meremin. maree, medusa, melusina, morgan/morgen, marimorgen, moryana, moryanki, moriany ocea, ocean/oceane, oceana, oceania, oceanix, oceanic, oceanice/oceanis, oceanus, oceanid, oceanide, ondine ran, rain/raine/rayn/rayne, river, revine/ravine, rainy/rainie/raini, rusalka, rhine, rura, rusalki pearl/perle, pearla/perla, pearly, poseidon, pisces, proteus, palaemon, phorcys, pontus, potamoi, psamathe, parthenope, pisinoe, peisinoe, pegaeae nymph, nymphie, nympha, naiad, neried, neriede, nereid, nereida, nereide, nix, nixie, neptune, nessie, nereus, nerites, nantosuelta, nodens, nehalennia, nerthus, njoror, nuggle, njogel kelpie, kymopoleia water, wodnik undine/undyne, uiara haffru, hiara, hippocampi, hippocampus, hi, hip/hipp, hippo, hippoca, hafgufa, hydra thala, thalasso, thalassa, thalia, tethys, thaumas, thetis, triton, triteia, tritone, thelxinoe, thames, telchine, tangie ceasg, calypso, ceto, coralia, carcinus, cancer, cymopoleia, coventina, condatis, charibdis, crinaeae, camenae atargatis, amphitrite, achelous, aegaeon, alpheus, anapos, asopus, asterion, aino, asrai, aglaope, aglaopheme, aglaophonos, acionna, aegir, aspidochelone, ahti, Aughisky, adara, adaro derketo, doris, dynamene, damona, danu, dana, duberdicus, durius, davy yara galene, glaucus, gorgon, graeae, glashtin brizo, belisama, brigid, boann, bandua, berehynia eidothea, electra, enipeus, eurybia, euryale jones ichthyocentaur vedenemo, vallemo, vodyanoy, vodník, vodnik, vodenjak, vodyanitsa

1stp prns: i/me/my/mine

mi/me/mers/mermine si/sire/sirens/sirine si/se/selkies/selkine sci/sce/scy/scaline fi/fe/fish/fine(fishine) ti/taile/tailes/tailine ny/nymphe/nymphs/nymphine nai/naie/nais/naiadine(naine) wai/wate/waters/watine

2ndp prns: you/your/yours/yourself

mo/mer/mers/merself so/sir/sirens(sirs)/sirself(sirenself) so/selker/selkirs/selkirself sco/scaler/scalers/scaleself(scalerself) fo/fisher/fishers/fisherself to/tailer/tailers/tailerself(tailself) no/nympher/nymphrs/nymphself no/nair/naiars/naiadself wo/water/waters/waterself

3rdp prns: they/them/theirs/themselves

mer/maid, mer/folk, mer/man, mer/mers, mer/mermaid, mer/merfolk, mer/merman, mermaid/mermaids, merfolk/merfolks, merman/mermans si/ren, siren/sirens, si/siren, sel/kie, sel/selkie, selkie/selkies, sca/ale, scale/scales, sca/le, sca/scale fi/sh, fi/fish, fish/fishy, fish/fishes ny/nymph, ny/mph, nymph/nymphs, nai/ad, nai/naiad, naiad/naiads wa/ter, wat/er, wat/water, water/waters, water/nymph

Titles

the mermaid, the merman, the oceanic, the sea/ocean dweller, the swimmer, the devine river, the fish folk, the one of fish-like descent, the descendant of oceanus, the descendant of poseidon/neptune, the nymph, the naiad, the water nymph, the god/goddess of merfolk, the deity of the sea/ocean, the dweller of the deep

*one who dwells in the dark waters, one who has scales, one who lives in a tail and gills, one who breaths with gills, one who rules the deep, one who lives among the creatures of the deep, one who is half fish, one who controls the waves, one who's voice enchants, one who sings of the hearts desires

(*) you can replace "one" with any pronouns

[mimiscoiningcafe]

NPD Flag Color-Picked From The Bellringer/Benjamin Biggs from Toontown: Corporate Clash

So I was drawing something for my fandom blog and I realized that Bellringer almost perfectly fit the NPD flag, so we decided to do a flag color picked from him!!

*holds up him and Brian/Prethinker* NPD and PPD solidarity :)

honestly that does make me want to do PPD flag color picked from prethinker...who knows :3c

[sleptting]

[radiomogai]

[PT: What is the difference between a “chosen person” and an “equal person”?. end PT]

What is the difference between a “chosen person” and an “equal person”?

The terms chosen person and equal person refer to the special people a pwNPD have in their life. People with Cluster B disorders may have a “special person” in their life that can mark a difference in the way they have relationships with others. So, much like how pwBPD have their favorite person (FP, for short), pwNPD can have an equal person (EP) or a chosen person (CHP).

But what is the difference?

From what I have seen from other people with NPD, as well as my own experiences, both terms can be chalked up to as this:

Equal person is the person that is equally as important to the narcissist. The EP may be on the same level or close to as the narcissist, hence the name. This is a person that the narcissist cares for, who’s emotions and feelings are acknowledged.

Chosen person is the person that the narcissist values above everybody else. In other words, they are someone worthy of the narcissist’s time. Chosen people may be chosen because they hold a trait or have charcteristics that may interest the narcissist.

Why are these special bonds formed for pwNPD?

Simply put, the traits of our personality disorder may cause us to have rocky relationships with other people. It causes us not to care about other people, see them as inferior/useless, and become distant from some.

Empathy is a struggle for pwNPD, we don’t really have much of it. That is why EPs are special—they are a person the narcissist cares about, and sees close to or on their level.

Some pwNPD may not be all about socialization or having close friends. That is why CHPs are special—the narcissist likes this person a lot, and considers them worthy.

A chosen person can be an equal person, and vice versa. But they are not the same thing.

An equal person can just be an equal person. The narcissist may not have any relationship with them, or consider them a CHP. They are just a person the narcissist sees on their or close to their level.

A chosen person can just be a chosen person. The narcissist may not see their CHP as an equal—they are just someone the narcissist picked.

However, from what I’ve heard and my own personal experience, some pwNPD have CHPs or EPs that are also EPs or CHPs! Whatever they decide to use to describe their person, depends on the narcissist. Some use equal person, others chosen person.

I haven’t seen any posts about the topic, so I decided to make a post to spread the word. I hope this might help clear some things up for non-NPD and for my fellow narcissists!

[sleptting]

love it when i get recognized like ! ! yes that beautiful person is me ! ! ! yes that bitch is me ! ! yea that shy mf that cant even do anything is actually me ! ! like thank you for noticing how i am and what i usually do ! !