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Npd/Narcissus theme
[npd/narcissus theme]
including narcissus from greek myth as well as anything related to the narcissus flower and npd.
tagging @clusterrune, @narcissist-hoarding
(nick)names:
narc, narci, narcis/narciss, narcisse, narcissa/narcisa, narcisso/narciso, narcet/narcett/narcette, narcetta, narcetto, narcel/narcell/narcelle, narcella, narcello, narcin/narcine, narcina, narcino, narcissus, narcissi, narcissist, narcissisa, narca, narcisset/narcissett/narcissette, narcissetta, narcissetto, narcissel/narcissell/narcisselle, narcissella, narcissello, narcissin/narcissine, narcissina, narcissino, narcissisti, narcissista, NP, ND, nargis, narkissos, narciso, narcyz, narkas, nargiza, narges, narcaf, narcas, narce, narcel, narcie, narcia, narciz, narco, narzy mirror, mirra/miraa/mira, mirrora, mirrorer, Major reflect, reflector, reflecta, reflection, Royal daf/daff, daffy/daffi/daffie, daffo, daffodil jon/john, jonqui, jonquil po/poe, poet, poeti, poetic, poeticus, phea, phae, pheasant, pink, pinki/pinkie/pinky, pinks, pinkster, Prince, Princess, Princex, Prinze eye fin/finn, find, finder, findern lil, lili/lilli/lily/lilly/lillie/lilie, Liriope taz, taze, tazet/tazett/tazette, tazeta/tazetta, thespiae King Cephissus queen, queeny/queenie
surnames:
Narcisse, Narcissa, Narcissi/Narcisi, Narcissist, Narcett, Narcissisa, Narciso/Narcizo, Narci, Narca, Narcis, Narcy Myrror/Mirror, Mirrored Reflector/Reflecter Daffodil Jonquil Poet, Poeticus, Pheasant, Pink, Pinkster Eye(s) Find/Finde, Finder, Findern Lily, Liriope Tazetta Cephissus
1st p prns: i/me/my/mine/myself
ni/nar/narci/narcine/narcself ni/narc/narcs/narcself ni/nar/nargi/nargine/nargisself mi/mirr/mirro/mirrine/mirrorself ri/re/reflec/reflectine/reflectionself di/daff/daffi/daffine/daffodilself ji/jo/jon/jonquine/jonquilself pi/poe/poet/poetine/poetself phi/phea/pheas/pheasine/pheasantself pi/pink/pinks/pinkine/pinkself eye/ee/ey/eyine/eyeself fi/fe/find/fine/findself li/lil/lily/liline/lilyself ti/taz/tazets/tazine/tazettaself
2nd p prns: you/your/yours/yourself
no/narc/narcs/narcself no/nar/nargis/nargiself mo/mirror/mirrors/mirrorself ro/reflector/reflectors/reflectorself do/daffor/daffors/daffodilself jo/jonquir/jonquirs/jonquirself po/poeter/poeters/poeterself pho/pheasar/pheasars/pheasantself po/pinkster/pinksters/pinksterself eyo/eyer/eyers/eyerself fo/finder/finders/findernself lo/liler/lilers/lilyself to/tazer/tazers/tazerself
3rd p prns: they/them/theirs/themself
narc/narcs, np/npd, npd/npds, np/d, n/pd, narc/narcissist, narcissist/narcissists, narcissist/narcissistic, narci/ssist, narci/ssistic, narcissus/poeticus, nar/nargis, narg/nargis, nargi/nargis, nargis/nargis', narcissus/tazetta, narcissus/jonquil mir/mirror, mirr/or, mir/ror, mirror/mirrors, mirror/mirrored, mirror/mirroring reflect/reflects, reflect/reflection, reflect/reflector, reflect/reflected, reflect/reflecting, re/flect daff/daffodil, daffodil/daffodils, daffo/dil jon/quil, jon/jonquil, jonquil/jonquils po/et, poet/poets, poeti/cus, poet/poeticus, poeticus/poeticus, phea/sant, pheasant/pheasants, pheasant/eye, pink/ster, pink/pinkster, pink/pinks, pinkster/pinksters, pinkster/lily fi/findern, find/ern, finder/findern, findern/findernself, findern/flower lil/lily, lily/lilys, lil/y, li/ly taz/tazetta, taze/tazetta, tazetta/tazettas, taz/etta
titles:
the narc, the narcissist, the narcissistic, the one with npd, the npd haver, the one who adores themself/their reflection, the mirror gazer, the one who gazes into the mirror/their reflection, the self-admirer, the flower, the daffodil, the jonquil, the poet, the peots daffodil, the poets jonquil, the poets narcissus, the nargis, the pheasant, the pheasants eye, the findern, the findern(s) flower, the pinkster, the pinkster(s) lily, the lily, the tazetta, the narcissus tazetta, the narcissus jonquil, the (x) of Cephissus, the (x) of Liriope
(prn) who is narcissistic, (prn) who has npd, (prn) who has grandiose delusions/delusions of grandeur, (prn) who loves their reflection, (prn) who loves daffodils, (prn) who loves jonquils, (prn) who loves the nargis, (prn) who loves the pheasants eye, (prn) who loves the findern flower, (prn) who loves the pinkster lily, (prn) who was born to Cephissus, (prn) who was born to Liriope
#npd#npd theme#narcissistic personality disorder#actually narcissistic#narcissism#narcissus#greek myths#name blog#list of titles#list of names#names list#title list#1st person neopronouns#2nd person neopronouns#3rd person pronouns#neopronouns#pronouns#pronoun list#pronouns list#npd names#npd pronouns#npd neos#npd titles#narcissistic names#narcissistic titles#narcissistic pronouns
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✵ Our enemies believe that they alone dictate the course of history ┈
[ ID in alt text ]
NPD AMPLIFIER
[ PT: npd amplifier /end PT ]
NPD amplifier - Subject is an alter or headmate who experiences stronger symptoms of NPD, or one that causes symptoms of NPD to be amplified when fronting or near front.
Colors based on NPD awareness flag. Meant for those who have NPD bodily, or whose entire system is affected by NPD to some degree.
┈ but all it takes is the will of a single man. ✵
tagging // @pdsarchive @obscurian @radiomogai
@hint-coining for template of amplifier
#✵ IC coining post#npd amplifier#npd#npd system#npd safe#actually npd#theme :: disorders#plurality#mogai#liom#qai#mogai flag#liom flag#qai flag#liomoqai#system flag#plural flag#alter flag#alter role
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already posted this elsewhere but one of the best parts about cartoons is that if you made them into real people who abide by the rules of logic and society as a whole in our world all of them and i mean literally all of them would be deeply deeply autistic and likely extremely mentally unwell. any of them. any single one. its amazing.
#this is the best part of the sticks imo because there is both a lack of acknowledgement of it. and also an acknowledgement. considering#theyve always been and are definitely learning MUCH harder into the actual understandings of th epsychology behind the characters choices#green and orange clearly having NPD. blue having addiction problems. victims PTSD yellows autism reds. everything#imo red is schizophrenic but i dont think thats most peoples assumption. which comes mostly from the fact that most people dont really#understand schizophrenia and see it as the hallucination disorder. but also like. both orange and victim having heavy themes of DID and#dissociation due to trauma. the way the CG is like.... because they live within a sort of divine plain they have no concept of mortality or#a concept that violence is harmful or wrong. and while thats mostly been unadressed due to the immortality and life in the desktop. now tha#theyre in stick city? with characters whos mortality REALLY matter? with characters who have obvious and intense trauma symptoms due to#death and abuse and pain. its CRAZY!!!!#i like it. i like the way its being handled right now#chalice spill
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Cluster B dragon terms + flags
[Cluster B dragon terms + flags]
Cluster B dragon
A term for those that are dragons that are cluster B and/or have multiple cluster B disorders; or those that are cluster B and/or have multiple cluster B disorders and are dragons.
(Exclusive for those that are cluster B. we cannot stop transids from using this term but its highly discouraged.)
ASPD dragon / dragon ASPD
A term for those that are dragons with ASPD, or those that have ASPD that are dragons.
(Exclusive for those that have ASPD. we cannot stop 'transaspds' from using this term but its highly discouraged.)
BPD dragon / dragon BPD
A term for those that are dragons with BPD, or those that have BPD that are dragons.
(Exclusive for those that have BPD. we cannot stop 'transbpds' from using this term but its highly discouraged.)
HPD dragon / dragon HPD
A term for those that are dragons with HPD, or those that have HPD that are dragons.
(Exclusive for those that have HPD. we cannot stop 'transhpds' from using this term but its highly discouraged.)
NPD dragon / dragon NPD
A term for those that are dragons with NPD, or those that have NPD that are dragons.
(Exclusive for those that have NPD. we cannot stop 'transnpds' from using this term but its highly discouraged.)
All terms coined by Syntax
if these already exist consider them alternative flags.
as stated in the post, we indeed cant stop transids from using these; however it is discouraged still. but if you make a alternative for yourselves some credit is appreciated. (we dont mind if we're either tagged with @ or no @ before this blog's user)
cluster b reference
aspd reference
bpd reference
hpd reference
npd reference
dragon symbol
tagging | @radiomogai , @clusterbarchive , @bpdarchive , @npdarchive , @tearsofthedragon
(feel free to comment for removal, just tagging those i thought would want to be tagged)
[Nemesis protects this blog! we are pro-endo, anti-radqueer, anti-transid, and anti-proship, but our labels are for everybody; unless we specify a specific reason as to why what we have coined is exclusive in the post. please dont come here with ill intention, we are not afraid to block!]
#mogai#corporatecoinings#flag coining#mogai flags#mogai flag#liom term#liom#qai#qai flag#qai coining#qai term#cluster b#aspd#bpd#hpd#npd#theme : dragons#theme : dragon#theme : disorders#theme : disorder#antisocial personality disorder#borderline personality disorder#histrionic personality disorder#narcissistic personality disorder
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Space NPD - Someone who has NPD and heavily associates with space, of any kind!
Attack for @coinfight on @neopronouns!!
For 7 points (5 base + 2 non-gender term!!)
#💗 angels divine won't you sing a tune | talking#coinfight2024#coinfight 2024#themed flag#npd flag#🥖 same time as yesterday? | queue
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i genuinely think i must be a God or like the messiah or whatever kinda divine being put on the earth to judge and watch people because i am so incredibly intelligent and perfect and everybody else is so fucking dumb and flawed so there is no other explanation??!!!
#npd#npd traits#actually npd#npd thoughts#narcissist#actually narcissistic#narcissistic personality disorder#narcissism#psychosis#bpd#cluster b#tw religious themes
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It always bothers me when people paint duck out to be self loving when he is literally the opposite. At his core he feels completely and utterly unlovable, so he overcompensates. He resorts to Grandiosity to feel some level of control over his situation because he is nothing, nobody. Duck is the most objectified out of the trio, to the point of physical harm a lot of the time and because of that he is the most complacent in the cycle. He knows that no matter what he does bad things will happen, so he would rather play along and find the positives in their situation than find out what happens when he oversteps those boundaries. He knows what will happen if he does, so he never tries, there’s no point. Besides, living in delusion is fun, it makes him feel important. It distracts him from the fact that he is nothing but a pawn to some foreign entity he knows nothing about, one that devalues him any opportunity it can. He can continue to feel like the most important person in the universe if he continues to live in this little bubble. So what if he has to throw away the freedom he never had? The cycle has made it so Duck is constantly undermining his own comfort to uphold it. Like Red and Yellow it gets to him too, badly, but there is no time for his emotions. Sometimes he can’t hide them, they flow out of him like blood escaping from a gaping wound because underneath his composed surface is someone who is fighting a constant battle. A battle of feeling unlovable, objectified. It’s why he latches onto the idea of the trio being a family, they are all he has, one of the only bits of positivity in his miserable existence. The other two make him feel important, wanted, like his existence is worth something. They give him purpose, and he makes it his personal duty to ensure that bad things happen to them less.

I honestly can’t properly articulate how much I relate to him, like no amount of words will ever do it justice. His desperation to belong, to feel needed is something that haunts me on a daily basis. Then there’s his rituals to keep everything running smoothly, his visual inventory Sure, they cause more harm than good mostly but he can’t stop because they’re the very fabric holding their world together in his mind. A protective measure, if he stops then everything goes bad. I relate deeply to his need for attachment with the other two. I would latch on and never let go if I found my people too. I love to talk about how I don’t need anyone but me, myself, and I, but I’m deeply lonely and constantly craving companionship. I’m not alone by choice, it’s just that I never feel understood, never have. Duck feels understood and seen by his friends, even if they don’t share the same sentiments always. I feel this is something people get wrong about him often. His feelings towards the other two are complicated yes, but he cares for them dearly. Because of his insecurities he can be cruel to them and will go out of his way to do so on purpose, but he doesn’t want to be. It’s a result of him feeling trapped, of feeling backed into a corner. In his mind his purpose is to be in the house, why else would they be there? This is all he knows. It has to mean something, their existence isn’t meaningless. So why question it? What purpose does that serve? They are worth something, he’s worth something. It’s why he gets so worked up over the notion of change, or when anyone questions his logic. Yes, it’s miserable but we have a purpose, a role to play, we’re important here. Anything outside of this is unpredictable and scary, wrong. As long as they play along and everything stays in its place bad things will happen less, they’ll be useful. There is someone so distinctly human underneath the masks he puts on. It’s someone who is vulnerable and scared, full of emotion and passion. Someone who wants to be held and cherished but on his own terms. He would like to not be poked and prodded at like a lab experiment thank you very much. More than anything though, he wants to belong. Red and Yellow make him feel like he belongs even if they fight and bicker. They’re his family, they’re all he has really, aside from himself. He may always feel the need to overcompensate but at least he has his circle. At least he can have a few moments a day to feel like they’re a real family, that he is someone important.
#dhmis#duck dhmis#dhmis analysis#character study#happy june 19th!!!!#this is the first of many posts i will be putting out today and tomorrow#consider this post an extension of the post i made a couple months back as it touches on a lot of the same themes#its so hard to narrow these posts down because i have a tendancy to ramble#like i will keep going and going if i don’t stop myself#LMFAO#anyways in order to keep this post coherent i’ve shortened it quite a lot#as someone with the autism OCD NPD combo myself he makes me violently ill#like i fear he was made in a lab for my specifically
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♠️🍂♠️
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𓏵 ꒰ ✟ NPD DISTORTIONIST / CHRISTOPHER PIERRE STIMBOARD FOR ANON !! ⚢ ꒱ ∞
Accessible version:
#stimtism#stim#stimboard#stimblr#stimmy#sensory#satisfying#christopher pierre#chris-p#the distortionist#ghost and pals#vocaloid#vocal synth#song#music#npd#npd safe#mad pride#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#theme : ghost and pals#theme : npd#theme : neurodivergence#theme : vocaloid#theme : music#horror#horror tw#horror cw#horror warning#fire
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I am pure, holy, like an angel, a God, born fron the gates of heaven itself. A bright, warm light, bestowed upon by the pitiful mortals who’ve wandered in the dark for centuries. My people, turn your wry faces towards me, for I shall be your saving grace, your only hope in this miserable world. Listen to me, and listen well, and you shall find what you seek. May the Longing bring direction, and hope.
#// tsukasa boasts#// tsukasa devours#// hehehe. Big boi words…#// wen angel lil > <#jirai#jiraiblr#jirai boy#jirai danshi#jirai lifestyle#jiraiblogging#landmine jirai#jirai kei#jiraikei#irl jirai#landmineblogging#landmine#landmine boy#landmine kei#landmine type#landmineblr#npd jirai#tw religion#tw religious themes
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[Brought to you by: Mods Chem and Venn!]
🪽 HEADMATE TEMPLATE 🦈
✦ Name(s): Viztriel, Evorek, Janus ✦ Pronouns: it/its, they/them, x/xs/xself, ey/em/eir/eirs/emself, ae/aer/aers/aerself, ix/ixs/ixself, wing/wings/wingself ✦ Species: fallen angel ✦ Age: ageless adult ✦ Role(s): NPD holder, confidence holder, manager, identity holder, socializer, performer ✦ Symptoms experienced: grandiosity, mood swings, low empathy, attention seeking, fantasizing about power ✦ Labels: ambonec, gaybian, lesboy, turigirl, othellic, baph, proxangi, kenolux ✦ Xenos: paradoxes, wings, shadows ✦ Likes: demonology, karaoke, 20th century literature ✦ Dislikes: media it deems low-brow or trashy ✦ Music taste: glam metal, darkwave, pop punk ✦ Aesthetic(s): visual kei, emo, devilcore ✦ Objectum attraction(s): buildings ✦ Kins: panthers, tiger sharks, void ✦ Emoji proxy: 🪽🦈 ✦ Details:
Viztriel is a fallen angel with NPD, particularly with grandiosity and mood swings where it goes between being convinced it's the greatest and being convinced everyone secretly hates it. Its appearance is very important to it, and it enjoys and presents with dark visual kei aesthetics. Viztriel is confident, outgoing, and organized, and they can be trusted with any tasks and responsibilities the system may have. They identify as a man and a woman simultaneously, while also not really being either at once. This includes simultaneously being a lesbian and a gay man. They also identify with terms that have to do with duality and contradiction.
[These can be edited and changed as needed, and headmates will almost definitely not turn out EXACTLY as described.]
#templatepost#alter packs#headmate packs#build an alter#build a headmate#create an alter#create a headmate#source: request#adult themes: no#species: non human#age: ageless#age: adult#roles: npd holder#roles: pd holder#roles: disorder holder#roles: symptom holder#roles: holder#roles: confidence holder#roles: emotion holder#roles: manager#roles: identity holder#roles: socializer#roles: performer#themes: queer#themes: angels#themes: disorders
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Mermaid Theme
[mermaid theme]
includes sirens, selkies and other fishfolk as well as general water dieties.
if you see duplicates let me know
(Nick)Names:
loralei/lorelei/loralei/loelai/lorelay/loralay/loreley/loraley/lorelie/loralie, lake, loch, limniad, lara, leucothea, lamia, leucosia, ligia, ligeia, laume, llyr, lir, limnade, leiminide sire, siren/syren, shiren/shyren, sel, selk, selki/selkie/selky, sea, seara, searsia, sirena/syrena, sjokona/siokona, sireno, styx, stheno, scylla, segeta, sequana, souconna, sirona, sinnan, saga, sjora, shoopiltee mer, merma, marmay/mermei/mermai/mermey, mermaid/mermaide/mermade, mermi/mermie/mermy, mermist, mermista, merman, mermen, mermaiden, mermix, melusine, melyzin, melusna, mel, merwif, meremenn, meer, merrow, marina, meermin/meerminne, min, meri. minne, merimin, meremin. maree, medusa, melusina, morgan/morgen, marimorgen, moryana, moryanki, moriany ocea, ocean/oceane, oceana, oceania, oceanix, oceanic, oceanice/oceanis, oceanus, oceanid, oceanide, ondine ran, rain/raine/rayn/rayne, river, revine/ravine, rainy/rainie/raini, rusalka, rhine, rura, rusalki pearl/perle, pearla/perla, pearly, poseidon, pisces, proteus, palaemon, phorcys, pontus, potamoi, psamathe, parthenope, pisinoe, peisinoe, pegaeae nymph, nymphie, nympha, naiad, neried, neriede, nereid, nereida, nereide, nix, nixie, neptune, nessie, nereus, nerites, nantosuelta, nodens, nehalennia, nerthus, njoror, nuggle, njogel kelpie, kymopoleia water, wodnik undine/undyne, uiara haffru, hiara, hippocampi, hippocampus, hi, hip/hipp, hippo, hippoca, hafgufa, hydra thala, thalasso, thalassa, thalia, tethys, thaumas, thetis, triton, triteia, tritone, thelxinoe, thames, telchine, tangie ceasg, calypso, ceto, coralia, carcinus, cancer, cymopoleia, coventina, condatis, charibdis, crinaeae, camenae atargatis, amphitrite, achelous, aegaeon, alpheus, anapos, asopus, asterion, aino, asrai, aglaope, aglaopheme, aglaophonos, acionna, aegir, aspidochelone, ahti, Aughisky, adara, adaro derketo, doris, dynamene, damona, danu, dana, duberdicus, durius, davy yara galene, glaucus, gorgon, graeae, glashtin brizo, belisama, brigid, boann, bandua, berehynia eidothea, electra, enipeus, eurybia, euryale jones ichthyocentaur vedenemo, vallemo, vodyanoy, vodník, vodnik, vodenjak, vodyanitsa
1stp prns: i/me/my/mine
mi/me/mers/mermine si/sire/sirens/sirine si/se/selkies/selkine sci/sce/scy/scaline fi/fe/fish/fine(fishine) ti/taile/tailes/tailine ny/nymphe/nymphs/nymphine nai/naie/nais/naiadine(naine) wai/wate/waters/watine
2ndp prns: you/your/yours/yourself
mo/mer/mers/merself so/sir/sirens(sirs)/sirself(sirenself) so/selker/selkirs/selkirself sco/scaler/scalers/scaleself(scalerself) fo/fisher/fishers/fisherself to/tailer/tailers/tailerself(tailself) no/nympher/nymphrs/nymphself no/nair/naiars/naiadself wo/water/waters/waterself
3rdp prns: they/them/theirs/themselves
mer/maid, mer/folk, mer/man, mer/mers, mer/mermaid, mer/merfolk, mer/merman, mermaid/mermaids, merfolk/merfolks, merman/mermans si/ren, siren/sirens, si/siren, sel/kie, sel/selkie, selkie/selkies, sca/ale, scale/scales, sca/le, sca/scale fi/sh, fi/fish, fish/fishy, fish/fishes ny/nymph, ny/mph, nymph/nymphs, nai/ad, nai/naiad, naiad/naiads wa/ter, wat/er, wat/water, water/waters, water/nymph
Titles
the mermaid, the merman, the oceanic, the sea/ocean dweller, the swimmer, the devine river, the fish folk, the one of fish-like descent, the descendant of oceanus, the descendant of poseidon/neptune, the nymph, the naiad, the water nymph, the god/goddess of merfolk, the deity of the sea/ocean, the dweller of the deep
*one who dwells in the dark waters, one who has scales, one who lives in a tail and gills, one who breaths with gills, one who rules the deep, one who lives among the creatures of the deep, one who is half fish, one who controls the waves, one who's voice enchants, one who sings of the hearts desires
(*) you can replace "one" with any pronouns
#name list#name blog#names#list of names#title list#names list#list of titles#pronouns#mermay#mermaid#mermaid theme#mermaid names#mermaid pronouns#mermaid neos#mermaid npts#mermaid titles#siren theme#siren names#siren titles#siren pronouns#siren neos#siren npts#npt blog#npt#npd names#npt list#npt ideas#npt suggestions#npt pack#pronoun suggestions
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✵ Our enemies believe that they alone dictate the course of history ┈
[ ID to be added ]
TOPSCORENARCET
[ PT : topscorenarcet /end PT ]
Topscorenarcet - a narcet term related to topscoring and NPD; having the best/highest possible score and NPD; usually related to games. May also extend to things like getting most kills/having best KDA/etc.
Submission for @svd-mogai's coining event. Prompt: A term related to something that brings you joy AND/OR an interest of yours. Because who doesn't like topscoring in games? (I swear we couldn't think of anything else for such an open prompt.)
┈ but all it takes is the will of a single man. ✵
tagging @radiomogai @obscurian @pdsarchive narcet coined by @/epikulupu
Literally nearly forgot because of work UGH
#✵ IC coining post#topscorenarcet#narcet#NPD#actually npd#npd safe#cluster b#theme :: disorders#theme :: videogame#identity#mogai#liom#qai#mogai flag#liom flag#qai flag#liomoqai
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hello my name is lior and this is my Very Scary blog where i talk about my twisted evil disorders. mostly aspd, npd and maybe ocd since those are my official diagnoses but there might be others.
! this blog is a safe space for people with any and all mental illnesses. it is not safe for narc/borderline/etc abuse believers though, or bigots of any kind.
i'd rather not interact with endo systems or pro-contact paraphilics but i will simply block anyone like that.
will tag triggers as well as i can, which is to say, not that well at all but the basics will be covered. i read the bios of people who follow me though so if you have any specific things you need tagged listed there i'll remember that.
feel free to send asks and stuff. extra info under the cut if you want.
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i'm not currently in any treatment and will probably never be. i'm not "anti recovery" or anything like that but i've been in the system from age 8 to 19 i'm just kinda done with it atp
i don't know if i have a full on third comorbid pd or just really heavy cluster a traits and idrc to look into it but yeah something to keep in mind maybe.
i have a bunch of physical health issues going on that i also very much ignore but i legally count as disabled so if i ever post about it know i'm not talking out of my ass.
i believe well researched self diagnosis can be decently accurate but idrc about what other people think about it in general. if you're uncomfortable with this feel free to block me i'm not here to argue.
i'm not american and i don't know shit about fuck when it comes to the intricacies of american culture. like there are no slurs in my native language. so if you catch me using some dubious vocabulary it's not out of malice i just don't keep up with american bigot lingo at all.
since this might be important context to some of my posts - i'm intersex but id as a cis woman for simplicity and i'm half black and jewish. fyi. Uhm and that's all i can think of i like to play and draw.
#needed somewhere to yap unmasked so maybe this will be it. idk if anyone will see my posts or anything but well#cutesy theme was ironic at first but i own a chococat mousepad. thought i might as well own it.#npd safe#aspd safe#cluster b safe#actually aspd#actually npd
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every day people love to tell me I can't have npd but ignore how much better my mental health got when we actually started treating it
#it took so long to acknowledge and address it because people would always say i was too nice and shit like that#so i was always like. oh maybe im misunderstanding and warping my symptoms to make them seem 'darker' than they actually are#like. idk like vilianizing myself or something#my knowledge of npd was better than most back then but i still had some 'npd is an evil disorder' internalized in the back of my mind#and all these people reinforced that idea. even professionals. so it was easy to push away over and over again#frame it as an ocd theme or guilt or depression or whatever#but once i actually looked deeper and accepted that i had traits at least#i started moving past some shit that i just couldnt shake before! and it helped me better understand why i feel and do what i do!#my mental health is so much better now that i can recognize and work with these symptoms!#diagnosis is just a treatment tool man. if the treatment works‚ the diagnosis could follow#i mean. technically diagnosis is more of insurance thing but that greatly effects treatment options#im high and reflective and autistic#so these are nowhere near my complete thoughts#maybe someday when im coherent ill get real insane about pds and psych diagnosis for real
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NPD Flag Color-Picked From The Bellringer/Benjamin Biggs from Toontown: Corporate Clash
So I was drawing something for my fandom blog and I realized that Bellringer almost perfectly fit the NPD flag, so we decided to do a flag color picked from him!!
*holds up him and Brian/Prethinker* NPD and PPD solidarity :)
honestly that does make me want to do PPD flag color picked from prethinker...who knows :3c
#💗 angels divine won't you sing a tune | talking#🍓 a decorated treat | themed flag#themed flag#npd flag#toontown#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#bellringer#benjamin biggs#yes i am putting this in the main tag#look at my headcanon boy /j
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I need to base this blog around my main kintype so that people will only associate me with him and maybe dogs. But also I like the NPD Miku theme.
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