#now 100% more depressing

[jonathanbyersphd]

Now Playing (Taylor's Version) Volume 2

A continuation of this post

[daily-beast-wirt-brainrot]

Feast Wirt

[Day 32] Not much of a feast but its a feast for him

[glowingsand]

mob my son *explodes*

[shower-phantom-ideas]

Spent 30 minutes trying to figure out how to start this post so now im just doing it sorry

Phantom gets called cat like by the other heros all the time. Hell some of the league members have even joined in after he met them. Fuck you superman how dare you out his purring

Problem is his new power he started developing. Telekinesis. And it’s very hard to control. Now if he looses focus he starts knocking stuff off shelves or off tables.

Frostbite told him he would keep developing powers till his ghost side was grown but he thought it was done. How many more powers does he need!!!!

[skitskatdacat63]

"Death is nothing, but to live defeated and inglorious is to die daily."

+ process(tw blood)

Also, look at him, bloody little guy 🥹

This drawing was inspired by several matador pics :D here and here:

^ I don't think I'll ever live up to the second one ah. There's several pics of that specific guy just soaked with blood, and I'm uh a bit obsessed with then ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW OKAY! But I've not drawn blood in a while so it was a bit difficult so I added less than I would want to I guess. Also I'm obsessed with how often they kneel in bullfighting?? Like okay who are you arching your back and spreading your legs for-

[cconfusedkat]

(shaking hands, functioning on three iced coffees, not beta read we just die) (LIL BRO TREATING THIS LIKE AO3Anyways yeah i did not read anything i typed here a second time so my wording might Suck Major Kuss)

Hey chat! sorry my holiday depression unfortunately kicked in, i had a ,, relatively decent Eid (cuz i dont celebrate christmas) ...? so i hope everyone had a relatively better holiday than i did… 💦

My friends often tell me i look like my art and i kinda see it. Hooray! Meeting the artist! Except i took matters into my own hands of making my own collage because I Do Not Have Enough Storage Space For Any Other Editing App

Additional shitpost ❤️ the art I've been most proud of are not actually in here, really! I'm mainly proud of the fanart i made for the few smiling critters AU's aaaall the way back feb-march but. I guess the stuff i liked the most i did this year was probably for the one who wilts? Im trying to think of stuff earlier than that. I noticed i definitely had an improvement in art, and i learned i do have a preference of drawing certain ways now too lmao- the fun of art! I hope to improve more in 2025 :-)

Herm,, all jokes aside, im glad people like my art...?? I am not a very Secure artist myself (already taking me five minutes to type that out and consider myself as an artist) so im SHOCKED when people Actually like my things. My doodles. The sometimes rare occasion of real art i put out there. Like! Wow! Thats crazy

Id have to say the same for youtube- im currently at 456 subscribers 🥺❤️ that is huge to me,, i wouldnt have expected me posting for the first time in years on youtube would result to me getting this many subscribers? ? .???

Im very, VERY thankful for the people ive met this year through fandom and generally. Unfortunately—for the past few months—Ive hit a really low stump in my mental health that limits me from talking to people without getting super drained, even on social media i kinda struggle with being active again. I am thankful for the people that continue to stick around and know im the way that i am,, one day ill be mentally stronger and everyone is gonna see my growth as soon as i can ,, Actually leave my own home and hopefully start a new. I didnt really consider that until one of my friends shared its experiences with me and i GENUINELY realized i can run away and get better one day,, there is a light at the end of the tunnel,, there IS,, but not now. Not today. Not in a few months. Itll take me years to heal but 2025 and ongoing years as i get more freedom to do so,,

UHHHH UHHH. ASIDE FROM CHEESY RANTING OF HAVING HOPES FOR THE FUTURE, YAPYAPYAP- i got a drawing tablet (again another thing my friend inspired me for- technically two major things in a row it inspired me for- hope in the future and drawing BWAHAHA-) and uhhh. HmMMOOHHH YEAH I REUNITED MY MEOWMEOWS! HOORA🎊🎊🎊🎊

my 2025 goals are not just improvement in art,, but in hopes of getting a full time job (since my last full time UMM. did NOT work out well! How am i gonna learn to pay my taxes on my own dawg,) and trying to get a place of my own since i missed out on that two years ago (or one? One year ago? I DUNNO..!!!!) , therapy and trying to heal better compared to my terrible stumps of 2022-2024,, i dunno what else but. Maybe working on my social skills at some point 🗿🗿 a far fetched goal is moving out of state completely and also going on testosterone but that is farrrr from now </33

Thank you lot for following and keeping up with my goofiness i gen did not think an animanga nerd with a passion of indie and mascot horror games could reach 510 followers within one year HELPPP thats crazy

On less serious goals though i hope on watching more animes than reading manga in 2025 BWAHAHAGAHSAJD i read manga more and anime is Extremely Rare for me to watch but both jjk and Beastars have all ive been watching as of recent lol- trust i will be such a geek (girl Please that is NAWT something to look forward to) (YES IT IS. HAVE YOU NO WHIMSY?)

[actual-corpse]

きみとそらをとぶ　/ feat. 初音ミク & 巡音ルカ

Y'all... why does this give me intense nostalgia for a time I know I can never get back to?

Like... That's THE Pokémon song! The one you hear at the end of your journey. The one that makes you wanna go back to your mom and show her your Pokémon badges.

I really do love Pokémon lol. I love the games even though I hate battling. I'm actually in the process of trying to complete my Pokedex in Let's Go! Eevee, before I build my dream team for the Elite Four. I love my Eevee, I named her after my cat (as you do).

Idk... I'm tired, and in pain, and in my feelings about this song.

[thedrotter]

(cw for a gun, mild blood and suicide in the last drawing.)

Day 1-5 of drawing Re:Kinder daily for a whole month! I'll be doing that all month. ☺️

I did not draw Re:Kinder enough (said both sarcastically and genuinely, because while I know the statement is ridiculous I also do believe it www), so I chose to challenge myself. I will post these every 5 days to not clog the tag too much.

[swaghaver69]

i feel a heavy pressure like someone is sitting on my chest making it so i can’t breathe whenever i think about how every single structure in society and social conditioning makes it so that women have no choice but to inevitably end up with a male and it is pushed so hard as the only possible viable option and it feels choking and inescapable (personal rambling vent in tags)

[tardis--dreams]

I was so concerned with the horrors of making a doctor's appointment and the horrors of finding a job that i completely forgot about the worst horrors of them all. Finding an apartment.

[unma]

I think a fun little detail I love in Chapter 3 of Nekropolis is that Sans looks perpetually like he's going to die a second death.

[dazzelmethat]

*reaches out my hand and grabs you* I have the power to subject non vocaloid people to pinop..

TW: for flashing lights

Mushroom mother analysis in my tags. ..

[gibbearish]

btw similar to the whole "if you try adderall at a party and it calms you down, get an adhd test" thing, if at some point in your life you try microdosing shrooms with a friend and end up feeling like a functional person for the first time in your life, get tested for depression. like yeah hallucinogens come with elation so youre probably gonna have some "this is the best ive ever felt in my life" vibes regardless, but like. if that in and of itself feels like finally breathing in for the first time in years, thats for sure a sign that something is up with your ability to process serotonin most of the time. feeling better than ever before should be a nice bonus, not a crushing weight off your chest

[talkorsomething]

I can't sleep again.

[laurenttheninth]

cracked my fucking crown again and now most of the whole porcelain is gone from the surface of my molarrrrrrr and guess who cannot afford to go to the dentist let alone for a $2k+ crown replacement :)

[somelonelywordmonger]

I enjoy Catherine Fox. She is a powerful black woman who has blazed an impressive trail. She has done well for herself and has helped many with her foundation and its hospitals. But in Season 20, she has pissed me off so much it isn't funny. Her kickassness is diminished because, suddenly, she is worried more about investors and PR shit than she is about the actual blazing of trails. Like, yeah, money has always been something on her mind as the head of the foundation because money is power. She can't help that and knows how to wield it properly. I applaud her for that. But she was not the uplifting other female surgeons and proudly changed the face of the medicine woman she was in the previous seasons. I don't know if it is because her cancer is growing again, and so her whole worldview has shifted, or maybe the weight of that and her pain have just gotten to her or what, but Catherine's kickass turned to bitch ass. Worried about how it would look for her foundation because it would completely undermine the work of many male (mostly white) researchers and surgeons before Meredith's research on Alzheimer's reached public scrutiny is not a good look for Catherine. That's a 180 from her usual girlboss moments. Instead, she wanted to stunt the progress of this life-changing research to save face and protect what is likely a lie. And then to turn around and pull the "well, it was my company's money and name you did this behind my back with, so you either turn it into me and give it to this white male neurosurgeon or you and everyone you dragged into this is fired."

WTF Catherine!? And then to briefly obstruct the care of a firefighter because one of the people under this threat is technically fired until Meredith caves into that shitty ultimatum was utterly fucked. And so the trauma surgeon trying to save the life speaks up with reason about how Catherine needs to move the hell out of the way, and we need as many hands as we can get, and Altman's are some of the best only to be fired WITHOUT being notified is even more fucked. So she just lost her chief of neuro, trauma, chief of surgery, game-changing Alzheimer's breakthrough, and relationship with the renowned Meredith Grey all because she was a total bitch. Insubordination happened here because she was being unreasonable. So many lives could be changed for the better and saved with Meredith's research, but no, we have to save face and protect the lie of previous research. This trauma surgeon in an overcapacity situation yells at you as he is trying to save a firefighter who needs surgery NOW and just happens to be married to the doctor you fired that could provide some of the best care to the firefighter who is about to die because she is pissed to see Altman working and is standing in the way of the elevator. So let's just fire him, too, then. Then, the interns come and speak up for their own, in a room full of around 20 or more interns, and she says she can easily replace them all in a day. Like Catherine, Bailey has been going on about the physician shortage for a few seasons now, so good luck with that. But also, what a shit-ass thing because we all know this situation is wrong. Just firing everyone who stands up for themselves and others and for the future of medicine because they piss you off or come off as insubordinate is not a solution. Firing has often been her solution even before this. She wants control and power, and she meddles. But it had never been this bad before, and usually, she had some room to be reasoned with. Now, Bailey is facing her down, so maybe she'll lose another great surgeon. Grey-Sloan struggled with staffing for months, so I doubt she can fulfill her threat quickly, and she just took out half the lead attendings. So good fucking luck, Catherine.