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smitten is great he can be a counterpart to so many other voices. that blind faith vs distrust dichotomy with the skeptic. being a deeply exaggerated version of the hero. as a contrast to cold's emotionlessness. and of course how he is straight up just the same as broken
#my posts#i thought of this post before but when i went through my drafts it was absent#so either i abandoned it or i posted it and it was a flop#nonetheless. i do not care#also i think like#ppl dont really like. Acknowledge how often smitten comes across as deeply similar to hero#downright knightly gentlemen who are very loyal and devoted and also really susceptible to praise#smittens singular braincell is on loan from hero#oh cant forget their suicidal tendencies also HNDFG#hero suggests killing yourself like a shocking amount ik he does it before spectre and in the beast
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i am so charmed by a lumax wedding because it’s not even something max thought would happen. like she assumed weddings were something the girl makes happen and the guy puts up with. and because she had no desire for one, so there’s no reason it would happen.
among other things weddings are an exorbitant and performative show of love, max loves lucas and she doesn’t care whether or not other people know or believe this. at it’s best marriage to her has been a representation of failed dreams and at it’s worst it’s been a tool to manipulate people who need to get away to stay. maybe they will get married for the tax benefits, she thinks.
this is until max and lucas are older and living together, they���re chilling on the couch and lucas mentions his family has been asking when he’s planning to propose and if that’s something max even wants? max doesn’t care, she doesn’t plan on going anywhere, a certificate won’t change anything and she's not crazy about parties. she doesn’t ask how he feels, he brings it up, that “actually i want a wedding.”
that is saying the least, lucas wants a wedding more than anything. he loves max and he doesn’t need to prove that to anyone, but he’s happy and he wants to share that with others! he wants to work with max to make marriage a positive thing to them, he wants to celebrate their love, everything they’ve been through. also, hell, he’s only human, he wants to show off! he wants to dress really cool and go to a really cool place and show the world know how awesome he and his girlfriend are. HIS WIFE!!!
most of all, lucas wants the moment near the end of the night, where the party’s getting loud and everybody wants his attention, but max asks if he wants to get out of there and he says yes. not out out, just outside the venue. it’s dark and the once booming music is now faint, they sit and catch up, complain about their families, laugh about their friends. max holds lucas’s hand and plays with his wedding ring, she whispers something sweet before asking him to dance. it’s the best part of the night and nobody will know about it but them.
suddenly max decides she wants a wedding.
#lumax#max mayfield#lucas sinclair#stranger things#to be clear i think it isn't really that max becomes excited for a wedding - i think it's more that she is incredibly touched by what it#means to lucas and wants to give that to him#i don't think she would ever be crazy about all that attention on her but she loves that it makes lucas happy and loves how much he cares#about her#and i also think lucas is aware of this. he loves weddings and the idea of being married is romantic and beautiful to him and he loves that#max understands where he's coming from and feels loved by his explination but also he knows it's something he will enjoy more and that's ok#lucas would be a very good wedding planner#also they would have this discussion then formulate oppisite plans catering to the other's love language#lucas would be like 'i'm gonna do something so private and sweet for max to propose' and max would be like 'i am going to go all out in#public to propose' and luckily max gets to hers first because it was way harder to do#nonetheless i am being cheesy ignore me
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Thread of fate – Part 3 Part one • Part two (2016)
#datv spoilers#da:tv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#solavellan#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard#solas#cw: injury#amburu#HE CUT HIS HAND AT THE EXACT SAME LOCATION THE ANCHOR WAS DURING OUR ENTIRE TIME TOGETHER#WHEN HE ACCIDENTALLY GOT TO BE JUST A GENTLE SOLAS LIKE HE'D ALWAYS WANTED FOR AN ENTIRE YEAR#HAPPILY PROVIDING ANYONE WHO ASKED WITH BITS OF INSIGHT AND TRIVIA AND PAINTING COOL ARTWORK#WHEN HE LOOKED AT US RESCUING SPIRITS AND WORRYING FOR COLE'S SAFETY IN SKYHOLD im losing it#listen there might be practical reasons for veilstuff requiring to be on your left palm but I DO ! NOT ! CARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I've already got another artwork started someone call an ambulance#I'm UNWELL#have a good day nonetheless#thread of fate#I'm never tired of that motif#The decade long star-crossed solavellan journey 🥹 my heart
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r u chill w non transitioning ppl?
Why wouldn't I be? At one point, every trans person who is transitioning was once someone who wasn't (whether or not that was a choice or their need is a separate discussion).
Hatred of any kind of trans person is not a Righteous or Good Thing - every single trans person has their place, their entitlement to safety, community, and respect of who they are
#ask#anon#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#when i was a kid i cared way more about Earning a spot - about every trans person Proving ourselves#and then i grew up in many ways and experienced many unfortunate things - as a kid who couldn't transition nonetheless#that quickly sobered me to the reality that it doesn't matter what you do or don't do as a trans person#divided we fall. you canNOT give into the divide and conquer strategy - you will NEVER survive#the second you decide that some trans people are worth discarding entirely is the second you set a precedent#and that precedent will eventually choke you. that precedent WILL exclude you eventually#i think a lot of people end up in the place of You Have To Earn Your Spot because they think it will save them...#...those ridged requirements tell you what you need to do to Earn Being Alive...#...if there is no goal where you have earned unconditional respect and security what is there to do?#what would the point be? why should trans people even bother if we aren't guaranteed safety over all?#that misses the true foundation for so many of those requirements is control - not safety or respect#as i have transitioned medically i've learned so much about what the point is#in so many ways i have had really negative experiences because of transitioning - but the joy always outweighs the pain#that joy is what made it worth it
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The thing that stands out the most to me about Stage of Betrayal is the fact that Rei proves himself completely incapable of envisioning a world in which Hiro would ever willingly leave him behind. Hiro killed himself because Rye made him, because Rye gave him his own gun and forced him to shoot.
To me, the kicker isn't that Rei is actually wrong about this (even strategically speaking, killing himself and destroying all connections to his loved ones was objectively a good move on Hiro's part, and not at all unreasonable nor unheard of considering his job and circumstances), but how he's so deep in denial that he just can't see what happened through any other lenses.
He ignores any and all inconsistencies within his deduction because to acknowledge them would mean he'd have to take into consideration the idea that Hiro immediately chose to kill himself as option number one instead of trying to survive until they could at least attempt an extraction, which feels an awful lot like abandonment. It feels like Hiro put the mission and secrecy above everything else, even Rei (which we know isn't true. Hiro killed himself because he loved the people close to him more than anything and he wanted to keep them safe— which, if you spend more than ten seconds thinking about the scenario, becomes immediately obvious as the motivation behind his suicide).
Hiro killed himself because he was terrified he'd be forced to drag Rei into the line of fire. He did that out of love, without thinking, while Rei can't even consider that as an option because they have fundamentally different ways of thinking and to him it would mean that Hiro didn't care enough to stay alive.
And Rei, being an extremely emotional person, wouldn't handle that well at all— which only leaves him the option of denial (be it subconscious or not).
#I am taking some liberties with this most likely but also I don't care <3 they make me insane <3 Hiro ily. Why are you like this#yapping time#stage of betrayal#detco#dcmk#detective conan#hirorei#furuya rei#morofushi hiromitsu#OTP: literally married#Also it totally doesn't make me insane that Hiro putting Zero first and doing whatever it took to keep him safe might have translated into—#—Rei putting the mission and his country above everything else (even his own wellbeing)—#—(just like Hiro did <- subconscious fear that that's what actually happened <- if Hiro thought of the mission before he thought of me—#—then I should be capable of doing the same. Mission before people <- he is nonetheless unable to avoid putting his quest for revenge above—#—his job unlike Hiro <- he is also wrong about this. They are exactly the same)#This probably makes sense to nobody but me but whatever. Whatever!!!
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yo, @bennydunbar, check this out
#he tried dying his hair blue on his own for the first time. he went to professionals all the other times#ignore the fact he doesn't have lip piercings in the bottom three#I forgot them and it was too late to draw them#plus who fucking cares I'm the boss around here hehe uhm um actually he took it out because he felt like it#these are simple designs but fun to draw nonetheless#also I've been doing these types of backgrounds lately because I'm too lazy to figure out how to do a proper one#sue me#I draw shit late at night when I've got shit the next day#keeps me entertained#that and also I always feel so inspired during the worst times#but that's a different story#HOPE YOU LIKE THEM BENNY <3#I will DEFINITELY draw you another design if you send me on you wanna see him with :3#my art#your boyfriend game#yb fandom#yb game#yb peter#yb fanart#yb art#yb#your boyfriend peter#your boyfriend fanart#your boyfriend#peter dunbar#peter your boyfriend#peter yb#ybg peter#ybg#I don't think I like the heart dyes actually but oh well. I'm already at 30 tags
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COMMISSIONS ARE NOW OPEN!
Hello, everyone! My circumstances are getting a little bit more complicated and it's been fairly tricky to find a job over the past year (aaand it's only going to get worse...), so it's time for me to fully, officially, reopen commissions. Some prices have increased since the last time I did this, mainly in the hopes that this reflects my improving skills a little better. Some options are quite costly (particularly the animations and comics) because they demand a ton more work than one might expect. Terms are also more strict than they used to be in order to ensure a more professional dynamic between myself and anyone who commissions me.
Send me a DM if you have a commission in mind, but first, make sure to read through the Read More. I want to expand on what's stated in the final picture to ensure better clarity on the terms of my services:
I'm open to working with any fandom or OC, be it one I'm familiar with or not. I'm also open to working with crossovers, as well as making book/fic/album covers, and even drawing real people as characters of a fandom of the commissioner's choice.
I am open to drawing ship/romance content but, tied directly to the next point...
I reserve the right to refuse any commissions that make me uncomfortable in any given way. This does not mean that everything besides my OTPs and the headcanons I support is guaranteed to be rejected, but it does mean that, if the behavior of the commissioner or the specific subject of the commission does not sit well with me, for any given reason, I will decline the commission. I won't work on something that squicks me, nor with someone who displeases me. No artist should.
Animals, mythological creatures, gore and +18 requests are fundamentally valid but must be discussed thoroughly first. None of these areas are my forte as an artist, as much as I've dabbled in them here and there, so, in order to get it right, I may need extra time and I will most likely modify the base price for any requests that includes these elements.
Payments will be done through PayPal or Wise. The final, full-resolution piece will not be delivered until full payment is completed. Half payment is expected at the start of the process, the second half at the end. The client is entitled to two revisions of the art process to ensure expectations are met. If a piece does not match your expectations after the revisions, the commission will be considered cancelled and you won't need to pay the second half of the expense. Any commissioner who wishes to pay upfront from the get-go does so at their own risk. Revisions are always included, but there will be no refunds if the final piece is not up to the commissioner's standards.
The commissioner is allowed to publish and share the commissioned work across social media, provided it follows the rules of each site (as in, don't post any +18 artworks on sites that do not allow it, pretty much). I can offer basic Glaze and Nightshade in order to protect the artwork from AI theft, to no added expense. Credit MUST be given to me as the artist whenever commissioned pieces are posted elsewhere.
For anyone who wants a list of fandoms I'm better acquainted with:
Avatar: the Last Airbender
Legend of Korra
Bleach
Digimon
Code Geass
Inuyasha
Dragon Ball
The Mentalist
The Dragon Prince
Disney
My Hero Academia
Dragon Age
Hades (Supergiant)
Cowboy Bebop
Hollow Knight
Star Wars
Ghibli Films
Overwatch
Full Metal Panic
Artemis Fowl
LOTR
Farscape
Haikyuu
Fullmetal Alchemist
Naruto
Stranger Things
Spy X Family
Kaguya-sama
Chronicles of Ancient Darkness
Eragon
Thor
Harry Potter
Free!
ASOIAF
Shaman King
K-ON
Critical Role/Legend of Vox Machina
Dungeons and Dragons
Blue Eye Samurai
Arcane
Castlevania
Again, any fandom, character or OC is valid, but I'm far more likely to know what I'm doing and to have my own opinions, for better or for worse, when it comes to anything on this list.
If there are any further questions, feel free to DM me and we'll sort them out!
Thanks for reading so far, and I look forward to working with you!
#commissions open#art commissions#commission sheet#OC commissions#fanart commissions#commission info#ngl I don't even know what to tag I haven't done this in so long#I do feel like I've racked up enough EXP points lately to expand possibilities in commission work#but this is nonetheless a little daunting#how does one shake off impostor syndrome when it comes to pricing your own art#asking for a friend#anyway to everyone who ever cared about me or my art#I'd appreciate reblogs#because the wider the reach the better luck I'll have I hope#pretty please thank you I kind of may need this to get through life not even joking
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Caughtcha, gotcha, not letting go ♥ (Patreon)
#Doodles#Pokemon#Firebland#Silverstreakshipping#Kabu#Larry#The Stanley Parable#Stanley#Silly little leftovers between bigger ideas - it's interesting how most of my ideas for them are comic-style :0#Interaction scripts moreso than just Cute Lads as is my wont haha - though they are also cute#Practice doodles to keep sharp!#And hey they both get their own singular focus and two together! Doubly double nice haha#I think about ''Would you still love me if I was a worm'' perhaps an inordinate amount.... I genuinely really like it haha#Yes it's silly but I'm very moved by it all the same! That one post of love and care really really spoke to me#Of keeping someone you love safe and protected and fed and healthy ''even if'' they had nothing could provide in return#Very similar to the Came Back Wrong post - I love you because You Are not because of what you can Do For Me#Very sappy! Of course I like it! I will turn it silly though hehe I love both!#And also the pun of Wurmple hehehe ♪ To think I almost went with Caterpie or Kakuna! My Gen1 love is too strong smh#Poor Larry haha Kabu quick to reassure! Loves you! ♥#Some Stanley!! I have a few more Guys Who Are Dudes in the barrel to meet up with Larry at some point haha#Stanley had to be first tho - I tagged a meme with Larry as being Stanleycore! Normal but Weird about it#Stanley is Not normal for the record lol but he Is an Office Man so he counts#Hey Stanley why don't you wear a tie to work huh#Floof lads <3 Obviously! Kabu's much easier to draw floofed out lol but that's just 'cause floof is fun and easy to draw#Larry is actually much harder to draw floofed lol - how do his grey streaks fall! Absolute mayhem! Cute nonetheless haha#And ending out with huggles and snuggles and cuddles <3 That pose is much much fun to draw :D#Surrounded but not trapped! Larry's legs pressing in on Kabu's but not forcing him closed and Kabu's hands on Larry's#Hold him there hold him there both sides all the ways around#Larry's really leaned down onto his shoulder if their heads are at matching heights haha#I'm quite pleased ♪ Their faces turned out cute and the pose turned out nice :) S'pretty! :D
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Me when I found out that dumb and dumber never wanted or intended for Jon to kill the Night King despite all the build up for it:
#like- WHAT DO YOU MEAN??#ALL THAT BUILD UP FOR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!#this is why i refuse to watch seasons 7 and 8 everytime i rewatch the show ✋#i honestly think they hated jon#like they turned my man into a himbo - a very handsome himbo but a himbo nonetheless - and took away most of his personality and character!!#which is probably why some people hate kit as jon - but y'all gotta remember thats not his fault!! it those stupid directors fault!!#also kit is very handsome as jon like thats literally my husband right there!! 🫵#but yeah- apparently they didn't want jon to kill the night king because hes quote on quote “always saving the day” 😐#AND???#THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT!!#SO LET HIM SAVE THE DAY AGAIN NO ONE WILL CARE I ASSURE YOU!!#oml... I'm gonna commit a crime fr because they really are both dumb as shit 😐#jon snow#game of thrones#kit harington#house stark
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Percy de Rolo and Keyleth of the Air Ashari my beloveds, my dearest companions, my comfort pair, nobody does it like them. They are the basis of what all friendships should be, they are the fucking blueprint, they show how meaningful profound affection in different forms other than romantic is, they are best friends, they are siblings, they are the platonic ideal of platonic ideals, they are soulmates, they have matching earrings, they are both massive nerds, they gift handmade jewellery to each other, they are the exact opposites, they are so similar, they are sunshine and shadow, they are nature and science, they are all the elements of the universe working together, they are creators, they are leaders afraid of their destinies, they care incredibly deeply about everybody around them, they are fuckups, they try to learn and grow, they argue, they fight, they hug and make up and never hold it against one another, they joke and drink and are always there for each other, they have died and been revived and brought each other back from the brink, they have met the gods themselves and still know that the connection between each other is worth more than divinity itself will ever be, they have fought monsters and titans and their greatest fears together and have come out the other side broken and battered but stronger for it, they are brother and sister, they are siblings-in-law, they are the epitome of chosen family on all possible levels, they will live through their lifetimes and legacies, they are love itself.
#can you tell that they're my favourites#i am. in my feels for them#chosen family who didn't grow up together like pike and grog or vex and vax but siblings nonetheless with contrasting aesthetics?#sign me the fuck up#vox machina is just a group of siblings and they all have such amazing relationships but they're all so different and special i just aaaaaaa#dont you get it they're not even friends theyre WORSE THEYRE A FAMILY#SAYS PERCY TO KEYLETH#AAAAAAAJJSJDKFHJSLDJHKSSKJHLSH#back on my bullshit with percy and kiki brainrot but i do not care because i love them#they mean so so SO much to me#very sad we haven't seen them being besties in tlovm#but here's hoping they'll maybe build that up in s3? who knows#critical role#cr1#vox machina#percy and kiki#percy de rolo#keyleth#percival fredrickstein von musel klossowski de rolo iii#keyleth of the air ashari#andis thought geyser
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Whenever an episode has Lwaxana guest-starring I start filled with dread, for she is the most second-hand-embarrassment-generating person I’ve ever seen. By the end of the episode, I am filled with glee and soft fluffy feelings because Lwaxana is also the coolest lady I ever met.
This happens every time. Every. Single. Time.
#ds9#Star Trek#lwaxana troi#how does she do it#she’s got everything#she’s a terrible mother#but she’s a Mother nonetheless you know#she’s the most annoying diplomat on the ship#but dang can she get Deplomacy rolling#she has zero respect for people’s personal business staying personal#but she’ll NEVER tell about Odo#she treats peoples feelings like a joke#but also she has some startling insights about how to deal with guilt and grief and self-esteem#I feel like she’s a very interesting female character is all#you’re not really supposed to like her#she doesn’t care about what others think about her or what she’s doing#she’s pretty abrupt and straight-forward#and I think a lot of female characters with those characteristic get a lot of hate#but ALSO#she cares a lot about the people she loves and she’s trying her best#she’s kind of treated like this joke of an abhorrent admirer#but she’s got FEELINGS and GOALS beyond that#anyway all this to say I think Odo and her have a very cute friendship#French trek
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dog idc we went through the "don't try to fix your partner" arc already and I refuse to believe we're doing it again. trying to fix someone's bone malunion because they hurt and you can do magic IS misguided but it's not the same as blorbofying your partner. you can't fix him but not in like a metaphor for a savior complex way. it's more because you don't understand osteotomies
#d20 mismag#like yeah the character development in the 4 episode season was rushed but i nonetheless dont want it to not matter#ig#less of an unlicensed trying to fix him moment and more of a doctor prescribing bloodletting moment#ie WOW you were SO wrong. but it wasnt cause you don't value the person you're doing that to its cause youre stupid.#like to me. evan's 'its ok. i still have it' is the same as 'i don't mind getting a tattoo on the bus'#raise your standards king. people CARE about you#and also in k's defense kingpin did this to g13's skull and it worked fine /j
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it doesn't matter what the label of our relationship is
i don't care about it needing one
all i know
is that i like you
i like hanging out with you
i like hearing your voice
and i like being with you
does it really matter to name what we are?
to label our dynamic?
i don't think it does
all i already know
and all that i want
is already here
i enjoy your company
i enjoy your growth
i enjoy your happiness
i enjoy being on this journey
along this life with you
and that is that
#(i do not love)#(but i still care for you nonetheless)#writing#loveless aro#lovequeer aro#aplatonic#aplspec#plato indifferent#apl#aro#demiplatonic#ascel art
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we gotta stop diagnosing men with eldest daughter syndrome
#like as a joke or whatever sure yes that’s your babygirl i get it. i am also guilty of making this joke#but if we’re being serious we have to acknowledge the impact gender has on family dynamics#especially when it comes to childrearing/caring for elders/etc#which anyone can do obviously. but is socially gendered nonetheless#am i making sense#what i’m trying to say is when we talk about the eldest daughter dynamic the person’s womanhood is integral to the way they’re treated#and that contributes very specifically to their role/identity/depiction#no your fave isn’t eldest daughter coded just because he had to take care of a sibling. it’s about the specific combination of misogyny and#parentification only an eldest DAUGHTER would understand. you’re taking about eldest CHILD or eldest SON syndrome#personal#kind of#eldest daughter#parentification#misogyny
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she baldur on my gate til I karlach,,,
#my tav and Karlach#tav uses they/them!#do you care them#this was just a silly self indulgent doodle but I will post nonetheless#bg3#Karlach#my art#hyacinthus art
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one of the best parts of weed is the complete lack of hangover
#marzi speaks#like. as someone who in their lifetime has been a little drunk and very high#alcohol has a shit ratio of enjoyment to punishment#i’ve never gotten more than tipsy and yet every time i sobered up from alcohol i had a headache#every time without fail#with being high?#i was high for 10+ hours yesterday. today i feel relaxed. comfortable. like i just got back from the spa#not refreshed per se but renewed nonetheless#this is due in part to the fact that weed makes me take pretty solid care of myself#munchies help me eat enough (though i can sometimes overeat and feel a little sick for a bit)#cotton mouth keeps me hydrated (soooo much water <3)#and i went to bed early and slept until my alarm#i am fed. i am watered. i am rested#i can go do things today and i will be fine. i will be happy#with weed you have to worry less about what the high will do to you#and more about what high you does to you#high me is kind to me. so it works out#but with alcohol? even a responsible tipsy ends in pain. not a fan
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