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noxith-sky · 8 months ago

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Wow followers, please tell me you remember the bfa infinite horse glitch. And if not, please watch this video (not mine).

I was looking through my own google drive and found videos I had of me doing this glitch and loosing my mind in real time. It's still the funniest thing in bfa. I'm so glad I still have the videos of it. The way they move still kills me.

#holy shit this is still the funniest fucking thing #no i cant come into work today #im reliving the bfa horse swarms #god #i tried to take them to SW on the boat #and I think like only 5 made it #so sad #video #world of warcraft #wow bfa #battle for azeroth #horses

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grzybjek · 4 months ago

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recent sketches!!

The first pic are redesigns of my 2019-2021 ocs! If you remember any of these characters no you dont! Embarrassing. Second is Maria, Marysia, my beloved protagonist for my newest project. Third is Helena my favorite rat. And fourth is Maria once again, with her friend, Juras, also a character from my newest project

#maria and juras are so lesbian and her twink duo #ive been making duos like this since i can remember. love them #i want to draw more SO bad today but its just so hot outside i cant function #drawing helena is so fun i ate with the design #her fit would go so hard in dress to impress imo #cant wait till fall comes on and i get inspiration to work on migawka again #if you didnt notice yet i have summer/spring projects and fall/winter ones #idk why i do that #im going insane #digital art #oc art #digital artist #doodle

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dracula-enthusiast · 1 year ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGIRL

#.txt #saw posting #hello manager i cant come into work today. yeah its saw 2004 19th birthday.#saw #saw 2004

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marcelineuntitled · 6 months ago

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fanart for The Great Miyagi Prefectural Cherry Blossom Viewing by @kings-highway (on ao3)

#my art #there will be more to come!! im working on another bunch of drawings but i managed to finish this one really quickly first (i only read the #fic earlier today! i don't know what it is about their writing but it inspires me so much to draw! and makes me want to write as well!!#i really love it <3)#i was gonna post the other stuff first but im impatient with posting when i have a finished drawing so since this is done im #posting this first instead #uh i hope you do not mind the tag #but yeah! i've been reading a lot of their fics recently and they're all just so incredible #okay uh #haikyuu #haikyuu fanart #haikyu!!#haikyu!! fanart #hinata shoyo #hinata shoyo fanart #kageyama tobio #kageyama tobio fanart #kagehina #kagehina fanart #they love each other so much #theyre best friends #theyre everything #cant think of anything else to say uhhhh bye #<3 <3 <3

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solarpunkani · 1 month ago

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Do I have the balls to go to a DSA general meeting vote now on your phones

#out of queue #ani rambles #me and my friend met for dinner today #talked about post election anxieties and dealing with republican dads and jazz #and id mentioned to her via text like oh hey a way to keep hope and take action would be to join a mutual aid org #so we looked to see if we could find any in our area #there wasn’t much for her specific area but more for mine (i live in a city she lives in a nearby offshoot town kinda deal)#and theres a DSA general meeting next Wednesday #and technically I could just fucking go I don’t have work that day #but my friend won’t be able to come with me and I’m awkward about doing stuff alone #ani in a social situation is like a horse loose in a hospital #no one knows what the horse is gonna do/supposed to do. least of all THE HORSE #but also…… i could talk the talk and walk the walk i could join a mutual aid org #like im gonna try and go to the FNPS chapter meeting next month but idk if that counts as mutual aid #also turns out there is a FNB in my city but uhhhh im awkward im nervous i cant cook and I dont make THAT much money

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thebirdandhersong · 3 months ago

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Lol

#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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jrueships · 5 months ago

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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,

or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs

#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing #like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally #it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday #now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand #but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's #the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs #so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians #but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them #i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun #n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now #everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it #ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing #like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn #& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing #idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase #i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro #sugar papi ted #hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it #but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing #i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake #but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same #like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno #if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose #i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like #im unwell when it comes to that #idk is anyone else like this #anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time #of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk #i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright

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wormchaser · 3 months ago

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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.

i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.

#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a #conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit #when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never #messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou #none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but #i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come #easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to #someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as #something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not #know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the #first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk #significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i #was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything #i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems #specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most #of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came #to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here

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eddie-rifff · 3 months ago

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they tried delivering the second of my two peter hammill tour posters today but for some fucking reason it requires a signature. a poster. a piece of paper rolled up in a tube for which i paid less than $100. please just give me the poster. please. i am so tired

#i can only imagine its because its coming from greece but like. whyyyy..#the other one was from england and they just left it on the front porch. like everything else i get......#anywya im making my mom go get it from the post office while im at work bc the office closes before i get off #and she has to take the physical notice they gave me with my signature on it she cant even sign on my behalf #i would just ask them to deliver it again tomorrow and ask to call me so i can get it but i dont trust them to actually call me lol #(i work in another building behind my house and idk if anyone will be near the front door or home at all when they knock)#(so the delivery guy would HAVE to call me or else i wont know theyre there. like today!!)#and i will actually start throwing things if they send it back to athens. so im not risking it #'good story twig' THANKS!!!!!#a beast that can talk #babble burble banter

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thedeafprophet · 1 month ago

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anyway I've come to realize social media has an affect on how I approach my art and I'm currently mentally working through how I feel about that 🤔

#why do i feel like if someone else does something i cant do it? why do i feel like i have to adjust the things i make for posting?#why do i expect certain quality of work from myself? why do i feel embaressed focusing on my own things?#why compare myself to others at all?#these are all the questions i am facing.#not in like. an overly upset way im fine just my trip gave me a time to Think on things. such as it goes #i dont want things to take away from my own visiob #and i dont want to neglect my friends for the sake of something else #anyway.#im still sick today ajdkfkgkhkhkhkjkj #thank you for coming to my tag ramble XD #the prophet speaks #* hadestown tune playing * where is the man who stayed up till 2 am texting their friend with creative ideas to share

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shuteyelenz · 5 days ago

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Well, It's midnight.. It's officially the 23rd. Aka Billy & I's wedding anniversary. We've officially been married for 4 whole years. this feels so unreal. It's so hard to believe we've been together for so long... I'm so happy. Truly. I can't believe I've been with my beloved husband for so long. It feels like just yesterday, I was first seeing him and learning about him, not knowing it would turn into anything like this, but I'm extremely happy it did. Billy makes me the happiest man in the world and makes me feel so loved. I hope I do the same for him...♡

I know I sound crazy when I talk like this, but it just makes me so happy that we've been together THIS long.. He deserves all the love I can give. I'm happy to be Mr & Mr Le.nz with him and I'm happy we're husband's.

Happy anniversary, dearest. ☎️💕

#im working on a drawing for the anniversary which ill hopefully post later or Christmas eve #Im just taking it easy today. sorry for all the lenzby posting #in the new year ill post my other guys but im focused on Billy.#I still cant believe it..#one moment he's giving me a ring he just found on the sidewalks of the park asking me to be his husband. next moment were here.#We are basically an old married couple now./pos #im so happy...#I look forward to the years to come for us as a couple.#tldr Noel rambles about billy for the 1000th time #.☎️📖

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satancopilotsmytardis · 7 days ago

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Back on my shit

Reread forced feminization and jesus these messy boys 😩😩😩

That first chapter is just so good, and then Shig buying Dabi a shit ton of stuff from Toga and Dabi absolutely freaking out gets me every time

Have never read anything even similar to the style you write in and I am so completely addicted to it in any and all forms, especially the original characters you're working on in the other blog 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I am immediately grinning my head off, thank you! I really like Forced Feminization, and I am looking forward to picking that back up in the New Year, but I am equally as happy you're having fun with my OCs on my other blog! I was having such a good time with them as a pallet cleanser before things go so busy, and I can't wait to go hang out with Kasper and crew, too!

Thank you so much for commenting!

#tanco speaks #ask #asks #finished the stocking tags my mom wanted today the knit gifts are laid out and being blocked #im finishing editing a commission that should be done by later tonight so some writing is coming!#but ive also been assigned laundry duty and cookie making today so i cant just throw myself into my work the way i would like 😭

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beansnpeets · 29 days ago

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I have been trying to get Echo comfortable with the crate slowly. I have been trying to prepare her for me being away from the house for work during the day eventually. Unfortunately, it's not going well at all, and I am gonna have to just start crating her when I am gone for more than an hour. I can't let her keep destroying stuff. I know she is scared of being in the crate. But this is not gonna work. I do not have the ability to keep doing this slowly. Not when she does things like this. I was only gone for less than 6 hours. And it's not like she's destroying the whole house. She also doesn't do this every time I leave. It seems arbitrary. One time, she even did it when I was gone for 10 minutes, and literally right before I had left, we had gone for a run. And it's always small, inexpensive things. But the muzzle was the last straw. That's a major inconvenience for me now.

#barkin up some trees #i feel like i cannot go anywhere #like at all #i am basically trapped at home or i have to take my dog with me #and like she is mostly fine when i leave!!!!#sometimes she just picks something small to chew up and leave by the front door #i cant spend evenings with my boyfriend at his house because of thus #*this #and i feel bad because we are ALWAYS at my house #my dogs dictate literally everything #i am going to spend christmas alone for the first time this year because i have no family and my boyfriends family is out of town #so he will be away and i will be here alone because i cant take the dogs along and i have nobody to take care of them for me #i had such an awful fucking day at work today #and this just really isnt what i needed #i cant deal with this properly when i am stressed and upset #i am mad at her rn #i am really mad at her #and she knows it #shes super sensitive to my emotions #i cannot hide it from her #its also hard to hide it when i was already so over my own threshold for the day #i feel so fucking awful today #and boyfriend made a nice supper and we watched a movie and cuddled and it was so nice and i was able to relax #but then the moment i come in the door its all ruined #if it had been something else i wouldnt have been as upset #this sucks

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infiniteseriesofhalfways · 2 months ago

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sitting in the parking lot thinking i might vom

#it's a chain place and ive been on the other side of places like this #(i wasnt an interviewer but i was friends with them)#and there at least people would show up late + in sweats for the interview and they'd get it!#they would show up with 'oh yeah interview today almost forgot' and they'd get it!#meanwhile im having a breakdown trying to do everything right and perfect #making sure i look nice but not too nice bc again its a chain fast food place and i cant try Too Hard #also these pants dont have belt loops and they tend to shift #AND my right hand is swollen from the wasp sting yesterday so im worried its gonna be 'wtf is wrong with you'#but also shouldn't it say something that im here anyway even though i could have rescheduled #but then its like... im not gonna kill myself for this place like i did at mcd and does it give that impression?#or should i have rescheduled bc they'll think it's bad decision making to come anyway with my hand swollen #also worried that i should have parked nearby and come over closer to the time bc am i the freak sitting in the parking lot #but at least im early! but am i too early? but im out here not rushing them. but should i be so they know I Am Interested #not to even mention wtf im gonna say to them to explain my employment gap #and im so paranoid that im gonna go in and say im there for an interview and they're gonna be like ???#bc it was through an automatic text/email thing when i applied #which was how my last job happened but idk. maybe im an idiot and it's all fake so they can point and laugh #and i KNOW thats ridiculous. but that's how it feels rn.#also im worried they'll ask if i want something to eat/drink and i dont know the right answer #like i feel like i should say yes bc what do you mean you wont eat here? but the wrong thing means im taking advantage #and how will i be if im actually working there?#and its all so dumb bc #AGAIN people roll out of bed confident and they're fine. meander their way through and theyre fine. theres no reason to think i wont be #but ANXIETY #its gonna be an out of body experience no matter what and later I'll wonder about all the things i dont remember #if i fucked up or not #and now i have to go in bc it's 7 minutes until my time and i want to be a little early but not too much #fuck #wish me luck #ks talks

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endofbeginings · 9 months ago

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In Here Life Is Beautiful.