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#sooo#if it wasn't for the tumblrs I follow#and for 1644#I would really want to shoot myself in the head#work is getting awful#just right at the time when I want to do something actually useful#a hobby I was meant to do a long time ago but could start only now#my morale is down#and let's not talk about my finances#oh boy#this is the first time when I actually don't know how I will actually pay for everything this month#i had so many plans#like purchasing that fucking sofa#but I have barely enough money to buy groceries#this is the first time I'm in this situation#and I'm kinda loosing it#I bought books for a lecture#I signed up for a lecture#i was going somewhere with this#and I don't know where I fucked up#so in the last days of the month I probably eat only rice#literally#yay#but also if a train hit me tomorrow I wouldn't complain because what I have to do at work is giving me the depression of a life time
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interesting how fords been surrounded by triangles his entire life. looks like ford and bill were always doomed to meet each other
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ford did seem to think that he is destined to be in gravity falls, destined to be part of greater things, and bill also thought he was "destined for so much more"
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to quote on alex, "that's ford's great flaw, is arrogance. is he believes that there's special people, and everyone else. that human attachments are actually weaknesses. and the song and dance that heâs giving dipper right now, is the song and dance that he gave mcgucket, back when they were younger⌠âyou and me are different, weâre better than everyone else. we have a path that no one else can understand, and only us can do this.â"
i think at some point bill really thought ford was the one that UNDERSTOOD him (well, ford did think "why did rudolph not simply kill the other reindeer? he shouldve burned his workshop to the ground"). some of his henchmaniacs didnt seem to actually like bill at all
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this is from "dreamscaperers", and apparently ford had been dreaming about the cipher wheel for weeks before he even found the cave. enough times that he was even able to perfectly draw the wheel on the journal. bill didnt even know about ford yet.
#gravity falls#the book of bill#billford#stanford pines#bill cipher#funny how one of the reasons bill gets obsessed with ford is due to a lot of their similarities#yet hates stan because of their similarities#bill didnt count on fords moral code being different from his#he probably thought 'if i liberated my dimension and left my family behind then why wouldnt ford?#both of our families just ended up dragging us down'#he still misses them and calls himself a monster for destroying his dimension but yk#hell keep lying to himself until he believes it#ford pines
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag â§Ë°:*âĄ#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like âneeding an ally not a leaderâ (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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Haven't been the same before reading this comment
#spiderverse#miles morales#gwen stacy#spidergwen#ghostflower#ai even hung upside down on the edge of my couch to try this like an idiot#can confirm you have to make an effort#atsv#raich rambles
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I am UNWELL.
#astarion#bg3#astarion ancunin#baldur's gate 3#mims posts ~#morals and dignity??? IN THE TRASH#bg3 astarion#baldur's gate iii#astarion screenshots#baldurs gate 3#astarion bg3#baldurs gate astarion#to the modder who made this outfit...i...idk if this should be illegal or we should be bowing down to you#virtual photography#im so going to overuse this... i already wrecked my sleep :")))#baldurs gate 3 astarion
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Trust (based on an ask I answered)
#spiderverse#peni parker#SP//dr#miles morales#not tagging gwen this ain't about her lol#atsv#across the spiderverse#my art#first time drawing Miles!!#based Spider's design off the comics cuz I couldn't find movie ref til AFTER I finished drawing em lol#waiting eagerly for my art books to arrive so I have better refs for all the Spideys#also if anyone tags this as ship I'll hunt them down on all fours like Miguel does to Miles (jk I'll just block)
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clinging to the sex warning for arcane like an angst with a happy ending tag on ao3
#i have no words#s2 is a certified banger#everyone's morally grey love it 10/10#when i tell you me and me friends screamed at the caitvi kiss scene i mean we were jumping up and down so fucking excited#its so rare to have canon lesbian characters who are genuinely affectionate and not played for laughs or sex appeal#especially not in mainstream#although the jayvik shit is fucking insane too god DAMN#im a little annoyed by the way caitvi is taking a backseat to them but i honestly think its more that people are offput by caits behavior#whereas viktor and jayce have that 'any lengths to get you back anything for you' going on#and we all know what happened with cait and vi#abandonment - which people didn't like#which i think is sad bc i want them toxic#caitvi#jayvik#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#jayce talis#viktor arcane#arcane#my posts#text post#ao3#writing
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like you guys know warwick is supposed to be a metaphor, right?
and by 'you guys' I am talking to the writers of Arcane S2 (2024), who appear to have forgotten this.
like warwick, in a strictly plot sense, is something that is done to vander. but warwick, in a narrative sense, is supposed to be a metaphor. you understand that, right?
it's a metaphor for the monster within the man?
the hound of the underground?
the way suffering breeds cruelty breeds monsters - the uncaged wrath of zaun?
the sins of his past come back to haunt him?
the violence he tried to leave behind, but never could?
"i knew you still had it in you."?
Sometimes, as he fed in dark alleys on stray gangers, the flash of knives would remind him of an old blade covered in blood. Blood passing from the blade to his hands. From his hands, to everything he touched. Sometimes, he remembered the girl again. And still there was blood. It had always been there, he realized, his entire life, and nothing he did could wash it off. He'd left so many scars that even if he didn't remember his past, the city would. When he peered into the eyes of Zaun's criminals - the gang bosses, murderers, and thieves - he saw himself.
that's the warwick we should have gotten in S2. vander the grey, not vander the unproblematically whitewashed. vander the revolutionary who brought his gauntlets to that bridge to fight for a future; the base violence necessary for change. vander with blood on his hands, just as much as the partner he scapegoated for it; tried to bury in the pilt along with his own guilt; not just vander who felt aw shucks real sorry about the attempted murder that one time. vander the complex. vander who sold out zaun's resistance to ease his own shame. vander the reckoning with his own complicity; his own violence; his own original sin. vander whose murkiness helps vi unpack her black and white worldview, and let go of the rose-tinted past to which she clings; understand jinx, even understand silco; understand that it's not just about Individual Bad People doing Individual Bad Things to Individual Good People, and Individual Good People who have to defeat the Individual Bad People, but that this is something far bigger and far older than any of them, a whole rotten system of misery and oppression that turns people into monsters. that the thing that turned vander into a monster, METAPHORICALLY, happened long before he met singed.
vander the monster, as well as vander the man.
instead, we got whatever this shit is:
#arcane#arcane critical#vander#warwick#LET VANDER BE FUCKED UP AGAIN#BRING BACK MY MORALLY COMPROMISED BEAR WITH AN UNDERCURRENT OF VIOLENCE STILL RUNNING BENEATH THE SURFACE#HAUNTED BY THE SINS OF HIS OWN PAST#THE BLOOD ON HIS OWN HANDS#how did the writers forget what made vander such a good character in S1#(spoiler: it's because they need to jettison any lingering notion that active resistance is valid)#(and double down on the idea that u just gotta FORGIVE! u just gotta walk away. u just gotta get out of that oppression MINDSET u guys!)
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Is it a stupid idea? Yes. Did I have to go overboard and animate it? No.
But I had to and I'm not sorry ;P
#peter b parker#spiderman#mayday parker#miguel o'hara#spiderman 2099#miles morales#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#atsv#tbh i notice that i have this group of fave characters that really fall under category of#i need to wrap them in nice fuzzy blanket and give them a hot cocoa#and miguel kinda pings my blanket and cocoa senses#but more like in an impending doom sense?#like he is going to get his ass kicked so much in the next movie#beyond is so going to be like you like this broken man?#hold my beer we can break him some more#i can just feel it in my bones#because for right now he pings my need to spray him with a water like a naughty cat he is an then hold him in air jail till he calms down#which objectively is a bad idea#unless you are this sunshine idiot spiderman that i love#and here is long story long why this comic happened :B
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Spider-Society and The Day of Lots of Involuntary Trips to Earth-19999. (Finally finished this, god damn.)
I hadnât seen any takes on what Spider-Society was like during Spider-man: No Way Home (2021), so I thought about it too hard.
I.e. I pulled up a clip of No Way Home to see what the Peter-abduction spell would look like from Miguelâs POV, then realized he'd have no idea what he's looking at and would probably mistake it for something else.
#Peter B Parker x Casual disregard for his own mortality is my OTP#Settle down Mayday Uncle Miggy thinks he just killed your dad#PeBer gets sent to Disney+#Always funny how easy getting out of the wrong dimension is for everyone who isn't Miles Morales#Peter you canât say that about live-action people thatâs racist#big man is an easy target for dramatic irony#my art#across the spiderverse#spider man no way home#spider man 2099#miguel o'hara#spiderman#atsv#atsv fanart#peter b parker#peter parker#mayday parker#spider girl#spider man#marvel mcu#spider man across the spider verse#atsv spoilers#no way home#spiderman no way home#No way home spoilers#I'm sorry I don't know why the horrified man holding a giggling baby is getting me so bad#The main reason this got done was every time I looked in my drafts I would see that panel and crack up.#into the spider verse#into the spiderverse#Spider man
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insane that taravangian had some of my absolute favorite moments in wind and truth. "hey jasnah was it girl power when you used your radiant abilities to straight up MURDER three darkeyed men in the back alleys of my city in book one because a 17 yr old asked you an ethics question you didn't like?" BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! đđŁď¸ďż˝ďż˝đ˘đ˘đ˘âźď¸âźď¸âźď¸
#i loved their stupid debate it felt like a gossip girl thanksgiving episode but like about moral relativism aaugh it was so good#and the whole time i was like omg theyre gonna find out about kharbranth jasnah and fen HAVE to find out about the city#but i was running through it in my brain like. there's no one who couldve told them#full communications lock down. and that was the only reason taravangian actually won#i mean he fucked jasnah's argument right up but fen wouldnt have gone with it if she knew about kharbranth#sa5#sa5 spoilers#wind and truth#wat spoilers#kowt spoilers
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enough "it's bad writing to portray evil characters sympathetically" and more "i'm uncomfortable sympathizing with characters who do evil things"
discomfort does not warrant censorship, it warrants self reflection. it's good to be challenged by the art and media we consume. the world is messy. fiction should be, too.
#every time i venture into broader fandom circles i regret it#it's like watching a bunch of screeching baby birds demanding their storytellers vomit pre-chewed muck down their throats#all they want is to be told what to think and feel in the most Morally Correct way#anything not explicitly laid out in clunky dialogue is suddenly a plot hole#it's exhausting#anyways i love my little corner of villain fuckers and dead dove eaters#y'all put the fun in dysfunctional
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Mabel in my OOTD!
Edit: fixed a mistake in the writing đ
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#mabel pines#gravity falls fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#I love drawing characters in my outfits#I found my âflatsâ again#I say âflatsâ in quotes bc they actually have a little of a platform#but yeah that type of shoe with the strap over it yeah yeah#theyâre so comfy#under my Star Wars sweatshirt is a spider-verse shirt#and I have a miles morales sock and a Tom Nook animal crossing sock#IGNORE THAT I THINK I WROTE THE JAPANESE WRONG#I WAS LOOKING AT IT UPSIDE DOWN đ¨đ#very sorry âšď¸
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a frustrating thing about battle royale stories is that they take place in a world where there's a massive popular appetite to see torture and death, the existence of this appetite is the main moral evil of the story (so far so fine), and the author tends to pretend this is also a huge problem in our world so that their work can stand as a Commentary On Real Evil. when the world their actual readership lives in has the opposite problem â too squeamish about seeing torture and death and coercion and collectively agrees to sequester it out of view so that nice things can keep being available for under five dollars at the grocery store
#rambl#i did it! i put a 5 paragraph essay in drafts and boiled it down into 1 paragraph on my second try!#anyway. i followed up the gorey litrpg series with a nonfiction book by a james c scott student who worked at slaughterhouses#and man did that book help immediately crystallize my vague moral discomfort with the litrpg series.#I love fictional gore and torture. I *do not love* real life gore and torture. that the latter preference is widely shared is evident#in how hard the meat industry tries to abstract it out of view & make filming illegal & hide the killing *even from slaughterhouse workers*#(it's divided up so people have minimal visibility/responsibility)#imo this is not a feature of our moral universe you should ignore or signflip if you want to write about good and evil and capitalism!
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Look how far I went, for fear of losing you.
#theyâre my roman empire#and hell bent isnât just an episode itâs the breaking point the emotional explosion#Itâs where everything gets flipped upside down when it comes to love sacrifice and pushing moral boundaries#Itâs the Doctor at his most vulnerable and powerful like at the same time#heâs not just some space traveler anymore heâs a person torn apart by his own contradictions battling his nature his past traumas#his fight with himself with Gallifrey with a world that doesnât get his pain â itâs a cry of despair straight from his soul#and that cry? Itâs all because of her#the Doctorâs ready to go to any extreme step over all the moral lines he used to stand for#Itâs about keeping her alive#Itâs scary and mesmerizing at the same time#his love isnât romantic in the normal way itâs more like a raging storm capable of anything to keep the person he loves safe from harm#Itâs not a calm harbor itâs a hurricane tearing everything in its path#every move he makes every time he tries to touch her to hold her to protect Clara itâs soaked in this crazy all-consuming love#heâs almost obsessed with it like heâs ready to rewrite reality break every law possible just so she stays alive#and itâs not just about being attached itâs an addiction fueled by the pain of loss and the fear of feeling that pain again#heâs lost and found himself in that pain#doctor who#12th doctor#twelfth doctor#twelve#hell bent#new who#dwgifs#dr who#the doctor#nuwho#clara oswald#whouffaldi#dw#peter capaldi
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the long way down job is such an important turning point in eliot & parkerâs relationship bc theyâd both been viewing the things they have in common as fairly negative: theyâve both been told that theyâre cold and ruthless and dangerous and they know those things are true. so when theyâve recognised themselves in each other, itâs been a sense of "the thing thatâs wrong with me is a lot like the thing thatâs wrong with you". and thereâs comfort in that, in a way. but now eliot gets parker to see that maybe those arenât all negative traits, theyâre just⌠traits. neutral. it doesnât make them bad or good, it makes them who they are. and now when they see themselves reflected in each other, itâs not a reminder that theyâre wrong and bad - itâs kinship, itâs familiarity, itâs belonging.
#leverage#eliot spencer#parker#parker leverage#the long way down job#leverageposting#wren speaks#theyâve bonded over being different (shameful) but now theyâre bonding over being different (neutral)#and eliot has clearly had to come a long way btwn s3 and s4 to make that realisation & we see parker have that realisationâŚ#listening to episode commentary makes me Have Emotions like oh parker has felt like she wasnât good enough to have a family until now. oh.#oh they recognise similar traits in each other and act different when itâs just them bc they donât bother w the facade of humanity#and she hasnât been able to talk to anyone about morality until now but eliot Understands in a way the others canât#and sheâs just now finally realising that she is worthy of hardison & sheâs capable of a relationship which she was worried she wouldnât be#okay. alright. ow my heart
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