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New Bangchan fic in progress!

yo!! i'm writing a new fic, its dirt biker chan!

heres a little paragraph from what i have already 💗

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🎶✨when you get this you have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) 🎶✨(No pressure of course! Just thought it would be fun!)

oooh um

Happy Death Day - Xdinary Heroes

Get Cool - Stray Kids

i was made for lovin' you - KISS

No one Like You - Scorpions

Head over Heels - Tears for Fears

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Over 100 notes in 3 days! I can't thank you guys enough for all the love on this omg 😭😭😭

Pocket Full of Sunshine ☀️

Eddie Munson x F!Reader (Platonic?)

Warnings: Eddie is smoking, a couple of swears. Reader is depicted as a bit of an airhead?

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Eddie was late. He was very very late for band practice.

He was rushing around his room and the trailer getting ready making sure he had everything he was packing up his guitar, grabbed his jackets and then flew into his van and sped off out of the park leaving a pile of dust in his wake. 

Eddie arrived at Gareth's garage at least 10 mins late, he jumped out of his van flinging his jackets on and grabbing his sweetheart out of the car. The boys all jokingly berated him as he jogged up the driveway “i’m so sorry man, lost track of time” The boys brushed it off and they started practising, about an hour into their session they were taking a small break eddie was smoking a cigarette outside the garage when they all heard wheels rushing down the pathway. Eddie looked up to see y/n hurtling down the path on her skateboard, a big smile on her face, wind blowing through her hair not a care in the world. 

He heard Gareth laugh from beside him “sunshine is here finally” they all had a soft spot for her, she's been part of their group for a while, playing DnD with them and becoming a metalhead herself despite her outwardly sunny personality, Eddie always joked saying his favourite thing was corrupting her. She hopped off her skateboard kicking it up into her hand almost tripping on her shoelace coming up the driveway causing the boys to laugh at her. They all waved at her when she got to the top of the driveway 

“Hi guys! I bought you some drinks!” 

She placed the carrier bag onto the box in front of them and they grabbed the drinks and thanked her for the sweet gesture, Eddie was the last to grab his, another cigarette in between his fingers as he managed to crack the cold can open with just one hand. 

“Thanks angel, are you staying for the rest of practice?” She spun on her feet towards him and smiled “you're welcome eds! Uh no i have to go soon sorry” a small pout on her lips as she did like to watch them practise but she was busy today. He nodded as he took a drag from his cigarette, exhaling the smoke in the air away from her. 

She continued a few conversations with the others then she had a look on her face like she’d remembered something rummaging around in her jeans pockets “Aha! I forgot the reason I came here! Eds c’mere!” Eddie walked over to her a confused smile on his face, he always endured her silly antics all the boys did. He looked down at her as her hand fiddled with something, she grabbed the denim of his jacket and placed a pin on a spare space on the pocket. A small victorious smile appeared on your face and a nod seemingly liking your placement. He craned his neck to look at the new pin to find a little sun on his pocket, it had a little smiley face on it. She looked up at him excitedly “Do you like it?!” He laughed a small smile playing on his lips “i love it but a smiling sun isn't very metal y/n” 

She pouted her lips and stuck her tongue out at him and he did the same back teasing her even more. “I think a big flaming ball of gas in the sky is pretty metal if you ask me munson” 

The boys all laughed and Eddie pulled her into a spine crunching hug “okay okay you got me, it’s pretty fucking metal thank you sunshine” He said as he spun her round. She pulled away and patted the little sun with a triumphant smile. She looked at her watch “oh i gotta dash, i’ll see you guys another time yeah?” she said while jogging down the driveway, she stumbled and Eddie grabbed her before she fell and ate the pavement. “Jesus H Christ y/n, you’re going to be the death of me, be careful sweetheart” She brushed herself off and mumbled a thank you before hopping on her board and kicking off down the path, waving at them. 

Eddie admired the little sun on his pocket patting it softly, he shook his head as he watched her fly down the path. Gareth interrupted him by grabbing his shoulders and walking him back towards the garage “you’re so fucking whipped man” he cackled at him. 

“HEY! get fucked man you're just jealous you didnt get a fucking cute pin off a pretty girl”  Eddie pushed him to the side, a small blush across his cheeks.

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Pocket Full of Sunshine ☀️

Eddie Munson x F!Reader (Platonic?)

Warnings: Eddie is smoking, a couple of swears. Reader is depicted as a bit of an airhead?

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Eddie was late. He was very very late for band practice.

He was rushing around his room and the trailer getting ready making sure he had everything he was packing up his guitar, grabbed his jackets and then flew into his van and sped off out of the park leaving a pile of dust in his wake. 

Eddie arrived at Gareth's garage at least 10 mins late, he jumped out of his van flinging his jackets on and grabbing his sweetheart out of the car. The boys all jokingly berated him as he jogged up the driveway “i’m so sorry man, lost track of time” The boys brushed it off and they started practising, about an hour into their session they were taking a small break eddie was smoking a cigarette outside the garage when they all heard wheels rushing down the pathway. Eddie looked up to see y/n hurtling down the path on her skateboard, a big smile on her face, wind blowing through her hair not a care in the world. 

He heard Gareth laugh from beside him “sunshine is here finally” they all had a soft spot for her, she's been part of their group for a while, playing DnD with them and becoming a metalhead herself despite her outwardly sunny personality, Eddie always joked saying his favourite thing was corrupting her. She hopped off her skateboard kicking it up into her hand almost tripping on her shoelace coming up the driveway causing the boys to laugh at her. They all waved at her when she got to the top of the driveway 

“Hi guys! I bought you some drinks!” 

She placed the carrier bag onto the box in front of them and they grabbed the drinks and thanked her for the sweet gesture, Eddie was the last to grab his, another cigarette in between his fingers as he managed to crack the cold can open with just one hand. 

“Thanks angel, are you staying for the rest of practice?” She spun on her feet towards him and smiled “you're welcome eds! Uh no i have to go soon sorry” a small pout on her lips as she did like to watch them practise but she was busy today. He nodded as he took a drag from his cigarette, exhaling the smoke in the air away from her. 

She continued a few conversations with the others then she had a look on her face like she’d remembered something rummaging around in her jeans pockets “Aha! I forgot the reason I came here! Eds c’mere!” Eddie walked over to her a confused smile on his face, he always endured her silly antics all the boys did. He looked down at her as her hand fiddled with something, she grabbed the denim of his jacket and placed a pin on a spare space on the pocket. A small victorious smile appeared on your face and a nod seemingly liking your placement. He craned his neck to look at the new pin to find a little sun on his pocket, it had a little smiley face on it. She looked up at him excitedly “Do you like it?!” He laughed a small smile playing on his lips “i love it but a smiling sun isn't very metal y/n” 

She pouted her lips and stuck her tongue out at him and he did the same back teasing her even more. “I think a big flaming ball of gas in the sky is pretty metal if you ask me munson” 

The boys all laughed and Eddie pulled her into a spine crunching hug “okay okay you got me, it’s pretty fucking metal thank you sunshine” He said as he spun her round. She pulled away and patted the little sun with a triumphant smile. She looked at her watch “oh i gotta dash, i’ll see you guys another time yeah?” she said while jogging down the driveway, she stumbled and Eddie grabbed her before she fell and ate the pavement. “Jesus H Christ y/n, you’re going to be the death of me, be careful sweetheart” She brushed herself off and mumbled a thank you before hopping on her board and kicking off down the path, waving at them. 

Eddie admired the little sun on his pocket patting it softly, he shook his head as he watched her fly down the path. Gareth interrupted him by grabbing his shoulders and walking him back towards the garage “you’re so fucking whipped man” he cackled at him. 

“HEY! get fucked man you're just jealous you didnt get a fucking cute pin off a pretty girl”  Eddie pushed him to the side, a small blush across his cheeks.

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My Pretty Metalhead ~ 💗

Eddie Munson x F!Reader

Warnings? : None? Just Fluff, Confessions, Some kisses and eddie being beautiful <3

Summary: Who knew seeing your metalhead with his hair back, would get you to confess? I blame the sun. A/n i wrote this based on this tiktok

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You walked into the Forest Hills Trailer Park sweat piling at your nape and forehead as the Indiana sun shone above, your worn out vans kicking up dust as you tread through the park, finally reaching the familiar trailer one you’ve spent many days in since becoming friends with Eddie Munson.

You hop up the steps and gently tap on the door, it opened to reveal the older munson (not the one you were hoping for) He smiled at you making room for you to walk in and you beamed back at him 

“Hi Mr Munson! How are you? It’s a hot one today” You giggled as you walked through the door. Wayne chuckled a ‘fine thank you’ at you as he welcomed you “Certainly is kiddo and yet the prince of darkness in there would rather sit in a stuffy room!” You couldn’t help but laugh with him, Eddie was never one for summer, sure he liked going to the quarry with you, finding a quiet spot by lovers lake to get high or just chill but that was usually only ever after you begged him to go outside. 

You rummaged around in your bag and pulled out a can of soft drink, you handed the drink over to Wayne “Here! It should still be cold i got it from the store on the way” He took the cold drink gratefully with a small thank you, he placed the can on the side and started to put his cap and work gear on “Well I best be off to work, look after him and make sure he at least gets some fresh air” You chuckled and did a comical salute as he left the trailer. 

You wandered down the hall to the small room, you knocked on the door first just to check if he was awake,you also didn’t want to barge in on him changing or anything (well..maybe) you shook away those thoughts as you opened the door the familiar smell of his cologne and weed filled your nostrils, you spotted Eddie perched up by his head board, carefully strumming chords on his guitar, his head popped up as you walked in and a big smile came across his face, you swear your heart skipped a few beats “Hey Sunshine, you okay?” you nodded as you sat opposite him on the bed “Sweating buckets but otherwise peachy! You’re uncle wants me to get you some fresh air today” 

He smiled again and continued to tap away at his guitar strings, it was completely normal for you two to sit in almost silence sometimes, just enjoying each other's company. You were just admiring him playing his guitar and enjoying the melody coming from the amp beside him, completely lost in thought until you heard “are you even listening to me sweetheart?” followed by a deep chuckle, you snapped back to reality “huh what no sorry, repeat that?” 

He shook his head and laughed again “I said, just give me a bit longer to get these chords down for this song then we can head to the lake sound good” 

You nodded and continued to chat as he played his song, telling him little stories or who you saw walking down to the trailer, he smiled and nodded along while still concentrating on the chords, after a while you noticed him keep shaking his head, trying to get his hair off his face he kept scrunching up his nose every time it tickled his face, you saw the frustration grow and couldn't help but smirk at his frustrated state, He suddenly placed the guitar on the bed and started rummaging around his dresser, a little cheer of victory followed by a ‘there's the little sucker’ he turns around with a scrunchie in his hand, your scrunchie to be precise he must of stolen it. 

He scrapes his hair back and wraps his long fluffy hair into a low bun, some strands still falling out and his fringe still messy across his forehead. He nods a little smile forming seemingly happy with his hairstyle. 

He plops himself back on the bed and continues where he’d left off, you however were now in complete awe the magazine you'd picked up completely forgotten, you looked at him, his face focused, his curly messy locks pulled nicely back to reveal his jawline and neck, the curly tendrils frame his face. You always knew Eddie was handsome, you had the biggest crush on him but seeing him like this in his element he was beautiful, ethereal even.

You'd never tell him that though, sure you two flirted a little, maybe more than friends should but you knew Eddie didn’t mean anything by it, you just had an innocent crush on your best friend thats all. As if he could feel your eyes burning into his skull he said lowly “i can feel you staring y’know” he looked up, a small smile reached his lips, big brown eyes staring at you “You like what you see sweetheart?” 

Instantly you looked down, avoiding his burning gaze embarrassed that you'd been caught staring at him again, you could hear him chuckle and shuffle on the bed you got brave enough to look up again only to find him right in front of you, guitar now forgotten staring at you with a small smirk “Y’know that's the second time i've caught you staring today, do you have something on your mind” He looks at you expectantly, a hint of teasing in his voice but then you did something that shocked both of you, you can only blame the heat, maybe the sun had fried the common sense in your brain because you weakly said 

“You just look really pretty today Eddie m’sorry.”  

Eddie’s eyes bugged out of his head as he looked down at you, still taller than you even though you were both sitting, he was trying to process that you just called him pretty..His best girl just called him pretty. 

He was interrupted by you trying to leave, you'd shot up off the bed and were hastily putting your shoes back on mumbling apologies and ‘im such an idiot’ to yourself. He quickly snapped out of his daze and grabbed you and now sat at the edge of his bed he pulled you in between his legs lifting his arm. He grabbed your chin and pulled your face to look at him, your eyes were glassy tears threatening to spill over, still refusing eye contact with him. “Hey?..hey, can you look at me please?” He almost begged, after a few moments your eyes met his, there was no anger or any negative emotion in them so you relaxed a little maybe you hadn’t just fucked up your whole friendship by calling him pretty. 

Eddie didn’t know what to say really so he did the only thing he could think of in that moment, he leaned up hand brushing over your face the other placed on your hip to keep you in place, he leaned in and placed his lips on yours, it shocked you at first stiffening up, but you soon relaxed against the kiss and between his legs grasping the front of his shirt, the kiss didn’t last too long you pulled away and rested your foreheads against each other, you both smiled and eddie pulled you down to straddle his lap, you blushed at the close contact and he buried his face into your shoulder and mumbled “You don't know how long i’ve wanted to do that for” 

He pulled away searching your face for any clues of discomfort or anything to say he’d crossed a line. You giggled as you played with some of the loose hairs around his face “Same, my pretty little metalhead” you whispered shyly, he placed another gentle kiss just under your ear you could feel him smiling against your skin it was quiet for the moment then he flipped you both over so he was on top of you smiling down at you he leaned in and as his lips brushed so close to yours he whispered 

“For the record i think you're really pretty too”

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Eddie's Badass

Eddie Munson x Reader Fluff (platonic leading to romantic??)

Warnings? : 1 mention of cuts/bruises, mention of weed. Reader is called sweetheart/princess

Summary: Part 2 to this , Reader looks after eddie, mutual pining, idiots in love <3

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After dragging Eddie out of the school and to his van you told the two younger boys that you and him would be skipping the rest of the day so they should go back. They wished Eddie well and said their goodbyes. 

You reached your hand around into Eddie's back right pocket and pulled his van keys out, protests began flying out of his mouth saying he was okay to drive so you handed him back his keys and both drove towards the trailer park where you both resided. 

Walking into his trailer the familiar scent of smoke and weed filled your nose, Eddie slumped onto the old sofa as you went to the small bathroom and pulled out the medical kit. You sat beside Eddie and grabbed some antiseptic and gauze to clean it. He didn't have much damage, just a small cut on his eyebrow and a bruise forming on his cheek bone. 

“Come here face me for a sec” voice almost a whisper. He turns to you with a small ‘okay’, your knees knocking together with his lanky legs. You shifted so you were both comfy and began to clean his small cut and make sure the rest of his (pretty) face was ok, he was being unusually quiet and that worried you so after you threw away the dirty gauze you sat back down on the sofa and faced him you sighed out and placed your hand on his knee 

“Are you okay Eds? You seem a little quiet?” 

His big brown eyes meet yours and he smiles widely and says with a chuckle 

“Yeah i’m fine, my manhood is a little wounded from having to be saved by you though sweetheart” 

You chuckled with him a small blush across your features from the pet name he so loved to use on you. “That was totally badass though! I’m pretty sure Henderson has a crush on you now” 

You both let out a loud laugh as you smacked his shoulder with a ‘shut up jerk’ He pulled you into his side and you climbed into his lap a comfortable position you often found yourselves in. He mindlessly played with your hands and then suddenly pulled the one you punched Jason with closer to him, probably to check it was alright 

“You ok? It doesn’t hurt does it? I’m very grateful for what you did, but i don’t want you to get hurt on my account” 

You send him a small smile “it probably doesn’t hurt as much as that dickwad's nose” He laughs at that rubbing his thumb over your slightly bruised knuckles. You cleared your throat and said with a quiet voice. 

“In all honesty Eddie Munson i would throw myself into the fires of Mount Doom if it meant you’d be ok”

He looked up at you with a look of genuine awe, he kissed your knuckles and whispered 

“and I would battle a thousand orcs for you princess.”

A/n : I wrote this straight after the last part! i hope you like it! we love soft eddie x protective reader!

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Touch Him Again, I Dare You.

Eddie Munson x Reader (can be platonic or romantic nothing is stated)

Warnings: Fighting Mentioned,Reader punches someone.

Word count: 484 ~

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You were collecting some books from your locker ready for your lessons after lunch break. Just as you were about to close your locker and head towards the lunch hall you were met with a frantic Dustin and Mike running towards you.

“Y/N Y/N HELP!”  

They both screamed at you, voices a few octaves higher than usual. You didn't have time to say anything as they grabbed you and pulled you down the corridor, you planted your feet firmly on the ground to stop “What the hell is going on with you two?!” Without skipping a beat Dustin shouted “It’s Eddie! Jason is beating down on him”

You shoved your backpack at Mike and sprinted towards the lunch area, bursting through the doors the two younger hellfire members hot on your heels, you pushed through the crowd of kids surrounding what you assumed was the fight. 

There he was, Eddie was being pushed against the wall by Jason, his bunch of loser friends chanting around them laughing. You took a deep breath and stepped forward ignoring the whispers in the crowd, your hand reached out and grabbed Jason by the collar of his jacket and with all the strength you could muster you pulled him off Eddie, he stumbled back furious at whoever dared to interrupt his ego trip. 

You looked passed him to check Eddie was ok, he’d turned himself round and was catching his breath leaning on the wall, concern crossing his features. Dustin and Mike were beside him ready to hightail it out of there. 

“Oh look it's the freaks little girlfriend!” He smirked at you thinking his little ego trip would continue with you. You walked straight up to him looking up at him with fury in your eyes that Eddie had only ever seen a handful of times. Jason glared at you but you could hear his breath catch in his throat. You just scoffed at him, shook your head and walked towards Eddie and the younger boys 

“Come on let's go, He’s not worth the suspension”  Eddie mumbled as you were leaving though Jason had other plans spewing bullshit about Eddie ‘the freak’ Munson and his cult, brainwashing people etc... 

You’d had enough spinning on your heels ignoring the protests from Ed and the boys you stormed up to Jason and swung the strongest jab you could straight to his face, he fell to the floor as blood started to drip from his nose, you ignored the pain shooting through your knuckles and crouched down in front of the bloody senior and smiled widely visibly shocking him 

“Touch him again, I dare you”

You walked off with a triumphant smirk and dragged Eddie out of the hall while mumbling a few choice words under your breath. The two younger boys hot on your trail freaking out about how you just punched the ‘king of the school’.

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Its Okay, You're Okay.

Frank Castle x Reader

Warnings: Fluff, Angst, Reader unalives someone, mentions of blood and weapons. Reader and Frank shower together.

Length : 1,000 words (ish)

Gunshots, screams and the smell of blood filled the air. 

You tried your best to remain calm, hiding away in your room, your hand clutching the small blade Frank gave you ‘Just in case’ his gruff voice repeated in your head over and over. 

The apartment had been breached, Frank quickly took to action shoving you into the room with quick instructions not to move and handing you the blade. Locking you inside safely. 

You hoped Frank would be ok, no you knew he’d be ok. You gripped the blade tighter in your trembling hands hoping you wouldn’t have to use it. Your hopes were not answered though as the door burst open and you could faintly hear Frank shouting ‘Leave her alone, don't you dare’ 

Your eyes landed on the large man in front of you, glaring you down like a predator looking at his prey. You shuffled to your feet, your brain kicking into overdrive thinking of all the ways Frank had taught you to escape, you held the knife in front of you cursing your shaky hands. “L-Leave now, i’m n-not afraid to use this” you shouted cursing yourself for stuttering. The man chuckled darkly and lunged for you across the room you screamed so loud you knew Frank could hear you. 

Your mind went blank, eyes blacked out but you felt Frank shaking your shoulder “Hey! Hey, can you hear me?” His deep voice bringing you back, you weren't in the apartment anymore though, you were in what seemed like a bunker, must be one of his safe houses. 

“What happened where are we?” You looked at Frank, his eyes filled with sympathy and kindness. “Don’t worry sweetheart we are safe now, you’re safe now” it was silent for a second you were still spaced out. Frank placed his hand on your shoulder again “You did a good job with that guy, i’m proud of ya. Need you to shower though you’re covered”

Your eyes snapped up to him “what do you mean good job? You killed him right?” Frank shook his head at you. Your eyes went wide as they looked at your hands, covered in freshly drying blood. You felt sick breathing unsteady and you dropped to the floor crying repeating the word no endlessly. 

Frank knelt down beside you, his hands cupping your face and lifting it to meet his eyes. Your face was covered in blood and tears and it made Frank's heart sink “It’s Okay. You’re Okay” he kept repeating as he pulled you into his body cradling your head. Your body curled into his and gripped his shirt, shaking like a newborn lamb. 

Eventually you stopped crying as Frank soothingly rubbed your back and placed soft kisses on your head. He was pissed more so at himself because he had put you in a situation he never wanted you in. 

“How about we go get you in the shower?” 

You nodded against the soft material of his shirt. He picked you up effortlessly and strided to the bathroom, he placed you down on the cold tiles hoping your legs wouldn’t give out you were a bit wobbly but you stood silently in the cold room, he leaned over the old tub and turned the shower on, warmth flooded through the room as steam started to pour from the shower. He placed the towels on the sink and went to leave, but your small hand grabbed his shirt once more. You looked at him with eyes so wide and scared “Please..stay” your voice was scratchy from all the crying and screaming, you sounded pathetic. 

He looked down at you and said barely above a whisper “Are you sure doll? 100% know what you’re asking?” ever the gentleman was Frank Castle you thought. You nodded weakly not wanting to be left alone to wash off all the blood and sweat, you knew a line would be crossed if you did this, a step in your relationship you never thought would happen. 

“I need your words sweetheart, please” He almost pleaded, he knew this would change your ‘strictly platonic’ relationship. You nodded again “Please, i don’t..I don't want to be on my own, i need your help please.” 

He nodded, shuffling around he kicked off his boots and removed his bloodied trousers. You kept your eyes on his face not wanting to cause any embarrassment for him. He lifted his shirt over his head and his muscles contracted and released as he did, Leaving in just his underwear.

He cleared his throat with a slight blush on his face, “do you..uh do you need help with your clothes?” You shook your head no and he nodded lightly, he turned around to give you some privacy as you declothed, muscles screaming at you for the excessive movement. 

You stripped down to your underwear as well, “i’m ready, you can turn around now” 

He turned round a small smile on his face as he saw how awkwardly you were standing in the room, He stepped into the tub and held his hand out for you to lift yourself in as well, the shower cascaded down his back, a welcome warmth for his sore muscles but his main focus was you. He needed to clean you up and make sure you’re ok first. He grabs your arms and switches places with you, you welcome the water over your body. You start to try and scrub the blood away but you stop and just stare at your hands, Frank spots that your eyes well up and you start to cry again, he immediately steps into action grabbing the soap and slowly lathering it over your hands and up your arms, treating you as if you’re a china doll. “‘M sorry for crying so much” 

You whimper out as Frank slowly makes his way around your body washing off all of the blood and grime. He’s crouched down in front of you now and he looks up with a stern look on his face. Raises to his feet towering over you, he pulls you in and you’re both stood under the water “Don’t be so stupid, you can cry all you want.” You smiled against his skin as he cradled you in his arms, wrapping your arms around his waist. 

“Thank you Frank..Thank you” Letting fresh tears fall from your eyes

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Bucky Comfort

Bucky Barnes x Reader (platonic?) sam is there too.

Summary: Bucky and Sam rescue you. Just soft bucky becuase im in my feels for him atm..

i used prompts from @promptful (in bold)

Warnings? : mentions of violence/injuries. Reader is sad.

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You were at the Avengers compound, you’d been through hell these past few weeks. 

You managed to get yourself taken hostage due to your connection with the band of heroes, you were held captive for about a week until Bucky and Sam crashed through the building and rescued you in a blinding rage. 

So here you were now being securely looked after in the compound after Bucky refused to let you go back to your apartment. Although you knew you were safe you couldn't help but feel on edge constantly, thinking about what happened to you while you were captive you ran your fingers up your bandaged arm flashbacks of what they did to you plaguing your mind. You decided to go for a walk around the building to clear your mind.

You were interrupted by the sound of talking voices, you snapped out of your daze to see Bucky & Sam. You cleared your throat to let them know you had entered the room, they all turned to look at you bucky softly smiling as his eyes landed on you. 

Buck and Sam had asked if you would join them and watch some movies, you knew they were only asking so they could keep you close, they were even more protective of you than before since the incident. You joined in the conversation when you could but for the most part you focused on the movie, you started to drift off during the second movie. Sam noticed your tired state and smiled. He was just glad you felt comfortable enough to let your guard down around them enough to sleep. 

Images of what happened flashed through your head, reliving every moment, every punch, cut and slap you received from them. 

Bucky noticed your heart rate increase and you shuffling beside him, he looked over and noticed your eyebrows knitted together, he knew you were having a nightmare he’d had enough to know the signs. He gently shook your shoulder to see if he could slowly coax you out of it. Sam, also becoming concerned, paused the film and watched you intently. 

You shot up just as the man was about to slap you once more, you screamed and were met with a hard surface,it took you a moment to realise that the hard surface was a chest and you felt big arms wrap around you. Bucky rubbed your back and calmed you down enough for you to choke out 

“it..it felt so real buck..like i was back there” 

He hummed listening to you, his chest vibrating against your cheek, you felt the cool metal of his hand cup your face to make you look at him, soothingly his thumb brushed your cheek. 

“They’re not going to get to you, I promise.” 

You stared at his steel blue eyes, full of sincerity. You knew he meant it, you knew him and Sam would burn this place to the ground if anything else happened to you. 

Your bottom lip jutted out and wobbled as your eyes filled with hot tears, tears that you have tried so hard to hold back, his thumbs brushed under your eyes to stop the tears from falling. 

“Please, don’t cry.”  

He pulled you back into his chest hand soothingly across your back, one holding your head against him. 

“if anyone dares to hurt you again, they'll be seeing their god quicker than they can pray doll i promise”

“Second that” you heard Sam chuckle.

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I'll always have your back.

Han Jisung x Reader (Platonic)

Slight warning! mentions of self loathing and bad mental health, nothing graphic.

Summary: Jisung helps you through a bad spell and sings you to sleep.💕

You sat in your room just staring into the dark. You were fed up, exhausted from the lack of sleep your body had. It was past midnight and still sleep had not blessed you, your mind was a constant blur of negative emotion and bad memories.

You got like this occasionally, usually when you were burnt out already too tired to fight back the negative things that affected you. You'd been working so hard lately you kind of forgot to take a step back and look after yourself. 'This is all your fault' you thought, sighing you shuffled around in bed, turning on your lamp illuminating the dark room slightly.

You picked up your phone and checked the notifications that you ignored hours ago when you arrived home, too burnt out to reply or care. You deleted most of them just emails you huffed and was about to lock your phone again when your phone vibrated as a message appeared, you couldn't help the small smile worming it way over your tired features.

Sungie🐿️💕 :

I know it's like past midnight but you never replied to my texts..so I just hope you're OK and got home safely. Pls let me know 🥺 xx

You couldn't help but chuckle well more of a huff from your nostrils. You shake your head even when you ignore him for hours. He still cares about you, you didn't deserve a friend like Jisung, he was so kind and affectionate also despite his personal issues he was very out there always pushing you to be the very best version of yourself. You slowly typed a reply as all these negative thoughts filled your head once again, you really didn't deserve him.

Y/N :

Hi, sorry. Went straight to bed. Thx for checking on me. x

You placed the phone down and pulled your knees up to your chin hugging your legs, closing your eyes. You contemplated making a warm drink to see if that would help your brain succumb to sleep but that would mean leaving the warmth of the duvet. The room filled with sound and a small light emitted from your phone, opening your eyes. You checked to see it was a notification from Jisung.

“What's he doing up this late, hope i didn't wake him” you mumbled to no one but yourself.

Sungie🐿️💕 :

Everything ok?? Do you want me to call you? xx

Y/N :

Its nothing, you should sleep Jisung G’night

You hoped to any god listening that he wouldnt reply, just go to sleep and let you wallow in your own self pity. You know it's not healthy and that he’d do anything to cheer you up or help you fall asleep but you couldn't bother him with this he shouldn't always have to be your knight in shining armour. All of a sudden the room filled with noise. You look at your phone and see the picture of Jisung appearing on the screen.

“Shit why are you calling me dummy?” you grumbled before answering the phone.

“What's up? Are you feeling ok?” he sounded so worried

You scoffed away from the phone. Just play it cool you can pretend everything is ok.

“I’m fine Jisung, please you should go to sleep. I appreciate the call but I'm good.” You lied straight through your teeth.

Jisungs chuckles filled the air “you can't fool me y/n, i know somethings up.”

You sighed ‘busted’ rolling your eyes and replied “how’d you guess? I thought it was top notch acting”

He laughed once again “One you’re never up this late unless you can’t sleep or your cramming some sort of work and two you never ever call me Jisung, unless you're upset”

You couldn't help but chuckle and smile slightly. This boy knew you like the back of his hand, could read you like a book, that's why he was your best friend. “Fine you caught me, it's been one of those days again, I'm just so burnt out sungie.. that I can't even keep these shitty thoughts at bay, so I've just been sitting here wallowing in my own self pity. I just want to sleep” you paused “i feel so pathetic” you whimpered out that last line, barely even a whisper but he heard.

Silence filled the room as jisung tried to figure out what to do.

“Ok how about we try to get you some sleep and then i can come over tomorrow and we can get you out of this mindset huh?”

You didn't have the energy to argue but here he was taking time out of his life to help you yet again. “Okay..I really don’t deserve you sung..” You whispered as the tears threatened to spill again.

“I’ll have none of that nonsense, you’re my best friend, it's what i'm here for, you’ve done the same for me.” He wasn’t wrong but you couldn't help feeling guilty.

His voice filled your ears again “Can you lie down for me my love” his voice sounded like honey, his tone completely different so soft, the term of endearment rolling off his tongue so sweetly.

You got comfy and put the phone on loud speaker and layed it beside your head. “Ok now what?” You heard him shuffling then a soft beat fell through the phone speaker.

“Just close your eyes my love, don’t worry that pretty head of yours” You softly sighed and closed your eyes, as he started to sing through the phone, you loved it when he sang his voice was so soft like an angel descended from heaven. You felt your body getting heavy as sleep finally consumed you. “Thank you sungie, my knight in shining armour” you sighed out before finally arriving at slumberland.

As Jisung listened to your breathing even out and he was sure you were asleep he sighed feeling tired himself

“Rest well my love, i’ll always have your back”

[chiisai-writes]

Thank you!

thank you for over a 100 notes on summer rain!

i will probably write some more when i get free time 😇

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MasterList

Last updated : 26/07/2022

STRAY KIDS

Summer Rain (BangchanxReader,F2L,Fluff)

I'll always have your back (JisungxReader, Platonic,fluff/slight angst)

STRANGER THINGS

Pocket Full Of Sunshine (EddieMunsonxReader, Fluff) My Pretty Metalhead (EddieMunsonxReader, Fluff) Touch Him Again,I Dare You (EddieMunsonxReader, Fluff) Eddie's Badass (EddieMunsonxReader, Fluff)

MARVEL

Its Okay, You're Okay (Frank CastlexReader, fluff, angst) Bucky Comfort fic (BuckyBarnesxReader,Fluff)

[chiisai-writes]

Summer Rain

Bangchan x Reader. Friends to Lovers Fluff

Warnings; None

i haven't posted in so long, but i was thinking about this all day. ~ C

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You sat in your living room scrolling through your phone, the background quiet but not gone completely, the loudness of the boys messing around wasn’t something you could easily tune out. Chan sat beside you messing around with some work things on his laptop, smiling at his group, finally relaxing (if only he’d do the same you thought). You’d become close with the boys while working in JYP quickly becoming more like a friend than a member of staff so you often hung around with them like this.

The atmosphere suddenly changed, the warm summer weather turning a little muggy, you peaked out the window hoping this meant what you thought, You saw the little grey clouds and could smell the change in the air. You put your phone down and started to walk towards the big doors that led to the garden, swinging them open and staring outside.

A chorus of questions followed from the boys ‘What are you doing y/n?’ ‘yo, you good?’ you just chuckled and said ‘yeah, just waiting’ the boys looked at you confused but continued with whatever activities they were doing. You suddenly felt a presence beside you and looked up to see it was Chan smiling at you ‘What are you waiting for y/n?’ he had this big smile but still confusion was evident in his features, you stared up at him briefly admiring your friends good looks blushing slightly at your thoughts, you turned back to the garden and smiled ‘Peace’

Chan's eyebrows scrunched up at this and just as he was about to question further the wind picked up slightly and spots of rain dropped onto the patio, he stared at your figure as you wandered into the garden and looked up to the sky, allowing the rain to soak your face.

He admired how you smiled and giggled as the rain soaked you through to the bone then laying on the grass, he found himself walking out towards you rain soaking his hair and shirt laughing at you as he crouched down over you ‘What are you doing down here silly~’ You beamed up at him and said ‘I like the summer rain, it helps me relax. Why don't you lay down and try it?’

You closed your eyes again but heard him shuffle and sigh as he laid down beside you. He was very close as your shoulders bumped together, You could smell his aftershave and shampoo. This made your tummy flutter slightly, you were close to Chan but never thought you’d be this close to him. You let the silence overtake you just lying there letting the rain cool your skin and clear your mind.

You heard Chan sigh so you opened your eyes and turned to look at him, he had a huge grin on his face and you could see the stress melting from his body. ‘You are so right y/n this is relaxing, but i can’t figure out if it's the rain or you’ You stared up to the sky not wanting him to see the blush on your cheeks ‘wha-what do you mean channie?’

He let out a little chuckle and turned his head to you ‘what i’m saying is you help me more than you realise and i appreciate you a lot’ he cleared his throat and continued when you didn’t say anything ‘everytime i see you i relax because i know i can rely on you to help me.’ you looked over at him and you could swear your heart exploded as his beautiful smile came into view, along with his wet hair sticking across his forehead. ‘I’m glad I can help you Chris, you don’t need to worry so much, you're doing great. But in my opinion it’s definitely the rain not me’ you chuckled and turned back as chan never replied he also stared back to the sky, you heard him clear his throat and then some shuffling, before you could register what was happening you felt a warm grip on your hand, you looked down and saw Chan link his fingers with yours, still staring at the sky. He smiled and said

‘Nah it’s definitely you y/n, you’re my summer rain’

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Bonus back at the house:

The boys were all staring in disbelief of this happening in front of them, finally you two idiots were doing something about your feelings.

‘Should we tell them to come inside?’ Minho whispered with a smirk

‘Don't you dare’ grumbled Felix, standing there with a huge smile on his face, he pulled his phone out of his pocket and snapped a few pictures for memories. They slowly walked back inside to leave you two in peace.

[chiisai-writes]

Long Time No See..

Hi..

i just got an email saying this page is now 6 years old!

i logged in recently and read through my old asks and writings..i got very nostalgic. i havent posted in like 5 years..

i'm very sorry for abandoning this page, i am still very much a Kpop stan..focusing on BTS and Stray Kids now.

Maybe i should update this page and continue writing?..💕

(i wonder if my anons are still around 🤔)

[chiisai-writes]

reblog to have good concert luck

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He's just got his friends on me (one of which is Simon who hasn't ganged up on me lol) and he's told them that he ended it and mugged me off completely but I mugged him off and ended it???? Immature c**** soz for that but it's needed

Oh my. Boys can be idiots sometimes aha

[chiisai-writes]

Ahaha probably not but I just friend zoned him hard because he was out of order to me soooooo lol

Out of order? Is there more drama?! What he dooo 😅