#my heart is aching just a bit
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wait wait wait wait wait wait i feel like i have whiplash. WHY DID THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING FOR YOU JUST HAVE A FOUR YEAR TIME JUMP I WASNT PREPARED FOR THAT WHAT THE FUCK
#bergman brothers#idk why that made me so emotional 🥲🥲🥲 what the heck?#ALL THE COUPLES ARE SUDDENLY SO OLD AND SETTLED#my heart is aching just a bit#mine#also not to be a hater but it’s crazy that rooney’s issues with her parents were never resolved in her own book#but then oliver just casually mentions them being at her wedding?! like that can’t be real….#major oversight imo i hate underdeveloped shit like that#anyway back to the original point of this post#wasn’t prepared to find out freya was pregnant (which i’m elated over btw) AND THEN MEET HER TODDLER ONE PAGE LATER#i was kind of looking forward to her pregnancy era for that half second it was in reach ngl
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And I just have to tell you that I
Love you so much these days,
#homestuck#dirk strider#bgd#brain ghost dirk#jake english#dirkjake#hs2#homestuck^2#homestuck 2#hsbc#homestuck beyond canon#homestuck epilogues#candy epilogue#admin draws#fanart#i cant even pretend im normal about my own art or this song im sorry#im tryna think of something to say abour this and i keep thinking about the lyrics and i GRGRHHHHFHFJG#i dunno man. i love plastic beach. i cant say anything here that is not gallbladder-achingly cheesy#but just. i dont know.#jake keeping a little bit of dirk in his heart all those years. even if bgd is 'all' jake hes still in the memory he carries#when i listen i find myself stuck between which singer/verse should be jake and which should be dirk. but the answer is simple#theyre both both.#jake thinks hes the one singing abour getting abandoned. but really hes the one losing himself in the substance#and dirk. dirk is the one watching him lose himself. but since hes just a part of jake. yeah.#'i have to tell you that i love you so much these days' both as something jake is saying to dirk and what jake wishes dirk was there to say#hes so alone in that reality. even if he might not admit and go so far as to imagine dirk saying it. its something that deep down#he aches to hear. the man who has deemed himself unlovable and incapable of love. he still wants to hear it despite himself#he still wants to say it despite nnot being able to bring himself to even process that emotion#sigh. see what happens. i cant talk aboht it bc a single line turns intoTHIS
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Thinking about a Lucanis who is in love with Emmrich but cannot find the courage to request his company. He hates the taste of tea, but there's a box of Emmrich's favorite brew on the top shelf. If he stretches on the tips of his toes, he can just reach it. There's a note written by Emmrich himself tucked under the lid, advising fellow tea enjoyers that the recommended time to steep the leaves is far too long for this particular blend.
Lucanis going through the motions of preparing a cup. He's observed Emmrich often enough to know the way he prefers his tea, even if he's still not bold enough to make a cup for him himself. He lets it steep to Emmrich's preference, adds enough milk and sugar, and for a long moment, he just holds the cup in his hands. It's warm, and the weight of it is nice. If he didn't know that Emmrich's hands ran cool from the way Bellara had squealed one evening when he touched her shoulder, he could almost imagine it was Emmrich's hand in his.
Lucanis spending the night working on contracts and paperwork, gaze drifting to the cup of tea sitting on the table. Complete with a little doily that only Emmrich ever bothers to use. When his eyes are starting to ache and the words blur, he lifts the cup to his face and inhales deep. It holds the tea-leaf scent Spite associates with the man, and some of the floral notes. Paired with the ink from his pens (one of which was brought by Manfred, graciously allowed to stay in his care because Spite refused to part with it), he can almost pretend that Emmrich is here beside him. That they are somewhere warm and comfortable, each attending to their work.
And in the morning, Emmrich is the one who finds him asleep at the kitchen table. Finger curled through the handle of the teacup that is dangerously close to his face. Emmrich, who hears the low murmur of, "Don't go, please," when he tries to remove the cup from Lucanis' grasp. Who gets to hear Spite's cheerful crow of, "He missed you. He wanted to sleep next to you. This was as close as the coward got."
#emmrich x lucanis#emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age the veilguard#something about lucanis making himself suffer just a little bit#denying himself comforts and taking what he can get in whatever form he can get#makes my heart ache#just thinking about themmmmmm todayyy
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Idk if this was mentioned already or not but with the synopsis Haymitch confirmed has a “sister like” figure in his life AS WELL AS HIS BROTHER WHO BOTH DIE‼️‼️‼️ AND HE WATCHES MAYSILEE DIE AND COMFORTS HER AS AN ALLY❓❓❓ AND THEN HIS MOTHER AND GIRLFRIEND DIE ALSO ❓❓❓ damn the 50th games were truly his rock bottom weren’t they-
#(OBVIOUSLY THEY WERE BUT FOR THE BIT OKAY)#the hunger games#haymitch abernathy#sunrise on the reaping#quarter quell#thg#sotr#genuinely he loses so much. probably even more than what we already canonically know and can assume#like the other female tribute being ‘like a sister’ to him was just an added gut punch#my heart aches for them#sotr Haymitch
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505 live at bbc studios, 2010 (x)
#minnie this is your fault#i cannot get over this performance of 505 even a tiny bit#he’s SO nervous and yet he just pours his whole heart into it anyway#i mean#the fidgeting and the trembling hands and the fixing his hair??#the way he's still wearing his bbc visitors badge even though no one else in the band is anymore???#i'm inconsolable#and do not even SPEAK to me about when he misses the mic because he's so busy focusing on getting the words right#this whole performance just makes my heart ache with how much love i have for him 🥺#alex turner#alex gifs#humbug era#arctic monkeys#lulu posts#my gifs#also help why has this just been sitting in my drafts for days 🤦🏻♀️
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watched the haikyu movie thinking it was going to be normal but unfortunately i came out battered bruised bleeding and 5 years younger, back in 2019 watching haikyu on my couch and trying to get my sister hooked on it
#time is a flat circle#i was so young back then but im still young now#any mention of haikyu makes me so viscerally nostalgic like i start yearning and aching and my soul twists#is that too much...#haikyuu#haikyu#haikyuu battle of the garbage dump#haikyuu the dumpster battle#i cried a little bit#i read the manga a while ago like i knew exactly what was going to happen but seeing it ANIMATED made me go insane#i was clawing at the seat and at my eyes LIKE NO THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING YOU DONT MEAN IT#also spoilers in the next tag DO NOT READ IF YOU DIDNT WATCH OR READ IT#but i did NOT remember the loss of the game being so devastating#like i did not remember that the ball just fell out of kenma's hands like that#my heart sunk when i watched it in the movie i was like wait... no ur joking right... this isnt the last set right....#just the way they animated it genuniely broke me#we get kenma's pov for three straight minutes and you have to WATCH THE FUCKING BALL FALL OUT OF HIS HANDS OH MY GOD LIKE OH MY ACTUAL GOD#i love haikyu#im goign to reread it... NOW.
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sometimes i think if i put as much effort into other things as i did as arctic monkeys/tlsp stuff, i could be so successful.
why can't my passion BE my job???!
#i'm buzzing on caffiene#got multiple tabs open my laptop. googling FURIOUSLY to find all the written arctic monkeys interviews.#then pasting it onto a google doc masterlist and transcribing written interviews for a post#i realized while i was driving somewhere the other day i'm very much an all or nothing kinda person.#i'm either obsessed with something to the point where it's all i do and focus on. or just don't give a fuck#anyways. reading all these interviews and hearing how interviewers describe alex makes me heart ache#the q magazine ones are particularly good. they seem to spend a lot of time with the band while interviewing them#so you always get good bits#i'm so excited. i'm finding so many interviews i haven't read before but i'm pretty new to the fandom so a lot is new#i'm trying to find a 2006 and 2009 q magazine interview and then i can reset for the evening
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"I forgive you." It came out like a blood clot—like an artery dripping gore—like an oil spill. Crowley felt his shoulders rise, fall, fall, fall. The air between them hummed, the tension of six thousand years turning every atom electrified and silently screaming. Breath shuddered out of him, human and terrible and hollowing. He had never been more grateful for the swallowing darkness of his glasses, for the way they hid the centuries of pre-emptive grief and wicked terror. The air was suffocating, the once familiar bookshop turned catacomb.
And then, hating himself for it but seeing no other way forward, he spoke the words aloud. "Don't bother". And then he was out in the middle of Soho and the breeze was harsh against his too-warm skin. Stepping out into the sun felt like rising to the surface of some great ocean—the gasping, desperate feeling in his lungs, the sudden crash of noise. A woman across the street called for her wife. A car horn. A dog barking. Laughter, cruel and far-off. He pulled breath into lungs that didn't need it, winced as he felt slivers of cold drive into the soft flesh of his throat.
So that was it; five and a half million years of want and need and burning, aching somedays, cyphered pleas for "our side". All gone in the space between shaking half-breaths and a kiss still seared against his lips.
Fuck it.
He'd ruined it the first time, had forced them both to look directly into the sun, to face the thing they'd been dancing around for the better part of six millennia. He could do better—would do better. At a music café some years ago, a human had been playing the piano—something soft and slow. A jazz number, if the demon remembered correctly. But the remarkable thing wasn’t the song itself, but that they were playing it with their eyes closed. Aziraphale had pointed this fact out to Crowley, excitement lilting in his voice (even then, the sound had thrilled him, sent a stab of warmth through his heart). It was only after the final note reverberated through the room that the artist opened their eyes, blinking in the sudden rush of stage lights. Aziraphale, ever the music connoisseur, approached the musician. The pianist had explained that, for them, reading music never came easy. Rather, they learned by touch, by the way the keys felt on their fingertips. In fact, the only way they could play a song was with their eyes closed. If they watched their hands as they played or thought too hard about their next move, they got confused and tripped over the notes. Muscle memory, they’d said. It was muscle memory—the galactic familiarity of finding the space between seconds and prying—that guided Crowley now. He hadn’t done it since Not-Armageddon, but it came easily to him just the same. Time, you see, operates kind of like sound, like music; it loops and sways and carries forward in waves. If you know where to look (as the demon did), you can disrupt the flow, send it back towards the shore.
And this was what Crowley did now. Drawing his hands through the ripples of minutes and seconds and hours and millennia, time stilled around him. It was natural. Easy, like breathing or sleeping. Or loving Aziraphale. Slowly, the world turned backwards; humans retreating from whence they came, cars driving in reverse, the wind blowing in the opposite direction. If Heaven had taken notice of their "half-a-miracle", Crowley expected them to be able to see this from every edge of the universe. He likely only had one shot at this.
The world aligned itself once more, and time returned to its regular, steady gait—a rubber band snapping back into place. Something hummed in Crowley’s chest. Something bright and burning and the shape of a neutron star. Hands shaking, he reached for the handle of the bookshop and pushed. The bell above the door rang, clear and and too-loud in the morning air. Aziraphale whirled around, a trembling half-smile on his face. Oh. Oh, somebody, this was going to be harder than he thought. It felt like all the oxygen, all the courage, had been punched clear out of him "Crowley!" A beat, a shuddering breath. "Angel". He pressed his still-trembling hands into his pockets and strode forward. "Oh, Crowley, dear, I've been looking for you. I have excellent news." His stomach did a little flip, something deep within him growing hollow and fearful. "We have to talk," he managed to choke out around the heart still lodged in his throat. "Yes, I quite think we do. I have something to tell you." Aziraphale strode forward, all grins and beauty like a flickering star, all plasma and heat. He could practically feel the agitated warmth roll off of his angel. Crowley shivered. "I just met with the Meta—” "No. Wait," the demon held up a hand, pausing the rushing torrent of Aziraphale’s words. "Just let me say my thing, please." "My dear boy, just—oh, what is that lovely human expression—"
"Hold that thought," Crowley muttered. His eyes burned behind his glasses. Aziraphale looked pleasantly taken aback.
"Yes, how did you know? I—" "No." The angel's eyebrows crinkled in confusion. "No?" "No," he repeated, enunciating each letter with perfect clarity. He was going to do it right this time. He was going to keep him from leaving. He could be good. Right? "I’m gonna speak, and I want you to listen to me without interrupting, m'kay?" Words were building in the basin of his sternum now, pushing up on his airways. He was going to have to say it outright this time; no more waltzing around this frenzied galaxy of emotion. Willing his hands to steadiness, he pulled his glasses from his face, and tucked them into the collar of his shirt. Aziraphale's breath seemed to catch for a moment, meeting the ferocity of the demon's gaze head-on. A deer in headlights. And then, "Crowley, I really—" (Eons hurtled through his mind in a split second, the serrated knife's-edge of want like a being all its own. Aziraphale in the garden. Aziraphale in the tavern, on the cliffside, on the West End stage, in the Bentley, in the bookshop, in the very marrow of Crowley’s bones.) "I love you," he rasped, ichor writhing in his veins.
There, he'd said it., said it fully and completely, without so much as flinching. It was the same love he'd expressed for the past several thousand years in a million little, unspoken ways: an ox rib, a revolution, a church, a burning bookshop and the bottom of a glass and a lost best friend. A yellow Bentley, a lifetime of tethering his life to Aziraphale's, of trailing after him like a moth to flame—like a dog to its owner. "I love you," he pushed on. They were both looking directly into the sun again, Crowley urging them to stare straight into the heat of it all. The words were spilling out of him now, a heaving, thrashing current falling to the bookshop's hardwood floors. "I love you and you can't go to Heaven." Aziraphale froze, pupils blown wide and unblinking, for just a moment. Tension stretched out like a thread between them. And then he pulled in breath like a drowning man (who wasn't really a man at all), and tears were gathering in the corner of his eyes, and oh god, he'd made his angel cry. Fear and guilt and horror slammed into him at a million kilometers an hour and left him halfway between dizzy and nauseous. His fingers tensed at his side, desperate to do something, fix what he'd so obviously broken. Heaven would be on the front step any moment. It was too late, wasn't it? It was always too late. "Crowley—what?" Aziraphale breathed, mouth twisting into a brutal, terrible, heart-wrenching sob. Crowley ached, panic lancing through him like a knife. "I—I really, I can't. You could come with me." He stepped forward, moving to place his hands on the demon's shoulders. Crowley leaned into the touch, almost unconsciously. "Don't go," he croaked, tears beginning to prick his own eyes once again. This time he didn't reach for his glasses, didn't try to hide his fear. If he was going to do this, he was going to do it right. And then Aziraphale could hate him and his desperate, hungry, reverent love in the aftermath. "Don't go where I can't follow. Please".
His angels blue-grey eyes searched his own, and the weight of his gaze was impossibly heavy, pressing down on his chest like a river-smoothed rock. "Crowley, please. I don't understand. The Metatron said—" His palms found the sides of Crowley's throat, thumbs resting gently on the side of his jaw. Crowley sucked in a breath. "Angel," The scent of earl grey—of old books and soft tartan chairs. Aziraphale's hands were shaking. "I know what the Metatron said," he intoned, soft as rainfall. "You can't go. It's not—they won't change. You're better than that." "But you could be an angel. With me," he murmured, soft thumbs running across sharp cheekbones. "Be my second-in-command." "Don't want to be. Want t' be an us," he felt tears—traitorous, burning tears tip over the edge of his lashes and fall against his face. "Crowley, darling, please." A beat. "I love you." The bottom of the world dropped out from under him in that moment. Aziraphale loved him. He loved him and he'd said it aloud and now it was out there in the world and it was as though every nerve on his body was on fire. His angel pushed on, "Truly, I love you. I need you with me. Please, come with me. We can do good, I know it." He could never say no when his angel asked something of him. Especially not when his kind, gentle hands were holding him like something good, something precious. Especially not when Aziraphale had just admitted to needing him, had injected the word with so much warmth he thought his all-too-human heart might beat clear out of his chest. But there was a first (technically, second) time for everything. He drew in a heavy breath, and tilted his head, breaking his angel's hold on him. Aziraphale's hands—now empty, still shook. He made a soft whimpering sound, and Crowley ached to kiss his fingertips, banish the fear. But instead, he looked up towards the ceiling, to a God who was not there—who maybe had never been there at all. He felt the Heavenly Host drawing near, a sense of hollow emptiness, the scent of absence. This was the time of last-ditch efforts, of holding his heart out and hoping Aziraphale might take it as it was, bruised spots and all. "I can't. I won't. I need to be here, on Earth, with you." "Crowley, please. I don't think you understand what I'm offering you," he huffed. A residual shard of anger stabbed at him then, and he turned his gaze sharply back to the angel before him. "Oh, I understand perfectly well, angel. I'm fairly certain I understand better than you do." Aziraphale's mouth drew into a thin line, tears welling fresh in his eyes again. And still, Crowley ached. A beat. Something in the angel shifted, then, turned on its edge—the walls beginning to go up again, and it was just like it had been not fifteen minutes ago. He was watching the same moment play out over and over again; some cyclical, torrential nightmare. "I would like you to come with me, but," Aziraphale paused, voice breaking in the middle. "But I'm leaving, with or without you." And there it was, like it was predestined. Despite the love, despite the want, despite every shared bottle passed between them, every half-accidental touch and glance and whispered word—despite the way he would’ve let Aziraphale run a sword through his chest... It wasn't enough. It was never enough. They were re-enacting their old magic trick, right there in the bookshop, this time with Crowley staring down the barrel, letting Aziraphale pull the trigger. Aim for my mouth, but shoot past my ear. Aziraphale wasn't shooting past his ear. His bloody ribcage felt as though it might splinter apart. Wingbeats in the distance, a grief wide enough to drown the sea. Crowley reached down, pulled his sunglasses from their resting spot against his clavicle. And then the hunger in his eyes was once more hidden, and he was walking towards the door like a man headed to execution. "Crowley—" Aziraphale nearly keened, the wall crumbling for a split second. Without turning, Crowley said the only words he could think of. "I forgive you."
#did i steal some lines from one of my own fanfics??? yes. yes i did#because im tired and i don't want to come up with more metaphors for time warping rn. so hush <3#good omens fanfiction#good omens angst#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE 300 WORDS LONG#FUCK I FUCKED UP IM DEHYDRATED AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE WRITING AN ESSAY WHAT THE FUCK#idek what this is i literally have not edited one tiny little bit of this. i just came up with everything as i went along so i apologize#ignore the fact that the dialogue/pacing/ideas diverge from canon shhhhhh im too tired to look at source material#ehhh dunno how i feel ab this but whatever here's something (???)#take a shot every time i say chest or heart or ache or tremble#good omens#crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#aziraphale#aziracrow#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#crowley angst#final fifteen#aziraphale x crowley#david tennant#michael sheen#ineffable divorce#good omens fic#good omens fanfic#gomens#wren writes crow
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it's 6am as I'm writing this so I'm scheduling this to post later but
I finally finished the game
holy fuck
#despite all its faults (bear with me) and all my criticisms (of which I have yet to share)#THAT MOVED ME.#I love this series#and I think I'm gonna feel weird and hollow for a little bit but that's what second playthroughs are for#I'm just emotionally moved and distraught and drained but also... emotionally blessed?? as in#wow this is what it means to be human. to feel this capacity of emotion about something#um I haven't ugly sobbed at a game like that since. well. inquisition. it was cathartic#getting an ending for this nearly (for me) decade long story that's been in stasis is something I dont have words for atm#my heart aches. I feel a weight off my shoulders. I love solavellan unabashedly#and Im just feeling very inspired despite all the weariness. I love the new cast of characters and I love my rook#more thoughts when Im less *gestures vaguely at everything*#also more well rounded thoughts when things have settled in a week month etc.#but for now AUAGHGUGUAGHAGUUAUAUAGHHH#da:tv#da:tv spoilers#cleric plays da:tv#veilguard#dragon age
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his profile 😵💫
#toronto maple leafs#mitch marner#hockeyedit#egifs#2324#okay.. just had to... stare in admiration for a bit#hes so beautiful it hurts my actual heart. LIKE I AM PHYSICALLY ACHING
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this post makes me feel the same as when i was watching the truman show in my high school psychology class and there would be a moment that made me feel a deep, aching pain for truman and had me nearly on the verge of tears, and my classmates were laughing because they thought the same moment was hilarious
#just an observation#elaboration: in the same way as the truman show where some of the heart-aching moments are also comedic#this text post is framed and worded like your average jokey text post made up scenario#like the bit in truman show where hes panicking about his life not being real and his wife basically does an ad read in front of him#that made the kids in my class laugh while i was sitting there like D: jesus christ#and like that IS a funny bit while also hurting very badly at the same time lol#and this post feels the same#like i think it wants me to laugh. it reads like a joke. but it also makes me feel like i have a gaping hole in my chest
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And He’s Yours
b.r.b. for my bee 💗 @bradshawsbaby
Sometimes
Your job
Its days and weeks
Demand and take
Leaving you empty
Tired
And aching to your bones
Your mind and heart
Just as drained
Just as sore.
But when you’re home
And he’s home
He’s yours.
You drop away the day
Purse
Work junk
Other metaphorical baggage
The front door closes
Shuts
Solidly behind you
Closing out the world
Life with its demands
Is unwelcome here.
You’re home
And he’s home
He’s yours.
His frame
Tall
Broad
Strong and safe
Fills the kitchen doorway
Almost to overflowing
Spilling toward you
On his eager steps.
Jet-calloused hands
Reach for you
Arms fold you in
And he’s home
He’s yours.
Some sweet name for you
Sighs from his lips
Over yours
Before they’re his
By right of capture.
No happier prisoner
Is there
In your mouth.
His kiss tastes of tenderness
Of peppermint and sweat
Hints of strawberries.
And he’s home
He’s yours.
The night will go on
All soothing sweetness
Dinner
Wine
The yellow roses on the table.
Your laugh he adores
His curls falling loose.
A soak in the tub
Limbs tangled
Bodies close
Hot and bubbly and unhurried.
Maybe he’ll sing to you
Soft and loving.
And it’s good
Perfect
Just what you need.
But
Your favorite
The best part
Is
Him
And you
That’s Home
You are his
And he is yours.
#Bradley ‘Rooster’ Bradshaw#Bradley Bradshaw x Reader#TGM Fanfiction#bradshawsbaby#Sometimes I Art#I Wrote This#Top Gun Maverick#You mentioned the other day wanting a Bradley of your own to come home to#since you’ve been Going Through It so much lately#and well. Um. That just made my heart ache for you and I couldn’t get the thought about Your Bradley out of my brain#soooo…..👉🏻👈🏻🫣 This happened.#*whispers frantically but lovingly I HOPE IT MAKES YOU SMILE/FEEL GOOD FEELINGS EVEN JUST THE TINIEST WEE BIT#I love you so much Darling Lady you’re so very special to me. 🥹💗💗💗💗💗#*gets shy and runs off to bed*
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you know when youre having a good day and life is so awesome and oh my god im so glad im healing my state of mind is so much better
then one of your friends takes something and your mind takes it as "youre gonna get replaced" and all of a sudden you wanna cut everyone off and die in a hole somewhere and hope that no one finds you
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Personally I cant do really early days STARS/RPD era Chreon for a lot of reasons, one being I'm just not interested in it because theyre cops at the time, but the other reason is that like. Part of what Compels me about these two as a pairing is seeing them years down the line when theyve already been in the fight for awhile against bioweapons and all that and theyre on equal footing in their own right. Chris is a BSAA captain, Leon is a capable agent, it puts them on equal ground but it also means that they've already seen so much shit that they Know what each other has been through this whole time.
I think both of them struggle with the notion of wanting a relationship, and even just with friends at times, because they don't to involve anyone on the outside of the fight who doesn't understand the depths of things. People who don't understand that this will probably end in death or heartbreak, or even just watching someone you love get hurt a lot and having to deal with that pain. And its That unique situation that makes Leon and Chris compelling to me personally, because here's two guys in the thick of it who Know the risks and the threats inside and out and they chose to say "No, I'm going to care about you reguardless because its better to go thru this together than alone, even if it hurts" and I dunno man, something about that kind of defiance, especially with how headstrong they are just as separate individuals, it gets me.
#this could also apply to valenfield for what its worth but im talking about chreon because thats where my interest personally lies#but its also why everytime i think about vendetta specifically my heart starts aching because that fuckin bar scene gets to me#chris can see in leon the same struggle he was having in edonia and he doesnt want that for him. hed rather support him thru it#than see him lose to the drinking like he did#it fucking gets to mee#and then theres leons bit in 6 after he and chris fight#where he says 'Chris has been in this fight as long as I have. I Trust Him.“#and we barely Ever hear leon say that about anyone so you Know it means something that he trusts chris#just. fuckin god man they fuck me up#aughhhh#chreon#kief rambles about resident evil
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1 please?
absolutely, my dear!
page 1 of my bookmarks on ao3 includes...
Home Is Nest to You by crimsontheory / @ireallysawanangel
Being an omega, Louis was well accustomed to nesting. He had lost count of the number of times he'd nested throughout his life. But, there were five times in particular that he'd never forget.
Remember Me As A Time Of Day by justanothershadeofblue (zjofierose) / @justanothershadeofblue
It's the 20th anniversary of the One Direction hiatus, and the powers that be have decided that it's time for a reunion tour, and ideally, an album. Can five middle-aged lads thrust into a house in the middle of nowhere to make music sort out two decades worth of hurts, grudges, and resentments and come together with enough love to make a show - and a relationship - that works?
Better is the End by LadyLondonderry / @londonfoginacup
Louis stands at the entrance to the labyrinth, and knows that this is the end. No one escapes from the labyrinth. No one can defeat the monster inside and make it back out alive.
He steps into the darkness and knows that he’ll never see the sun again.
Deep within the twisting, turning corridors of the labyrinth sits a creature who’s been trapped in darkness for as long as anyone can remember.
Maybe, if everything goes right, this story won’t end the way it began.
Choose one of my 103 pages of bookmarks in AO3 and I'll give you a random selection of fics from that page!
#asks#Anonymous#fic rec#sunshine project#just a note about the second fic on this list#ever since reading that absolute gem of a fic i had kind of adopted the basic premise of it#maybe not the ot5 relationship aspect though i wouldn't be opposed lol#but the rest of it? i'd basically taken that as my hopeful headcanon for what could potentially come about for us and them#so depending on your headspace with everything that has happened with liam#it will either be the perfect fic for you to soothe your aching heart with#or it might make the fact that we no longer have that possible for us in this timeline ache a bit more keenly#please be careful but also please i am begging everyone#when the time is right and you are ready#i really truly genuinely need everyone to read it#also please listen to the song by the same title of emmu's fic because it's stuck in my head now#which is absolutely no chore or complaint#okay i'm done rambling now thank you for your time
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lowkey obsessed with the dynamic between triss and mystra
#triss hates the gods in general#triss chafes under ANY authority but particularly the gods#they've never done anything for her (v similar to astarion's feelings about them)#and after dealing with quite a few of them during the campaign she's just like fuck u guys *steals all the offerings at stormshore*#and not to mention all of the shit she put gale through#triss is very protective of him where mystra is involved (and just in general)#but also triss is technically in mystra's domain given her sorcery and use of magic#but also triss' use of it is very anachronistic vs a majority of magic users#triss basically 'steals' bits of weave to serve her purpose#and i can see mystra both being annoyed by her and having a respect for her because triss made her magic her own#i've got this post-campaign plot running around in my head lately re: restoring karlach's heart and i lowkey want mystra to reach out to#triss during it for reasons so i can flesh out how they feel aboute ach other more#oc: triss#emily.txt
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