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;; @needlenxggin || Plotted Starter featuring Knives Regression!AU.
It was dark and cold at first. Something about the environment around him felt off. “Vash..?” he called out in the darkness, the panic settling in his chest. He was alone, and it scared him. “Vash!? Rem?!” he called out, looking around in this dark voice. The young Independent whipped and turned, but there was nothing in any direction.
The panic only grew, bubbling inside of him. Normally, Nai was fairly level-headed, but right now it was far too overwhelming. There was this strange feeling, almost like drowning. He gripped at his head, struggling to shake off this uncomfortable feeling he had.
“VASH!” The young Independent shot up suddenly, his breathing ragged as his surroundings hit him. He didn’t recognize the room he was in. It wasn’t familiar to him. Was this on the ship? Where were Vash and Rem? His breathing slowed a little as he saw the large tank filled with a multitude of Plants all together. “...” And then he looked around. All over the floor of this room were thick, black roots. They spanned the room and traveled well outside of it. In the center of the room was some sort of console. It looked almost like the ones he’d see Rem use on the ship.
Nai didn’t feel good. His head ached and he felt tired, but he couldn’t sleep. Not yet. He had to find Vash and Rem. He hadn’t even noticed the other in the room, far too focus on himself. That was until he went to stand up. The tall figure was off-putting. It was someone he didn’t immediately recognize. Had someone woken from one of the Pods?
“W-Who are you?!” he asked, glaring at the tall figure wearily.
He would not recognize Vash at first, but Vash most certainly would recognize this form. His brother sat before him, appearing as his younger self. Unlike the dreams that Vash had been tormented with though, this one was real.
#muse;; you call it madness but i call it love (knives millions)#v;; forgotten pieces of a shattered mind (side; knives millions)#needlenxggin#hope this is ok#my brain is very tired today
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We could all use a nice hug.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#da rook#emmrook#my art#very tired today despite resting#lost a bit too much blood I think#need a lil Emmy hug for my brain#tiny serotonin to get thru the day and night#hehe#hope to recover soon so I can get my orders out and finish comm work ahxidbd
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Along the shore from Lazy Head, hard abeam Half Island...
#em draws stuff#oc time again hehe#moth and compass#the selkie: ronan tierney glass#BEAUTIFUL WOMEN MAY BE IN AN OCEAN NEAR YOU#manny advised that I draw ronan again some days ago and well (as often is the case) that was very good advice#morale restored via butch selkie!!!#...however. my brain has utterly left the building of late and eagle-eyed viewers may notice something different today. oops.#posting it anyway. I am very tired. caption lyrics stan rogerssss.
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sigh. i did it </3
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#doodles#ooouuhhr#alright it wasn't that bad but Ouhhhrrr kfshvg#i gotta find another way to do this. sighs very hard#i did enjoy playing with the inks for the last 3 tho :) my faaavorite thing hfsh#and i AM going to figure arms out at some point ! ! ! it's only a matter of time ! ! roman 3 ! ! !#i'll prolly get back to that when i head off to start working on shading [laying on the ground staring at the ceiling]#i do enjoy studies it's just hell getting me through them kfshvgh#ooouhrgh i am tired though. this budy is done with today and i'll prolly be passing out soon lol ✌️#first though i must get the Worms out of my system. the gummy worms in my brain that is#so gyeah. toodles -w-/
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22|09|2023
Happy hobbit day!! Today I have been pretty tired. I slept very well, but my I guess having to commute is draning a lot of energy from me. I did struggle a bit to stay focused in class, but we touched interesting subjects, and I can confirm I like the way this professor carries the lectures. He did finish a bit later than usual which for me meant missing my bus and having to wait an additional 50 minutes. I phoned my mom to have a chat and pass the time and walked around, and I ended up buying this amazing ghost mug. It's smaller than what I would normally go for, but it's a great addition to my small collection. When I got home I also went to my herbalitst's shop to get a couple of teas i had run out of (and there of course I saw a bunch of other beautiful mugs and I want them all).
Cozy hobbit activities and productivity:
Read first thing in the morning
Packed some lunch before leaving the house
Listened to podcasts during my commute
Had a walk to go to uni and back
3 hour English lit lecture
Got my new beloved mug (i was also looking for a ghost themed tote bag but unfortunately I couldn't find it)
Daily duolingo Irish practice
Highlighted today and yesterday's notes
Crocheting my mushroom cardigan (I am considering packing a ball of yarn in my school bag to crochet a bit on the bus but I haven't tested yet)
Drinking a tea (as I write this) in my new mug under a blanket because my room is freezing
📖: A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness
#in the hopes that today's post won't have typos#said hopes are very low because i can truly feel my brain struggling rn#i risked falling so much today i miss understood several things and more#in conclusion i am tired your honor#studyblr#studyinspo#studying#student life#notes#handwritten notes#uniblr#university#productivity#cozy hobbit autumn#journal#journaling#knife gang#mine#the---hermit
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So, hm... we all agree that female Soundwave sounds like Hatsune Miku, right?
Right?
#I am very tired and after this cursed thought I am going to sleep#but yeah#btw today I've written something#so this means it has been a complete success#my brain melted and I'm gonna make it you problem#transformers#maccadam#steel rambles#shitpost#maccadams#Soundwave#come on I once saw a picture of a Soundwave toy and hatsune miku figure and they looked like they were holding a concert#since that day that has been my one true otp#my guilty pleasure#those two are made to sing together#and commit crimes possibly#but together#hehehehe#i gotta find that picture one day
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“drop the hair and skincare routine” the world says in unison. it’s 3in1 shampoo and just a bar of soap. his lashes? all natural and that should be listed in his criminal history
#man. no i wasn’t here today#respectfully please hit me over the head with a comically large stick#i’m just so tired and have no ??? brain capacity for writing this week. wah#hoping to change that this weeeeeekkkkk bcs i have drafts im so down bad for that need to Go!!!!!! BE FREE!!!!!#but im also </3 taking in new content which never helps and rewatching arcane …. soooooooo 🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️🔫#this week was lowkey hell im hoping this next one is better …. and my weekend was just so so busy where usually i really don’t do very much#LMAO 😅🔫#anyway. SAWRY………..i’m working on it <3#in the meantime: dazai
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Hey y'all! All crafting updates are postponed a day, I had both another technically-not-low-blood-sugar thing* and another asthma attack today, so I am very tired. I'm okay, just not up for crafting *not technically hypoglycemic but smack dab in the middle of fasting blood sugar when I am not fasting? idk what to call that
#the person behind the yarn#I am going to talk to my endocrinologist about the blood sugar thing#my appointment is next month until then I just gotta manage it#but today I am very tired so no crafting except maybe more braiding#I am experimenting with the braided rag rug/basket concept#in that before I did it no-sew just sorta weaving the braids to previous braids as I went#but that requires sitting on the floor to maintain the shape I want#so now I am trying 'just braid a very very long braid and then sew that into a basket'#so far the braid is four or five feet long and about an inch and a half wide#so I've got a ways to go and will have to sew it together at the end#but I can work on it when I am sitting on the couch super tired and brain fried
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mmm yes, immobilize
gt mind going brrr (in a fearplay way)
Sorry this took so long to answer-
#Duck asks#Immobilize#poor crab#Yes fearplay#Idk just the gt part of my brain took over#Idk why I took so long to answer-#Also sorry if you were expecting more of a reply#I’m just very tired today#Thank you for this lovely picture that just triggered my fearplay mind :>#Thank you for the ask!#love you guys ❤️
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haven't had to make one of these for a while...
um okay anyways i'm not doing too hot mentally today!! so i'm gonna take a break for tonight and ask that you please send me Foul Legacy asks (or Arlecchino. honestly i'll take anything at this point) because lord knows i sort of need them
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#genshin tartagalia#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#it actually started last night and it is better today but i'm still tired#i was lonely last night and then my brain decided to go whoopsie! here's The Dread!#if you know you know#it was sort of like being on the outside watching people have fun and not being able to join it#because you either can't relate or are uncomfortable with it#and then it made everything Kick In which makes me just sort of pretend to be fine#like someone commented this morning that i seemed more subdued than usual#and instead of saying yeah sorry it's The Dread i was like oh shit i need to act happier#now what that says about meee ahaha we're not going to think about that#honestly i think there's something i should leave#NOT THIS BLOG IT'S NOT HERE I PROMISE#but i used to be comfortable in that place and now it's just. full of people i don't really know#and full of topics i don't understand or like#and i can't say anything because that'll make me look like an ass#and everyone else has something worse than me going on so i really don't have a right to complain#uhhh anyways if you've read this far no you haven't this doesn't exist#/j i love you guys very much#anyways send asks i need comfort from my two favorites#wifi demands talk
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#uh oh i am#feeling very much not like a real person today#just incredibly anxious for no reason i know of#like my body's still in hyper go mode but i mean#this is my first day off in 5 days so maybe thats in?#like i cant convince myself to relax or that i dont have something im pressed for time to do#and im just so tired#and its creating this weird space where i feel Iike im existing a little to the left of reality#the wind is warm and the sky outside is an expanse of blue with crested clouds but i cant take it in#attention span is all over the place#going from like sad to happy to The Longing to feeling left out of my own life#what the fuck brain can i just have#one normal day when im at home BLEASE#i wanted to write today! but even when im sitting still its like im floating#caspost#tbd#sorry i don't mean to complain i feel like ive been doing that alot lately#i am the captain of the struggle bus and its careening into traffic#my mind has the mouth feel of pop rocks and the look of tv static
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#🤖.txt#vent#tired. and really dont want to be here rn aughhfj#i need to tell myself that things are gonna be okay and that i can handle this but i cant#Ive been. posting and deleting vent posts so much today i got logged out lolJDJHFJF#very. unhappy and etc and my brain isnt working im so disoriented and lost and i didnt even leave my house yet
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serious character analysis
#my art#oc tag#oc: jitter#homestuck#tadc oc#fell into my tablet with much glee and whipped up this for jitter#my caption is said in a joking manner but i am also very genuine. i dont do it often bc my brain is so small and so tired but :] homedstuck#you would not believe the time i spent today torn up over jitters classpect!!! they settled easy into light not so easy when on mage v witc#we got there tho!! jitter starts screaming if i put it into a skirt but it can tolerate tunics hence the funky witch outfit#my guy is CLINGING onto that pillow theyre not beating the 'everything i ever let go of had claw marks' allegations#considering noises i should give j ax a classpect-#*IS HIT BY A BIG CARTOONY HAMMER LABELED 'YOU WILL NEVER FEEL SATISFIED ABOUT A CHARACTER ANALYSIS UNTIL YOUVE SEEN ALL THEY HAVE TO OFFER'#spits out blood anyways if jitter were a troll theyd be a rust blood :]#.menagerie
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if i manage to update the halloween fic before i have to get on the airplane tomorrow everyone has to clap and cheer and leave comments on it and be SO niceys to me about it okay 🥺👉👈
#rimi talks#its been a really. really long week. and i say that with full awareness that today is tuesday#family emergencies are tiring and i am so exhausted. coping with emotions by not thinking about them and thinking about kon instead#the ''caramel frappe PLEASE'' stick figure but w ''kon-el PLEASE''. thats me this week. crying tears of blood and everything#im doing my very best to keep my brain busy and occupied with things other than Distress™ so im up to date on nanowrimo so far at least....#but im So tired like so fucking tired i cannot even overstate#so um. if i get ch2 of haunted house fic up tomorrow. ;w;
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hey fuck that anon, at no point did you encourage people to do anything other than block the blogs mentioned in your post. Their issue should be with the freaks sending people death threats, instead they’re taking their frustration out on you for doing something objectively correct. People SHOULD be called out for stealing others content.
Anyone coming to your blog saying they didn’t know stealing gifs wasn’t okay really need to take a long hard look at themselves. gif makers on tumblr spend their time, effort and creativity making content for fandom, they don’t just appear out of no where for your convenience.
anyway, sorry you’re having to deal with this insanity in your ask box!! i’m blown away by some of the responses to this honestly.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you
#i am very tired and haven’t taken my adhd meds today so my brain isn’t working#so i’m unable to put together a proper response haha but thank you anon <3#i agree with everything you said <3#nessask
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Worldbuilding Wednesday! What are the stages that take you through visualizing the world of your story?
so, since most of what i write takes place in Lake Wonder these days, or in a version of earth that's very much like our own, i usually end up asking myself one of two things to start:
if it's in lake wonder, does the thing i want to include make sense in the canon of the universe? (i.e., does it conflict with our known cosmology? is there a way this can work within the set and established rules of how the world works?)
if it's not in lake wonder, how does the thing i want to include make sense within the context of the story i want to tell? how does this contribute to the plot while keeping the story grounded?
in the case of 1, things are pretty easy for me. i collect things nigh religiously (the same way i collect facts about bones and facts about my local cemetery, honestly) and that means i can (1) figure out whether i can slot that in neatly (as is the case with establishing the realmar hemiplane and resurrecting bloodsaw-- a massive undertaking that has worked really well so far) or (2) figure out whether or not i have to slightly-retcon it into existence (such as with ghost rules, which get tweaked every so often-- tammy formerly having been a ghost allows her to see ghosts now, when that wasn't necessarily on the table before, but there wasn't really a rule against it? it just makes things more complicated and could potentially go against previous canon).
in the case of 2, it's way simpler in theory, but im intimidated by too many unknowns (because, uh... there's something wrong with me. it's the same thing making me way too aware of my toe seam. in fact, i have to take off my sock. it's that or my face. one second). it's easier to write out notes about what i want to exist in the world in broad strokes, figure out more details as i write, and then cement them in subsequent drafts. i remember that being true about Impish and the way the demons worked; and that was for sure true about APU9, which i never actually finished (the building they all lived in was an addition to like... draft 3, i think?).
fun stuff. unfortunately, i have brain worms, so lake wonder shit is easier for me.
#and the brain worms always win. i was thinking about a new story today and was like 'i know i COULD write it in a new setting but i think#i think i have to write it in the lake wonder universe and just put it in florida. in the lake wonder universe.'#which is fine realistically. angels would never touch it. what the hell would they know about the Infernal Plane or the Mega Daddy Clown#or some vampire drinking horse blood in 1869 or w/e? i guess samuel cain was floridian but he was in texas at the time#point being i uh. it's not like a 'get out of your comfort zone' thing it's a...#it's very much a pernicious and poisonous combination of 'special interest' and whatever the other phrase i forgot was. literally on the ti#tip tip tip of my tongue and i forgot it. gah. gtg i am... so tired. im falling asleep.#checking the mail
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