#my brain is very tired today
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;; @needlenxggin || Plotted Starter featuring Knives Regression!AU.
It was dark and cold at first. Something about the environment around him felt off. “Vash..?” he called out in the darkness, the panic settling in his chest. He was alone, and it scared him. “Vash!? Rem?!” he called out, looking around in this dark voice. The young Independent whipped and turned, but there was nothing in any direction.
The panic only grew, bubbling inside of him. Normally, Nai was fairly level-headed, but right now it was far too overwhelming. There was this strange feeling, almost like drowning. He gripped at his head, struggling to shake off this uncomfortable feeling he had.
“VASH!” The young Independent shot up suddenly, his breathing ragged as his surroundings hit him. He didn’t recognize the room he was in. It wasn’t familiar to him. Was this on the ship? Where were Vash and Rem? His breathing slowed a little as he saw the large tank filled with a multitude of Plants all together. “...” And then he looked around. All over the floor of this room were thick, black roots. They spanned the room and traveled well outside of it. In the center of the room was some sort of console. It looked almost like the ones he’d see Rem use on the ship.
Nai didn’t feel good. His head ached and he felt tired, but he couldn’t sleep. Not yet. He had to find Vash and Rem. He hadn’t even noticed the other in the room, far too focus on himself. That was until he went to stand up. The tall figure was off-putting. It was someone he didn’t immediately recognize. Had someone woken from one of the Pods?
“W-Who are you?!” he asked, glaring at the tall figure wearily.
He would not recognize Vash at first, but Vash most certainly would recognize this form. His brother sat before him, appearing as his younger self. Unlike the dreams that Vash had been tormented with though, this one was real.
#muse;; you call it madness but i call it love (knives millions)#v;; forgotten pieces of a shattered mind (side; knives millions)#needlenxggin#hope this is ok#my brain is very tired today
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i am asleep much in the way that Wally is asleep. that is to say, I Am Not Sleeping
#gave it my best shot for a minute there#really made an effort. its Not Working#see this is what happens when your sleep schedule is Fucked and you usually go to bed when the sun comes up#on a normal night id be jammin to tunes. scribbling with reckless abandon#tonight however i am at Someone Elses place so i need to be Quiet#i need to Sleep i am Driving tomorrow#brain wont cooperate tho. brains a bitch. id like to be unconchus#OH SHIT OH!!! I DO HAVE A JOKE I CAN MAKE BARNABY USE!!!#I HAVE A COUPLE OF OCEAN BASED ONES! FUCK!#sorry train of thought took a detour#im tired. today was mostly very good. had lots of Fun <3#experienced something new! several somethings!!#and now im lamenting my wide-awakeness in a dark room#my hunting gathering badass self is Bored as Hell#and so: wally scribble of him sharing my woes#scribble salad#not gonna tag it as anything else
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22|09|2023
Happy hobbit day!! Today I have been pretty tired. I slept very well, but my I guess having to commute is draning a lot of energy from me. I did struggle a bit to stay focused in class, but we touched interesting subjects, and I can confirm I like the way this professor carries the lectures. He did finish a bit later than usual which for me meant missing my bus and having to wait an additional 50 minutes. I phoned my mom to have a chat and pass the time and walked around, and I ended up buying this amazing ghost mug. It's smaller than what I would normally go for, but it's a great addition to my small collection. When I got home I also went to my herbalitst's shop to get a couple of teas i had run out of (and there of course I saw a bunch of other beautiful mugs and I want them all).
Cozy hobbit activities and productivity:
Read first thing in the morning
Packed some lunch before leaving the house
Listened to podcasts during my commute
Had a walk to go to uni and back
3 hour English lit lecture
Got my new beloved mug (i was also looking for a ghost themed tote bag but unfortunately I couldn't find it)
Daily duolingo Irish practice
Highlighted today and yesterday's notes
Crocheting my mushroom cardigan (I am considering packing a ball of yarn in my school bag to crochet a bit on the bus but I haven't tested yet)
Drinking a tea (as I write this) in my new mug under a blanket because my room is freezing
📖: A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness
#in the hopes that today's post won't have typos#said hopes are very low because i can truly feel my brain struggling rn#i risked falling so much today i miss understood several things and more#in conclusion i am tired your honor#studyblr#studyinspo#studying#student life#notes#handwritten notes#uniblr#university#productivity#cozy hobbit autumn#journal#journaling#knife gang#mine#the---hermit
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So, hm... we all agree that female Soundwave sounds like Hatsune Miku, right?
Right?
#I am very tired and after this cursed thought I am going to sleep#but yeah#btw today I've written something#so this means it has been a complete success#my brain melted and I'm gonna make it you problem#transformers#maccadam#steel rambles#shitpost#maccadams#Soundwave#come on I once saw a picture of a Soundwave toy and hatsune miku figure and they looked like they were holding a concert#since that day that has been my one true otp#my guilty pleasure#those two are made to sing together#and commit crimes possibly#but together#hehehehe#i gotta find that picture one day
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sigh. i did it </3
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#doodles#ooouuhhr#alright it wasn't that bad but Ouhhhrrr kfshvg#i gotta find another way to do this. sighs very hard#i did enjoy playing with the inks for the last 3 tho :) my faaavorite thing hfsh#and i AM going to figure arms out at some point ! ! ! it's only a matter of time ! ! roman 3 ! ! !#i'll prolly get back to that when i head off to start working on shading [laying on the ground staring at the ceiling]#i do enjoy studies it's just hell getting me through them kfshvgh#ooouhrgh i am tired though. this budy is done with today and i'll prolly be passing out soon lol ✌️#first though i must get the Worms out of my system. the gummy worms in my brain that is#so gyeah. toodles -w-/
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“drop the hair and skincare routine” the world says in unison. it’s 3in1 shampoo and just a bar of soap. his lashes? all natural and that should be listed in his criminal history
#man. no i wasn’t here today#respectfully please hit me over the head with a comically large stick#i’m just so tired and have no ??? brain capacity for writing this week. wah#hoping to change that this weeeeeekkkkk bcs i have drafts im so down bad for that need to Go!!!!!! BE FREE!!!!!#but im also </3 taking in new content which never helps and rewatching arcane …. soooooooo 🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️🔫#this week was lowkey hell im hoping this next one is better …. and my weekend was just so so busy where usually i really don’t do very much#LMAO 😅🔫#anyway. SAWRY………..i’m working on it <3#in the meantime: dazai
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You're the first person i've encountered here/on twt who ships the SH polycule 😭 everywhere I go it's nuclear family this girl dad blade that
I know anon, I know. It's dire for us out there.
It's not even that I don't think they're found family. They very much are. It's that found family doesn't mean found father found mother and found children, and yet it's apparently all people can come up with for some reason. And not only does it limit how you can appreciate their relationship, but I'm also really not a fan of the resulting constant infantilization of Silver Wolf and now Firefly by... Most people at this point. You don't have to ship the four of them together, but I sure would appreciate if people didn't treat these two like Blade and Kafka's teenage daughters just because they have short models.
I can't tell you how grateful I am that Firefly called them all her partners in 2.3. Not her allies, not her teammates, her partners. And that Jade, from her outsider point of view, called their relationship "strong and intimate". They all love each other so deeply, it's everything to me.
This ship may be so tiny you might as well call it a raft but believe me when I say I'm sailing it as far as it can go.
#anon#ask#answer#whoops this got away from me#apologies for being a hater in this reply anon i'm just tired of ALL the stellaron hunter content being nuclear family like you said#very tired of short women being treated as kids as soon as they're short#but THAT ASIDE#i'm so happy to find someone else who ships them all too#i'll be honest at this point i thought i was the only one#well me and my friends i infected with my brain worms#(sorry guys i love you i swear)#hsr#stellaron hunters#obviously you don't have to ship them#but that said#boy do i ever#they're found family and they also kiss. and fuck. these aren't mutually exclusive.#i love them so much#one day i'll have a proper ot4 tag#today is not yet that day#kafbladefirewolf
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Hey y'all! All crafting updates are postponed a day, I had both another technically-not-low-blood-sugar thing* and another asthma attack today, so I am very tired. I'm okay, just not up for crafting *not technically hypoglycemic but smack dab in the middle of fasting blood sugar when I am not fasting? idk what to call that
#the person behind the yarn#I am going to talk to my endocrinologist about the blood sugar thing#my appointment is next month until then I just gotta manage it#but today I am very tired so no crafting except maybe more braiding#I am experimenting with the braided rag rug/basket concept#in that before I did it no-sew just sorta weaving the braids to previous braids as I went#but that requires sitting on the floor to maintain the shape I want#so now I am trying 'just braid a very very long braid and then sew that into a basket'#so far the braid is four or five feet long and about an inch and a half wide#so I've got a ways to go and will have to sew it together at the end#but I can work on it when I am sitting on the couch super tired and brain fried
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mmm yes, immobilize
gt mind going brrr (in a fearplay way)
Sorry this took so long to answer-
#Duck asks#Immobilize#poor crab#Yes fearplay#Idk just the gt part of my brain took over#Idk why I took so long to answer-#Also sorry if you were expecting more of a reply#I’m just very tired today#Thank you for this lovely picture that just triggered my fearplay mind :>#Thank you for the ask!#love you guys ❤️
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haven't had to make one of these for a while...
um okay anyways i'm not doing too hot mentally today!! so i'm gonna take a break for tonight and ask that you please send me Foul Legacy asks (or Arlecchino. honestly i'll take anything at this point) because lord knows i sort of need them
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#genshin tartagalia#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#it actually started last night and it is better today but i'm still tired#i was lonely last night and then my brain decided to go whoopsie! here's The Dread!#if you know you know#it was sort of like being on the outside watching people have fun and not being able to join it#because you either can't relate or are uncomfortable with it#and then it made everything Kick In which makes me just sort of pretend to be fine#like someone commented this morning that i seemed more subdued than usual#and instead of saying yeah sorry it's The Dread i was like oh shit i need to act happier#now what that says about meee ahaha we're not going to think about that#honestly i think there's something i should leave#NOT THIS BLOG IT'S NOT HERE I PROMISE#but i used to be comfortable in that place and now it's just. full of people i don't really know#and full of topics i don't understand or like#and i can't say anything because that'll make me look like an ass#and everyone else has something worse than me going on so i really don't have a right to complain#uhhh anyways if you've read this far no you haven't this doesn't exist#/j i love you guys very much#anyways send asks i need comfort from my two favorites#wifi demands talk
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#uh oh i am#feeling very much not like a real person today#just incredibly anxious for no reason i know of#like my body's still in hyper go mode but i mean#this is my first day off in 5 days so maybe thats in?#like i cant convince myself to relax or that i dont have something im pressed for time to do#and im just so tired#and its creating this weird space where i feel Iike im existing a little to the left of reality#the wind is warm and the sky outside is an expanse of blue with crested clouds but i cant take it in#attention span is all over the place#going from like sad to happy to The Longing to feeling left out of my own life#what the fuck brain can i just have#one normal day when im at home BLEASE#i wanted to write today! but even when im sitting still its like im floating#caspost#tbd#sorry i don't mean to complain i feel like ive been doing that alot lately#i am the captain of the struggle bus and its careening into traffic#my mind has the mouth feel of pop rocks and the look of tv static
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serious character analysis
#my art#oc tag#oc: jitter#homestuck#tadc oc#fell into my tablet with much glee and whipped up this for jitter#my caption is said in a joking manner but i am also very genuine. i dont do it often bc my brain is so small and so tired but :] homedstuck#you would not believe the time i spent today torn up over jitters classpect!!! they settled easy into light not so easy when on mage v witc#we got there tho!! jitter starts screaming if i put it into a skirt but it can tolerate tunics hence the funky witch outfit#my guy is CLINGING onto that pillow theyre not beating the 'everything i ever let go of had claw marks' allegations#considering noises i should give j ax a classpect-#*IS HIT BY A BIG CARTOONY HAMMER LABELED 'YOU WILL NEVER FEEL SATISFIED ABOUT A CHARACTER ANALYSIS UNTIL YOUVE SEEN ALL THEY HAVE TO OFFER'#spits out blood anyways if jitter were a troll theyd be a rust blood :]#.menagerie
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if i manage to update the halloween fic before i have to get on the airplane tomorrow everyone has to clap and cheer and leave comments on it and be SO niceys to me about it okay 🥺👉👈
#rimi talks#its been a really. really long week. and i say that with full awareness that today is tuesday#family emergencies are tiring and i am so exhausted. coping with emotions by not thinking about them and thinking about kon instead#the ''caramel frappe PLEASE'' stick figure but w ''kon-el PLEASE''. thats me this week. crying tears of blood and everything#im doing my very best to keep my brain busy and occupied with things other than Distress™ so im up to date on nanowrimo so far at least....#but im So tired like so fucking tired i cannot even overstate#so um. if i get ch2 of haunted house fic up tomorrow. ;w;
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hello!
i was wondering, will we be reading trigun multiple bullets after trimax vol14 ?
have a great day o/
Hey there! :D
Oh man, you have great timing with this ask since I was thinking of making a post! I'd been considering making a post about this, because I realized a bit after making the schedule... there's bonus content! Multiple Bullets and some extra chapters are out there to discuss. So I was thinking that maybe we'd have a post-bookclub week or even month celebration where we read through the extras, people have time to write longer/detailed/belated essays (or use the time to catch up!), post art/memes/edits/fics inspired by their read, and since Overhaul's the translation most often used in the screenshots I see, I'd encourage sending them an ask saying thank you, or make a post tagging them!
What do you guys think?
You have a great day yourself! <3
#Ask#TrigunBookclub#Trigun#Hopefully I'm making sense#Today was VERY LONG and I'm VERY TIRED#But I wanted to answer while the concept was still fresh on my brain#And before I forgot about the ask because I'm more prone to that while tired lmao
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If Man-Bat likes you, prepare to have your personal space disrespected! Vampire bats are very social, often snuggling up close to other members of their kind and even initiating grooming as part of social bonding. Man-Bat might rest his head on your shoulders, lean against you, even go as far as licking your hair if it looks very messy and out of place. It can be quite uncomfortable, especially in summer given his high body temperature.
#🦇 || musings#🦇 || headcanons#I think I sent out all the aks today!#I don't think I did a very good job as my brain fizzled out at some point#Definitely not feeling well and work granted me a little time off this week#The rest of my hours will be normal at 8pm to 12am but will go back to full time starting Monday#Just very tired and run down#I hope people like their asks anyhow and please don't feel obliged to answer!#I can always send something different if the first doesn't work#Felt like writing a smol quickly bc Man-Bat can be VERY grabby#He'll think nothing of pulling you in and fixing your messy hair#No doubt making it even messier but at least you're clean now! :)#He can be pretty annoying when not being scary lmao
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Personal tale under the cut 👍🏻
While I was working today I made eye contact with a costumer after saying a pretty standard "have a nice day".
This old man just blinks and says, stopped in his track, "you have very beautiful eyes".
Now, I have never managed to respond to compliments like a normal person, so what I usually do is "act". I calculate pretty quickly what kind of response the person in front of me would appreciate and how much 'acting as a human being' energy I've got left.
So basically I give him a "oh, why thank you" that's on a low tone (to make him feel my appreciation for the comment) but in a light voice (to keep the moment itself light and not making it a big deal). Maybe it fell on the dismissive side, maybe I miscalculated, but he kinda went... Shy? He mumbled a "of course, you'll get it all the time, so, uh" and just... went out.
The funny thing is that the second comment got me, because it's not true.
Usually no one compliments my eyes, most of the time people notice after YEARS their actual colour, and my most commented on trait is the fact that I've got a "serial killer gaze" sksisksksk and it's kind of true! I have a very intense gaze and a serious face, always have, and people are reticent to approach me if they don't know me well. It has been like that since forever.
I honestly don't care if my eyes are pretty or not. I am not pretty in general, but I know that people want to be kind so they make compliments to make other ppl feel good. I am a great fan of kindness, I agree with Vonnegut on the subject. I just don't care about the compliments and the expectations of my reaction to them is very tiring.
This man, tho, he was being genuine, truly truly genuine. And I feel a bit sad that I made him self conscious inadvertently.
To him I say in this post what I could not express in the 7 seconds that our interaction-as-strangers had left: thank you, while I don't care about it, I deeply enjoy your second hand feeling of wonder, it was not granted, I will remember it for that.
#i am tired and i dont know if it makes sense#bc in my brain the system is very clear but when i try to explain it comes out so complicated fndjdkdksk#anyway. log story short: i had a nice interaction today#jinn out#ah. this is NOT self deprecation.
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