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I am having a bad day
#its just a lot of things#my apartment is messy#theres a giant fire in the province making me so terrified#its hot as hell out#cant open windows cause of the air quality warning#being outside for my errand yesterday means today im congested and my throat hurts and i have a headache#from the bad air#and my back hurts#and i havent worked out in like 12 days#i need a week of rain#clean air#to i can open windows#so i can get energy to clean#so its clean enough i feel happy to work out#i just feel#heavy and scared and in pain
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TIT jacket arrived what do we think phannies does it fuck?
#(ignore my messy apartment it’s been a volatile few days)#will probs delete soon#dnp#phan#dan and phil#dipnpip#amazingphil#daniel howell#dnptit
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CONCEPT DOODLES for an AU I dabbled in with a few friends after the winter king episode but kinda forgot about after the Fionna and Cake finale... I decided to revisit it and explore a little more after coming to terms with everything LOL... So, it's another "Winter King doesn't die immediately after his crown gets nuked" AU, but THIS TIME he's just dying really slowly (like Simon in the Betty episode) and ALSO joins Fionna, Cake, and Simon on their search for magic crowns. There's no logic behind this tbh, we just wanted to put him through The Horrors. And make them all friends. But mostly The Horrors. :) (he only gets to live as a treat, because I think he's funny).
Bonus (old screenshot), because this is still funny to me:
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#adventure time#atimers#fionna and cake#winter king#simon petrikov#fionna campbell#cake the cat#shared custody au#winter stowaway au#fan art#digital art#flat color#2023#this is my blog so whatevers man... ima just post what I want now... and what I want rn is silly simon AUs LOL...#so expect more of me releasing my stash tomorrow#this AU makes the story like 500x more messy but it's fine it's funny that's the point don't think too hard about it#this is their fault for killing him now I gotta make up scenarios where he is alive#his design is inspired by some doodles my friend crayon did#ALSO I wanted to keep some of his features different from default simon so they're easier to tell apart...#like YEAH they're the same character... but also I just think it'd be fun... if they had subtle differences... because alternate universes#ALSO HE'S PALE BECAUSE HE'S DYING. JUST MAKING THAT DISCLAIMER... HIS SKIN TONE IS KINDA CLOSE TO DYING SIMON IN THE BETTY EP#BUT IN NORMAL CIRCUMSTANCES HE'D BE CLOSER TO SIMON'S COLORS
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(소원) crawling to get your heart.
#see through my eyes. right down to where i fall apart.#mb#moodboard#alternative#alt#artms#kpop#heejin#kim lip#jinsoul#choerry#haseul#messy#icons#lq#stuff#art#vintage#carrd#gif#visual archive#weird aesthetic#red green black#y2k grungecore#photography photoshoot mv#music video#y2k institute
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as the clock strikes twelve 👀
look at how gorgeous angel looks with this hair!!!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH RAHH when i grabbed them into cas i legit teared up over how pretty they are. they're everything to me;-;
#i love being a fly on the wall!!!#happy new year!#ts4#household: pierre-sidorov#angel's only resolution for the year fulfilled at the last second :3#i wanted to make this a bit more extravagant i suppose but idk. i think a personal little moment on the floor of a messy apartment#in the middle of a house party is more fitting for them.#they kiss and then they dont talk about it for weeks on end. they dont talk almost at all. and then eventually it all comes crashing down#and what happens next? who knows...............#also my god zakhar's side profile. it's just lethal. lethal i say#i love his nose and jawline so much i could stare at it for days#and so could angel ngl. that's their muse!#they always explain it off as just being a simple reference but they love painting him so much.. and zakhar's very self conscious so he's#always like. super fidgety when they ask him to pose lmao#they also designed his tattoos 👀 ok enough yapping.#sorry im drunk and simming on NEW YEARS EVE just bc i missed them so bad im going to be sick. my little pixel people
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Carmy is insane for this, and I bet he stayed up all night after friends and family. Is this the first episode of season 3? Comes in at 3am and gets to work on getting a star because it's what Sydney wants.
Then he stayed up all night making a contract agreement so Sydney wouldn't leave him after that fridge incident. "I can't waste my time with Claire, but what I can do is stay up all night scribbling like a madman making a menu and a negotiations contract for my partner so she knows we're in it for the long haul"
BUT ALSO
it's so sad because we go from this beautiful promise of I want to let you fail to suddenly I don't know resentment maybe? Not for Sydney he's just diving into something that he 'hates' and he has 'no idea' why he's doing it. (He knows why. He should speak up).
I hope not. Like the trailer song says "Mixed Emotions"
Please get back to this:
But for now this is fine
#oh my poor babies#calo said platonic and messy let's go#mixed emotions#I think we're going to be duped and instead of tension its long nights at the apartment bonding#im so ready for this rollercoaster#sydcarmy#carmy x sydney#the bear season 3
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when i say they'd act like this in public too...
#river dipping#matthias evanoff#theodore doe#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 video#minus the kissing! theo would allow neck kisses but that's it. spins them around. my emotional support ocs..................#currently recording some animations because i want to update the gif that's on my page theme#i might just redo the old gif actually. but i'm testing a bunch of other animations out in the meantime#i spent forever working on updating their skinblends yesterday and troubleshooting a lot of issues i'd just been ignoring w my game#i think i fixed most of them? but i still have weird black dots that show up along the horizon line of my screen sometimes. shrugs.#found a really funny glitch tho which is that when i have the outdated cas columns mod in matthias’s dick doesn’t work lmfaooo#i use a new model that’s still in a testing phase and somehow cas columns screws with it and matthias can't get hard#the erectile dysfunction cas columns glitch <3#also been decorating theo's apartment a bit more. i have so much build cc and YET i'm struggling to find clutter it's agony#his apartment is meant to be a bit messy and full of old furniture and random things he's just picked up over the years#and dead flowers everywhere but alas... there's no cc for that so i've just been putting live plants down instead </3#also this couch isn't meant to be in his apartment lol it's just that this animation only works with this couch so. too cute to pass up.#anyway#sharing this and then getting back to it
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thinking about them again,,
(this post by @weapon-up-wallflower had me thinking about rodimus' apology towards drift in dying of the light again, and,,, yea. not Fully related to the original post but it got me thinking)
ive always thought drift accepting the apology was one last form of appeasement towards rodimus- or at least less of a genuine acceptance and more of a, "we're probably going to die soon, do i really want rodimus to die thinking i hate him?"
but then they both lived 🤷♂️ and it was just easier for drift to fall back into his old role than try to change things. surely this will not cause a build up of resentment in the long run. surely.
#transformers#transformers art#tf art#transformers fanart#my art#tf fanart#maccadams#maccadam#more than meets the eye#mtmte#lost light#tf lost light#idw transformers#transformers idw#transformers idw1#idw1#tf idw1#idw tf#rodimus prime#rodimus#idw rodimus#mtmte rodimus#drift | deadlock#drift#idw drift#tf drift#IDEALLY this state of “going back to normal” is brief. they can both tell that its not the same as it was before and that their dyanmic#has shifted drastically. they themselves are different people. they spent YEARS apart from each other! and they can only#play pretend for so long. its messy and awful and a lot of anger and guilt. i have a fic somewhere in my drafts about it but... alas#cant figure out how to word it right.
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pictured : two people, coping, through various impractical means.
#my art.#vinh lang#max caulfield#langfield#life is strange double exposure#VERY QUICK AND FUN DOODLE dont mind the messiness please lnfao#*lmfao#life is falling apart but. them
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Letting my cat exercise and exhibit natural behavior in a way that keeps birds safe 😊
#also see how he intentionally lets it go because chasing it is fun- they do this with real prey sometimes too#I know my apartment is messy I’m trying to get the energy to clean it today 🙃#cats#CommanderWillmeowRiker
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feng xin gets seen as someone who's subservient and a blind rule-follower but he didn't really quite come off that way to me in the novel. if he were a total rule-follower he wouldn't cuss with such vulgar words all the time in heaven - but he clearly doesn't care about social etiquette in heaven or elsewhere. he talked back to xie lian on multiple occasions. when xie lian threatened to break up their friendship in book 2, feng xin's response was to laugh and insinuate that xie lian wouldn't survive a day without feng xin. clearly talking back to xie lian. he even punched xie lian in the face in book 4. he disagreed with xie lian's actions in book 4 when xie lian began to do things like nearly kill an innocent mortal just for insulting xie lian, bc this goes against feng xin's own moral compass.
i personally don't see him as a subservient rule-follower but as someone who deeply respects xie lian for xie lian's principles and moral compass (which feng xin agrees with bc they align with feng xin's already-present strong principles of his own). it's not blind following but deep respect out of having shared principles.
#my meta#Feng Xin#yes he left in book 4 bc xl kicked him out but not JUST bc xl told him to not JUST bc he blindly follows every order#there were other reasons - jian lan. he was going to have a family with jian lan and he couldn't financially support both jian lan AND xl#at the same time#and xl's and fx's friendship was falling apart so badly it got to such a bad point#xl had become nothing like his former self#he almost killed a mortal guy and called commoners plebs etc etc#regardless of whether or not fx should have left#friend breakups are extremely messy and complicated irl and book 4 felt realistic to me#anyway my point was that... fx is not that subservient#mp: tgcf#maybe hes loyal out of respect and shared principles. maybe he has his own principles and choose his own allegiances
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Imelda x Poppy🥹💓
#I am LIVING for all of the Imelda posts I’m seeing lately what is this🥹💓🙏#this was so fast please excuse the messiness !!!!!!!!#Im currently listening to no rain by blind melon until the title comes true 😤#(could be until tomorrow idk)#ajsjskejdjjdjenz jajajajaja omg#as i was typing up these dumb hashtags#someone knocked on my window (I live on the second floor so 🤔 I was so confused🤔)#a worker got stuck in my patio and he didn’t have keys LMAO#he saw me sitting in the window drawing and so he climbed up the wall to see if he could come through my apartment and get back to where he#needed to be bc nobody lives below me😂😂😂😂😂😂#as he walked through he complimented the gym we have set up in our apartment LMAO IT WAS SO AWKWARD🙏🙏#I will be locking my windows from now on🙏🙏🙏 at least hasta que terminen las obras 😭😭😭😂😂#what if he breaks into my apartment to work out!!😨 (he was really nice poor guy…this is obv a joke)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#imelda reyes x poppy sweeting
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Zosan Modern Au where Sanji and Zoro break up. (They get back together dw)
During this break up Zoro sees him with Ace Sanji’s ex BF before Zoro.
Ace always made Zoro insecure in their relationship. So seeing him and Sanji together drives Zoro crazy. So how does Zoro responses?
By going on a date with Yonji.
Zoro didn’t even know they were related. He just saw some dude at the gym that looked like Sanji and he was like “shit he’s so hot.” He didn’t put two and two together.
Sanji does find out about this eventually. He confronts them. Sanji and Yonji are arguing over him and Zoro is like “why are there two Sanji’s fighting over me? And why do I like it so much?”
He can’t tell the difference between them 😂
#this is apart of my au where one piece characters are messy asf#I call it the messyverse#messyverse#one piece#sanji vinsmoke#ronoroa zoro#sanzo#zosan#vinsmoke sanji#vinsmoke yonji
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Happy wip wed! Here’s a little part of a bigger illustration I’m working on 🫠
#dragon age#lavellan#dai#my art#oc: avelea#dragon age inquisition#art#my line work is messy and so is my colouring but it’s all apart of the process I swear#this is going to take me for EVER#I love my lavellan guys she’s everything to me
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I'm not completely opposed to making Pharma a weird guy in general pre-Messatine, the main issue I have with it is that a lot of that type of fandom is less "what if he was just a weird little guy" and more seems to be written with the implication that Pharma went crazy because he was just always a little crazy (or a little evil, or a little heartless, etc). Basically, to me it downplays the fact that Pharma underwent massive trauma for two years straight that other characters barely survived for a few hours/days and instead frames Pharma snapping as some sort of... I don't know, genetic/fated downfall because he was just weird, he was always off, is it really any wonder Pharma ended up Like That because I mean there was always something a little weird about him.
It just seems to accidentally imply that Pharma snapping under the pressure of years of torture was some sort of moral failing or sign of him being weak/immoral. You know, Pharma was always kind of a little creepy/insane/evil deep down which is obviously why he killed people. If he were just a normal, not-weird, good person then he would've been mentally strong enough to Not Go Insane. Like uhhhh it just seems kind of fucked up to imply that the reason some people are unable to cope with long-term trauma and have violent/unhealthy coping behaviors is because there's just something innately wrong with them, and then try and look back on their whole life trying to contextualize how they were actually unstable and evil all along instead of just accepting that like. Normal people (tm), yes normal and good people, can be put in situations where they're slowly turned into broken monsters because they had no escape and no good choices.
And also it's equally fucked up to imply that like. Whether or not you can deal with psychological torture without snapping is some sort of function of how innately moral or mentally strong you are. Incredibly victim-blamey to basically go "well the reason Pharma went insane is because he was just always cracked in the head, unlike our good buddy-pal-friend-hero Ratchet who's the perfect doctor and a good Autobot who's never done anything wrong which is why when he's an asshole/hurts people he's not nearly as destructive or Weird About It."
It's not that "Pharma was always kind of crazy" can't be done, because anything can be written well with enough thought. But I think in terms of writing, it's a very difficult and nuanced line to balance and most people literally just can't do it without implying that trauma victims/mentally ill people are evil or something. And Pharma is already unfairly villainized enough as-is, and in canon his trauma was already downplayed in favor of "haha crazy doctor chainsaw go brrr look how weird and quirky and craaaazyyy he is." So it's one of those things where 1. Most people just aren't good enough to write it and 2. "Always a little crazy" Pharma is already oversaturated enough in the fandom anyways and it's enough of a battle to get people to recognize that he's a tragic character and not just an evil asshole.
#squiggposting#pharma apologism#i think this one is especially rambly sorry but it's been on my mind#but like. i just think about it a lot about how like#how well ppl cope with stress/difficulty/trauma without disturbing others or falling apart is often conflated with strength if not goodness#like. it's already a thing mentally ill ppl have to deal with all the time whether it's jsut depression/anxiety#and getting told to suck it up or get tougher or stop inconveniencing others#to ppl with the 'scary'/villainized disorders like idk bipolar or borderline#who are literally seen as inherently dangerous just for existing#so when ppl engage with the idea of 'pharma was always a little Off' it just feels like they're taking his trauma reaction#and going 'oh clearly a Normal Guy and Good Autobot wouldnt do this. he had to have already had something wrong with him'#and so pharma understandably going insane after 2 years spent being blackmailed by the DJD (famous for psychological and physical torture)#is taken from a tragic horror story with tons of factual evidence as to why pharma was trapped and couldn't get out#to basically just 'lmao pharma was always a little kuh razy also he's a psycho ex stalker who's a loser in love with ratchet'#so like what the fuck man you're saying that the reason pharma broke under more psychological pressure than any other victim of the DJD#is bc he was just. what. too weak? his mind was too fragile? he just didn't have strong enough morals?#like god do we really need to be spreading the idea that anyone who snaps due to trauma is just innately weak/evil/weird/creepy#bc i have news for you friends no amount of integrity or innate goodness stops you from breaking when you hit your limit#the no. of ppl who can get through a situtation as horrible as that while doing nothing morally wrong and coming out perfectly sane is 0#if your standard for morality is 'not snapping under horrific pressure' then most ppl don't pass that standard like#i'm sorry but pharma not being able to cope with someone NO ONE ELSE IN THE SERIES WAS ABLE TO COPE WITH#does not retroactively make him evil bc he then proceeded to make horrible decisions in a situation where he was psychologically compromise#stop trying to retroactively characterize (contradictory to canon might i add) pharma as always being Not Good as an explanation#newsflash buddy lots of good people collapse under pressure and lash out and it's not a sign of their innate evil if the way they collapse#is messy and scary and Unfun and inconvenient and they're the only one who snapped unlike their Actually Good People friends
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I love arranging it's like YES YES THE OBJECTS ARE IN LOCATIONS
#i do sometimes wish i had a messy apartment and a put together life#anyway i acquired a new favorite object at goodwill yesterday a mug in my favorite color#i was wondering about the previous owner and why they would give up such a nicely shaped mug#was it an older person who passed away or just someone moving?#maybe they're just in a smaller apartment now and they have other mugs they like better#maybe their favorite color isn't sky blue#i wish i knew their whole story#why didn't you like this mug?#i do think about the people who owned my things before me and wish them well sometimes#it's nice to be connected like this#i think that's what i like so much about stories where people explore abandoned places#it's also about knowing other people in a very genuine way#not what they present to the world but how they really lived#idk
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