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Wes Anderson when I catch you WHEN I GET YOU AUGGGGHGGGG AAAAAAUGHHHHHHHH RAUGHHHHHHHH WES ANDERSOOOOOON AAU-
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Monsters
Bittersweet Dreams || Perspective || Evil || Fighter
#comic#lgbt#trans#trans comic#lgbt comic#shire draws#fursona#bo#shire selfies#yet another comic about my mom lol#i will probably never make one about dad because he is dead to me and that's less complicated#less anguish and complex feelings to process#it will be a decade next year#whereas she keeps trying to cut off the parts of me she doesn't like#and swearing she loves the rest#tw abuse#tw transphobia
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My ___ would be funny.
#my demise#my end#my tears#my pain#my anguish#im not doing well#and i can only communicate it through posts nobody will see#with tags that would get me sent away#tw vent#cw vent#personal vent
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It’s been very therapeutic cleaning up and coloring these fluffy Alastor sketches.
I really wanted to capture the internal gas lamp-like glow that Jay describes Alastor having in Anguish of the Marrow, particularly visible through the mangled column of his throat. It’s such a fascinating headcanon and I love it
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#digital art#my art#anguish of the marrow#aotm
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En Español: Aquí
“Small Observations”
Some of Narinder's expressions and a little headcanon about his relationship with the lamb in my AU (owo)
¡I hope you like it!
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl au#cult of the lamb fanart#the little bubble au#oc#my lamb#cotl lamb#narinder#au headcanon#sketch#doodles#digital art#¡yes anguish!#Small Observations
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Tears of the hero 💔
That **** cut scene!! Look, BoTW had already broke me...HARD. But Tears of the Kingdom ripped my heart out and crushed their cigarette on it after taking a puff.
At that exact moment, Link becomes a sleep-deprived mad man on a quest for revenge, fueled by his rage and despair.
Needless to say I went John Wick on Ganondorf's @$$ . Gloom hands? I eat them for breakfast.
#my art#drawing ugly crying is HARD#cue Muse's Butterflies & Hurricanes#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#zelink#light dragon#loz fanart#zelda fanart#botw#totk#totk link#loz totk#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda fanart#Primal scream of anguish and pain#i DONT CARE if ganon is "hot! This is PERSONAL!
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in middle school during my Intense Greek Mythology Phase, Artemis was, as you can likely guess, my best girl. Iphigenia was my OTHER best girl. Yes at the same time.
The story of Iphigenia always gets to me when it's not presented as a story of Artemis being capricious and having arbitrary rules about where you can and can't hunt, but instead, making a point about war.
Artemis was, among other things--patron of hunting, wild places, the moon, singlehood--the protector of young girls. That's a really important aspect she was worshipped as: she protected girls and young women. But she was the one who demanded Agamemnon sacrifice his daughter in order for his fleet to be able to sail on for Troy.
There's no contradiction, though, when it's framed as, Artemis making Agamemnon face what he’s doing to the women and children of Troy. His children are not in danger. His son will not be thrown off the ramparts, his daughters will not be taken captive as sex slaves and dragged off to foreign lands, his wife will not have to watch her husband and brothers and children killed. Yet this is what he’s sailing off to Troy to inevitably do. That’s what happens in war. He’s going to go kill other people’s daughters; can he stand to do that to his own? As long as the answer is no—he can kill other people’s children, but not his own—he can’t sail off to war.
Which casts Artemis is a fascinating light, compared to the other gods of the Trojan War. The Trojan War is really a squabble of pride and insults within the Olympian family; Eris decided to cause problems on purpose, leaving Aphrodite smug and Hera and Athena snubbed, and all of this was kinda Zeus’s fault in the first place for not being able to keep it in his pants. And out of this fight mortal men were their game pieces and mortal cities their prizes in restoring their pride. And if hundreds of people die and hundred more lives are ruined, well, that’s what happens when gods fight. Mortals pay the price for gods’ whims and the gods move on in time and the mortals don’t and that’s how it is.
And women especially—Zeus wanted Leda, so he took her. Paris wanted Helen, so he took her. There’s a reason “the Trojan women” even since ancient times were the emblems of victims of a war they never wanted, never asked for, and never had a say in choosing, but was brought down on their heads anyway.
Artemis, in the way of gods, is still acting through human proxies. But it seems notable to me to cast her as the one god to look at the destruction the war is about to wreak on people, and challenge Agamemnon: are you ready to kill innocents? Kill children? Destroy families, leave grieving wives and mothers? Are you? Prove it.
It reminds me of that idea about nuclear codes, the concept of implanting the key in the heart of one of the Oval Office staffers who holds the briefcase, so the president would have to stab a man with a knife to get the key to launch the nukes. “That’s horrible!,” it’s said the response was. “If he had to do that, he might never press the button!” And it’s interesting to see Artemis offering Agamemnon the same choice. You want to burn Troy? Kill your own daughter first. Show me you understand what it means that you’re about to do.
#Electra was my other other best girl#I also stan Clytemnestra#love this murder family of women getting revenge in anguish for their loved ones they will never get back#tagamemnon#Greek Mythology#iphigenia#Trojan War#House of Atreus#long post
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happy pride month to rhaenicent and every rhaenicent enjoyer... i finished this
prints on my kofi ✨
#rhaenicent#house of the dragon#hotd#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#rhaenyra x alicent#fin art#i got my wife to watch it with me. just in time#another member of the alicent army was made yesterday#doing my part etc...#anyway episode 8 had me in anguish
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mercy, are you still with me?
[from where the apple falls by europa_report]
#spoilers i guess...teehee!#tw blood#kind of bunked the colors on this idk... but its nice to make something for that absolute work of art of a fic that isnt just quick n dirty#art#my art#klance#voltron#vld#THE SONG WAS JUST MY PERSONAL INSPO IT IS NOT EUROPA ENDORSED....#i think i could find a better song fit given time but sir chloe has just such a good anguished sound
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you’d think since dick was a mathlete hed b the number one guy to ask for help w math homework but actually he knows so much advanced math that the first time tim asked him for help with a simple geometry problem he pulled out his dusty ti-84 and started solving it in the most convoluted way that took an hour bc he was also just trying to relearn the math he hadn’t done in like 5 years. cue him screaming in frustration when he realized the actual way to do it would’ve taken him 2 minutes (tim asked him at the beginning if that way was right and he waved him off saying no) none of the batsibs can ask him for math help until they get to pre-calculus at least
#this is directly based off my experience helping my brother w his geo homework last night#the anguish i felt when i realized the height of the parallelogram was given this entire time and that all i had to do was turn it sideways#was immeasurable#jason died before getting to geometry#he comes back and later damian asks him for help w math hoping he’s better than dick and he’s like wtf no i never learned this shit go ask#the mathlete#dc#dc comics#dick grayson#tim drake#nightwing#batfam#batfamily#batsiblings#batkids#batman#dc batman#dc dick grayson#yaptown
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BIG DICK IS BACK IN TOWN
#percy de rolo#critical role spoilers#vox machina#critical role#fuuuuuckkkkkk yall#YOURE SO HOT WHEN YOURE ANGRY#and in general#but especially the emotional anguish just adds a nice touch#my art
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rage.
#welcome to today's episode of “me trying to draw 76 different emotions at once”#rage+grief???sorrow??? anguish?????#hmmmmmmm#definitely pain#and a hint of fear#no but like he's angry but there's sadness underneath you get what i'm saying#the kind of rage caused by something that left you traumatized and you just can't stop thinking about how unfair it was#like “i didn't deserve this nobody deserves this” kind of rage#well anyway#i don't even care about anatomy at this point#just let me see how much i can distort the face and still have it somewhat resemble the character#didn't mean to draw him crying again but my hand slipped oops#astarion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 astarion#baldurs gate 3#astarion fanart
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frodo' s departure (very sad)
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the accolade ( the...the cat-olade...)
#mine#original#i cannot even begin to explain the anguish. the torment. this drawing has brought me#and i STILL dont like it. i simply cant work on it any longer i cant i cant. i must be rid of it#eating drywall as we speak#you want to know how many weeks ive worked on this. THREE. ALMOST.#you want to know how long my other cat drawings take me ?? 3 days absolute MAX#anyway. begon foul creature etc#i havent left extremely long tags for a long while hello everyone good lord there are many of you#we are going stratford this weekend very exciting#its going to be a little chilly and i want to take my new coat with me but issue its not chilly right now so i cant wear it onto the train#i do not think. i can. stuff it into my suitcase i dont think that will happen#i am sure i will figure it out#also. no longer vegan . eggs have won me over. egg egg egg.#im having to restrain myself SO hard from buying more wool i want a shawl i want a shawl#i want more cute DRESSES why are nice comfy dresses 10000£#i look on vinted and its like dresses for popping your pussy in like not. the vibe im going for thank u#anyway. im going to eat crackers now
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A progression of Alastor getting fluffier and grumpier about it as autumn sets in, inspired by the delightful @jayjbird94 over on Twitter
I am o b s e s s e d with this concept of him having a seasonal transformation
A bonus little doodle of Angel’s reaction to this change:
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#digital art#my art#an eldritch horror wrapped ina fluffy deer guise#yes this is anguish of the marrow coded
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