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hey! 🤍
#happy holidays to those who celebrate#wishing for only good vibes this new year 🙏#haven’t seen u guys in a while!#been going through it#mostly mentally#days are very. very rough#can’t be bothered with sims at all i’m sorry#i see your asks in my inbox and tysm but i. honestly. don’t have the mental capacity for it rn#chatter#oh and those who still tag me in stuff. you know who you are. i’m so so incredibly grateful! tysm#u have no clue how much that means to me knowing there’s people out there who still think of me#love u all sm#hope to see you soon 👋#ok bye
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god, I'm exhausted
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the vulture.
a comic about cycles.
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#cw: death mention#learnt about phillip mainlander's theory from a friend. im not normally very well read in deep-cut german philosophers#the mental image of his “earth is god's rotting corpse” was just very striking#i havent been able to make comics like this for a while now. mostly for mental reasons#but this felt good to complete#also i know some people find the creative notes annoying or condescending and i kinda dont care#i like making them if only for myself#thank you tumblr for always being here for me to be my most authentic self (annoying about media analysis)#thank you for reading#comic art#daughter of the birch tree#dotbt#stillindigo comics#stillindigo art
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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Okay 3 things
1. I was thinking about an aroace Sonic who says things that can be taken as wildly flirty/romantic but he just means them genuinely. “You have beautiful eyes, I keep getting distracted while looking at them,” not cause he’s interested romantically in them but because eyes can be really cool and pretty man I dunno what to tell you he likes looking at cool things and he thinks his friends are neat. “You’re the most beautiful person here,” because he really thinks that, he loves his friends
2. Sonic randomly dropping heartfelt genuine comments on his friends out of the blue completely blindsiding them and then moves on like nothing happened while they’re left going ?????? Bonus points if he does something immensely stupid or jerkish just before or immediately afterwards and they can’t tell if he was serious or not with the compliment (yes he was)
3. Sonic usually being so allergic to truly vulnerable moments that when he expresses something heartfelt randomly Tails thinks he’s been stabbed or something and does not believe him when he reassures him that he’s fine he’s fine he’s not dying yeesh
#KNOX ART (me)#Sonic the Hedgehog#Aroace Sonic#Rouge the Bat#miles tails prower#amy rose#knuckles the echidna#Shadow the Hedgehog#how to explain the fact that I think Amy crushing on aroace sonic is lovely. I love you but not like that and you liking me doesn’t make me#uncomfortable so you can keep doing it its okay i won’t’ ask you to get over it quickly no ones as fast as me#dysfunctional in the sense of Sonic says stuff like that without meaning it in that way and it feeds into Amy’s crush even though she knows#he’s not going to return her feelings#ALSO I DREW ROUGE!! SHE’S LOVELY!! OUGH!! I LOVE DRAWING WOMEN!!!!!#sonic dropping the fact that he views shadow in a very positive light after they’ve been at each others throats arguing for thirty minutes#multi-ship but make it mostly one-sided who isn’t’ a little bit in love with sonic romantically or platonically or anything else in between#look at him#then he scarfs down a chili dog and no one can take him seriously#drives them all absolutely insane with his nonsense#imagine hearing this dude say something genuinely heartfelt and for a second it flips your perspective of him#and then he’s telling you your eyeliner is crooked or pointing and laughing at you cause you stumbled or doing a handstand and bragging#about it and nope he’s exactly the same except IS HE?#hyper-competent sonic that leaves everyone wary of him#heartfelt sonic that makes so no one can ever quite hate him#jerk sonic so that no one can ever quite worry for him#I’m mentally ill over the hedgehog can you tell CAN YOU TELL????#HAPPY AROMANTIC AWARENESS WEEK IG THIS IS NICELY TIMED HGLKJSDLFAKS;LDJ#are we getting into ooc territory? I honestly couldn’t begin to tell you I’ve seen 3 clips of of rouge and Amy between the two of them HGLK#i forgot i wanted to do one of sonic asking shadow ‘can i hold your hand now’ and shadow looking at him like he’s insane
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I’m so tired
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Following an accident, Danny wakes up in Gotham City in a DC universe. Lacking any forms of ID or possessions beyond the clothes on his back, he’s forced to commit some crimes to survive. Minor crimes, but still.
And then he gets caught.
During the court proceedings, they come to the mistaken conclusion that he’s a Meta suffering from some psychiatric issues such as Cotard’s Syndrome (a real rare condition where a person holds the delusional belief that they’re dead/don’t exist/etc).
Thus, between his “need for mental treatment” and the concerns about housing someone with his unique physical traits, he is sentenced to spend time in Arkham Asylum. He’s under pretty low security aside from the anti-Meta stuff and has more freedoms than some other inmates, but it’s still not a great experience. Even at the best of times, Arkham is hardly a nice place.
Some of his fellow residents are decently chill all things considered, but lots very much aren’t.
#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom x dc#danny phantom x dc crossover#danny fenton in gotham city#just gonna slightly sidestep any questions about how the containment systems work or why “genuinely a ghost” is so unbelievable#i wanted to put Danny in Arkham so for whatever reason It Just Works#maybe danny had a bit of anti-ghost tech with him that they reverse engineered#or maybe something already existing in DC works#and as for the “dead” part… maybe his halfa/Realms nature is too unique so they assume he must be wrong about being ghostly? idk#also i think this’d be a good opportunity for a dpxdc fic to explore non-woobified versions of the rogues#like. where they aren’t watered down to be completely chill and barely criminals#e.g. yeah Poison Ivy cares for the environment and has protected kids but she’s still a terrorist who’s killed and mind controlled people#Or Killer Croc who is very much a victim of abuse/hate for his appearance but has also still attacked people and engaged in cannibalism#They’re not complete monsters but they’re not wholly innocent either#The story idea takes place in a mental hospital for (mostly) criminals! Let them have done genuinely bad things even if they’re improving!
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I feel sick as Fuck tonight I kinda wanna run into traffic at an alarming speed with the impact of a car forcing me to vomit every sin out of me but that's just what I think tbh
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shoutout to all the kids with good people as bad parents. the parents who were sympathetic, honest and kind to everyone until you were the next in line. the parents who loved the entire family except you. the parents who preached about acceptance, warmth and kindness, but never offered it to you. the parents who were understanding to friends, cousins or siblings, but not to their own children. the cognitive dissonance is surreal, but i promise it is not a reflection of your own worth. you deserve more.
#recovery#mental health#self care#self love#positivity#reminders#healing#be kind to yourself#toxic parents#toxic family#parental abuse#childhood trauma#emotional neglect#mine.#note to self mostly.
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~loathing, unadulterated loathing~
#mdzs#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wicked#wwx#lwj#so i watched wicked and man it was a banger#i think this may be the first time i've ever seen a film adaptation that i liked more than the stageplay#anyway i think wwx and lwj should get to sing loathing at each other#lwj is being entirely sincere#wwx is mostly pushing lwj's buttons intentionally through the medium of musical theatre#also wwx singing dancing through life in the library? lwj attempts to kill him on the spot the first time he tries to step on a book#also having very strong feelings about no one mourns the wicked#we'll see if i feel like tackling that art piece or not#anyway i'm sure this has been done before but the mental image was amusing me too much not to sit down and draw
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if gojo came home and saw you crying on the bathroom floor, he wouldn't say anything. he would lay down beside you, and let you cry. sometimes, it's the best way to cope. he just hates that he can't do more.
what he can do, though, is hold you flush against his chest, and just be there. he'd run your hand through your hair, or stroke your back. pepper kisses on the top of your head. anything to just let you know he's not leaving.
gojo has had his fair share of bad days. horrible days. days that sink their teeth into you, and drown you in despair. but he's going to be there to pull you back up.
he always will be.
#tw bad mental health#idk it's pretty self-indulgent#mostly for me#gojo angst#gojo hurt/comfort#hurt/comfort#satoru gojo x reader#satoru x reader#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#gojo x reader
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I don't remember how to draw them
#isat#in stars and time#pipposketchdump#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#its more loop focused#mostly because they're the one looking off#idk#I think I need to replay the game#guess that's what low mental health does to you??#you draw your blorbo... lightly off?#not enough for it not to feel fully like it's another person#another character#but enough for it to look weird#almost uncanny#I want to draw you#But you no longer exist in my mind#At least not in the way I remembered.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#the spoilers are so light but still!#isat secret encounter spoiler#I've been sitting on this for too long#may I now go back to my eternal slumber!
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for any selfshippers who struggle with mental health, your f/o would absolutely help you with any struggles you may have, they'd never make fun of you for whatever triggers you have, whether you need to vent to them or just need them beside you, they'll always be more than happy to be there alongside you.
proship / darkship / ect. dni.
#mostly self indulgent again hehe :3#cw mental health#f/o#f/o community#fictional other#romantic f/o#self ship#self shipping#self ship positivity#yumeship#yumejoshi#proship dni
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I'm rewatching leverage out of nostalgia and some other emotion I haven't figured out yet, and I do think there's a story in "Maggie Ford Collins deals with having the most unhinged ex in her suburban book group, learns to hotwire a car, and gets her groove back, not in that particular order."
#nate's weird crime children (all of whom are grown adults) adopt maggie as their....something.#weird former stepmom? dad's ex-girlfriend who drove them to soccer practice once? loosely affiliated maybe-sorta aunt?#...this involves more lying and wearing tight dresses and carrying lockpicks than maggie's used to.#none of them listen when she says this is a job for sophie. they want to show her the benefits of crime!!!!!#she does tell her book club every detail.#currently said book club is trawling message boards and pinging distant facebook connections to get leverage their next case.#maggie is dating a nice art history professor from the local college. leverage is very disappointed.#nate is also disappointed mostly because he thought she'd pick someone terrible and he could ''''rescue'''' her.#unfortunately this guy is okay. he does no crime at all except sometimes taking a penny without leaving a penny#which the leverage crew did not realize was a an actual thing and therefore doesn't count.#......also I do believe that sterling and nate exchanged handjobs in a ramada inn bathroom once or twice#and that maggie does not know this but sophie does.#(maggie would not have been into it but sophie....sort of...is. she likes the mental image.)#leverage
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#daylight savings#life#mental health#relatable#meme#lol#humor#funny#memes#twitter#tweets#lmao#mostly-funnytwittertweets
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yall know me. you know my takes on season four of horror drama podcast the magnus archives. you know that I'm passionate about giving every character a fair shake about how they interact with jon because, even in cases when they are ultimately misguided, they are all written with easily legible motivations that go beyond "being evil for fun," and I do this in part because people have a tendency to be especially especially rancid about all of the female characters. you know this about me. but christ on high, sometimes when I listen I do want to get in a tight-knit hand-holding circle with them all and say well what did you THINK would happen?
#basira my dear I so so get that you've been burned recently but what do you think the obvious outcome of requiring trust w/out giving it is#melanie. I get that you were in an altered mental state. and that it was a Situation. and you even apologized for the stab. but girl???#martin I understand you have a whole Lonely Thing going on but mate. bestie. comrade. my brother in keats.#georgie I sympathize so much I really do I get it but hhnnnngggg. HHHHHNNNNGGG. HWAAAA#daisy. okay you were mostly in a box. that's fair. I still think you need better taste in radio dramas however. not off the hook for that.#tma#marina marvels at life
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