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#so it’s looking like the last lumbar disc i have left has prolapsed#i have to get some scans to confirm that it has#but i have all the hallmark symptoms of it#from the moment i had my spine fused at 16 i was told that this day would inevitably come#because the load-bearing that’s distributed between five discs in a none-fused spine is all being put on just my one remaining disc#but i didn’t imagine it would give out this soon#not while i’m still so young#i’m so terrified#and i just don’t know how to keep going#both physically and mentally#my body has already put me through enough debilitating physical pain to last a lifetime#and i’m tired of pushing through it#i have nothing left to give#i feel lucky to have an incredible support system at times like this#but still#i just really need a hug right now because things are looking so grim#anyway i’m sorry for venting but this happened three weeks ago and i just saw my gp today#so i have been bottling all these feelings#and i needed to get them out#if you read all of this: ily and i hope you’re doing well#personal
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OMORI Edit for Basil’s Birthday



Honestly, when Basil was pushed into the lake almost drowning, it was a missed opportunity to not make him sick, like c’mon devs. Give him a fever from the cold and the emotional stress. He’s practically asking for it at that point
He looked like he was. Just added more…obvious touches :3c I’ve made so many edits on my phone it’s become like a second nature to me… xD
Basil and honestly Sunny are pretty top tier whumpee candidates tbh. The soft spoken depressed delicate flower boy and the traumatized super pale protagonist that hardly takes care of himself.
Not a fixation of mine, but my close friend has been sharing Omori w me lately. And it’s pretty good. Basil and Aubrey are my favorites 🩷💚
But yeah this moment uhhh…are you kidding me?
Had to make something… xD
Original image (before edit)

Yes, he seriously looked like that.
The flush was ALREADY THERE
ARE YOU KIDDING ME????
Had to be done.
Happy Birthday Basil.
My gift to you is… PAIN 🤭🌡️
WOW The filter I used on twitter made him look WORSE 🥵 (thats a 103+ degree fever right there)

I love it 😈
What a perfect little whump victim
Too bad its not my fixation LMAO still good tho~
#my edits#pixeledits#omori#omori basil#omori edit#omori game#whump#illness whump#fever whump#yeah something non-raincode related xD#its not my current fixation but come on I HAD TO??#my way to celebrate my faves birthdays?#Make them SUFFER#he's so cuuuute ;w;#ily basil get well soon baby boy ;w;#both physically and mentally#i need some sunny x basil caretaking fluffies#or honestly if everyone here took care of him to help him feel better would be amazing too 🥰#TUCK HIM IN FURTHER HE’S COLD ;w;
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a couple of dudes i've doodled lately with even more new brushes
#rottmnt#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt michelangelo#lee's art#i'm super sick rn#to those reading tags: hi i overworked myself and my body is telling me that i need to take a break#both physically and mentally#yeaaahhhhh the things that does to a lil' lee#thanks to the friends who've kept me company during bad nights#and thank you all for the support#i'm gonna go draw some more before i crash to my bed for the day
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Late night illusion Tsumugi~
#I still haven't recovered from this#both physically and mentally#OGUHGOUHGH I NEED HER I NEED HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#my happiness depends on how strong that little piece of metal that is holding both her shirt and choker (?) is#would you drink the water from that pond#YES OR NO ANSWER QUICKLY#tsumugi aoba#femstars#genderbend#ensemble stars#art#my art
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I don't know what's gonna happen in the next 6 volumes of the Webtoon but my desire gut feeling is it's not going to end pretty for our little dude.
With that in mind, for your consideration: Waven era Joris walking with a cane. That's all. *-dies-*
#waven#dofus#wakfu#wakfu the great wave#joris jurgen#might delete later lol#Characters who believe it's their duty to appear strong and unshakable 24/7 secretly being weaker than they used to be#both physically and mentally#but everyone is counting on them so they can't afford to appear vulnerable#auughhhh i'm gonna die
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i started exercising every day this week and in theory i should be feeling great about it but i forgot my body is shitty so now i'm tired every day. lol.
#i don't even do that much#i've chronometrized it and it's 9 minute#a 9 minute work out kills me apparently#and i don't even feel it in the moment#but every day i wake up more tired#both physically and mentally#on the bright side. this finally made me get a doctor's appointment to ask her to get me stronger melatonin pills#and maybe vitamins or some shit like that idk#i should probably go to the psychiatrist they should know what to do#but my last appointment there was so scary idk if i have it in me#also i know what they're gonna tell me. that it's abstenia primaveral#that's what they always say#if i go to the doctor's during spring they say it's abstemia. if i go during the winter it's seasonal depression. if i go during the summer#it's the heat. and i've never been in the autumn i think?
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Gotta love that 2.30am urge to clean my room and change my sheets... only now I lost the motivation, so I have no sheets on my bed and half of my closet is on the floor.
At least I've gotten rid of the rubbish, and sorted dirty clothes from the clean ones... Time to throw my doona on the mattress and call it good enough.
Thanks AuDHD.
#adhd#autism#audhd#the motivation hit#then it left#now I'm exhausted#both physically and mentally#my room just looks a different type of mess now#:(
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going back to my roots and being a loose t shirt comfy trousers girl bc my chronic illness makes everything else uncomfortable. and like. I’m actually kinda excited for it ofc mainly bc I will be in less pain but just choosing that for myself rather than thinking about being pretty and also just. not having my body be so on display. is making me feel really safe? maybe this will be long term?
#buying a dress did not go well lol#my body just really isn’t there yet#and maybe once I am healthy I’ll find I like dresses#but maybe not#I was clinging to femininity as a way to distance myself from my dad#I think#just gonna chill and let it take its time#I need to focus on healing first#both physically and mentally#and feeling safe and comfortable is so important
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I wish I was so rich, I could afford the best possible care for my cat. But I'm not, so I'll have to settle for what I can afford and hope it's better than nothing and that it'll work for us.
I mean, I can't do nothing, knowing he has health problems that should be controlled on a daily basis.
That's actually one of the things that infuriates me. "I never show my cat to the vet, he eats garbage, he's fine!" You have no idea if he's in pain and not showing it. He can be very sick and still exist because what other choice does he have? Die?
A real life example: by the time my dad wife's cat started showing symptoms, he was either around 2 months away from either 20 or 21, I keep forgetting. He started dragging his feet, refusing to eat. When they got him to the vet, they heard that the cat is way too sick and there's nothing to save anymore. 20 years for a cat is alright, but all those things were developing throughout his life and who knows? Maybe, if he was properly taken care of, he'd lived longer?
So take care of your pets! Show them to the needed doctors. Get the blood work done. They can't tell us what's going on until it's usually too late.
And yes, my cat is absolutely my family. Some will go, "it's just a cat!" Nope. That's my child. I'm doing the best I can for him.
#personal#me with my cat#cat#anyway I'm still sick#and I've been on irl stuff for days#I have lots of dishes and laundry to do but#I just want to chill#I'm tired#both physically and mentally#but mostly mentally tbh#it all takes a toll on you
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Never would have I thought that making a presentation with one more person would be this energy draining
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I had a fever dream about Shayna Baszler fucking me in the bathroom at a party so uh fic incoming?
#I am not well#both physically and mentally#but I literally cannot get this scenario out of my head so fic it is
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Star, stop changing Tamami's design challenge (impossible).
No, for real, I think this is the fifth redesign I've done of her character. I don't know why but the past designs I've made for her just weren't satisfying to me for some reason. Some of the designs I decided were just bad or didn't suit her while the others were similar but I just didn't like how it looked (tank top, large sweater, scarf, the rainbow bracelet and a long skirt). But I...think I've finally landed on a design that I liked the most out of all the ones I've made so far. (Please let it be the last. Please, my brain and heart. I would like to settle on a design and move on!)
ANYWAYS, I used Teruya's DRA sprite as a base for Tamami since, well, she is his mom and she's about as short as DRA!Teruya (or maybe shorter, I don't know, the wiki gave me two heights for his DRA self. I decided she's about 4'8'' to 5''). So it made sense to use this sprite for her, even when I made slight adjustments to her eyes and nose by making the eyes a little wider and bigger and the nose a bit more pronounced as DRA!Teruya's nose is very small. Out of three of the five designs I've made, I kept this short hairstyle of hers with a large ahoge as I loved this style the most and didn't want to change it. I based her bangs off of SDRA2!Teruya's length and style and the back of her hair like DRA!Teruya's, but I changed the way the strands looked so that it'd look more like her own hairstyle but you can still see the resemblance between the two of them. The ahoge, though, is very much real, unlike Kojiro's and Teruya's (they canonically style their hair like that on purpose), and she cannot fix it no matter how hard she tries. So she just gave up and let it be. Tamami got stuck with the protagonist trait, even though she died before the events of Danganronpa, lol. I've never been a fan of fictional kids looking like carbon copies of their parents. Like, you have the meta-power to design these kids anyway you like and you just make them look exactly like one of their parents? Unless their look-alike appearance is plot relevant, it's just weird for them to look so much like one parent that they can easily be mistaken as siblings and has zero resemblance to the other. And that's saying a lot coming from me who looks a lot more like my Irish dad from skin tone alone, but even then people can tell that I'm at least Asian because of my facial structure and even asked as such, tying my appearance to my Filipino mom. I don't know, I just like seeing a mix of traits for the kids to have inherited from their parents, you know? So, since Kojiro already has a design with green hair and green eyes, I decided to have Tamami have a different hair color, gray and green, but she also has green eyes, just a different shade. Teruya inherited his mother's eyes while getting his father's hair. Since I headcanon Teruya to have freckles, Tamami has freckles as well and as I mentioned before in this post, I adjusted her skin tone to be more obviously tanned instead of dusty from my older drawings of her. And then there's the outfit, which is a dark gray tank top, a long denim(?) skirt, dark reddish-brown boots, a blue handkerchief scarf to match with Kojiro, and a big fluffy yellow sweater with a checkerboard pattern that is tucked into her skirt, and long puffy sleeves that hangs off of her shoulders. The rainbow stripes on her skirt and the rainbow bracelet ties her design to Teruya's as he wears a rainbow as well, and I thought it'd be a neat idea for them to have a similar love for rainbows even though they've never met (cause she died via childbirth). The thought of Teruya still inheriting some of his mom's mannerisms and traits even though they never officially met scratches my brain in a good, angsty way. I wonder what Kojiro thinks whenever he recognizes parts of Tamami in Teruya...And that's it for Tamami's design! Hopefully it'll stay this way.
Tiny characters that can beat the shit out of an enemy that's much taller than them will always be peak character design, you can't change my mind on that.
#DRA#Danganronpa Another#Tamami Otori#SDRA2#Super Danganronpa Another 2#sprite edit#Star's Art#OCs#Original Character#DRA Spoilers#SDRA2 Spoilers#<- just in case#fun fact: she's actually quite muscular underneath her clothing#it's just that this outfit hides most of her skin#and also I'm not that good at drawing muscles ^^;#Her other outfits showed a bit more skin which showed off those muscles I tried to draw#but again there was something about them that I just didn't like while drawing them#and I don't know why#so in the end this design won out#which sadly hid her muscles :pensive emoji:#I guess I just like how soft she looks in this version of her outfit instead?#which would contrast greatly with her actual strength#both physically and mentally#and by mentally I mean that if she had actually lived long enough to experience the Tragedy#she would not fall to Despair and would keep trudging on regardless of what's thrown her way#unlike her husband who is far more vulnerable and emotionally unstable than he lets on underneath#although if she was alive she wouldn't have allowed Kojiro to become a Despair in the first place#even if she had to drag him kicking and screaming - she'd go and verify Teruya's status herself as she wouldn't just give up hope like that#and if the news were true she wouldn't blame or take it out on the world that took away her only son like Kojiro did in canon#no she'd take it out on the Despairs as *they* were the perpetrators
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on hiatus
there's 60 posts in the queue but i'm not gonna be here for a week or two or three idk yet
still gonna post on my sideblogs, if you're tvdu fan you can check them out:
@klarolinecentral @theoriginalsarchive
#feeling stressed and burned out and i'm working all the time and trying to heal my soul with russian stand up/entertainment shows#yeah working all the time isn't healthy but i fuck up all my deadlines while procrastinating and not in a really good place tbh#both physically and mentally#plus i'm not really watching any asian content sooooo yes hiatus seems like a good idea#also maybe i'll gif some scenes from tuc2 tomorrow and then go on hiatus stay tuned#jey talks
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Alright, fine, I'll bite - a bitch who knows quite literally Nothing abt the franchise, if one were to try checking out Dragon Age, where should they start? Would it be incredibly stupid to just start right off the bat with the new one? Also - consider that the bitch is Fucking Terrible at Video Games - how hard are they to play?
#i cannot stress enough how bad at games i am#my hand-eye coordination and quick fine motor skills are DOGSHIT and my reaction to needing to make a quick decision is to freeze#both physically and mentally#the literal only reasons i'm actually kind of pretty good at bg3 are both extensive practice and the turn-based combat#buuuut anyways after being addicted to bg3 for so long...#if you dangle a fantasy rpg with romance options in front of my face...i'm gonna be at least a little interested#personal grumblings
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i should write literally anything about the only signalis oc i can actually think of, they* have been stuck in my head for so long now, i have like, half of a note on them right now
*there's multiple people in there
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bro i am so tired
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