#most of which are loud as fuck

[hermitdrabbles56]

Modern crack thought.

Someone grabs Twilight's earbud expecting it too be some cheesy country song they can roast him about.

Instead they are greeted with the the most disturbing shit on full blast leaving them to wonder how this nut isn't deaf.

[raptorrobot]

was listening to the elden ring (+sote) ost on my 8hr bus trip last night and i cannot express how terrible of an idea that was . its was all gorgeous ambience and whatnot that lulled me into a slumber of false security and then i got activated into the waking world like a fucking sleeper agent when i heard malenia's phase 2 music kick into my ears

[phykoha]

I hate hate HATE when people say I'm "having an attitude" with them, bc I'm literally not until AFTER they say that. And thats not even "an attitude", it's me being annoyed and frustrated bc youre saying im having an attitude when im NOT.

Like what does that even mean. I'm just autistic.

[commanderdazzle]

I've completed Mass Effect and moved on to Mass Effect 2, romancing Liara in the original and Garrus in the second, but I have got to say...

I can't be the only person bitterly disappointed that we can't romance Mordin Solus, right?

Like, I was already aware of this because I watched my sister play a little bit of ME2 when it came out originally, but playing it myself really drives home how much I would absolutely love to have that man.

I get that they probably felt the need to have a few species incompatible with humans to make the setting feel organic, but why did the salarians have to be one of them?! At least I can fuck the turian, but I look at them both and wonder how they decided which species was compatible and which wasn't?

Anyway, I'm at the point where I have to do loyalty missions, can't wait to find out what's wrong with all my fucked up little people <3

[front-facing-pokemon]

[lightbulb-warning]

i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself

[inchidentally]

https://x.com/MERCL4REN/status/1743286121973555513?s=20

find the difference level impossible :D but seriously, this tweet gave me a stomachache from laughing so hard.

THERE'S MY TWO CREEPY TOO SIMILAR VESTAL VIRGINS THAT MAKE ALL THE MEN ON THE GRID (except lewis) GO HUUUHHHHH???

[spitblaze]

Who treats drag as more important than transfems?

Cis people, mostly.

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

genuine question but is there any fandom where a character is well written by the majority. im thinking about fandom culture and the spread of frustration when people dont write characters well but. honestly in all the fandoms ive been in there's only like, a Select number of authors who i trust to write Well, let alone write Well AND In Character. character analysis and writing and getting inside characters' heads are all separate skills (all of which are trained by roleplaying fyi can CONFIRM playing pretend with your friends is good for you). there's been more than once where I've disagreed with an interpretation that others agreed with, and then I turned out wrong. or i turned out right. like it doesnt matter WHO is right it just matters that differences in character analysis exist, so even if you DO write well AND write in character, your in character is still going to be someone else's out of character

there's this sort of. vibe. that to play in the sandbox you Need to be able to make a castle, and if you can't make a castle then you shouldn't bother, and it completely dismisses the idea that youre in that sandbox to PLAY in the first place. there's this Weight of disappointing someone if you can't build something that they like, but that forgets that you aren't there to build them a castle. like, be KIND. if you disagree with someone then please make an effort to do so kindly. i dont give a shit about fandom discourse but there is a reason kids get removed from sandboxes if they keep throwing sand in people's eyes. but if they don't like your misshapen sand pile, then youre not obligated to change it. even if you yourself end up hating that same sand pile later- youre not building a legacy. youre playing. and sometimes the result of that play is out of character drivel. theres a reason there are so many authors and so few who i like to consistently read and thats because everyone is Fucking Around in their hobby space. hash tag brag or whatever but i can build castles. ive built several that im v proud of. ive also dug holes in the sand for fun and then tripped on them when trying to get up. I often dug a hole and then got up and fucking- whoops, its a castle now, and i didn't realize i'd made something to be proud of until after the fact. the whole time while creating shit i was Convinced it was bullshit that didn't make sense. and then other times i was Convinced it was bullshit and then i was Right and i can look back and go. huh. ew. but it doesn't matter what the end result was, because i had fun playing in the sandbox

this wasn't meant to turn into a ramble but i have Feelings about bad art and art that's badly perceived and how public perception can screw with your head and how making art youre proud of is fucking. it's so difficult!!! it's hard!! it's really fun, which is why i try to make it, but i promise you it is Okay to not tryhard creativity. even if you CAN, it's okay not to do it all the time. or ever, even. fuck around find out have fun etc

[deathisamotherofbeauty]

wish I could just let go of things but I can never!!

[bmpmp3]

also guess which complainer about cevio/voisona's supposed lack of vocal dynamics controls finally Looked Up. and Discovered.

[himblebo]

I just want to be allowed to scream at my sister the way she screams at me. I want to be allowed to slam doors and throw things and break things. I want to be allowed to react to the way she treats us and not be called selfish.

[kerosene-saint]

just learning there may be a chance I have dyslexia and just never knew

[lesbiansanemi]

Still thinking about the conversation I had with my roommate’s bf like two weeks ago where he said he was scared of furries but also didn’t even know enough about furries to know they were called furries I had to figure out wtf he was talking about. The urge to become a full blown furry now. Despite having all the makings of a furry I for some reason have never ended up enthusiastically becoming one despite my best efforts. Well. With spite as my motivator here we are. Where are the furry artists, I’m commissioning both my tentative ideas for my fursonas. I’m inviting all my friends who are furries over and we’re gonna work on making fursuits. I will also make this a hostile living situation for you AND I will get the added bonus of doing fun furry stuff

[mangled-by-disuse]

so funny story I offered to go to Oxford with the dance team I'm notionally part of (but not at ALL good enough to perform with so I'm strictly practice only) because I am 31 and have been driving for over a decade so I made a good extra driver for the 8-hour-each-way trip

EXCEPT

on the way down yesterday I took over driving for maybe 20 minutes at the outside and then got told to stop because big man doesn't like how I drive I guess?

(to be clear, I did not break any laws or do anything that would get me even a minor on a text, I'm just a slightly more aggressive driver than he's comfortable with and also I've never actually driven an automatic before so I was a bit uncertain about a couple of things?)

anyway about an hour ago we confirmed that I am also not driving on the way up and I'm just sitting in the back of a full people carrier in fucking floods of tears because I DID NOT PERFORM I DID NOT GO TO THE SOCIAL THINGS I AM LITERALLY ONLY HERE TO DRIVE AND YOU WON'T LET ME DRIVE

it has been a fucking pig of a week I was exhausted before this and THERE WERE OTHER THINGS I SKIPPED FOR THIS FUCKING WEEKEND. THINGS I COULD ACTUALLY HAVE MEANINGFULLY CONTRIBUTED TO. THINGS THAT DON'T MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A SMEAR ON SOMEONE'S SHOE.

but also I'm stuck in this fucking car for the next four hours and there's nothing to be done to help the situation at this point so I'm trying very hard not to Make A Fuss bc like the only thing worse than being stuck in this car until midnight is that, but people are Trying To Help. trying to help is, after all, what got me in this mess.

[soshinee]

i really have loved being in japan in general so far but most of my students are so fucking mean to me 😭😭 like they’re just so so sooo mean they parrot and mock me when i call someone’s name and laugh when i talk in general and it’s like how am i supposed to curry their favor or gain their respect when they are openly making fun of me from the second i walk into their classroom for the first time💀