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Gege make these two interact i dare you
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#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jjk spoilers#jjk#maki zenin#mai zenin#nobara kugisaki#momo nishimiya#nobamaki#momomai#nobamai if you squit#i think they're funny#maki and momo are grieving and mai and nobara are just shit talking together in hell#i miss my girls#do i still have hopes of nobara coming back? maybe#never back down never what?#anyway yesterday i realized maki and momo should be friends and cried#bc maki of course looks so much like mai#and momo can be brash an outspoken just like nobara#its like they're trying to fill a void#you can pretend im not myself only if i can pretend you're not yourself type of shit#they make me mentally ill#im making this a thing#i dont care if its platonic or romantic i just know its sad#i wanted to call them momomaki but its already a ship in another fandom i think so#makimomo it is#makimomo
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totals ur drama
#shut up. dont say a word. total drama lives in my SOUL but that wasnt how this started.#so i talk abt it privately a bit but im currently Drowning in ideas. ive never had this happen before. i have a backlog of ~25 drawings#and then i thought 'oh maybe it WOULD be fun to build a silver rig! a simple one! like the chihiro DR rig i built!'#and then i SCREAMED INTO THE VOID because i do not have TIME!!!! even a SIMPLE RIG IS MINIMUM A FULL DAYS WORK#but does reason ever stop me??? NO. so i fuckign. DREW THIS AFTER TODAY'S BG SERIES WORK. YKNOW. JUST IN CASE#im smashing my head with ROCKS i am DERANGED. i am CURSED. i do not have TIME FOR THJIS. HES SO CYUTE#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#suntails#oh yea but also im obsessed with total drama and always have been and always will be and have watched the reboot seasons#multiple times each and i have them downloaded just in case and i read the tumblr webcomic total trauma and have for years and and and#gripping ur shoulders. leave. get out of here before i keep yapping
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this might be mean but. it really ticks me off when people respond to authors and artists wishing for actual community and engagement with their works by saying "oh but you see im just so anxious i cannot offer you any kind words." with the optional "but do please keep making things for me anyway!" because like...
a) do you understand how anxiety-inducing it can be to pour a little piece of your soul into a work of art and share it publicly? i feel like you don't see the people creating these things as people like you and that is an issue. we are people who just really love a thing and want to talk about it with other people who also love that thing.
but moreover, and this is the part that might be mean, b) damn why doesn't your anxiety prevent you from making excuses to us then? i wish it did! like if you're SO anxious about a fic author blocking you for saying something nice, why are you not anxious about getting blocked for telling that author "okay but i don't want to comment on your works though"??? because i can tell you which of these two things is way more likely to piss me off and it isn't the comment.
like. idk man. if you really don't want to comment on and engage with people's creative works, no one can force you to. but also consider maybe not commenting on and engaging with those people's posts just to explain that you don't want to comment on/engage with their works. if you are so committed to staying quiet and being a passive consumer then commit to the bit and stop asking creative people who put way more of themselves out there than you are to pat you on the back and reassure you that you'll still keep getting free content even if you can't do so much as drop a "this was really good!" in the comments.
#rimi talks#like. maybe its just me but i just do not care about passive consumers#someone can love my fic more than anything in the world and reread it every single day for a week and i literally would not care#if they don't talk to me! because i have no way of knowing. they are not real to me.#like functionally someone doing that is NO different than 7 different people opening the tab and going ''i hate this nvm'' 2 sentences in.#and the people who go ''ohh but im sooo anxious i cant comment (but i can fsr tell you about how anxious i am about commenting'' are so.#newsflash i have anxiety too and i just shared 30000 words so forgive me if i kind of don't give a shit#it's just like. if you're not going to comment then don't. but don't ask me to reassure you or give you a medal for it!#sometimes the politest thing to do is simply shut the fuck up <3#like there's a time and place for talking about how you're anxious or burnt out or exhausted#and it's simply NOT when people are shouting into the void about wanting a sense of community bc they feel taken for granted.#that is not the time or place. please learn a sense of shame if manners are beyond you.
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One drink and straight to bed, he vowed to himself.
“A water?” The barman scoffed. “The poor man’s choice, I see.”
Wally chuckled. “The choice of a man who just got here from a trip longer than you can imagine. D’ya got any rooms free up in this place or?”
The barman’s face softened, and he laughed as he went to grab a glass of water. Returning, he leaned in as he handed Wally his drinks. “We do, but tell me, have you ever been here before?”
A blush rose up his cheeks as Wally shook his head. “To be perfectly honest, I’m not even sure where ‘here’ is,” he laughed awkwardly. He suddenly felt very looked at.
“Curious.” The man pulled back, then nodded to himself. “Gotham usually doesn’t show herself to people who haven’t been here before, well, unless she has plans for you. Or so they say.”
“Gotham?” Wally blurted out, eyes widened in shock. “I can’t believe I’m actually here.” He laughed, not because he was happy, but he couldn’t help himself from laughing at his own stupidity. Of course, with all the weirdness going on around here, how didn’t he realize this sooner?
He did it. He found the no-man’s-land that was particularly starting to look like an any-man’s-land to him. The place he had been looking for all along.
“You know, there’s some rumors about-” The bartender started, then stopped dead in his sentence and looked up behind Wally. Right then, Wally felt two, strong hands clasp onto his shoulders.
“You’re in my seat.” A deep, bouldering voice said, the two goons behind him snickering loudly.
Wally looked around him and noticed the two chairs besides him had indeed come up empty. Still, he shrugged and tipped his drink back. “And I was having a really good conversation.” He shot back, not getting off the chair. “Please, do continue.”
He heard a couple “Ooh”’s and “Shit”’s and snickers behind him as the saloon fell silent. All eyes fell on him, or well, them, as Wally shrugged the hands off his shoulders and leaned forward.
“Funny, kid.” The man all but growled. The bottle in his hand -some dirt cheap brand of beer, Wally guessed- came into his view as Wally skillfully -although accidentally- dodged the bottle when he turned the bar chair around. The glass made a painful shattering noise as it came into contact with the edge of the bar, sending shards everywhere.
His attacker staggered back, the intoxication visible in how he tripped rather gracefully against one of his back-up buddies. Immediately, everyone at the bar shot up from their seats and started screaming. Some people saw this as the perfect time to throw some punches around, and Wally winced as he heard the rough sound of a cracking bone right next to him.
It all happened in the blink of an eye, the way this bar fight came to be, but now everyone was in on it. Everyone, except for Wally. Shit, had he really just started this? He frantically looked around, hoping to spot a way out of this mess he had so swiftly created. Hells, he hadn’t even been here for over ten minutes and he already-
A hand slipped around his wrist, and the strong grip pulled him out of his thoughts as fast as he was pulled out of the saloon. When the cold night’s air pushed his hair out of his eyes, his mind cleared. Loud screams and thuds against the walls and floors, although a bit more muted now, made him look at one of the windows.
What just happened?
“You’re really quite something, y’know?” An amused, cocky voice startled him fully away from whatever was happening inside the saloon now, and he traced his eyes to the figure in front of him.
#small little snippet of the fic ive been attempting to write for MONTHS now#yes its a cowboy au#yes i have incredible plans#definitely multichaptered AND after this one i have two more planned#but birdflash first i love u birdflash#im thinking superbat for the second?#timkonbern for the third i have shenanigans in mind#i am SO excited however time management. the devil. evil.#its so funny how you can talk to yourself here i really wonder how many people are reading this#like im just screaming into the void#does the void scream back? maybe#who knows#anyway onto the tags#birdflash#nightwing#dick grayson#dick grayson as a cowboy#love that thats a used tag of mine slay#dc#batfamily#dc characters#dick grayson x wally west#dickwally#wally west#wally west as a cowboy#← let's also just make that a tag#western au#fanfiction writing#ao3#posting this while sleep deprived before i forget and/or lose the nerve lol
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x reader writers i want to support you so badly but why do you all hate women
its like you're incapable of writing an x reader fic without being like "we kissed and it was so cute 😚 AND THEN THE CANON FEMALE LOVE INTEREST GOT PUNCHED IN HER STUPID WHORE MOUTH BECAUSE SHE WAS SO ENVIOUS OF ME AND IM PRETTIER AND NICER THAN HER GRAHHHHHHHHHHH"
#(/hyp by the way. i obviously know they dont ALL hate women lmfao.)#maybe try.... NOT doing that???#just a thought. just a comment. just a concern.#im talking to the void because i usually just block when i see this happen#people do this a lot with mlm ship fics too but its lesser and easier to weed out#fyi if u do this u r actually not nicer than the female character. in fact i get the vibe that u r very very mean.#meows post
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WHY HAVE I NOT SEEN ANYONE TALKING ABOUT THIS! I'm reading heaven offical's blessing for the first time and have reached the sandstorm scene. Xie lian tells Ruoye to "grab hold of something dependably solid"
and Ruoye grabs sang lang.
Because Sang lang was the most reliable thing in the area.
He has always been there for Xie lian, and always will be. An eternal pillar to tie himself to, more reliable than any structure or even the earth itself.
So completely and utterly dependable that Ruoye chose him over literally anything else. Because everything else dies or crumbles eventually, but sang lang will last forever. Eternally loyal to Xie lian, and Xie lian alone.
#Sorry ik im getting weirdly sappy#But like OMgosh this sentence actually almost made me cry#xie lian#sang lang#hualian#ruoye#Crying into the void because they are so perfect wtf#Maybe people have talked about it and i just haven't seen it
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to my trans homies: if you haven't changed your gender w/ your insurance and medical providers, now is the time. i'm in the process of getting my name/gender legally changed and once it's done with my insurance, my doctor is going to prescribe my hormones as being a Cis Endocrine Problem, not a Gender Affirming Treatment. obviously this is not a perfect solution but it absolutely makes me feel safer.
my first concern with this was accessing treatment related to being trans/my agab, but from what i looked up: under current law insurance cannot deny you treatment even if it doesn't correlate to your gender in their records. barring this, things like regular gyno or prostate exams can be billed as preventative care in general, not linked to sex. i think a transmasc could get top surgery as a treatment for his Unfortunate But Cisgender Gynecomastia, but i believe that would depend on the coolness of the surgeon. i'm not sure how mammograms would be dealt w/ and i'm not sure what options a transfem could finagle for this unfortunately.
from what people have told me and stories i've heard (so take w/ a grain of salt) insurance will (currently) still cover things that don't line up with the gender in their records, but it sometimes takes back and forth, so it's best to get pre-authorized for a procedure if you are able.
but if you are going stealth... godspeed and my condolences for your unfortunate (but completely cisgender in nature) endocrine problem.
#trans#transgender#transmasc#transfem#trans hrt#ik im just shouting into the void here but ive never seen anyone talk about this option#so maybe someone who needs it will see it
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i’m just sayiiiiiiiin’ bro, there was never a world where rei thought nayuta wouldn’t be by his side as they created their ideal world, with all the struggles that came with that goal
and similarly, just as ichiro had resolved to be alone, to play the bad guy as long as he gets the means to keep his small world safe, he bonded with kuukou, who was determined to not let ichiro be alone thru all their shady shit, and was devastated when he left bc ichiro never considered kuukou wouldn’t be by his side IM JUST SAYIN
#vee queued to fill the void#IM JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE#THAT THE MARRIED COUPLE HAVE BONDED IN A VERY SIMILAR WAY TO ICHIRO AND KUUKOU WHOSE DUET TITLE IS A DOUBLE ENTENDRE FOR GETTING MARRIED#IM JUST SAAAAAYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING#lol i think rei creating nayuta’s ideal world is very much his special flair for their bond#but i was thinking about how nayuta’s words are his north and wondering if kuukou imparted wisdom that ichiro lives by#there is one i talk about occasionally lol but what immediately came to mind was a line i was kinda stumped by while tling the bb track#when the bros are arguing about their respective sides of the generational argument saburo says a community broken up is gone for good#and i was very pleasantly surprised that ichiro told him bonds aren’t so easily broken by distance#lol like that feels like a point jiro would make so i was surprised ichiro said it#kuukou actually says something very similar to ichiro in dod chapter one iirc like their bond isn’t something so easily broken#and i think that was reinforced by ichiro and kuukou still clicking after all these years#like ichiro wasn’t afraid to call kuukou frame one and share his idea for the bp they still have trust in each other#so maybe that’s something kuukou imparted to ichiro that he kept close to heart 🥺
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it feels so silly sharing my selfship aus and concepts, i feel silly getting excited to post abt them and yap to nobody virtually lol
#it’s very awkward#and a lot of times i am just talking to a void#maybe they’re boring idk#im in a bit of a slump rn#oh well#risu’s rambles ☆
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genuinely why is there so much misinformation about the guardians of childhood book series?
#Lemme be a toxic fan for a moment bc im so tired and stressed and i need to yell my silly fandom frustrations out to the void#The people saying Jack is fourteen in them. No.#He can manipulate his age from 11 to 18 and is dating a 25 yr old#people still insist that the books are connected to the movie despite there being no possibility for that since 2018#And like they totally guess what happens in the books#I saw someone try to say that dreamworks were being 'weird' and aged Jack up to ship him with tooth but in the books he was a child#three things: He's not fourteen (see above for age. He's essentially an adult and is treated as such) and is dating an adult#And he didn't make an official appearance in the books until 2018. Six years AFTER the movies release#and thirdly dreamworks aged him DOWN????#Joyce's og idea was an adult with a wife + kids ???#Like what are you talking about#never mind the people insisting that JACK IS 12???? NO??? Where did you get ur information bc wtf???#the movie started production (in 2008) before any of the books even existed (first book was published in 2011)#We have no idea how much of the books they had! The most they had were Joyce's ideas that were subject to change (and boy did they change)#the walking eggs in the movie didn't come from the book (even tho they're in there) they came from Joyce's doodling on notes!#The third book published alongside the movie tie-in books and then days later the finished film premiered at the Mill Valley Film Festival#by the time the second book rolled around (2012) the movie was probably finished and was just getting distributed by paramount and#was possibly even finished in 2011! Four years of production of the movie and then the first book got released#I cannot express enough how much the books are not the source material for the movie. If anything is it's the 2005 short film Joyce made#God it's so infuriating to see people discussing the books like they're the Bible without having read it. I get so irrationally upset#And why are we talking about the books like they have any relevance to the movie after 2018? that book completely severed all ties#Like I get it if people want to connect them but you'd have to ignore the entire last book to do that (which yeah most do)#but there's so many assumptions about the books and it makes it clear who got their into from fan rumors and who actually read them#if you are basing ur understanding of a book you've never read based on fanfic maybe you just shouldn’t say anything about the book#rotg#rise of the guardians#guardians of childhood#goc
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happiness is having someone comment that your writing is beautiful when you’ve been insecure to get back to writing again
#oliver talks#the last year of my life has been full of so much difficulty and pain and struggling#and it’s been so hard to want to do things For Me that make me happy#but i want to find my way back to writing again because it’s such a big part of who i am and what makes me happy#and i know the fandom is quieter now the show has been over for years. i was once a huge blog and now im this nobody screaming into a void#im not even sure anyone is interested in my writing anymore#but i want to write for me. i want to find my passion and excitement again#vet med has been kicking my ass. but something I’ve always had to make me happy is writing#I’ve got some poetry I’d like to share soon#and hopefully more destiel drabbles and maybe even some fics#I’ve been so insecure to start posting writing again… and i know i said im writing for me… but to hear someone say they love what i wrote…#that it was beautiful… that there’s even one person out there still interested in reading my writing… that means everything to me#im so grateful and just so happy#<3
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it’s Kiyazan anniversary!! Well, it is an hour before midnight so technically it’s tomorrow BUT that matters not the entire world must know now, immediately, ab the reason @cashweasel and I have moved to the goofy pool
#im gonna be abnormal ab them for the absolute rest of the day#as a heads up#kiyazan#oc: Kiara#yazan hadidi#certified blorbo in law#my art#triumphantt art#anyway back to screaming into the void I’m actually always thinking ab them it’s just a fact of life#the sky is blue and I’m two seconds away from talking ab them#at all times#I should go find that ask game and reblog it again#maybe I’ll answer some#or maybe I’ll answer some without being prompted#it’s their anniversary after all and I didn’t even get to do a completely new art bc school ate me alive and spit me out#it’s fine tho this one is like the pair to the other one#reverse cheek kiss#now they both have one#k BYE#see y’all later when I reblog all their art for the millionth time
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Something I realized yesterday is during periods of depression (i.e. right now) my jealousy will sky rocket. Mostly because I feel like I'm losing control and that if I'm not constantly entertaining to my friends they'd leave for someone else. So in an attempt to balance my habitual clinginess I'll isolate myself and then that makes it WORSE because then I'm not talking to ANYONE and that makes it seem like my fears have been validated.
But then I realized what I was doing and reached out to several people. And whaddya know, they're still my friends even if I'm not a constant source of entertainment.
I think my point is that jealousy is a real human emotion born from insecurities, and that's okay. It's what you do with those emotions that matter. It's also completely fine for your friends to have other friends because that's just how humans work, it doesn't mean that you're not also worth the time.
#sleep talking#venting I guess#this isnt directed at anyone Ive been in a jealousy spiral about lots of friends for a while and just bottling it up#but maybe other people go through the same things so Im just writing it down for the void
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You HAVE to love the moment after your phone dies and you are left hunched over the screen, your eyes deprived of the blue light to which they have grown accustomed, your mind deprived of the distraction from the horrors of your reality, to behold your own image (reverse Narcissus) in all its double-chinned, acne-scarred, chocolate-stained and cheeto-dusted glory, and horrified by who you have become, and you are full of guilt and (remorse) exhaustion, and you are (entirely, devastatingly) alone, and you blink, and you get up, and you (cry) (look in the mirror?) go plug in your phone and get some more cheetos
No, really, you have to love it. It's the law.
#i dont know what compelled me to write this#but#to be clear#this isnt coming from the old mindset of “all technology is bad and everyone who uses social media is dumb”#because that isnt true and never has been#this is coming from somebody with the kind of mild screen addiction that most people have#who generally enjoys being creative and using entertainment platforms and interacting with people online#but who is also somewhat frustrated with my relationship with my phone#and very frustrated by the way social media and videogames and screens in general are thought of and talked about in the world#screen addiction#phone addiction#relatable#is this relatable?#does anyone feel like this?#im whispering into the void#self awareness#i dont know#i have so much work to do#and my executives are dysfunctioning#i am having a Bad Go of it#its just#its been quite a month#you know?#maybe ill make a ventpost#later tho#all ye who find my ramblings here#have a good day#or night#or else
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may i introduce you all to my favorite vs void playthrough of all time:
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the sheer fkin passion this man put into reading the dialogues is so commendable. his bf voice is so peak. the adjustments he made in void's lines is like he reached deep into void's soul and pulled out the words he wished he could say. he captured the rage of a.c. so well in his voice. i've rewatched this playthrough several times over the course of last 2 years and it has yet to fail bringing me joy every single time. it's so underrated. /gen /lh
#fnf vs void#y010 talks into the void#one has to imagine void actually saying the lines the way they're butchered in this video#or maybe i just find it funny because im 12 years old that works too#i've wanted to make an animatic of the cutscene readings in this for the longest time but i haven't had the time to do it#ughhh void saying 'BAKA' lives rent free in my head#Youtube
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hi not to be corny but i can't believe you guys actually thought of me and hiraeth for the fic nominations ): like. i've said this before, but hiraeth was brought to life jussssss for funsies! for my friend and i to be silly with our ship! a fictional group only known by us two and some other friendsies who probably just skimmed through the docs because it was (is) too long! and to know that NOW a bunch of sweet and talented people actually acknowledge and enjoy my silly angels makes me really really happy thank you guys i really mean it! it made my day actually seeing them in the noms 😭
#maybe this is corny but idk#im new to the community so i really thought i was just going to talk to the void when i made the acc but woaaah thank u friendsies fr fr ):#this inspired me to do a little something hehe! and this is huge because my muse has been dead for a good minute!#thank u again 😭😭!!!!!!!!!!
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