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@mushroomsie224 it was a character from a cdrama we watched called the lost tomb, can't remember the character's name or anything tho, sorry
yk what i'll expose myself, the people deserve answers.
Xie Yuchen - The Lost Tomb (don't judge me, ik i have issues)
#anon <3#anon asks#asks#my darling sister#loser behavior#you need to have dignity to feel shame#luckily i have none
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Regular reminder that sudden and severe weight loss is a pretty serious sign that something is very, very wrong
#weight#weight loss#brought to you by the realisation today that my hips are currently smaller than my fucking waist usually is#it’s summer and i’ve been walking the hill a lil more but damn that’s not fucking good#and before anyone even THINKS ‘i wish i had this problem’ i guarantee you do not#cuz it comes from 2 hour bathroom trips that are screamingly painful#and the arbitrary inability to eat literally anything#which often crops up right before i sit down to eat something#and i mean i can wait it out and eat late but it’s really goddamn annoying#and none of my goddamn clothes fit AGAIN i’m way out of even my smallest stuff#my broke ass is not buying new shit and if i make any cosplay to fit me now it’ll be way too small when i’m back in remission 😤#gotta get the goddamn meal replacement shakes again and see if i can process those#they are GROSS#gym bros are lying to you#they all suck#and i need to do em along with regular meals cuz i’m not gonna get enough from either#luckily i also have chronically low blood pressure so frenchfries are medicinal on both levels#this may also explain my resting heartrate being around 120bpm in my opinion#but no one’s ever really discussed it
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Little Baby Man Disease (DPXDC)
Continuation of this post. TL:DR is that Little Baby man is caused by Ghost Rabies and can effect both ghosts and those who are ecto-contaminated.
So, somehow someway, the Little Baby Men get into Gotham. Doesn't matter how, they are there and acting like feral little gremlins. At some point, Damian comes across a couple of them (let's say Danny, Tucker, and Sam) and brings them back to the Cave. Black Bat and Red Hood are there and start inspecting the funky noodle people Robin just brought in.
Unfortunately, Little Baby Man teeth are sharp enough to pierce through their gloves. Also unfortunately, the three are just ecto-contaminated enough to be able to catch Ghost Rabies.
Cue the Batfam falling into chaos as three of their members have become feral worms with ghostly powers. Batman tries to contain them, only for them to phase out of every kind of containment until they escape the Batcave, bringing their chaos to the streets. Now the Batfam have to collect their infected members and hopefully get into contact with someone who can cure them.
Also, either the Joker escapes or the Little Baby Man army breaks into Arkham, driven by Jason's intense anger over his murder. Either way, Joker is getting the stuffing beaten out of him by a dozen spooky noodle worms.
#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#danny phantom#batman#red hood#dc robin#robin damian#black bat#I went with those three since they are the ones that the fandom seems to consider the most exposed to the Pits#Batman is freaking out over his kids being turned into noodles#The Joker is attacked without mercy but he luckily isn't turned#None of the baby men want him to be a part of their group#Someone recorded the Joker being attacked and posted it online#It was Dick#The three do eventually get cured along with everyone else#But they end up with some level of ghost powers by the end of it#Have fun figuring out their powers
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I vote for Argenti! I hope you feel better soon!
Thank you ! I do feel much better (though I admit I hurt a little for very much my fault reasons but it's mostly manageable through light pain meds).
Take an Argenti o7 I got lazy and didn't draw the roses I was gonna draw to the left so there is now a wide open blank spot.
#honkai star rail#argenti#i managed one of the things i owe and this isnt it but here take a doodle#im a ding dong who told someone oh no its starting to pour i should draw someone quick#and then proceeded to draw him way past the rain .... so that.... was a thing#i mean luckily we didnt lose power but still#ALSO OMG THE REASONS I AM AT FAULT FOR ISSSSSSSSS#we have obtained as of yesterday a mama cat and a lil baby boy#and so i heard him mewing under the bed and like a FOOL rolled over on my side with the recovering incisions#to check on him and hoo boy that was indeed a mistake#but lil guy was okay just wanted attention#im so pleased to announce he loves me most teehee#my dad has repeatedly told me idk where he is i hope he isnt stuck#and then i simply exist upstairs and then he bounds out from his hiding spot and lets me pet him and pick him up#truly a good lil bean he is so baby i - with v tiny hands - can hold him in one hand without any problems#none of this has to do with the art i apologize#but ty for the request uhhhh over a week ago ! i do still have them in my inbox and when i can manage i try to look over em#and try to consider one but then i sometimes just do not have energy and wanna do something easy and fast
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I know it’s been talked about ad nauseam, but I think one of the things that got lost in the discourse about TTPD and the muses and whatnot is how one of, if not the core trigger points of the album is the yearning for commitment and perhaps even more poignantly, motherhood.
The reason she was so susceptible to falling for the “conman’s get love quick schemes” is because she was grieving that imagined life with the person she had long assumed would be the one to give her that. What has been beyond clear in several albums, let alone interviews etc, is that those plans for building a family were very much real and top of mind for years, and she kept holding on and shifting her world in service of making that happen. And when whatever happened happened that pulled that rug out from under her, it left her bereft not just for the relationship that had once been her world but also the imagined family she had been hoping for and sticking out the hard times for.
And that’s likely why she was swayed by and trusting of the promises of someone who knew her history and knew how unmooring that loss was to her. It may have been partially about the person himself or lust or whatever, but the core issue was the pain of giving up the dream, and sublimating that dream into this new opportunity in front of her, because she was so desperate to hold onto the last scraps of that imagined life she wanted so badly. (And I don’t mean desperate as in pathetic or negative, I mean as in fighting within the last ounce of energy and hope she had.) It wasn’t rational and it wasn’t love, it was grief, not just for a relationship but even more so for the family it represented.
So to me the core issue of TTPD isn’t just the Joe vs. Matty or whoever of it all: it’s Taylor and her yearning. She wanted a family badly and a life that was theirs and was processing losing that in all kinds of ways. It’s all over the album in overt and subtle lyrics. It may not have been grieving a literal death but I’d bet it felt pretty darn close.
And I’d also bet that’s why we’re seeing… what we’re seeing now.
(I have so many more thoughts about womanhood and motherhood on TTPD but that is another post being worked on piecemeal in my drafts… this is just a little Saturday morning post-zoomies reflection)
#I’m trying to be delicate about all this on main#if you catch my drift#obviously I don’t know any of these people#I’m just using my ears with the music and my eyeballs on the screen#honestly think she’d almost gotten to the point where she would have given up almost anything#(including marriage)#if it meant having kids and a commitment#let alone all the career stuff she was willing to let slide#but in the end none of that mattered#writing letters addressed to the fire#the tortured poets department#and like..#this is also why she was so clear minded about what she wanted in a partner when she started dating killa#and not as in opportunist but as in she knew what she wouldn’t compromise on anymore#and luckily for her he was on the same page#and tbh why this isn’t all that fast#ugh I wish my brain would let me finish the other post I was working on#like I know we’ve kind of been dancing around this in recent years in discussion#even if we all had our own assumptions#but she kind of ripped the bandaid off in ttpd#and with ~everything~ now happening#I think it’s ok to talk about? respectfully? lol
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Downloaded a bunch of overlays and am now having a moment™
#genuinely addicting to edit 😭😭#i wanted to put an overlay on my pfp actually which is why i ended up downloading these#but ah i wanted to keep it blue so none fit#so now please have these#i just wanted to post both nando and seb bcs theyre my boys#so this accidentally became vettonso 😭😭 as always...#most of them have the same overlays so pls dont mind a lack of variability#two of them have an absolute chokehold on me#but its so fun to put filters on them. samsung has so many good ones that i can never use#so many of them just tint way too pale and pink but luckily it fits these so :D#THEY'RE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM 🥹🥹#i feel like im the female f1 fan that legends warned abt when i make shit like this sfkgkkg#i prob should make some of jense at some point considering the blink edit i made that one time#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1
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i know im like... the Tragedy Enjoyer and all... but I do really really hope that in Veilguard there's a solid option between "happily ever after" and "i am against this elf and he must die" for Solas/Solavellan. Like I hope you can play a character in love with him and still make the choice to kill/defeat him without it negating the romance aspect, or something that's still a way to negate his power/abilities but with it being a regretful last resort choice and not something the inquisitor actively wants to do otherwise. this is because i love pain and being hurt emotionally.
#but also while i want this for Me i do hope that theres at least a bittersweet/positive option for those of you who arent Insane#i dont think there will actually be any happily ever after but like. you know. i want it to make me cryyyyyyy#luckily corinne also wants this apparently so i am trying to have faith#ramblings#pre veilguard#dragon age: veilguard#i'll always have my insane headcanon fic to support me#even if none of the writers believe in conjoined-spirit-of-solas-and-inquisitor (a la mythal/flemeth) i wiill have it in my heart
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I can't believe I follow someone who was at dashcon??? This is like following royalty omg
Omg! I love that you think of it like that! Dashcon royalty!
#it took me many years to be okay with talking about dashcon#for years i worried that if i said something people would send me mean or weird asks#i also have feared that a pic of me there would surface#but luckily none have and it better stay that way#like id be lying if it still wasnt a little embarrassing#but like in a funny story now kind of way#and i had a good time from my memory so thats all the matters#i responded#localgays2
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Still so sad that Merle Highchurch's canonically nonbinary plant-person partner who can't fucking stand him but is still infatuated with him and also they share a psychic unbreakable bond tying them together- as far as we know forever- all because the two's bosses thought it'd be funny to set them up together isn't like. A well known thing in the fandom </3 they're so funny </3 my psionic warriors think about Kuo Adventurezone for me please and thank you
#I LOVE YOU KUO ADVENTUREZONE YOU'RE SO SILLY I WISH MORE PEOPLE KNEW YOU <3 YOU GO THROUGH SO MUCH BULLSHIT FOR NO REASON <3#truly the 'i can't believe i have to fuck that old man' 'you don't have to' 'no I'm gonna' character of all time <3#I'm gonna be completely honest half the time i make these posts I'm paranoid i made up an imaginary sequel in my head and none of it's real#but that's my paranoia issues speaking!! luckily i can go back and listen to The Zone of Adventure: Imbalance and remind myself it's real#merle highchurch#merle hightower highchurch#merle taz#taz merle#merle x kuo#kuo x merle#taz kuo#kuo taz#kuo adventurezone#kuo highchurch#<- maybe? not canon (yet) but it would be funny so I'm keeping it#oh also very much a silly and very simplified way of describing their dynamic for humor's sake i hope that's clear lol
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forcing myself to "eat protein" and "be responsible" after once again encountering a week long period of all my muscles hurt so bad and are so weak despite doing the same thing they always do assuming without checking that it was probably because im eating mostly coffee and plain untoasted bread in small quantities. and its not even a whey bread or 100% whole wheat, ive been trying to use up my bread flour/whole wheat blend (i dumped them in the bucket together, maybe on accident ? unclear) so its just that with whatever else i threw in. spent $6 on the only yogurt in the store that had at least 5 grams of protein per 1/4 cup, which is still very little, only to get home and finally google what the symptoms of protein deficiency are. they are not that. those are the symptoms of Who Fucking Knows, As Always
#i dont even like yogurt...#god the food situation is so bad#so it turns out i can do one of the following--but badly and it takes more than 100% of my energy and is miserable and untenable long term#and involves injuring myself to do it: school. work. taking care of stuff around the house. taking care of myself.#i can do ONE.#i also dont get to pick because obviously i have to work#so feeding myself (even like making a bowl of cereal or eating a granola bar) is so impossibly difficult that i can only really do it#at night when high and finally able to feel hunger#and even then its still incredibly difficult and i usually get as far as cutting a slice of bread and then giving up and eating it plain#most of the actual meals i eat are because my roommates are usually kind enough to make enough dinner for 3#but i also have very weird and frequently changing dietary needs that i have not communicated 2 anyone so i cant necessarily actually eat i#have cooked some and made sandwiches a few times but its very clear i am borrowing from tomorrows spoons....#i ran out of the ensure a bit ago and i will get more although none of the stores nearby sell it#but i absolutely cannot afford to live off it#have luckily found that if i just drink one in the morning it staves off the majority of the nonstop random nausea attacks#so a 12 pack would last a lot longer but then its like. so now i need to figure out the eating thing again#cant win etc etc#augh. anyway. complaining over#disordered eating#chronic illness
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There is no platonic explanation for this
#just none.#what was that?#WHAT WAS THAT?!?!#wow i need a very long time to recover#luckily we have the holiday break#i just love them so much#abbott elementary#janine x gregory#teddie
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dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!
#raise your pencils!!!! and erasers. to fix the backwards letters 😔#sorry still thinking about my weirdness with my art professors. yknow a lot of em have been really pushing us as#students to make our personal identities a major part of like our 'brand' as artists#which. well from an art history major perspective thats a very contentious and nuanced topic. i love a lot of artists who live this way#and i think its great seeing my peers who focus on identity thrive. but also as an fine arts major (double major fool LOL)#i keep getting pushed by teachers into like. specific '____ artist' identities???#specificaly woman artist. which is a little bizarre because im a bit fat and a bit gnc so im generally like. ungendered? in day-to-day life#(which doesnt actually matter to me directly that much honestly LOL people tend to view me as like. buddy? buddy or pal.)#(not man. not woman. not anything human. sometimes i remind people of a beloved dog. which. hkdsahjk thats its own can of worms)#(a can of worms that also doesnt matter much to me directly because im a wannabe furry who chose to be the dog when playing house as a kid)#(LOL so um. well. theres that) but yeah i dunno i dont really consider myself a woman artist. its been. shockingly (and sometimes luckily?)#irrelevant to most of my life and experiences and art (although dont get me wrong misogyny is very real and very present) so i dont#have a whole lot to say about it from an art perspective. you could also call me all kinds of things. a queer artist. a mixed race artist#again technically correct. some aspects more visible in my work than others. but also very technical. i focus on race a lot in in my#art historical work but i dunno how much my drawings have to say. except that i keep making too many mixed ocs LOL#i dunno i just think my professors gotta focus that energy away from tokenizing me and over to supporting like actual#capital W Woman artists capital Q Queer artists capital A Artists of Colour who are doing far more interesting things than I#far more thought out and engaged in these topics directly. i just kind of stumble into my art blindly and confused <3#sorry that was a long tangent WHAT IM SAYING Is despite all that: i do consider myself a capital D Dysgraphic artist#i think its an unmovable constant of my art and the way i draw and the way my hands move. the untrained eye doesnt seem to be as aware#of it directly. but those who are familiar can probably see it. the dysgraphia LOL if not just from whenever i write a letter or number#half of them are busted and frantically fixed HDKJSDJDS but its in all my art. if u can see it <3 ive been trying to embrace it#dygraphic artists raise your pencils indeed!! and throw away the eraser!!! make the legibility of your words everyone elses problem!!!#what does that say? what is that sketch? none of my business! none of your business!! its the business of my hand and the pencil alone#motor skill and spatial issues take the wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel
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God made me aro so I wouldn't have the opportunity to be weird over an actual real life person, only computers and the rain <3
#Sorry if I wasn't aro I would be a wife guy and the thought of that makes me so so more aro#Like I catch myself talking about the rain in ways sometimes that make me go '🤨🤨🫵 stop that.'#'If that was a real life person that'd be weird to say'#it's...mostly gushing about how pretty she is and going 'ough...my wife <3'.#I do this to my F/O's and Haley Stardew Valley as well....ehe ^^;#luckily for me none of these things are real or have tangible feelings to me#uhh what to tag this as#Aromantic#Objectum#Conceptum#yeah that should cover it#Android.txt
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calling ur mom to come stay w you so u don’t ruin ur life is so funny when she used to be the reason ur life was in ruins
#we’ve come a long way#mostly me she still needs therapy desperately#but I’m not gonna talk shit rn I’m super grateful that she’s able to be here with me rn#i was feeling so unsafe#started having really bad Ideas in the way where i might actually Act On Them#luckily I’m SMART and just kept myself xanned out till i could ask for help#catastrophe avoided B) for now B) none of the situations are actually resolved#but it feels safer having someone with me#it was getting so physical eurghfhhfesdgg i hate when i shake and chatter and vomit from anxiety it’s so annoying#anyway here i am ranting on tumblr cos i deactivated my real social media cos i freaked tf out#i just want to go to the woods for awhile and get a new phone number and never speak to anyone i know again#except for like… 4 or 5 ppl……. and their respective pets#guess I’ll settle for avoiding situations until I’m a little more stable#and then the hard work 😭😭😭😭#……or I’ll move cities fr and change my number and never speak to anyone again. who knows!#my post
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accidentally grabbed the wholewheat bread instead of white bread for my hotdogs. my life is hell
#i like wheat bread i just dont. want it rn NDFNFJFJ#also my podcast is making me sad bc theyre talking abt eyecontact#and theyre talking abt how they like force themselves to make eyecontact even tho they rly dont like it bc they were talking to friends who#were complaining abt weird ppl who didnt make eye contact with them. and like ngl if a friend was complaining to me abt ppl#not making eye contact and talking abt how rude they found it Iddd actually kms. bc its painful for me i am not the eyecontact girl . at all#it genuinely makes my skin crawk i can do it for like 2 seconds at a time#but luckily i live jn Autism house with a bunch of autists so none of us do eye contact HFNRJTNFJR#but like. i get reminded that ppl outside like. find it rly rude or like. they take it as Not being interested if you dont Stare them in the#eyes unblinking for the entire conversation. like sry .#its likee . yes in general i have gotten So much fuckjng worse at masking since i dropped out#but eyecontact has always been sonrthing i vant do#si its like Wow even when i was good i still wasnt right. ok . so i will always be misunderstood and i should jump into the road?#<- the road ib front of my house like never has cars its a suburb so dw. im picturing i just jump onto rhe road and then turn around#and walk back inside.#but wtvr.
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I've been avoiding scheduling some pretty important stuff for a while now and I just got my biggest roadblock scheduled (retaking my permit test to get that back) and am working on the second as we speak (eye exam since I'm wearing a years old prescription) and I still feel like I'm gonna throw up but I'm doing it finally 💖
#sunnie thoughts#im blessed i hate phone calls so i luckily cant try to cancel these to avoid them further#im gonna have to start practicing my road knowledge shit again#then i can legally practice driving#then i can get my license at some point#ugh theres so many steps in the process and its taken me so many years of sitting in place but slow steps are better than none
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