#and theyre talking abt how they like force themselves to make eyecontact even tho they rly dont like it bc they were talking to friends who
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accidentally grabbed the wholewheat bread instead of white bread for my hotdogs. my life is hell
#i like wheat bread i just dont. want it rn NDFNFJFJ#also my podcast is making me sad bc theyre talking abt eyecontact#and theyre talking abt how they like force themselves to make eyecontact even tho they rly dont like it bc they were talking to friends who#were complaining abt weird ppl who didnt make eye contact with them. and like ngl if a friend was complaining to me abt ppl#not making eye contact and talking abt how rude they found it Iddd actually kms. bc its painful for me i am not the eyecontact girl . at all#it genuinely makes my skin crawk i can do it for like 2 seconds at a time#but luckily i live jn Autism house with a bunch of autists so none of us do eye contact HFNRJTNFJR#but like. i get reminded that ppl outside like. find it rly rude or like. they take it as Not being interested if you dont Stare them in the#eyes unblinking for the entire conversation. like sry .#its likee . yes in general i have gotten So much fuckjng worse at masking since i dropped out#but eyecontact has always been sonrthing i vant do#si its like Wow even when i was good i still wasnt right. ok . so i will always be misunderstood and i should jump into the road?#<- the road ib front of my house like never has cars its a suburb so dw. im picturing i just jump onto rhe road and then turn around#and walk back inside.#but wtvr.
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