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I kind of don't like how a lot of people forget that despite all the angst and the drama around Dean and Cas they are fundamentaly best friends.
How many times did Dean say it throught the entire show? Bobby in season 6 saying "Well, you just lost the best friend you ever had."
For Bobby to say that, knowing Dean better than even Sam in some regards, how many times had Dean been sitting with Castiel on the couch in his living room?
Cas doesn't sleep, and rarely does Dean, with the Apocalypse looming right behind him.
So all they had left, in those quiet nights were each other. And they were okay with it, because they liked each other's company.
#your honor they are in love#destiel rant#destiel#castiel#cas and dean#dean winchester#spn#supernatural#deancas#castiel novak#dean and castiel's profound bond#they are besties#we could get into detail about how their entire relationship fundamentally changed the second cas took on the leviathans#how castiel believed he could ever become something he was happy with and destroyed himself and murdered most of the other angels#and lost all form of self reflection and actualization in order to hate himself#and yes he magically got better after taking on sams memories but he was never alright ever again#and dean tried to go along with it#refused to see that there was anything wrong#ugh anyway#i digress
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au where SQQ does undergo the 'qi-deviation' and is 'changed' but in reality the twin of Shen Jiu, Shen Yuan made a comment one day about how all Shen Jiu did was bitch about his martial siblings. Never one to turn down a golden opportunity,
Shen Jiu: bet
And so the twins decided to switch lives!
The qi-deviation is just so they can explain away any differences of temperament and so sj can hightail away easier.
Shen Yuan: this is going to be so easy
(spoiler. it wasn't)
Between useless sect meetings that could've been not even an email but a text message, reading fifteen different preteens attempts to sneak in dick jokes into their poetry assignments, the head cook alerting him to the fact that they've somehow run out of rice??? They're the greatest cultivation sect??? How does that happen???
Anyway, two of his Hall masters eloping together and taking an extended honeymoon (he's happy for them, but. Who's going to teach those classes now??? Him. Apparently.), sect politics and his 'martial siblings' barely even attempting a farce of civility or courtesy AND his guqin strings needing to be replaced and restrung ?
Shen Yuan is sorry 🙏🙏please come back🙏🙏🙏
Cue the allotted period of switching ending and Shen Yuan dramatically throwing the fan on the ground as Shen Jiu rolls up and goes "thanks for the vacation didi"
#then it was shen yuan's turn to bitch about their martial siblings#all of cang qiong in the background:#we've been bamboozled#there are two funny thing you could do with yue qingyuan: one. he knew the whole time and totally went#“should we check for possession by making Xiao 'jiu' drawing hong jing? of course. infact. we should use ALL of the possession detecting#artifacts we have. for safety purposes.“#“sect leader why are you mailing a letter that says 'hope you're enjoying your vacation -love qi-ge'?”#or two: he's fooled as well and just thinks he's projecting his desire to see the tiny xiao yuan who he and xiao jiu lost all those years#ago again. and that the grief of loosing shen yuan is what changed shen jiu into the man that he is today#so that maybe loosing his memories. also had him loose that grief. and that maybe underneath the weighty mould of the past. shen jiu and#xiao yuan really were alike after all#svsss#svsss au#svsss parent trap au?#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#original shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#cang qiong#cang qiong mountain sect peak lords#realizing i forgot the second option was supposed to be funny#there are so many errors in my spelling and punctuation its not even funny. ignore it please i am procrastinating on stuff
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Ah, childhood memories (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Gaster#Having such clear external-view memories of what happened when they were young would probably give Sans a lot of ammunition lol#Not that they'd know any different - their poor memories honestly :( - but having such clear memories in places would have to be weird#Most people have childhood amnesia to an extent! Tho it's hard to say when that would've applied to them anyway with their sped-up growth#Not to mention the trauma#And it's possible that doesn't apply to Monsters to begin with lol - but it's all a moot point anyway since these are their only memories!#It's sad to think of how much of themselves are missing forever since Gaster didn't experience them :(#This is what happens when you get behind on your work >:0#I really wonder what their lack of memories/restoration of memories would do for their like/dislike of certain things!#Like how Papyrus says that sitting with Sans in his lap makes a lot of sense as to why it was so familiar and comforting#But also that knowing makes it sad as well :( Knowing recolours their understanding and interpretation!#Knowing Why makes things make sense but does it actually Help? It's a tough question - certainly it hurts in the moment#The little things Gaster has infected for them and for himself ♥ Like taking notes! Like chess and sweets and spaghetti and lab coats#And dark sweaters and cigarette smoke and hugs and intelligence - how many pieces of all of them have A Feeling attached#How many more have A Memory - and even more than that A Memory Lost and unrecoverable ughhh ♥#But the little things they can hold on to hehe <3 Like pinging Gaster for what they all know and remember#Why does he even keep coming over if he knows the reception he'll get? Lol#Feels particularly self-loathing and goes to get bullied as penance pfft
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say cheese !
#tw eye strain#persona 4 spoilers#persona 4#p4#gsa sl au#moel gas station attendant#⛽️🌫#arttag#tappous#// i like to think nobody can really photograph them. like an actual cryptid#// the screen glitches or the picture corrupts or the lens never seems to focus or camera malfunctions and doesnt capture anything at all#// and because they left in haste. you try to remember them the best they can but your memories are quite literally fogged and clouded#// until they properly clean up what they left behind of themself. everyone will have to deal with the misery of knowing they lost somethi#// and not know what they lost. so it;s counterproductive on their intent to lessen everyone's despair at all and actually made things wors#// anyway i was doing uniform studies and decided to color them while i had the time hehe#// this was supposed to be a cuter post but oh well.
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the ghost
#witch hat tag#orufrey#..and a random unrelated drawing.#i was going to express more of this rich theme but i might be too tired rn. from twt: perhaps..every time someone's memory is erased#the ghost of who they were follows them around. if they were an adult it would follow the one who took it#if a child it gets stuck and follows themself. galga's would follow himself as well.#if i were easthies i would be stressed out too because i think he can almost hear the vengeful lost voices of a crowd of phantoms#clinging onto his arms. that's what i would say to him anyway. can you hear them sir?#but only people who have remorse would almost be able to tell just how haunted they are. oru's ghost follows qifrey- silent - watching him.#is he holding child qifrey's hand? they watch your actions. til you exorcise the ghost you cant hold his hand for real qifrey#bc you are carrying your child self's corpse. you know that but... maybe you need to choose which one very soon. only one.#there's a point where you have to set down what you've been carrying and give it the funeral no-one came to#aren't your arms tired?
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do u guys think its doing something terrible to zane's psyche that he lost another significant chunk of time, even though this time it's bc he was comatose
#its not the same as losing your memories and being forced to recover what you lost. but it isnt too different i dont think#another time skip. another loss of autonomy#another drop in the bucket.#ninjago#ninjago zane#im not caught up on dr 2 part 2 so idk if theres been any developments there. im assuming no
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Despite losing their memories, I always imagined Hero had some instinctual feelings regarding the world. Namely, that somehow something simple like a sunrise was a rare treasure that they never got to experience before
#Treecko#skitty#pmd#pokemon doodles#original art#Idk it just felt like they would have an idea of how the world (as they know it) works?#Like if you lost your memories and saw all leaves were purple instead of green#I feel you’d have an instinctual feeling something was…off#Bc hero knew things it wasn’t like having a newborn’s brain in a child/teen’s body#And they did have some basic intuition like having been in a place before or knowing a place#But the rolling waves the wind the sun……#They never had any of that before!
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Sorry for this super depressing poll but
#I've been thinking about it#I don't want Stan to suffer anymore. he already lost Ford once and his family the day his dad threw him out#so I don't want to think he has to live through Ford's death#I like to think that both live past 92 (after Ford had his heart attack)#and they die peacefully in their sleep in their own home. not a hospital (I've had enough irl deaths in hospitals let me have this)#also I like to think they die in close dates. Stan dies first and a few months later so does Ford#also yes Ford technically 'killed' Stan when he erased his memory but it was pretty 'brief'. he wasn't gone for 30 years and he knew he was#physically alive#Anyway I'd love to hear your thoughts#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#ford pines#tw death mention#not art#poll#polls#tw death
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I love percabeth so much I’m not normal about it
#percabeth#percy x annabeth#percabeth fluff#the it couple#percabeth in every universe#pjo#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#hoo#cotg#chalice of the gods#the lightning theif#sea of monsters#the titans curse#battle of the labyrinth#the last olympian#he lost his memories but he could only remember HER#say what you want but that’s romantic as fuck#they’re in love your honor#the antis can suck it
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YTTD is actually a comedy
#yttd#kimi ga shine#sou hiyori#sara chidouin#shin tsukimi#your turn to die#midori yttd#i was looking through shin's lost memory so i could write something about his and midori's relationship and got sidetracked
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WTF I JUST FOUND OUT THIS KAISHIN AMV GOT DELETED AND IDK WHERE TO FIND IT, I'M FUCKING DEVASTATED THIS IS MY LIBRARY OF ALEXANDRIA
if anyone has a copy or knows where else it's uploaded, please tell me I'M BEGGING
#kaishin#sad day for the kaishin community#IM SO DUMB I SHOULDN'T HAVE DELETED MY COPY OF THIS FUUUUUCK#i only had this clip cos i screamed about it on twitter#yt user steffy1412 if you're out there please come back 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the ksn community needs your amv 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the way i lost my goddamn mind the first time i watched this#DUDE IM IN SHAMBLES I WANT THE FULL ONE WHY DID I DELETE IT#i trusted the youtube upload too much that i didnt stop to consider the impermanence of digital data ✋😔#GIRL IM LEGIT SAD LIKE IM CRAVING THIS SPECIFIC AMV AND NOW I CANT REWATCH IT IM DEVASTED#at the very least steffy1412 if youre out there#i absolutely adore your work you're an absolute madman#and though memories fade through time i will never forget the way this fucking amv eviscerated me thank you for your hard work 🤧🤧🤧#PLEASE IF SOMEONE HAS A COPY OF IT GIMME GRABBY HANDS IM DESPERATE LMFAOOOOOO#it's the kamikaze kaishin amv#you know the one#dc prattles
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Can you imagine how much worse the Thunder Saga would be if Polites was still in it.
#epic the musical#epic the musical thunder saga#the thunder saga#Polites#At least your memory isn't tainted with betrayal#at least you never knew what would become of the crew#I know it's not the main point#But Epic really reads like a media of dead character#How much did your death change#was it the actual reason why crew lost its faith#or am i just tripping#I don't know but it's so painfully sad
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timeskip Molly concepts - probably when she's around 16-17 ish, maybe even early college? ( I'm not a big fan of the "ooh the bubbly character gets older and is now SUPER SAD" trope so this is more like... Molly is still Molly, she just gets older and faces more hardships/life stressors that come with age, and struggles to maintain the same high level of positivity/resiliency she used to have )
#still a generally happy enthusiastic person but finds more and more that she sometimes has to put on a facade yknow?#has to go soul searching for purpose and meaning in a real genuine way that reinvigorates her#probably something to do with ghost world shenanigans but ~ooh something happens~ and she gets separated from her body somehow#and ollie libby june and darryl have to find help and reconnect w/ andrea and meet alina#and finally ofc hunt down todd and adia and rope them in#todd goes through a ghost portal after much convincing to come retrieve wraith molly and return her detached joyful spirit to her body#and in him becoming scratch again for a short while - to return molly's soul to herself - he of course must return to his own body#and begins to recall some lost memories of his time as a ghost including their friendship#and itslike. a lesson on reaching out and asking for help when you feel yourself slipping away from who you used to be but from molly's POV#and trusting loved ones to know you well enough to put your pieces back together right and make you whole again. or something#the ghost and molly mcgee#tgamm#molly mcgee
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day 102
no sabo kid
#can you imagine. having phrases of words being intrinsically stuck with you from a language you cant understand#it feels like home but you cannot speak a word of it#and you *should* know it but you dont and it feels like that part of you is lost forever when you can barely say your own name#anywayssss my mom never taught me spanish so now i have to take the ap spanish exam in 9 hours 😋#here i purposefully drew ado from dl3 under the axiom that shes a younger adeleine..no older than nine id think#younger as in she still remembers a couple of words from the Forgotten Language#after that? lack of use and lack of people to talk to made her forget by the time 64 rolls around#by star allies shes completely forgotten the language. its unrecognizable and she barely has any memory of it.#and then of course FL comes and the Identity Crisis#adeleine#adeleine kirby#kirby series#day 102
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He has NO reason to be looking this joyful here 😭
#like why is he joyful and whimsical#wipe that smile off your face and get back in your jail cell king! you’re locked up indefinitely!#bros acting like he’s seeing a long lost friend as if he’s not walking up to a teenager he tried to kill#his intro was so dramatic in p4au lmfaooo him striding down the corridor like heyyyy 😜😜#actually so funny#also omfg the way he brings up Dojima like every five seconds in his internal monologue 😭😭#like when I played the Adachi section of p4au I remember being like DAMN he talks about Dojima a lot#and him getting all annoyed when that one guy started shit talking him in the beginning#the Adachi section of p4au was made for the adajima truthers and I stand by that 🙏🙏#it’s been a while since I’ve played p4au so if any of this is completely wrong then my bad I probs made it up#LMFAOO#IM KIDDINGGGG#SOMETIMES MY MEMORY JUST GETS A LITTLE JUMBLED ALR ☺️☺️☺️ WE ALL HAVE OUR WEAKNESSES#tohru adachi#persona 4#p4#persona#p4au#persona 4 arena ultimax#persona 4 spoilers
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“How can this many people simply vote for Trump in the first place?”
✨Gaslighting✨
And
✨Teaching themselves apathy because they have been pushed to the brink and are only focused on their own survival and think that this guy will give it because he
gaslight themmmm✨
#literally know so many Trump voters that are okay with you being yourself in any way AS LONG#as you don’t say the magic words or do the magic things#they have trigger words which make them instantly turn their brain to pure anger and most have forgotten why this is at this point#gaslighting#manipulation#my mom encouraged being a tomboy but not the label trans#she even let one of my siblings call themselves a boy as they were growing up#she also has memory issues so she believes that a bullseye appearing around a tick bite only was a thing after the Covid vaccine#despite her son having had a bullseye YEARSSSS ago (long before Covid)#she supports me age regressing as long as I don’t say the magic words age regressing#she buys me legos and gives me some baby toys sometimes#she is fine with me wearing animal ears and all as long as I never say I’m a furry or a therian#she is gaslit obviously.#she only believes because she has been convinced and then convinced to convince herself that she had to believe some things#grandparents when you say you have ptsd 😡😡😡 grandparents when you say that sometimes you feel lost outside your own skin and#stuck in the past in such a painful realist way you almost feel like it was all really again 🙂🙂🙂 ‘‘me too!’’#the use of langustics to shape a cult and a people’s minds#cat rambles#us elections#us politics#us election#election 2024#election day#donald trump#trump
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