#living with bpd

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. For 24/7 peer support and other resources, message KokoBot on Tumblr.

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline or dial 988 or (en Español)

The Trevor Project (LGBT crisis intervention) or dial 1-866-488-7386

Trans Lifeline or dial 1-877-565-8860 (en Español)

The National Domestic Violence Hotline or 1-800-799-SAFE (7233)

Rape Abuse & Incest National Network or 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)

S.A.F.E. Alternatives for Stopping Self Abuse or 1–800-DONT-CUT (366–8288)

National Eating Disorders Association

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find resources for your country.

For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

[borderlinebeauty]

you can’t hurt me if I’m ✨gone✨

[mul-pi]

Would you love me if I was normal? If I was pretty? If I was skinnier? If I was kind? If I was... Better. Someone else

[imakeartwheniwanttodie]

[nemosopenletters-blog]

Too Much

I will always be "too much".

Doing too much

Saying too much

Thinking too much

Asking too much.

Giving too much.

Wanting too much.

Feeling too much.

Sometimes I even be seeing too much.

Sometimes I'm too insecure.

Too depressed.

Too loud.

Too obnoxious.

Too clumsy.

Too forgetful.

Too angry.

Sometimes I'm working too hard.

Sometimes I'm complaining too much.

Sometimes I'm sleeping too much.

Hell sometimes I think I'm eating too much.

I be feigning too much.

Needing too much.

Always be asking you questions too much

Always be opening up too much

Always be shutting you out too much.

Sharing my stories a little too much

Sharing my feelings a little too much.

Seeing in black and the white too much.

But sometimes im not enough.

I'm not helping enough.

Explaining enough.

Pretty enough.

Quiet enough.

Happy enough.

Stable enough

Sometimes I think I'm not dead enough.

[neurodivergenttales]

I wish that I could trust someone to take care of me, I wish I could make someone understand how hard it is to live in my own head, I wish someone would hold my hand through it all

[cronamatic]

if someone with bpd is telling you something, never say that you understand.

you don’t, you never will, and you can’t. that’s a good thing.

[aborderlineslay]

you are not a monster because of being borderline. you are not horrible or an abuser or evil. you were someone who suffered greatly and had your brain altered to try and save yourself. you deserve to heal. you deserve happiness and patience and forgiveness. but most importantly, you deserve love <3

[worthless-mess]

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

[mul-pi]

Bpd is this void in your chest that never leaves you alone.

[imakeartwheniwanttodie]

Even when I’m happy

[azzehkarla]

I don’t want people to be attracted to me, I want people to be perplexed by me. I want people to look at me and think “what the fuck is going on with that”

[neurodivergenttales]

I never prepared myself for making it this far and now I have to pretend to be an adult in a world which has me stuck feeling like a scared child.

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i want to completely disappear and start over. i want to just walk out the door and no one will ever see me again.