#little gay people in my brain.......

[deatheless]

@huntrhaunt sent: i've never been good at connecting dots. / accepting.

❛ i know, but — ! ❜ her sentence cuts off with another round of giggles, mina's cheeks pink with laughter as she leans her head against marcy's shoulder. she's been laughing for a few minutes already, and it seems to be showing no signs of stopping ( especially when it means she can keep clinging to their arm and pressing her cheek into their shoulder like this ).

in their defense, they do freely admit this. and she does know this about her, and it's something she finds deeply, deeply endearing about marcy. but she can't pretend this isn't also kind of hilarious. they've been friends — and they've been ... whatever they are now — for how long now? and it took hearing one of her songs on her car radio for it to finally really click?

❛ you really — ❜ another inhale, and she swallows back another laugh in an attempt to catch her breath properly, ❛ you really never thought, like : hey, i have a friend named amina who's a musician, who i met while she was on a tour, and also i keep hearing people talk about this singer named amina, wonder if it's her? like never once? marcyyyyy ... ❜ she draws her name out teasingly, punctuating it with another giggle, before she smushes her face further against her shoulder with a fond and very squishy smile. her arms wrap around her middle, hugging her tight and lovingly jostling her from side to side like a bobblehead. ❛ it's cute. i dunno how you avoided finding out for this long, but maybe this is a sign you gotta start playing my stuff at work, huh? ❜

[napping-sapphic]

I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

[kinnsporsche]

History is written by the victors... HAPPY 2 YEARS, KINNPORSCHE! (FIRST AIRED APRIL 2, 2022)

[dilfmobius]

harvey: don’t mind me, my date just got here

and then he walks over to where mike and rachel are and then rachel leaves hello????

[onii-pamn]

A beautiful vampire life 🩸🦇

v no blood version v

[strangerinthelight]

I don’t think moving on from this show will ever be an option at this point. Going insane over the way that Mobius looks at Loki in their FIRST scene together. Like actually sickening I am SICK !!!

[skylie-spiderlillis]

My deepest apologies for my followers that followed me for other stuff like bat family or hell-verse content and all I talk about is dbd now.

(This show is so good just give it a chance).

[nukacourier]

"arcade would hate the holidays because theyre capitalistic" I dunno I think Arcade is educated enough to understand that a lot of holidays are more than just buying shit and actually hold meanings of spirituality and/or bonding for a lot of people but maybe I'm just silly

[sonknuxadow]

kissy for the birthday boy 💥💥💥

[marriedzukka]

feeling grateful for everyone who's made and shared zukka content lately...thank u 🫶

[oldirontender]

can i get a hip hip hooray for old man yaoi?!?!?!?!! (for @bruhstation )

[starjunkyard]

"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.

[napping-sapphic]

NEED someone to let me pull them close and spend hours telling them all the things I love about them

[neixins]

[ID: scenes from three different chapters of “yona of the dawn”. (1) from the bonus chapter “we apologize for our carelessness”. gija says, “you try to take on too much. you should leave things to us once in a while.”; jaeha, shirtless and with his arm messily wrapped in gauze, starts to respond, “i don’t really…” and trails off as gija silently stares at him with a serious expression; then he says, “fine. that said…”. (2) from chapter 106. yun sits down on the ground to join the conversation as gija, out of frame, says, “now personally, i’ve never gone through a rebellious phase. what are your thoughts on this, jaeha?”; jaeha responds, “why ask me?”; gija says, “weren’t you having a rebellious phase in awa?” with a deadpan expression, and jaeha responds, “no, i was not.”; zeno cheerfully says, “no need to worry! a little rebellion will make him grow into a respectable person!”, and gija says, “pardon? are you saying i grew up to be disreputable?”. (3) from chapter 176. yun turns his head towards jaeha and says, “same goes for you, jaeha.”; jaeha smiles and says, “well, gija did beat me quite badly.”; gija is standing behind him with his arms crossed and an annoyed expression on his face, and he says, “liar. you kept dodging.”; zeno adds, “green dragon’s body was a wreck even before he was held prisoner here.”. end ID.]

i love it so much when jaeha downplays things, especially things related to his own wellbeing, and gija’s just like 😒

[bicon-crange]

ppl on twitter are finally finding out that the creators of smiling friends are racist assholes who believe the great white replacement theory and were roommates and great friends with JONTRON

and im like yeah. he's a fucking newgrounds animator. are you all stupid and braindead?

but noooo keep drawing your fucking yaoi of those ugly fucking characters and keep making a literal fucking nazi a millionaire by getting his show renewed a million times i guess !!!

[tcfactory]

Okay smartass how would you fix Bingqiu if you had your way?

If you actually want to know you could do to be less of a rude little shit about it, anon, but all right.

This is not about 'fixing' anything. Bingqiu is a wildly popular ship and a lot of people enjoy the exact kind of delusional insanity these two have about each other and that's honestly great. Love it for them. Not my cup of tea though.

I think the easiest and fastest way to make them sort their shit out and maybe put them in a position where I might actually be interested in what's going on with them is to take the protagonist halo away. Maybe the System short circuits, maybe it just gets automatically turned off after the extras, don't know don't care.

A lot of Shen Qingqiu's self delusions are fueled by his unshakeable belief that Luo Binghe, being The Protagonist, is Perfectly Fine the way he is. Binghe is the Protagonist, so when there are no character development or obligatory angst events going on he is happy and healthy and a slightly charred good boy and Shen Qingqiu is The Happy Wife who dotes on his hubby and Everything Is Right In The World. Endless honeymoon with their responsibilities only coming to bother them every once in a while. And it makes it way too easy for Binghe to cover up that he's still hurt, still unstable and still insecure by what went down because Shen Qingqiu is willing to take him at face value when he presents his insecurities as just being shameless neediness for his husband. Of course he happily indulges Binghe! But that isn't really helping with the core of the problem now, does it?

Like, Binghe takes steps towards ensuring Shen Qingqiu's mental wellbeing even at the cost of his own as soon as Maigu Ridge is over when he takes him back to the sect. Shen Qingqiu tries too, in his own way (the entire segment in the tombs is all about him putting himself in very real danger for Binghe's sake) but at the same time, this is a guy who completely missed the writing on the wall that Bingge was deeply unhappy in PIDW. As long as he can hold onto his internal picture that The Protagonist Suffered A Lot But He Is Fine Now I don't think he can really offer the right kind of emotional support for Binghe to actually heal from what happened to him and move on to a healthier frame of mind.

If you take the protagonist halo away, then first of all Binghe can, you know, suck a little. Or a lot, actually. The world not making excuses for him and him being a little defanged would be good for him. He gets really nothing he actually wants from being the protagonist - Shen Qingqiu will love him anyway. Mobei-jun will still stick around to back him up and help him out, because he's still Shang Qinghua's favorite fictional son and Qinghua is happy to see Binghe happy, just, you know, somewhere way over there where he can't get jealous tsundere over Cucumber bro and maybe murder him about it. Sha Hualing is still going to be his buddy because he's her best source of human trivia and the writing inspiration for her girlfriend. Not having to be demon emperor and getting more time to spend with his husband would be a relief.

But he would have to be more aware of other people because he's not above them anymore. Maybe even forced to make a few new friends to get by. And his mask will fail and Shen Qingqiu will have to see him for what he is: just Luo Binghe, still hurt and still confused half demon, who loves him very much, but can't make sense of him and is afraid that he will be left behind or pushed away without explanation again and that's kinda Shen Qingqiu's own damn fault.

And Shen Qingqiu can't hold onto his delusions about The Protagonist. He can't willfully ignore that things are not fine with Binghe because he's not the Protagonist anymore and the world only allows that special privilege for the Protagonist. Binghe is just a guy now and he has so many heart demons he needs help with. His trauma from the abyss or Xin Mo can't be brushed off with 'oh that's just part of his blackening he's fine now' anymore. And it might need a little bit of adjusting to internalize that these problems have always been here just below the surface, but Shen Qingqiu genuinely loves Binghe and would want to help him become happier and more stable in any way he can.

Binghe becoming part of the world in a way that's one person among many - building a support network! maybe befriending new demons or actually getting to know and making up with the QJ disciples or finding common ground with LQG and becoming sparring buddies - rather than a protagonist in a sea of NPCs is a lot more interesting to me than whatever he has going on at the end of canon. And Shen Qingqiu can be there with him on that journey, because he already started unlearning the sense of unreality the System conditioned into him, but he still has a long way to go.