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i can't believe i forgot just how much i have adored the disney fairies all throughout my life oh my goodness.
#listen the last few years#have been rough#but im rewatching all the movies#and starting the books#for the first time#and all my memories are#coming back#also all of my tinkerbell#merch makes sense now#its subconscious#neverland fairies#disney pixie#disney fairy#disney fairies#never fairies#pixie hollow fairies#fairies#pixie#pixie hollow#neurodivergent#neurodivergence#hyperfixation#just yappin#tinkerbell
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every comic i read gets me more and more angry about his portrayal in the movies and media
#kidnapping him for all of x2#killing him in the first few minutes of last stand#they used him as a hindrance for logan and jean’s relationship in all three of movies#and it makes me SICK#he did not go through 60 years of fearless leading for this to be all he’s worth#he is such a multi dimensional character#some please let him be more than ‘hey don’t touch my wife’#scott summers#let scott summers live man#scott summers needs a hug#x men#x men films#love his portrayal in evolution though#they get him better than bryan singer ever will#x men evolution#x men 97 is on thin ice#because why is king barely there….#but 92 is chill#x men 97#x men 92#jean grey#cyclops#all of these issues would be solved if the comic writers let go and listened to the throuple triggers#scogean#wolverine#logan howlett
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Redraw of the cape post, because that entire concept deserved better than the illustration I gave it.
#just give 12 a cape it's all I ask#yes I was watching Musketeers again#doctor who fanart#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#whouffaldi#twelveclara#guess who watched Heaven Sent + Hellbent again#I only cried half a tear but I did get Really sweaty#which is an improvement from last time#it took me about 8 years to getting round to watching those 2 episodes because Face the Raven destroyed me so hard#I'm pretty sure I couldnt eat for a whole day after FtR aired#although at that point I had been steadily absorbing Clara's personality into my own for a few years#I don't have a personality I stole it from Clara Oswald#read all of the 12clara books. listened to the audiobooks. Running out of content at a concerning rate#had to buy another comic#one day I'll have consumed all 12+Clara content. Then I'll just have to take matters into my own hands (make it myself)
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380 and umm. moonflower
when i split the scene, leave the party early, what am i leaving behind me?
just a memory, another body, it ain't no pair of air jordans
#moonflower#warrior cats#warriors#ask meme#song meme#havent listened to much csh in the last few years but i have a lot of remnants of them on my playlist from when i was a teenager#dont think this song was super unfitting tho! sure does have crimes and death and regret going on
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i will always shout praises of bi4bi but given recent discourse I feel the need to say that I love bi4het too! I just love bisexuality in general in its many forms, and anyone who only likes it when it's 'queer enough' for them is biphobic. Bisexuals should be able to bring their LaMe CiShEt BoYfRiEnD to pride without being made to feel like spectators and outsiders to their own event.
#3 am queer discourse take <3#anyways hot take number two. cishets do belong at pride. everyone who wants to celebrate queerness should be welcomed at pride#if a completely cishet business major fratboy wants to come to pride and vibe with us then he should be welcomed!#not even like. oh he has a queer sibling. no. if he's just a cishet dude who wants to spend his saturday at a parade then hell yeah#like completely ignoring that you have no way to tell he's definitively those things. it shouldn't matter regardless imo#pride is not a secretive club you need to be let into. it's a feeling and a celebration and a statement and a state of being#and whatever you want it to be#burying my other related hot take under the tags readmore ksdjksdjksdj#idk. i'm just tired of a lot of the things people seem to think about bisexuality's validity relating to bi women specifically#this is frustration with the gatekeepy and straight-passing discourse of it all#I'm tired of people being expected to act and to preform and to BE queer enough for others' opinions.#am I still welcome if I haven't been with a woman in a few years? if I dress boring? if I like m/f? if I don't listen to chappell roan?#joking on that last one but like. idk. never straight enough for the straights but never gay enough for the gays#constantly some mercurial in-between that offers no comfortable easy group to put us in.#what do i have to do to not be judged as a filthy hettie? are my doc martens enough for you yet?#like oh sorry let me cuff my jeans and have a bob and wear a button up over a cami and wear etsy earrings. am I visually bi enough yet?#let me apologize for the cardinal sin of liking men too. let me wash my hands of any time a cishet man has held them.#if it was a bisexual man then just hand sanitizer is fine right? where do you draw the line on my queerness?#let me preform for you in a way that makes me queer enough.#anyways. sarcasm aside. I think I've made my distaste for this whole affair evident#if you don't want cishets at pride then what happens to those you incorrectly deem as cishet? do I need to prove myself to you?#am I passing as straight? am I passing as gay? am I enough for onlookers?#is it not enough to just show up at pride and celebrate? anyone and everyone who wants to?
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I think, genuinely, the coolest part about being in this phandom for so long and semi-consistently putting creative projects out there is that I can look back over the years and see how much growth I've made in all areas of my creativity.
Like, I'm writing things now I wouldn't have even dreamed of years ago, and I'm composing music that past me would have been shell-shocked to hear. And I can see with each new fic I put out, each new song I make, how much better I'm getting. And it's not to say that I've mastered the art of writing and composition, but I've certainly improved a fuckton since like 2017 or whenever the hell I made this account.
Damn, y'all. It turns out that all the experts were right and skill is just a LOT of practice over a long period of time.
#danny phantom#phandom#this post was inspired by: the zine composition i just made#i finished my working draft last night#and imo it blows everything i've ever made before this out of the water#not even a competition#this one is just. better. in all areas.#like i remember working on the last two IB songs and hearing mistakes#spending so long tweaking them#but never QUITE being able to fix them#and now i listen back and hear new mistakes#things i didnt catch back then but i have the ear for now#and i *know* how to fix these issues now#im certainly not perfect and i'm going to make new mistakes with this song#but im sure in even a year i'll listen back to this one and go 'oh! i know what to do here now!'#(oh yeah this post is also partially inspired by The Phantom Martian WHICH IM WORKING ON)#(i wasnt playing a few weeks ago when i said i was writing the next chapter)#(i just am coming off of a 2 week family extravaganza)
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Hesina Willshaper AU
Step one canon divergence: Amaram's army doesn't do the kind thing. Kaladin's listed next of kin are sent a letter stiffly informing them that their son is a deserter and, thanks to the highmarshall's mercy, has been sold into slavery.
Step two canon divergence: a light spren has started following Hesina around.
The letter reaches hearthstone.
Hesina cries the bones of the first ideal through labor pangs. Their wretched diamond lamp grows slightly dimmer during childbirth.
Hesina and Lirin discuss if there's anyway they could possibly find their son and pay his slave debt. They're not optimistic.
Hesina talks with her lightspren.
Lirin and Hesina talk again about trying to find their son, now that Oroden is starting to be weaned.
Hesina appears to have grown taller. No one but the two of them seem to be aware but they're worried other future changes might be more noticeable.
Hesina and Lirin realize that she can mold rock as if it was clay with stormlight. A spark of hope for freeing their son emerges.
The two leave town.
They find a slave market in the nearest city. They see other parent's sons, but not their own.
Hesina swears to free those in bondage. Stormlight starts coming easier.
They make a tunnel. Rebellion follows. Lirin is horrified by the violence (the violence is not actually that bad all things considered. a couple guards dead. some bystanders frightened. Fair amount of property damage as they rob the military barracks food supply, steal every sphere that's not nailed down. and also steal the spheres that are nailed down. (Lirin won't admit it but the stealing from lamps part is kindof fun.)).
Many of those they freed flee. Some return to slavery willingly, scared of retribution. Many decide to follow the Radiant woman who has vowed to see others like them freed.
The group proceed to the next town. They find another slave market. They make a tunnel. There is more resistance than last time, clearly they were warned something might happened. Hesina kills a man.
Lirin is terrified by what his wife is becoming.
Hesina swears to shelter those without homes. The lightspren forms an unbreakable hammer, perfect for knocking crem free from buildings. And for knocking down men.
A now larger motley group seeks shelter in a mountain town razed in one of Alethkar's many skirmishes over the last decades. Hesina builds homes. Lirin begs her to stay here, to stop fighting before she goes to far down this path, not to go to war. The slaves they've freed are split, many wanting to stay, hide, some wanting to fight and free more, with a radiant at their head, there's a real chance to change things. Hesina lingers, practicing, spends some time falling in and out of shadesmar.
Lirin and Hesina separate.
Lirin stays with Oroden and the noncombatants. Hesina leads those who want to fight to another city, still trying to find their son, still trying to free everyone's children.
The town settles into a routine. Hesina and Lirin miss one another. This is the first time they've gone longer than two days without seeing each other in the last 25 years, and the two days was only when Lirin had to travel to where someone had overturned a cart on the road nearby and Hesina had to stay and watch the children, too young to travel. besides that, it had been every day. they keep turning to talk to each other.
While the army is gone, the free town is attacked by those trying to reclaim her property.
Hesina swims deliberately through shadesmar for the first time. reaches lirin just in time.
Lirin accepts that not fighting won't stop the violence. (It breaks him just a little bit)
Hesina shouts that one person's freedom ends where another's begins. She vows to fight against powers which would rather see their people in cages then homes. A thousand light spren rise up to grant her strength.
(yes I know she's moving fast through the oaths. but she's always been a thoughtful woman and she raised two children who asked difficult questions and now shes mother to another several hundred. honestly she had already worked through some of these concepts before they became actionable on such a grand scale.)
Lirin vows to support his wife through whatever trials the Almighty seems inclined to put her through.
The lightspren, who has started to get some memories back, remembers Oathgate Spren not terribly far from here by physical realm measurements, guarding a hidden human city
the stone remembers the way the radiants once traveled.
The path to a kingdom in the sky is slow — there are many cages to break on the way.
Kaladin doesn't know it right away, because people weren't exactly telling slaves about the freedom riots, but slave wagons start having harder and harder times reaching the shattered planes after him.
Someone mocks Lirin for having a wife so determined to pursue the masculine art of war. Lirin gets pissy and decides to show them by learning to read and write to help support the administrative side of his wife's kingdom wide asskicking.
The highprinces lead a fairly successful misinformation campaign about the slave riots, lots of accusations of rampant violence, the dregs of society lashing out, you can probably imagine
The ongoing rebellion is large enough that word trickles to the bridge crews, encouraging bridge four's hope for escaping, while also making it substantially more daunting, as the crews are even better guarded than canon.
Rumors of a female radiant swirl around. Most people assume it's a woman in shardplate with some sort of tunneling fabrial, which is still pretty crazy, but several major players Take Note
A very large and tired huddled mass of people reach Urithiru. there's just enough squires, and two new willshapers with their own oaths, to make tunnels through the shattered planes and reach the oathgate without being seen by the alethi armies
the parshendi army is another story, but some are willing to take a chance listening to the neshua kadal, and come with them.
The political implications of Dalinar freeing 1000 slaves is slightly more complex, especially considering the rebellions have been impacting Sadeas the hardest
About a week after being freed, Kaladin hires a spanreed intermediary to write home and find out if his hometown is alright (again, a lot of misinformation and rumors about the violence of the riots)
Is informed by Laral that his family left town looking for him shortly before the riots started, were presumed dead
Kaladin is under the impression that 1) his parents are dead because of him 2) the Rebellion is not the righteous fallback plan that he and the men were hoping it was.
Hesina has many reasons to go to the shattered planes. Nearest part of the trade network for food and necessary goods. Many slaves to be freed from there, and a part of her still hopes to find her son, even thought its been so long. Home of Alethkar's political leaders, the source of Alethkar's slavery.
I have spent. A LOT of time imagining many possible reunions between kaladin and his mom in my highly specific high oath hesenia au. She has a couple faces she could wear when visiting the planes. Brightlady. Radiant. Cagebreaker. Queen of Urithiru (not her real title, they're tentatively trying the Listener council model, but they know what the Alethi will understand). Even darkeyed mother, if she and Lirin approach slowly from a different direction. Honestly, pleased as I am with all of the above, a lot is flexible, the key here is kaladin going "MOM??" In some fashion One possible Reunion Here
Thank you @sorchasolas for conversation and the urithiru ideas and for leading me to actually write all this down <3
#stormlight archive#my au#stormlight au no 2#hesina cagebreaker#the stormlight archive#stormlight au#Hesina willshaper au#ok for the growing taller thing: hear me out!#like she's a tall woman#she can reach the crem on most rooftops with her crempick#like 95 percent of the rooftops#and that 5 percent of rooftops that she can't quite reach she always forgets to bring a stepstool#so she's a tall woman. but her Identity is that of an even taller woman.#do you see my vision#Lirin leaves to bring her the little stepstool because she always forgets when she's hired to clear the baker's building.#but she doesn't need it#he had noticed...but he had honestly just assumed he had gotten shorter. musculoskeletal atrophy happens to men of a certain age.#he's on the younger side but the heralds know it's been a difficult few years. he didn't bring it up but neither did his wife#now he's looking at his wife and is:#Lirin: I am certain you needed a ladder to reach this roof before#Hesina: I did? Are you sure?#Lirin: yes I'm sure you always—Hesina!#Hesina: what?#Lirin: i am. CONFIDENT. that for the last 20 years my eyes have been level with your chin.#Lirin: not your...#Hesina: not my...?#Lirin:#Hesina:#and then they go bone#ok i'm done thank you for listening <3
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deleted over 1k videos from my watch later today, most were video about our world or the internet going to shit. Going to replace them with nature and world history documentaries and videos on self improvement. because I cant fucking take it anymoreeee
#I had a self-therapy session today (diary writing where I am brutally honest BUT also level headed and objective with my thoughts LOL)#and I THINK a major reason why I've been unmotivated these last few years is that I ALWAYS listen to some video about a problem in the worl#Last Week Tonight or a video essay#so if I'm DEPRESSED: I'm going to try 1. embracing silence when going to sleep/on walks and 2. absorbing POSITIVE media instead
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i'm trying to save £5000 this year so I can move into my own house by next summer, but the second i realise i'm not as broke as i thought I was for a month i'm on ebay looking at mid century modern furniture.... girl you're going to be living with your parents forever !!!!!!!
#I've really disciplined myself these last few months -#my eating is disciplined the amount i read is disciplined my listening habits are disciplined#but oh my god i physically cannot be disciplined with money#having a professional salary for the first time in my life is making me insane#but i've been in this job for nearly a year now so i'm really hoping i've nearly gotten the impulsive spending out of my system#because i want my own house so badly#my bf is moving into a beautiful new apartment so that's good motivation for me to get my shit together#becauee i want him to be able to come and visit me in my beautiful own house......
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looping legacy by black dresses and dying from a massive headache rn. posting yomi
#of youuuurr life#the last few years#your legacy#your LEGACY#YOURLEGACY YOUR#listen to it rn its such a fucking yomi song#idont even wanna TAG this bro#catfood art#yomi hellsmile#master detective archives: rain code#rain code#mdarc#buaaaaaaaaaaaaaashggdshfhsfhdsfgd#delete later#mayb
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seb follows two whole people on instagram!!!!
#pls i love that for him#that he’s following mick n mats#sebastian vettel#sebfluencer era#listen i get mick bc all mick can think about is seb#but is he good mates w mats???#i know mats did the c4c match last year#but i didn’t know that they was friends#omg hanna supports dortmund n her man is#literally friends w mats that’s acc so mad#also he did this today at some point#i’m not sure when#bc when i went on his profile a few hours#ago it still said 0#so seb is spending his crimbo on instagram#inch resting#but i swear in switzerland/germany they do it on the 24th??#so do they anything on the 25th or what???
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just realized spotify will stop collecting data for the spotify wrapped soonish and i have to say i have no idea what my top 5s are gonna be this year
#last year i knew my top 1 song months ago#now ive listened to so many songs on repeat for hours so idk#hozier will most likely still be in my top 5 artists#dodie might not be this year sadly#cas might be? ludovico einaudi maaaaybe? i mean both have been top 1 at monthly a few times but idk if it's enough to put them top 1 yearly#anyway im excited#jo says stuff#spotify wrapped
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Snoopy #33
3/11/2024
#peanuts#snoopy#art#33#music#PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS SONG THE CHORUS IS SOOO GOOD!!!!#the visual composition of this piece is kinda ass ngl. like it's just random stuff all over the place but oh well!#wired headphones because i'm a HATER of the wireless headphones revolution that has been going on for the last like 6-8 years or so#anyway i'm obsessed with this song#and it's maybeeee lowkey relevant to my life rn 👀#guy offering me a ride home despite me living out of his way = one of many dominoes in a chain of events that will probably lead to a crush#eventually... if not right now#idk i'm insane and a loser so i could slow burn for years but i am trying not to waste other people's time with my shenanigans anymore#so into another outlet these feelings must go!#how did CRJ manage to capture so perfectly how i felt in the car in 4 simple little lines... megabrained genius behaviour i have to say!#also that car ride home was a few months ago and i didn't discover this song until afterwards (despite this album being 9 years old lol)#so how i felt in the car was Not at all influenced by any pre-existing knowledge of this song#or any desire to shape the events of my life to fit the emotions of the song for the Plot or the Aesthetic or the Narrative or whatever#it just came into my life like a perfectly tailored jacket from a thrift store
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spotify | art | He's back from the grave! Undead Nightmare playlist featuring mostly surf and garage rock.
#john marston#red dead redemption#red dead redemption: undead nightmare#red dead#rdr:un#jawnbie tag#technically i finished this playlist last year but never got around to posting about it on tumblr sooooo here it is now !#i tried to build the playlist around 'bad voodoo' bc its my fave song off the undead nightmare ost.#i included a few other kreeps songs on this playlist.. but i also tried to keep the music in-line with that surf/garage rock feel#theres lots of musical emphasis on strong electric guitar chords and lots of lyrical emphasis on death#yknow. the essence of undead nightmare#enjoy!! lmk if u give this a listen#pardner playlists#pardner posts#art#🤠
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preview
#i like it so far but yet another song about summer...#i still didn't listen to all but one of jin's recent songs#maybe it's an improvement actually?#'henshin' was so-so as a song but at least i liked the mv#thinking that it's a shame there's no tiermaker with jin's non-kgpr songs#i'd like to try to rank them all#also another anime with his script was released in the last few three years too i think#cgi with designs from ookubo#but 'listeners' was such a garbage i don't really want to go back to watching anime because of “well jin wrote it”
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just found a WWI podcast that lasted as long as the war holy shit. from 2014 to 2018 so it fits perfectly
#It actually lasts longer because it covers the post war period as well. but the war bit is '14 - '18#should I pick it up?#I'll probably skip the first few episodes because I know about the archduke and the power struggles etc#btw the podcast is still ongoing. There are interviews. episodes on details of the war or propaganda#on stuff that happened before the war but kinda had a role in it#and he's currently revisiting some episodes and expanding them#he published the patron episodes. This is mental#it's ten years of a guy's life#and I still have some revolutions on that revolutions podcast I want to listen to#I should make a guide of the episodes but it takes time#and I have a lot to do#and I'm dicking around#ok from tomorrow I'll start following a schedule or I'll never finish my thesis in February#but I don't want to get stuck in a routine because it always messeses me up#I just need to start working earlier in the morning#personal#anyway this isn't about me this about a wwi podcast that pulled a mash#they should do mash on the southeast front with australian and new zealand troups#or maybe not
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