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taureux · 4 months ago

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surprise overnight guest tomorrow 🔪🔪🔪

#i’m going to really lose it.#im done im done i am fucking done!!!!!#at least i’m not expected to cook for them #like usual 🙃#all the same i am furious #so done with our house being a fucking hotel for people i don’t care to spend time with #not to mention my ocd rumination has been driving me actually bonkers i haven’t been able to sleep at all 😍#i don’t have the energy to mask and socialize and pretend

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hellamorte · 26 days ago

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do you ever think about how lucanis keeps losing and losing and losing — his entire life? losing his parents, losing his childhood because of the crow training, losing his freedom, his sleep, and one year of his life due to imprisonment. then the maker smiles upon him, and he's discovering something good (rook, the veilguard team, purpose), acquiring something back (his family, his life, his freedom, his job, his city), finding some peace in mundane things (coffee, cooking, taking care of others). it feels like the scales are finally moving, balancing — only for him to lose again. he loses caterina, he can lose his city to blight, he loses at weisshaupt, he loses grip on himself (thanks to spite), he loses control — he loses himself, piece by piece. rook can help lighten the load on his chest (thanks to spite), he gets caterina back, and breathing feels a little bit easier. but loss is not done with him. he loses illario, and it feels like losing a limb, a large piece of himself violently torn away. he's visibly shaken, but no one truly knows what it takes to string the assorted pieces of himself together and keep functioning. and then loss deals what seems like the final blow: some of his friends are dead or lost, and rook is gone, too. he failed; he only knows death, doesn't he? life only takes, and takes, and takes, giving only to tease and take it back. at that moment, he's falling apart completely — until they find rook, and there's a sliver of hope once again. the scales are moving, the team wins, they eventually go back to their lives — and that's when he realizes that the final blow is the life as the first talon.

#it's written with romanced lucanis in mind but i felt like it's important to mention that he can lose treviso too #also it's easy to water it down to some sort of karmic explanation: he dealt death and that's what he gets in return #but i think it's a completely wrong and even harmful take #his story could have illustrated perfectly the cruel and abusive system that crows are;#how it breaks people; abuses them for profit and (usually) brings out the worst in them (illario)#and they lose eventually — themselves; if not power #and even if you manage to stay human and sympathetic you keep losing as well because you're trapped in this never-ending cycle of violence-#--and power play; and that would tie perfectly with zevran's story they tried to play out offscreen in the previous games #it would have been so much more meaningful and impactful than uhhh whatever they did in the game 🙃#that would give illario so much more depth as well #also i don't believe lucanis wasn't shaken after the whole illario ordeal (i think it wasn't shown in the game at all????)#like. illario is/was the closest person to him. he spent so much time with him. and yet nothing???#idc about that stupid hero of veilguard badge gimme the brothers' agony!!!!#lucanis dellamorte #illario dellamorte #rook #dragon age the veilguard #dav #dav spoilers #**meta #**writing #UH i love them both so much 😭#someone needs to do the crows rewrites.........#not me obv im not capable but i'd love to read someone's version #anyway.... what do you think.... tell me...... talk to me about the miserable brothers......

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tar-thelien · 5 hours ago

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Look I´m a full believer that you should ship what you want and not harass others for their ships BUT

Lately on the Sauron/Mairon tag I´ve seen some people say he wouldn´t be interested in men!??!? Like I´m sorry to break it to you but he literally saw the most beautiful woman to ever exist and instead of thinking about his own desires he instantly thought "my boss would be so proud of me if I gave her to him."

WHAT´S NOT GAY ABOUT THAT CREATURE!?!??!?

Also on a smaller note the few posts that say Sauron could NEVER be gay are literally calling people weird for shipping him with men?? So, could we please just go back to shipping the mass murder with who we want to and stop bothering others with who they ship him with?? No?

So ship who you want and have fun, talk with those who ship the same and all that, but don´t go in and accuse others for having the wrong ship :)

EDIT: just to make sure everyone understands I DON´T IN ANY WAY SUPPORT PEOPLE WHO POLICE SHIPS OR SHAME PEOPLE FOR THEIR SHIP OR ACCUSING THEM OF NOT FOLLOWING CANON ETC ship who you want and don´t bother people who have another ship and try to "teach" them about your ship if they don´t ask for it.

#go enjoy the show for all i care but pleeeaaassseee dont act as if its canon #and you know it would be better if it was only tagged the show but over half of those posts where tagged as silm #and that is very very confusing to me as it wasnt relevant to the books only the show #tolkien #silmarillion #sauron #mairon #angbang #because that was what the whole luthien thing was about 🙃#to make melkor happy right?#lotr #thats what i love with tolkiens books #a lot of the ships are up to you and how you read the characters #but even if you dont read them as a ship that doesnt take their queerness or friendship away :)#also the ship people are pushing on him makes no sense in the books??#like it clearly does in the show and those who like it should enjoy it #but its just so double moral of them to tell others usually book readers that their ship based on canon is wrong #on that note i would like to say i love shipping people in books who have never meet

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nanihirunkits · 2 months ago

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Saint. What? Thank you. We are friends. It’s not a big deal.

HIGH SCHOOL FRENEMY | EP3

#high school frenemy #high school frenemy the series #skynani #saintshin #sky wongravee #nani hirunkit #hsfedit #gmmtv #my edits #i wasn't planning on posting this since i know it's been giffed before and i'm aware that this show has like a non-existent fandom on here #but i was bored and that's when i usually open ps to color random scenes bc it gives me something to do and it's fun lol #and like i really like how this coloring turned out which is why i'm posting it now <33 #& it's funny how i made this gifset but i still havent giffed the one scene from ep6 i've been wanting to gif since wednesday #i hate that i'm such a ✨procrastinator✨ 🙃

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mockingjay-sings · 1 year ago

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Dating sim game, but hunger games. Just saying 🤷🏻‍♀️

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karlyboyyy · 3 months ago

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Halloween party! 🎃👻🖤

#buddy daddies #kurusuwa family #at first I thought ‘wouldn’t it be funny if Kazuki had to be Princess Peach because Miri insisted?’#and like he was gonna be all pouty about it #but then I thought no. he’d TOTALLY be into it #so here we are!#Miri lost her mustache. Rei thought it was too itchy and ripped it off after like five minutes #(I just didn’t feel like drawing the mustaches 🫣)#also I definitely had to flip the canvas after I drew everything #because I remembered Rei probably couldn’t hold Miri with his right arm 🙃#also I feel like I did Kazuki’s hair much better than usual!#ALSO. I downloaded a bunch of new brushes and pens before drawing this #so I used a different pen for line work this time. annndd I’m not a fan #but I DID like the new brushes I used for shading!#they’re more painterly and messy but I like it 👍🏻#kazurei #reikazu #kazuki kurusu #rei suwa #miri unasaka #kurusu kazuki #suwa rei #unasaka miri #karlyboy art #kazurei fanart #buddy daddies fanart

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tokruta · 1 year ago

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I can’t explain why, but this is my favorite hilson edit ever and I can/will watch it on loop for an uncountable amount of times

#hilson #house md #gregory house #james wilson #im very bummed about my laptop dying on me and possibly having to replace the motherboard #or put money aside to buy a new one in…who knows how long 🙃#so i was looking through my tiktok playlists since i can’t do my usual late night genealogy #and i saw my house folder and got hit with a burst of nostalgia #i had already saved this edit to my phone bc i loved it so much and would be devastated if it was deleted #idk maybe it’s the lake scene in the middle that pushes the brain buttons just right #but the whole vibe i get from it is immaculate and i wanted to share in an attempt to cheer myself up lol #maybe i’ll make a mega post of my fave fics too bc why not #it’s not like i can do my genealogy work 😞#hasan't #personal #video #not my video #tiktok #not my tiktok

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californiaquail · 4 days ago

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aging user base ass post but does anyone have vacuum recommendations for a broke person living in a studio apartment with a cat. please

#so like cheap and small but effective #my friend gave me a little vacuum but it doesn't work at all for the litter #can't say it sucks because of course the issue is that it doesn't really suck hardly at all and it's really fucking annoying #the big household vacuum that i was planning to use tonight is missing from its usual spot 🙃 and i don't hear anyone using it #and i Am very annoyed about it because there's a bunch of cat litter he's tracked all over the place and there's only so much sweeping can #do for the rug but i also need to vacuum for flea eggs and the little one is not going to cut it #i fucking hate living with people lmao i moved in here like ohhh this will help me socially. LMAO #and here i am somehow better at hermiting than ever and being annoyed all the time on top of it. i should have known better #anyway. please i need a new vacuum #me

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churchoflightcannon · 3 days ago

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In a shocking turn of events, I actually finished the rough draft for the next chapter of Art and Chem before my birthday 🎉

#it’s only been like half a year again 🙃#it’s a bit shorter but not by much #and I still have to do the editing pass so I’m sure that it won’t be that much shorter than usual 🙃#lightcannon #lightcannon fic #majoring in art and chemistry

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7-oh-ta1 · 1 month ago

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As a lazy person, nothing make me more frustrated than when I start cleaning to avoid thinking. Like why am I giving myself extra chores

#lindsay speaks #uhhhh bus doesn't run on weekends...... and i have like 5$#I'm gonna ask to be picked up ughhh.... ts is so embarassing #i CAN walk to work but my ankles can hardly hold up just walking to the bus stop ;;; the thing is that they're chronically fucked bcs I'm on #my feet 8-10 hrs a day. so they're strained muscles + left one is straight up sprained 😭#shit hurts if i walk 3 miles on the shoulder of the highway #it's already embarassing because i keep having to ask coworkers for rides home (bus only runs in the morning) or i walk the 3 miles home #meanwhile i can't pay rent until i get paid on the 20th...#i also can't buy groceries rn so I'm just eating food from work 🙃 i gotta stick with it until the 20th. two weeks.#then my next paycheck is the 3rd. that means that paycheck will go towards my next rent too #so on jan 17th I'll finally be able to buy groceries!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#I'm trying to pick up hours so that i can get them sooner BUT!!! that money will have to go to paying for my commute so that I'm not begging #for rides or walking a strenuous road for eight fucking weeks everyday.#had to get that off my chest because i do be suffering!!!!!!! I'm alone n it's hard as hell as usual.#i mean i have my friends i love very much !! but i don't have anyone to talk to. like if i talk about it i feel gross & pitied. ugh. and #i want to talk to friends and not!!! think about how shitty things are #ughhhhhh anyway

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fairyroses · 1 year ago

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She was the only thing I was living for. I’m sorry for your loss, sir, but right now we need to get you airborne. Police will be here any minute. I’m well aware of that. I’m turning myself in.

— SMALLVILLE, “Bizarro” (7.01)