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As a lazy person, nothing make me more frustrated than when I start cleaning to avoid thinking. Like why am I giving myself extra chores
#lindsay speaks#uhhhh bus doesn't run on weekends...... and i have like 5$#I'm gonna ask to be picked up ughhh.... ts is so embarassing#i CAN walk to work but my ankles can hardly hold up just walking to the bus stop ;;; the thing is that they're chronically fucked bcs I'm on#my feet 8-10 hrs a day. so they're strained muscles + left one is straight up sprained 😭#shit hurts if i walk 3 miles on the shoulder of the highway#it's already embarassing because i keep having to ask coworkers for rides home (bus only runs in the morning) or i walk the 3 miles home#meanwhile i can't pay rent until i get paid on the 20th...#i also can't buy groceries rn so I'm just eating food from work 🙃 i gotta stick with it until the 20th. two weeks.#then my next paycheck is the 3rd. that means that paycheck will go towards my next rent too#so on jan 17th I'll finally be able to buy groceries!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#I'm trying to pick up hours so that i can get them sooner BUT!!! that money will have to go to paying for my commute so that I'm not begging#for rides or walking a strenuous road for eight fucking weeks everyday.#had to get that off my chest because i do be suffering!!!!!!! I'm alone n it's hard as hell as usual.#i mean i have my friends i love very much !! but i don't have anyone to talk to. like if i talk about it i feel gross & pitied. ugh. and#i want to talk to friends and not!!! think about how shitty things are#ughhhhhh anyway
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Happy Rebels day!
#sorry I don’t got nothing big and cool#I had class today :///#and every other day of the week too ughhhhhh#anyways#REBELS!!! YIPEEE#the show that you are#star wars#star wars rebels#ezra bridger#kanan jarrus#hera syndulla#zeb orrelios#garazeb orrelios#c1 10p#chopper#sabine wren
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🎃⚡rkgk
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッドワンダーランド#mmarts#sebek zigvolt#skully j graves#sebeskully#sebskully#sukasebe#スカセベ#ughhhhhh haha my constant artstyle change www . it depends on the brush i use i swear lol#anyway i was cookin another sukasebe but with the firsties but im not done with that yet#i started a new doodle lol#en ee way#they live rent free in my mind#twst bl
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felt down so i drew teruki cuz i love teruki
i'm tryna draw more but i'm so burnt out sorry guyz </3
i'm currently workin on two art collabs so keep an eye out ig !!!
#fanart#artist#mob psycho 100#mp100#artists on tumblr#mp 100#mp 100 fanart#mp100 fanart#mob psycho#teruki hanazawa#hanazawa teruki#mp100 teruki#mp100 teru#small artist#mob psycho 100 art#art#artwork#digital art#drawing#procreate#my art#my artwork#cold#cold weather#winter#snow#snowing#fan art#i'm so tired ughhhhhh#anyways i heart teruki !!!
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PLEASE make a blanket and pillow bed on the floor with me PLEASE get distracted midway through and start a pillow fight PLEASE lay down on it and watch movies on our laptop and cuddle with me PLEASE kiss me goodnight and sleep with me there PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE—
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#PLEASE wake up with back pain with me so we can take turns giving each other massages#i WANT this#lets cuddle on silly little homemade beds that don’t really work#but we made it so we love it anyway#and we’re spending time together so who cares about the rest#ughhhhhh#im gay and i like sleeping
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i wish i didn't know you as you were - leon x reader
"I adore you to no end." Leon holds your fingers between his, pressing a kiss to it as you blink up at him, brow raised at him as he smiles back at you. "I hope you remember that."
"I wish you'd show me by staying." You whisper, tying your handkerchief around the tassel of his sword. "I wish you'd stay rather than go."
"The king has ordered it. It is either I go or I take someone new. I can not do that to you, beloved." Leon shakes his head.
"We can forsake this life of luxury you have earned. I beg of you. Escape back to my home with me, my love." You whisper, head resting on the hilt of his blade. "I fear not of poverty, my knight. I fear a life without you."
"You wish for me to abandon my country? The very thing that I have laid my life for?"
"I will knight you." You pray. "I shall knight you shoulder to shoulder, and you may change your oath to serve me as your lord rather than the king. I beg of you. As your beloved and spouse, I beg of you to."
"And how shall we escape death from the king?"
"Do you not wish for death by me than death alone?"
"I have not the luxury, beloved." He whispers. "I shall return, I promise."
All that is returned to you is a bloodied handkerchief. One that is all too familiar to both the touch and eye.
You wish he listened.
#ughhhhhh read ivy's knight leon fic and pulled this from the drafts since I don't ever plan on finishing this#anyways new chapter of oata dropping in like 6 hours#leon kennedy x reader#leon x reader#☾.blurbs#ok gn team sorry for posting angst at night
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bro thinks hes spiderman
#art#digital art#glitch doodlez#tales of the tmnt#tmnt fanart#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt mikey#tottmnt mikey#tottmnt#tottmnt fanart#tmnt mutant mayhem#teenage mutant ninja turtles fanart#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tales of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#mutant mayhem#tmnt#tottmnt michelangelo#mutant mayhem michelangelo#mutant mayhem mikey#tales of the tmnt fanart#teenage mutant ninja turtle mutant mayhem#hooray im pretty satisfied with hiw this looks#give it a few hours and that feeling fsdes away#UGHHHHHH#anyway bro is so fun to draw#also he deserves those bow tails or whatever theyre called
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how do i talk about taash being a realistic character while also acknowledging that they absolutely couldve and shouldve been written better in every aspect
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#dragon age critical#taash#dragon age taash#i can only take so much “they act like a kid” takes from ppl#or ppl not understanding them saying no one likes being a woman#LIKE CMON#bioware get some non white ppl in that writers room im begging#get some non white trans ppl in there#anyway. i think some of how they act was unintentional can i be honest#to me they read as an autistic person that has a weird relationship with the world around them#i say this. as someone that is that. lmao#its like. man idk. them choosing a culture is dumb and ugh#but also their trans journey is interesting to look at#IDKKK#i wanna talk about them but i dont want weirdos or freaks in my notifs lmao#and like. god they couldve been written so much better#but also ppl not knowing that aqun athlok is a binary within the qun#and could get ascribed to ppl that ARENT that bc the qun has strict gender roles#but we dont see them look into qunari gender roles or customs#or rivaini gender roles/customs#UGHHHHHH bio ware you fumbled but also didnt but you did lord have mercy#if youre reading these#i hope you know these are just my scattered thoughts#one day ill do a real analysis on them#its an issue of them wanting the audience to know theyre nonbinary while also not creating an in world term#like aqun athlok. which again. does not describe taash lmao#and while i think its a good thing how up front their gender indentity is
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the fallen angel // the birth of pride
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#solas#solas dragon age#mythal#solas x mythal#solythal#the evanuris#my art#hi i'm alive#this monster took me like 20 hours to draw ughhhhhh i hate it#but i spent too much effort on it not to release it unto the world#also if ur wondering yes those are the spirit forms of the evanuris#i kept having the thought that the vallaslin were based on their og forms#fueled by the way spirit solas looks so much like mythal's design#so hey maybe ghil and andruil's look like each other too. cause gay. thank you#also thats supposed to be mythal holding solas' hand not lavellan#but i'll leave it ambiguous for the girlies i guess. i think it's easy enough to intuit that it's mythal anyway#hopefully
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The Spirealm 致命游戏 (2024) | Eps. 8 + 39
#the spirealm#致命游戏#kaleidoscope of death#ruan nanzhu#lin qiushi#ling jiushi#xia zhiguang#huang junjie#cdrama#cdramasource#kodedit#userhanyi#*gifs:mine#i'm gonna fucking cry#the flippancy of the first answer vs. the care and weight of the second#the framing where both times nanzhu is facing away from lingling when he gives him his answer#nanzhu's look of disappointment in the first vs. wonder and almost reluctance to believe what he just heard in the second#he doesn't even dare to turn around#SOMEBODY HELP ME i am not well#translation notes: the second answer from lingling is “我愿意” which means “i'm willing” or “i'll do it”#notably “我愿意” is also the traditional marriage vow in chinese - the equivalent of the english “i do” at the altar SLDJFSLJFSLDJFLSDJF#anyway xia zhiguang's microexpressions ughhhhhh they hurt me
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GOD how do people write these idiots?? (I'm suffering through that illness we call "the find out part of fucking around and finding out")
#UGH IT FEELS LIKE IM MISCHARACTERIZING THE PEOPLE#THIS IS SOOO ANNOYINGGGG#UGHHHHHH#anyway#demon rambles™#REKRAP THAT CHIEF GUY AND BRANZY. BE FUCKING EASIER TO WRITE OH MY GOD#aaaand with that tag I'll take the permission — given or otherwise — to tag them. bc it IS about them actually#rekrap2#that chief guy#branzycraft
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This image is so important to me you don’t even understand
#Me when the ulquihime: 😭 😫 🫠🥺#He’s looking at her so softly…ughhhhhh !!! *tearing and scratching the walls like a wild animal*#And she’s just eating a whole peice of pie like a pizza I love her so much#ulquiorra cifer#ulquihime#orihime inoue#not aizen and urahara having an evil scientist discussion in the background too lol#Anyway this is from one of the mangas from the fullbringer arc so he’s dead 🥲#bleach
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this isn’t a dig towards these artists but i’m so tired of people saying they listen to music by women but they really mean hayley williams and a couple of nb people they consider woman-lite (pinkshift and destroy boys)
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lord its so dark in here the sahara desert of tsaritsa content you are like a shining oasis. your characterisation of her compels me & mihoyo would be hard pressed to top it imo.!! caaaaan i humbly request yr thoughts on her first meeting w a reader of any kind, or maybe even multiple kinds (sagau, sagau god au, isekai, etc) if you so desire...
it really is like a desert here. being the fan of a character we aren't getting until the last damn nation is driving me up a wall but i will persevere bc if nothing else i support morally bankrupt women in media. we r in a severe drought over here but i do my best. unfortunately nothing i say is ever coherent so pull out your translation notes its abt 2 be messy
also this got out of hand but thats bc first meetings w the tsaritsa are tricky to write + a LOT of her characterization lies in deeper exploration then just surface level yknow...NOT A DIG AT YOU this is just my excuse for rambling. gently pats the tsaritsa she can hold so much complexity i do not have the word count to delve into it completely :]
gonna talk cult au for a bit here though because that's 99% of my content. and honestly? she thrives in sub au's of the cult au like villain au + imposter au. it's basically made for her. i mean, early days, the imposter au had been going around for a little while but one of the first few ideas was the Fatui taking reader in so like. it kinda technically actually was. pretty sure cult au Tsaritsa popped up because of the imposter au. a lot of it's writers kinda left though which. man am i getting old or.
anyway.
there isn't much of a chance her first impression is all that positive. at best it's usually neutral, imo, but rarely if ever positive. specifically because i view the Tsaritsa as someone who isn't as fanatical as most of the acolytes typically are towards the creator. she's not exactly going to worship the ground you walk on unlike a certain geo lizard. which is partially why i think she thrives in the sub au's i mentioned.
imposter au, for example. she meets you at your lowest. there's no gaudy extravagance or pampering from the acolytes waiting for you because your own acolytes have turned on you. for all intents and purposes you aren't a "god" at all. which is why i don't think she meshes well with normal cult au reader. the Fatui are made up of outcasts, basically, and imposter au slots right in just perfectly. you're weak, at your lowest, when you meet the Fatui in the imposter au. and the Fatui can help you, too.
a mutual exchange, really. the Tsaritsa sees a tool she can use to one up the rest of the nations and especially Archons, and she has no qualms about you using her and the Fatui in turn. you both want something out of it, after all. whether you just want to be safe from the rest of the acolytes, or you want revenge, or whatever else..she'll give you the power to fulfill it, and she gains the strongest piece on the chessboard when all is said and done.
the best way i can describe the first meeting is "practical", i suppose. she sees an opportunity in you. the ultimate gamble. because if she "saves" you, and you dont trust anyone else because they tried to kill you, well..she holds all the cards, doesn't she?
but the Tsaritsa, imo, is just as capable of being just as fanatical towards you as anyone else. she just won't worship you as the creator. but as yourself? clawing your way back to your divine power and taking back what belongs to you? the Tsaritsa is, to me, a character who's character flourishes in long-term fics more because she changes a LOT between "just met reader" and after having been with reader for some time. she's practically apathetic at the beginning but a lot of her character, in my characterization, shines through LONG after the first meeting.
#asks#Anonymous#sagau#tsaritsa#like. am i explaining this coherently?? first meetings r GOOD and i could go on a tangent of like. first meetings w zl and make it work#but first meetings w the tsaritsa is like. you just cooked a 5 course meal. took one bite. called it a day.#so much of my characterization lies in the “after” of the first meeting#because her first meetings are generally the same. she's apathetic at best!! she does not gaf abt the creator in the SLIGHTEST#but show that you are more then the creator? that you do not cling to the title like a shield? that you do not rely on it?#youve got the worst person youve ever known ready to kill a man for you.#tsaritsa is very like. EXTREMELY hard to earn the trust of but when you do she will kill someone for you no hesitation no question#which is why she works SO WELL in villain au and imposter au!!!!!!!!!#esp if theres a fake “creator” calling you the imposter. she hates their ass and was .5 seconds from dethroning them anyway#you just made it 10x easier#also cant do just first meetings bc i am incapable of not shoving themes of love into every fic w her SORRY#tsaritsa going on a full multiple month long mental breakdown bc she is not in love with you but she would destroy everything for u..#(shes in denial)#tsaritsa and complex themes of love and what it means for the god of love to be incapable of feeling it + what it means when reader shows u#LIKE UGHHHHHH okay. i guess ill write another tsaritsa fic and put it in my vault#aka my drafts#i hold so many fics hostage there its crazy#this answered like 0 of ur questions sorry i see tsaritsa and black out and this happens#i just think first meetings dont let her character really come thru but my response got out of hand so uhhhhh everyone look away. please#putting tape over my mouth now so i shut up before this gets worse#basically tsaritsa gravitates more towards outcast reader rather then one who has already become accustomed to the adoration of the acolyte#does that make sense........#i havent slept in forever and im running on nothing but spite and dreams atp dont expect coherency when it comes 2 the tsaritsa from me#head in hands someone please stop me i keep rambling abt the tsaritsa it makes me go NUTS#lays down. explodes
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there is truly a Daffy for every occasion. i've been obsessing over Oklahoma! for the past week and wouldn't you know it, the duck already beat me to the punch. but technically i beat me to the duck beating me to the punch since i was the one who saved this panel months ago with the caption of "Daffy is a fan of Rodgers and Hammerstein's Oklahoma". turns out it is i who is a fan of Rodgers and Hammerstein's Oklahoma. i am a fan of Daffy as fan of Rodgers and Hammerstein's Oklahoma
i am also a fan of this. and i hope you are too.
#sorry i'm procrastinating and making cryptically amusing posts and by that i mean i find this very specifically amusing and to anyone else#it reads as concerning confusing babble at best#i like Daffy.#lt#i haven't even really been like formally obsessing consciously because i HAVENT EVEN FINISHED THE FILM it was on TCM and we didnt finish it#and ive been watching it on my own in bits this past week since i havent had time to sit down and watch#it'smoreso been 'every day i wake up with a new song from it stuck in my head and spend the whole day with it stuck in my head to a degree#of agony'#i also sang some songs from it in a sing and dance camp when i was a kid and so it's been fun/weird hearing songs i havent heard in over a#decade waking me up like a sleeper agent#Shirley Jones is adorable in itttttttttttttttttttttttt AND THE COLOR AND FILM DESIGN UGHHHHHH EYE CANDY!!! THE COLORS#i'm totally influenced by having readThe Noble Approach as i'm so color and value conscious now but man ughghghghgghghgh i love that big#colorful midcentury Technicolor of... films. my words running away from me#anyway fun musical
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YOU-
You're referring to him aren't you?
#SO SORRY#BUT YEAH#TAMA'S COOL THOUGH#I AM SUPERBLY HOLDING DOWN MYSELF FOR NOT DRAGGING INTO MOANA FANDOM#UGHHHHHH#BEEN LIKE 2 YEARS OF LIKING THIS CRAB#ANYWAY#YEAH#WHERE WERE YOU NOW TAMATOA FANS?!?!#YOU ARE ALL AMAZING#moana#disney moana#tamatoa#disney villains#disney
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