#like its really scary I’m genuinely really worried

[tabbytiger]

The way I have to deal with this for the rest of my life. Also the fact that this can actually damage your brain.

[nereidprinc3ss]

better late than never

in which uni student fem!reader finally shares exactly what she's been worried about with spencer

18+ for pregnancy scare warnings/tags: pregnancy scare, reader doesn't want to be pregnant, age gap (unspecified) a/n: listennn lots of you guys asked for more spence x uni reader... but u didn't specify WHAT u wanted... so now we're fantasizing about pregnancy scares because we're all what?? say it with me!! MENTALLY ILL!!!!

For the fifth time, you have to restart the paragraph you were reading. For the fifth time, it doesn’t make any sense—words strung together like clashing beads on a dancing string, blurred together by the tears you’ve been fighting all day. Anthropology is by far the easiest of the six classes you’re taking this quarter, but suddenly completing this routine assignment feels like scaling a mountain. It is, of course, nothing in comparison to the catalytic source of your immense stress. The thing you’ve been trying to ignore for nearly a week, and as a result, have become more and more obsessive about. 

A flare of rage overwhelms you and you slam your laptop shut. Then as quickly as it appeared, it dissipates, cooling to desolation as you bury your face in your hands with a sob. You hear paper shuffling from the desk where Spencer has been silently working and you try to reign in your emotions, but it’s too late. 

“Hey,” he says gently as he approaches, slowing to a stop in front of your spot on the couch. “What’s going on with you?”

You sniff, quickly brushing the tears away with trembling hands. But your voice is thick and strained when you fruitlessly attempt to lie. 

“Nothing.”

When you refuse to look up at him, he kneels down in front of you. 

“Really? This doesn’t have anything to do with why you’ve been so quiet these past few days?”

Of course, he noticed. You were a fool for thinking he wouldn’t. Finally you break, looking to him for subconscious comfort. And he’s looking up at you so earnestly, with so much genuine concern in those puppy dog eyes, that the waterworks threaten to start up all over again. Your lip quivers. 

“I can’t tell you,” you squeak. 

“That’s a really scary thing for me to hear. Do you understand why?” His voice is calm, carefully grabbing your hand and bringing to his heart. “Because I need to know if something happened to you.”

You shake your head tearfully, looking down at where you’re weakly grasping the front of his shirt. 

“‘s not like that,” comes your reedy whisper. “Nobody hurt me or anything, I just—I don’t want you to get mad at me.”

“I won’t get mad, I won’t,” he promises desperately, “right now I just want to know what I can do to make this better. I hate seeing you like this.”

A shuddering sigh forces its way out of your lungs. You suppose this is the kind of thing you probably should tell your boyfriend about, as petrifying as it may be.  

“I don’t know, I… I’ve just been freaking the fuck out because I’m worried I’m pregnant, and this would be the worst possible timing—like I know I want kids one day but I’m still in college and you’re like a real adult with an adult career and I don’t want to fuck that up for you and I know that even if I am pregnant I have choices but that’s still so scary and… and I don’t know.”

You’re expecting a long pause, punctuated by some berating and bemoaning, but it never comes. Spencer doesn’t miss a beat. 

“Honey, this is exactly the kind of thing you tell me about,” he says, voicing your earlier thoughts. And he doesn’t even sound furious. You glance up, watching his visage swim beyond your teary eyes. “I am not mad. That wouldn’t make any sense. Do you know who’s fault it would be if you accidentally got pregnant?”

“Well—"

“Mine. So if this ever happens again, please don’t keep it to yourself for so long. I won’t be mad at you for something like this, ever.”

“But… you’re not worried?”

He shakes his head slowly, looking utterly unperturbed. 

“I wouldn’t be worried either way. But no, I’m not concerned that you’re pregnant. We’re really safe. The chances of you being pregnant are essentially negligible.”

“But I’m two weeks late.”

“That can happen when you’re taking six upper level classes,” he agrees, swiping your cheek with a thumb. “You’re under a lot of stress. I’m completely unsurprised that your body is reacting to it.”

A weight like a ton of bricks is lifted from your shoulders, but doubt still lingers. 

Spencer sees the hesitation in your eyes. 

“Would it make you feel better to take a test? Just in case?”

You nod gingerly, wrapping your hand around his wrist. He takes it in both of his, kissing the back before dropping them to your lap. 

“Okay. I’ll go get a couple. But I’m confident that you have nothing to worry about, and I’m usually right about these things.”

You take another deep breath, the last of the anxiety floating away with it. He’s usually right about everything. 

“Spence?”

“Yeah,” he murmurs, brushing your palm with his thumb and looking at you with so much love in his eyes. 

“Do you maybe feel like doing my homework for me?”

He smiles. 

“Nice try. Get it done and we can go out for dinner, okay?”

“Always worth a shot,” you shrug. 

He laughs, shaking his head as he stands. 

“And the answer will always be no.”

[thehighladywrites]

ACOTAR men x reader, meeting your parents

𐙚 summary: the acotar men meet ur parents for the first time, how will it go?

𐙚 warnings: crack, fluff

𐙚 amara’s note: thank u sm for the req anon!!💗 i need cassian so bad i’m not joking 🙁 | based on this req

Rhysand

okay so in my mind there are two ways this could go

either ur parents are scared shitless bc of him or they absolutely adore him

They’re real scared if your parents live in the Hewn City and have only seen Rhysand’s bad side, you know, when he was with Amarantha and just seemed like a real jerk overall

The part where they adore him would come into play if your parents lived in Velaris and witnessed Rhysand's true self, not the facade he presents to his court, but the genuine person behind the mask

I think he would act very nonchalant and act like its a casual thing meeting your parents but he is shitting himself behind the facades

He's just really eager for your parents to like him, so he ends up accidentally over-complimenting your mom, which might make your dad a bit irked.

“Mrs. L/N, your beauty is as radiant as the stars. And your cooking is absolutely divine,” he has a hand on his heart, his famous smirk playing on his lips

“Aw, thank you so very much Rhysand, how very kind of you. I’m glad you like it!” your mom beams at him sweetly

“Alright, Rhysand, let's not get carried away,” your dad mutters, staring daggers at rhys as he gets drags your moms chair closer to him

After a while they grow to love him and your father’s distaste for him lessens

Azriel

it’s kind like rhysand’s situation, your parents score is based on how much they know about him

okay, so if ur parents know he’s the scary night court torturer and spymaster who does dangerous things for his work, he might not be very well liked. not only that but they would be genuinely worried and very scared

but if they only know he works for the high lord, i believe the chance of liking him is big

I think azriel’s calm aura when he’s with you makes him very likeable and trustworthy

Your parents see how much he cares for you, the little things he does for you and they approve

they see the small things he does, like this vid right here

Azriel is actually so fucking nervous, he stalks your parents before meeting them. He knows what your dad likes and he knows what your mom likes. Azriel brings their interests up casually in conversations and see how their faces light up

of course you know about all of this but you let him think he’s slick

Eris

Just like rhys and az, it depends on how much they know ab him.

If this is pre berons death eris, they will probably not like him bc of the way he presents himself

I still think Eris is charming and will win over your parents

He’s an expert on charming people and he uses it when he meets ur parents

he is very respectful, tho not very talkative. He speaks when spoken to basically

He gets very nervous when he is asked questions about your relationship bc if there’s one thing he loves it’s privacy

Eris is super vague, i’m talking one word answer for everything

“So how did you meet?”

“at a meeting.”

“Okay! so whats the story?”

“we fell in love.”

Absolutely melts when ur parents decide to like him bc he has never had any parental figure like him that much except for his mom and he is very happy on the inside when ur parents love him

literally thinks of ur parents as his after a while

Lucien

He is extremely well liked, like right off the bat, they love him

We all now he is prythian’s most charming male

is the type to say “wow i see where my girl gets her beauty from” to your mom and “you raised her well, she is very smart” to your dad

I swear he will flirt with anyone. your brother, your sister, your mom, your dad

he brings gift baskets whenever u visit them and it’s always personalized gifts too

your younger siblings always greet him before you bc they think he’s wayyyyy cooler than u

he just basks in the attention bc slowly ur family basically adopts him and he becomes part of the family very quickly they all love him

Goes on walks with your parents, bakes with them, talks to them, literally becomes their fav in a heartbeat making u a lil jelly

This is SO him and ur mom LINK

Cassian

awww😭 bless his heart he is so awkward

he is so adamant about being liked, he goes all out

i’m talking gets a suit, shaves and gels his hair back even though you say it’s really not that deep

sweating bullets, wings drooping a tiiiiiny amount. not noticeable to anyone but himself

anyway

cassian knocks on the door w flowers for ur mom and his hands are literally sweating

absolutely doesn’t let you touch him in a romantic way. he literally swats of your hand on his bicep, “bae, we can’t do that right here, are you crazy??” he says in ur mind, looking around to see of anyone saw that super scandalous touch

at the dinner table he almost knocks over a glass and drops a fork on the floor

his tie is too tight and he carefully tugs on it for air until you decide it’s too much and take him to your childhood bedroom

“Cas, are you okay? They love you so much, there is really no need to be this nervous.”

“Are you sure they like me? Be honest.”

“Baby, I promise you, if they didn’t, you would know. Now get rid of this tie, pop a button and relax, let me get you a drink.”

After you kiss him and get him a drink, he calms down and goes back to his normal non nervous, lovely self

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[k0yaz]

hi there ! i’ve never requested anyone before but i saw that you like taking wlw requests so i caved 😭

as a hi3 player my raiden mei obsession has extended to acheron, and i’d love to see some general dating hcs. maybe what her preferences are (even sexual preferences huhuhrheheheh), how she shows love and affection, or whatever you feel like adding!

i have a severe acheron addiction so if you suddenly get an influx of acheron asks it’s probably me 😇

acheron general dating hcs

Pairings: acheron x fem!reader

CW: sfw and nsfw, female reader, afab reader, nsfw below the second cut, one hc is angst, strap on mention, cunnilingus, face sitting, praise kink, slight mention of degradation, bondage, romantic sex, fingering, biting, slicey slicey white hair acheron yay (both in a kinky way and in a scary way), um I love tea :3

A/N: GIRL ME TOOO IM SO OBSESSED WITH ACHERON ITS ACTUALLY WILD SHES ACTUALLY MY FAV HSR CHARACTER I LOEV THIS WOMAN SM ALSO PLEASE REQUEST ACHERON I AM ENCOURAGING THIS SO HARD REQUEST A ONESHOT IF YOU CAN IM GONNA EAT THE WALL anyway sorry for that I just love acheron a little too much <3 🕯️

I’m just gonna be completely honest Acheron is such a sweetheart when you’re dating her.

She shows affection in the most random ways it’s genuinely adorable- like she’ll buy you a random piece of food from Penacony’s golden hour or something or hug you from behind while resting her chin on your shoulder with a soft hum.

Really enjoys it when you kiss her face all over, it makes her feel loved and special.

That being said I feel like she’d be a fan of the lipstick trend too.

I feel like she’d enjoy recording things on her phone instead of yours. Like whenever you guys take a selfie or record a memory, she always pulls her phone out before you can get yours. Probably cause she’ll remember them if they’re on her phone.

No worries she still forwards them to you <3

Acheron absolutely loves it when you sit in her lap or snake yourself under her arm while leaning against her side to cuddle. She’d always wrap her arm around you with a soft smile and pull you close against her.

Whenever you two are on dates, and she gets up to use the restroom, she frequently forgets where she’s going or loses her way to it. So often times, you usually tail her as a companion because she ends up doing a whole side quest lmao-

Not very talkative in your relationship, but shows her affection when she usually just stays calm and prefers to hold you in silence, leaning against your chest to remind herself that you’re here with her whenever she hears your hearbeat.

Completely random but she probably somehow accidentally caught a fish and brought it home to you. To which you just raised an eyebrow out of disappointment and confusion, but it’s ok because it’s Acheron and you love her. <3

She may not show it, but she gets really happy when you buy her peaches or something peach flavored, since it’s one of the few things she can taste :( [the way I started violently sobbing after writing this bullet]

One time when she accidentally showed you her slicey slicey form you ended up being a little terrified, and she feels awful for it. She tried so hard to make it up to you, literally bought you anything she wanted, showered you with kisses, took you out on a romantic date, almost everything.

Sometimes you have to tell Acheron to loosen her grip, since when you two sleep she hugs you WAY too tight. Like, this woman can accidentally kill someone out of affection.

she’s like a cat with a resting bitch face, but is really sweet tbh…or maybe I just love cats too much.

Smells like peaches and rainwater and you can’t change my mind, maybe a hint of cherry blossom perfume :)

Someone get her google maps I love her sm

nsfw below the cut.

Contrary to what everyone says—Acheron is NOT a top in my opinion. She’s a switch. A MASSIVE FUCKING SWITCH ‼️

Her strap game go crazy though trust

Nothing more this woman loves than digging her fingers into your thighs and parting them to eat you out like you were her last meal she would have in centuries. <3

I feel like she’d love face sitting, giving or receiving.

Screamer? Nah she groans and it sounds unbelievably hot. Like-?

A lot of people believe that she’s into degrading BUT I DONT THINK SO AHAHA I feel like she prefers praise, since she doesn’t like the idea of degrading you and making you seem like you’re less than her :(

Even if you’re into that, it takes a lot to convince her that you really want to and even then she’s super hesitant and barely even tries to degrade you. Probably switches back to praise midway since she can’t shit talk you at all. She’s too sweet for that.

Seriously into romantic sex over kinky sex, but isn’t afraid to throw in some crazy kinks every once in a while, bondage being one of her favorites.

Acheron would absolutely love it when you whisper how much you love her into her ear, and whine out how you don’t want her to leave. It makes her feel all warm and fuzzy as she reassures you she’s yours forever, and how you’re hers.

You whisper that stuff while she’s topping? Great, your legs aren’t gonna work tomorrow as she’s buried in your cunt and your moans are muffled by her lips smashed against yours. When she’s bottoming? Congrats, you made her even wetter as she’s trying to bite her lip to control the filthy groans from her throat and grinding down against your fingers or strap.

Biter. Like hold her as close as you can and she’ll bite down onto you HARD. Still licks the area in case it hurts though. Along with that, she loves it when you bite her back—she just thinks they look pretty.

I feel she’s ripped your clothing off on multiple occasions. Especially when she’s in her other form and wants to have sex with you. Afterwards or before, she apologizes and promises to buy you a brand new one.

Speaking of which she has DEFINITELY fucked you real good when she goes white hair and slicey slicey

She adores the idea of just towering over you with her hands planted beside your head, bonus points if she gets to hold your hands.

Her aftercare is immaculate mwah

Constantly checks up on you and showers you with praise and kisses wawawawawa while helping you clean up, and probably puts on a movie or something while cuddling up to you.

If you’re the one giving aftercare please hug her as tight as possible and reassure her she did good, just hold her hand with your fingers laced between hers as you promise against her skin that you’ll stay with her. Literally do it or else I’m going to eat your cupcakes omg

Falls asleep in your arms 3 out of 4 times everytime you guys have sex late at night.

I’m too gay for her it’s not even funny anymore atp

A/N: ONE, I KNEW I HAD TO WORK ON THIS AS SOON AS I SAW IT EVEN THOUGH ITS 2 AM AND I SHOULD BE ASLEEP. AND TWO, IF SOMEONE ASKS “well why is it so long 🥺🥺” BECAUSE I LOVE ACHERON SHUSH

anon I’m encouraging this behavior please request me more acheron and acheron oneshots I’m begging u I’m totally normal about her

[chunkymamatam]

honestly shifting trauma is so overlooked its crazy

I agree. Like I know not a lot of shifters want to talk about how fucked shit can get but like it gets scary out there and I feel like it’s so irresponsible to pretend it’s all glitz and glamor.

Like genuinely I feel like a lot of people don’t understand just how real it is. Like obviously it’s as real as ours but it’s a really difficult thing to fully comprehend until you’ve actually done it. I worry so much for people shifting to places like Attack on Titan. Like are you prepared to see your friends get eaten alive in front of you. “Oh I knew that they were gonna die so I’ll be fine” these are real people you’re going to be in close proximity with you’re most likely going to get attached to in some capacity and even if you’re not it’s difficult to watch people die in front of you. And that goes for anywhere with any kind of violence. In Demon Slayer I almost threw up hearing and smelling demons, humans being devoured, etc. and it’s going to stick with me forever. I might not always think about it but when I do it fucks with me. The violence I’ve been forced to commit on other people because my life was on the line in most of my DRs fucks with me too.

I feel like we should talk about it more and we just don’t and it’s really upsetting cuz now I feel like I’m crazy for being so shaken about it, or being devastated by a friend’s death. Why should I feel weird for not being over the fact I was fucking strangled. Idk it just upset me that everyone wants to act like it’s got no flaws

[ironunderstands]

I’m having some Aventio thoughts.. :3

Possessive Aventurine urghhh Aventurine who won’t let Ratio out of his sight for more than 10 minutes when they are out together out of fear, Aventurine who is terrified he will lose someone else he loves and will hold Ratio’s hand at any opportunity he gets, Aventurine who mildly and vaguely threatens anyone who so much as looks at Ratio badly…. AAAAAAAAA

Like usually I don’t enjoy the “you’re mine” kinda trope/mindset, but Aventurine has lost practically everything and everyone close to him so I can see him being extremely, well, possessive, of Ratio. However he would still obviously respect the others boundaries (especially due to his trauma), it’s just I can see him keeping Ratio as close as he possibly can.

I think that’s why I like writing fics where Aventurine is rescuing/saving/protecting/etc Ratio because he needs the ability to care for someone like that just as much as Ratio needs the ability to just let go and be vulnerable

Like Ratio already spends all his time trying to help others so having someone else do it for him is a welcome change, and Aventurine constantly has all eyes on him, so not having to be the center of attention for once is freeing..

..which is also why I probably prefer dom aven/sub ratio when it comes to nsfw/suggestive content of them. It’s more interesting than the alternatives to me because it’s a dynamic that would benefit both of them and help work out their issues in canon. Not saying it’s some magic fix it or something but yeah I think Ratio needs to give up his control sometimes and Aventurine needs to gain some. I feel like people downplay how sex can be used to explore character dynamics and I know this is kinda off course for what I usually write/talk about but I just haven’t seen anyone discuss it so I thought it was worth mentioning.

Moving onwards, I really love writing Ratio when he’s not in a normal state of mind. Drunk, injured, sleepy, a fucking owl (IM WORKING ON THE FIC THANK YOU @aurae-rori FOR HELPING ME BETA ITS AT 6.3/~10k WORDS IM GONNA TRY AND FINISH IT SOON I PROMISE), etc.

Whatever one of these you decide to inflict upon Ratio allows for some really interesting characterization to be enabled, because well, the man’s a tsundere, and it’s kinda hard for him to keep that up when he doesn’t have the capacity to. Honestly I view his tsundere-ness as being half voluntary/a choice and half just the way he is because he’s not very good at expressing his emotions or dealing with other people’s emotions.

However if I were to say, make him drunk, a good portion of that barrier breaks and Ratio’s true self gets exposed, and he nor Aventurine nor anyone really know how to deal with that. It’s so much fun to just put a character out of their element and see what they do next, and I think messing with Ratio’s mental state is the epitome of that, because now he has to confront the fact that he IS hiding parts of himself, and that’s scary (in a good way).

I also think Aventurine dealing with the fact that someone just genuinely lives him but is too afraid to really show it would be compelling. Would he blame himself? Would he dig into it and accidentally cross Ratio’s boundaries, then feel horrible about it? Would he doubt that it’s really real until it becomes transparently clear that Ratio does love him? Oh the possibilities..

Would he see Ratio being kind to someone in a similar way that Ratio is to him and get jealous? Would he worry that maybe he isn’t special to him and is just selfishly imagining everything?

They make me insane.

[enchantedabode]

Keith Kogane’s NSFW Alphabet :3

This isn’t proofread I’m sorry 💔

Tw: blood and knifeplay

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Keith definitely wipes you down with a warm cloth if you don’t wanna take a bath. If you’re in the mood for something like that he’d for sure do ANYTHING for you.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He’s a stomach guy. Flat, fupa, chubby, abs? He doesn’t give a single FUCK he’s laying on it, cumming on it, nibbling, biting, kissing, licking.

Sadly he doesn’t have a favorite body part but if he had to choose it’d be his hair. He likes how silky and nice it is, don’t ever call it a mullet he will get mad.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He will always pull out, he has a fear of children but also the idea of the child being discriminated against for being part galra. If you ever asked him to cum inside you would have to BEG for it, and even so he’d still secretly pull out. (It’s his trauma leave him be 💔)

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He’s masturbated to you in his lion on multiple occasions, I mean like it’s not like he was in space or on a mission.. he just wanted a closer relationship to you and his lion ig..

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He has the idea thanks to porn and shit but he’s never had actual sex unless it was with you. Maybe he had a fear of it idk.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

doggy style, missionary, reverse cowgirl, lotus flower, and spoon.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He’s very serious about sex, no matter what he needs to know if he’s hurting you or not. Maybe every other time you have sex he’ll giggle when he’s cumming but that’s mostly from the stimulation.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Considering they’re always running away from Zarkon and other aliens of that nature I doubt he has time to shave himself. I’m sure he’ll keep it trimmed but not a full on shave.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He’s EXTREMELY intimate and romantic during sex. He adores the idea of feeling close and romantic to you especially when it’s something like this, he wants you to feel safe in his arms….or dick..whichever you prefer ig

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He would always jack off to the thought of you before you guys started dating. Of course it was when you guys were flirting intensely and you were getting really touchy with each other. Otherwise he would’ve felt guilty..

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

I have a LOT of kinks for him but that’s for another fanfic. He’s into knifeplay, not cutting or stabbing of course but that look on your face when he puts his knife to your neck or pussy oh my god. He’s also really into blood he can’t help it’s his galra 😞. He likes seeing blood on him when you scratch or bite him but seeing you in pain and bloody is something he genuinely can’t stand. (Hypocrite 😒)

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

ONLY in his room (I’m lying). If you ever begged pleaded or sobbed he’d probably give in and do it in his lion. IF his lion was okay with it, occasionally he’d finger your behind a pod or something. He hates quickies though..

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Training. Seeing you all sweaty and panting, hands on your knees as you gasp and pant after a rough round of fighting with that SCARY ASS DUMMY. God everytime he sees you like that his body reacts on its own, the warmth in his crotch gets more intense by the second.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He will literally NEVER, share you with someone else and if you even mention something like it he’ll get defensive and all worried saying things like; “why? Do you not like me anymore? Did I do something wrong? Did you not like how fast I went last time?” You’ll have to constantly comfort him. Poor baby is so insecure he’s never been in a relationship like this before.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Oh he can sit in between your thighs for hours, sucking, licking, drooling. That shit is a whole ass 5 star meal for him. Eyes rolling back, gripping on the sheets, groaning, moaning. He doesn’t mind getting head although he can eat you up every day if you let him.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He’s usually fast but if you need him to be gentle he’ll try his best to control himself. If he gets close to cumming he needs to go faster or he’ll basically be edging himself.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He despises them with his entire being, he wants to be close and passionate with you. He needs to feel your body against his, it genuinely feels wrong to not fuck you passionately. If you really need it he’ll finger or give you head before you go on a mission or something. Same for him, he’ll allow you to jerk him off if he really needs it but most of the time he doesn’t.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Like I said earlier he likes blood and knifeplay but he doesn’t really wanna do anything other than that. I mean sure he likes the idea of learning your kinks and he’d love to try them but his kinks are pretty solid and he sticks to them.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

His normal human form he can go up to 3 on a good day. If he’s in heat (Bc he’s galra and I say so) he can go about…..too many to count but if I can put an estimate about 5-7.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He has a vibrator for you because he knows it’s hard for you to cum from just penetration alone. He’s used it on himself once and it was a mess, never again.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Oh he loves foreplay, rubbing and teasing your clit and seeing you press your thighs together trying to get as much stimulation as possible ngh~

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Yk how I said he giggles when he cums? Well he also has a high pitched moan when he cums as well. But for the most part he just grunts and mumbles sweet nothings under his breath.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Forgot to mention it but he wants to be chained/tied up and let you peg him (please he needs it)

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Idk that part galra is putting a LOT of images in my head so…normally 5 soft 5.7ish hard. In heat? 7-8 it just depends if his horny levels are high enough.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?

He can go for about 45 minutes each round but for heat (I’m sorry it’s stuck in my head) about an hour or so….each round..

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Normally he’ll wait for you to go to sleep in his arms after cleaning you up. But if he’s in heat (I’m genuinely so sorry) he’ll immediately fall asleep after while you weakly pet his hair from how hard he fucked you.

[annabethy]

39! 🥰

39. Kissing tears from the other’s face. Percy/Annabeth

New York at four AM has never felt this calm.

It’s not what this city is known for. New York is famous for its bustling streets. When people think of here, they think of the twinkling lights and the sounds of young adults living their lives to the fullest.

New York is also not known as a place to raise a family. Sure, people do it and turn out fine, but it’s different than the suburbs. There aren’t many schools in plain sight, or driveways made for building snowmen and Fourth of July fireworks. It’s just not the place that people choose to start a family, but here she is, eight months pregnant at four AM New York, finding peace in the chaos.

That’s what she’s trying to do anyway.

Annabeth isn’t sure why she’d woken up in the first place, or what had prompted her to slide out of bed away from her husband’s safe embrace. All she knows is that familiar ache in her stomach like everything is wrong. She knew she wouldn’t be getting any sleep after that, so she found herself sitting on the couch of their apartment, facing the tv but looking beyond it. She’s been like that for twenty minutes, or maybe two hours, thinking of everything and nothing at the same time. Maybe it’s more accurate to say she’s been feeling everything and nothing.

Being a demigod is a scary thing. She’d been born into this world of monsters and gods, and it was never easy, but she got used to it. Eventually, she met Percy, and for a while there, things were bad. Bad is a polite way of describing the years she’d spent thinking she was going to lose her best friend, but that’s what it had been. Then, things were better. They got married, and then she got pregnant and wound up here.

If she thought she knew fear before, then she had been wrong.

This. Bringing a baby into a world of uncertainty. That’s fear.

It’s not that Annabeth isn’t happy that they’re going to have a baby—a daughter—but she knows what she has to lose. She knows that she can try to hold her baby close, watching her grow up safe and sound, but there is going to be a point that Annabeth can’t do that anymore.

Even if it’s far in the future, there will come a day when her baby grows up. She won’t be able to protect her the way she can protect herself, and it terrifies her, so she sits here at four in the morning in silence. It’s all she can do.

People would say she’s lucky, and she knows she really is, but gaining something so valuable means gaining the possibility of losing it too.

Annabeth is content to sit there a little while longer, knowing she’ll fall asleep at some point and these worries will be reduced to nothing more than violent whispers in the back of her mind. The view of the city is already helping her breathing return to normal, and if she had been given five more minutes, she probably would’ve returned to bed, crawling into Percy’s arms pretending nothing bad can reach her there. Of course, Percy being the sweet and genuine husband that he is, could never take that long to notice her absence.

“Everything okay?”

Annabeth doesn’t turn around at the sudden voice behind her. She knows he’ll come around the couch soon enough, so instead she focuses on the sleep lacing his voice, low and gravelly, and she has the decency to feel guilty.

“Annabeth?” he prompts.

“I’m alright,” she responds lightly, but the worried frown on his face when the couch beside her dips with his weight tells her he doesn’t believe it. “You can go back to bed. I’ll be there in a minute.”

“I’ll wait,” he assures her, grabbing her face in his palm gently. It’s dark, so she doesn’t think he’s able to see her very well. It must be her voice that prompts him to tilt his head and ask, “Have you been crying?”

Annabeth’s lower lip quivers. “No.”

“Baby…”

“Percy…” she teases, but it doesn’t reach her heart.

“What’s wrong?”

“I don’t know,” she admits, just barely holding back the burning in her eyes. “I’m just…scared.”

She doesn’t elaborate, but when they’ve gone through what they have, they don’t need words to know what the other is thinking. He knows.

“There’s no reason to be scared.”

“There is,” she argues, and the first tear falls. “What if I can’t protect her?”

“You can.”

“You don’t know that. There are monsters and gods, and—not to mention the human things. There are bad people, and they could hurt her, or I could make a mistake and drop her, or—”

“You’re not going to drop her,” Percy says, laughing quietly. “Is that seriously what you’re worried about?”

“It’s up there,” she says. “What if I’m a bad mom?”

Percy laughs again and kisses her nose. “Impossible.”

“I don’t have a mom,” Annabeth points out. “How am I supposed to be one?”

“I think the fact that you’re worrying about this says something,” Percy says. “I don’t think a bad mom would care about whether she can keep her baby safe.”

Annabeth whines, sniffling back the tears that fall against her will. “Don’t make fun of me.”

“I’m not,” he promises, moving aside a strand of hair that fell in front of her face. “I’m worried that you’re feeling this way. I want to be able to help you.”

“I want to be able to help my daughter.”

“And you can,” he says, “So let me help you. Let’s go to bed, okay?”

“How is that helping me?”

“A warm bed with blankets sure sounds a lot better than sitting alone in the dark, doesn’t it?”

He is not wrong. Annabeth will allow him that.

“I don’t think you have any reason to worry. You’re not doing this alone. I’m here to look after you both, and we’ve also got my mom and our friends. Even the gods would never let anything happen to her. They owe us that.”

“Because the gods have always been good at keeping promises, right?”

“They’ll keep this one,” he assures her. “No more tears. Tomorrow, we’ll get up and make breakfast, and if you still feel like crying then, I’ll let you. But right now, let’s sleep.”

She nods, but the tears seem to keep falling anyway. Percy pulls her to her feet, hand brushing against her swollen stomach, and he presses a smile into the top of her head when she stands.

“Okay?” he asks.

“Getting there,” she replies.

“Hm. Not good enough.” And he presses his lips to hers in a soft kiss, salty and sweet. It doesn’t wipe away her worries, but it’s a start.

He pulls away for a second, green eyes staring down to hers, and then his thumb is beneath her chin, pulling her closer. His lips press to her cheek, over the tears that keep falling, and then he kisses the other. The tears don’t stop falling, but he kisses them away, a silent promise that things will be okay, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.

Percy begins to lead them down the familiar path to their bedroom, but his lips stay delicate against her skin.

One kiss to her cheek. “How are you feeling?”

“I’m okay.”

Second kiss to the other. “How about now?”

“I’m getting there…”

He kisses her properly and murmurs, “Now?”

For the first time that night, Annabeth smiles.

Things will be okay.

[lovelyyandereaddictionpoint]

I really love you're writing💞

I would really like to ask a request(if you don't mind,I hope you don't,everyone's been ignoring me😭)Obey me brothers reacting to a Mileena Mc from Mortal Kombat.If you don't know Mileena than It's ok.

Obey me brothers reacting to a maneater or femme fatale Mc with her playful,blood thirsty and powerhungry personality.

I hope I didn't bother you.Have a nice day,Ty🥰

Mileena Reader | Yandere Obey Me!

To say you're eccentric is an understatement. You brandish your sai(s) with ease, when you're not wearing the uniform your wearing your typical tight-fitting assassin attire. You often keep a mask on your face only ever revealing it when you feel your getting too attached:

“You scared of me, boys?”

Lucifer

“I’m sure you’d like it if I was.”

He’s genuinely worried 

Not about his brothers about you

He sees you often put up this act of confidence gained by scaring others or tricking them

In the rare moments he sees you, the real you, he wants the moment to last forever

“(Y/n) I love you for you.”

“Even with a face like this?”

“Especially with a face like this.”

“You’re a fool, then I could eat you alive if I willed it.”

“I’d let you.”

“Pftt whatever.”

He knows you put up a front and he doesn’t mind

But he wants the real you

So he kind of backs you up even when your crossing lines left and right

“Ahhhh Lucifer that human transfer actually tried to cut me!”

“I see.”

“Are you going to do something!” 

“It means she likes you…don’t get too cozy though.”

“Oh, Maaaammmoooonn?”

“Ahhhhhh.”

Mammon

“I-I am not!”

He’s certainly not lying

But he is the first to go from running from you to shyly turning on his back for you

Scary and loving are closer than you’d think for the avatar of greed

He knows you play him like a fiddle

Changing your playful voice to something warmer when you cuddle into him

Before switching back to your playful side again

“Now come on Mammon don’t you want this amulet? It's worth what again?”

“I-its priceless! A-a fashion time-piece that is going to sell for thousands no millions.”

“Then. Come. And. Get. It.”

“B-but you p-put it in your–next to your–”

“Are you rejecting my offer?”

“No! I’m coming!”

He’s the puppy you love to chase around and pulling on his leash is a part of the fun

Even when you reveal your face he’s not as phased as you’d hope

“Eh, I’ve seen worse.”

Take that as you will but he’s fighting anyone with something to say

“Oi. Don’t you dare talk about my human! If you do it’ll cost you.”

Leviathan

“Y-yes b-but will you do that voice of that character I like?”

Similar to Mammon you scare him and make him feel amazing

Somehow you show up in his room when he’s locked the door

Laying in his tub/bed when he goes to end the day

But he loves it more than he’d like to admit when you do step on him

Or tease him

You remind of a character from a battle game he plays

A Scarleena from Immortal Combat

“I’ve never heard of such a thing…are you enamored by her?”

“Well duh, I wouldn’t have bought her limited edition figurine model if I wasn’t.”

“Then do you like her more than me?”

“Uh-uh n-n-no. Y-your hands–ack–t-touching me!”

“Good. I was starting to think you would have hated me. Won’t you show me how much you care?”

“O-okay! Y-yes!”

He’s not as reliant on you as Mammon but he still relays how he feels about you when you play

“You look just like that character!”

“Levi.”

“Sorry, b-but I still think you are pretty…for a real-life, anyway.”

“Ara ara and I thought you were only into 2-D?”

*blushing fiercely* “W-well I can make an exception…only cause it's you.”

Satan

“Hardly.”

He’s intrigued by you

He’s not on the run from you but he certainly doesn’t understand you at first

You are his newest investigation

“So you're interested in knowing about me?”

“Yes. Any siblings?”

“Ugh yes, but I’d sooner kill her than see her again.”

“Well, we might have more in common than I originally thought.”

He’s right your help in his pranks against his brother is greatly appreciated

And he finds himself smitten when he sees you past your playful power-hungry actions

“(Y/n)...did you truly think I’d no longer be interested in you after seeing your face?”

“It’s not a bizarre thought, for you.”

“Then you must not know me well enough, dear.”

“Oh? Are you doubting that I know who I’m speaking to?”

“No. I’m doubting how thoroughly you investigated. Especially with a subject as willing as I.”

“Then don’t mind if I do.”

“Go ahead. I promise to be gentle.”

Asmodeus

“Oya? I’ll be really scared if you pin me now!” 

So dramatic it almost throws you off 

But on the best of days you both keep each other on your toes

“Promiscuous as always, Asmodeus?”

“You know it, darling! Now about showing me what’s under that mask…”

“Didn’t I tell you? I’d eat you if you saw.”

“But that’s exactly what I want!”

“I think there's been a misunderstanding.”

Now unlike the others who either don’t care or don’t mind Asmodeus does

“Oh…oh…my that is awfully….gnarly.”

“See. Now that you’ve seen I will–”

“Now hold on, don’t misunderstand you will always be pretty because it's you….but we need to figure out how kissing is going to work…hmm.”

“I see no reason to discuss something so pointless.”

“Nonsense, it should probably be fine if we stole the pair from that one model…it’d be convenient for the upcoming make-up launch.”

“Violence?”

“Yup!”

Beelzebub

*Munch Munch* “Huh? Did you say something?’

The answer is no

You can threaten him all you like or try to seduce him but he’s not budging 

“You’d do best not to hold me if you don’t want to have a chunk eaten off of you!”

“If that's what it takes to make you eat then so be it.”

“Stubborn, I’ll tolerate it if you can defeat me.”

“You want to fight? Fine but you have to eat first it's not healthy to do lots of exerting yourself without eating.”

“Grrrrr I’ll gut you for your incompetence!”

*Shifts to demon form* “If you're going to refuse me I will use force.”

You two don’t really get on the same level on your own 

Someone (Belphegor) has to mediate so you can clear up the misunderstanding

Its a wonder how you two still end up clashing at least on your end anyway

No one knows if he’s really seeing you or just putting his own thoughts on you

“So that's why you weren’t eating around me. Don’t do that again, I was worried.”

“Worried? For me? Best be careful your sentimentality may lead to your doom.”

“If it's really embarrassing for you we can eat away from everyone, I’m sure Lucifer won’t mind.”

“Are you deaf?”

“Nope but if you do have a taste for demons we can take a trip to the slums.”

Belphegor

“Only as scared as you are of me.”

“That would be none.”

“Good.”

You so easily affirm his dislike for humans

But more than he likes to admit he enjoys it every time

And so he fights with himself about what it is he likes about fighting you

The actual fighting or you

It turns out to be the latter as he finds himself waking with anger when you're antagonizing some other demon

“Don’t do that again.”

“What? Leave your side when you slumber? What am I? Your teddy bear?”

“Heh might as well be with how much I think about you.”

“What’s that? Are you admitting a surrender to your teddy bear?”

“Hah never!” 

To the naked eye, your relationship makes no sense 

but it doesn’t matter 

not to him at least

All that matters is that when he sleeps that your in arms-length

“From this point on, you're my human. *Yawn* So no picking fights without me.”

“And who are you to demand this of me?”

“Your demon Belphegor.”

[definitelynotshouting]

Hello I’m here!!

Raaah I meant to talk about the latest chapter sooner but I kept forgetting :,))

But anyway! This chapter really hit home for me and I really resonate with Grian, and I feel so SO scared for him at the same time. The idea that he’s so dead set on hurting himself so badly and mumbo has no idea - along with the rest of the hermits - is very scary, and very effective.

And the fact that they’ve already witnessed him trying to hurt himself in such a way and they’re all trying to cope with that is so. It’s so good. The way you show how each person is dealing with Grian’s attempt is so good because you’re showing them all experiencing different forms of grief.

Mumbo yelled because he was afraid. Tango is trying to help Grian any time he can. Scar is trying to make him laugh. X is dead set on finding a way to save him. Pearl is upset with him. It’s such a good way of showing that grief can manifest in so many different ways, and no one is perfect- they do things like yell because they’re scared, or overstep because they want to help. No one prepares you for grief, and you do an amazing job of showing that.

I can’t express how badly I want to hold Grian’s hand. To me he feels like such a lost soul that feels there’s no hope for him. I have so much sympathy for this depiction of him.

It feels so.. “doomsday” to me?? If that makes sense? The way Grian talks about wanting to go outside and experience the sun and the grass and the sky for one last time before he leaves for good. I feel the bittersweet feeling he must be feeling; not wanting to hurt his friends’ feelings but simultaneously feeling like there’s no other option for him and he just has to do this, so he wants to have a good last day.

It pains my heart so much but in a good way- this is all extremely /pos I cannot express that enough. I think it’s so impressive that you’re able to capture such intense feelings through writing- that’s seriously incredible and if what I’m feeling when reading your story is what you’re after; you’re doing an amazing job!

Ok, I don’t want to overwhelm you so I’ll stop there- but needless to say I’m super excited to see where this story goes and I hope you’re doing well <3

- binge reader

BINGER READER ANON MY HEART....... ohhh this is such a sweet ask and im so unwell abt it /pos

Words cannot express how happy i am that you're resonating so hard with my fic 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i feel so honored to be touching people's lives with this, i literally dont know how to articulate how much messages like these mean to me. And im just!!!! So pleased that you like what im doing with all these varying depictions of grief!!! From the start i truly wanted to explore different reactions and what i felt these characters would do when placed in such a fraught and urgent situation, and im indescribably glad im hitting the mark on what ive been aiming for.

Its been really enriching for me to explore all these myriad reactions to grief; i remember when i first wrote Mumbo in chapter 3, i was a bit worried about the potential reception-- but it felt so right to let him express his fear through anger. And with Pearl, ive loved taking a deep dive into her own fear and trauma and letting it play out in front of Grian during this situation. Literally everyone is so fun to dive into for all the reasons you've said-- Tango is in fix-it mode, Xisuma is pinning all his efforts on one desperate hope, and Scar is deflecting and trying to buy as much time as possible just to keep Grian alive a little longer. Their various reactions are so important to me, especially in how, like you said, nothing truly prepares you for grief-- and it often manifests in unconventional ways. Its been a real treat to depict that, and its something that i feel has some overlooked merit in the emotional realism department that im glad im able to bring to the table

Im truly so touched by this commentary, so don't worry about overwhelming me!!! Im just so genuinely happy people are getting so much out of my writing, its all ive wanted for such a long time, and finally being able to really reach people with it is a dream come true❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[cerayanay]

been watching your gender posts since you first saw isttvg, how’s the gender going btw?

lol sitting in the theater for my 5th watch of ‘I Saw the TV Glow’ and It’s been going well! I’m not sure what label I’d give myself, if I were to ever give myself one, but I’m experimenting with things that make me happy.

I realized I hated half my clothes and they made me uncomfortable but I still wore them for the sake of being attractive and feminine. Its kind of like my whole life I had seen myself from 3rd person POV, like how I looked and how others saw me, and now I’m in 1st person about how I FEEL in my own skin.

So I started dressing in comfortable clothes, not worrying about making them feminine. Stopped shaving, stopped wearing makeup, stopped wearing tight pants, stopped trying with skirts, all things I really fucking hate but still did. I also know I want some day top surgery. I’ve always hated my chest but thought ‘just deal’. Besides, everyone always says I have great tits, so I should be thankful right? No, I’m not. I hate them.

It’s also helped me socially. Expectations of friendships and how female/male friendships go have gotten way better. I have a lot of male coworkers and friends, and I stopped viewing myself as a complete ‘other’ in those groups. And there’s ALWAYS been that fear of male friends falling in love with me. Now that it’s clear that neither of us are attracted to the other there’s no question of it. I feel like I can form genuine friendships. My closest circles are all cis women and they have been nothing but absolutely supportive. I’ve gotten so comfortable with myself and navigating these relationships people have noticed and said I seem happier.

ON TOP OF THAT i am navigating my romantic relationships and future better. I realized i don’t want what I thought would be a good life, like someone’s wife and kids and nuclear family. So I’ve stopped seriously dating all together. I was dating people that could provide that life, and would ghost them or break it off super early because I was subconsciously getting scared about making that future I didn’t want a reality. I feel much more hopeful about my future.

So I’m hesitant to say I’m trans, butch, nb, cis or anything. I’ve thought it over, and don’t want to label myself just yet, cuz I’m afraid I’ll just got from one set of expectations and arbitrary rules to another.

But overall I’m a lot happier. It’s only been about a month and it’s been weird realizing I’ve been living unhappily, and dressing way more masc + wearing a binder and just expressing myself in public is scary, and I really am shocked that after all my queerness and after all the other societal norms I’ve broken, I haven’t challenged my gender until 26 years old.

But it’s okay.

There is still time

[upsidedownwithsteve]

Okay so! I had a date with a guy from Bumble last Saturday and we had a coffee & it was all fun and games & he was kinda cute and then we went to a park and it was kind of busy but we ended op full on snogging on the grass, oops. Anyway my prev relationships have been with girls so guy territory is genuinely completely new to me bc guys scared me for the longest time but now he’s asked me if I’m free later this week to meet at his house which is ?!?!?!? exciting but also a bit scary bc babe…. idk how all that works?? I’m NOT here to get into the nitty gritty of it all bc that’s weird and I know it’ll all be fine in the moment bc that’s how it went with my exes but I guess the question is how do I not freak myself out of this fun & hot & exciting date bc of its unfamiliar territory lol

that is fun and exciting! and honestly, make sure you feel safe and comfortable- that’s the most important thing! always share your location/tell someone you trust the address of where you are and make sure you’re able to leave whenever you feel like it babe.

in regards to not freaking out, it’s kind of a difficult one! does it sound silly if I say that’s all part of the experience? 😅 I think when you really like someone it’s nice to feel those nerves and jitters before hand, as awful as I know they can sometimes be. but when it comes to this early on in the dating timeline, there’s no pressure for things! take it slow, take it at your own pace and have fun! whether that’s getting to know him and looking for a serious relationship or having some fun fun 👹

I think if you’re worried about what he’s wanting out of you coming to his, drop him a message and ask! ask if you can bring food, snacks, is he planning dinner, what’s his favourite movie, has he seen ‘xyz’ on netflix etc. it’ll give you a better idea of what the vibe is!

I don’t have much experience in dating girls, but I can promise you one thing - men are so much simpler.

he’ll be just as nervous as you! it’s all new to both of you and probably over the moon that you’ve agreed to a second date. have fun and stay safe! 🧡

[somesecretpie]

hello! sorry to bother you with this out of nowhere, but do you think ocd might come with auditory hallucinations, seeing trippy stuff when you close your eyes, daily sleep paralysis and stuff of the like? im basically living in a constant state of fear but there are no compulsions to speak of so i had ruled ocd out, but your comic just shed one hell of a light on my current state of affairs. thank you very much, and once again im sorry for this - its just that i really dont have anything else to turn to lol

Hi there,

I’m sorry you are going through this right now. I’m not really an authority on mental health I am just a goober who made a comic and this is mostly a comic blog. But I’m going to try and give you some relevant information anyway:

A frequent obsession a lot of people with OCD can have is their own mental health. “Am I psychotic?” Is a big fear that can lead to someone overanalyzing their experiences and worrying that blurry things they see in their periphery, stuff they aren’t sure they heard, static patterns when they close their eyes, and sleep paralysis are signs of psychosis. The “compulsion” to ease the anxiety of possibly being psychotic might be reading over lists of different mental illnesses to make sure you don’t have one or repeatedly “checking” to see if things are real. And that repeated checking might cause a fear cycle.

But this could also be genuine psychosis. Having hallucinations is pretty scary and could easily explain the fear. But I want you to know that being psychotic is not the end of the world that media and culture often makes it out to be. Many of my homies have hallucinations and various psychotic disorders and they live relatively normal lives. It can be rough, but like OCD, there’s many things you can do to help manage psychosis-causing mental illness.

I don’t know if you have OCD. Maybe you do. Maybe you have a different mental illness. It is also entirely possible (and common) to have both OCD AND other mental illnesses.

I would seriously recommend seeking professional help, if you are able. I know it can be really scary, but I promise they aren’t going to lock you away and your life isn’t going to be over if they diagnose you with something. You can better learn how to cope and treat yourself if you figure out what is wrong, and when you are scared and full of doubt, it can be hard to do that alone. Attempting to self-diagnose, when you have anxiety, can easily send you spiraling.

[journeyintofiction]

hey can u do another shuri x reader where the reader has an ed and shuri doesn't notice it at first because of being in the lab so much but finally does when it gets really bad. its okay if you're not okay with writing about this topic I've just been struggling with mine rn.

TRIGGER WARNING: this fic will discuss an eating disorder, not in depth but still can be very hard to read, so if this is triggering please, please, please do not read! Your mental health comes first so feel free to pass on this one :) I am writing this purely from my own experiences and everyone's experience is different and valid. 

To the anon: I am so sorry you have been struggling recently :( just know that you, your thoughts, and your feelings are 100% valid!

Word count: 0.8k

Happy reading :)

It's been 13 days.

Shuri has been in the lab consistently for 19 hours a day for 13 days in a row. I know realistically this is her way of coping with grief and coming to terms with her brothers and mothers death. But I can’t help but feel forgotten and cast aside during her mourning period.

“Will you be joining us for breakfast Ms.Y/N?”

I turn to the door of my room and see Aneka and Ayo looking in my direction with curiosity and thinly veiled concern.

I shake my head and give them a brittle smile, “No not this morning, I went on a walk earlier and got some fruits afterward.”

They look at me for a second then nod and say, “As you wish.”

I knew they were concerned, to be honest, everyone was worried about me and it was obvious in the way they looked at me. I knew that I was restricting myself again even though I consciously knew I shouldn't. Shuri was a big help in getting me to recover from my eating disorder, she made sure I ate, got the right balance in food, and always fostered a positive environment around food. Since she was in the lab 24/7 now, I started to relapse and go back to my way of thinking. Between the stress of everything I just started to eat less and less partly because I didn’t think I deserved to eat without her.

I sigh and get up to tidy my room a bit before I decide to try and go to the lab, which she locked me out of earlier in the week. I think that's what triggered me into a downward spiral, the denial of my presence hurt deeply. It may not have been done with malice, but it was excruciatingly painful nonetheless. As I fold up some clothes I look at myself in the mirror and I’m genuinely taken aback by the person staring back at me. I didn’t realize that not eating consistently and in good quantities would take effect so fast but it was scary. My face looked thinner, I looked paler than usual, and I had dark circles under my eyes that seemed pronounced.

I move from the mirror on the verge of tears because I can’t stand to see myself so I quickly finish tidying up and move to the door and open it. I see two Doras stationed outside my door who look at me with concern and I just muster up my best smile and say hello before moving down the hallway.

I reach the lab doors and attempt to open them to no avail and with a huff, I call out, “Griot?”

“Yes Ms.Y/N?”

“Can you tell Shuri I would like to see her as it is urgent?”

I wait expecting a reply from Griot, but to my surprise, Shuri herself opens the doors to the lab. She waves me in and I take a moment to examine her, she looks sad and tired but otherwise healthy. When I get into her area of the lab and sit down she turns to fully look at me and she frowns deeply. I see Okoye and Nakia are one room over and the only thing separating us is the soundproof glass. They smile and nod to me before turning their backs to give us privacy, at least the glass was soundproof so they wouldn’t hear the extent of our conversation.

I look back at Shuri and she looks upset but before I can speak she says, “Have I done this to you?”

I take note of the pained expression she wears and the sadness in her voice as if it physically pains her to see my slowly relapsing. I bite my lip and say, “I’m not going to lie, you are partly the reason but the majority of the fault lies with me.”

She looks pained and just nods then asks, “do you…eat enough?”

I know this is her way of asking if I eat three times a day and snack in between while also trying to not trigger me. I decide to be honest and shake my head and hear her sharply inhale before gently taking my hands in hers.

She pulls me into a hug, “I’m sorry my love.”

I shake my head, “Don’t be sorry, you were grieving and you still are.”

She stops me and looks dumbfounded for a moment, “That doesn’t mean I have an excuse to stop caring for those I love.”

I just nod, “Please, just don’t shut me out of the beautiful head of your Shuri.”

She takes a deep breath and looks into my eyes, “ We will get better together, right?”

I smile and nod, “Yes, together.”

A/N: Hello wonderful people! If you made it to the end, thank you as I know this is an exceptionally heavy topic to discuss and write about. Again this was written from my own personal experience and I wasn’t super explicit because I don’t want to trigger anyone! As always my requests are open :) 

[hellotakeaseat]

my first impressions of the live action one piece series

EPISODE 1—-

I’m screaming I’m crying I was actually smiling so hard while watching this, THIS EPISODE IS SO GOOD. -the costuming is genuinely amazing they captured the designs of the characters so well. When the series was announced I was worried the charm and well … just the one pieceness of the characters would not translate well to live action, but they NAILED everything. The costuming, the casting, THE SET DESIGN?!?! it’s so so so detailed and fantastical. This episode was a joy to look at, there are so many small details, like the pink shrapnel that explode out of alvidas cannonballs and the giant paintings and statues in captain Morgan’s office. Its always so bustling and full of life and it really brings the feeling of the anime to the show. - Iñaki is a joy, he is the perfect luffy. He makes me smile every time he is on screen. all of the cast is just perfect, there is not a single character who doesn’t whole heartily feel like them selves - buggy is terrifying HOW DID THEY MAKE BUGGY SCARY??? this is such an amazing first intro I’m so excited to see more of him

-I love how they weren’t afraid to change up the plot a bit— it’s the perfect mix of staying true to the story and putting their own spin on things. I’m hoping that they use this to better manage the pacing as this series had a shorter watch time than the first 30 eps (which I assume is going to be what they are adapting)

-shanks is wet rat energy love to see him again like this.

-Scottish garp makes so much sense. Idk why he is so spooked in this episode, maybe he’s worried about luffy?

-PURU PURU. PURU PURU. TRANSPONDER SNAILS ARE HERE AND THEY ARE AMAZING. I WOULD DIE FOR GARPS SNAIL

[aubreysheadspace]

Hello, anon who asked for Platonic Aubrey here again (or the 🗿 emoji, I’ve decided.) I really loved those Hc’s, it was very wholesome! Is it ok if I ask for one where the same reader meet’s Kel again, someone they once feared somewhat due to his chaotic energy while younger, but then learning of his maturity and then being friends with him once again? (maybe even trying to have Kel and Aubrey bond once again!)

Maybe reader can also learn how to cook with Hero too, (specifically Ramen, Mushroom soup and stuffed cabbage’s.) so that they can share their food with the Hooligans and Aubrey, though I’m a little worried if I’m asking too much, if so sorry.

KEL (AND A PINCH OF HERO) WITH THE SAME READER WHO JOINED THE HOOLIGANS WITH AUBREY

heres part 1 for anyone to get the context! here’s part three for the continuation!

(i could come up with a better title but WHATEVS!!) OFC its not too much! I don’t mind at all, your ideas are detailed and I love it! and welcome to the anon list, 🗿 anon!~ congrats on being the first anon here and hope u enjoy!

meeting KEL for the first time in 4 years was.. an experience

especially since AUBREY was right next to you, and it was clear from talking to her problems about you (if you let her, if not then you’re clueless as to why she hates KEL) that this wasn’t going to be a.. pleasant experience

"hey wait.. hold on a minute.. [READER]? is that you?" a familiar voice spoke out your name, and you could turn around and see that it was the one and only KEL.

AUBREY noticed and turned around as well, she then realizes who it is and rolled her eyes. she immediately takes a foot and puts it on her scooter, getting ready to leave as she spoke, "eugh, come on [READER].. let’s go."

"wh— wha-? hey wait a sec, AUBREY! at least let me talk to them first!" KEL immediately raised his voice up a tiny bit, clearly taken aback and a bit ANGRY by AUBREY trying to leave and take you with her. "no way, we got better places to be. scram, KEL."

AUBREY was still protective of you, she also remembered back then that you were a little frightened by KEL due to his outgoing yet chaotic nature

surprisingly, KEL had no idea you genuinely feared him back then.. he always thought he scared you away because he smelled bad or something

"hey, hey, hey [READER!]" a loud voice called out to you, which made you jolt in surprise. then you looked behind you and saw.. KEL running up to you. once he catches up, he gives you his usual toothy grin.. only one of his teeth missing.

"[READER], [READER]! you wanna come over with me to the playground so we can play ball? it’ll be fun, promise!" KEL had requested, completely oblivious to your trembling figure. you didn’t dislike KEL, he just.. scared you because of how chaotic he could be, how outgoing and loud he could be.

absolutely anxious and frightened, your instincts tell you to just run away, so.. you did. you ran far away from the boy who freaked you out a bit, even if he didn’t mean to. KEL was taken aback, then looking at his armpits and sniffed them.

"huh? did i smell bad or something to them?"

back to present day, as AUBREY was practically dragging you away from KEL.. you didn’t have the heart to tell her that you didn’t really wanna leave, and maybe you’d like to reconnect with KEL

hanging out with AUBREY again gave you a bit more bravery, so you wanted to use the little courage you had to try and apologize to KEL for always running away from him when you both were younger

maybe you’d actually become friends again if AUBREY wasn’t present with you

so once you and KEL finally catch up and you explain the whole "running away from him", he lets out a calmer laugh

he was glad you didn’t really hate him or anything back then,

and you start to notice how mature he’s gotten over 4 years, and how he didn’t really question that you were scared of him because of how chaotic he was back then.. he respects it since he knew you a bit shy

"wow.. i was SCARY to you, [READER]? dang, i mean.. i guess i must’ve been a bit intimidating to someone like you now that i think about it!" KEL laughs it off a bit, and you gave him a small smile.

"uh.. yeah, a bit! i got to nervous to say anything or do anything with you, sorry about that." you apologized, earning a head shake from KEL. "no worries! i’m just glad we can friends again like old times! or.. maybe without you running away again, hehe.."

KEL gives you a sheepish smile, and you stifled a tiny laugh at his joke. "i promise, i’m not really scared of you anymore!"

KEL would then ask why you were hanging out with AUBREY, even though she’s changed into a bully. you immediately tell him that she’s not really a bully, and that she’s just mad at you guys for moving on from MARI way too fast. i mean, you were a bit upset at them as well from AUBREY.. but you weren’t going to tell him that

KEL lets out an "oohhhhh.." after understanding. he then apologizes because he should’ve at least been there for you and AUBREY since he was quick to move on, but he does also tell you that HERO, SUNNY and BASIL were actually really hurt deep down too. i mean, he saw HERO at his worst himself.

after talking up about the misunderstandings, you eventually decided to help AUBREY and try to reconnect with KEL and HERO again!

…

it’s going to be a bit difficult.

but thankfully HERO was visiting so he could help you as well!

of course you two catch up first and reconnected quite easily actually, you never really held a grudge against HERO since deep down you knew he wouldn’t have moved on from MARI quickly according to AUBREY

"it’s really great to see you again, [READER]! man, you’ve grown a bit taller since the last time we met!" HERO complimented you, as you gave him a small smile in return. "not to mention, you’re a little less shy! that’s great, i’m proud of you!"

so when it was time to rekindle some of the friend groups’s relationships, you felt really nervous about it

like.. REALLY nervous

but you kept telling yourself that this is all for MARI’s sake, even though AUBREY kept saying that MARI is dead and it didn’t matter.. but you knew she doesn’t mean that at all

at first, AUBREY didn’t want to listen. she didn’t want KEL and HERO suddenly showing up in her life again

she was also a bit frustrated at you too

but eventually after HERO’s talking, KEL’s stubbornness, and YOU trying to make her reasonable, AUBREY finally breaks down into tears

"AUBREY, listen.. we’re all incredibly sorry that it seemed like we moved on too fast. but- you know us, we would never abandon MARI like that.." HERO spoke in a gentle and tendered manner, KEL following up with-

"yeah.. and even though i moved on way too quickly, i should’ve been there for you, BASIL, SUNNY, and [READER].. instead, i just got new friends and hoped that everything would get better." KEL said with a guilty tone, before trying to stifle a laugh and slightly joke about it. "hehe, man.. i’m such a crummy friend."

then finally, without even thinking, you gently wrap your hands around AUBREY’s jacket sleeves and her arms. you spoke calmly to her as well, trying to make her to be reasonable instead of taking out her anger on them. "AUBREY.. i’m really thankful that you were there for me when i needed you most, now.. i think it’s time i— no.. we do the same for you. so please, please forgive them again.. you know they wouldn’t mean to leave us and abandon us like that.."

you could hear a few sniffles from AUBREY as she hangs her head low, you felt a bit guilty putting all his pressure and or attention onto her. she then collapsed to her knees, and you joined her. she then starts to sob her entire heart out, just like she did during her funeral 4 years ago.

..group hug!

so, after the four of you finally made up, you and AUBREY decided to hang out at KEL and HERO’s place

since uh, both you and AUBREY’s home situations were a bit.. cruel. but of course HERO and KEL agreed to it.

in fact, HERO would try and spend time with you and AUBREY more by teaching you two how to cook a few things

yeah, he roped AUBREY into this.. she groans a bit before joining in

HERO would teach you both a few cooking ideas just in case you guys were starving at your home.

HERO dislikes instant RAMEN, and would instead teach you both the actual way. he’d also teach you both MUSHROOM SOUP and STUFFED CABBAGE’s.

in the end, it tasted pretty good and now both you and AUBREY know a few more cooking options. you guys could even cook together for the HOOLIGANS! they’d love it 100% percent.