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Iām having some Aventio thoughts.. :3
Possessive Aventurine urghhh Aventurine who wonāt let Ratio out of his sight for more than 10 minutes when they are out together out of fear, Aventurine who is terrified he will lose someone else he loves and will hold Ratioās hand at any opportunity he gets, Aventurine who mildly and vaguely threatens anyone who so much as looks at Ratio badlyā¦. AAAAAAAAA
Like usually I donāt enjoy the āyouāre mineā kinda trope/mindset, but Aventurine has lost practically everything and everyone close to him so I can see him being extremely, well, possessive, of Ratio. However he would still obviously respect the others boundaries (especially due to his trauma), itās just I can see him keeping Ratio as close as he possibly can.
I think thatās why I like writing fics where Aventurine is rescuing/saving/protecting/etc Ratio because he needs the ability to care for someone like that just as much as Ratio needs the ability to just let go and be vulnerable
Like Ratio already spends all his time trying to help others so having someone else do it for him is a welcome change, and Aventurine constantly has all eyes on him, so not having to be the center of attention for once is freeing..
..which is also why I probably prefer dom aven/sub ratio when it comes to nsfw/suggestive content of them. Itās more interesting than the alternatives to me because itās a dynamic that would benefit both of them and help work out their issues in canon. Not saying itās some magic fix it or something but yeah I think Ratio needs to give up his control sometimes and Aventurine needs to gain some. I feel like people downplay how sex can be used to explore character dynamics and I know this is kinda off course for what I usually write/talk about but I just havenāt seen anyone discuss it so I thought it was worth mentioning.
Moving onwards, I really love writing Ratio when heās not in a normal state of mind. Drunk, injured, sleepy, a fucking owl (IM WORKING ON THE FIC THANK YOU @aurae-rori FOR HELPING ME BETA ITS AT 6.3/~10k WORDS IM GONNA TRY AND FINISH IT SOON I PROMISE), etc.
Whatever one of these you decide to inflict upon Ratio allows for some really interesting characterization to be enabled, because well, the manās a tsundere, and itās kinda hard for him to keep that up when he doesnāt have the capacity to. Honestly I view his tsundere-ness as being half voluntary/a choice and half just the way he is because heās not very good at expressing his emotions or dealing with other peopleās emotions.
However if I were to say, make him drunk, a good portion of that barrier breaks and Ratioās true self gets exposed, and he nor Aventurine nor anyone really know how to deal with that. Itās so much fun to just put a character out of their element and see what they do next, and I think messing with Ratioās mental state is the epitome of that, because now he has to confront the fact that he IS hiding parts of himself, and thatās scary (in a good way).
I also think Aventurine dealing with the fact that someone just genuinely lives him but is too afraid to really show it would be compelling. Would he blame himself? Would he dig into it and accidentally cross Ratioās boundaries, then feel horrible about it? Would he doubt that itās really real until it becomes transparently clear that Ratio does love him? Oh the possibilities..
Would he see Ratio being kind to someone in a similar way that Ratio is to him and get jealous? Would he worry that maybe he isnāt special to him and is just selfishly imagining everything?
They make me insane.
#honkai star rail#hsr#dr ratio#aventurine#aventio#ratiorine#raturine#suggestive#only a lil tho#the brainrot is real#one day ill write a fic where ratio temporarily relinquishes all his control to aven and lets him do whatever he wants#One day#someone write it for me š#it would be good for both of them I promise
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you š„° š ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewisšš„¹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!šš )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEMšš©š#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision laterš¤· LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFERš¤ŗš¤ŗš¤ŗ#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celesteš„¹š„¹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAWšš#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clorašš#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!šš#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: āSebastian hesitated; if this was Cloraās last gift to him he wasnāt sure he wanted it.ā#šššITS SO GOOD UGHHHHHš TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESEšIM SO TOUCHEDDDšš
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They're so royal family coded
Like its giving royal tour of the empire
#lestappen#charles leclerc#max verstappen#formula 1#pls someone write this#i beg š#anyway#this gp and canada dont actually exist ä¹(ć)ć#without lestappen what even is formula 1#me asking the real questions here#anyway pls bring lestappen back š#i miss the homoeroticism#and its austria next
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I genuinely hope we see Teru visibly get more clingy with Kou after this-
Getting anxious and stressed not seeing him-
Getting panicked when he hasn't seen him in awhile and no one can find him-
Getting anxious not being able to be around him-
And being very protective and trying to keep him around him more-
I would love to see it bc it would be really interesting and cool to see this actually affect his character and his relationship with Kou-
I think Kou would understand why his brother would be so clingy with him if he knew what happened tho if he didn't he would probably be confused bc even tho Teru IS protective and a little clingy I feel like it would definitely get a little overbearing after what happened bc Teru would be scared to lose Kou again and doesn't NOT wanna be there if he's in danger-
It could also make way for another possible minamoto fight where Teru breaks down about how he can't fail and lose him again-
Idk I think it would be very interesting bc I was really sad that we didn't see what happened to Teru in the Far Shore affect him and Kou more- so I REALLY wanna see the affects of this on Teru's character and even possibly Kou as well
#someone write a fan fic about this and my life is YOURSššš#tag me plzš„ŗ#sighhh traumatized Teru is my favorite Teru#tbhk#jshk#toilet bound hanako kun#hanako kun#teru#teru minamoto#kou#kou minamoto#tbhk teru minamoto#tbhk teru#tbhk kou#tbhk kou minamoto#jshk teru#jshk kou#minamoto#tbhk minamoto
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Batfam sick days
Dick had gotten the Spanish flu at like 12 and almost died. It was definitely an experience that no one involved wants to think about ever again. 0/10, no stars, would not recommend
Jason had the bubonic plague at 13ish - gave it to Dick - and both had genuinely almost died. Like the doctors had to pull Bruce aside and was like āmaybe we shouldā¦ā and everything before Bruce growled and willed them to be better
Tim once got sick and with a sickness that never existed before he got it - no one knows HOW he got it (not even himself) and spread it out to the rest of the kids on purpose by accident
(Like irl, if one kid is sick, ALL kids are sick. āIf Iām going down, Iām taking you with me, you hippo fucker.ā)
Cass doesnāt get sick for other than a rare runny nose/cough if you count allergies - though, she did have chickenpox once. She had to have the sitcom āoven mittā jail
Steph gets sick once a year, same month, same week, same day, all the way done to the second, like clock work. She WILL be dramatic as fuck about it even though itās just a common cold
Damian gets sick every now and then because he wasnāt around the amount of people with the league than he is now with elementary/middle so he has new germs etc
Duke gets sick rarely and when he does, itās BAD. Like hospitals and shit bad. Only because his temp gets to the 100s, not because heās dramatic enough to have one of the PLAGUES (side eyes Dick and Jason)
Bruce gets sick on purpose. He needs to make sure his immune system is constantly up to date. He even has it marked on a calendar a month in advance āsorry - will be sickā
Alfred doesnāt get sick. Heās not human. His a weird ancient god that soul bonded with Martha and Thomas and now watches over the bats because they are an extension of his bonds
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Martha doesnāt get sick - but only because she says no to the virus and walks away
Thomas will basically kneel over randomly and become sick because Martha said no
#thomas āI shall be sick for you my loveā Wayne#Martha āsure I guessā Wayne#batman family#batfamily#batfam#Batman#Bruce Wayne#alfred pennyworth#duke thomas#Damian Wayne#dick Grayson#Jason Todd#Tim Drake#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#martha wayne#thomas wayne#sickfic#headcanon#batfam headcanons#someone please write this and give me a link šā¹ļø
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ghost jess & the psychosexual corvodaud situationship is back
#dishonored#daud#jessamine kaldwin#corvodaud#new swan song chapter ā#lapinneok's comment was that corvo and daud have L and Light energy in this šš#sublimating your desires all by yourself handsome#also corvo has a bath for 6000 words#someone who is good at writing help me budget this#image description in alt#i like daud best when hes drowning in guilt. some versions of daud need a little more encouragement to be drowning in guilt. <3
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itās like baby gorl thereās no way I, the author who wrote the fic youāre commenting on and who is the intended audience for this comment, am gonna agree with you šæš some things can just stay on your chest š
#thereās a threshold I think of what I accept in comments about characters#and their actions or about who is in the wrong or what should happen#because I do like reading peopleās opinions#and sometimes when someone is like I didnāt like obi-wan in this fic#Iām like makes sense! maybe you werenāt supposed to or maybe the argument they had was supposed to not be clear cut on who is right#because arguments in real life donāt always have a clear cut winner or morally superior person lmao#Iām ok with that Iām ok with comments saying boo this character is annoying#because sometimes they just are (eg the amount of people who just donāt like obiwan in pbatmb like?? yeah of course heās not gonna be nice#but I digress lol#anyway but thereās a threshold of when comments about not liking a character go too far and youāre just like.#saying mean things about the writing itself and thatās not something lm gonna allow to be normalized#no matter the intention behind it#you do not type a comment like this knowing it wil be send to an author#who will get an email notification about a comment#click on it and go oooo long comment :D and then go oh.#you donāt do that itās rude itās being a jerk#Iāve been here for like 3 almost 4 years I feel ancient in this fandom sometimes#and Iāve gotten so much feedback on my work through that time and so many nice comments and community#but mean comments can really hurt especially new writers#and they can make people who maybe would write fic for a fandom decide to not#like this isnāt even that mean I can almost see the writer just wanting to say how they feel#but sometimes you do not have to š#also I just think this understanding of the characterizations in the fic and probably their understanding of the characters in the films#is a wee bit trash but thatās for me to say in the long tags of my own blog post and not for me to comment on their fics for the fandom#(they donāt have any but I did check because 3am kit felt nosy)
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SHARE YOUR HEADCANNONS ABOUT CHRISTINAAAAA š«¶š«¶
First, I'm so sorry for the late answer months later ššš Please forgive me and second!! Actually I hadn't thought of many headcanons for her... yet... but she's one of my favorite characters so ofc I thought of some!! I might say silly ones or ones more about her personal life (and definitely not projecting some parts!) I love Christina Posabule šā„ļø
Music wise I think Christina would like 60s music, rock, and/or synth-pop or idk genres are hard to actually get right nowadays. If it's specfic, "The Daughters of Eve" and Mitski would be part of her favorites fjjdbrbnd (then I think she'd like The Killers especially "When You Were Young" when she was in her teens :)) Speaking of Christina in her teens, she'd want to learn piano or some sort of instrument but her parents probably got annoyed by how much she played so she wouldn't have as many chances. She's definitely a bookworm or just loves reading and also writes in her freetime like little stories or poems. And when Block ended up staying with Orel's family, she was kind of the only one who missed him as her parents didn't really mind/express their emotions about it.
Andddd talking about her parents, they're both VERY controlling and kept watch on what she'd do, the polar opposite with Orel, which his parents didn't gaf where he was šš Especially Poppit, and I think with Christina's story it'd be a toxic mother-daughter relationship (mommy issues!) rather than her and her dad, and that Poppit rather likes taking charge but to be in "a woman's place" y'know sexism and even tells Art what to do but makes sure that he does what a "man has to." And she'd be veryyy persistent on Christina with how she presents herself and make sure that she was a nice church girl at all times. And Poppit would very much have breakdowns in front of her and vent to her about her own issues... yeah... And whenever Christina was getting yelled at or being told what to do the only thing she could do is not say anything back to not upset them. She was also grabbed a lot like by her wrists or something similar how they showed in the show. When she moved to Moralton, she was bummed out bc yeah she just moved to a new place where she knows no one. Then when she met Orel something about him intrigued her and she's like Oooh y'know what I like this place already... then BOOM! Having to move again :( Also I don't know if it's just me but she's probably homeschooled or she's just attending another school jfjfnntnf and about her past town she'd be doing so many shenanigans during the same time as Orel probably. Another silly thing she might be more confident than him like I think he'd be more shy when he got older fjjdjnfbfn
Also yes Christina was sadistic I had to say it bc... we remember Orel's masochist era... And same thing with her being emo/goth when Orel was and at least for a while when they were teensšš It's canon bc I said so
About when she's an adult, once Orel and her got married and had their kids, she'd be really worried about repeating anything her own mother used to do to her (along with Orel who'd try to be the best dad to his kids and would ask Christina if he was doing a good job if he was too worried about becoming anything similar to Clay or just anything otherwise) and I'm not quite sure about if whether she kept contact with her parents but she probably would but obviously has a strained relationship with them along with Orel's parents... But she would give her own family all her love :D also she's definitely working in a type of job I forgot which one but something that helps people bc she's sweet like that <3 so yeah girlboss !!
I might've forgotten some things to mention or other things I had in mind for her but yeah!! Or it was badly/worded weird perdĆ³n. Thanks for reading š
#moral orel#moral orel fanart#christina posabule#my art#sorry if this isn't very accurate in case#I love christina posabule#I also decided to draw her as a teen last minute to combine it#I would write more but it needs more thought bc I focused on Orel way too long šš#and I personally think Poppit would put a fake personality that she's super nice#but immediately judges everyone right afterward when they're out of earshot#and Christina would have to bear it through#no I don't have parent issues wdym???#also I wrote A LOT about Orel & Christina headcanons but I'm saving that for a separate post#focusing on them bc I love them <3#orel puppington#???#does he count as a doodle#I keep staying up until 4-5 AM someone save me#ask#hola supongo que leiste todas las etiquetas š#āla niƱa fresa frā mis letras no se ven bien#used Marn's brush once again š#didn't mean for so many tags whoops
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Modern AU! Codywanš®āāļø
I stole this design from my drawing last year lol
āI drew this AU again...
https://archiveofourown.org/works/27588466/chapters/67488583
I haven't decided what Cody does for a living in this fic, but I'm starting to think Detective Cody might be a good idea... š¤
#I know#the letters are too small#it's hard to read#sorry about that!#I don't know why did I draw this AU this much#In the last panel Obi wrote in#Aurebesh#aka Star Wars alphabet#But no one understand that#Obi-Wan may have a few memories from a long time ago in a galaxy far far away.#But what if he is the only one in this world who retains the memories...?#š„ŗš¢#could someone write/draw#detective AU#and let me see them?#pleaseee#I mean it#šš#At first I was going to draw#Prodigal Son AU#but then I realized#that would make Qui-Gon a serial killer#lol#but I wanna draw that AU someday...#Codywan#commander cody#star wars#YunamiArt
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feeling very grateful for the cute barista today who clearly clocked a) my fontaines d.c. tote, and b) the fact i was stuck on a spectacularly bad date, and proceeded to play me an entire playlist of fontaines d.c. and sneak me extra vegan marshmallows with my hot chocolate
#an absolute GEM š#we need more people in the world like this#they restored my faith in humanity š#unlike my date#who wasā¦ well. iāve been on worse ones i guess#but he monologued at me for a two and a half hours#and on the rare times i actually managed to get a word in edge ways or voice an opinion#he just twisted it round to suit what heād been saying#it REALLY annoyed me#the entire thing annoyed me actually#i am so sick and tired of going on dates with straight white men who feel the need to explain everything to you#as if youāre not a person with a mind and experiences of your own#also wtf is the point on going on a date with someone when you arenāt remotely interested in getting to know them???#the man asked me maybe two questions total the entire afternoon#i could write his entire fucking biography#also at the end he said how cool and mysterious i was#and iām like ????#iām only mysterious because youād prefer me to be that than an actual person who you could have had a proper conversation with#*breathes out slowly*#phew okay i was angrier about this than i thought lol#the older i get the less tolerance i have for shit like this š« #anyway yeah sorry#vent over š
#iām just so annoyed because i have SUCH limited energy atm with my pain and fatigue etc and i just wasted it on him ffs#but then again#the cute barista and the fontaines d.c. and the marshmallows were most definitely not a waste of my energy#they totally saved my day honestly š#fontaines d.c.#lulu posts
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Hated by Life Itself š§ø
Aka a fic I was SUPPOSED to finish and post after The Calm Before the Storm š Plans changed yall. But I still wanted to put out the first chapter here at least so that I can be reminded that this fic exists :3
This fic mentions self harm and covers sensitive subjects. It gets graphic in this small excerpt, so if you are weary about those kinds of subjects, please scroll. I donāt want anyone to get hurt by anything I write :(
Ponyboy was only five when he first saw his dad doing it. He had needed to use the bathroom, and being five, he didnāt have the best patience skills. So, instead of knocking and waiting, he threw open the door. Mr.Curtis was on the toilet seat, except, he wasnāt using the bathroom.
He came face to face with Mr.Curtis, who seemed to have been crying. Eyes wide, Mr.Curtis grabbed Ponyboy's arm and shoved him in. He slammed the door shut, looking at Ponyboy as if Ponyboy was a threat to him. Ponyboy's eyes were also wide and his breathing stopped. On the toilet seat, Mr.Curtis had a razor to his thigh as blood dripped from a straight line. The blood beaded before gently falling to the side, almost sickening Ponyboy.
Ponyboy tried to avert his eyes from the grotesque scene in front of him. The sight of Mr.Curtisās blood falling to the floor seemed to embed itself in his head. But, he couldnāt deny his need to use the bathroom any longer. āDaddyā¦ potty,ā Ponyboy said, kicking his legs a bit. Mr.Curtis still looked shell-shocked, but nodded, picking himself up and letting Ponyboy use the bathroom.
āNow you donāt tell anyone ābout this, okay little colt?ā Mr.Curtis said as he ruffled Ponyboy's hair. The tears had seemed to magically disappear on Mr.Curtisās face, but the blood on the floor hadn't disappeared. Ponyboy nodded, more so happy that he was able to use the restroom. Still, even when he had finished, he looked at his dad.
āWhy do you do that?ā His voice was barely audible and squeaky. Mr.Curtis felt a pang of regret as he tried to explain. Knowing that if he kept it a secret from Ponyboy, then Pony would tell his mom about it. And Mr.Curtis had already lied to her and told her that he quitā¦
āSometimes daddy gets real stressed,ā Mr.Curtis explained. āItās something that only adults do, okay?ā Ponyboy nodded, starting to fear the day that he got older and real stressed. Mr.Curtis drilled it into his head to never tell anyone about it. And Ponyboy knew what would happen if he did tell anyoneā¦ Still, he promised to Mr.Curtis that he would never do anything like that, and was sent on his way.
Ponyboy wouldāve never said it was a main memory of his childhood. He would prefer to say that the main thing he remembered was spending time with the gang and trying to be older than what he was. Still, the memory hung in the back of his mind, and he still remembered the other times he had caught his dad.
It didn't help when Ponyboy thought to act older. He would catch himself thinking about doing the same thing Mr.Curtis would do when he was stressed. After all, only adults did it- right? But every time he thought that he would remember the blood and having to help his dad. Not to mention the constant secretary that he had to keep up. Something that he was only barely able to hide from the gang and even his own mother.
He couldnāt forget the amount of times he saw his dad run out of the bathroom, without even flushing the toilet. Ponyboy knew that every time he had done that, it was because he was real stressed. But, he also knew that what Mr.Curtis was doing wasnāt okay for him.
It carried on for what felt like forever, up until Ponyboy was 12 when something else had happened. Ponyboy tried to sit on the couch to forget what he had seen. This time his dad messed up badly and had to use an unusual amount of gauze. The sight had sickened Ponyboy to the core, just about every time he had tried to forget and close his eyes, the images would pop up. Knowing that he couldnāt do anything about it, he just looked at the ceiling.
Sodapop and Steve came into the house, calling a greeting as the door slammed behind them. Ponyboy's mind was still in a daze, confused as to why his dad would do that. Mrs.Curtis followed in behind Steve, carrying many bags. She dropped them off before going over to Ponyboy.
āWhereās your father?ā Mrs.Curtis asked. Ponyboy swallowed thickly, unsure if he should even answer. Yet, he found his mouth speaking before he could think. āIn the bathroom.ā
Mrs.Curtis nodded, her face making a weird expression as she walked to the bathroom. A twisting feeling came to Ponyboy, causing him to start to feel anxious. His dad had drilled it into him that he couldnāt tell anyone, not even his mom, about what he had saw. Ponyboy listened as his mom knocked on the bathroom door, and how his dad answered.
āHey Pony,ā Sodapop greeted as he walked to the couch. Ponyboy nodded a reply, his ears straining to hear the rest of his parentsā conversation. Yet, Sodapop was adamant about talking to Ponyboy. āDo anything fun?ā Soda asked. Ponyboy shrugged, āNo.ā
Before Sodapop could ask anything else, Steve called out. āSoda, we goinā to the races or what?ā Soda looked at Ponyboy worriedly. āGo Soda,ā Ponyboy encouraged, still trying to listen to his parents. All he could make out was that his mom was now angry. A sick feeling came to Ponyboyās throat as he listened.
Sodapop walked out with Steve, not before ruffling Ponyboy's hair. As he left, he watched as Ponyboy continued to stare at the ceiling, as if listening for something.
āYa good Soda?ā Steve asked as they started walking to Bucks. Sodapop looked back at his house, watching as Darry drove by in their father's truck. āDidya think that there's somethinā botherinā Pony?ā Sodapop asked. Before he could get an answer, Darry slowed down near the duo, rolling down a window.
āNeed a ride?ā Darry asked. Steve nodded for both Sodapop and himself. They got into the truck, with Sodapop beating his own record for the longest heād been silent. Steve and Darry shared worried looks as Darry drove. āIs there somethinā wrong little buddy?ā Darry asked, finally breaking Sodapop out of his trance.
āThere was somethinā botherinā Pony when I and Steve went homeā¦ā Sodapop finally admitted. Darry's eyebrows furrowed, āDid he tell ya what it was?ā Sodapop shook his head, glancing over to Steve. Steve shrugged.
āHe was quiet but more quiet than usual,ā Sodapop added. He looked out to the road, āIt ain't like him to be that quiet.ā Darry set a firm hand on Sodapops shoulders, trying to reassure him. āMaybe his head just got lost in a good book?ā
Sodapop nodded, knowing that it wasn't the reason. But, he knew Steve wasn't going to like it if the reason he couldn't enjoy watching the races all because of his worry for Ponyboy. Pushing the fear aside, Sodapop plastered on a smile, pretending to think that Ponyboy was okay. After all- what did he have to be so worried about?
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Ponyboy continued to sit on the couch until his mom and dad rushed past him. He stood up expectantly as his mom ushered his dad out of the house. Mr.Curtis seemed to be losing his balance, something that Ponyboy had never seen before.
He looked up to Mr.Curtis in an idolistic way. Seeing him weak sent an unknown pang of fear through Ponyboy. Mrs.Curtis tried to give him a reassuring smile but it fell short. Ponyboy watched as they both left the house leaving in their other car. The silence afterward felt like needles prickling under Ponyboy's skin as he sat back down on the couch.
For a moment he tried to understand what he saw. Did his mom know now? Was Mr.Curtis angry with the fact that she knew now? Or was he okay with it, thinking that maybe it was what was best? The thoughts swirled in Ponyboy's head as he shakily made his way to the kitchen. Before he could fully make it, he tripped on the bags.
With a āplan,ā Ponyboy started to distract himself. He didn't want to think about his dad or anything in general. The earlier sight had still stuck with Ponyboy, embedding itself in his head to the point that he couldn't think of anything else. In easier terms, he was stressed.
And what do self-proclaimed adults do when stressed?
Ponyboy found himself in the same position his dad was in. The razor was pressed to his skin, something that heād never thought heād do. He felt his breath start to fasten as the razor slowly dragged-
āIs anyone home?ā A voice yelled out through the house. Ponyboy froze, flinching at the pain and the sound of the voice. He heard as the voice kept calling out, but kept getting closer to the bathroom. A simple knock on the door was all he needed to quickly hide the evidence and open the bathroom door.
Two-Bit just looked at Ponyboy shocked when he came out. āWell Iāll be, I ain't never think ya to hide in the bathroom when your buddy comes!ā Two-Bit exclaimed as he followed Ponyboy. Ponyboy made his way to the living room again, almost ashamed of what he did. The stinging pain in part of his thigh burned along his jeans as he walked.
He almost wanted to call himself weak for not being able to handle the small bout of pain. A part of him was surprised that his dad was able to do it easily without even flinching when his mom touched his thigh. But, he knew that he had to ignore it for now, at least until Two-Bit left. Yet, as time went on, it seemed as if Two-Bit was never going to leave.
āKid?ā Two-Bit's voice finally cut through Ponyboy's thoughts. He looked up, watching as Two-Bit walked up to him. āWheres your mom and dad?ā Two-Bit finally asked. Time felt as if it slowed down right then. All Ponyboy could think about was the sight he saw before with Mr.Curtis and the one that included Mrs.Curtis ushering Mr.Curtis out of the house. All because Ponyboy didn't tell anyone.
Ponyboy bit his lip, he didn't want to tell Two-Bit, mostly because of his loyalty to his dad. So, he found himself shrugging and getting up to make dinner. Two-Bit watched him carefully, almost as if Ponyboy was going to simply pass out on the floor. Ponyboy couldn't deny that he did feel like that. But, there was something else weighing on him to make him feel like thatā¦
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The familiar cheer of the crowd excited Sodapop. He loved every moment of it, the sounds, the conversations, and even the random fights that would happen. Darry and Steve stood nearby him, with Johnny making an appearance. Sodapop felt a pang of worry hit him as Johnny settled with the other three.
Dallas was racing, something that he was excellent at. Steve joked around, talking about how Dally probably rigged his horse on coke or something. It was enough to make the small group laugh for a moment before the gun went off. When it did, they watched in anticipation until finally, Dally's horse went through first.
Yells erupted in the crowd as people passed over lost money. The excitement should've been enough to push Sodapops mind off of his baby brother but it wasn't. He found himself starting to panic, thinking about what Ponyboy was stressed about. When the time finally came to go home, Sodapop never felt better.
āTwo-Bitās here?ā Darry asked as he parked the truck. Everyone was in there, even Dally and Johnny. Sodapop felt a pang of relief go through him as he thought about Two-Bit watching over Ponyboy. However, he also noticed that his parents weren't there.
Quickly Sodapop ran into the house. He looked around and quickly saw Two-Bit and Ponyboy just having dinner. Relief washed over him as he walked up to Ponyboy. Ponyboy seemed different still, almost as if he wasn't fully there in the moment. Darry gave Sodapop a concerned look as Sodapop tried to talk to Ponyboy.
After a few futile attempts at conversation, Sodapop just decided to eat some dinner with Ponyboy. Darry looked around for a moment, catching the sight of their parents being gone. āWheres mom and dad?ā Darry asked, settling down with his own serving of food. Once again the fear seemed to build up in Ponyboy as he looked to Two-Bit for help.
Two-Bit just shrugged, āThey were gone āfore I got āere.ā Darry nodded, catching a look as Ponyboy put his head lower. He refused to meet anyones eyes, something not too peculiarā¦
Once they were finished with dinner, they all started to mess around in the living room. Somehow Steve had gotten Ponyboy to talk, mostly to give rude retorts. Darry found himself feeling relieved as his baby brother seemed to start acting more and more like himself. Then, the front door opened.
Mr and Mrs.Curtis walked in, with Mrs.Curtis carefully holding up Mr.Curtis. Instantly Darry and Sodapop were trying to help them, careful with how they spoke. Ponyboy followed along, trying to see what had happened with his dad. Yet, Mrs.Curtis ushred them away, only asking for Ponyboy to stay.
Mr.Curtis sat on his bed as Mrs.Curtis went to make sure no one broke anything in her living room. Ponyboy shifted his weight on his feet as he looked at his dad. His dad looked tired, but also the familiar glint in his eyes stayed. It made Ponyboy feel uneasy though.
Usually, Ponyboy never got in trouble. And if he did, it was usually petty crimes. Yet, he felt as if he had just committed the worst crime. In a way- he did. He had betrayed his father's trust. Before Ponyboy could get any words out, Mr.Curtis just shook his head.
āRemember what I said Ponyboy,ā Mr.Curtis said as he patted his lap. Ponyboy knew what was coming and so he put his head down and walked over. āYou know what happens when you betray someone's trust?ā Mr.Curtis asked, his voice booming in a way that only Ponyboy could hear. It scared Ponyboy to his very bone as he noddedā¦
It wasn't fun for Ponyboy but- he did learn something. Never to tell anyone what happened, or what he saw. Another thing he learned: was how to ādealā with stress, the Curtis way.
But heād never do it.
Right?
#I should really start finishing my drafts#ššš#excerpt#itās a Steve and Ponyboy fic#I donāt hate Steve in this fic :D#and heās actually important#at least kinda#I have a whole plan for this fic too man#itās just too sad to write š#if someone wants me to write it tell me ššš#I canāt be my own motivation for this š#the outsiders#ao3 writer#fanfic#:3#se hinton#write#writer#ponyboy curtis#steve randle#angst#ponyboy whump
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When they're short on crew members for a particular aircraft they'll pull whoever's available. We see this in Part 2 when Bubbles gets sick and Crosby replaces him as navigator on Blakely's Fort. In fact, it happened to Crosby two days in a row where he was taken straight to the flight line, forced to miss the briefings and breakfast. Both times are because of Bubbles, and only the second day is because he was ill.
Iāll bet some pilots were particularly protective of their crew members, especially ones they trusted and knew were competent.
What if Crosby was plucked for a mission on a day when the 418th was stood down? Or during that stretch of time before Regensburg when the Blakely crew were grounded for missions? Everett Blakely would be livid if he found out his navigator had put on some random aircraft with some random crew. He thought heād made it clear that his crew members were off limits.
Of course Crosby didnāt know of his new immunity, didnāt even bother asking if it were a training flight or a mission with how often itās happens to him.
#protective everett blakely#let me say again. protective ševšblakely#everett blakely#harry crosby#masters of the air#what if#mota#mota musings#someone write this please š
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EVEN MORE CUTE DOTTORE MOMENTS TO MAKE YOU SMILE š (because I am too tired to post anything of quality)
#smooches talks#ouhhhh... to experience the domestic life with him...#someone motivate me to start writing actual fics again...#the dottore honeymoon fic merely has the title āmedicus scriptor amoremā and āHoneymoon ficā in the actual document LMFAO#i made it on... january 27 oops#idek if im gonna stick to that name because google translate for latin is so bad omfg#(TO THAT KIND PERSON WHO SENT ME IDEAS ILY AND I PROMISE I WILL RESPOND. I PROMISE IM NOT IGNORING U)#i also have another wip i havent touched with loving the harbingers when they weren't in the fatui yet#no like seriously i think churning out 50k words did something to my writing state šš#a snippet from dottores part: Il Dottoreās strength was nearly unmatched in the Fatui being the Second Fatui Harbinger and all.#what most people do not know is that he wasā¦ certainly not the best fighter during his Akademiya days.#A claymore was also out of the question - he grumbled when he had to lug his numerous research materials and parts to the desertā¦#In the end you settled on teaching Zandik the basics of a sword. do with this as you will...#however i am still so proud of myself for fabulam diu oblitus#i was rereading in class bc i was bored and i was like#damn i kinda ate with this#thanks for listening to smooches mini writing life crisis if u made it here#okay i go sleep now... i have midterms this week#OMFG THESE TAGS R SO LONG IM SO SORRY
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I have a really horny thought that probably only applies to me cuz I'm down bad BUT HEAR ME OUT.
We all know Miguel's fangs are venomous right? Like it paralyzes you.
Miguel biting you. Right? imagine if you will..he bites you while he's fucking you, and when you slump against him unable to move, he just holds you and continues to put you in positions and fuck you on himself. (You're fine dw.)
Ahshsj just. Specific thoughts cuz biting kink and he's a big man so IAHD imagine how easy it'd be to just hold you and do what he pleased.
Bye--
#j.p speaks#a more talented smut writer PLEASE š write this#im so. down atrocious š« #miguel oāhara smut#miguel o'hara#miguel x reader#no one kink shame me#if someone writes this tag me PLEASE i need it--
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Ok now that I know for a fact that Bobby was on the fencing team (thank you @kjxlll) I need the boys on their day off bored af cause Bobby isnāt there to āorganize activitiesā for them. And so at the last minute they decide to go to a fencing tournament being held on campus. And they go there and def get all into it like goddamn just look at them go. And then a UW fencer wins and everyone is so freaking pumped, but when the fencer takes off his helmet during the celebration they realize that it was Bobby.
#omg there was a typo and no one said anything brb dyingšµāš«#they totally just short circuit š¤Æš«Øš¦#and Don is like š³š«£š®āšØšµāš«#fencer Bobby Moch#bobby moch is a fencer#the boys in the boat#bobby moch#boys in the boat#boys n boats#bobby and his boys#I LIVE for fencer!Bobby#someone write this please š#BAMF Bobby Moch#I need more of this man in my life#in all shapes and forms#give me Bobby whump AND bamf Bobby
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Tiny whoās insecure about their weight but the giant promises theyāll always be able to carry them >>>>>>>
#G/t#g/t thoughts#g/t scenario#G/t writing#This has been on my mind for forever#If someone knows a fic like this please tell me š#I would write it myself if I didnāt have five other projects Iām working on#But aghhh I love this so much#Just tinies who are chubby and feel insecure but their giant friend/partner doesnāt care and promises theyāll be able to carry them#AGHHH#Am I the only one that likes this?#Probably#love you guys ā¤ļø
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