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Might let my phone die and give my brain a break
When I stop being obsessive I truly heal
#ive been apothecarying for days#hours at a time#like its a full time job#im sad without it but idk ill live#i have got to detatch#binging is unhealthy and bad for the mind#we play the long game now#hahahha yes#i will be reading fanfics to fill the void#when i recover#yes yes#only if they specify spoilers#agony#alternatively....#i see you guys are reading the webnovel#care to point a friend in the direction???#google is shit
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Saw a post about working class butches in physical labour jobs and wanted to make my own, so: I love you butches who do childcare or early education. I love you butch nurses. I love you butch house cleaners and janitorial staff. I love you service industry butches. I love you butches who do sex work. I love you working class butches who do “feminine” jobs you are cool as hell
#butch#lgbtqia#lesbian#its me im butches doing stereotypically feminine work#when I was nannying full time I kind of thought of it as I was doing Nanny Gender#like especially bc I wore mostly dresses then for practicality reasons#which gave me The Dysphorias but yeah. my way of navigating that was to get a little fluid with it.#also even tho they don’t get perceived as such: all of these jobs are as physically demanding as many ‘physical’ jobs#like girly at least when I worked in a warehouse/delivery bay I got to sit down#look I could probably think of a better term than ‘physical labour’ but like. you know what I mean.#anyway. sometimes you have those I am uncomfortable when we are not about me moments#and then you remember that you can just go talk about your experience
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one large extra boba special for @acebytaemin + bonus
#the way i missed skz ama performance bc i was in the zone giffing...........#these feel like the most random clips next to each other sorry he just lives with boba for eyes like its his full time job#*#*lino#lee know#stray kids#skz#usersemily#gagwanzsource#skzco#bystay#staydaily#usersa#stayjuni#meltracks#fornini
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Doing master studies the only way I know how: Stealing them and making them my guys.
(Barberini Faun)
(The Fallen Angel - Alexandre Cabanel)
(Covent Garden - William Bruce Ellis Rankin)
#obviously. not actually theft...#i was gonna say these are public domain but covent garden actually isnt yet#it will be. in two years.#thats the most different one though like i added a whole new guy..#maybe not the most different. barberini faun is pretty different i just took the post#pose#its barely even a study. thats not true#but. what was i saying.#oh its not theft it's study... the purpose is to learn!!! but also. if im gonna spend like 2 days on something...#its GONNA be my guys#otherwise. idk. i only want to spend 30 or so minutes per study#just to get the notes down and the practice for the skill im working on#i dont get all that much more out of completely rendering a master study. PERSONALLY.#at least definitely not enough to be worth taking 100x longer#but making them my characters makes it worth going all the way!!!#plus it's good practice w like. not just going 1:1 but actually genuinely interpreting whats there so i can manipulate it...#again. personally. this is just how i worm#WORK#youd better worm bitch#uhm... anyways yeah. ive done lots of study but why TF share it LMAO i dont even save it#its just to learn. ive got 1 million other drawings to save and look at later.#once the learning is done it's done its job and i have no need anymore#this is why the only studies i have are from school. i had to save and upload them#well. ok also i dont study as much now BUT in my defense im a full time artist#an hour or so a week is different ok im learning while working too.. i learned how to learn and i do it all the time now#master studies#digital art#my art#illustration#my ocs
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BONUS ART!!
the luau scene 🥥🌴🌺🍍
#dreamworks trolls#trolls band togeather#branch trolls#poppy trolls#viva trolls#john dory trolls#my art#i wanted to do art for the full scene but i just dont have the time or energy :(#anyway to answer a bunch of peoples questions! yes john and viva work at the same restaurant#and both of their baby sibs also happen to be best friends#even after branch lost his colors poppy has stuck by his side#viva and clay were also childhood best friends but when he moved away she got closer to jd#“ really poppy? in front of my chocolate muffin don't be gross ” :P#“ oh don't be a baby branch ”#“ it's not gross if its true! i read her diary ”#!!! “ im not a baby!! im older than you! ”#“ pfft yea by like 3 months lol ”#they continue to bicker like that until total ellipse of the heart plays on the speakers#which then triggers branch into having a panic attack and JD loses his job :(#lilo and stitch au#thinking of renaming it lost and found au#baby groppy#implied future vivadory#fanart#doodle#sketch#trolls#screenshot redraw#trolls au#lilo and stitch
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BETTER CALL SAUL!
#this was mostly a test run on procreate dream!#its pretty good but it has a LOT of room for improvement#which i know the developers have been working on since the app is still technically in beta!#but hey i did this in like 3 weeks while working a full time job and also working on other art so#its pretty damn powerful software#good shit if you use procreate already!!#literally the biggest flaws rn are a lack of selection tool an undo/redo button and#and the app itself has a tendency to crash or slow down if theres “too much” going on#like i had to delete all but one of the preloaded animations just so the app would run smoother while i worked#so its still very clearly in its early phase but its good and im excited to see what the developers will do with it#ok review over#better call saul#saul goodman#bcs#jimmy mcgill#breaking bad#animation#brba#video#procreate dreams
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if anyone is able to help me out i'd appreciate it, im still broke as hell. this month has been really difficult for me. i worked a total of 5 days all month and my bank account is in the negatives again after paying bills and getting some living essentials. i dont know how im going to pay my rent like this. i applied to a financial relief fund from a local trans advocacy group but it's going to be a few weeks until anything comes from that. if you have literally anything to spare it would help me out a lot 😭🙏 i feel bad ive been asking for help so often and i know everyone is struggling, im working on getting my life back in order but everything fucking sucks and is difficult right now :( even just spreading this is a huge help
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr vnm: tobias_leviathan
thank you 💕💕
#im looking for a new job but i dont think its gonna happen any time soon :( my current job is fucking miserable#im working on comms to the best of my ability but i can only draw so fast and i dont want to injure myself and its hard to stay motivated#when ur mental health is tanking so hard#my physical health has been tanking too like stress is getting to me so hard i fucking started a period out of nowhere#i havent menstruated in like 10 years legitimately#im so beyond stressed i have to stop myself from panicking all the time#i have a bunch of work coming up this week but its nowhere near full time#they schedule based 'on performance' when youre part time and since im only here one day a week and they put me at the station i hate--#the most its almost inevitable that theyre using this as a way to get me to not be there. i dont think my boss likes me very much.#bc then they can claim my performance isnt good BECAUSE YOU PUT ME ON THE TASK THAT IVE SAID FROM DAY ONE I DONT WANT TO DO
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gwaine being like fine i'll join your cringe round table after a whole season of resisting it makes a lot more sense when you put it within the context of the fact that just a day or two before arthur knighted him he fully thought he was about to live out his last days as a slave cage fighter for a guy named jarl and he had been there for god knows how long. hes like yeah okay the tyrant king uther isnt even dead yet and i just watched prince arthur hold a child at knifepoint to barter with peaceful druids for a sacred cup that he then immediately lost and my crush and lifeline and tether to sanity merlin is already ignoring me in favor of this new old friend lancelot and i have 20+ years of conflicting emotions about knighthood because of my dad's mistakes but i have accrued so much fresh ptsd from days/weeks of surviving by killing men with my bare hands as a slave fighter for fucking jarl that idrc about all that right now
#fucking jarl beat the rebellious spirit out of him#bbcm#bbc merlin#gwaine#something i didnt realize til after i made this sideblog and made thinking about gwaine my full time job -#i always liked gwaine but i only started caring about him this much in the late 2010s#which is after i myself immigrated from one shitty little EE country to a big shitty western country#thats more livable for me and people like me than the alternative but its also the root of all suffering 🤍#no wonder seeing how a very similar choice changes gwaine for the worse makes me cwazy#[michael jordan voice] and i took that personally#gwaine spinoff
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i really do admire how lando tries to not give a fuck (that 'whatever' really saddened me so much) but he actually does, and a lot.
guy doesn't even want anything absurd, he just wants the support of his team for the last fucking 4 races but no... let's just get humiliated for one point on international tv💀.
they're really stretching him thin — and i mean it in a emotional and mental wellbeing way. he is obviously inherently selfless and quite literally does not hold self-esteem, but in the last year we've seen him trying to be more sure of himself and trying to be selfish for once. the moment he does that though, he gets accused of being the spawn of satan. and then the team does everything in the world to make it harder for him.
so i really do admire him, because i literally would PERSONALLY leave the sport after this one season.
he's so much stronger than i am.
#im not saying he's not fit for the sport#but like his very dear friend carlos#it feels like he not only keeps his heart on his sleeve#but he also gives it away so freely in a sport full of rabid dogs that want some fresh meat#and he gets really hurt in the process#i relate to him so much bc of this#im not joking when i say his 'friendship' with max is nearing the end#and the team is not even mean they just don't get that when they have championships on the line YOU UNFORTUNATELY HAVE TO PLAY FAVORITES#we got lesser teams doing it from the getgo when they have no reason to💀#and suddenly mclaren doesn't know how?#is it really that hard??#landino#lando norris#brazil gp 2024#rambling#it all started from hungary btw they really set the mood there and its been... foul#it's not even oscar's fault#he is a competitive teammate#he has every right to race#does lando really have anyone atp?#and yes yes i know they're rich billionaires they get paid for this#still doesn't mean they're insensible or immune to feeling betrayed or deceived or just sad bc they trusted someone#and he's a scorpio too so im SHOCKED about how he handles this#ALSO HE GIVES TOO MANY FUCKS#and he rightfully doesn't even give the blame to anyone but himself most of the times when i'd argue that it almost never is#your team is supposed to be your backbone in your first actual fight for the championship... and even after all the years of constant work#and points he brought#not even when finally the car is competitive they can actually do their job and support their driver that is the top contender?
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not sso positive, not sso negative, but a secret third thing (adult w a job)
#new area is fun and funky i think u guys r just haters#i also think that the company has done a lot of shit lately im not keen on and am pissed at them for#i just think. maybe its not so serious all of the time. maybe we can log in and go “yay jousting!! how fun. these outfits r cute.”#and maybe. not to be shady. but maybe.... some of you guys.... need jobs or hobbies. bc its not this serious. i promise.#most of us are full ass adults playing a childrens horse mmo yanno?#and if its not fun for you.... uninstall. i uninstalled for almost a year and now im back and having fun again yanno? like idk#the way people are getting SO heated about this... get something more important to worry about idk man#sso#ssoblr#star stable online#is it mean to main tag this. yep. dont care though im right lol
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Hey Tim, how many asks do you get daily?
Usually between 3-10. Y'all are definitely keeping me busy (in the best way) haha. <3
Just a heads up it's gotten to the point where I'm realistically not gonna be able to answer absolutely all of them, even if I posted every day, but I wanna be clear I read every single one and they automatically give me the biggest hit of serotonin.
Your guys' support and interest have made such a massive positive difference in my life... Thank you
-Tim
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(OOC Olea speaking: Also I wanna take this opportunity to say I read every single one of your tags and comments and they make me so unbelievably happy ;;;v;;; <3 there is nothing I love more than getting to see peoples reactions to my art/writing. Everything from an "oh neat" to an "OH MY GOD SJFJFKS" just makes my day. Truly. If you're a regular reblogger and are on the fence about writing something in the tags, this is your sign. It gives me so much motivation and makes me immediately wanna write my next post :D)
#OOC: you guys have rotted my brain i love being a part of this community#i want this to be my full time job lmao#not to get weird and sappy but before opening this blog i was really struggling with feeling connected with people#and now i feel like a mini celebrity with a following of people so excited to see what i make next#its the best#ask.txt#tim wright#OOC: Olea speaking#marble hornets#mh#afterlife au#slenderverse
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the audacity to complain to me that i’m not producing enough new stuff when u don’t even follow or pay my bills 💀💀💀
#u want me to make new art like its my fulltime job u can give me a full time salary#otherwise you can wait like everyone else has no problem doing#like i genuinely feel like these ppl r so insanely spoiled
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Just two bad guys doin bad things
This is so out of character for Starline but i just wanna draw them being insanely crazy together
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic art#sonic#sonic fanart#sonic fandom#starclutch#starline idw#starline the platypus#doctor starline#dr starline#clutch idw#clutch the opossum#clutch#i love toxic yaoi#old gay men yaoi#YAYYY#thinking about them…#its like a full time job#someone please write me that fanfic i am BEGGING you.#theyre crazy together and i love it
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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I miss your face, fix that plsss
Who is this? 🙈😆 ur wish is my command. I was trying on a top and i bought it :3
#weird pic but its all i got haha#i posted a pic of my face like a few days ago anon!#goddamn keeping up with the selfies game is a full time job fr#ily anon#me#shameless selfie#selfie#anon#answered
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I simply think there's a difference between feedback and entitled disrespect maybe
#when funding something doesnt mean you get to be a dick to the people who make it 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯#like what is the goal of making the people who make what we like feel like shit really#not like its anything new but its been a while since i actually cared about any project so it actually bothers me how#deeply rooted attitude is in this fandom directly towards this small group of indie creators#making this shit out of their free time outside of their full time jobs#i dont know what else to say#this has been happening way too much and i'm getting fed the fuck up#redstrewn talks
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