#which is after i myself immigrated from one shitty little EE country to a big shitty western country
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gwaine being like fine i'll join your cringe round table after a whole season of resisting it makes a lot more sense when you put it within the context of the fact that just a day or two before arthur knighted him he fully thought he was about to live out his last days as a slave cage fighter for a guy named jarl and he had been there for god knows how long. hes like yeah okay the tyrant king uther isnt even dead yet and i just watched prince arthur hold a child at knifepoint to barter with peaceful druids for a sacred cup that he then immediately lost and my crush and lifeline and tether to sanity merlin is already ignoring me in favor of this new old friend lancelot and i have 20+ years of conflicting emotions about knighthood because of my dad's mistakes but i have accrued so much fresh ptsd from days/weeks of surviving by killing men with my bare hands as a slave fighter for fucking jarl that idrc about all that right now
#fucking jarl beat the rebellious spirit out of him#bbcm#bbc merlin#gwaine#something i didnt realize til after i made this sideblog and made thinking about gwaine my full time job -#i always liked gwaine but i only started caring about him this much in the late 2010s#which is after i myself immigrated from one shitty little EE country to a big shitty western country#thats more livable for me and people like me than the alternative but its also the root of all suffering π€#no wonder βseeing how a very similar choice changes gwaine for the worse makes me cwazy#[michael jordan voice] and i took that personally#gwaine spinoff
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