#like he went through so much trauma

[hexsta]

You know when you Look back at season 1 you'd never expect the kid Stealing caramel apples to be forced to throw the dead bodies into the sea Just a few months later

[kindaasrikal]

In dragons rising, Lloyd has three ages.

1) his mental age, probably early 20s

2) his physical age, probably mid-late 20s

And 3) the age he looks, which Arin and Sora has informed him is late 30s-40s

Yes, he did sit in his room and have another existential crisis.

And yes, he did ask both Zane and Kai advice on skincare. Right after trying to find some weird dragoni bull to maybe look his age. Instead he accidentally grew markings similar to Garmadon’s and he’s gonna cry again.

[mayasaura]

For some reason, the dnd:hat movie has been living rent-free in my head for over a week. Xenk is just rattling around in there right now, having a long talk with Kira about morality, mortality, personal sacrifice, and being a child who saw the Beckoning Death unleashed on their home.

I feel like Xenk would have a lot to say that Kira needs to hear, and be a good listener for the things Kira needs to talk about that she can't tell her dad or Holga. He'd probably benefit from talking to her, too. Kira almost experienced the same tragedy he did when he was her age. It would be cathartic for him to help her through that, knowing he helped save her from ever experiencing what he went through

[slozhnos]

jeremy jordan i am so glad that you disregarded what the showrunners for supergirl said and made winn as bisexual as possible

[the-sage-libriomancer]

can't stop thinking about Ayame. he's such an outlier to the zodiacs in so many ways:

-the only (adult) zodiac member not living on Sohma grounds.

-the only zodiac member who genuinely likes themselves and actively practices self-love.

-the only zodiac member with a sibling in the zodiac.

-the only zodiac member Akito hasn't harmed either mentally or physically (because she can't stand him lmao).

all of it makes him feel weirdly isolated from the Sohma family's trauma and the story as a whole. he isn't under the Sohmas' thumb. he isn't bogged down by hatred or self-loathing. he's never experienced Akito's wrath the way the other zodiac members have.

and it's fascinating to think about how he must've had a completely different experience from the other zodiacs. when he was growing up, Akito hadn't hurt any of them - Shigure and Kureno both had immunity, Hatori never caused problems, and the rest of them were too young or too obedient. Ayame never hated himself, nor did he ever find himself alone and friendless. he moved far away from the Sohmas, started his own business to make his own money, and hasn't had them breathing down his neck in years. he has, for all intents and purposes, escaped the Sohma family and its mountains of trauma completely unscathed.

and you know. i wonder if that's something else Yuki hates about Ayame. that all of the zodiacs have a horror story about Akito - that Rin got thrown out a window and Hatori lost an eye and even little Kisa was beaten half to death, that Yuki himself had to endure years of intense isolation, psychotic episodes, and literal fucking torture at the hands of Akito -

and Ayame never got hurt.

not even once.

[sinfiltrate]

so who's gonna write a jayce-centric fic detailing his nightmares and hallucinations. possibly followed by him having a breakdown. please

[fatherforgivethem]

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Jupiter was supposed to be a star.

It failed.

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Jupiter turned into something bigger,

But not something brighter.

[bibridlizzie]

Landon Kirby

[earl-grey-crow]

someone needs to take coyle to coyle's

[dragonseeds]

there’s a horrible sickness in me that makes me want to stop and replay da:i whenever i start a different game. how am i supposed to resist the story of my own unwilling apotheosis? especially as lavellan, who doesn’t believe in the maker and who has every right to hate and mistrust the chantry but chooses to use what power they have to try save people, to fix what’s broken, no matter how afraid they are or how careful they have to be. walking side by side with the great trickster god/adversary of your people without knowing, befriending him, changing his mind about this world but ultimately not his choice. he understands what’s happening to you because it happened to him once and he gives you his castle, built over the place where he sundered the world, and paints your story there in frescos that will last long after you’re gone and after the story has been retold and reshaped so many times that the truth of who you are and what you did is lost—just as he did his own story, which was lost and perverted by war and propaganda, and he shows all of this to you knowing you’ll understand because you’ve lived through something similar, grown into something larger than yourself and your true name, and it doesn’t change anything but. he wanted you to see him just for a moment, even if he can’t tell you everything (or almost anything) and you can’t save him—because he owes it to you as a someone who is a friend, almost an equal, and because there’s no one else left who knows: a direct result of what he did to your people and which he now seeks to undo at the cost of this world.

[pkmoth]

having swap au thoughts. *slaps roof of claus* there's so much mental illness in this guy. im gonna blow up everyone in the room and then myself

[the-lark-ascending69]

Robin being Will's "queer mentor" this, Robin being a byler wingman that, what about Robin being such an useless wreck that when Will arrives looking for advice he's like damn girl you're even more fucked up by this than I am. What am i supposed to do now

[thedeadedhooman]

screaming crying shaking throwing up

sam is 22 here by the way

[andragoras-in-vanity]

i know veilgaurd is absolutely incredible for gender reasons, and that it doesnt just let me have top scars but actually lets me acknowledge im trans in conversation like with taash and then when flirting with davrin (still dont know if im gonna romance him or lucanis yes, but asaan did cockblock me?????) but i do wish i could have gotten healing spells....although thinking about it now, because i wish i could have also given my rook my chronic pain/cfs, it makes sense i wouldnt be able to take healing spells, this is my new canon....(like either i get healing spells bevause i know pain and want to limit it for myself and others OR disability is disabling and im incapable of using healing spells since just like real life nothing eases this) anyway..

I like to headcanon that my rook DOES have chronic fatigue or minor pain because im an elf, but im also a mourn watcher, and it feels weird and wrong and unnatural to me for an elf to be living in the nevarra necropolis. i really love that being a mourn watcher has made me weird in conversation and just absolutely ready to let emmerich know how i want to be treated after i die, but nevarra is so dark and dusty, i have to wonder if as an elf being so close to spirits and so far from nature would effect me? so yeah, rook is screaming at all times and loves his home in the necropolis, myrna and vorgoth, the dead and the spirits, but leaving after the war of the banners helped him feel whole once he saw the forests for the first time, connected to his elven lineage (lmfao sorry bro), then he met varric who helped him get his top surgery. but it was the spirits and their lack of genders that helped him realize he also needed to do away with gender tho. i just really love my rook and this is the first time ive played a da game and not felt like i needed to run through it a few times to get everything out of it because i had to choose between male or female. also hes freaking adorable as hell.

[a-bored-writer]

It’s late and this is kind of a vent post so don’t take me too seriously but I think “go to therapy” as an argument is the new “you’re just emotional”

Like, everyone I know who’s looked at me and told me about how great their therapy experience was (and mind you, I went through some therapy myself. I don’t hate it, not at all, I have nothing against the mental health field as someone who actively sought out counseling) were the worst people I’d ever met.

My dad, who made this house a terrible environment to be in and who I had to cut out, justified his actions because “when I told the therapist the story of how angry I got, y’know what he said to me? He said ‘I would be angry too’.”

Or you disagree with someone on ANYTHING and they start diagnosing. I had a (former) friend tell me I had a disorder because I didn’t eat breakfast, or that I had trauma because I wasn’t willing to answer invasive sexual questions in the mall food court.

Like, I’m sorry, but there are people out there who talk like a chatGPT-generated therapist and throw out terms without understanding what they mean, and they use that to be super manipulative under the guise of “oh I’ve done self help/therapy/etc.”

I just…wish people were more careful about therapy, I guess. At the end of the day, this is still someone being paid to validate your feelings, only hearing your side to any story (which can be very biased, especially when you literally intend to only reveal certain things and show how righteous you are), and who’s basically meant to be on your side. Using what your therapist (allegedly) told you in a session doesn’t sway other people, and spitting out self-help terms doesn’t make you any better than others

[icharchivist]

So Spite saw your Rook and thought "We match 😍" and then he gave his blessing for the relationship

LITERALLYYYYY

like it's like. On the second scene with Spite that Spite gets to openly show affection for Rook. So maybe he just didn't realize right away that she matched his colortheme.

and then he did and he immediately went "LUCANIS LET ME TALK TO HER. LUCANIS. LUCANIS COME ON. I WANT TO TALK TO HER."

And then he gave his blessing about it and was constantly yelling at Lucanis when he was fucking it up

clear as day. made for them. Matchy. and it wasn't even on purpose.