#i also love that manfred and the wisps are adorable to me and asaan is my child too | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

andragoras-in-vanity · 3 days ago

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i know veilgaurd is absolutely incredible for gender reasons, and that it doesnt just let me have top scars but actually lets me acknowledge im trans in conversation like with taash and then when flirting with davrin (still dont know if im gonna romance him or lucanis yes, but asaan did cockblock me?????) but i do wish i could have gotten healing spells....although thinking about it now, because i wish i could have also given my rook my chronic pain/cfs, it makes sense i wouldnt be able to take healing spells, this is my new canon....(like either i get healing spells bevause i know pain and want to limit it for myself and others OR disability is disabling and im incapable of using healing spells since just like real life nothing eases this) anyway..

I like to headcanon that my rook DOES have chronic fatigue or minor pain because im an elf, but im also a mourn watcher, and it feels weird and wrong and unnatural to me for an elf to be living in the nevarra necropolis. i really love that being a mourn watcher has made me weird in conversation and just absolutely ready to let emmerich know how i want to be treated after i die, but nevarra is so dark and dusty, i have to wonder if as an elf being so close to spirits and so far from nature would effect me? so yeah, rook is screaming at all times and loves his home in the necropolis, myrna and vorgoth, the dead and the spirits, but leaving after the war of the banners helped him feel whole once he saw the forests for the first time, connected to his elven lineage (lmfao sorry bro), then he met varric who helped him get his top surgery. but it was the spirits and their lack of genders that helped him realize he also needed to do away with gender tho. i just really love my rook and this is the first time ive played a da game and not felt like i needed to run through it a few times to get everything out of it because i had to choose between male or female. also hes freaking adorable as hell.

#im slightly anmoyed at the fights #dai was much better and had better subclasses i think my party feels basically useless in these fights and i cant really control them like #the previous game #but a lot of it i can forgive if i just remember that this is set in tevinter and not ferelden #id love to see more of orlais tho #but i do miss ferelden #also i kinda like that my inquisitor is still trying to help #that boy has TRAUMA AND A MISSING LIMB HE ALSO HAS CHRONIC PAIN AND FATIGUE!!! BUT HE STILL TRYIN #i just love dragon age even if im 100% gonna have darkspawn ptsd by the time this is done #ive fought more dragons im this one game than all the others combined #fucking hate them #also the formless one....worries me........kinda hot tho #i also love taash and hardings lil love story and i loce lucanis ust being kind to bellara and neve #i can feel his guilt that i went to treviso instead of dock town #and the fucking gloom howler is so cool but its stressing me.out so bad #i need to save the griffons #im caught up on side quests tho #ive finished all of them except for the blight in the crossroads and i think the qunari grey warden in rivain #so i dont have a choice but to progress the story and its stressing me OUT. im not even halfway through but i dont want it to be over!!!!#i like to think vorgoth babysat tiny rook and had no idea what it was doing with him..just dangling the baby by the ankle stressed out af #i also love that manfred and the wisps are adorable to me and asaan is my child too #im a softie with a smart mouth and i kinda love that none of my companions know yet how stressed rook really is #i like to think im also not very physical as a mage im just determined but im not very smart either just strategic #like im adept with the dead in a more hands on way than a theoretical way like emmerich is?#i also love that i got to explain my magic as a part of me the same way my gender is to harding and taash that was dope to me #im so smitten with lucanis tho but davrin is kinda my type im so torn #ill go feral when these games finally give me a sexy male qunari or dwarf to romance tho #i was so disappointed by bull after we got to see the arishok tbh but taash is better even if theyre a bit small for a qunari #anyway i love this game and the lore of the gods is killing me slowly all of my elves are stadning around like 😬 yike

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