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summertime ☀️ !!!
#YAYYY GOOFY WEIRD FLESH GIRL !!! i imagine she’s just shifting her hair and eye colors around all the time#jrwi#jrwi pd#summer jrwi#summer dileo#jrwi prime defenders#ant’s art tag#We are trying to post this again! Because this website hates putting any of my posts in the tags!#Anyways#Every time she shapeshifts she gets more and more off from her original appearance. Thats a thing in canon she is slowly looking less and#less like her original body#Can we talk about this can we think about this#bc i am thinking about this#A lot#girls when they get burned up alive and then remade with fake goop flesh.#and are drifting further and further from their original appearance. and maybe don’t even notice#Also the cardigan isnt part of the hero fit i just wanted to draw it#shes taking a break for a sec !#can we bring her back. season 3 bring her back Pleeeaasseee please please . the silly……. the silly who also gets more concerning the more#you think about it#has id
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - Nobodies
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#nobodies#dusk#sniper#reaper#ninja#gambler#berserker#sorcerer#my gif#i'm a nobody enjoyer so of course i'm gonna make another set with them#nobodies are so reflective in this game i wonder if it they were originally intended to look this way#it would have been difficult to visually convey that in the old engine since lighting and shadows were all drawn onto the texture map#but that's not an issue anymore since there are far less lighting and graphical restrictions#anyways i'm glad we got a couple new nobodies#because their designs rule#i love how the one that represents marluxia can morph its body to look like the pod that sora slept in at castle oblivion#while the one that represents larxene has flowy scarf tails that are reminiscent of her unique hairstyle. the knife hands are cool
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Rey, who is in my very biased opinion, one of the funniest "girls" I have because she's just a guy, truly. Like Rey is just short for Reynold because he was recruited by a a goddess to help the hero she selected and the hero is conveniently Reynold's younger brother. So he agrees to help under the condition that the goddess gives him a female body for the other world. She's like "really odd flex but whatever" and gives him a female form and he's like "you know. I can't really blame anyone but myself for not specifying 'please don't turn me into a Lisa Frank personification'."
#my characters#ya know since i draw daily idk if ill do any challenges this month#i know theres a LOT of them out there but i might hold off and do huevember as a challenge and let this month just be chill#for what its worth he only asks for a female body because his baby brother (like 10 years younger than him)#commented ONE TIME ugh its so weird to have you dote on me like this#why couldnt you have been an older sister or look less suspicious#so when sent to help his brother hes like RIGHT GOT IT GIRL TIME LIKE THE MOST LOGIC COURSE OF ACTION#then does a really good job at helping the hero and then gets abducted by the demon army and#as rey keeps challenging the demons checking on him in the dungeon (who are all very kind?) to just interrogate him already#and they just ask why would they do that? they just wanted her outta the way for a bit#cause they dont actually want to hurt anyone and then the demon lord keeps personally visiting rey and continues#to point out how she gives him a headache and how the core is different than the shell#and so then he offers to revert rey back to his original form and reynold immediately accepts#and so now hes just a guy again surrounded by v nice demons#and hes like please just be mean ive been trained to handle violence you have to stop being nice#im not used to nice ok you have to be mean or else im going to develop stockholm syndrome#and the demons are just ?? we dont .... dont know.... what that is.......... what.....#then he gets engaged to the demon lord and all is well ! he becomes the trophy husband to the demon lord#and the world is saved (it was never at risk)#i have a lot of love for the idiots in this plot#because reynold and sascha are literal husbands thinking oh no my beloved husband is only married out of convenience to meeee#and solei is the goddess who recruited him and is so mad that reynold is more of a gremlin than sascha#like why is this mere mortal somehow worse than THE DEMON LORD how in the world#and reynold runs around just adopting all of the demon army and is like yeah#ill be the trophy husband with a hundred kids and a hot 7ft tall demon husband who can change into a huge dragon#and hes really content in this role!#but for a while he does appear as rey and hates how much of a highlighter he is
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Thinking abt them in the early years of their relationship... Dies
#'i see the stars everyday. Doesn't mean i like them any less' I WAS COOKINGGGG#Well. Honestly it wasn't my original idea. I kinda based it on a short comic i saw of a guy saying to his wife that he sees them sunset#Everyday in response to her saying 'you see this everyday' (in reference to her body)#Which is so fucking sweet to me i think abt it so much u have no idea#Manager and auditor r so fucking sweet to each other it makes me want to die. Okay bye#oc x canon#oc: manager#madness combat#madcom#madness combat oc#madcom oc#auditor madcom#madness combat auditor#art#artists on tumblr#artwork#digital art#my art#digital drawing#digital illustration#oc art
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peach pit
[ID : a chubby skywing dragon named Pyrite, who has yellowish-orange scales with a lighter yellow underbelly and dark freckles across her scales, resembling the inside of a peach. she has a crest of dark spines along the back of her neck and on the tip of her tail, antler-like horns, her body is dappled with scars, and she wears a cord around her neck like a choker. she is sitting down, facing towards the left, with her wings held open and an uncertain expression on her face. the background is a teal rectangle with white peach blossoms overlayed on top of it. END ID]
#thinking a lawttt about how pyrite was described to be the same color as a peach a lot#the freckles as described in the id are supposed to make her look like the inside of a peach#she has scars all over her body bc she was enchanted to be really clumsy so i would imagine she would be constantly getting hurt by acciden#her feet [and other skywing feet] have a fifth toe on the back kinda like raptor claws that they use for balance and grabbing things#in winter turning the original pyrite[?] was described to have black eyes so i gave her really big pupils -#- that would probably make her eyes look black head-on#she has lil bear ears btw !! i think skywings and icewings have bear ears bc theyre smaller and wont get cold as easily . also theyre cute#i just thought the crest of spines would look cute but then i realized the resemblance to icewing spikes so i added them to the tail too#the antler horns looking like icewing reindeer horns also wasnt intentional i just wanted them to look unique -#- instead of the generic straight horns or curved i usually give skywings#i think she has quite a bit of icewing remnants left over despite the spell actually#like i would imagine her fire is weaker than the other skywings and would be a lot less hotter#she also instinctively isnt used to skywing proportions hence why shes sitting the way she is with her legs all weird and wings not closed#other than that shes rather boring and isnt very flamboyant bc i think scarlet would think she doesnt deserve it#i dont really have any other design notes everything was added last second or by complete accident gafksndkxk#I JUST REALIZED THE THUMB ON HER WING IS BACKWARDS . I WAS WONDEIRN WHY IT LOOKED WEIRD CKJFMCJXNX#whatever im not fixing it. suffer with me#🖌#wings of fire skywing#wings of fire#wings of fire pyrite#og my GODDD tumblr eated the wuality on this one real bad wtfff
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guys help I’m contemplating a “what if MXY brought back NMJ instead” AU I already have like 20 fics I’m failing to write I don’t need another onnnnnnne
#THERE’S JUST SO MUCH TO PLAY WITH#what is it like being Baxia-less? does he feel wrong without her or is he the calmest he’s ever been bc it’s QUIET?#how is he coping with the EXTREMELY EVIL RITUAL used to revive him? how does he feel about being obliged to kill the Mo clan?#how does he react to what NHS has done to the sect?#in CQL canon he was never confirmed dead so reappearing in his original body would not be as much of an issue!#but I am charmed by the idea of NMJ having to experience life as Just A (Comparatively) Little Guy
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drawing fanart everyday for Danganronpa: A New Generation until the First Episode comes out
Day 197: Body Swap AU hairstyle changes
Check out the fangan!
#danganronpa a new generation#DRNG#rosie darwin#poppi tomiko#chika takayo#julien kenta#julien’s (chika) hair gets a bit messier like her original pigtails#chika’s (julien) ahoge kinda just flops around like his (barely qualified) ahoge#and poppi/rosie switch where the hair near the front of their head is#and also poppi’s (rosie) curves a bit more inwards#while rosie’s (poppi) hair flows more#(kinda like talentswap!rosie but less dramatically)#I think I talked about the last two in one of the first body swap doodles#oh#also julien in chika’s body has chika’s stylistic eyes and vice versa#this whole thing is mainly just to keep some clear differences since without the coloured lines it’s a bit hard to tell
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Wine stains on porcelain
(Alternatively: @katkastrofa and I have created 5 OCs in 3 days and I suffer from chronic “I wanna draw the little guysssssss” disease)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#I have not figured out a tag system yet so for now this is all they’re getting#their names are liba and abyan and I’m very much obsessed :)#they’re the children of two of our other newest OCs. Himman and Summiya#the latter of whom just happens to be Zaheer’s older sister#but he ran away from home years before these two were born so he most likely isn’t even aware of their existence#I mean. I’m sure he suspects his sisters had children. but that’s the extent of what he knows#anyway#quite a few headcanons came to mind as I was drawing so I’m gonna type them out while I can still function#(haven’t slept for two nights in a row. I’m starting to doubt whether I’m actually alive or not)#Liba is older by about a year but once they grow up a little it’s barely noticeable and people assume they’re twins#over time they stop bothering to correct them because really. they’re so close they might as well be#they were both burn with port wine stain birthmarks on their faces. much to their mother’s dismay#she has a whole perfectionism complex and needed her children to reflect that to maintain the family image#thus they were taught how to hide the marks early on. but the powder makes them constantly sneeze#liba is very self conscious about it bc of what her mother put in her head. Abyan less so bc while he’s expected to be perfect#his future doesn’t depend on his looks. he always tries to comfort his sister whenever she spirals too deep. no matter that she’s older#when no one is around to hear he calls her Lili <3 it annoyed her at first so she dubbed him Yanyan in retaliation#but over time they both grew to love the nicknames and now use them unironically#they’re the ultimate partners in crime. their goal? gaining as much freedom from their mother as possible#and sooner or later they will manage to do so permanently. which will make Summiya fall apart. but that is currently Kat’s domain#speaking of. hi Kat. I know you’ve already seen this in pencil but look! I coloured them!!#the birthmarks were both kinda annoying and rather fun to do. maybe I’ll change them later. I was too tired to look at refs so I improvised#and there’s no detail in clothing since again. 0 energy whatsoever. but once I refine their full body designs I shall go all out#that reminds me I need to go collect my new sketchbook. might do it on the way home from the store#okay I’m getting distracted. is this my very unsubtle way of trying to influence Kat to write that Summiya fic?#maybe. maybe not. you can’t prove anything 😁
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yknow i wassss gonna gut the cinderheart reincarnation plotline for razorverse because of how clumsy and insidious the original was… but i have been playing pokemon rejuvenation and now i sorta wanna take influence from that game’s reincarnation plot. where the reincarnation is actually a curse that is detrimental to both cinders and has damaging psychological effects on everyone involved
#i mean ig the original plot had hints of that but it was less that and more ‘’omg we gotta make THIS life worth it!!! (aka not disabled)#which this wouldnt have#id totally gut the disability angle altogether tbh#but im imagining like theres legit magic going on. probably bc of the tunnels#maybe cinderpelt was the first cat to realize there was something up with the tunnels. and she accidentally cast a light spell in there#and she began to experiment a bit. and this is what drives her attention away from leafpool for a bit#i wouldnt know what EXACTLY shes doing. maybe she found it before the moonpool was found and wanted to try and create a starclan entry#for the other medics#and once the moonpool was found she tried to stop but realized she wanted to experiment more#like. can she try and contact starclan on her own? could she figure out how exactly starclan ticked?#and she gets in contact with rock who sorta takes her on as a disciple…#im thinking every cat is capable of reading starclan but it varies and cinders’s sense was very low#so she was trying to compensate for that#it distracts her from clan life and pulls her away and suddenly the bubbly cinderpelt everyone knows has just vanished#but they brush it off as the trauma from the journey#but then we get to her death- she’d been trying to create that pathway and as ive said RV!Starclan is a spiritual anomaly#where cats are supposed to reincarnate but instead they linger#creating the starclan group. but in tampering with magic- cinderpelt got locked out of the starclan cycle somehow and got cursed#the same curse as rock- every time she is slain#her body shifts and transforms and is ‘’reset’’ into a young kitten. into cinderheart#the soul of cinderpelt is trapped in there and it will stay trapped til the curse is broken. and the cycle will repeat when cinderheart dies#im thinking cinderheart reconnects with rock to look into this and shes tied in with the jayfeather plotline#and she struggles with feeling like a freak of nature who was born from tragedy#she gets added to sorrels litter and they pretend shes her bio kit but leafpool and the family knows the truth#razorverse
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HmHm.
I think a Hairdorables head on a Cave Club body would make a decent Mayday doll.
Nothing's gonna be perfect, but I think Hairdorables matches her face/head shape a lil'better than the base Cave Club.
Ya know. If somebody wants to get on that.
#nsr#i already said i'm not gonna do it#and while i said it was because i didn't also want to make a zuke doll to go with her#it's also because i already made kliff: if i made either one using these particular dolls#they're gonna be significantly shorter than him and that'll bug the hell out of me#kun3h0 is a couple inches shorter than him even though she's supposed to be pretty tall#and that's with the extra centimeter that the shoes gave her#how much more so for May who doesn't wear shoes?#of course... i could just use dolls that are in-scale with him but i like more stylized figures#that's a big part of why i was so attracted to NSR#the only reason kliff works with a 'regular' doll is that he's distinctly *less* stylized than most of the other characters#but he's still stylized~ him being forced into this 'normal' body type means that he's getting completely eaten by his coat/scarf#whereas the long neck/big hands and feet of his original design helped pull him out of his clothes a bit more#i think the more cartoony proportions of the small dolls would help with details like that#so if someone else with this hobby wants to give it a try#then be my guest and also share it with me
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i j u st. want my funny idols jrpg back p ls—
#(link leads to the best song of the game which is sung by characters voiced by hiyoko’s and juri’s vas btw)#(warning: very long rambling in the tags due to my rapidly deteriorating sanity. sorry)#(sorry it’s suiyoubi and this song from the game popped up in my playlist today s o—)#(and also bc i happened to open that ig app and saw the game thief at the top of my dash and i— (ʘ‿ʘ))#im just. aaakajxjsjsjakajsj i’ve been wanting to replay this game since juri’s and chiz’s vas were announced but!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa—#it’s been 2 years since i lent it out man… i really should’ve asked for the game back before the dude became public enemy no. 1 of the club…#it’s just!!!!!!! man!!!!!! the va crossovers between this game and hw is kinda wackkkkkkkkk#the protag is voiced by chiaki (and later stuff(?) happens and a dude voiced by saku-nii fuses with his body or sth) so he’s chisaku now ig#he’s also very funny in his own right and he fights with sth like a persona voiced by kumamaru#(even though i say ‘persona-like’ those dudes are originally fire emblem (like both the game and the song lol) dudes…)#(though they just act like personas in here so yeah. it’s persona emblem. with idols. and it’s great!!!!!)#his childhood friend is a cute little idol girl voiced by hiyoko’s va and her persona-like thing is voiced by the chiz lol#and there’s also an aspiring actress voiced by juri’s va and the protag’s boy best friend’s persona emblem is voiced by dai ft4#and also!!!! the idol girl’s older sister is voiced by manager uchida’s va and said sister p. much becomes their manager of sorts so i!!!!!#(and as a bonus ken’s og va voices some idol dude in here so he’s here too ig)#i just!!!! really wanna make so many hw aus involving this game!!!! but!!!! i don’t have it anymore aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#like!!!!! a jk trio idol au??? with manager nagisa??? (and agency presidents chisaku bc lol) and the!!!! the!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#im sorry… this game that no one cares about (lol) lives rent-free in my head 40% of the time#is it bc of the jk trio? …yeah… it’s bc of the jk trio…#had i known that dai’s va voiced someone in this game i… prolly would’ve skipped his dialogue less. lol#though wait. waiiiiit. the (equivalent of a) persona user of the dai-voiced character is voiced by koga enstars… and if dai = rei then… hmmm#uaaauauauauauauauauuaa i really should just. be more normal about voice actors… ahahahaha… im so sorry#i just wanted to cry about my 2 years hostage victim of a game cartridge h o w did it end up like thisssssss#to think that the only reasons why i lent it out was bc he was a fellow smt fan… and i just wanted to talk about the game with someone ;-;#not only did he not care that much for the games and songs… he also never gave it back so b s#im sorry. i m having a moment. of crisis. ahahaha… i’ll be less cringe tomorrow i promise (lies)#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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💢😢💔😎➰owo..
💢 Favorite dark trope
i am personally so fond of possessed person in the beginning stages, where they’re acting vaguely strange, but they’re trying to pretend to be the original person real hard. it leads to so much fun drama from all angles—when the possessed person is watching from the inside and screaming that it’s not them, when their friend can tell it’s not them but no one believes them… yeah, i love the horror of it.
i also like the horror of the final stages of possession, especially with elements of body horror, since the human body can’t handle a demonic entity… so they start to warp… hehe :) i like a lot of horror elements, tbh.
😢 Favorite tragedy trope
WHEN TWO CHARACTERS ARE TWO PARTS OF A WHOLE, BUT THEY LOSE THE OTHER… CRYING_CAT_WITH_PAW_AT_MOUTH.PNG…….. LITERALLY KILLS ME, BECAUSE HOW DOES ONE REMAINING PERSON OF A PAIR FUNCTION WITHOUT THEIR OTHER HALF…………… YES, THIS IS ABOUT CHRYZURE AND ESP ABOUT CHRYZURE IN REFERENCE TO THE OCTOBER FIC.
💔 Favorite angst trope
i’m not sure this is a trope, but a huge part of azure’s character is that he caused almost all the anguish chrysi goes through. he does everything for her, and he’s caused all the problems that he tries to fix for her, and it tears him apart inside. i love when characters cause their own problems and it upsets them and people get mad at them, bc i love drama, and i love drama from the inside of a person and from the outside of them. i don’t know if that makes sense.
😎 Favorite character trope
incredibly charming person with a radiant smile and that you want to impress is also the most broken person you’ve ever met and they never wanted you to find out…… literally chrysi, literally archie, literally mordred…… i see this character archetype and i go feral every time. either i project upon you, or i steal you for my archives……..
also tragic reincarnated lovers <33 i will always eat that up.
➰ What's a random plot you'd like to write?
i’ve been trying to write the “lovesick” fic, where jacks gets a love curse put on him, for so long… but it still escapes me. the issue stems from the fact that it would be a subplot in a much grander scheme of things (involving court politics and ghosts on the side), but i want to write jacks fucking things up so badly for chrysi because he’s her right-hand man, and the fact that now he’s outwardly lovey-dovey ruins everything… chrysi realizes that she relies on jacks a lot + she cares for him and his genuine thoughts/opinions, and she realizes that she loves the normal version of jacks (post curse-breaking kiss)… but alas. i can’t write another novel-length fic that’s not the one where jacks gets SOOO fucking possessed, bc i need to actually finish that fic. screaming.
#so. my original dark trope i loved got a little too violent. i decided to talk abt something else that wound up being less dark/interesting#but the original involved a lot of body horror being inflicted upon someone via azure in his rage so *twirls hair around my finger*#anything and everything for chrysi <3333 azure’s morals are literally jst ‘chrysi and everything involving her’ and lsjgjfkgjdfkjgsd ough…#the romance of it all……… it gets very fucked the moment azure can’t be with chrysi. he kills ppl for fun#.asks#m.moon🎀#it’s like if he were despair but more dedicated to doing things in chrysi’s name rather than trying to forget the pain of losing her
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some important calvin and hobbes facts in case you haven't read the original comic strip in a long time or only absorbed stuff on it from memes and out of context bits on here:
Calvin's last name has never been given, and neither has any of his parent's names. This was actually why his uncle Max only showed up for a brief storyline; the creator of the comic, Bill Watterson, ultimately felt that while it was fine to have him as someone for his parents to talk to, it felt far too awkward to never have Max refer to them by name and he never made a return appearance.
The general tone of the comic is fairly light-hearted, with a big emphasis on goofy slapstick comedy contrasted by clever wordplay and often surprising adult-centered jokes that'll hit you like a slap. A big part of the comedy is, as Watterson put it (paraphrased) "It's really funny to me when people express deeply stupid ideas with really fancy terminology." One notable example you might have seen is that one bit where Calvin asks his mom for money to buy a Satan-worshiping rock album and his mom replies that there's nothing genuine about them and they're just putting on the attitude for shock value, and comisserates with Calvin as he deplores that mainstream nihilism can't be trusted. He concludes that childhood is disillusioning.
There is a LOT of criticism of the extreme materialism and selfish mentality of the late 80s, when the comic was initially written. This may go a long way to explain how its aged so well; much of what it criticizes resonates well with people today.
Bill Watterson views comic strips a legitimate form of artwork, and repeatedly fought to have more space to draw more beautiful and artistic backgrounds, which was a very hard fight and unpopular even with other comic strip artists. He eventually did win some compromises and a lot of Calvin And Hobbes' artwork shows it, with the use of space to indicate time as well as a sharp contrast between the often plain environments of mundane life contrasted by the wildly beautiful imagery of Calvin's imagination (which often sports realistic depictions in an art shift of sorts).
Hobbes is explicitly not an imaginary friend, by word of Watterson himself. We don't know WHAT he is exactly, and Hobbes is apparently unaware of the strange nature of his reality; people look at him and only see an ordinary stuffed tiger plushie, but he has a tangible effect on the world that would be physically impossible for Calvin to do on his own. He's apparently been around for a while, and was apparently around when Calvin was a young baby.
On that note; Hobbes has implicitly killed (notably treated as both a gag and also with the vibe of 'he's a tiger, duh') and while he doesn't do it again on-screen, he doesn't have any moral issues about it. Calvin claims that he's never had trouble bringing Hobbes to school because the last time he did, Hobbes killed and ate a bully named Tommy Chestnut and simply comments that it was gross and he needed a bath. Calvin's tried to repeat this again, but Hobbes was grossed out at the thought having to eat a kid raw and not being allowed to use an oven first, or complaining that children are too fattening.
Hobbes became gradually less human-like in body language and more like an actual cat in both body language and behavior; this was due to Watterson drawing more inspiration from his cat, who also inspired a lot of Hobbes' running gags, such as pouncing on Calvin when he got home. Several years into the syndication of the strip, Watterson's cat passed away, and he did a tribute to her with a comic strip of the two of them agreeing to try to dream together so they can keep playing when they have to sleep; Watterson's commentary (if I recall right), remarks on his cat: "We can see each other again in dreams."
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Every second of every day I remind myself that I'm going to need to learn to draw gore and body horror and every second of everyday I simply keep imagining it instead of drawing it because I don't even wanna try finding usable refs for the shit I wanna pull off (it also doesn't help that searching up refs for skinless human anatomy is. Annoying to do if you wanna draw someone who isn't made of muscle and nothing else)
#rat rambles#there's also just a lot of stuff that I just sorta. cant find refs for just due to the nature of the image in my head#but yeah I know I can probably find the refs I properly need somewhere out there but its going to be a nightmare for me I hate finding good#reference photos for tings especially when it comes to anything gore or scar related#but yeah au snek you bastard I will draw you some day#she isnt helping me much by having fun bone body horror too :/#and then theres all the other snake stuff I want her to do thats going to be a whole other journey to learn to draw#but that one isnt as bad because it's much easier to find photos of snakes doing goofy snake stuff#aka anytime they use their mouths to do anything ever theyre so silly#au snek is also silly if you ignore the horrors#shout out to her for being the only one of the au antags that wasnt saught out for attempting to/succeeding at destroying their universes#although thats mostly just because snek is tied to physical matter which means that she has less of an inhernet connection to the stuff#pretty much everyone else does abt their universes#au snek was somewhat unique amongst sneks tho in that shes easily one of the most powerful sneks#these guys get a bit closer to the greater power of the function theyre tied to each time they die you see#and au snek has died a Lot#more times than everyone else in the au antag squad combined#which tbf isnt actually saying a lot most of them never actually died that many times if at all#owl for example probably never died herself. all her power came from her consuming her original universe#similar with mase but he might have died at some point idk#and while Id normally say tali is a similar case given the universe she came from shes probably died a fair share of times#and au bloom probably died like once or maybe twice if Im being generous#au fydd didnt die at all hes just built like that#and au aris only died once but her power again comes from her original universe aka uni hi uni#now Id have to do some math to figure out how many times au snek died but I dont wanna do that since itd be kinda complicated#but just trust me she died a lot and her friends also died a lot except for her brothers who only died once since they dont get revived#long story short: they stopped being supplied food
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my vitriolic hate for the parentals only grows btw. everything i overhear is in fact a big fat negative in our relationship
#i am becoming less and less guilty about this the more they cause me grief bc all we fucking do in the polycule is reparent each other#and the ways they have both been horrible has basically been entire emotional neglect and constant abuse for having the gall to live#i have zero respect for them genuinely. i don't fucking care anymore#i barely enjoy moms company anyway because more and more all of our autisms clash#plus she called me codependent once so i stopped being a child around her. so#i really have no more parents anymore. i know my parents hate me. i know it#i dont want to do this anymore#I'm so tired of being alive#i really want to just die right now#fucking. mimi tries to be so sweet but its fucking hard id rather just stop trying to show any sort of love#i hope tht when the parentals look at me all they feel is how much i hate them i NEED them to feel haunted in their own house bc of me.#every one of both of my partners parents have basically been split on me. i was ok with them once until they fucking pushed me enough that#now i literally cannot see them without hate. i hate every one of them for how they treated and still treat my partners and how they make#both my partners dread every second of having to be around them or speak to them or do anything with them#im fucking tired of being treated like they fucking made able bodied children WHEN THEY IN FACT DIDNT. SURPRISE ASSHOLE YOU TRAUMATIZED YOUR#KID INTO DISABILITY#now none of us can fucking function in the world were all 3 disabled stupid autistics who can barely not yell at each other or whatever and#i infact dont blame my partners because i know its not the fucking cause its what they were fucking taught and i have no more grace in me to#give to the parents who raised them. there is no grace for them. there is simply you fucking couldve been better. you failed and you have to#fucking live with the fact that you fucking failed as a parent#i fucking hate everything about the parentals genuinely. there are so much of their lives and interests that i do not respect because their#lives apparently came first over their kids. and i dont care anymore i dont care about reasonable “excuses” i dont fucking care when#i reparent their kid without their fucking input or thought or opinion. fuck off#i fucking hate it here#🥩#🐣#🌤️#original#vent
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Fuck it.
Hebert has a Handgun: everywhere Taylor looks, she sees guns and munitions. Sometimes they are in incredibly inconvenient places. At least one time she finds a gun, it is in her backpack. At school. Where Madison can see if her gaze falls just so.
But that's not important.
What's important is how unimportant Taylor is in spite of this. The guns are a side note in her life. She is so very small in the end. She is just a speck of dust is the great cosmos of the universe. The night sky is beautiful beyond the words she loves with her mother.
Brockton Bay is bright. Boston is brighter still even in the distance. The stars? The galaxy? The universe as seen from a rooftop? It shines clearly in spite of all the reasons that would obscure it.
Clearly, Taylor is parahuman. Or she is under the effect of a parahuman power. Her vision remains sharp with or without her glasses. (She can wear sunglasses at night with no issues at all.) But what sort of cape just sees clearly? Try as she might, sharp vision is nothing so special as to challenge any of the problems in Brockton Bay.
But that is no reason not to try.
A gun on school grounds cannot stop her. It is nothing a tattoo cannot fix. It may be a pain to explain the tramp stamp, but at least it is not grounds for immediate expulsion and criminal record. Or getting gunned down by cops.
#chatter#worm#prompt#?#it's more an outline#shit what was my tag for my card carrying monsterfucker librarian? she was the original marksman branded glasses girl#one thing i don't mention above is that grue's smoke is also not fully effective#she can flashlight her way through it with some difficulty sepending on the strength of the light in question#also the tramp stamp is not permanent or fixed#it is just incredibly inconvenient like the gun#she has a few possible cape names#stargazer is the first based on her taking night walks and stargazing and calling in tips to the police#after that it's a mess#ideas vary#it would be a prt placeholder or taylor special or maybe a lisa insistence#tattoo would reflect her most obvious power#guns and related accessories can become tattoos on her body which she can later retrieve#missed mark could be be an insulting name and a riff on her initial lack of shooting skill#she doesn't get particularly good at it either#but mainly i thought it would be a play off of miss militia and a sort of dark mirror deal#the protectorate's noble hero versus the undersiders' half cocked villain#oh something i don't touch on at all is that her shots are weirdly effective#it doesn't come up often or stand out because she doesn't shoot much and hits even less but uh brutes beware#shit did i post any of this already?
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