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innittowinit · 4 years ago

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Abandoned amusement parks are the best place for young children (chapter 7)

AO3

Fic summary:

Techno, Tommy, Wilbur and Phil have been hanging out at the abandoned amusement park in the woods since they moved in. Techno likes knowing he's definitely alone with his brothers Tommy likes climbing on the old rides Wilbur likes having a place to play his music Phil likes spending time with his younger brothers

That is, until a group of brothers calling themselves the 'dream team' move in down the road. Will the sleepy boys give in and share the park or will they succeed in scaring the new kids off?

Chapter summary

Dream recounts what happened today to Bad and their mom Wilbur comforts Techno

chapter word count: 1704 (sorry its another inbetween chapter)

Dream snickered as he leaned back in his chair, a half eaten ham and cheese sandwich sitting idly on his plate. He had his mask lifted up so it sat atop his head, showing his freckled cheeks and and reddish cheeks.

“That was a fun game, they were playing along this time”

He reached for a packet crisps, only to drop his hand and pick the sandwich back up when Bad gave him a disapproving look; they all wanted to make Bad proud, he wasn’t around often anymore but when he was here it was great.

It didn’t really feel like home when he was off at school.

Playing with the sleepy boys had been fun though, he mulled over the events of the day as he chewed on the childish meal, the sun was still high in the sky and he doubted it was past 2pm at all.

Phil didn’t seem like he wanted to play, for a moment Dream wondered if Phil just didn’t like playing anymore, he was the oldest afterall, but he quickly shook the thought from his mind. Why else would he still turn up to L’manburg with his brothers?

No, Phil definitely enjoyed it, he was probably just tired today, sometimes even his own brothers didn’t like playing Manhunt if they had had a long day.

He remembered buying the fun snaps, it had been a little nerve wracking but he needed them for the plan to work! He had had to lie about how old he was for the shopkeeper to give them to him, he didn’t ask for ID though so he guessed the old man running the place also didn’t see the point in having an age limit to buy a toy. While they were going through their plan first, Sapnap had said he wanted to blow it up.

Obviously they couldn't do that.

And so they decided on fun snaps and their ‘weapons’. At least this way they’d still get shocked by the noise of the snaps going off anyway, it wasn’t like they wanted to cause any real harm, he didn’t want to lose any more potential friends because of the ways he had fun.

“We actually got into L’manburg today” Sap laughed, hair dusted with sandy dirt from when he had been pushed to the floor.

His sandwich had been toasted to make the cheese melty and he was dipping it in a Tomato cup-a-soup. As far as Dream was concerned, that was single handedly the worst food combination ever made and he deserved to be pushed over for eating like that.

“I hope you guys aren’t playing too rough out there, those Reid kids have a littl’un right?”

Nodding, Dream shoved the rest of his lunch into his mouth, chewing it as much as he could before giving up and just speaking with his mouth full anyways.

“Yeah Tommys like really small, we aren’t playing too rough though Ma, they’re cool with it, I promise! Even Sap and George like them”

Once she had finished preparing her own lunch, she sat with her kids; they were so rowdy, it would be a straight lie if she said she didn’t worry about their safety sometimes but she supposed boys would just be boys, no amount of sports clubs or extracurricular activities had ever quenched their need to run about and hit each other with sticks.

What was fun about hitting each other, she had no idea, but hopefully they’d grow out of it before they seriously hurt themselves or someone else

“That’s nice to hear then, I’m glad you boys are making new friends, I know it can be difficult adapting to new places-”

“Nah mum it’s easy!” Sapnap had cut her off, hand in a bag of crisps since he had finished his meal, despite how much Bad tried to influence healthy eating decisions.

“That’s nice sweetheart, some people find it hard though! Hey! You know what could be cute? If you take Bad down to meet your buddies, you said they had an older brother around his age too right?”

Dream groaned, feigning annoyance as he glanced over to his brother, while like Phil, Bad still cared about them a whole lot, they didn’t really have the almost-replacement-parent kind of dynamic that the sleepy bois had with their older sibling. He didn’t really understand that, Bad was two years older than him and the way they thought and rationalised things was about the same level, so why did his new friends seem to treat their older brother like a grown up?

Even though they were a bit weird, they were nice and they were fun to play with, so eventually he nodded, it would be so much fun having Bad there to fight with them. It felt like it had been ages since they all played together.

“I think they’re playing something else now, we can all go tomorrow after school if you want”

With a shrug and a flippant smile, Bad had at last agreed to go meet his mischievous brother’s new friends. If the scar on George’s cheek was anything to go off though, it seemed like they were a lot more ill-disciplined than his boys were.

Or at least that’s what he liked to think.

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“Phil didn’t mean to hurt you” Wilbur mumbled as they walked hand-in-hand to the old pool where they spent so much of their time together, gently lowering himself in and then helping Techno in afterwards.

The two sat idly against the curved wall, sitting in comfortable silence as Wilbur waited for Techno to sort his thoughts out.

“It still hurts” With a voice as quiet and weak as his was right now, anyone who had bothered to stay around long enough to hear his voice, absolutely wouldn't think this was him.

The assertive, confident way he normally would speak to his brothers long forgotten as he gingerly swallowed the lump in his throat.

He felt invalidated, ignored, humiliated.

Why did Phil have to bring up the one thing he couldn’t argue with him on? He had got hit harder than Tommy! Why did he only care about Tommy?

With a heavy chest and an aching arm, he rested his head on his brother’s shoulder, just wanting some comfort but not really knowing how to put his feelings into words. Thankfully, Wilbur seemed to recognise this rare moment and gently wrapped an arm around him.

“Do you think….” He trailed off into a murmur after that, prompting Wilbur to remind him he needed to use his words

“Do you think that deep down...maybe Phil thinks I’m weird too? It’s weird to be this shy isn’t it? I’m supposed to have grown out of it by now right?”

His voice sounded frantic and panicked, breaths punctuated his sentences as he spilled his emotions into the empty pool. Gentle hands pulled him into a hug and he was tight against Wilbur’s chest, being reminded once again that even if he felt bad himself, his family would always save the day.

“...well I think objectively it is a bit weird that we’re both this attached, and we should be able to be able to do these things that other kids our age can but just because what we have is a little funky doesn’t mean you're weird. If it was normal we wouldn’t have a speech therapist but I don't think it's bad, the other kids in our classes always talk about hating their siblings and stuff. I’m glad none of us are like that.” Wilbur tried his very best to articulate how he felt, a lot of the feelings he wanted to explain, he didn’t have the words to describe, and so he was left with small comparisons and metaphors.

He didn’t bother saying them, if he was struggling with saying them he might accidentally say something that could hurt his brother more.

“I don't think Phil thinks you're weird either. I think he’s frustrated, he works so hard to make sure we’re all okay and we don’t always show him that we appreciate it. I think maybe he’s scared for you, he knows it’s hard for you to talk and with him getting mad it probably came out wrong. He probably wants you to get better really bad and I bet it’s hard for him to watch you struggle and not be able to help. That doesn’t make what he said okay but I do think you should talk to him and try to find out why he said what he said”

Techno nodded, he felt a bit guilty for being so mad at Phil now, he cared so much about them and he had got his little brother hurt.

Even though he felt guilty, he still felt hurt though and maybe it was childish but he didn't care. He wanted to strop and huff and ignore everyone.

Before today he didn’t even realise it was possible to want to fall out of the earth and want to be cuddled by all his favourite people, simultaneously.

“I think you’ll feel better if you talk to Phil though, you wont need to make up theories on why he said it anymore than you already have.”

Another nod, he knew confrontation was inevitable but he wanted to sit here a bit longer, with the shade from the trees and low hanging vines, to the roaring hot sun, it just felt so much better to try and think through his feelings here rather than having to think it all out while he was actually having the conversation with Phil.

“It’s hard�� An almost exasperated sigh left his lips “I know Tommy’s just the priority because he’s the youngest. I love him too, so so much, but he didn’t even check to see if I got hurt though. He saw I wasn’t able to protect Tommy and he got mad.

“Today, Phil was tired and stressed and he said some really stupid things but Tech’ I can’t tell you what he meant by them, I’m telling you all these questions would be solved so much faster if we just went and spoke to him.”

“..okay let's go”

#techno #wilbur #technoblade #wilbur soot #dream #sapnap #georgenotfound #badboyhalo #fanfic #hurt/ comfort

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sageblogsthings · 4 years ago

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[image id: a yellow cottage is surrounded by pink and white flowers and a stone wall. the text over the image reads “chapter one” in a white calligraphy-style font. /end id]

Golden rays filtered through the cottage window, illuminating flecks of dust as they spindled towards the floor.

They look like little stars, Artemis thought to herself. Small, glimmering microcosms that seemed to imitate the nature of the swirling, gaseous bodies high above. But these were peaceful, hopeful almost. Artemis gazed at them a little longer, wondering how something so simple could be so beautiful, and often so tragically overlooked. The universe was right at her window, offering her a glimpse into things minuscule, vast, immaculate, unknowable. Who could look away from that?

“Are you over there contemplating the meaning of life again?” a voice mused just behind Artemis’ ear. She smiled.

“I’m just thinking.”

“Hmm,” the voice groaned slightly. With a slight shift of the bed, a warm arm wrapped around her waist and pulled her closer. Artemis gazed down at where the arm crossed the skin of her stomach. It reminded her of a great hickory tree: dark, beautiful, strong, safe. She traced her alabaster fingers along each tone of muscle, marveling at the subtle strength. Though she had woken up to countless mornings like this, she would never quite get used to how comfortable, how safe, she felt in this exact moment. Like these arms could protect her from anyone and anything.

Reluctantly, Artemis lifted the arm from her side so she could turn to face her love. Her breath hitched. Another sight I’ll never get used to. If she thought the sunlight illuminating dust was beautiful, she wasn’t even sure how to describe the sight before her. Light of liquid gold spilled onto her cheeks, pooling just beneath her eyes. Freckles of copper and bronze stood out against umber and ebony.

Ethereal. That was the only way to describe it.

Still frozen, Artemis could only watch as lashes parted to reveal deep, almost black irises which immediately captured her in their gaze.

“Enjoying the view?” she could hear the smirk more than see it.

Emboldened, Artemis roped her hands around this ethereal being, pulling them closer to her. Now it was her turn to smirk. “So what if I was?”

“Well,” a smile of pure starlight blinded her, “if you like the view so much why don’t you marry it?”

Grinning, Artemis’ hand traveled down to Anthea’s and grasped it tightly. Bringing their hands between them, Artemis smiled at the matching glimmering bands wrapped around their fingers

“I’m pretty sure I did. Otherwise this has all been a rather weird misunderstanding.”

She faked a wince as her wife swatted her arm.

“Well, if it is a misunderstanding, I don’t want to understand,” her wife threw her hand over her forehead and slumped over Artemis’ chest.

“You’ve been watching too many of those corny dramas haven’t you?” Artemis giggled. “Who the hell talks like that?”

“Actually, on the latest one I’ve watched, the Dark Mistress talks exactly like that.”

“The Dark Mistress, huh?” Artemis’ brow furrowed slightly. “What does that make me then?”

“Hmm . . . well the Mistress has had many lovers, as you can tell by her name. But there is only one to whom her heart truly belongs.” She paused for dramatic effect, pressing a finger to her lips. “Sir Aldred.”

“Sir?!” Artemis rolled on top of her wife, grabbing her shoulders playfully. “Are you comparing our everlasting love to some hetero bullshit?”

Anthea cackled, “Never, my love! See, Sir Aldred is secretly an agender sorcerer who had to legally claim a male gender identity in order to compete in the tournament the Dark Mistress was hosting. But all along they were secretly in love with the Mistress, and so after the competition they professed their love and the two lived happily ever after, all that good stuff.”

“Hmph,” Artemis pouted. “I guess that sounds okay.” She leaned down to press a kiss to her wife’s forehead, then rolled off of her and began to stand.

“And where are you going?” Anthea reached out, tracing the back of Artemis’ leg with her fingers.

“To make you coffee, oh Dark Mistress,” she looked over her shoulder with a grin. “Is that alright?”

“I suppose. Do not leave me waiting long, my beloved Aldred!” again throwing an arm over her forehead. She peeked out to grin at Artemis.

“Of course, my eternal love, my life’s desire, my heart’s beat,” she frowned at the last epithet. “I’m not good at this corny shit, okay?”

“As long as you’re good at making coffee, I can forgive you.”

Artemis’ cheeks almost hurt from grinning as she walked towards the kitchen. As she placed a kettle on the stove, a sharp tinkling sound rang out from the middle of their living room. Startled, she rushed over to a glowing sphere hovering over a pedestal next to their bookshelves. She muttered a hurried incantation, and a hooded figure appeared in the orb.

“Artemis. Where is Anthea?” the voice was low, cold.

“She’s in bed. Is something wrong? You don’t usually call this early.”

“Am I inconveniencing you?” It sounded more like an accusation than a question.

“No, no. Of course not. I’m just a bit surprised, and a little worried,” Artemis waved her hands in mock surrender, though she wasn’t sure they could see it.

“Hmm. Well, yes. I have a rather unusual job for you both.”

Artemis listened intently, hanging on every word. When the figure was finally done speaking, she accepted the task, and crept back to the bedroom. She curled her fingers around the doorframe, gripping it so tightly her knuckles whitened. She looked across the room at her wife, who was still laying down with her back to the door.

“Oh Aldred, you were gone so long I began to worry. Please, my beloved, tell me you have coffee,” she rolled onto her other side as she spoke so that she was facing Artemis. Her eyes widened when she saw her wife. “Artemis?” she practically leapt out of bed. “What happened?”

Artemis grimaced. She had always been terrible at bearing bad news.

“Something bad happened, didn’t it?” Anthea was too used to her wife’s mannerisms by now.

Sighing, Artemis closed her eyes. “Yes.”

Anthea waited patiently.

“It’s Phaidra. She’s dead.”

#onyx and opal #finally edited the first chapter wooo!!#i hope you guys like this i'm having a fun time this wip is entirely self-indulgent #y'know like all of my wips are lol #kit writes #wip update #writeblr

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rosesanthology · 4 years ago

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Escape Plan | Matsukawa Issei x F!Reader [mafia!AU]

This took me SO MUCH TIME to write aaaaaah it's not surprising that it's so long :0 i just have many many feelings for Matsukawa Issei ALSO im begging y'all to listen to the playlist before/as you read please !!

Im kinda pissed that i cant add a "read more" option since im on mobile tho :\

(Also ngl at first i planned to get one of the 2 shot but i didn't have the heart to go thru with it)

Warnings : Fluff, it starts with humor but at some point it gets angsty ???? Idk y'all tell me

- Au that could be considered as a ennemies-to-lovers type of situation

[Tags] : @raevaioli and @haikoo like i cannot stress this enough @haikoo this your main manz

- if you could only use one sentence to describe your job to a Karen it would be : stealing from the rich in order to trick other rich people

- you had been what the people would call a spy for most of your life now, the Tokyo based Nekoma Organisation being something close to a family

- you worked with both of your very good friends, Kuroo Testurou and Kozume Kenma

- Kuroo, the leader of your little squad, had been the first one to open up to you when you joined

- he was a gifted chemistry genius and you were sure he could make any poison or soporific out of the most random stuff

- he also had insane combat and physical abilities which made him fit to act in a lab as well as on mission grounds

- Kenma was a little more reserved at first, he was the same age as you but still was really reluctant to accept you as one of his own at first

- when he saw how much Kuroo trusted you and how interested you were in his work he slowly but surely found himself caring for you

- to put it simply Kenma, better known as "apple pi" was a hacker. His job ranged from creating computer viruses to full on enabling the security of whole museums

- despite his cute appearance and shy demeanor he was probably the scariest of you three

- finally, you Y/L L/N was the infiltration and weapons expert of the group, you could weild literally anything from guns, to swords to,,,,,metal rods (but you don't wanna talk about this one) and you were of great help when deciding which infiltration angle was the best in missions

- Kuroo, under the orders of Boss Nekomata, quickly taught you the dangers and ways of the job during your first months working with them, the organisation specializing in outsmarting rich bastards and stealing their precious ressources in order to make "better use of them"

- if they were hoarding a particularly efficient brand of medicine, your goal was to steal it all, and sell it to people in need for free or a low price

- if they were in possession of some important object like let's say,,,,,the construction plans for the emperor's new vacation house, you stole it, made copies to sell at a high price to the highest bidder and your good affiliate, the Fukurodani Corporation would keep an eye on the original as part of their personnal collection, you were fine with that

- yeah they were others organisations like that in Tokyo, your friends from the Fukurodani Corp of course but also the Shiratorizawa elite crime group with who you had worked a couple times before

- ah and there was the Yakuzas too....honestly they were the only group in Tokyo with whom you were still on dangerous terms with

- they didn't like Nekoma in their affairs and you didn't like them in yours, but you tolerated each other

- your boss had established a truce with the representant of the big Yakuza group of your area, Kondo "the viper" Takara, a truly scary woman who had blasted her way to the one of the top positions of the hierarchy

- she even had a cool nickname ヾ(｀ε´)ノ

- but you knew better than to mess with them

- all in all y'all kept doing your jobs well, not bothering anybody

- except for one remaining rivalry with some Miyagi group

- the Aoba Johsai Institution.

- well, rivalry would be a strong word because you kinda got along with that Iwaizumi guy, he was a great hand to hand combat fighter and you respected that

- the others however ? Trash. 👁3👁

- they seem to act like Tokyo will be their territory in the next 5 seconds flat like ??

- THEY DON'T EVEN GO THERE ????

- "they be acting like they can just swoop in and eat OUR rich" you had told Kuroo and Kenma one day over ramen

- spoiler alert : it was a bad idea cause Kuroo snorted and almost made the noodles go up his nose

- no but seriously they always seemed to take advantage of YOUR missions to attract attention

- how did they even know which missions you were on anyway ??? (Kenma and Kunimi are actually good friends cause they play video games together but he'd never tell you that)

- it's like that one time you infiltrated a business company's heir's residence and then you came across a dude named Hanamaki and you had the HARDEST time whisper shouting to him how blowing up the whole place was a bad idea to retrieve one (1) diamond

- at the end you felt so tired that you gave it to him anyway ಥ_ಥ ("just take it ffs" "really ??" "Don't make me regret this")

- they also had the single worst person ever on one of their teams.

- Matsukawa Issei

- just thinking about it made you want to take your metal bat and break something in your shared room with your two other friends

- seriously that guy was like the epitome of clownery

- he's also supposed to be his team's gun expert except that's not the best task for someone who refuses to take anything with him but his freaking FISTS

- the first time you had met y'all ended up being on the same case to assassinate some guy who had kidnapped some cute freckled kid from a place in Miyagi called Karasuno

- EXCEPT HE WAS IN TOKYO SO IT WAS YOUR DUTY !!! NOT HIS !!!!

- you had Kenma on the earbud telling you about the guy's position in the club you were currently one street away from. You were posted on the rooftop of a building with a sniper rifle ready to get done with it and go save the kid but GUESS WHO COMES IN FISTS SWINGING WHEN YOU LITERALLY HAD THE TARGET IN SIGHT

- and he had the nerve to look straight toward your rifle's aim and flip you off while smirking

- sir you're about to catch these hands🚶🏽

- he had knocked him out alright and he got the young boy out but you were NOT ready to let that slide so you quickly got down and crossed path with him at the back exit of the club

- "what exactly do you think you were doing in there ?" Listen. You may have sounded confident enough saying that but you had NO idea that this dude was like a whole ass giraffe

- and he knew he was tall so he had the audacity to say

- "sorry can't hear you so well from down there midget, i was just doing my job (▰˘◡˘▰)" if it weren't for the karasuno boy being right there you would have stabbed his kneecaps on sight

- anyway after that y'all just seemed to run into each other wayyyy too often

- insults were shared just as often tho

- "well butter my buns and call me betty broker if it isn't my sweet little midget shooting people !"

- "stfu before i choke you"

- "kinky but can you reach my neck ?"

- "you've sunk low enough"

-so yeah f u n t i m e s

- aside from that, business was going great but Kuroo had had news of a very important mission for you but he insisted on letting Boss Nekomata tell you about it himself for some reason

- he'd never done that :(

- you were kinda hurt that your best friend was hiding stuff from you tbh :(

- and Kenma did not seem to know more than you for now

- so you spent a whole week just mopping around

- sometimes you would go and poke fun and the newbie Lev Haiba but it wasn't the same

- Kuroo and Kenma kept working on missions while you were left waiting for that one assignment that Nekomata seemed to keep you for

- until today when Kuroo finally told you that the boss was requesting you in his office

- ngl you were EXCITED

- maybe you would have to zipline down the Tokyo tower (σ≧▽≦)σ maybe he was going to let you take a chainsaw with you this time (σ≧▽≦)σ

- maybe he- "oh" you deadpanned, stepping foot into the office and seeing none other than your arch nemesis, Matsukawa Issei in all his pisces clown glory

- "why tf are you there shitty eyebrows"

- "i had a good day too Y/N ! thanks for asking :D" today was the day. You were 100% ready to kill him and the knife that was attached to your thigh strap seemed like such a good option rn-

- "stop it you two. Y/N take a sit" Nekomata gestured, as you didn't hesitate to listen to your superior even fully aware of Mattsun's eyes annoyingly following your every movement

-"Okay so. Y/N i know you may be wondering why Matsukawa's here but to put it simply we've been informed that a rich family have gotten their hands on one of Aoba Johsai's rarest item : a gold engraved katana that belonged to their first boss"

- "so what do you need us for ?" You didn't mean to use "us" but you knew better than to piss off your boss, he was like a parental figure come on

- "i need you guys to infiltrate an auction held by said family and steal it back in the span of one week. It's up to you to work together or not but keep in mind that our arrangement states that we're autorised to make copies of the katana for future sells."

- you guys nodded, after all you were professionnals before everything and you were about to leave when Nekomata put something on the table

- "here are the keys to your appartment near the auction site it'll be your hideout !"

-.....now this had to be a cruel joke-

- "id rather sleep under a bridge then live with her for a whole week"

- "wow this is the first time we agree on something Mattsun" the oh so familiar nickname dripped in venom as you said it, unsure of what was supposed to happen

- "oh yes you could but i suppose that you don't have the supplies and tools that you will definitely need during that mission :)"

- you locked eyes with the brunette for a minute before reluctantly stomping to the table and grabbing hold of the keys and adress written on a paper, storming out of the door, letting out a loose "come on shitty eyebrows we have data to collect" to your new....partner ? Ugh it was about to be a long week

- it turns out the appartment was a lot smaller than you hoped for, with two single person beds, a computer post and different storing purposed furniture

- it was a common thing however, because the last thing an undercover spy would want is to draw attention with a flashy hideout

- the first step was to gather information on who would be at the auction which shouldnt be too hard

- "hey ill take the lead and contact my friend so that he can determine who is going to be here" you said as you sat on the chair in front of the computer

- "mm yeah you do that ill check what kind of weapons have been provided to us" Mattsun had no difficulty finding them as the drawers well full of them....this was very promising

- Kenma had just sent you the list of people that had been invited to the event, and you recognised many names as being members of the powerful Yakuza group lead by Konda Takara, of course.....the infamous viper herself

- you called out to Mattsun to show him and briefly explained what they were up too and how they usually fonctionned

- the auction was to take place the last 3 days after an opening party, leaving the rest of the week for preparations

- they usually took their time in comitting their crimes so you thought that stopping them mid plan by taking advantage of it was the best way to get the sword

- Mattsun didn't have anything to say for the moment, seemingly thoughtful about the whole situation

- "just so you know" you started, already regretting the decision of talking in your head, "i don't plan on being friends with you anytime soon but i feel like for this we should at least try not to rip each other's hair out"

- "i never planned on that second option"

- "huh ?"

- "i hope you know that we've never had a single conversation without insults of some kind before so for the sake of both of us it would be better to actually get to know each other since we're supposed to work together"

- you hated to admit it

- but he was right

- however you didn't comment on it, opting for throwing him a dry "let's sleep" before plopping yourself on your own bed on the other side of the room

- this is about to be one hell of a week

-3 days had passed in the crammed appartement both you and Mattsun struggling to inform yourself on each specific individual that was going to be present at the auction

- right now, you were both sitting on the floor, wearing simple oversized shirts and pyjama pants and shorts, cheese pizza box laying on top of the document covered surface

- "Mattsun, pass me the paper about Okuda Takeda please" :000

- Matsukawa froze, because he knew that in 2 days of living together y'all had establised that you wouldn't be at each other's throats

- but hearing you using his nickname unironically and saying please ???? That was still something he had to get used to

- "what are you staring at ? Give me the paper shitty eyebrows >:[" ah there she was

- "thats my girl" he thought, handing you the document and resuming his own reading

- here's the catch : Mattsun was head over heels in love with you since like day 1 that Hanamaki told him about this pretty girl who let him take the diamond from his mission. He tried to repress his feelings as he had noticed that you seemed way closer with your friend Kuroo who he had seen on missions with you

- maybe you liked him

- he would understand, he seemed way more confident than him and he was also probably way smarter since he was a genius and all

- also the way you were always soft to him and not Matsukawa kinda got to him

- he wanted you to hug HIM after a mission too and NOT insult him

- but he judged it for the better as he still got to be close to you in his own way with the playful fights you always seemed to pick with him

- it was easier than confronting his feelings or rejection

- this mission proved to make things so much harder for him tho

- like yeah he saw you being a badass plenty of other times but now ?

- he got to see you being all clingy and grumpy in the morning (he never knew being called a dumbass while you were falling back asleep on his shoulder was his thing but hey) , got to see your nose scrunch up when you were focusing on mapping out the position of the vent system of the venue

- he could go on for hours about how much he loved you and your plan was not making it easy.....profiting off the yakuzas' plan took way too much waiting and he understood that you wanted it to go as well as possible but he just couldn't keep living like this until then

- it felt like torture

- and he did not want to see you in that gorgeous dress that you were supposed to wear at the auction during the infiltration

- he knew that a couple more days could drive him crazy and make him do dumb shit like kissing you

- he had thought about that a lot of times but never brought himself to do it because je knew it was pointless

- he had to take action now

- the night of the opening ceremony, the day before the Yakuzas would start their scheme

- both of you were laying in your beds, awake, that was a habit you had developped over the past nights, you were just, aware of each other's presence and then sometime you would ask him something about his life, his friends, himself

- it made his heart beat too fast everytime and he could feel himself falling even more by the second when he heard you giggling talking about the time you pulled a prank on your friend Yaku with Kuroo

- he knew that you were already very sleepy from the way you were slurring your words

- "Y/N do you hate me ?" He said, abruptly and he heard a strangled laugh coming from you followed up by the question

- "what's that for dummy ?"

- "please answer" he asked in a whisper, sounding almost desperate

- you took a second to think about it

-you had grown quite close to your tall partner in such a short period of time, even letting your guard down and stopping from being so defensive

- "i don't hate you....i could never" you said the last part more to yourself tho but Matsukawa didn't miss it, he wished he did as he heard the soft sighs coming from your now sleeping form

- his heart ached as he got up, putting on his black coat over his mathing turtleneck shirt, taking his gun and spare map of the auction venue

- you were totally going to hate him now....

- and then he left for the opening party

- the rain was pouring outside

- for some reason you couldn't sleep well that night

- that only happened whenever Kuroo was out on a mission at night or Kenma was working in his office

- you hated sleeping alone, you couldn't do it

- being alone was the one thing you dreaded the most in your life, death was nothing if nobody knew where you were, if nobody aknowledged your existence you weren't alive

- but Mattsun was there and you trusted him.

- yeah you were kind of an ass to him during like 90% of your interactions with him but you just didn't know how to talk to him ??? He was so strong and good at what he did so you couldn't help but feel admiration but also intimidation

- yet you've felt probably more comfortable with him than anyone in your life (yes even Kuroo and Kenma weirdly enough)

- it was a nice feeling

- maybe it was because you saw him differently than them...

- but anyway

- you felt like yourself around him

- and yet

- why couldn't you sleep ?

- "Mattsun ?" You called out to him, voice cracked from not having used it for a while

- no answer

- maybe he didn't hear you over the rain....?

- you had a bad feeling about this

- "Mattsun ?" You called out a little louder, sitting up

- yep definitely

- you turned on the light and to your surprise, Matsukawa was nowhere in sight

- your heart sunk at the realization

- you were alone

- what about the plan ? Ah its true that he never said anything about it

- did he not trust you enough with it ? Did he think you were too assertive ?

- you wanted to cry but it seemed as if your brain wasn't working, your body rushing on its own to check the date and time on your phone : past 10pm on thursday night.....

- the opening party !

- "shit shit shit he must have gone there to take them by surprise wtf is he thinking doing this alone?" You thought aloud, maybe it would trick your body into not being scared

- at this point you were terrified, rushing to get the red dress on as well as putting your 2 guns under each of your thigh straps

- is he alone ? Surrounded by highly trained and dangerous Yakuzas ? What if....you were too late ?

- you didn't have time to think too much about it as you knew that this kind of thoughts led nowhere.

- you had to infiltrate that party the fastest you've ever done in your life and see for yourself, luckily, the venue was only a few crossroads away from your appartment

- truth was Mattsun's plan was not so bad

- after all you had insisted on making him find info on every staff member there too so it's thanks to you if he just so happened to know what type of guy that one waitress liked in order to flirt with her and convince her that he had forgotten his watch in one of the closed off aeras of the venue

- the place was absolutly gigantic, after all it was a mansion bought will illegal money

- he hated this, he just wanted to get it over with, retrieve the sword, gtfo and go back to Miyagi forever so that he wouldn't feel the pain of the illusion of being by your side when you were clearly far ahead of him

- you'd always been anyway

- he had finally reached the generator room and opened the vents with much difficulty as the room was a mess of cardboard boxes and storage shelves

- he was just going to cut the power, which would take about 15 minutes to get back, allowing him to go thru the vents to the main hall that was right thru the wall to his side, retrieve the sword and just make a run for it

- hopefully the rain would cover most of the sound he made so that was even better

- see that would have been great if he hadn't felt the icy cold metal of a gun at the nape of his neck as he was fiddling with the generator

- he had been caught.

- it was the end.

- shit he fucked the whole mission over and now even you didn't have a chance to-

- "what exactly do you think you're doing Mattsun ?" You said coldly even tho the hurt in your tone didnt go unnoticed by the taller man

- "haha Y/N whatchu doing here on this fine night ? You look stunning btw"

- "Cut the crap shitty eyebrows i asked you a question"

- you finally lowered your gun allowing your harsh glare to show how upset you truly were

- damn, Matsukawa really felt shitty :\

- he'd never seen you like that- well not soaked from the rain but....so vulnerable to him

- all your feelings talks happened in the dark of night in your hideout, he'd never seen your face look so pained before

- "I did what was best for both us..."

- "bullshit." He wasn't sure that he believed himself either to be honest

- "what the fuck are you even doing anyway ? I thought you and i were in this mission together ?? Did nothing matter to you ? I finally think that i found someone who i could trust other than my fucking family and that's what you do ? Ditch me for your own profit ?? You did what was best for your damn self Matsukawa"

- you were upset. He got it really, his insecurities had gotten the best of him like they often did....except he didn't have the strength to confront them, to confront you about it. So he got it and he didn't retaliate.

- "so what ?? You're not even going to say anything ?? Not even TRY to fucking apologize ? Do you really don't care ?" You searched for his eyes, but little did you know that he just....couldn't talk nor maintain eye contact with you right now

- "Mattsun...i thought you and i had...something ? I don't know maybe i hallucinated or some shit but i thought we were at least friends you know ? D-did you ever tolerate me at all ?"

- your voice cracked, it got lower and it cracked, and at that moment he was sure his heart broke right at this instant too

- he wanted to tell you that that was the farthest thing from the truth

- he wanted to tell you that he loved you

- but you were too far. Once again, you were miles ahead of him, more than ever

- and the sound of voices coming from the corridor did NOT HELP

- you could not afford being found here so with the professionalism left in you, you pushed your feelings away and pulled Mattsun behind a shelf, crouching and waiting

- you were so close he could feel you shivering from the cold and he felt so so bad

- but now was not really the moment

- "didn't you hear shouting ?" Shit. Maybe you should have waited until getting out of here for your heart to heart because this guard was definitely not trippin

- there were 2, luckily they didn't have the idea to split up to search the room, all you had to do was move low and close to the walls in order reach the door and well....the katana literally could not matter less to any of y'all rn

- at this moment you really regretted going out in such a hurry completly forgetting to contact Kenma, he could have hacked into the camera system and told you were they were so easily.....

- anyway, despite that you guys were stealthy enough to get out if the room

- now the problem was getting out of here.....

- you held Mattsun's wrist loosely as you ran thru the corridor of the building, thunder raging and labored breathing filling the silence

- "Y/N we could get out from the rooftop !" Right....if you could only get there then maybe you could just parcour your way out of this by getting on other rooftops....damn you were glad Matsukawa always thought of every escape plan possible

- you didn't really mean what you said earlier

- yes, you were disappointed but, you were also scared for his dumbass

- and rn may not be the best moment to realize it as you were most likely in a life of death situation but....you loved him

- fuck you loved him so much that you were running in a goddamn dress right now

- "i truly hoped it wasn't you" said a voice from the end of the lobby

- of course it just had to be the Yakuza boss you dreaded so much

- Kondo was just standing there, arms crossed but you knew better than to take her lightly

- "did you come to retrieve it ?" Its funny how her voice seemed to dominate even the full on storm outside, the occasional lightning bolt shining light from the huge windows into the corridor

- "No....let us pass please we just want to leave" Mattsun felt how tensed you were and immediatly rested his hand on his gun handle under his coat

- "yeah sure sweetheart but only if you tell your guard dog to calm down unless he wants me to cut his fingers clean off" she threatened nonchalantly as her hand met the handle of her own katana strapped to her belt

- Matsukawa was deadass glaring at her so hard you didn't recognise him

- he honestly looked like he could take her on but...you didn't feel like testing this theory tonight

- "hey hey, it's alright" you soothed him, putting your hand on his arm and squeezing slightly

- it seemed to work because he quickly let go of his gun even tho he was still glaring

- "let us go" he said firmly

- she pushed herself out of the way and motionned with her arm as if to say "go on~" in the most theatrical way

- you passed her without issues and soon found yourself on the roofs as planned in Mattsun's escape route and made it safely to the streets, rain still pouring

- you were finally letting out a breathe you didn't know you were holding all this time

- you were alive and most importantly, so was he

- you turned around and were ready to say something when he cut you off by grabbing your arms and pulling you into a kiss

- it was short but it managed to get his point across very well as well as warm you up when he wrapped his arms around your waist, resting his forehead against yours

- "i love you Y/N....i swear i didn't mean to hurt you and put you in danger like that....if i knew i would have done things differently i-"

- "i love you too Mattsun and it's never been a problem to me, i've done way more dangerous things in my life than rescue my boyfriend from getting killed dummy"

- in the end, you weren't alone

- somehow he had become, your escape plan from it

#haikyuu x reader #matsukawa x reader #mattsun #mayhaps i cried #haikyuu au #haikyuu!!#hq x reader #hq!! headcanons #hq!! fic #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu matsukawa #aoba johsai #aoba jōsai #alternate universe #spy!au #mafia!au

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dustyvixen · 6 years ago

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woah hello new followers, time to force this shitty meme on y’all to introduce myself. ily <3

I didnt read any of these questions before hand, i just stole the first one i saw, so we’re all in for a wild ride. General Information: - Full Name: Olivia. please never call me this - Public Nicknames: Dusty or Olive - Friends-Only Nicknames: Olive oil - Age: 18/19 in November - Gender : Female - Acceptable Pronouns: she/her - Sexual/Romantic Orientation: Pansexual - Relationship Status: Single - Spouse/Partner: ^^^ - Date of Birth: November 22 - Zodiac: Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp - Birthplace: Queensland - Current Residence: The dull void known as Brisbane - Occupation(s): Freelancer -- Appearance: - Blood Type: idk lmao - Nationality: Australian - Ethnicity/Ancestry: Half kiwi, half european (Scotland n shit aye) - Height: 5'5" - Weight: idk but I am very l o r g e - Bodily Build: Big, heavy, somewhat male weight distribution (thanks hormone disorder) - Eye Colour: brown - Hair Colour: dark brown, with dark amber ends (old hair dye) - Skin Tone: Olive-ish - Scars/Markings: a few from when i was a kid, 90% stretch marks, lots of freckles on my arms -- Personality: - General Attitude: Chill, but easily aggravated. also super depressed and anxious woop - Life’s Aspirations: To exist tbh, art, taxidermy and botany are cool too i guess - Favorite Foods: M E A T. also mangos - Religion: none. I do work with The Morrigan though. - Likes: Plants, tea, bones, crows, natural history books, floral scents, foggy winter morning smells, Honey. - Dislikes: loud noise, prosciutto, maggots, city smells (aka fuel/diesel smell), possums in my roof, heat, - Fears: Vomiting, Closed in spaces (like one way tubes or caves), Strong winds (not fear, but they make me anxious) -- Relationships: - Father: Big pushover, I like to debate with him a lot, can sometimes be a bit narrow minded. Complains about dumb things like a kid. - Mother: avoid when shes in a mood ™ , she dealt with a LOT of bad shit in her life, kiwi af, good for some banter. - Sister(s): none - Brother(s): I got 3 older bros, we all give each other shit like good siblings - Best Friend: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE MANG - Pets: 3 Budgies (Levi, Kea, and Apollo), 1 carpet python (Aphrodite), 1 dog (Wolf), 2 rats (Hemlock and Ash), 1 cat (Zelda), and 8 Chickens --- Anyone you admire a lot? - Confident, yet kind people If you could go two years back in time, what would you tell yourself? - id just punch myself in the head for focusing so much on trying to get into relationships instead of SELF LOVE BITCH

When did you realize your current sexuality? - uuH i think in like grade 7 or 8?? idk it kinda just happened lmao Do you have any lesser-known talents? - Good at judging a situation/emotions, tying knots ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

What was the last verse of the song you're listening to- where the trees grow taller and the suns are smaller somehow. Ever gotten in a flame war? - nope What's the last thing you did before this meme? - scrolled through pinterest lookin up plants What is your favorite fruit? - Mangos, pomegranates, cherries and lychees What time do you usually end up going to sleep? - 12am-1am What's your catchphrase/A word you use a lot?- my dude, lmao, woop, uhh

What is your alignment (Lawful, neutral or chaotic matched with good, neutral or evil)? - Chaotic neutral What was your first fandom? - the warriorcats, but i never made OC’s n stuff, i just read the books How are you feeling right now? - questionable Are you good at Mario Kart? - ill woop yo ass at mario kart What do you do on an average Saturday night? - divination, sometimes drink, HOW MANY CAPRI SUNS HAVE U DRINK IN THE LAST 48 HOUR???? - we dont drink that devil liquid here Who's your favorite OC that you own? - please dont make me choose, I have 80 of them. Are you a proactive or reactive person? - reactive How many days until your next birthday? - im too lazy to check How many blankets do you sleep with? - 2-3 in winter (a duvet, and 2 mink blankets), none in summer What are three OTPs of yours? - none What's a song you hate? - Blurred lines Art or music? - ???what???

What's a song that reminds you of your lover/crush? - obedear, by purity ring Do you have a celebrity crush? - no?? i never understood them How do you want to die? - i dunno? in my sleep i guess What's your opinion of the last person you talked to? - the best nublet of them all What are your favorite fandoms? - Avas demon, uhh im not in a lot of fandoms What do you usually draw? - Monsters and questionable things How'd you come up with your username? - The first roadkill i picked up was an old mummified vixen. What's the weirdest thing you've done in public? - talked about murdering possums with a potato Coke or Pepsi? - n o n e How many friends do you have? - a few Using three words, how would your friends describe you - weird, uh, angery How would you describe your morality? - Im trying to improve it, but its average i suppose How emotional are you? - very Who's your favorite fictional character? - CALCIFER

What's your favorite music album? - Fleet Foxes - Helplessness Blues

How's your social standing? - i rarely leave home so its non existent What's the worst media you have ever consumed? - consumed??what??? Any movements you make unintentionally (drumming fingers, twirling hair)? - bouncing my leg Have you ever been romantically attracted to a fictional character? - nay What social media site do you use the most? - Twitter or DeviantArt idk What's your favorite video game? - Oblivion, Spyro, MediEvil. honestly there’s a lot so i cant pick one What are some personality traits you despise? - extreme narcissism, elitism, entitlement. Ever been to a convention? - one, an alternative expo years ago, im too poor to afford conventions Cats or dogs? - dogs, but i still like cats What does your favorite shirt look like? - its my pajama shirt with a boston terrier on it Do you think Ted Cruz is the Zodiac Killer? - fuck this meme thing was longer than thought. all that to end on this question? shit man. of course he is the zodiac killer jeez.

#about me #im sorry #but these memes are my guilty pleasure #shrug

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bloojayoolie · 5 years ago

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Apparently, Beautiful, and Cats: 1 y and & mos old ! EER With eyes as blue as her name, this girl will steal your heart! Sky swaiting for a loving home } AD- O# 62226 @ Manhattan ACC TO BE KILLED - 5/18/2019 With eyes as blue as her name, this girl will steal your heart! Meet Sky @MACC Sky is a beautiful young girl. She was a bit shy at first, but warmed up quickly to delicious cheese, wagged her tail and allowed all handling. Lovely Sky is looking for loving new home! Please share this gorgeous girl! ** A volunteer writes: Gray skies are gonna clear up, put on a happy face! From her perky ear tips to her tiny twinkle toes and all the adorable freckles in between, little Miss Sky is simply irresistible and you'll be singing her praises from the moment you meet her. Amiable and easy to handle, a gentle giver of kisses, a soft taker of treats and impeccably polite when meeting fellow pups on leash or off, she's a good girl ready to make her new parents proud. Like all youngsters Sky enjoys being on the move and as a fan of snuffling her way to, through and around the park, she's looking for an active family who enjoys the great outdoors as much as she does. While she can be shy with strangers, once you've graduated from a stranger to a friend--and it doesn't take long--she transforms into an affectionate and patient wee snuggle bug. She'll even pose for selfies! Sky is someone very special and she deserves a very special family to match. Will you be the one to help our petite sweetheart spread sunshine all over the place? Ask for her at our Manhattan Care Center and get ready to smile smile smile! SKY, ID# 62226, 1 yr and 6 mos old, 42 lbs, Manhattan Animal Care Center, Large Mixed Breed Cross, White / Gray Female, Found Stray, brought to ACC by finder who cannot longer care for her - with finder for 1 week Shelter Assessment Rating: LEVEL 3 No children (under 13) Medical Behavior Rating: Blue FINDER SURRENDER NOTES - BASIC INFORMATION: Sky is an approximately 1.4 yr old female large mixed breed dog who was brought o MACC as a stray by her finder who can no longer care for her: She previously lived with 1 adult. Until she gets to know you, Sky will growl at new people she meets. The finder was informed that Sky is not good with kids and will growl. Sky does not pay attention to other dogs she passes, she did not meet cats and does not show ressource guarding behavior. Sky has no known bite history and is partially housetrained. Other Notes: Sky used the bathroom where she wasn't supposed to a couple of times in the week finder had her For a New Family to Know Finder describes Sky as very affectionate once you get to know her. He recommends feeding her and giving her treats to gain her trust Sky was walked 3 or 4 times a day She was fed dry food Sky enjoys playing around with owner. She also likes chewing and has destroyed her bed and chewed on finder's sofa. Sky slept on the finder's sofa. Sky only barks when she hears the door ring Sky responds to sit INTAKE NOTES – DATE OF INTAKE, 05-08-2019: During intake, Sky was relaxed with finder. When counselor attempted to microchip scan, Sky became tense, leaned back, and growled. She had a tucked tail when not with finder. She also flinched at random noises she heard. BEHAVIOR NOTES Means of surrender (length of time in previous home): Stray (With finder for one week) Previously lived with: An adult Behavior toward strangers: Growls at them Behavior toward children: Growls at them Behavior toward dogs: Ignores them Resource guarding: None reported Bite history: None reported Housetrained: Partially Energy level/descriptors: Sky is described as very affectionate once you get to know her. SHELTER ASSESSMENT SUMMARIES - Date of assessment: 9-May-2019 Summary: Leash Walking Strength and pulling: Moderate Reactivity to humans: None Reactivity to dogs: None Leash walking comments: None Sociability Loose in room (15-20 seconds): Moderately social Call over: Approaches readily Sociability comments: body soft Handling Soft handling: Accepts contact Exuberant handling: Accepts contact Comments: body soft, stands still Arousal Jog: Follows (loose) Arousal comments: None Knock: No reponse Knock Comments: None Toy: Grips, firm Toy comments: None PLAYGROUP NOTES - DOG TO DOG SUMMARIES: 5/9: When introduced off leash to dogs, Sky keeps mostly to self. 5/11-12: Sky continues to keep mostly to herself, allowing greeting from other calm dogs. INTAKE BEHAVIOR - Date of intake: 8-May-2019 Summary: Tense, growled MEDICAL BEHAVIOR - Date of initial: 8-May-2019 Summary: Timid, tucked tail ENERGY LEVEL: Sky is described as active and enthusiastic. She will need daily mental and physical activity to keep him engaged and exercised. We recommend long-lasting chews, food puzzles, and hide-and-seek games, in additional to physical exercise, to positively direct her energy and enthusiasm. We recommend feeding with puzzle feeders and food-dispensing toys. And we recommend only force-free, reward-based training techniques for Sky. BEHAVIOR DETERMINATION: Level 3 Behavior Asilomar TM - Treatable-Manageable Recommendations: No children (under 13) Recommendations comments: No children: It is reported by her previous owners that Sky growls at strangers and children. At the care center, Sky was also reported to growl at handlers. For these reasons, recommend an adult-only home. Potential challenges: House soiling Fearful/potential for defensive aggression Potential challenges comments: House soiling: It is reported by her previous owners that Sky is only partially housetrained. She may have accidents in the home. Please see handout on House soiling. Fearful/potential for defensive aggression: It is reported by her previous owners that Sky growls at strangers and children. At the care center, Sky was also reported to growl at handlers. Please see handout on Fearful/potential for defensive aggression. MEDICAL EXAM NOTES 8-May-2019 DVM Intake Exam Estimated age: 1-2 years Microchip noted on Intake? No Microchip Number (If Applicable): History : Stray Subjective: BAR Observed Behavior -Timid-whale eyed and tail intermittently tucked when muzzle on. Without muzzle she was wagging and eating cheese for us. Allowed us to muzzle her without any issues. No growling, lunging or biting. Evidence of Cruelty seen -No Evidence of Trauma seen -No Objective T = P =120 bpm R =eup BCS 4/9 EENT: Eyes clear, ears clean, no nasal or ocular discharge noted Oral Exam: Clean teeth PLN: No enlargements noted H/L: NSR, NMA, CRT < 2, Lungs clear, eupnic, no c/s ABD: Non painful, no masses palpated U/G: F/I, no obvious spay scar or tattoo MSI: Ambulatory x 4, skin free of parasites, no masses noted, healing scab lateral RHL, otherwise wnl CNS: Mentation appropriate - no signs of neurologic abnormalities Rectal: Clean externally Assessment: Apparently healthy Prognosis: Good Plan: No tx needed at this time SURGERY: Okay for surgery * TO FOSTER OR ADOPT * If you would like to adopt a NYC ACC dog, and can get to the shelter in person to complete the adoption process, you can contact the shelter directly. We have provided the Brooklyn, Staten Island and Manhattan information below. Adoption hours at these facilities is Noon – 8:00 p.m. (6:30 on weekends) If you CANNOT get to the shelter in person and you want to FOSTER OR ADOPT a NYC ACC Dog, you can PRIVATE MESSAGE our Must Love Dogs page for assistance. PLEASE NOTE: You MUST live in NY, NJ, PA, CT, RI, DE, MD, MA, NH, VT, ME or Northern VA. You will need to fill out applications with a New Hope Rescue Partner to foster or adopt a NYC ACC dog. Transport is available if you live within the prescribed range of states. Shelter contact information: Phone number (212) 788-4000 Email [email protected] Shelter Addresses: Brooklyn Shelter: 2336 Linden Boulevard Brooklyn, NY 11208 Manhattan Shelter: 326 East 110 St. New York, NY 10029 Staten Island Shelter: 3139 Veterans Road West Staten Island, NY 10309

#funny #lol #humor #memes #meme #memehumor #dank memes #funny pics #rolf #lmao #Apparently #Beautiful

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alice-in-every-land-blog · 7 years ago

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Strangers

In which Alice meets a mysterious brunette the last night of Pride and finds out some of Kiara’s dirty little secrets.

Trigger Warnings: Mention of drug and alcohol use, talk of cheating, a lot of gay.

Alice was sipping on a drink in her hands, slightly tipsy as she grinned and looked around the crowd. People kept asking if she was waiting for someone, and though she assured them she wasn't, it was clear the blonde was at least on the lookout for one person in particular. But Alice hadn't seen Kiara yet. Not tonight. So as she got another quick refill at the bar, she looked for someone that might be around Kiara's age. After all, she'd been young enough not to have an ID, right? Spying a brunette that looked far more baby-faced than Alice's warrior princess, she flagged her down with a quick tap on her shoulder. "Excuse me. Sorry. Don't mean to be rude- I just was wondering - have you seen a girl around with short pixie hair? Looks like a goddess and walks with the confidence of one too?"

Zella was out with the squad (literal squad, the cheerleading squad that is.) It was her turn to go back for drinks and she was hammered--not to mention high as a kite on some little tab Poppy had procured for them. She was floating on her way to the bar when some freckly bitch got in her way. At the description, Zella pulled her head back a little and snorted. "Uh. No. What kind of description is that?"

Alice gave a simple shrug. "An apt one, if I do say so myself. I don't know - you look to be about her age. Do you know someone named Kiara?"

Kiara. This bitch had just described Kiara as if she was some kind of manic pixie dream girl out of a romance novel. Oh, did Zella have news for her. Her eyebrows shot up at once. "Why do you wanna find her?" she asked, batting those eyelashes innocently. She was just nosy more than anything else, she didn't care, but the girl's response would determine how Zella answered.

Alice’s face lit up when recognition blossomed clear on this girl's.

"Oh,well- I just, I met her the other night, at the bonfire. We had a lovely time. She's excellent company. I've texted, but I was hoping to run into her a bit more organically again. Like the first time. At the bonfire," she clarified, though immediately felt silly for doing so. Blushing, Alice shook her head. "It's silly. I was just curious if she was about, is all."

Ah, well, that was--boring. Friendly little Kiara. She was just as annoying as her cousin, making friends everywhere she went. "She's not here, sorry to burst your bubble. Don't you know? She's underage," Zella scoffed.

Alice rolled her eyes and shook her head. "Like that's stopped so many rowdy teens from sneaking their way into a party." Alice eyed the girl up as if to suggest she had probably done the same. "She's seventeen, isn't she? Not too far." The blonde looked down at her drink, twirling the straw a bit. "Besides, she seems very mature. Been through a lot, I think. It's in the eyes."

"Oh, yeah, real mature," Zella said with another snort. She twisted the straw around in her drink, eyeing this girl up and down. It was all in the eyes, and this girl had this ridiculous doe-eyed, innocent look. Oh, Zella was sure Kiara was eating that right up. "Like getting into fights at school and getting shitfaced at every party she goes to. Less mature, more sloppy."

Alice’s face screwed up at the girl's tone, and then even further at her words. "Fights? Wh- I'm sorry, what do you mean? Who is it she's meant to be fighting?"

"She's not meant to be fighting any one. But she got in a real scrap with some girl just a couple of months ago. I don't know the story behind it but she got her face absolutely fucked. If you ask me, it would probably be that mouth on her. Always talking before she thinks." Zella clucked her tongue and shook her head, like she was't the exact same way.

Alice gasped, a bit horrified, to be honest. "Oh my goodness. Poor thing... I couldn't even tell. I wonder what could have possibly started something like that. Did the other girl say something? Do something? Did they not get along?" She couldn't see Kiara just starting a fight out of thin air, even if it were just with her words. "I've got quite a mouth myself but goodness, I've never gotten my face bashed in for it." She had been thrown into a special version of hell because of it, though. "I feel like there's more to the story. Kiara just seems so... nice."

"Yeah, it's always the real fucked up ones that act real nice, but actually aren't. I feel bad for her girlfriend or whatever. She's got her hands full with that out." Zella scoffed again and shook her head,though she hid a little smirk into the straw of her drink.

Alice paled, face falling with the word 'girlfriend.' "She has a girlfriend? Like, a right proper one?" Kiara hadn't mentioned that. She definitely hadn't mentioned that. But, Alice sucked in a deep breath and shook her head. "They've probably got an open relationship, yeah? I've heard of those. A bit surprising for someone so young, but... b-but admired. I like openness."

She was making excuses for a near complete stranger, but she couldn't help it.

Wow. This girl was either desperate or someone had made her seriously delusional at some point at her life. Kiara attracted crazy, though, so it made sense. Callie was like boring as shit. No wonder Kiara had already cheated on her (probably.) Man, this was juicy. "Uh, no, pretty sure they're not. Kiara is like in love with love or whatever. One of those real romantic types. Got a history of cheating,though." With me, Zella added primly to herself.

"There's nothing wrong with loving love." Alice was quick to jump on the defensive, but even she couldn't help running a hand through her hair as she looked around, feeling her heart sink. "Just as long as it doesn't define you or ruin relationships... And as long as you don't cheat." Was this Kiara really a cheater? Of course. It made sense. Alice couldn't have just met a nice, magnetic, beautiful, actually gay girl who seemed to be actually interested in her. She wasn't that lucky. She never was.

"I'm sorry, what did you say your name is?" She hadn't, Alice knew that, but she needed to know who was giving this information exactly.

Zella looked the girl up and down once more. "Oh, my name is Jenny. Jenny Foxworth. It's lovely to meet you. I'm so sorry to break the news to you. This is a small town, I forget that not everyone knows everyone."

Alice repeated the name back, "Jenny," as though it was this stranger's name she was trying to grasp and not what she'd just said about Kiara. "I'm Alice. It's... Ah, it's lovely to meet you as well. And there's no need to apologize, nothing's ruined." Had there even been anything to ruin in the first place? The feeling in her stomach would suggest so. "I'm new, so... I'm sorry, um- You know Kiara how?"

"We go to school together. Small school. News travels really fast there." Zella put on another pout. "Do you want me to buy you a drink to make up for it? I feel real awful. Truly."

Alice laughed nervously, tucking her hair behind her ear. "No, you've no need to do a thing like that. Besides, I don't want you to go about feeling bad for anything. There's nothing that's your fault, after all, and I'm fine. Really." She insisted, toothy grin and all, though it faltered slightly at the edges.

What ugly teeth. Zella imagined what it'd be like to kiss her--all teeth and no lip. Still, Zella smiled. Her freckles looked like confetti underneath the neon flashing lights, through her drug haze. "No, really, I insist. I was on my way to get a refill anyhow. It's the least I can do."

Alice gave a solemn nod, giving in. "Alright, then. I suppose that would be okay." She wanted to add Just don't go making me feel all jittery only to turn out to be a fake, too. But instead she just smiled,letting this girl lead the way.

Zella smiled wide. "Great! And--I'm gonna preface this by saying I am decidedly not taken. Also, open relationships sound practically ideal. Are you in one?" She tugged her over to the bar and flagged the bartender down. "I'll have a shot of tequila. And, whatever the lady would like."

Alice blinked at the way all this information was being thrown at her at once. She couldn't help but blush even though now a tiny voice chastised her for it. Fool me once, and all that. "Am I...? No, no. I'm not. But I've always found the idea... I don't know. Nice. All love, no jealousy or fighting..." Alice hated fighting if she could avoid it. Turning to the bartender, she balked for a moment. "Ah... I'll just have another Jack and Coke, if you don't mind." She set her empty glass on the table.

Zella was making this girl blush--that was cute, in a pathetic kind of way. Zella really hoped that Kiara liked this girl. She was so--simple. So easily manipulated. Zella was not normally very good at the whole manipulation thing. That was more Ana's style, but damn, this girl made it so easy. It was actually kind of fun. "Jack and Coke. Now, that's a classy drink. I like it. Not many girls order something like that."

Alice wanted to say that Kiara ordered drinks like that. That it was part of how they met - getting a drink. But she didn't say that. Instead, she smiled and gave a shrug. "I'm sticking to simple tonight. Looking to get pissed and have a good time, you know? Although, you're being very direct. Straight with the shots. I like it," she smiled.

"Direct is my middle name," Zella said with a smile. "Two tequila shots." The bartender brought them over complete with a lime and salt. Zella licked her hand, keeping eye contact with the girl--whose name she still hadn't got, before putting her hand in the salt. "To open relationships?" Zella asked, batting her eyelashes as she raised her glass.

Alice had a protest ready on her lips before watching the girl's tongue dart out of her own to lick her hand. She blinked,and picked up her own tequila shot. Alice had to admit, she liked it better when Kiara had toasted to pride and love and her freckles. But now the thought came peppered with doubts. So she smiled. "Yeah. To open relationships."

Zella raised her eyebrows but she smiled and passed the salt to Alice. "You've taken a tequila shot properly before,yeah? It's real easy if you haven't."

Alice blinked and gave a little "Oh!" setting down her glass. "Right. Right. Sorry." She'd been distracted. By the licking. And thinking of Kiara. Licking the back of her own hand, she poured the salt on it too and picked up her shot again. "It's been a while,sorry. Cheers, yeah?"

"Cheers," Zella clinked their glasses before knocking hers back. "No need to apologize, by the way--" she paused,she would've said the girl's name but she didn't know it. "What was you're name again? I'm so sorry, you asked for mine but I didn't get yours! That's horribly rude of me."

Alice clinked her glass against the other girl's, then knocked her shot back with a grimace before moving on to licking the salt and sticking the lime in her mouth. After a gasp, she laughed, flushed from the warmth of the alcohol, and waved a hand. "Oh, I think it might've gotten drowned out by the music, it's fine love. Alice. My name is Alice."

Whoops. Forgot her name. It was a boring name anyways. Alice. "Well, would you like to dance, then, Alice?"

Alice wiped the back of her arm over her lips and laughed as she nodded. "Yeah- Yeah, I would. I'd like that."

"Wonderful," Zella said with a grin like a Cheshire cat. She held her hand out for the other girl and pulled her along towards the dance floor. When they got to a good spot she turned and put her hand on the girl's waist. It was very soft. Her freckles were looking like confetti again. Zella moved closer so their hips brushed.

Alice slipped her hand into Zella's hesitantly. Another girl, another Pride event, another hand to hold. Was this girl hiding secrets? Alice was suddenly weary of who to trust. But she tried not to think about it. She would confront Kiara about it all later. Right now, she was just going to let this cute girl pull her into dancing. Smiling, she let the music define her rhythm and mirrored the girl's movements, brushing her hips against hers in return. It was no twirling Kiara, or snuggling by a bonfire, but it was a bit tingly in a different way.

After a minute or so, Zella took another step closer, her head tilting slightly to the side, eyes flicking down to Alice's lips and back up. Her body was zinging with that adrenaline she got when she was doing something bad. She rubbed their pelvises together slightly harder, her hand sliding down from Alice's waist to her ass, though she didn't grip it, merely rested it there, quirking an eyebrow.

Alice found everything to be moving so fast suddenly. Their bodies moving in tune, Zella's hand on her rear, and the way she was looking at Alice... It made breathing a bit more difficult. With Kiara, it had been all toothy grins and blushes and glitter exploding with butterflies. But this... this was warm blood and heart-thumping and the bass vibrating her limbs. Except... she didn't know if she wanted to kiss this girl. She still felt weird, though the alcohol was helping. Alice placed a hand on the brunette's waist as well, pretending it was more to steady herself even as she met the other's eyes, her own brows raising in response.

This had to be Alice's idea. That was what Ana's voice was whispering the back of her mind. And that was alright with her. She already had ensnared her, just needed to close the trap. "You're freckles, they’re--lovely. I can see why Kiara was taken." Kiara's freckles were nicer, a quiet part of Zella's brain whispered. She didn't listen to it. Just smiled and squeezed, just lightly, at Alice's ass.

Alice blushed, at first, a nervous giggle rising to her lips as her freckles were once again complimented by a cute girl. A girl who was very obviously hitting on her. Still, bringing up Kiara didn't help. Ironically, she had the same thought - that Kiara's freckles, particularly the splash of them she'd made from her drink that got her to laugh - were much prettier. She still didn't know what to believe about Kiara, but for right now, this girl - Jenny - she was fondling Alice and complimenting her and... shouldn't that make Alice want to kiss her? She swayed forward slightly, and stuttered out a quiet "You've got very lovely eyes. I feel like- like... there's a lot behind them."

Zella laughed a little at that. "Oh? Well, you did say it was all in the eyes,didn't you?" she purred quietly, flicking them down and then back up again. "Yours are--bright, like sunshine." Look, Zella was no poet.

Alice huffed another laugh, flushing again. "Yeah? Now that's a new one. Sunshine eyes. I'll have to remember it."

"Bright and clear," Zella said, inching her lips closer. She could feel Alice's breath on her tongue, the tequila sharp and sweet. Just how Zella liked it.

Alice doubted somehow that her eyes were clear. Bright, maybe, but clear? They felt hazed over with alcohol and the closeness of her body against the brunette’s; the way their lips stood just inches apart.

She warred with herself. She’d snogged the hell out of Kiara that night at the bonfire. Had really, really liked her. And thought it was mutual. But if what this girl said was true, and Kiara had a girlfriend, she stood no chance anyway. Especially if they were in love and committed and not open at all. This girl… well, she was into open relationships. No harm, right? At least, it’s what Alice told herself as she took in a deep breath and closed the gap between them, kissing the other girl firmly and winding her free hand up into her hair as she did so. Jesus, did she hope she wasn’t getting shit screwed up.

Hook, line, and sinker.

Zella smiled against Alice’s lips, but it was a grin, feral in its nature. But that was always Zella, wasn’t it? Wild and dangerous. She shouldn’t be doing this, but it just made her stomach bubble and her toes curl in her shoes. She’d kissed Kiara for the first time the same way, while she’d been in a relationship. It wasn’t something they should’ve been doing. It never was.

That’s how Zella liked it, though. Her scalp tingled as the girl wound her fingers through it. She wanted her to tug, but this girl seemed soft. She wasn’t like Kiara. She wasn’t going to bite back. Still, Zella’s hand curled around her hip. They weren’t moving anymore, both of them focused on the kiss. Her hand moved up her back to pull her closer. She poked her tongue out of her mouth, running it along the seam of Alice’s lips, tasting the tequila there.

Alice couldn’t believe she was kissing another girl for the second time in less than a week. She had been having a hard time wrapping her head around the fact that she’d kissed one girl, and now this? If she weren’t so absorbed in the moment, with alcohol running through her veins and warming her from the inside out, she might think more on the confusing nature of this entire night.

But as it stood, she was absorbed into the kiss. Just like before, she thought about how soft a girl’s lips were and how smooth the skin; how different it was to tug gently on long strands of hair rather than try to get a grip on boy-short locks. Kissing this girl, Jenny, was different from kissing Kiara in few ways. They were both soft, but Kiara had been tentative and unsure and they gave each other the push and pull closer - a mutual hesitation met with mutual encouragement.

She shouldn’t be thinking about Kiara right now. So instead, Alice focused on how kissing this brunette felt like little sparks in her stomach and not being able to breathe properly. Jenny’s tongue running across her lips caused them to open easily, and her tongue darted out to tease at the other girl’s as well as she deepened the kiss. Kiara had tasted like the fruity concoction they’d both shared. This girl tasted like salt and lime and tequila, just like Alice was sure she did as well.

It’d been awhile since Zella had hooked up with anyone at the club. The whole building shook with the music, drowning out her thoughts, turning her brain to putty, which was exactly how Zella liked it. She didn’t like to think, she liked to act.

And what better way to get revenge than kiss the girl that the girl you were trying to get revenge on had kissed?

The truth of it all would take a while to come out, but that was alright with Zella. She didn’t mind playing with this girl in the meantime, like a cat with a spool of yarn. Her tongue was soft and her mouth was hot and she tasted sharp, even though her curves were soft. Zella nipped at her lip and slid the hand on her waist farther down to grab gently at her ass again.

It was odd. Not necessarily in a bad way, it was just- strange, how Alice wasn’t the one taking the lead this time. Rather, Jenny was the one biting at her bottom lip, and the blonde sighed as she tugged at the strands of ebony in her fingers a bit more, kissing the girl a tad more fiercely.

It helped to drown out her thoughts and suddenly it was like the only things inhabiting Alice were the music, the warmth, and this small brunette. And though Alice had experienced someone gripping at her arse before, it definitely hadn’t been with the slender fingers of a female. It was different, but nice different. The kind that whispered into her mind how much nicer it would feel if those same fingers slid their way up the skirt of Alice’s dress.

Was this moving too fast? Okay, maybe this was moving too fast. Just like Alice’s heartbeat. But she loved it, that rush. She liked the way her body vibrated with the bass and how she was forgetting other people were around. She moved to take Jenny’s face in both hands and kissed her breathless, becoming more fervent and passionate. God, how long had it been since she’d been snogged and fondled? Sure, Kiara and her had snogged plenty the night of the bonfire, but that had been a chaste, almost innocent sort of snogging.

This felt nothing like innocent.

When Alice deepened the kiss, at first, Zella was surprised. This girl had that wild-eyed innocence about her that said she’d never fucked or been fucked. But, she didn’t kiss like that. She kissed like she wanted more, more. Zella was happy to oblige, opening her mouth, sucking Alice’s tongue like it was the lime they’d both just had.

They made out for a few more minutes, until the song ended. There were hands in hair and hands twisting in the fabric of clothes. Zella pushed back as much as Alice pushed forwards, fighting to stay in control of the kiss. The blood in her veins singed.

She hadn’t expected this, when she’d decided this little plan. (Still didn’t know what the outcome of the plan was, she’d just thought of it about fifteen minutes ago.) But, she wasn’t going to complain. It would be short lived. Kiara would eventually find out, Alice would eventually find out. Zella was content to cross that bridge when she came to it.

The kiss broke with a pop at the end of the song. Zella brushed her nose against the other girl’s breathing harshly. “Would you like to move this somewhere more private?” She tilted her head to nip at Alice’s lip again.

When the kiss broke, Alice was still fumbling in a haze. She almost didn’t hear Zella’s whisper as the song transitioned into a new beat, and in fact, a part of her wanted to pretend like she hadn’t at all. But she did. She heard the suggestive question and she even shivered a bit when the girl nipped at her bottom lip once more.

It had been so long since she’d felt like this, and it wasn’t exactly as though it had led down the best road with the last - and only - person she’d slept with. Taking a deep breath and swallowing thickly, Alice laughed a bit as she flushed, embarrassed. “A-Actually, I… I’m enjoying the dancing. I hope that’s alright.”

Oh, so maybe she wasn’t what Zella had imagined, what that kiss had told her. The disappointment flashed across her face--as fast and sharp as lightning. She had never been good at hiding her emotions the way her sister was, the way her mother was. Instead she used those emotions to her advantage. But, right now, she was not supposed to be herself, she was supposed to be Jenny. L O L.

So, Zella reluctantly let go of Alice’s ass and moved her hand up her spine so it hovered around the middle of her back. She tilted her head and smiled that sharp smile again.

“Of course, dancing is perfectly fine.” Though, she couldn’t quite make her words as honey sweet as they’d been before.

Alice smiled and let out a low breath of relief. Pressing her forehead against the other girl’s, they moved back into dancing with the beat. The haze of desire drifting away now that the kiss had broken, Alice spent the rest of the night fighting both the urge to get it back as well as thoughts of Kiara invading her head.

Eventually, the brunette left her and Alice went back to Edelweiss with another girl’s number, and a lot of questions.

#bdrppride #oneshot #zella #kiara #zlice

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hvalross-artinactive · 8 years ago

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Kenmei Profile - Magi OC

Soooo, I talk a ton and draw my Magi OC constantly, and I feel a bit weird posting her here without anyone really knowing anything about her. So I thought Id just post her profile here. I’ve done a lot of work on her, and she’s still not perfect, but if you’re interested, you can read below the cut!!

It’s really, REALLY long, especially the section about her and Judar, so if you do read it all the way though, I’d love any constructive feedback??

Thank you!

I have had an issue with people taking ‘inspiration’ from Kenmei. Please, no matter how much you may like something, be respectful of someone elses work and be creative on your own. I do notice, and it freaking sucks. So please, dont copy my work.

Basics

Full Name: Cai Kenmei | Cài Kěnméi | 蔡肯美

Titles/Nicknames:

By Family: Ken (By Brother)

By Friends:

Mei, MeiMei, Miss Kenmei ( Nanami )

Ken, Mei, Bookworm (Dyver)

Mei ( Sun Li, Lilianna)

By Judar: Stupid Girl, Woman, Freckles, Freckle Face, Mei (only when being serious)

Age: 18 (First appearance), currently 23

Species: Magician

Blood Type: A

Gender: Female

Sexual Preference: Heterosexual

Marital Status: Dedicates herself to Judar, though they are not in a committed relationship

Hometown: Rakushou

Home Province: Kou Empire

Current Residence: Kou Empire Palace

Birth date: December 21st

Death date: N/A

Fighting

Affiliation: Kou Empire

Element: Healing and Water Magic

Skills: Expert healing magician, advanced with water magic. Skill varies from beginner to average with other types of magic.

Fighting Style: Kenmei literally cannot physically fight at all. The only skills she has is mostly defensive using her water magic, along with some offensive moves. She gets better while sparring with Judar over the years, but could never truly hold her own against him or anyone else as she gets exhausted easily.

Weapon: Magic Staff. 3' long staff made of metal with 3 Blue Topaz stones, one large and two small.

Statistics:

Quantity of Magoi: 3/5

Fighting Ability: 2/5

Physical Strength: 3/5

Technique: 3/5

Leadership Ability: 2/5

Wisdom: 4/5

Appearance

Hair Color: Jet Black

Hair Style and Length:

Age 18: She mainly wears her hair in a lose pony trail that falls over her right shoulder. Intertwined in the pony tail is a small braid she makes from a single lock from her hair, completely separate from the rest.

Age 20+: She wears her hair in a single, huge braid that she either keeps over her shoulder or back behind her. Sometimes she will wear it down as well.

Eyes Color: Pistachio Green.

Eyesight: 20/20

Height: 160.02 cm (5’3”)

Weight: 59.4 kg ( 131 lbs)

Skin Color: Light

Body Type/Build Description: She has a pear shape, with her hips slightly wider than her bust size. During the academy, she kept herself healthy and in decent shape. After the academy and her father left the capital, she gained her position as a healer of the palace and felt no need to keep her body in shape, so she had let herself go. After meeting Judar, she was put through serious physical training and was forced to get back into shape if she wanted to keep her position, according to his threats. After close to two years of training with him and on her own, she became very in shape and was able to easily keep up with him during physical training.

- Nose: Celestial shape

- Lips: Bow Shaped

- Hands: Small hands with short, thin fingers

- Feet: Size 6 ½, average size front and heel.

- Face Shape: Round

- Eyes: Roundish Almond Shape

- Arms and legs: Both arms and legs are average in proportion to her height. Both are toned and built from training

- Torso: Toned stomach. Not a six pack or anything extreme, but obviously built.

- Hips: Wider than bust size due to par shape. 26”.

- Breasts (if female): Archetype shape, standard and average. 34 C.

Physical Abnormalities: Attached earlobes and noticeable gap between her big and second toe

Allergies: Eggs, dust, smoke

Distinguishing Marks:

Scars: Kenmei has burn and regular scars from training with Judar and with magic in general. She has one large scar on her side and left thigh where he got her with ice. She has smaller scars on her arms and another small one on the right side of her face on her cheek, though it tends to always be hidden by her hair.

Moles/Birthmarks: Kenmei has a small, light birthmark on the under area of her upper left arm, near her elbow. She has freckles on her face, shoulders, back, arms, hips, legs and feet, all varying in intensity in their patches. She has one small mole on her left side.

Self Care: Kenmei is very serious about keeping herself healthy and clean. She bathes every day, often twice a day if she does any physical or magic training that day. Even though she likes to keep a low profile and not catch attention to herself, she likes to do any make up and keep herself presentable for her job, though will often go without make up. Once she meets Judar, she becomes more interested in trying to impress him with looking good and does her best to look good every day.

Default Expression: Very content, though focused on any tasks. Usually without a smile, but calm.

Posture: Being of timid nature, Kenmei walks with her arms close to her body, usually holding something tight to her chest or sides, head facing down.

Piercings/Tattoos: Earrings, one in each ear

Describe Their Voice: Her voice his of medium range with a soft, gentle tone. Her voice will often crack or shutter, especially when nervous or around Judar.

Way Of Speaking: When in a normal situation, Kenmei often speaks very quietly and softly, usually causing people to ask her to repeat herself and speak louder. When working or speaking to a patient, she is still gentle but confident and supportive, talking however loud the patient needs her to. When with Judar, she speaks with a louder, friendly tone, though it depends on the situation.

Relationships

Family

Father: Cai Keneiji | 49 | Alive (Kou Empire Military Official / General - Human)

Keneiji was a tough military man, having grown up in the Kou Empire with a mission to become a great fighter. He was not gentle in the slightest, even to his wife and children. Still, he was the one who helped Kenmei achieve her position in the Palace. When Kenmei was in Magnostadt, he was injured during a training sessions and that is what forced Kenmei to return home to help care for him. After he recovered, he could no longer fight properly and was let go of his position as a general. Upset, he left the Kou Empire to travel. He soon settled in Sindria under a different name and remarried.

Mother: Cai Junkyo | 42 | Deceased (Kou Empire Medical and Healing Magician)

Junkyo was a very kind and calm woman. She was passionate about her healing abilities and did her best to serve anyone in the palace that needed her attention. Her marriage to Keneiji was more forced than consensual, as she became pregnant without being married to him, and she did not want her children to grow up with that type of relationship to their father. Even though he was hardly ever around, Junkyo did her best to raise her children and continue her duties. . Even with her extensive healing abilities, she fell ill to a disease that she could not keep away. She soon grew too weak to continue treatment on herself, and the other healing magicians could not keep it away either. She died when Kenmei was 10.

Brother: Cai Kendai | 22 | Deceased (Balbadd Military Official – Magician)

A very kind and caring man who moved away from the Kou Empire palace at the age of fourteen, as he did not like the way it was ruled and did not want to follow in his fathers footsteps. Instead, he moved to Balbadd and became a part of the military there. He and Kenmei were always very close and would often write letters to each other. When he fell ill from the same disease that killed Junkyo, he tried to get ahold of Kenmei by letters but never could, as she was too busy with her new magic training to respond. He died without her knowing and she often blames herself for his death, as she could have slowed the illness down. He died when Kenmei was 18.

Sister In Law: Cai Felda |20 | Deceased (Married to Kendai – No Occupation)

Before Kendai’s death, Felda and Kenmei got along very well. After Kendai’s death, Felda completely blamed Kenmei and had a deep hatred for her, which she expressed at Kendai’s funeral. Even though she was 7 months pregnant with Kendais child at the time of his death, the shock caused her to go into labor early. Sadly still, the child was still born. Felda killed herself a year after, unable to recover from the extreme loss.

Children

Junjei | Magician

Junjei was born 6 1/2 months premature, 4 months after Judar's supposed death. As a child, he was very weak and frail because of his premature birth, on top of being naturally frail as a magician. He takes after his mother, being naturally very caring and almost a little too worried about everything, especially the feelings of others. Still he does have a bit of playfulness to him, often playing harmless pranks on his childhood friends or even Kenmei, reminding her much of Judar when he does act this way. He is a very curious child, often asking so many questions that Kenmei can't hardly keep up with him.

Love Interest

Judar:

Kenmei first met Judar during a collision she had with him in the halls of the Kou Empire palace. At the age of 17, she was walking at a quick pace down the halls to meet her father for his daily healing of his wound. She had a book open and right in front of her face as she walked, reading about the correct spell to heal his issues.

Typically, Kenmei was able to walk like this and not run into people, usually very aware of someone unless they weren't paying attention, either. Walking in the opposite direction, Judar was being led by some members of Al Thamen to a meeting with the Emperor. While walking, she was easily able to go around the Al Thamen members without running into them (hardly even noticing who they were), but did not see Judar lagging at the back of the group, who was looking back behind him listening to another care taker scold him for being late, even though that care taker was heading in a different way to go to a different meeting.

Kenmei was unable to see Judar, who was currently muttering under his breath in annoyance at the care taker scolding him and twirling his wand between his fingers out of boredom. Walking at such a quick pace, she ran into Judar so violently that it caused him to drop his wand and stumble back, though was able to catch his footing. Kenmei was not so graceful and fell back, clutching her book tightly to herself out of fear once she noticed who it was she had run into. She kept in a very low bowed position as Judar chewed her out for a bit before his care takers dragged him on, not wanting to make the Emperor wait any longer that they already had.

When Kenmei got the nerve to get out of her bowing position and stand, she noticed Judars wand sitting between some pages of her book. She panicked and tried to follow after them to return it, but found they had gone. For two days, Kenmei kept the wand hidden, hearing rumors from her co workers about how upset the Priest was. She became panicked, fearing she would lose her home, job or even her life if she were to be discovered with it without returning it.

After gathering her courage, she did remember that she always saw Judar in the gardens around specific times of the day. At one point during the third day of having his wand, she approached him as he rested in a tree. He didn't bother to really look or notice her until she bowed down low once again and held his wand out towards him, offering it back.

Enraged, Judar got down from the tree and snatched it from her, throwing all forms of threats and angry words at her that he could think of at the time. Fearful, Kenmei kept in her bowing position and took the abusive words, her emotions swelling and eyes beginning to tear. She truly thought that he was going to viciously punish her.

After a little bit of yelling, he seemed to grow irritated at a different issue and told her to stand up and explain herself. She did just as he asked, explaining in a very quiet, timid voice of what happened in the hall and why it took her so long to return it.

Upon hearing that she was a magician, clarifying Judars thoughts from having seen her own wand and the feeling of her Rukh, Judar demanded that she fight him. If she could keep her own, he would let her go and she would only fail if she died before he got bored. Kenmei had no other choice but to agree, as he started attacking her with magic before she could get a word in.

After more than an hour of running around the area trying to keep herself safe, every so often sending a spell back at him in an attempt to defend herself, Judar got bored of chasing her around and decided to stop. He was impressed by her ability to keep herself alive, though she left the battle with multiple wounds. He decided not to punish her for taking her wand in a traditional way. Instead, he demanded that she meet him there twice a week to do the same thing. It was the same deal. If she lived, she could continue with her life and the punishment was still death if she were to fail.

After a few weeks of this, Kenmei quickly learned that this was not a way to have her improve in any way, but instead just a way for him to have fun and attack something that would move instead of just staying still. She could tell from how excited he got that he never had the chance to do things like this and that oddly made her feel bad for him. So, twice a week at the same time, rain or shine, still hurt from past injuries or not, she would arrive as told.

Knowing she was not going to be able to improve just by running around, she began to train herself physically on her own, often running or doing push ups and the like. After three months of their first encounter, Judar noticed her training by herself in the courtyard. Annoyed that she was doing things like that without telling him, he once again snapped at her about it and claimed she was doing everything wrong. So, on top of their 'magic training', Judar began putting her through physical training as well on the same days before the magic. He had specific routines that he made her do, and often joined her on, which Kenmei soon noticed he took great enjoyment in doing as well. She could tell getting to blow off energy was his way of getting to relax. And still, she felt bad that he did not seem to do this with other people (or she never saw it). Even though he was mean and snappy to her, she still felt the need to be kind to him and help him.

After a year of training like this, Judar decided that her punishment was over and she had made up for 'stealing' his wand. He considered her willingness to grow and how quickly she improved as a sign of strength. But, instead of completely stopping the training, he wanted to continue. Kenmei, having grown to greatly enjoy his company, agreed. She knew he did not want to continue for her sake, but for his own and to cure his boredom. Besides his political duties and time spent hanging around with the Royals of the palace, Judar had very little to actually do or ways to release his energy.

But, over the year of training, he had found that while she was around him, the energy and rukh around her was calming to him. As a Magi, he was able to see and sense the rukh around people better than they ever could, and Kenmei's were no different. As well as a release for energy, he started to want to be around her for that feeling of comfort and relaxation. So, often before or after training, he would follow her around or make her go places with him just so he could get that feeling from her rukh. The new attention was confusing to Kenmei, but she did not question him and he did not ever explain himself to her about it.

Along with following her or spending more time not fighting, he began to open up more and become more playful, in his own way. He would often play pranks or her or tease her as a way to make himself laugh. Kenmei soon began opening up to him as well, getting back at him with other pranks and it would often turn into a war until one of them, usually Kenmei, gave up. Judar enjoyed the playful competition, though, and his annoyance at her fighting back wouldn't last long.

As he began to open up to her more, he noticed that the longer he was away from her, the more irritated he seemed to get with people and things around him. He caused him to crave and want that relaxing feeling from her, so he would often seek her out just for it.

After more than a year and a half, Kenmei's brother passed away. Kenmei blamed herself for his death, as she could have saved him or slowed the progress of the death down if she had noticed his letters. This caused her to become extremely depressed and shut herself away from everyone, including Judar. She did not show up for practice or even for her work. After a month of having not seen her, and his stress level growing from not being able to release is energy or feel the comfort of her rukh, he went to find her. Finding her locked up in her room, he could feel the change in her rukh and the feeling irritated him. They had become angry, sad, and no longer held the comforting feeling he wanted from her. Irritated, Judar started to try in his own way to get her out of her fit, though it typically only upset her more. His 'compliments' and 'encouraging' words would never come out like they did in his head, often making her even more upset and angry with him. His pranks did nothing to make her laugh or cheerful like they used to and often only made her upset and cry.

So, after another three months of failing to get her to change, he decided trying to be 'nice' would not work on her. He started to become more violent and more natural to himself. He started to once again threaten her with removal of her position in the palace and kick her out, as she had not been going to work as normal. He felt if she was going to just sit around and mope, she could do that outside of the palace in an ally way of the poor city.

Oddly enough, the threats once again put that fear into her of being kicked out and she started arriving to training again, though she was sluggish and obviously still very upset with herself. During training, he was more tough on her, forcing her to focus on him instead of her depressing thoughts. This method was quickly effective, as Kenmei soon began to act normal, going to work again and meeting him in time to train every day they could.

Judar was relieved when she started acting normal again and her rukh once again held that comforting, relaxed air to them. But, he started to notice something else about them, as well as the way Kenmei started to act around him.

Whenever she met him for training or just met up with him in the hall for whatever reason, he could feel her rukh become very bubbly and excited and would even see them change color from their usually pale yellow to pale pink. He wasn't sure what this meant at first, but soon quickly caught on when she started acting much sweeter towards him and a bit flirty.

Because of the way he had treated her during her depression fit, Kenmei had grown extreme feelings for Judar. She felt that he actually cared for her in some way and knew he wouldn't have tried to 'help' her if he didn't. Of course, the only reason he wanted to back to normal at that time was to get the feeling from her rukh and release for his energy through training.

Every time Kenmei acted sweet to him or said something flirty, Judar would shoot her down and pick on her, seeming to be come embarrassed from her action. Sometimes he would leave after an insult, not sure how else to respond to it. He would often tell her that he wasn't close to her like that and tell her that he wasn't even her friend. Still, Kenmei's feelings for him grew and he still felt the urge to be around her for her rukh.

After a three more months of Kenmei's more caring attitude, Judar found himself feeling even more embarrassed than angry at her, usually just staying quiet when she said something nice to him instead of picking at her. He began to grow confused with his feelings as the second year of knowing her started up. He began to want to be around her just for her company as a person rather than to fight, though his craving for the comfort of her rukh continued to grow.

At this time, Judar started to become more playful, or even flirty back to her. This caught Kenmei completely off guard when he first started and her flirty actions toned down to almost nothing. He would pick on her and play pranks a bit more often, usually very childish in the way he showed his liking for her.

After two and a half years, the two had grown very close and would often meet up as much as possible for no real reason other than to just hang around. He often still wanted to spar with her, as she had grown in skill to be able to keep up her defense against him in magic and could keep up with him easily in physical training. Other than to spar and training, the two would sit around and talk, or Judar would nap with her next to him while she read.

Closer to three years after meeting, Judar's teasing and flirting had become so pronounced that Kenmei would often feel as if she were going to pass out whenever he did anything remotely affectionate. One night after some light sparing, it had been no different. Judar had been noticing her overly extreme shyness, and demanded that night that she told him how she felt. After backing her into a wall, trying to force her to overcome her shyness, Kenmei had no other way to explain herself. She expressed her feelings with a very timid, awkward kiss on the lips. It only lasted for a few seconds, and instead of him returning a second, passionate kiss back to her that Kenmei had seen in her mind, Judar began to laugh at her. He teased and insulted her on his kissing skills, making fun of her lack of experience.

Still, Judar did not deny any similar or opposing feelings. Instead, from that night, Judar started to show her similar affection and accept the affection she was wanting to give to him. They kept very private, keeping it out of the ears and eyes of others.

They kept it this way for another two years, though their feelings for each other continued to grow during this time, especially Kenmei's. She had grown to the point where she was fantasizing about marrying him and having a family, though she kept those thoughts away from him and others. Judar was not at that level, though, and could not think about things because of his position, not only as the Priest, but as a member of Al Thamen as well. He kept everything about them secret from her, no matter how much she pestered for him to tell her.

After the death of the Kou Emperor, Kenmei noticed an extreme change in Judars personality. He was much more distant from her and did not want to do anything with her. She would often not see him for months at a time, and when she did see him, their meetings were short and lacking in the affection that she had grown used to. Kenmei could not understand what the issue was and she began to feel like he no longer wanted her.

Judar claimed that the lack in contact was because he had grown increasingly busy. Kenmei had noticed that Judar was spending more time training in magic on his own, and also saw him sometimes with Hakuryuu.

After months of his distant behavior, Kenmei grew too upset and couldn't take not knowing what was going on anymore. After a heated argument and Kenmei spilling her guts out to him about everything she had been feeling and ever wanted from him, Judar finally agreed to try to start making time for her again.

Still, even with this promise, she still did not see him as much as she had been hoping for. She began to grow distant from her friends and went to work as if she were a statue. She began to become quite emotionless, as she had grown to depend on his presence so much to keep herself happy in the past and this sudden change in his personality and attitude towards her completely crippled her.

After months of the limited interaction with Judar, it suddenly made a 180 and he was back again. Though Kenmei could tell that he was different. Not only did he seem happier than in the past, but she could also tell that he was much stronger, the Black Rukh that surrounded him almost overpowering to her. She begged him to tell her what was going on, and for once Judar complied with her requests. He told her of how he had been working with Hakuryuu to not only rid themselves of Al Thamen, but to take over the whole empire in general.

Kenmei was quite taken aback by this, but still she supported him. She could not make herself turn her back on him after everything they had gone through, and he was finally spending time with her again and almost being even more kind to her than before. It was strange to her, but she accepted it. The fact that Judar kept her updated on almost everything that was going on helped her to adjust as well.

But, he soon vanished again to help Hakuryuu with his conquest. She did not see Judar again until the night before he and Hakuryuu attacked Gyokuen. She was completely shocked and taken aback at his changes in power and attitude. His power almost scared her, and she was even afraid to touch him at the time. Still, he was quite gentle with her and told her about what was going to happen and that she needed to stay in her room, no matter what she heard. She complied with him and did not leave, though did use a little water and clairvoyance magic to peek in on the battle until Judar used the barrier and her magic no longer worked.

After the battle, she helped to heal both Judar and Hakuryuu, still completely dedicated to Judar and willing to do what she could to help. Though she did not agree with all of the violence, she could not turn her back on Judar.

Two months before Judars supposed death, she confronted him about a secret she had been keeping for almost over a year. At one point in their relationship, Kenmei had forgotten to take the necessary steps to prevent pregnancy. Because of this, she did end up pregnant. She had been suppressing the pregnancy by stunting the growth of the child, but still keeping it alive using her Magoi. When she told Judar this, he was not surprised, angry or particularly happy. He was completely neutral, having already known about it from the changes in her power and rukh. He told her that she could have the child if she wanted to, but he could not promise that he would be there to support her or the child. This did upset Kenmei, but she was happy that he at least allowed her to have the child.

The morning before Judar's battle with Aladdin two months later, Judar seemed particularly kind to Kenmei when he came to tell her what was going on. He wanted to once again make sure that she stayed here in her room and did not leave no matter what she heard. Kenmei once again agreed, though felt as if Judar should not be going into any sort of battle like this. Knowing it was useless, she asked him not to do it and instead find some other way to resolve what was going on. Judar only kept quite giddy about the situation, excited for the thought of such a battle, and only told her not to worry.

Kenmei once again watched the battle using a mix of water and clairvoyance magic. She watched in horror as the battle came to a close, only able to listen to the words of Aladdin that Judar would not be returning.

After this, Kenmei became extremely ill and depressed. She refused to eat, leave her room or accept help from anyone that attempted to offer it. She kept this up for nearly two months, until her friends, Nanami in particular, forced her back into existence, very similar to the way Judar had done to her years before. With help, Kenmei began to go back to her normal life, though still struggled greatly with her depression.

Sadly, even after getting back to as normal as she possibly could, she went into premature labor two months later, 6 ½ months into her pregnancy. Junjie was born, very sickly and frail, and needed constant support and observation from healing magicians after his birth. Kenmei, feeling as if it were all her fault, refused to see the child, fearful that she would cause more harm to him. And, from what the others were telling her, she did not expect the child to live and could not stand to see him pass away. As awful as it sounded, to her and to anyone she told, she felt as if she could never love the child as much as she had loved Judar.

After weeks of care and them both being in the infirmary, the healers determined that Junjie would survive, with just some frequent healing sessions for the first few months of his life, and Kenmei was pushed to care for the child from there. Still, she could not find it in herself to bond with the child. She had so much loss in her life, that she was fearful of growing close to him, thinking that he, too, would end up passing away. But, after caring for him, she found herself drawn to him and his likeness of Judar. She began to think of the child as the last piece of Judar she would ever have, and caring for him helped pull her out of her depression.

For two years, she cared for Junjie on her own, with some help from her friends. She was completely dedicated to caring for him, working endlessly to be a good mother and good at her job. She went up in position multiple times during these two years, making more money and a better life for her and Junjie. She still fought with her depression, and still often missed Judar deeply, but was able to function and move on in her life.

Then one day, on the way back to the palace from the marketplace with Junjie on a flying carpet, the two were met with a very interesting surprise. Out of no where, Judar suddenly landed on the carpet, greeting Kenmei as if he had never been gone. Instead of a happy meeting like he had hoped for, Kenmei screamed and immediately fainted, causing Judar to have to take control of the carpet before they all started to fall. Now stuck with a screaming and crying Junjie, Judar took the carpet back to the outskirts of the Palace.

After a bit, Kenmei woke, laying on the ground while still on the carpet. At first, she lied there on the ground, listening to soft talking. She soon sat up, to see Judar sitting with Junjie. Kenmei was in denial at first, feeling as if this had to be a trick, she was ill or he was some sort of ghost. But, after realizing she was now awake, Judar turned to her and began to explain what happened and where he had been the last two years.

Kenmei was still confused and frustrated, but after speaking with him for over an hour, she calmed down and accepted what had happened. It was all his fault, after all, even though he was the one that started the fight. But still, she could not find it in herself to forgive him completely at that moment, as he had neglected her pleas for him not to fight and she still felt abandoned by him.

Still, she welcomed him back. Secretly and silently, away from the eyes and ears of anyone else, he stayed with them that night. Even though Kenmei hoped that things would be normal again, she was one again devastated when Judar was up and ready to leave again in the morning, to search for Hakuryuu. Still, she understood him as she always had, and let him leave with little fuss.

As a way to keep in contact, she gave him the other piece to her Rukhs eye set her brother had given to her years ago when she was still young. With it, he kept her updated over the next year, and Kenmei patiently waited for him to return.

Though during that year, Kenmei and Junjie began to go through very hard times as the Kou Empire started to fall. Kenmei had less and less work, or had to charge very little for her services, as no one could afford her or any services in the palace anymore. Due to her relationship with Hakuryuu in a friendly matter, having grown to know him both through Judar and Nanami, he had given her a higher position a few months before he left the country, serving Royals and high counsel members mostly. This helped her through the hard times, as they were still able to pay her decently enough.

Still, Kenmei had to end up selling most of her belongings to get by, including most of her books, scrolls, expensive clothing and jewelry. She was willing to give up everything to make sure that Junjie could eat at least twice a day, as even food had become scarce.

Even though he asked her about her situation, Kenmei refused to bug Judar about their situation, knowing he had his own problems to sort out. Though eventually, Alibaba came back to the empire and began to help rebuild it. This slightly improved life for them, and things continued to get better up until Judar arrived back with Hakuryuu. Kenmei happily welcomed him back, though Judar was upset and scolded her for not telling him what was happening to her during the time.

While Judar was back, Kenmei was able to focus less on struggling to survive, as the countries economy began to stabilize, and instead she was able to focus on trying to build their relationship back up and get Junjie used to Judar. But, things took a turn when Sinbad took hold of the Sacred Palace, and both Kenmei and Junjie fell under the world wide spell.

--Still a WIP as Manga continues--

Friends/Acquaintances

Best Friend: Dyvar Uoris | 22 | Alive (Magician in Training at the Academy)

Dyvar is a very spunky, outgoing person who is welcoming and friendly to anyone who is willing to be the same towards him. But, because of his hyper personality, most people just push him away. Kenmei was able accept his hyper personality and got along with him great, as he was a 1st Kodor and helped her with anything she was having trouble with. He grew a crush on her, but she continuously pushed him away, her self confidence and timid nature holding her back from attempting a relationship with him. She left the Academy without telling him goodbye, though kept in touch with him through letters as often as she could.

Best Friend: Lilianna | 17 | Alive (Fog Troupe / Maid in Kou Palace)

Kenmei first saw Lilianna after Kassim's death. She picked up Lilianna from the desert outside of Balbadd while on her way back to the Kou Empire alone on a carpet. Claiming that she had seen Lilianna and the young child she carried in the Kou Empire country, she got permission to help Lilianna become healthy again from Sun Li, as she wanted to adopt Lilianna into her family and care for her. Kenmei raised the depressed and broken Lilianna back to health while also taking care of the child when she needed. During this time, the two grew very close. After she was healthy, they spent time together often and Kenmei would also baby sit the child if she was off and could do so. Kenmei and Lilianna often argued over the fact that Kenmei was so close to Judar and the black rukh that killed Kassim, though they got along great otherwise.

Best Friend: Yue Nanami | 17 | Alive (occupation currently unknown)

Kenmei, knowing many of the magicians in the palace but not being very sociable, was drawn to Nanami's happy personality. She would often share her knowledge from the academy with the young magician and give her tips. Though not all was calm with Nanami, as the younger girl often took advantage of Kenmei's timid nature to play jokes on her for laughs. Still, they got along great and enjoyed each others company.

Best Friend: Sun Li | 26 | Alive (War Council)

Kenmei first met Sun Li when she was assigned to her case, as Sun Li was very ill and she had to tend to her. Upon their first meeting, they two hit it off instantly and became grew friends, even though Kenmei was much more timid than the outspoken Li. After the healing, the two continued to meet and do things together. As Li wanted to become more physically strong, Kenmei trained with her to help her, along with the help of Judar. They tend to have opposing views on subjects and can sometimes bicker about it, but are always quick to come to an agreement and not hurt their friendship.

Rivals/Enemies

Competition and Bully: Tifna Artine | 17 | Alive ( Magician in Training at the Academy)

Tifna was not exactly an enemy to Kenmei at the academy, but Tifna was a bit of a bully to her. She often teased her about not being able to use combat magic correctly and only being “useless” with healing magic. This hurt Kenmei, but made her want to become a better person and magician. In retaliation, she often made Tifna look stupid in front of people using her book smarts instead of physical powers. Still, the bullying continued through her time at the academy, though she made it through with the help of Dyvar.

Being a part of the Kou Empire, she supported their cause and goals completely. She followed her leaders without question and any enemies of theirs were enemies of hers. She did her best to keep from judging people or getting to know them, though, and kept her thoughts about them purely what she was told.

Personality

Positive Traits:

Adaptable

Affectionate

agreeable

bright

courteous

faithful

generous

gentle

passionate

unassuming

Negative Traits:

Clinging

conservative

gullible

indecisive

introverted

jealous

nervous

overemotional

timid

pessimistic

Strengths

Healing Magic:

Kenmei’s mother was a Magician that focused only on healing magic. As a child, she learned a lot of about her mother’s abilities and it quickly became her passion as well. When her mother passed away, she continued to learn the healing magic on her own to perfect her abilities. When she went to the academy, her skill increased greatly and she became one of the top healers in the school, even though her combat magic skills were a little shaky. They did increase in the years she was at the academy and this increased her healing abilities as well.

Willingness to Learn and Grow:

Even from a young age, Kenmei always wanted to know everything and learn as much as she could. She is willing to try out anything to help herself grow in both strength and knowledge, even if she knows she will fail, as she has learned much from her many failures in her techniques. She reads as many books as she can on specific subjects she wants to learn and is able to absorb the information well, though she often cannot do what the information tells her to do.

Adaptable:

Kenmei is easily able to adapt to new environments or situations, which makes her great for healing the wounded. If a situation with a patient gets out of control, she is able to keep control of herself and deal with the situation in a professional manner. If a situation occurs in her personal life, then she has a bit more trouble adjusting, as her personal life has always been a routine for her. This happens especially with the death of each family member, normally causing her to become emotionally unstable and stressed, rather than calm and collected like when she is on duty.

Weaknesses

Timid/Introverted:

Because of her introverted nature, she often does not speak to many people inside of the palace. She often keeps to herself and tries her best to stay out of trouble. Still, this can keep her out of the loop on a lot of things, such as plans for the armies and the expansion goals of the Kou Empire. And because her nose is always in a book, she never over hears any information. She either misses or ends up late to magic training or meetings she is meant to go to, causing her to have to go through more trouble to make up for her mistakes and lost time. It has also caused her to be threatened to be removed from the palace.

Self-Conscious:

Even though Kenmei has an extremely extensive knowledge of all kinds of magic, she is self conscious about her abilities and often looks down on herself. She has a hard time feeling confident and strong about the things she does and cannot find the strength to support herself. This causes her magoi levels to be held back and her attacks are extremely weakened. She is also self conscious about her body, especially before she goes through intense training with Judar to get fit. She does not find herself attractive and often obsesses over making sure she looks presentable, both on and off duty, even though she never gets involved with the social life in the palace.

Physical Strength:

Kenmei’s physical strength has never been the best, and this has often held her back from being able to become better at combat magic. She has always been frail and would often become ill as a child. She learned from her parents that she did have to increase her physical strength to be able to become more powerful to successfully serve the Kou Empire. She had a very difficult time doing so, both in and outside of the academy. After she returned from the academy and got her position, she slacked off on her physical strength training and her magic abilities did suffer for it.

Disorder(s):

Medical:

- None, very healthy

Psychological:

- Fear of Abandonment

Any events cause the disorder(s) to surface?: Kenmei has gone through the death of each family member, and her father leaving their home. After the death of her last family member (brother), she went through a time where she felt alone in the world and like no one was there for her. After getting through it and getting closer to Judar, she became fearful that he, too, would leave her behind one day. She became careful about how she acted around him and was sure to try to do nothing that would ever upset or make him mad. This was not only with Judar, but with her friends as well.

Hobbies:

-Reading

-Writing

-Taking walks

- Practicing her Magic

Favorite Color: Light Blue

Least Favorite Color: Yellow

Favorite Food: Carrots

Least Favorite Food: Eggs and Fish

Favorite Animal: Mice

Least Favorite Animal: Birds

Favorite Instrument: Woodwind instruments

Least Favorite Instrument: Loud drums

Favorite Element: Water

Least Favorite Element: Lightening

Favorite Season: Fall

Least Favorite Season: Summer

Favorite Weather: Cool days

Least Favorite Weather: Hot days

Favorite Time of the Day: Morning

Least Favorite Time of the Day: Midday

Comforts:

- Her books

- Baths

- The Rukhs Eye her brother gave her

- Judars company

Fears:

- Being alone or abandoned

- Loud and sever storms

- Flying bugs

Favorite Items:

- First book on healing magic she received from her mother

- Rukhs eye she received from her brother

- Her magicians hat, which was her mothers

Knowledge

Languages: Only the normal language of the lands.

Schooling Level: Average

Favorite Subject: Magic

Intelligence Level With:

Art: No skill

Archery: No Skill

Astronomy: No Skill

Botany (Flowers): Knows some good plants for healing or medicine

Cooking: Horrible

Dramatics:

- Acting (theatre): No Skill

- Dance: No Skill

- Singing: No Skill

Economy/Accounting: No Skill

Geography: No Skill

Martial Arts: Mediocre

Math: Average

Medicine: Excellent, above average

Mythology: No Skill

Politics/Law: No Skill

Poetry: No Skill

Puzzles: Average

Reading: Excellent, above average

Science: Average

Sewing: Average

Writing: Excellent, above average

History

Biography:

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Tall, Dark and Handsome

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This is my first X Reader for the Hamilton fandom, I hope you enjoy!- Grace

Modern and Soulmate AU. For the sake of the plot, Reader lives in the U.K.

"You can hear your Soulmates's thoughts, and they can hear your own. You have the ability to 'tune' them out. Although, any attempt to find one another before fate has planned, will ultimately fail. That would include asking each other's location and so on."

Everyone first hears their soulmate at a different age. I first heard mine when I was 14. I was in the midst of an English literature exam. I remember looking at my paper frustrated, my pen tapping rhythmically against my forehead. 'Provide a short statement using the Rule Of Three'. I couldn't remember what it was, never-mind give an example.

I let out a growl in vexation, which prompted Mr. Johnston to narrow his eyes and glare in my direction. I quickly looked away. 'Think (Y/N), think! Rule of three, think of an example for the rule of three. I mean, it has something to do with 3...'

"Tall, dark and handsome," a voice said. I looked at the classmate who had sat beside me- then at everyone else in my vicinity. My eyes were wide with confusion, that voice had sounded eerily close. Then my jaw went slack in realisation. "Tall, dark and handsome," the voice had repeated, "while they are three words that perfectly describe me, it's also an example of the Rule Of Three."

That was five years ago. I'm now 19, and in my first year of university. Since that day, I speak to my soulmate everyday. He turned out to be a 17 year old (now 22) boy who lived in the Caribbean. His name was Alexander, and after two years of us speaking, he moved to the U.S. That didn't make much difference to me, as I lived in the U.K. Although, as of four months ago, I moved to America.

I had gotten a full Scholarship to NYU to study modern languages. When I had first tried to tell Alexander that I was now living in New York, it was almost like a phone line cut off. It just went silent and at first I thought he had left me. Soon after, however, he said my name and it was like the connection was fixed once more. This had only happened once before, when we tried to tell each other our last names. Fate had intervened.

Now I'm leading a normal life as a student. I share a two bedroom apartment with my flat mate, Mia. She also goes to NYU, but she's studying law and is in her second year of University. She had contacted me via the university, looking for a new roommate. I accepted it immediately, she had lived in New York most her life and I was new to town- I'd need her.

Mia and I quickly grew close, and eventually became best friends. At the minute she's looking through the middle draw of the cabinet- the menu drawer. It was dubbed the name 'Menu Drawer' a few weeks after my arrival, as all take-out menus were shoved in there and forgotten until Friday evenings. "We had a Chinese last week, so how about pizza?" Mia spoke up, stopping my thoughts.

I rolled my eyes as I broke out into a grin. It was her turn to pick, which meant pizza. I'm surprised she isn't sick of it at this point. "Go for it, not too many toppings though." I replied. With her chosen menu in her right hand and her phone in the other, she furrowed her eyebrows at me, "Why not?". I stood up from my place on the sofa and strutted to the middle of the room. I then continued to run my hands down my sides while wiggling my hips. "Because, I need to maintain this figure." I said, then proceeded to burst out into a fit of giggles. "Just messing, add as many as you like." Mia laughed along with me, blond hair bouncing at her shoulders.

I sighed and walked out of the main room, and headed down the hall to my bedroom. Mid-terms would be in a few weeks, and I really needed to revise. My Spanish is flawless, if i do say so myself. As is my German, but my French... my French is horrendous. I am going to fail French. "Aw, ma petite fleur. Qu'est-ce que tu as?"

"Alexander, I didn't know you spoke French, and like I said, I'm going to fail."

"I'm fluent, actually. And I'm sure you'll do fine, (Y/N). You're a smart girl."

"Says you, who finished college early and can speak French fluently."

"Yes but that's myself, you are dif- You said college."

"Uh, yeah?"

"You're British, they don't typically say College."

"Oh, I guess you're right"

"I'm always correct. Although, tell me, are you in America?"

"Yes! I tried to tell you that before but then w-"

"Hey, Pizza is here!" Mia called from the main room. I contemplated staying in my room and just talking to Alexander, but my duties as a friend calls.

"I gotta go, Alex. Can we talk later?"

"(Y/N)! You can't just leave, we're in the same country! Maybe that's why the time differences changed, I mean I didn't think to ask... Which state are you in? Wait, which University?"

I laughed slightly before replying, "Goodbye, Alexander."

I sat on the sofa nibbling on a slice of pizza. We were watching some old DVD Mia had. I had tried reaching out to Alexander to ask him what his favourite type of pizza was- but I didn't get a reply. I think he's still annoyed that I tuned him out earlier, which I understand. I still apologised, and pushed the slight doubt that he'd left me forever to the back of my mind. My train of thoughts then went to past conversations with Alexander.

He rambles a lot. When there's something that's annoyed him or something he feels passionate about, he will tell me. I think that's amazing. I personally am one to keep to myself. Alexander is such a contrast to me, and I'm pretty sure that's a good thing. If we were both very talkative or very quiet no actual conversation would be made. As the DVD continued, I kept eating my pizza and thinking of Alex.

It's Saturday afternoon, and I'm supposed to be revising French. The more I look at the text book, the more I get irritated. One hour in of doing nothing, I just screamed. I yelled and shouted profanities to get across that I cannot, for the life of me, remember any of this. A few seconds after, when my throat was hoarse and I was breathing heavily, Mia entered my room. She swung the door open, eyes open and alert.

"Is there a burglar? Or a spider?" She asked, looking around my room. I sighed and rested my head in the palms of my hands. "Neither. That was me practising the sound of despair I'll make when I fail my mid-terms." I mumbled. She made a soft 'Oh', and then made her way over to my desk and I. She heavily planted her hand on my head and ruffled my hair. I groaned and tried to shake her off.

"You'll be fine! What if I told you, that there is a guy in my Criminal Justice class that is French." she said. I raised my head to look at her, hair covering my eyes. I pushed my fringe out of the way and answered her, "I would say, 'good for him'? I don't see how that effects anything."

Mia giggled once more. "He's low on money, and is totally willing to do anything at the minute. He could tutor you in French for a few extra dollars." This made my ears perk up, a tutor! I still have a few hundred dollars in my saving account from birthday money and my job. "Do you think he'll accept $100 for three weeks of tutoring? Around two nights a week?" I asked, voice suddenly hopeful.

Mia's brown eyes twinkled as she nodded enthusiastically. "I'll text him now and ask him. But don't worry, he should be up for it!" she replied, phone already in hand. I sprung up from my chair and pulled her into a hug, jumping up and down. "Thank you, thank you." I chanted, she laughed and patted me on the head before she unlocked her phone.

The tutor worked a charm. That was four weeks ago, and I just got my results from my French exam. My tutor was called Lafayette, and he was possibly the kindest human being possible. After the three weeks of tutoring were over, I tried to give him a payment. When I did, he refused and said he would only give it to me after I got my results. As I walked out of the university campus, I couldn't help but think of the A I got.

"Well done. I told you that you could do it." I stopped and paused, that was Alexander's voice. He hadn't spoken to me for almost a month now.

"Alexander. Hi, and uh thank you."

"I'm sorry (Y/N). I shouldn't have ignored you. It was childish, and I've been busy at work, just please forgive me."

"Well... you're forgiven. I just got an A on my French exam, nothing can ruin my mood now."

"Good, I'm glad you got the results you deserve. When we meet I'm bringing you out to dinner to celebrate. Wherever you want to go."

That's when the reality hit me, 'When we meet'. I will meet Alexander. We're in the same country, we're both aware we're in the same country.

"That sounds great, Alexander. I just ca-," my thoughts came to an abrupt stop when my phone began ringing. "Alex, I need to go. I'm getting a call, I'll talk to you later."

"Okay, love. My break is nearly over anyway, goodbye."

I blushed at the nickname before tuning him out. I looked at the caller ID to see Lafayette, then I quickly answered. "Hey, Lafayette!"

Lafayette was ecstatic to hear about my grade. We made arrangements to meet up at a small bar, so I could give him his fee and so we could catch up. I put on black skinny jeans, my favourite t-shirt and a pair of boots. I grabbed my jacket before I walked to the bar.

When I arrived, I spotted Lafayette at a table but he wasn't alone. Three other men accompanied him. Suddenly feeling small, I tip-toed over. They were laughing at something I wasn't aware of, and none of them seemed to notice me. I gently tapped Lafayette on the shoulder. He turned around and grinned at me. "You made it!" he all but shouted.

I simply nodded and waved back, a small smile on my face. On the inside I was panicking, I don't do well with new people. Especially if they're drunk. Well, Lafayette and the tall, muscled one were drinking. The guy with the freckles wasn't drinking, and neither was the attractive one with the long hair. It didn't matter, I was still panicking.

I can't do this, I'm going to die.

"(Y/N)? Is everything okay?" I visibly relaxed at Alexander's voice.

"I'll be fine, don't worry."

I heard Lafayette say something to me, then I snapped back to reality. "Oh sorry, that was rude of me. I was just, uh talking" I quietly explained, hoping he knew what I meant. His eyes widened and he nodded vigorously. "Oui, of course. Do not worry!" he said, accent coming through stronger than usual. Then, I reached into my back pocket and pulled out a white envelope. It was his fee (which I raised to $150, because his tutoring was amazing).

As I handed it over Alexander spoke once more, "You know there's a girl here who might just steal me away from you."

"W-what?" I replied, even stuttering in my mind. There had been stories of soulmates who left each other for other people.

"(Y/N). Look at me please." Alexander spoke again, only this time it wasn't inside my mind. I looked around, and immediately locked eyes with the man with the long hair. He smiled at me and unexpectedly I blurted out, "Well if it isn't Tall, Dark and Handsome."

I heard the tall muscled man mutter 'what the fuck' under his breath, but before I could respond I was pulled into an embrace. I'm almost positive he knocked over a chair getting to me. I hugged him back, as my heart raced a mile a minute. "How did you know it was me?" I asked, voice soft. I felt his chest vibrate as he chuckled. "Your accent was kind of a give away, and I couldn't take my eyes off of you. You never mentioned you were fucking gorgeous."

I squeaked and buried my head into his coat in embarrassment. He stepped away slightly and looked at Lafayette. "Sorry, Laf. I think I'll be tutoring her from now on."

Fin.

I don’t have anything to say.- Julia (She manages the account because Grace can’t use technology)

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The Many Ask Thingymabob

Second times the charm...

Tagged By: @caramiathegreat

Spoofy Soundcloud or Pandora? Im a spoofy kinda man

Messy or clean room? I think my room is comparatively clean

What colour are your eyes? Bluest blue to ever blue

Do you Like your name and why? Its alright. It always seemed a little lackluster to me

Relationship status? The running joke in my friend group is my 3 year dry spell. It isnt a very funny joke.

Describe your personality in 3 words or less? Distanced pragmatic dumbass

What colour is your hair? Golden and luscious

What kind of car do you drive? My moms PTA-mobile

Where do you shop? Bad Dragon

How would you describe your style? Dying, yet fashionable college student

Favourite social media account? We all know timboblr is utter trash, and i picked up natter a while ago and its honestly pretty fun

Bed size? Queenie my man

Any siblings? two older stepsisters and a wee lil half sister

Anywhere to live in the world and why? GERMANY OR POLAND. BECAUSE HERITAGE

Favourite snapchat filter? I really like the flower crown an butterfly ones but my phone is being dumb with snapchat and i cant get them

Favourite makeup brand? I mean i dont wear it, but im definitely not opposed! i dont know anything about brands and i am ashamed...

How many times a week do you shower? I go by how my hair feels. Usually its every other day, or every two days.

Favourite TV show? Currently? Gotta be that weeb and say Jojo...

Shoe Size? Depends on where i go, but like 12 - 13

How tall are you? Very

Sandals or sneakers? I like wearing socks and sandals feel weird on my feet

Do you go to the gym. I LIFT SO MANY THINGS WEEKLY SWOLE SESSIONS BRUH.

Describe your dream date? Existent... T-T

How much money do you have in your wallet? I dont carry cash!

What colour socks are you wearing? Black

How many pillows do you sleep with? Like 6. Ones a memory foam body pillow its soooo nice....

Do you have a job? Nah...its not for lack of trying though

How many friends do you have? Like...sooo many duuude...not really...

Whats the worst thing youve done? Cut someone who was bad for me out of my life. Bad for them, good for me.

Favourite candle scent? I mean i dont do candles but i love lavender

Favourite boy names?

Gabriel

Alistair

Jeremiah

Favourite girl names?

Elizabeth

Abigail

Lauren

Favourite actor? Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson

Favourite actress? Ashley Johnson

Celebrity crush? theres a lot...

Favourite movie? The Boondock Saints. Easy question.

Do you read a lot? Whats your favourite book? I dont read as much as i think i should, but i loved 1984. I wanna try David Foster Wallaces Infinite Jest and i have the first book in Baccano that i borrowed from a friend and havent touched yet :/

Money or brains? Ignorance is bliss and im filthy fuckin rich HOLLA

Do you have a nickname? Jesliey is an old one. People also call me J a lot. Very briefly in highschool someone called me J-Money whenever he saw me

How many times have you been to a hospital? Not very many. I went in a few years ago for a tonsil infection but that was it in recent history

Top 10 Favourite Songs? Ok this is in no particular order and also limiting to 10 is blashpemy

Subdivisions by NSP

Everybody Wants to Rule The World by NSP

Resist and Bite by Sabaton though if im honest most of Heroes belongs here this ones just my fav

Winged Hussars by Sabaton POLISH PRIIIIIIDE

Wrong Side of Heaven by Five Finger Death Punch

All of Pendulums Immersion album im not picking one

Come with Me Now by KONGOS

History Maker by Dean Fujioka

Setting Sail, Coming Home by Darren Korb

Sonata For Whitestone Castle by Aiden Chan

Do you take any daily medications? No, but i probably should have...

Whatis your skin type? on a good day, slightly dry. on a bad day, cracked bleeding sandpaper.

Whats your biggest fear? My man i used to battle almost daily with some quite hefty anxiety. I could stare down the Grim Reaper and say “I served my time you come and take me”. Wasps and needles are pretty bad though i guess

How many kids do you want? Id be lying if i said i didnt want a daughter at some point...but theres no way im passing on my genetics. im adopting if i ever want a kid.

Whats your go-to hairstyle? Either free flowing and glorious, or ponytail if i need it out of my face

What ype of house do you live in? Moms house is pretty decently sized i suppose

Who is your role model? I dont really have one...

What was the last compliment you received? I dont know I dont really get those often...this is getting kinda depressing....

What was the last text you sent? “Well i hope shes alright”

How old were you when you stopped believing in Santa? Like 10 or 12

What is your dream car? Oh god i want a 1985 Pontiac Trans Am so bad you have no idea...

Opinion on smoking? I dont get the appeal but everyone can make their own choices

Do you go to college? Yes and im dying

What is your dream job? Metalworking and blacksmithing has lowkey been a huge fascination of mine for like 2 years now. i would love to be able to do that for a living

Rural area or life in suburbia? I like the idea of both, but rural areas have space for metal workshops

Do you take shampoo/conditioner bottles from hotel rooms? Nah i bring my own

Do you have freckles? A few spread sporadically all over my body. no noticeable patches though

Do you smile for pictures? Yeah but most of the time it feels so forced

How many pictures do you have on your phone? Somewhere between 1 and 2 hundred. Im not adding them up among all the folders...

Have you ever peed in the woods? Bruh the forest has seen every bodily fluid ive got

Do you still watch cartoons? ANIME IS NOT A CARTOON DAD. also yes quite often.

Wendys or McDonalds nuggets? GIMME DEM CHICKIN MCNUGGiES

Favourite dipping sauce? Sweet chili thai!

What do you wear to bed? Pajama pants, a shirt, and socks usually. Occasionally whatever i wore during the day. Ive been known to ditch my pants and socks in my sleep.

Ever won a spelling bee? Never been in one, but i think i could have if i wanted to

What are your hobbies? I wont as long as i live under my mothers roof, but i would hella get into amateur blacksmithing!

Can you draw? yes. should i draw? no.

Do you play an instrument? I can play trumpet, but i would really like to pick up playing cello

What was the last concert you saw? If i remember correctly it was the Scorpions

Tea or coffee? Both. Simultaneously. I like to remain calm while containing the energy of a god.

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Fuck you america! Tim Hortons!

Do you want to get married? I wont oppose if a future partner wants to, but if i love someone enough to want to spend the rest of my life with them, then it wont be necessary

What is your crushs first and last initial? Which one tho?

Are you going to change your last name when you get married? Im indifferent

What colour looks best on you? Blue and red are my standard colours

Do you miss anyone right now. If i think about this at all the answer is usually yes

Do you sleep with your door open or closed? I have the lovely habit of losing my pants in my sleep. for the sake of everyone else in this house, closed is best

Do you believe in ghosts? Call me a skeptic

What is your biggest pet peeve? Im pretty laid back about a lot of things. Only thing i can think of now is more of an anxiety thing but i cant stand people randomly touching my hair without me knowing

Last person you called? My mother

Favourite ice cream flavour? Butterscotch ripple

Regular or golden oreos? Golden

Chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? Rainbow

What shirt are you wearing? An old white one with some brand graphic on it

What is your phone background? Lockscreen is Goku from DBZ if he were done as a Jojo character, and home screen is a cr1t1kal quote

Are you outgoing or shy? Im not overly comfortable with just meeting new people and striking up conversations without some kind of help

Do you like it when people play with your hair? I mean i used to...theres a girl at my college who has absolutely no concept of personal boundaries who has at least partially ruined that for me now. Like i said earlier, i cant stand people touching my hair now without me acknowledging it

Do you like your neighbors? Ive lived her about 8 years and im still learning their names

Do you wash your face at night? In the morning? lmao

Have you ever been high? Hella my dude

Have you ever been drunk? Also hella my dude?

Last thing you ate? Coscto chicken penne and a salad.

Favourite lyrics right now? “Light up the night./ There is a city that this darkness can’t hide./ There are embers of a fire that’s gone out,/ but I can still feel the heat on my skin./ This mess we’re in, well you and I,/ maybe you and I,/ we can still make it right./ Maybe we can bring back the light!” Light Up the Night by The Protomen

Summer or Winter? Autumn fuck that noise

Day or night? Night

Dark milk or white chocolate? White!

Favourite month? October

What is your zodac sign? League of Legends Cancer

Who was the last person you cried in front of? I legitimately dont remember...probably @vocoterra

GOOD LORD THIS TOOK TOO LONG TO FINISH

If anyone wants to do this feel free and say i tagged you!

#long post #good lord i was as far as the crush initials one #and then chrome closed and i shed a single tear #now excuse me i need to shower

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